CHAPTER XXXV.

THE SPOTTED PAPER.

What Master Gridley may have said to Myrtle Hazard that served to calm

her after this exciting scene cannot now be recalled. That Murray

Bradshaw thought he was inflicting a deadly injury on her was plain

enough. That Master Gridley did succeed in convincing her that no great

harm had probably been done her is equally certain.

Like all bachelors who have lived a lonely life, Master Byles Gridley had

his habits, which nothing short of some terrestrial convulsion--or

perhaps, in his case, some instinct that drove him forth to help somebody

in trouble--could possibly derange. After his breakfast, he always sat

and read awhile,--the paper, if a new one came to hand, or some pleasant

old author,--if a little neglected by the world of readers, he felt more

at ease with him, and loved him all the better.

But on the morning after his interview with Myrtle Hazard, he had

received a letter which made him forget newspapers, old authors, almost

everything, for the moment. It was from the publisher with whom he had

had a conversation, it may be remembered, when he visited the city, and

was to this effect: That Our Firm propose to print and stereotype the

work originally published under the title of "Thoughts on the Universe";

said work to be remodelled according to the plan suggested by the Author,

with the corrections, alterations, omissions, and additions proposed by

him; said work to be published under the following title, to wit:

________ _________: said work to be printed in 12mo, on paper of good

quality, from new types, etc., etc., and for every copy thereof printed

the author to receive, etc., etc.

Master Gridley sat as in a trance, reading this letter over and over, to

know if it could be really so. So it really was. His book had

disappeared from the market long ago, as the elm seeds that carpet the

ground and never germinate disappear. At last it had got a certain value

as a curiosity for book-hunters. Some one of them, keener-eyed than the

rest, had seen that there was a meaning and virtue in this unsuccessful

book, for which there was a new audience educated since it had tried to

breathe before its time. Out of this had grown at last the publisher's

proposal. It was too much: his heart swelled with joy, and his eyes

filled with tears.

How could he resist the temptation? He took down his own particular copy

of the book, which was yet to do him honor as its parent, and began

reading. As his eye fell on one paragraph after another, he nodded

approval of this sentiment or opinion, he shook his head as if

questioning whether this other were not to be modified or left out, he

condemned a third as being no longer true for him as when it was written,

and he sanctioned a fourth with his hearty approval. The reader may like

a few specimens from this early edition, now a rarity. He shall have

them, with Master Gridley's verbal comments. The book, as its name

implied, contained "Thoughts" rather than consecutive trains of reasoning

or continuous disquisitions. What he read and remarked upon were a few

of the more pointed statements which stood out in the chapters he was

turning over. The worth of the book must not be judged by these almost

random specimens.

"THE BEST THOUGHT, LIKE THE MOST PERFECT DIGESTION, IS DONE

UNCONSCIOUSLY.--Develop that.--Ideas at compound interest in the

mind.--Be aye sticking in an idea,--while you're sleeping it'll be

growing. Seed of a thought to-day,--flower to-morrow--next week--ten

years from now, etc.--Article by and by for the....

"CAN THE INFINITE BE SUPPOSED TO SHIFT THE RESPONSIBILITY OF THE ULTIMATE

DESTINY OF ANY CREATED THING TO THE FINITE? OUR THEOLOGIANS PRETEND THAT

IT CAN. I DOUBT.--Heretical. Stet.

"PROTESTANTISM MEANS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. BUT IT IS AFRAID OF ITS OWN

LOGIC.--Stet. No logical resting-place short of None of your business.

"THE SUPREME SELF-INDULGENCE IS TO SURRENDER THE WILL TO A SPIRITUAL

DIRECTOR.--Protestantism gave up a great luxury.--Did it though?

"ASIATIC MODES OF THOUGHT AND SPEECH DO NOT EXPRESS THE 'RELATIONS IN

WHICH THE AMERICAN FEELS HIM SELF TO STAND TO HIS SUPERIORS IN THIS OR

ANY OTHER SPHERE OF BEING. REPUBLICANISM MUST HAVE ITS OWN RELIGIOUS

PHRASEOLOGY, WHICH IS NOT THAT BORROWED FROM ORIENTAL DESPOTISMS.

"IDOLS AND DOGMAS IN PLACE OF CHARACTER; PILLS AND THEORIES IN PLACE OF

WHOLESOME LIVING. SEE THE HISTORIES OF THEOLOGY AND MEDICINE

PASSIM.--Hits 'em.

"'OF SUCH IS THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN.' DO YOU MEAN TO SAY JEAN CHAUVIN,

THAT

'HEAVEN LIES ABOUT US IN OUR INFANCY'?

