SUSAN'S YOUNG MAN.
There seems no reasonable doubt that Myrtle Hazard might have made a
safe thing of it with Gifted Hopkins, (if so inclined,) provided that she
had only been secured against interference. But the constant habit of
reading his verses to Susan Posey was not without its risk to so
excitable a nature as that of the young poet. Poets were always capable
of divided affections, and Cowley's "Chronicle" is a confession that
would fit the whole tribe of them. It is true that Gifted had no right
to regard Susan's heart as open to the wiles of any new-comer. He knew
that she considered herself, and was considered by another, as pledged
and plighted. Yet she was such a devoted listener, her sympathies were
so easily roused, her blue eyes glistened so tenderly at the least
poetical hint, such as "Never, oh never," "My aching heart," "Go, let me
weep,"--any of those touching phrases out of the long catalogue which
readily suggests itself, that her influence was getting to be such that
Myrtle (if really anxious to secure him) might look upon it with
apprehension, and the owner of Susan's heart (if of a jealous
disposition) might have thought it worth while to make a visit to Oxbow
Village to see after his property.
It may seem not impossible that some friend had suggested as much as this
to the young lady's lover.
The caution would have been unnecessary, or at least premature. Susan was
loyal as ever to her absent friend. Gifted Hopkins had never yet
presumed upon the familiar relations existing between them to attempt to
shake her allegiance. It is quite as likely, after all, that the young
gentleman about to make his appearance in Oxbow Village visited the place
of his own accord, without a hint from anybody. But the fact concerns us
more than the reason of it, just now.
"Who do you think is coming, Mr. Gridley? Who do you think is coming?"
said Susan Posey, her face covered with a carnation such as the first
season may see in a city belle, but not the second.
"Well, Susan Posey, I suppose I must guess, though I am rather slow at
that business. Perhaps the Governor. No, I don't think it can be the
Governor, for you would n't look so happy if it was only his Excellency.
It must be the President, Susan Posey,--President James Buchanan. Have
n't I guessed right, now, tell me, my dear?"
"O Mr. Gridley, you are too bad,--what do I care for governors and
presidents? I know somebody that's worth fifty million thousand
presidents,--and he 's coming,--my Clement is coming," said Susan, who
had by this time learned to consider the awful Byles Gridley as her next
friend and faithful counsellor.
Susan could not stay long in the house after she got her note informing
her that her friend was soon to be with her. Everybody told everything
to Olive Eveleth, and Susan must run over to the parsonage to tell her
that there was a young gentleman coming to Oxbow Village; upon which
Olive asked who it was, exactly as if she did not know; whereupon Susan
dropped her eyes and said, "Clement,--I mean Mr. Lindsay."
That was a fair piece of news now, and Olive had her bonnet on five
minutes after Susan was gone, and was on her way to Bathsheba's,--it was
too bad that the poor girl who lived so out of the world shouldn't know
anything of what was going on in it. Bathsheba had been in all the
morning, and the Doctor had said she must take the air every day; so
Bathsheba had on her bonnet a little after Olive had gone, and walked
straight up to The Poplars to tell Myrtle Hazard that a certain young
gentleman, Clement Lindsay, was coming to Oxbow Village.
It was perhaps fortunate that there was no special significance to Myrtle
in the name of Clement Lindsay. Since the adventure which had brought
these two young persons together, and, after coming so near a disaster,
had ended in a mere humiliation and disappointment, and but for Master
Gridley's discreet kindness might have led to foolish scandal, Myrtle had
never referred to it in any way. Nobody really knew what her plans had
been except Olive and Cyprian, who had observed a very kind silence about
the whole matter. The common version of the story was harmless, and near
enough to the truth,--down the river,--boat upset,--pulled out,--taken
care of by some women in a house farther down,--sick, brain
fever,--pretty near it, anyhow,--old Dr. Hurlbut called in,--had her hair
cut,--hystericky, etc., etc.
Myrtle was contented with this statement, and asked no questions, and it
was a perfectly understood thing that nobody alluded to the subject in
her presence. It followed from all this that the name of Clement Lindsay
had no peculiar meaning for her. Nor was she like to recognize him as
the youth in whose company she had gone through her mortal peril, for all
her recollections were confused and dreamlike from the moment when she
awoke and found herself in the foaming rapids just above the fall, until
that when her senses returned, and she saw Master Byles Gridley standing
over her with that look of tenderness in his square features which had
lingered in her recollection, and made her feel towards him as if she
were his daughter.
