CHAPTER III.

ANTECEDENTS.

The Withers Homestead was the oldest mansion in town. It was built on

the east bank of the river, a little above the curve which gave the name

to Oxbow Village. It stood on an elevation, its west gable close to the

river's edge, an old orchard and a small pond at the foot of the slope

behind it, woods at the east, open to the south, with a great row of

Lombardy poplars standing guard in front of the house. The Hon. Selah

Withers, Esq., a descendant of one of the first colonists, built it for

his own residence, in the early part of the last century. Deeply

impressed with his importance in the order of things, he had chosen to

place it a little removed from the cluster of smaller dwellings about the

Oxbow; and with some vague fancy in his mind of the castles that overlook

the Rhine and the Danube, he had selected this eminence on which to place

his substantial gambrel roofed dwelling-house. Long afterwards a

bay-window, almost a little room of itself, had been thrown out of the

second story on the west side, so that it looked directly down on the

river running beneath it. The chamber, thus half suspended in the air,

had been for years the special apartment of Myrtle Hazard; and as the

boys paddling about on the river would often catch glimpses, through the

window, of the little girl dressed in the scarlet jacket she fancied in

those days, one of them, Cyprian Eveleth had given it a name which became

current among the young people, and indeed furnished to Gifted Hopkins

the subject of one of his earliest poems, to wit, "The Fire-hang-bird's

Nest."

If we would know anything about the persons now living at the Withers

Homestead, or The Poplars, as it was more commonly called of late years,

we must take a brief inventory of some of their vital antecedents. It is

by no means certain that our individual personality is the single

inhabitant of these our corporeal frames. Nay, there is recorded an

experience of one of the living persons mentioned in this narrative,--to

be given in full in its proper place, which, so far as it is received in

evidence, tends to show that some, at least, who have long been dead, may

enjoy a kind of secondary and imperfect, yet self-conscious life, in

these bodily tenements which we are in the habit of considering

exclusively our own. There are many circumstances, familiar to common

observers, which favor this belief to a certain extent. Thus, at one

moment we detect the look, at another the tone of voice, at another some

characteristic movement of this or that ancestor, in our relations or

others. There are times when our friends do not act like themselves, but

apparently in obedience to some other law than that of their own proper

nature. We all do things both awake and asleep which surprise us.

Perhaps we have cotenants in this house we live in. No less than eight

distinct personalities are said to have coexisted in a single female

mentioned by an ancient physician of unimpeachable authority. In this

light we may perhaps see the meaning of a sentence, from a work which

will be repeatedly referred to in this narrative, viz.: "This body in

which we journey across the isthmus between the two oceans is not a

private carriage, but an omnibus."

The ancestry of the Withers family had counted a martyr to their faith

before they were known as Puritans. The record was obscure in some

points; but the portrait, marked "Ann Holyoake, burned by ye bloudy

Papists, ano 15.." (figures illegible), was still hanging against the

panel over the fireplace in the west parlor at The Poplars. The

following words were yet legible on the canvas: "Thou hast made a

covenant O Lord with mee and my Children forever."

The story had come down, that Ann Holyoake spoke these words in a prayer

she offered up at the stake, after the fagots were kindled. There had

always been a secret feeling in the family, that none of her descendants

could finally fall from grace, in virtue of this solemn "covenant."

There had been also a legend in the family, that the martyred woman's

spirit exercised a kind of supervision over her descendants; that she

either manifested herself to them, or in some way impressed them, from

time to time; as in the case of the first pilgrim before he cast his lot

with the emigrants,--of one Mrs. Winslow, a descendant in the third

generation, when the Indians were about to attack the settlement where

she lived,--and of another, just before he was killed at Quebec.

There was a remarkable resemblance between the features of Ann Holyoake,

as shown in the portrait, and the miniature likeness of Myrtle's mother.

Myrtle adopted the nearly obsolete superstition more readily on this

account, and loved to cherish the fancy that the guardian spirit which

had watched over her ancestors was often near her, and would be with her

in her time of need.