"WHY DO YOU COMPLAIN OF YOUR ORGANIZATION? YOUR SOUL WAS IN A HURRY, AND

MADE A RUSH FOR A BODY. THERE ARE PATIENT SPIRITS THAT HAVE WAITED FROM

ETERNITY, AND NEVER FOUND PARENTS FIT TO BE BORN OF.--How do you know

anything about all that? Dele.

"WHAT SWEET, SMOOTH VOICES THE NEGROES HAVE! A HUNDRED GENERATIONS FED

ON BANANAS.--COMPARE THEM WITH OUR APPLE-EATING WHITE FOLKS!--It won't

do. Bananas came from the West Indies.

"TO TELL A MAN'S TEMPERAMENT BY HIS HANDWRITING. SEE IF THE DOTS OF HIS

I'S RUN AHEAD OR NOT, AND IF THEY DO, HOW FAR.--I have tried that--on

myself.

"MARRYING INTO SOME FAMILIES IS THE NEXT THING TO BEING CANONIZED.--Not

so true now as twenty or thirty years ago. As many bladders, but more

pins.

"FISH AND DANDIES ONLY KEEP ON ICE.--Who will take? Explain in note how

all warmth approaching blood heat spoils fops and flounders.

"FLYING IS A LOST ART AMONG MEN AND REPTILES. BATS FLY, AND MEN OUGHT

TO. TRY A LIGHT TURBINE. RISE A MILE STRAIGHT, FALL HALF A MILE

SLANTING,--RISE HALF A MILE STRAIGHT, FALL HALF A MILE SLANTING, AND SO

ON. OR SLANT UP AND SLANT DOWN.--Poh! You ain't such a fool as to think

that is new,--are you?

"Put in my telegraph project. Central station. Cables with insulated

wires running to it from different quarters of the city. These form the

centripetal system. From central station, wires to all the livery

stables, messenger stands, provision shops, etc., etc. These form the

centrifugal system. Any house may have a wire in the nearest cable at

small cost.

"DO YOU WANT TO BE REMEMBERED AFTER THE CONTINENTS HAVE GONE UNDER, AND

COME UP AGAIN, AND DRIED, AND BRED NEW RACES? HAVE YOUR NAME STAMPED ON

ALL YOUR PLATES AND CUPS AND SAUCERS. NOTHING OF YOU OR YOURS WILL LAST

LIKE THOSE. I NEVER SIT DOWN AT MY TABLE WITHOUT LOOKING AT THE CHINA

SERVICE, AND SAYING, 'HERE ARE MY MONUMENTS. THAT BUTTER-DISH IS MY URN.

THIS SOUP-PLATE IS MY MEMORIAL TABLET.' NO NEED OF A SKELETON AT MY

BANQUETS! I FEED FROM MY TOMBSTONE AND READ MY EPITAPH AT THE BOTTOM OF

EVERY TEACUP.--Good."

He fell into a revery as he finished reading this last sentence. He

thought of the dim and dread future,--all the changes that it would bring

to him, to all the living, to the face of the globe, to the order of

earthly things. He saw men of a new race, alien to all that had ever

lived, excavating with strange, vast engines the old ocean-bed now become

habitable land. And as the great scoops turned out the earth they had

fetched up from the unexplored depths, a relic of a former simple

civilization revealed the fact that here a tribe of human beings had

lived and perished.--Only the coffee-cup he had in his hand half an hour

ago.--Where would he be then? and Mrs. Hopkins, and Gifted, and Susan,

and everybody? and President Buchanan? and the Boston State-House? and

Broadway?--O Lord, Lord, Lord! And the sun perceptibly smaller,

according to the astronomers, and the earth cooled down a number of

degrees, and inconceivable arts practised by men of a type yet undreamed

of, and all the fighting creeds merged in one great universal--

A knock at his door interrupted his revery. Miss Susan Posey informed

him that a gentleman was waiting below who wished to see him.

"Show him up to my study, Susan Posey, if you please," said Master

Gridley.

Mr. Penhallow presented himself at Mr. Gridley's door with a countenance

expressive of a very high state of excitement.

"You have heard the news, Mr. Gridley, I suppose?"

"What news, Mr. Penhallow?"

"First, that my partner has left very unexpectedly to enlist in a

regiment just forming. Second, that the great land case is decided in

favor of the heirs of the late Malachi Withers."

"Your partner must have known about it yesterday?"