Now this had its advantage; for as Clement was Susan's young man, and had
been so for two or three years, it would have been a great pity to have
any such curious relations established between him and Myrtle Hazard as a
consciousness on both sides of what had happened would naturally suggest.
"Who is this Clement Lindsay, Bathsheba?" Myrtle asked.
Why, Myrtle, don't you remember about Susan Posey's is-to-be,--the young
man that has been well, I don't know, but I suppose engaged to her ever
since they were children almost?"
"Yes, yes, I remember now. Oh dear! I have forgotten so many things, I
should think I had been dead and was coming back to life again. Do you
know anything about him, Bathsheba? Did n't somebody say he was very
handsome? I wonder if he is really in love with Susan Posey. Such a
simple thing? I want to see him. I have seen so few young men."
As Myrtle said these words, she lifted the sleeve a little on her left
arm, by a half-instinctive and half-voluntary movement. The glimmering
gold of Judith Pride's bracelet flashed out the yellow gleam which has
been the reddening of so many hands and the blackening of so, many souls
since that innocent sin-breeder was first picked up in the land of
Havilah. There came a sudden light into her eye, such as Bathsheba had
never seen there before. It looked to her as if Myrtle were saying
unconsciously to herself that she had the power of beauty, and would like
to try its influence on the handsome young man whom she was soon to meet,
even at the risk of unseating poor little Susan in his affections. This
pained the gentle and humble-minded girl, who, without having tasted the
world's pleasures, had meekly consecrated herself to the lowly duties
which lay nearest to her. For Bathsheba's phrasing of life was in the
monosyllables of a rigid faith. Her conceptions of the human soul were
all simplicity and purity, but elementary. She could not conceive the
vast license the creative energy allows itself in mingling the instincts
which, after long conflict, may come into harmonious adjustment. The
flash which Myrtle's eye had caught from the gleam of the golden bracelet
filled Bathsheba with a sudden fear that she was like to be led away by
the vanities of that world lying in wickedness of which the minister's
daughter had heard so much and seen so little.
Not that Bathsheba made any fine moral speeches, to herself. She only
felt a slight shock, such as a word or a look from one we love too often
gives us,--such as a child's trivial gesture or movement makes a parent
feel,--that impalpable something which in the slightest possible
inflection of a syllable or gradation of a tone will sometimes leave a
sting behind it, even in a trusting heart. This was all. But it was true
that what she saw meant a great deal. It meant the dawning in Myrtle
Hazard of one of her as yet unlived secondary lives. Bathsheba's virgin
perceptions had caught a faint early ray of its glimmering twilight.
She answered, after a very slight pause, which this explanation has made
seem so long, that she had never seen the young gentleman, and that she
did not know about Susan's sentiments. Only, as they had kept so long to
each other, she supposed there must be love between them.
Myrtle fell into a revery, with certain tableaux glowing along its
perspectives which poor little Susan Posey would have shivered to look
upon, if they could have been transferred from the purple clouds of
Myrtle's imagination to the pale silvery mists of Susan's pretty fancies.
She sat in her day-dream long after Bathsheba had left her, her eyes
fixed, not on the faded portrait of her beatified ancestress, but on that
other canvas where the dead Beauty seemed to live in all the splendors of
her full-blown womanhood.
The young man whose name had set her thoughts roving was handsome, as the
glance at him already given might have foreshadowed. But his features
had a graver impress than his age seemed to account for, and the sober
tone of his letter to Susan implied that something had given him a
maturity beyond his years. The story was not an uncommon one. At
sixteen he had dreamed-and told his dream. At eighteen he had awoke, and
found, as he believed, that a young heart had grown to his so that its
life was dependent on his own. Whether it would have perished if its
filaments had been gently disentangled from the object to which they had
attached themselves, experienced judges of such matters may perhaps
question. To justify Clement in his estimate of the danger of such an
experiment, we must remember that to young people in their teens a first
passion is a portentous and unprecedented phenomenon. The young man may
have been mistaken in thinking that Susan would die if he left her, and
may have done more than his duty in sacrificing himself; but if so, it
was the mistake of a generous youth, who estimated the depth of another's
feelings by his own. He measured the depth of his own rather by what he
felt they might be, than by that of any abysses they had yet sounded.