The wife of Selah Withers was accused of sorcery in the evil days of that

delusion. A careless expression in one of her letters, that "ye Parson

was as lyke to bee in league with ye Divell as anie of em," had got

abroad, and given great offence to godly people. There was no doubt that

some odd "manifestations," as they would be called nowadays, had taken

place in the household when she was a girl, and that she presented many

of the conditions belonging to what are at the present day called

mediums.

Major Gideon Withers, her son, was of the very common type of hearty,

loud, portly men, who like to show themselves at militia trainings, and

to hear themselves shout orders at musters, or declaim patriotic

sentiments at town-meetings and in the General Court. He loved to wear a

crimson sash and a military cap with a large red feather, in which the

village folk used to say he looked as "hahnsome as a piny,"--meaning a

favorite flower of his, which is better spelt peony, and to which it was

not unnatural that his admirers should compare him.

If he had married a wife like himself, there might probably enough have

sprung from the alliance a family of moon-faced children, who would have

dropped into their places like posts into their holes, asking no

questions of life, contented, like so many other honest folks, with the

part of supernumeraries in the drama of being, their wardrobe of flesh

and bones being furnished them gratis, and nothing to do but to walk

across the stage wearing it. But Major Gideon Withers, for some reason

or other, married a slender, sensitive, nervous, romantic woman, which

accounted for the fact that his son David, "King David," as he was called

in his time, had a very different set of tastes from his father, showing

a turn for literature and sentiment in his youth, reading Young's "Night

Thoughts," and Thomson's "Seasons," and sometimes in those early days

writing verses himself to Celia or to Chloe, which sounded just as fine

to him as Effie and Minnie sound to young people now, as Musidora, as

Saccharissa, as Lesbia, as Helena, as Adah and Zillah, have all sounded

to young people in their time,--ashes of roses as they are to us now, and

as our endearing Scotch diminutives will be to others by and by.

King David Withers, who got his royal prefix partly because he was rich,

and partly because he wrote hymns occasionally, when he grew too old to

write love-poems, married the famous beauty before mentioned, Miss Judith

Pride, and the race came up again in vigor. Their son, Jeremy, took for

his first wife a delicate, melancholic girl, who matured into a sad-eyed

woman, and bore him two children, Malachi and Silence.

When she died, he mourned for her bitterly almost a year, and then put on

a ruffled shirt and went across the river to tell his grief to Miss

Virginia Wild, there residing. This lady was said to have a few drops of

genuine aboriginal blood in her veins; and it is certain that her cheek

had a little of the russet tinge which a Seckel pear shows on its warmest

cheek when it blushes.--Love shuts itself up in sympathy like a

knife-blade in its handle, and opens as easily. All the rest followed in

due order according to Nature's kindly programme.

Captain Charles Hazard, of the ship Orient Pearl, fell desperately in

love with the daughter of this second wife, married her, and carried her

to India, where their first and only child was born, and received the

name of Myrtle, as fitting her cradle in the tropics. So her earliest

impressions,--it would not be exact to call them recollections,--besides

the smiles of her father and mother, were of dusky faces, of loose white

raiment, of waving fans, of breezes perfumed with the sweet exhalations

of sandal-wood, of gorgeous flowers and glowing fruit, of shady verandas,

of gliding palanquins, and all the languid luxury of the South. The

pestilence which has its natural home in India, but has journeyed so far

from its birth place in these later years, took her father and mother

away, suddenly, in the very freshness of their early maturity. A

relation of Myrtle's father, wife of another captain, was returning to

America on a visit, and the child was sent back, under her care, while

still a mere infant, to her relatives at the old homestead. During the

long voyage, the strange mystery of the ocean was wrought into her

consciousness so deeply, that it seemed to have become a part of her

being. The waves rocked her, as if the sea had been her mother; and,

looking over the vessel's side from the arms that held her with tender

care, she used to watch the play of the waters, until the rhythm of their

movement became a part of her, almost as much as her own pulse and

breath.