"He did, even before I knew it. He thought himself possessed of a very

important document, as you know, of which he has made, or means to make,

some use. You are aware of the artifice I employed to prevent any

possible evil consequences from any action of his. I have the genuine

document, of course. I wish you to go over with me to The Poplars, and I

should be glad to have good old Father Pemberton go with us; for it is a

serious matter, and will be a great surprise to more than one of the

family."

They walked together to the old house, where the old clergyman had lived

for more than half a century. He was used to being neglected by the

people who ran after his younger colleague; and the attention paid him in

asking him to be present on an important occasion, as he understood this

to be, pleased him greatly. He smoothed his long white locks, and called

a grand-daughter to help make him look fitly for such an occasion, and,

being at last got into his grandest Sunday aspect, took his faithful

staff, and set out with the two gentlemen for The Poplars. On the way,

Mr. Penhallow explained to him the occasion of their visit, and the

general character of the facts he had to announce. He wished the

venerable minister to prepare Miss Silence Withers for a revelation which

would materially change her future prospects. He thought it might be

well, also, if he would say a few words to Myrtle Hazard, for whom a new

life, with new and untried temptations, was about to open. His business

was, as a lawyer, to make known to these parties the facts just come to

his own knowledge affecting their interests. He had asked Mr. Gridley to

go with him, as having intimate relations with one of the parties

referred to, and as having been the principal agent in securing to that

party the advantages which were to accrue to her from the new turn of

events. "You are a second parent to her, Mr. Gridley," he said. "Your

vigilance, your shrewdness, and your-spectacles have saved her. I hope

she knows the full extent of her obligations to you, and that she will

always look to you for counsel in all her needs. She will want a wise

friend, for she is to begin the world anew."

What had happened, when she saw the three grave gentlemen at the door

early in the forenoon, Mistress Kitty Fagan could not guess. Something

relating to Miss Myrtle, no doubt: she wasn't goin' to be married right

off to Mr. Clement,--was she,--and no church, nor cake, nor anything?

The gentlemen were shown into the parlor. "Ask Miss Withers to go into

the library, Kitty," said Master Gridley. "Dr. Pemberton wishes to speak

with her." The good old man was prepared for a scene with Miss Silence.

He announced to her, in a kind and delicate way, that she must make up

her mind to the disappointment of certain expectations which she had long

entertained, and which, as her lawyer, Mr. Penhallow, had come to inform

her and others, were to be finally relinquished from this hour.

To his great surprise, Miss Silence received this communication almost

cheerfully. It seemed more like a relief to her than anything else. Her

one dread in this world was her "responsibility "; and the thought that

she might have to account for ten talents hereafter, instead of one, had

often of late been a positive distress to her. There was also in her mind

a secret disgust at the thought of the hungry creatures who would swarm

round her if she should ever be in a position to bestow patronage. This

had grown upon her as the habits of lonely life gave her more and more of

that fastidious dislike to males in general, as such, which is not rare

in maidens who have seen the roses of more summers than politeness cares

to mention.

Father Pemberton then asked if he could see Miss Myrtle Hazard a few

moments in the library before they went into the parlor, where they were

to meet Mr. Penhallow and Mr. Gridley, for the purpose of receiving the

lawyer's communication.

What change was this which Myrtle had undergone since love had touched

her heart, and her visions of worldly enjoyment had faded before the

thought of sharing and ennobling the life of one who was worthy of her

best affections,--of living for another, and of finding her own noblest

self in that divine office of woman? She had laid aside the bracelet

which she had so long worn as a kind of charm as well as an ornament.

One would have said her features had lost something of that look of

imperious beauty which had added to her resemblance to the dead woman

whose glowing portrait hung upon her wall. And if it could be that,

after so many generations, the blood of her who had died for her faith

could show in her descendants veins, and the soul of that elect lady of

her race look out from her far-removed offspring's dark eyes, such a

transfusion of the martyr's life and spiritual being might well seem to

manifest itself in Myrtle Hazard.

The large-hearted old man forgot his scholastic theory of human nature as

he looked upon her face. He thought he saw in her the dawning of that

grace which some are born with; which some, like Myrtle, only reach

through many trials and dangers; which some seem to show for a while and

then lose; which too many never reach while they wear the robes of earth,

but which speaks of the kingdom of heaven already begun in the heart of a

child of earth. He told her simply the story of the occurrences which

had brought them together in the old house, with the message the lawyer

was to deliver to its inmates. He wished to prepare her for what might

have been too sudden a surprise.

But Myrtle was not wholly unprepared for some such revelation. There was

little danger that any such announcement would throw her mind from its

balance after the inward conflict through which she had been passing.

