I looked at Roger--a long gaze that made Peter writhe.

"'Love's double heartbeat'----" I began. But Peter stalked away,

muttering.

Carrie had left Roger, so I put down my cup and followed him to the

parapet of the terrace.

"Darling!" he said. And then, finding Peter was not with me: "How's it

going?"

"Cracking! They're all worried already."

"We've hardly started. Slip your arm through mine, Clara, and I'll hold

your hand. Dear little hand!" he said. "When I think that instead of

that ring----" Here he choked and kissed my hand. Then I saw that Harry

Delaney was just below the wall.

Carrie's voice broke in on our philandering.

"If," she said coldly, "you two people can be pried apart with a crowbar

for a sufficient length of time, we will motor to Bubbling Spring.

There's just time before dinner."

"I don't think I'll go, Carrie," I said languidly. "I have a headache

and Roger has just offered to read to me. Do you remember how you used

to cure my headaches, Roger?"

"I'd rather not talk about those days, Clara," said Roger in a shaky

voice.

"I wish you two people could see and hear yourselves!" Carrie cried

furiously, and turned on her heel.

"I guess that will hold her for a while," Roger purred. "Clara, you're

an angel and an inspiration. I haven't had such a good time since I had

scarlet fever."

Dinner, which should have been gay, was simply noisy. They were all

worried, and it is indicative of how Carrie had forgotten her pose and

herself that she wore her diamond necklace. Roger had been placed at the

other end of the table from me, but he slipped in and changed the cards.

There were half a dozen dinner guests, but Roger and I ate little or

nothing.

"Act as though the thought of food sickens you," I commanded.

"But I'm starving!"

"I'll have my maid take a tray into the garden later."

In spite of me he broke over at the entrée, which was extremely good.

But everyone saw that we were not eating. The woman on Roger's right, a

visitor, took advantage of a lull in the noise to accuse Roger of being

in love. Ida giggled, but Roger turned to his neighbour.

"I am in love," he said mournfully; "hopelessly, idiotically, madly,

recklessly in love."

"With any particular person?"

"With you," said Roger, who had never seen her before.

She quite fluttered.

"But I am married!"

"Unfortunate, but not fatal," said Roger distinctly, while everyone

listened. "These days one must be true to one's self."

We were awfully pleased with ourselves that evening. I said my head

still ached and I could not dance. Roger and I sat out-of-doors most of

the time, and at eleven o'clock Powell, my maid, brought out a tray of

what was left from dinner and the dance supper. She took it by order to

a small shaded porch off the billiard room, and we found her there with

it.

"Thank you, Powell," I said. But Roger followed her into the house. When

he returned he was grinning.

"Might as well do it right while we're about it," he observed.

"To-morrow morning Powell will go to Carrie and tell her you sat up all

night by the window, and she's afraid you are going to be ill."

In the dusk we shook hands over the tray.

Well, a lot of things happened, such as our overhearing the men in the

billiard room debating about getting poor old Bill on the long distance.

"It isn't a flirtation," said Wilbur Bayne. "I've seen Clara flirting

many a time. But this is different. They're reckless, positively

reckless. When a man as fond of his stomach as Roger lets a whole meal

go by, he's pretty far gone."

Roger bent over, with a part of a squab in his hand.

"Have they bitten!" he said. "They've not only swallowed hook, line and

sinker but they're walking up the bank to put themselves in the basket!"

Well, the next morning it was clear that the girls had decided on a

course and were following it. Although it had been arranged that

everyone was to sleep late, breakfast trays appeared in the rooms at

nine-thirty, with notes asking us to go to church. When I said I had not

slept, and did not care to go, no one went, and when Roger appeared at

eleven the girls surrounded me like a cordon of police.

Roger was doing splendidly. He came up across the tennis court, covered

with dust, and said he had not slept and had been walking since six

o'clock. The men eyed him with positive ferocity.

I'll not go into the details of that day, except to relate a

conversation Ida Elliott and I had after luncheon. She came into my room

and closed the door behind her softly, as if I were ill.

"Well," she said, "I did think, Clara, that if you didn't have any

sense, you would have some consideration for Carrie."

I had been addressing the envelope to Bill, and so I shoved a sheet of

paper over it.

"I'm not going to try to read what you are writing," she said rudely.

"What do you mean about Carrie?"

"She's almost ill, that's all. How could anyone have had any idea that

Roger and you----" She fairly choked.

"Roger and I are only glad to be together again," I said defiantly. Then

I changed to a wistful tone. Just hearing it made me sorry for myself.

"We are old friends; Carrie knew that. It is cruel of you all to--to

spoil the little bit of happiness I can get out of life."

"What about Bill?"

"Bill?" I said vaguely. "Oh--Bill! Well, Bill would never stand in the

way of my being true to myself. He would want me to be happy."

I put my handkerchief suddenly to my eyes, and she gave me a scathing

glance.

"I'm going to telephone Bill," she said. "You're not sane, Clara. And

when you come back to your senses it may be too late."

She flounced out, and I knew she would call Bill if she could. From the

window I could see that Harry Delaney had Roger by the arm and was

walking him up and down. It was necessary, if the fun was to go on, to

disconnect the telephone. I ran down to the library and dropped the

instrument on the floor twice, but when I put it to my ear to see if it

was still working I found it was, for Central was saying: "For the love

of heaven, something nearly busted my eardrum!"

Ida had not come down yet, and the telephone was on a table in the

corner, beside a vase of flowers. When I saw the flowers I knew I was

saved. I turned the vase over and let the water soak into the green cord

that covers the wires. I knew it would short-circuit the telephone, for

once one of the maids at home, washing the floor, had wet the cord, and

we were cut off for an entire day.

During the afternoon I gave Harry Delaney the letter to Bill. Harry was

going to the little town that was the post office to get something for

Carrie.

"You won't forget to mail it, will you, Harry?" I asked in a pathetic

voice.

He read the address and looked at me.

"What are you writing to Bill for, Clara? He'll be home in the morning."

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