Clement was called a "genius" by those who knew him, and was consequently
in danger of being spoiled early. The risk is great enough anywhere, but
greatest in a new country, where there is an almost universal want of
fixed standards of excellence.
He was by nature an artist; a shaper with the pencil or the chisel, a
planner, a contriver capable of turning his hand to almost any work of
eye and hand. It would not have been strange if he thought he could do
everything, having gifts which were capable of various application,--and
being an American citizen. But though he was a good draughtsman, and had
made some reliefs and modelled some figures, he called himself only an
architect. He had given himself up to his art, not merely from a love
of it and talent for it, but with a kind of heroic devotion, because he
thought his country wanted a race of builders to clothe the new forms of
religious, social, and national life afresh from the forest, the quarry,
and the mine. Some thought he would succeed, others that he would be a
brilliant failure.
"Grand notions,--grand notions," the master with whom he studied said.
"Large ground plan of life,--splendid elevation. A little wild in some
of his fancies, perhaps, but he's only a boy, and he's the kind of boy
that sometimes grows to be a pretty big man. Wait and see,--wait and
see. He works days, and we can let him dream nights. There's a good
deal of him, anyhow." His fellow-students were puzzled. Those who
thought of their calling as a trade, and looked forward to the time when
they should be embodying the ideals of municipal authorities in brick and
stone, or making contracts with wealthy citizens, doubted whether Clement
would have a sharp eye enough for business. "Too many whims, you know.
All sorts of queer ideas in his head,--as if a boy like him were going to
make things all over again!".
No doubt there was something of youthful extravagance in his plans and
expectations. But it was the untamed enthusiasm which is the source of
all great thoughts and deeds,--a beautiful delirium which age commonly
tames down, and for which the cold shower-bath the world furnishes gratis
proves a pretty certain cure.
Creation is always preceded by chaos. The youthful architect's mind was
confused by the multitude of suggestions which were crowding in upon it,
and which he had not yet had time or developed mature strength sufficient
to reduce to order. The young American of any freshness of intellect is
stimulated to dangerous excess by the conditions of life into which he is
born. There is a double proportion of oxygen in the New World air. The
chemists have not found it out yet, but human brains and breathing-organs
have long since made the discovery.
Clement knew that his hasty entanglement had limited his possibilities of
happiness in one direction, and he felt that there was a certain grandeur
in the recompense of working out his defeated instincts through the
ambitious medium of his noble art. Had not Pharaohs chosen it to
proclaim their longings for immortality, Caesars their passion for pomp
and luxury, and priests to symbolize their conceptions of the heavenly
mansions? His dreams were on a grand scale; such, after all, are the
best possessions of youth. Had he but been free, or mated with a nature
akin to his own, he would have felt himself as truly the heir of creation
as any young man that lived. But his lot was cast, and his youth had all
the serious aspect to himself of thoughtful manhood. In the region of
his art alone he hoped always to find freedom and a companionship which
his home life could never give him.
Clement meant to have visited his beloved before he left Alderbank,
but was called unexpectedly back to the city. Happily Susan was not
exacting; she looked up to him with too great a feeling of distance
between them to dare to question his actions. Perhaps she found a
partial consolation in the company of Mr. Gifted Hopkins, who tried
his new poems on her, which was the next best thing to addressing
them to her. "Would that you were with us at this delightful
season," she wrote in the autumn; "but no, your Susan must not
repine. Yet, in the beautiful words of our native poet,
"Oh would, oh would that thou wast here,
For absence makes thee doubly dear;
Ah! what is life while thou 'rt away?
'T is night without the orb of day!'"
The poet referred to, it need hardly be said, was our young and promising
friend G. H., as he sometimes modestly signed himself. The letter, it is
unnecessary to state, was voluminous,--for a woman can tell her love, or
other matter of interest, over and over again in as many forms as another
poet, not G. H., found for his grief in ringing the musical changes of
"In Memoriam."
