CHAPTER XXX.

MASTER BYLES GRIDLEY CALLS ON MISS CYNTHIA BADLAM.

MISS Cynthia Badlam was seated in a small parlor which she was accustomed

to consider her own during her long residences at The Poplars. The entry

stove warmed it but imperfectly, and she looked pinched and cold, for the

evenings were still pretty sharp, and the old house let in the chill

blasts, as old houses are in the habit of doing. She was sitting at her

table, with a little trunk open before her. She had taken some papers

from it, which she was looking over, when a knock at her door announced a

visitor, and Master Byles Gridley entered the parlor.

As he came into the room, she gathered the papers together and replaced

them in the trunk, which she locked, throwing an unfinished piece of

needle-work over it, putting the key in her pocket, and gathering herself

up for company. Something of all this Master Gridley saw through his

round spectacles, but seemed not to see, and took his seat like a visitor

making a call of politeness.

A visitor at such an hour, of the male sex, without special provocation,

without social pretext, was an event in the life of the desolate

spinster. Could it be--No, it could not--and yet--and yet! Miss Cynthia

threw back the rather common-looking but comfortable shawl which covered

her shoulders, and showed her quite presentable figure, arrayed with a

still lingering thought of that remote contingency which might yet offer

itself at some unexpected moment; she adjusted the carefully plaited cap,

which was not yet of the lasciate ogni speranza pattern, and as she

obeyed these instincts of her sex, she smiled a welcome to the

respectable, learned, and independent bachelor. Mr. Gridley had a frosty

but kindly age before him, with a score or so of years to run, which it

was after all not strange to fancy might be rendered more cheerful by the

companionship of a well-conserved and amiably disposed woman, if any such

should happen to fall in his way.

That smile came very near disconcerting the plot of Master Byles Gridley.

He had come on an inquisitor's errand, his heart secure, as he thought,

against all blandishments, his will steeled to break down all resistance.

He had come armed with an instrument of torture worse than the

thumb-screw, worse than the pulleys which attempt the miracle of adding a

cubit to the stature, worse than the brazier of live coals brought close

to the naked soles of the feet,--an instrument which, instead of trifling

with the nerves, would clutch all the nerve-centres and the heart itself

in its gripe, and hold them until it got its answer, if the white lips

had life enough left to shape one. And here was this unfortunate maiden

lady smiling at him, setting her limited attractions in their best light,

pleading with him in that natural language which makes any contumacious

bachelor feel as guilty as Cain before any single woman. If Mr. Gridley

had been alone, he would have taken a good sniff at his own bottle of sal

volatile; for his kind heart sunk within him as he thought of the errand

upon which he had come. It would not do to leave the subject of his

vivisection under any illusion as to the nature of his designs.

"Good evening, Miss Badlam," he said, "I have come to visit you on a

matter of business."

What was the internal panorama which had unrolled itself at the instant

of his entrance, and which rolled up as suddenly at the sound of his

serious voice and the look of his grave features? It cannot be

reproduced, though pages were given to it; for some of the pictures were

near, and some were distant; some were clearly seen, and some were only

hinted; some were not recognized in the intellect at all, and yet they

were implied, as it were, behind the others. Many times we have all found

ourselves glad or sorry, and yet we could not tell what thought it was

that reflected the sunbeam or cast the shadow. Took into Cynthia's

suddenly exalted consciousness and see the picture, actual and potential,

unroll itself in all its details of the natural, the ridiculous, the

selfish, the pitiful, the human. Glimpses, hints, echoes, suggestions,

involving tender sentiments hitherto unknown, we may suppose, to that

unclaimed sister's breast,--pleasant excitement of receiving

congratulations from suddenly cordial friends; the fussy delights of

buying furniture and shopping for new dresses,--(it seemed as if she

could hear herself saying, "Heavy silks,--best goods, if you

please,")--with delectable thumping down of flat-sided pieces of calico,

cambric, "rep," and other stiffs, and rhythmic evolution of measured

yards, followed by sharp snip of scissors, and that cry of rending

tissues dearer to woman's ear than any earthly sound until she hears

the voice of her own first-born,(much of this potentially,

remember,)--thoughts of a comfortable settlement, an imposing social

condition, a cheerful household, and by and by an Indian summer of serene

widowhood,--all these, and infinite other involved possibilities had

mapped themselves in one long swift flash before Cynthia's inward eye,

and all vanished as the old man spoke those few words. The look on his

face, and the tone of his cold speech, had instantly swept them all away,

like a tea-set sliding in a single crash from a slippery tray.

