THE SPIRIT AND THE FLESH

WHEN men have slain the Living Truth and a new age has arisen from its

death, the world still rolls onward in its course and mankind does not

know that anything has happened. Children are born into the world, men

and women are married, others die, and only a few poor, lowly ones know

the significance of that death and resurrection. Thus it must ever be.

In the outer world there is no sign; each man pursues his own business

and pleasure with just the same avidity as though God's Truth had not

perished in the flesh to rise again into the glory of resurrection.

Yea; judgment-day may come and the angel may blow his trumpet until

the earth shall crack and heaven itself shall tremble, but the ears of

man are deaf to the blast and his eyes are blind to the terrors that

overhang the soul. In his ears are stoppers of clay and over his eyes

is a film of flesh, and neither sound nor sight can reach him.

What wonder, then, that men not only deny their Creator and their

Redeemer, but even refuse to believe that the soul within them is

alive. To them the body seems alive and not the soul; to them it seems

as though this world is the end of everything.

* * * * *

Mrs. Gilderman, though she had not recovered from her confinement

with the rapidity that a washerwoman might have done under the same

circumstances, was, nevertheless, so nearly quite well by the end of

the month as to be able to be down-stairs and about the house. She did

not go much abroad. Maybe on a fine afternoon she would take a spin in

the park in the automobile or out along the river, but she did not go

shopping, and was yet watched by her nurse with the jealous care due

to a convalescent patient of such pre-eminent importance. But, though

she did not go abroad, her friends came to see her, and she often held

receptions in her own room with tea and wafers, maybe, and a babble of

feminine chatter. She was conscious that her imported blue tea-gown was

vastly becoming to her blond beauty, and she made the most of it, lying

back in a nest of blue silk, silver-embroidered cushions.

It was about this time that she made Gilderman promise to have his

portrait painted. "I want Reginald to have it to say," she said, "that

that is the way my father looked in the year that I was born."

So Gilderman had commissioned Norcott to paint a full-length portrait

of himself with a bit of realistic background showing a glimpse of the

famous Cyprian Adonis fragment. No one living could do those little

realistic bits of background as could Norcott.

During this same month the Biddington-De Vaux wedding was to come off

at the national capital--Arabella Stewart Biddington and Lord George

De Vaux, an _attaché_ to a foreign embassy. Gilderman, on the score of

relationship to Miss Biddington, had, of course, to go. That same day

he was also to give a sitting to Norcott. He was growing very tired

of these sittings. There had been a great many of them, for Norcott

was endeavoring to make the work a _chef-d'oeuvre_. At first Gilderman

had been very much interested in the artist, his surroundings, and

the studio in which he worked. Not only had Norcott much to say

for himself, but he had collected about him an enormous amount of

bric-à-brac, rugs, tapestries, and hangings. You would have pronounced

the anteroom to the studio to have been cluttered were the things

gathered there less fine and interesting than they were. The studio

itself was a great, high-ceilinged room with a big skylight. There was

more bric-à-brac, rugs, tapestries here, but in the wider spaces they

did not seem so crowded together as in the anteroom. Gilderman had

become pretty well acquainted with all these surroundings by now, and

they were no longer so interesting to him as they had been at first.

He sat there in the morning of the Biddington-De Vaux wedding feeling

rather bored. He had to take the trip to the capital in the afternoon,

too. That also was a bore in prospect.

The outer door of the reception-room of Norcott's studio was so

arranged that when it opened a chime of bells was rung. Norcott was

working silently and industriously and Gilderman was sitting thinking

about the nuisance of the impending journey, when suddenly the chime

of bells rang out upon the silence of the studio. Presently Norcott's

Moorish servant came bringing in a card. Norcott looked at it. "It's

Santley Foord, Mr. Gilderman," he said. "Would you like him to come in?

He's a very interesting fellow, and it might entertain you."

"Santley Foord?" said Gilderman. And then, remembering the name: "Oh

yes; he's the fellow who wrote and illustrated those very interesting

articles about the West-China _imbroglio_ for the _Mundane Sphere_, is

he not?"

"Yes, that's the man."

"I'd be very glad to meet him," said Gilderman, welcoming any break in

the monotony of the sitting.