The answers to Susan's letters were kind, but not very long. They
convinced her that it was a simple impossibility that Clement could come
to Oxbow Village, on account of the great pressure of the work he had to
keep him in the city, and the plans he must finish at any rate. But at
last the work was partially got rid of, and Clement was coming; yes, it
was so nice, and, oh dear! should n't she be real happy to see him?
To Susan he appeared as a kind of divinity, almost too grand for human
nature's daily food. Yet, if the simple-hearted girl could have told
herself the whole truth in plain words, she would have confessed to
certain doubts which from time to time, and oftener of late, cast a
shadow on her seemingly bright future. With all the pleasure that the
thought of meeting Clement gave her, she felt a little tremor, a certain
degree of awe, in contemplating his visit. If she could have clothed her
self-humiliation in the gold and purple of the "Portuguese Sonnets," it
would have been another matter; but the trouble with the most common
sources of disquiet is that they have no wardrobe of flaming phraseology
to air themselves in; the inward burning goes on without the relief and
gratifying display of the crater.
"A friend of mine is coming to the village," she said to Mr. Gifted
Hopkins. "I want you to see him. He is a genius,--as some other young
men are." (This was obviously personal, and the youthful poet blushed
with ingenuous delight.) "I have known him for ever so many years. He
and I are very good friends." The poet knew that this meant an exclusive
relation between them; and though the fact was no surprise to him, his
countenance fell a little. The truth was, that his admiration was
divided between Myrtle, who seemed to him divine and adorable, but
distant, and Susan, who listened to his frequent poems, whom he was in
the habit of seeing in artless domestic costumes, and whose attractions
had been gaining upon him of late in the enforced absence of his
divinity.
He retired pensive from this interview, and, flinging himself at his
desk, attempted wreaking his thoughts upon expression, to borrow the
language of one of his brother bards, in a passionate lyric which he
began thus--
"ANOTHER'S!
"Another's! Oh the pang, the smart!
Fate owes to Love a deathless grudge,
--The barbed fang has rent a heart
Which--which
"judge--judge,--no, not judge. Budge, drudge, fudge--What a disgusting
language English is! Nothing fit to couple with such a word as grudge!
And the gush of an impassioned moment arrested in full flow, stopped
short, corked up, for want of a paltry rhyme!
Judge,--budge,--drudge,--nudge, oh!--smudge,--misery!--fudge. In
vain,--futile,--no use,--all up for to-night!"
While the poet, headed off in this way by the poverty of his native
tongue, sought inspiration by retiring into the world of dreams,--went to
bed, in short, his more fortunate rival was just entering the village,
where he was to make his brief residence at the house of Deacon Rumrill,
who, having been a loser by the devouring element, was glad to receive a
stray boarder when any such were looking about for quarters.
For some reason or other he was restless that evening, and took out a
volume he had brought with him to beguile the earlier hours of the night.
It was too late when he arrived to disturb the quiet of Mrs. Hopkins's
household, and whatever may have been Clement's impatience, he held it in
check, and sat tranquilly until midnight over the pages of the book with
which he had prudently provided himself.
"Hope you slept well last night," said the old Deacon, when Mr. Clement
came down to breakfast the next morning.
"Very well, thank you,--that is, after I got to bed. But I sat up pretty
late reading my favorite Scott. I am apt to forget how the hours pass
when I have one of his books in my hand."
The worthy Deacon looked at Mr. Clement with a sudden accession of
interest.
"You couldn't find better reading, young man. Scott is my favorite
author. A great man. I have got his likeness in a gilt-frame hanging up
in the other room. I have read him all through three times."
The young man's countenance brightened. He had not expected to find so
much taste for elegant literature in an old village deacon.
"What are your favorites among his writings, Deacon? I suppose you have
your particular likings, as the rest of us have."
The Deacon was flattered by the question. "Well," he answered, "I can
hardly tell you. I like pretty much everything Scott ever wrote.
Sometimes I think it is one thing, and sometimes another. Great on
Paul's Epistles,--don't you think so?"
The honest fact was, that Clement remembered very little about "Paul's
Letters to his Kinsfolk,"--a book of Sir Walter's less famous than many
of his others; but he signified his polite assent to the Deacon's
statement, rather wondering at his choice of a favorite, and smiling at
his queer way of talking about the Letters as Epistles.