What could be the "business" on which he had come to her with that solemn

face?--she asked herself, as she returned his greeting and offered him a

chair. She was conscious of a slight tremor as she put this question to

her own intelligence.

"Are we like to be alone and undisturbed?" Mr. Gridley asked. It was a

strange question,--men do act strangely sometimes. She hardly knew.

whether to turn red or white.

"Yes, there is nobody like to come in at present," she answered. She did

not know what to make of it. What was coming next,--a declaration, or an

accusation of murder?

"My business," Mr. Gridley said, very gravely, "relates to this. I wish

to inspect papers which I have reason to believe exist, and which have

reference to the affairs of the late Malachi Withers. Can you help me to

get sight of any of these papers not to be found at the Registry of Deeds

or the Probate Office?"

"Excuse me, Mr. Gridley, but may I ask you what particular concern you

have with the affairs of my relative, Cousin Malachi Withers, that's been

dead and buried these half-dozen years?"

"Perhaps it would take some time to answer that question fully, Miss

Badlam. Some of these affairs do concern those I am interested in, if

not myself directly."

"May I ask who the person or persons may be on whose account you wish to

look at papers belonging to my late relative, Malachi Withers?"

"You can ask me almost anything, Miss Badlam, but I should really be very

much obliged if you would answer my question first. Can you help me to

get a sight of any papers relating to the estate of Malachi Withers, not

to be found at the Registry of Deeds or the Probate Office,--any of which

you may happen to have any private and particular knowledge?"

"I beg your pardon, Mr. Gridley; but I don't understand why you come to

me with such questions. Lawyer Penhallow is the proper person, I should

think, to go to. He and his partner that was--Mr. Wibird, you

know--settled the estate, and he has got the papers, I suppose, if there

are any, that ain't to be found in the offices you mention."

Mr. Gridley moved his chair a little, so as to bring Miss Badlam's face a

little more squarely in view.

"Does Mr. William Murray Bradshaw know anything about any papers, such as

I am referring to, that may have been sent to the office?"

The lady felt a little moisture stealing through all her pores, and at

the same time a certain dryness of the vocal organs, so that her answer

came in a slightly altered tone which neither of them could help

noticing.

"You had better ask Mr. William Murray Bradshaw yourself about that," she

answered. She felt the hook now, and her spines were rising, partly with

apprehension, partly with irritation.

"Has that young gentleman ever delivered into your hands any papers

relating to the affairs of the late Malachi Withers, for your safe

keeping?"

"What do you mean by asking me these questions, Mr. Gridley? I don't

choose to be catechised about Murray Bradshaw's business. Go to him, if

you please, if you want to find out about it."

"Excuse my persistence, Miss Badlam, but I must prevail upon you to

answer my question. Has Mr. William Murray Bradshaw ever delivered into

your hands any papers relating to the affairs of the late Malachi

Withers, for your safe keeping?"

"Do you suppose I am going to answer such questions as you are putting me

because you repeat them over, Mr. Gridley? Indeed I cha'n't. Ask him,

if you please, whatever you wish to know about his doings."

She drew herself up and looked savagely at him. She had talked herself

into her courage. There was a color in her cheeks and a sparkle in her

eye; she looked dangerous as a cobra.

"Miss Cynthia Badlam," Master Gridley said, very deliberately, "I am

afraid we do not entirely understand each other. You must answer my

question precisely, categorically, point-blank, and on the instant. Will

you do this at once, or will you compel me to show you the absolute

necessity of your doing it, at the expense of pain to both of us? Six

words from me will make you answer all my questions."

"You can't say six words, nor sixty, Mr. Gridley, that will make me

answer one question I do not choose to. I defy you!"