Then Santley Foord came in. He was a lively, brisk little man, with

a face burned russet-brown by the sun, a mustache nearly white, and

very light, closely cropped gray hair. He had a strong jaw and chin,

and his little eyes were as bright and as black as beads and danced

and twinkled and were never still for a moment. Norcott introduced

Gilderman, who bowed with a manner that was very urbane. Santley Foord

was evidently extremely gratified by the introduction.

"I was very much interested in your West-China articles," said

Gilderman. "It seemed to me that your sketches were strikingly clever,

too. That one with the dead bodies lying on the snow and the flock

of crows around them and the long line of road cut through the snow

and stretching away to the distance against the gray sky impressed me

extremely."

"I am highly flattered that you should have noticed it, Mr.

Gilderman," said Foord. "One can always get a capital effect of snow

in reproductive process. And then, I suppose, the subject was very

fetching. I stood there in the snow sketching the scene over the back

of my Tartar pony, with the sketch-book resting on the saddle, while my

two Kalmuck men brewed some tea in a deserted hut at the road-side."

Then he began describing incidental scenes connected with the

circumstances of the massacre. He talked well, and Gilderman listened

much interested.

From this subject, at a question from Norcott, the narrator branched

out into his experience in a Tartar village. He described his

introduction to a fat old Tartar chief, and he mimicked the obese

Oriental with an almost startling vividness. Gilderman laughed

heartily, and as he did so he registered in his own mind that he would

give a man's dinner-party and would ask Santley Foord. It would be very

entertaining. How Stirling West would enjoy the fellow.

"But, after all," said Foord, "you don't have to go out to the far East

to find such things. I've come across a mine of interest here that

nobody seems to know or to think anything about. Did you, for instance,

know that the disciples of that carpenter, about whom there was so

much talk awhile ago, are still living here in the very midst of the

city, a community in themselves? They claim to have had supernatural

experiences and to have seen visions and all that sort of thing. They

have strange religious ceremonies and meetings, in which they appear to

go off into a trance state, and a good many of the poor people among

whom they live believe all that they say to be a _bona-fide_ fact."

"I thought all that trouble was over and done with now," said Gilderman.

"Oh no, indeed. Why, I'm going to meet Dolan--Inspector Dolan, you

know--at eleven o'clock to-day, and we're going down to a meeting that

those people are going to hold this morning. I'm going to make a sketch

of it. They are quite the most interesting thing I have come across for

a long time, and I think the world will be rather struck to find that

these strange folk are living in its very midst without its knowing

anything at all about them."

"Really!" said Gilderman. And then, after a moment of pause: "Do you

know, Mr. Foord, I'd like immensely to go with you and Dolan and see

these people."

Santley Foord laughed. "Well, Mr. Gilderman, to tell you the honest

truth, I don't believe you would like it very much. The surroundings

are not especially pleasant. I've got used to all those kinds of

sights and smells by this time. One gets used to no end of such things

knocking about on the rough side of the world, but I don't believe

you'd like it."

Gilderman laughed in answer. "I don't know that I would especially

like the sights and smells," he said, "but I'd like very much to see

what these poor people are doing." And then, after a brief second of

hesitation, he continued: "Such things interest me very much. I saw the

Man Himself two or three times while He was alive, and spoke to Him

once face to face. He impressed me very singularly."

"Did He, indeed?" said Santley Foord.

Gilderman had found it very hard one time to confess this to his wife.

It had not been so hard to repeat the narrative in part to Stirling

West, and since then he had described the scene in the cemetery several

times to friends who had asked him about it. He described it now,

growing conscious as he did so of how flat his narrative was compared

to the clever way in which Foord would have told the story.

Foord listened very interestedly. "By Jove!" he said, when Gilderman

had ended, "I would have given a deal to see that, Mr. Gilderman.

It beats anything I ever saw down in India, and I've seen some very

strange things there, too." Then he began a vivid description of the

old trick: how he had once seen some jugglers put a woman under a

basket that was just big enough to cover her, and of how one of the

Indians had run the basket through and through with a sword. His

description of the woman's screams and of the trick blood that flowed

from under the basket and over the hot, white stones of the pavement

was almost horribly startling, and Gilderman, as he listened, again

registered a determination that he would ask Santley Foord to a man's

dinner some time in the near future.