"I am afraid Scott is not so much read now-a-days as he once was, and as
he ought to be," said Mr. Clement: "Such character, such nature and so
much grace."
"That's it,--that's it, young man," the Deacon broke in,--"Natur' and
Grace,--Natur' and Grace. Nobody ever knew better what those two words
meant than Scott did, and I'm very glad to see--you've chosen such good
wholesome reading. You can't set up too late, young man, to read Scott.
If I had twenty children, they should all begin reading Scott as soon as
they were old enough to spell sin,--and that's the first word my little
ones learned, next to 'pa' and I 'ma.' Nothing like beginning the lessons
of life in good season."
"What a grim old satirist!" Clement said to himself. "I wonder if the
old man reads other novelists.--Do tell me, Deacon, if you have read
Thackeray's last story? "
"Thackeray's story? Published by the American Tract Society?"
"Not exactly," Clement answered, smiling, and quite delighted to find
such an unexpected vein of grave pleasantry about the demure-looking
church-dignitary; for the Deacon asked his question without moving a
muscle, and took no cognizance whatever of the young man's tone and
smile. First-class humorists are, as is well known, remarkable for the
immovable solemnity of their features. Clement promised himself not a
little amusement from the curiously sedate drollery of the venerable
Deacon, who, it was plain from his conversation, had cultivated a
literary taste which would make him a more agreeable companion than the
common ecclesiastics of his grade in country villages.
After breakfast, Mr. Clement walked forth in the direction of Mrs.
Hopkins's house, thinking as he went of the pleasant surprise his visit
would bring to his longing and doubtless pensive Susan; for though she
knew he was coming, she did not know that he was at that moment in Oxbow
Village.
As he drew near the house, the first thing he saw was Susan Posey, almost
running against her just as he turned a corner. She looked wonderfully
lively and rosy, for the weather was getting keen and the frosts had
begun to bite. A young gentleman was walking at her side, and reading to
her from a paper he held in his hand. Both looked deeply interested,--so
much so that Clement felt half ashamed of himself for intruding upon them
so abruptly.
But lovers are lovers, and Clement could not help joining them. The
first thing, of course, was the utterance of two simultaneous
exclamations, "Why, Clement!" "Why, Susan!" What might have come next
in the programme, but for the presence of a third party, is matter of
conjecture; but what did come next was a mighty awkward look on the part
of Susan Posey, and the following short speech: "Mr. Lindsay, let me
introduce Mr. Hopkins, my friend, the poet I 've written to you about.
He was just reading two of his poems to me. Some other time, Gifted--Mr.
Hopkins."
"Oh no, Mr. Hopkins,--pray go on," said Clement. "I 'm very fond of
poetry."
The poet did not require much urging, and began at once reciting over
again the stanzas which were afterwards so much admired in the "Banner
and Oracle,"--the first verse being, as the readers of that paper will
remember,
"She moves in splendor, like the ray
That flashes from unclouded skies,
And all the charms of night and day
Are mingled in her hair and eyes."
Clement, who must have been in an agony of impatience to be alone with
his beloved, commanded his feelings admirably. He signified his
approbation of the poem by saying that the lines were smooth and the
rhymes absolutely without blemish. The stanzas reminded him forcibly of
one of the greatest poets of the century.
Gifted flushed hot with pleasure. He had tasted the blood of his own
rhymes; and when a poet gets as far as that, it is like wringing the bag
of exhilarating gas from the lips of a fellow sucking at it, to drag his
piece away from him.
"Perhaps you will like these lines still better," he said; "the style is
more modern:--
"'O daughter of the spiced South,
Her bubbly grapes have spilled the wine
That staineth with its hue divine
The red flower of thy perfect mouth.'"
And so on, through a series of stanzas like these, with the pulp of two
rhymes between the upper and lower crust of two others.
Clement was cornered. It was necessary to say something for the poet's
sake,--perhaps for Susan's; for she was in a certain sense responsible
for the poems of a youth of genius, of whom she had spoken so often and
so enthusiastically.
"Very good, Mr. Hopkins, and a form of verse little used, I should think,
until of late years. You modelled this piece on the style of a famous
living English poet, did you not?"