"I will not say one, Miss Cynthia Badlam. There are some things one does

not like to speak in words. But I will show you a scrap of paper,

containing just six words and a date; not one word more nor one less.

You shall read them. Then I will burn the paper in the flame of your

lamp. As soon after that as you feel ready, I will ask the same question

again."

Master Gridley took out from his pocket-book a scrap of paper, and handed

it to Cynthia Badlam. Her hand shook as she received it, for she was

frightened as well as enraged, and she saw that Mr. Gridley was in

earnest and knew what he was doing.

She read the six words, he looking at her steadily all the time, and

watching her as if he had just given her a drop of prussic acid.

No cry. No sound from her lips. She stared as if half stunned for one

moment, then turned her head and glared at Mr. Gridley as if she would

have murdered him if she dared. In another instant her face whitened,

the scrap of paper fluttered to the floor, and she would have followed it

but for the support of both Mr. Gridley's arms. He disengaged one of

them presently, and felt in his pocket for the sal volatile. It served

him excellently well, and stung her back again to her senses very

quickly. All her defiant aspect had gone.

"Look!" he said, as he lighted the scrap of paper in the flame. "You

understand me, and you see that I must be answered the next time I ask my

question."

She opened her lips as if to speak. It was as when a bell is rung in a

vacuum,--no words came from them,--only a faint gasping sound, an effort

at speech. She was caught tight in the heart-screw.

"Don't hurry yourself, Miss Cynthia," he said, with a certain relenting

tenderness of manner. "Here, take another sniff of the smelling-salts.

Be calm, be quiet,--I am well disposed towards you,--I don't like to give

you trouble. There, now, I must have the answer to that question; but

take your time, take your time."

"Give me some water,--some water!" she said, in a strange hoarse whisper.

There was a pitcher of water and a tumbler on an old marble sideboard

near by. He filled the tumbler, and Cynthia emptied it as if she had

just been taken from the rack, and could have swallowed a bucketful.

"What do you want to know?" she asked.

"I wish to know all that you can tell me about a certain paper, or

certain papers, which I have reason to believe Mr. William Murray

Bradshaw committed to your keeping."

"There is only one paper of any consequence. Do you want to make him

kill me? or do you want to make me kill myself?"

"Neither, Miss Cynthia, neither. I wish to see that paper, but not for

any bad purpose. Don't you think, on the whole, you have pretty good

reason to trust me? I am a very quiet man, Miss Cynthia. Don't be

afraid of me; only do what I ask,--it will be a great deal better for you

in the end."

She thrust her trembling hand into her pocket, and took out the key of

the little trunk. She drew the trunk towards her, put the key in the

lock, and opened it. It seemed like pressing a knife into her own bosom

and turning the blade. That little trunk held all the records of her

life the forlorn spinster most cherished;--a few letters that came nearer

to love-letters than any others she had ever received; an album, with

flowers of the summers of 1840 and 1841 fading between its leaves; two

papers containing locks of hair, half of a broken ring, and other

insignificant mementos which had their meaning, doubtless, to her,--such

a collection as is often priceless to one human heart, and passed by as

worthless in the auctioneer's inventory. She took the papers out

mechanically, and laid them on the table. Among them was an oblong

packet, sealed with what appeared to be the office seal of Messrs.

Penhallow and Bradshaw.

"Will you allow me to take that envelope containing papers, Miss Badlam?"

Mr. Gridley asked, with a suavity and courtesy in his tone and manner

that showed how he felt for her sex and her helpless position.

She seemed to obey his will as if she had none of her own left. She

passed the envelope to him, and stared at him vacantly while he examined

it. He read on the back of the package: "Withers Estate--old papers--of

no importance apparently. Examine hereafter."

"May I ask when, where, and of whom you obtained these papers, Miss

Badlam?"

"Have pity on me, Mr. Gridley,--have pity on me. I am a lost woman if

you do not. Spare me! for God's sake, spare me! There will no wrong

come of all this, if you will but wait a little while. The paper will

come to light when it is wanted, and all will be right. But do not make

me answer any more questions, and let me keep this paper. O Mr. Gridley!