After a while Foord arose from where he was sitting and sauntered

around the room, looking at some of the pictures and sketches. Then,

having completed his inspection, he said, in his almost abrupt fashion:

"Well, it's time to go around to the St. George. If you really care to

go with us to see these people, Mr. Gilderman, I'll be glad to take you

along."

"I'd like to see them," said Gilderman, "but I don't know whether

Norcott's through with me yet."

"Just give me five minutes more, Mr. Gilderman," said Norcott, "and

then we'll call the sitting off for the day."

Gilderman took Foord around to the St. George with him in his

automobile, and they got out together and entered the wide,

marble-flagged vestibule almost arm-in-arm. They found Inspector Dolan

already there and waiting. He was sitting on one of the leather-covered

seats that stood along the wall and was talking to a stranger. He arose

as Gilderman and Foord came in, and he looked distinctly surprised to

see Gilderman.

"Mr. Gilderman wants to go along with us," said Foord, and then the

inspector laughed.

Gilderman ordered an electric coach, and as they whirled away down-town

he offered his cigarette-case to his companions.

"I don't think I've seen you, inspector," he said, "since that man sold

his Master to the bishop that day. Whatever became of him? I wonder if

he ever felt sorry for what he had done."

"Sorry!" said the inspector--"sorry! I should think so. The officers

found his dead body hanging to a tree the day after the execution."

"Oh yes," said Gilderman, "I remember now reading an account of it. But

I did not know it was that man who hanged himself."

"Yes, sir, that was the man."

The coach stopped in a narrow and dirty street. Then they all got out

and walked for some little distance down the paved court until the

inspector at last turned into an alleyway.

The alley opened into another paved court, and here Gilderman found

himself in the midst of the sights and smells of which Santley Foord

had spoken. There were two or three rather dilapidated houses looking

down upon the court. They were shabby, squalid-looking piles, and

overhead, from house to house, were stretched clothes-lines, with

clothes hanging out to dry, motionless in the dull, heavy air. The

court was paved with cobble-stones, and here and there water had

settled in stagnant puddles. There were a couple of ash-barrels

standing by one of the houses, piled high with ashes and scraps of

refuse.

The inspector led the way directly to one of the houses. He put his

hand upon the knob of the door and turned it very softly. Then he

opened it and entered with Gilderman and Foord at his heels.

Gilderman found himself in a dark, narrow entryway. The walls of the

entry had that peculiar, greasy look that seems always to belong

to houses of the poorer sort, and there was everywhere a rank and

pervading smell. As the inspector closed the door, another door at the

farther end of the entry opened and a stout woman, unmistakably Jewish

in appearance, stood framed in the space of light behind. She hesitated

for a moment, and then said, with a sharp, rasping voice: "What do you

want? What are you doing here?"

The inspector walked directly along the passageway towards her. "That's

all right, Sarah," he said. "It's Inspector Dolan."

"What's the matter now?" said the woman. "I 'ain't been doing no harm."

"There's nothing the matter at all, only these two gentlemen here want

to go up-stairs to see your friends on the third floor."

"There ain't nobody up on the third floor," said the woman, sullenly;

"they 'ain't been here for a couple of days."

The inspector laughed. "That's all right, Sarah," he said. "We'll go

up and look for ourselves. Just you stay down here. And don't you go

kicking up a row," he added, turning suddenly stern in his demeanor.

The woman shrunk back as though threatened with a lash, but she did not

go entirely away. She partly followed them and then stood watching with

a sort of impotent sullenness as they went up-stairs, the inspector

leading the way.

Gilderman was nearly overpowered by the close, heavy atmosphere of the

house. His companions did not seem to think anything of it at all,

and he knew that the people who lived every day in that atmosphere

would not be aware of its close fetor. Surroundings of this sort were

infinitely distasteful to him, but since he had come so far he made up

his mind that he would go on to the end.

As the three climbed the stairs Gilderman became aware of a strange,

droning, sing-song sort of chant, or rather mummer, that grew louder

and louder as they ascended. He found it came from one of the rooms

on the third floor. The inspector led the way directly to the door of

this room, and Santley Foord turned and said to Gilderman: "It's those

people you hear, and, by George! Mr. Gilderman, we're in luck; they're

about some of their religious ceremonies this minute. I hope you'll be

able to see some of them in a trance state."