"Indeed I did not, Mr. Lindsay,--I never imitate. Originality is, if I
may be allowed to say so much for myself, my peculiar forte. Why, the
critics allow as much as that. See here, Mr. Lindsay."
Mr. Gifted Hopkins pulled out his pocket-book, and, taking therefrom a
cutting from a newspaper,--which dropped helplessly open of itself, as if
tired of the process, being very tender in the joints or creases, by
reason of having been often folded and unfolded read aloud as follows:
"The bard of Oxbow Pillage--our valued correspondent who writes over the
signature of G. H.--is, in our opinion, more remarkable for his
originality than for any other of his numerous gifts."
Clement was apparently silenced by this, and the poet a little elated
with a sense of triumph. Susan could not help sharing his feeling of
satisfaction, and without meaning it in the least, nay, without knowing
it, for she was as simple and pure as new milk, edged a little bit--the
merest infinitesimal atom--nearer to Gifted Hopkins, who was on one side
of her, while Clement walked on the other. Women love the conquering
party,--it is the way of their sex. And poets, as we have seen, are
well-nigh irresistible when they exert their dangerous power of
fascination upon the female heart. But Clement was above jealousy; and,
if he perceived anything of this movement, took no notice of it.
He saw a good deal of his pretty Susan that day. She was tender in her
expressions and manners as usual, but there was a little something in her
looks and language from time to time that Clement did not know exactly
what to make of. She colored once or twice when the young poet's name
was mentioned. She was not so full of her little plans for the future as
she had sometimes been, "everything was so uncertain," she said. Clement
asked himself whether she felt quite as sure that her attachment would
last as she once did. But there were no reproaches, not even any
explanations, which are about as bad between lovers. There was nothing
but an undefined feeling on his side that she did not cling quite so
closely to him, perhaps, as he had once thought, and that, if he had
happened to have been drowned that day when he went down with the
beautiful young woman, it was just conceivable that Susan, who would have
cried dreadfully, no doubt, would in time have listened to consolation
from some other young man,--possibly from the young poet whose verses he
had been admiring. Easy-crying widows take new husbands soonest; there
is nothing like wet weather for transplanting, as Master Gridley used to
say. Susan had a fluent natural gift for tears, as Clement well knew,
after the exercise of which she used to brighten up like the rose which
had been washed, just washed in a shower, mentioned by Cowper.
As for the poet, he learned more of his own sentiments during this visit
of Clement's than he had ever before known. He wandered about with a
dreadfully disconsolate look upon his countenance. He showed a
falling-off in his appetite at tea-time, which surprised and disturbed
his mother, for she had filled the house with fragrant suggestions of
good things coming, in honor of Mr. Lindsay, who was to be her guest at
tea. And chiefly the genteel form of doughnut called in the native
dialect cymbal (Qu. Symbol? B. G.) which graced the board with its
plastic forms, suggestive of the most pleasing objects,--the spiral
ringlets pendent from the brow of beauty; the magic circlet, which is the
pledge of plighted affection,--the indissoluble knot, which typifies the
union of hearts, which organs were also largely represented; this
exceptional delicacy would at any other time have claimed his special
notice. But his mother remarked that he paid little attention to these,
and his, "No, I thank you," when it came to the preserved "damsels," as
some call them, carried a pang with it to the maternal bosom. The most
touching evidence of his unhappiness--whether intentional or the result
of accident was not evident was a broken heart, which he left upon his
plate, the meaning of which was as plain as anything in the language of
flowers. His thoughts were gloomy during that day, running a good deal
on the more picturesque and impressive methods of bidding a voluntary
farewell to a world which had allured him with visions of beauty only to
snatch them from his impassioned gaze. His mother saw something of this,
and got from him a few disjointed words, which led her to lock up the
clothes-line and hide her late husband's razors,--an affectionate, yet
perhaps unnecessary precaution, for self-elimination contemplated from
this point of view by those who have the natural outlet of verse to
relieve them is rarely followed by a casualty. It may rather be
considered as implying a more than average chance for longevity; as those
who meditate an--imposing finish naturally save themselves for it, and
are therefore careful of their health until the time comes, and this is
apt to be indefinitely postponed so long as there is a poem to write or a
proof to be corrected.