For her lover had left her almost as soon as he had told her the story of

his passion, and the relation in which he stood to her. He, too, had

gone to answer his country's call to her children, not driven away by

crime and shame and despair, but quitting all--his new-born happiness,

the art in which he was an enthusiast, his prospects of success and

honor--to obey the higher command of duty. War was to him, as to so many

of the noble youth who went forth, only organized barbarism, hateful but

for the sacred cause which alone redeemed it from the curse that blasted

the first murderer. God only knew the sacrifice such young men as he

made.

How brief Myrtle's dream had been! She almost doubted, at some moments,

whether she would not awake from it, as from her other visions, and find

it all unreal. There was no need of fearing any undue excitement of her

mind after the alternations of feeling she had just experienced. Nothing

seemed of much moment to her which could come from without,--her real

world was within, and the light of its day and the breath of its life

came from her love, made holy by the self-forgetfulness on both sides

which was born with it.

Only one member of the household was in danger of finding the excitement

more than she could bear. Miss Cynthia knew that all Murray Bradshaw's

plans, in which he had taken care that she should have a personal

interest, had utterly failed. What he had done with the means of revenge

in his power,--if, indeed, they were still in his power,--she did not

know. She only knew that there had been a terrible scene, and that he

had gone, leaving it uncertain whether he would ever return. It was with

fear and trembling that she heard the summons which went forth, that the

whole family should meet in the parlor to listen to a statement from Mr.

Penhallow. They all gathered as requested, and sat round the room, with

the exception of Mistress Kitty Fagan, who knew her place too well to be

sittin' down with the likes o' them, and stood with attentive ears in the

doorway.

Mr. Penhallow then read from a printed paper the decision of the Supreme

Court in the land case so long pending, where the estate of the late

Malachi Withers was the claimant, against certain parties pretending to

hold under an ancient grant. The decision was in favor of the estate.

"This gives a great property to the heirs," Mr. Penhallow remarked, "and

the question as to who these heirs are has to be opened. For the will

under which Silence Withers, sister of the deceased, has inherited is

dated some years previous to the decease, and it was not very strange

that a will of later date should be discovered. Such a will has been

discovered. It is the instrument I have here."

Myrtle Hazard opened her eyes very widely, for the paper Mr. Penlallow

held looked exactly like that which Murray Bradshaw had burned, and, what

was curious, had some spots on it just like some she had noticed on that.

"This will," Mr. Penhallow said, "signed by witnesses dead or absent from

this place, makes a disposition of the testator's property in some

respects similar to that of the previous one, but with a single change,

which proves to be of very great importance."

Mr. Penhallow proceeded to read the will. The important change in the

disposition of the property was this: in case the land claim was decided

in favor of the estate, then, in addition to the small provision made for

Myrtle Hazard, the property so coming to the estate should all go to her.

There was no question about the genuineness and the legal sufficiency of

this instrument. Its date was not very long after the preceding one, at

a period when, as was well known, he had almost given up the hope of

gaining his case, and when the property was of little value compared to

that which it had at present.

A long silence followed this reading. Then, to the surprise of all, Miss

Silence Withers rose, and went to Myrtle Hazard, and wished her joy with

every appearance of sincerity. She was relieved of a great

responsibility. Myrtle was young and could bear it better. She hoped

that her young relative would live long to enjoy the blessings Providence

had bestowed upon her, and to use them for the good of the community, and

especially the promotion of the education of deserving youth. If some

fitting person could be found to advise Myrtle, whose affairs would

require much care, it would be a great relief to her.

They all went up to Myrtle and congratulated her on her change of

fortune. Even Cynthia Badlam got out a phrase or two which passed muster

in the midst of the general excitement. As for Kitty Fagan, she could

not say a word, but caught Myrtle's hand and kissed it as if it belonged

to her own saint; and then, suddenly applying her apron to her eyes,

retreated from a scene which was too much for her, in a state of complete

mental beatitude and total bodily discomfiture.

Then Silence asked the old minister to make a prayer, and he stretched

his hands up to Heaven, and called down all the blessings of Providence

upon all the household, and especially upon this young handmaiden, who

was to be tried with prosperity, and would need all aid from above to

keep her from its dangers.

Then Mr. Penhallow asked Myrtle if she had any choice as to the friend

who should have charge of her affairs. Myrtle turned to Master Byles

Gridley, and said, "You have been my friend and protector so far, will

you continue to be so hereafter?"

Master Gridley tried very hard to begin a few words of thanks to her for

her preference, but finding his voice a little uncertain, contented

himself with pressing her hand and saying, "Most willingly, my dear

daughter!"

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