The inspector stood for a while with his hand upon the knob as though

listening. Then he said, in a low voice, "I'll wait outside here."

"Is it perfectly safe?" asked Gilderman, instinctively lowering his

voice to the same pitch as that in which the inspector spoke.

"Lord bless you! yes, Mr. Gilderman," said Dolan; "they're as harmless

as mice."

Then he opened the door and Foord stepped into the room, closely

followed by Gilderman. There were maybe a dozen or so men in the

crowded space. The room was very close and hot. Some of the inmates

were sitting around a deal table; two were standing with their backs

to a cold and rusty stove, and one was leaning against the wall, his

face hidden in his arm, his body shaking as though he were crying.

None of them seemed to be aware of the presence of the intruders, and

then Gilderman saw with a shock, almost as of awe, that they were

indeed in a state as though of entrancement. The faces of all were

transfixed, vacant, exalted. They seemed all to be lit with a singular

illumination. It was almost as though the faces were translucent

and illuminated to that singular roseate brightness by a light from

behind. Gilderman had never seen anything like it before. By-and-by a

feeling akin to terror began to creep over him. What did it all mean? A

strange, groaning murmur coming from the breasts of the men filled the

room full of sound, now rising fuller, almost into articulate speech,

now quavering away into a dull murmur. It was very impressive--almost

awful, to Gilderman.

If Foord was at all impressed he was too busy to yield to his emotions.

He had taken out his sketch-book and was sketching rapidly. Inspector

Dolan was looking over his shoulder through the half-open door.

None of the three knew what it was that they had come so near to

seeing; for the crying man with his face hidden against the wall was

Thomas the Doubter.

Still Foord sketched away rapidly, and by-and-by Gilderman found

himself becoming interested in the swift, dexterous strokes of the

pencil and the quick suggestions of portraiture. "Do you suppose they

mind you doing this?" he whispered.

"Lord bless you, no!" said Foord, _sotto voce_. "They don't see or know

anything when they're in that state."

At the sound of the voice the crying man lifted his face for a moment

from his hands and looked towards Gilderman with strange, filmy,

sightless eyes. His cheeks were drenched with tears. Gilderman knew

that though the man looked towards him he did not see him.

* * * * *

As Gilderman continued down-town towards the office, he felt strangely

softened and moved--strangely impressed by what he had just seen.

Again, as he thought over it all, a feeling as of awe came upon him. He

did not understand what it was he had beheld, but the impression lay

heavily upon him. A recollection of the morning's scene, accompanied

by the same feeling of awe (though less strong and vivid), recurred

again to him that afternoon as he crossed the river to embark upon

the other side for the capital. He was standing in the bow of the

ferry-boat at the time looking out across the water. He had never seen

a human face illuminated as those faces had been. It was as though the

spirit shone forth and consumed the fibres of flesh that incased it.

Was it then, indeed, true that the spirit was so present in every fibre

of flesh that it could thus glorify the human body to that strange

illumination? The bright surface of the harbor stretched away before

him, shut in by the distant farther shore of clustered buildings. A

huge out-going steamer was ploughing its slow and monstrous way down

the river. Gilderman saw everything and yet saw nothing as he stood

there pondering the remembrances of that morning.

He suddenly awoke to the things of every day as the boat thumped its

way into the slip, and he pushed forward with the crowd which, as soon

as it had poured off from the boat, presently spread out until he was

able to hurry through the waiting-room of the depot to the train.

His man met him at the gate and directed him to the parlor-car, where

Stirling West met him. "Hello, Gildy!" he said; "I thought you were

going to be left."

As they went together along between the rows of chairs to the

compartment where Tom De Witt and his mother and two sisters already

sat, Stirling West nudged Gilderman with his elbow. "Ain't she a

daisy!" he said, in a whisper. And Gilderman, looking down, saw an

exceedingly pretty and stylishly dressed blond girl sitting with an

elderly man of senatorial appearance.

He felt a distinct pleasure in the prettiness of the girl, and he

looked back at her again as he was about to enter the door of the

compartment. He was already forgetting what he had that morning seen.

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