I am in the power of a dreadful man--"

"You mean Mr. William Murray Bradshaw?"

"I mean him."

"Has there not been some understanding between you that he should become

the approved suitor of Miss Myrtle Hazard?"

Cynthia wrung her hands and rocked herself backward and forward in her

misery, but answered not a word. What could she answer, if she had

plotted with this "dreadful man" against a young and innocent girl, to

deliver her over into his hands, at the risk of all her earthly hopes and

happiness?

Master Gridley waited long and patiently for any answer she might have

the force to make. As she made none, he took upon himself to settle the

whole matter without further torture of his helpless victim.

"This package must go into the hands of the parties who had the

settlement of the estate of the late Malachi Withers. Mr. Penhallow is

the survivor of the two gentlemen to whom that business was intrusted.

How long is Mr. William Murray Bradshaw like to be away?"

"Perhaps a few days,--perhaps weeks,--and then he will come back and kill

me,--or--or--worse! Don't take that paper, Mr. Gridley,--he isn't like

you! you would n't--but he would--he would send me to everlasting misery

to gain his own end, or to save himself. And yet he is n't every way

bad, and if he did marry Myrtle she'd think there never was such a

man,--for he can talk her heart out of her, and the wicked in him lies

very deep and won't ever come out, perhaps, if the world goes right with

him." The last part of this sentence showed how Cynthia talked with her

own conscience; all her mental and moral machinery lay open before the

calm eyes of Master Byles Gridley.

His thoughts wandered a moment from the business before him; he had just

got a new study of human nature, which in spite of himself would be

shaping itself into an axiom for an imagined new edition of "Thoughts on

the Universe," something like this, "The greatest saint may be a sinner

that never got down to "hard pan." It was not the time to be framing

axioms.

"Poh! poh!" he said to himself; "what are you about making phrases, when

you have got a piece of work like this in hand?" Then to Cynthia, with

great gentleness and kindness of manner: "Have no fear about any

consequences to yourself. Mr. Penhallow must see that paper--I mean

those papers. You shall not be a loser nor a sufferer if you do your

duty now in these premises."

Master Gridley, treating her, as far as circumstances permitted, like a

gentleman, had shown no intention of taking the papers either stealthily

or violently. It must be with her consent. He had laid the package down

upon the table, waiting for her to give him leave to take it. But just

as he spoke these last words, Cynthia, whose eye had been glancing

furtively at it while he was thinking out his axiom, and taking her

bearings to it pretty carefully, stretched her hand out, and, seizing the

package, thrust it into the sanctuary of her bosom.

"Mr. Penhallow must see those papers, Miss Cynthia Badlam," Mr. Gridley

repeated calmly. "If he says they or any of them can be returned to your

keeping, well and good. But see them he must, for they have his office

seal and belong in his custody, and, as you see by the writing on the

back, they have not been examined. Now there may be something among them

which is of immediate importance to the relatives of the late deceased

Malachi Withers, and therefore they must be forthwith submitted to the

inspection of the surviving partner of the firm of Wibird and Penhallow.

This I propose to do, with your consent, this evening. It is now

twenty-five minutes past eight by the true time, as my watch has it.

At half past eight exactly I shall have the honor of bidding you good

evening, Miss Cynthia Badlam, whether you give me those papers or not. I

shall go to the office of Jacob Penhallow, Esquire, and there make one of

two communications to him; to wit, these papers and the facts connected

therewith, or another statement, the nature of which you may perhaps

conjecture."

There is no need of our speculating as to what Mr. Byles Gridley, an

honorable and humane man, would have done, or what would have been the

nature of that communication which he offered as an alternative to the

perplexed woman. He had not at any rate miscalculated the strength of

his appeal, which Cynthia interpreted as he expected. She bore the

heart-screw about two minutes. Then she took the package from her bosom,

and gave it with averted face to Master Byles Gridley, who, on receiving

it, made her a formal but not unkindly bow, and bade her good evening.

"One would think it had been lying out in the dew," he said, as he left

the house and walked towards Mr. Penhallow's residence.

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