The instincts and qualities belonging to the ancestral traits which

predominated in the conflict of mingled lives lay in this child in

embryo, waiting to come to maturity. It was as when several grafts,

bearing fruit that ripens at different times, are growing upon the same

stock. Her earlier impulses may have been derived directly from her

father and mother, but all the ancestors who have been mentioned, and

more or less obscurely many others, came uppermost in their time, before

the absolute and total result of their several forces had found its

equilibrium in the character by which she was to be known as an

individual. These inherited impulses were therefore many, conflicting,

some of them dangerous. The World, the Flesh, and the Devil held

mortgages on her life before its deed was put in her hands; but sweet and

gracious influences were also born with her; and the battle of life was

to be fought between them, God helping her in her need, and her own free

choice siding with one or the other. The formal statement of this

succession of ripening characteristics need not be repeated, but the fact

must be borne in mind.

This was the child who was delivered into the hands of Miss Silence

Withers, her mother's half--sister, keeping house with her brother

Malachi, a bachelor, already called Old Malachi, though hardly entitled

by his years to such a venerable prefix. Both these persons had

inherited the predominant traits of their sad-eyed mother. Malachi, the

chief heir of the family property, was rich, but felt very poor. He

owned this fine old estate of some hundreds of acres. He had moneys in

the bank, shares in various companies, wood-lots in the town; and a large

tract of Western land, the subject of a lawsuit which seemed as if it

would never be settled, and kept him always uneasy.

Some said he hoarded gold somewhere about the old house, but nobody knew

this for a certainty. In spite of his abundant means, he talked much of

poverty, and kept the household on the narrowest footing of economy. One

Irishwoman, with a little aid from her husband now and then, did all

their work; and the only company they saw was Miss Cynthia Badlam, who,

as a relative, claimed a home with them whenever she was so disposed.

The "little Indian," as Malachi called her, was an awkward accession to

the family. Silence Withers knew no more about children and their ways

and wants than if she had been a female ostrich. Thus it was that she

found it necessary to send for a woman well known in the place as the

first friend whose acquaintance many of the little people of the town had

made in this vale of tears.

Thirty years of practice had taught Nurse Byloe the art of handling the

young of her species with the soft firmness which one may notice in cats

with their kittens,--more grandly in a tawny lioness mouthing her cubs.

Myrtle did not know she was held; she only felt she was lifted, and borne

up, as a cherub may feel upon a white-woolly cloud, and smiled

accordingly at the nurse, as if quite at home in her arms.

"As fine a child as ever breathed the breath of life. But where did them

black eyes come from? Born in Injy,--that 's it, ain't it? No, it's her

poor mother's eyes to be sure. Does n't it seem as if there was a kind

of Injin look to 'em? She'll be a lively one to manage, if I know

anything about childun. See her clinchin' them little fists!"

This was when Miss Silence came near her and brought her rather severe

countenance close to the child for inspection of its features. The

ungracious aspect of the woman and the defiant attitude of the child

prefigured in one brief instant the history of many long coming years.

It was not a great while before the two parties in that wearing conflict

of alien lives, which is often called education, began to measure their

strength against each other. The child was bright, observing, of

restless activity, inquisitively curious, very hard to frighten, and with

a will which seemed made for mastery, not submission.

The stern spinster to whose care this vigorous life was committed was

disposed to discharge her duty to the girl faithfully and

conscientiously; but there were two points in her character and belief

which had a most important bearing on the manner in which she carried out

her laudable intentions. First, she was one of that class of human

beings whose one single engrossing thought is their own welfare,--in the

next world, it is true, but still their own personal welfare. The Roman

Church recognizes this class, and provides every form of specific to meet

their spiritual condition. But in so far as Protestantism has thrown out

works as a means of insuring future safety, these unfortunates are as

badly off as nervous patients who have no drops, pills, potions, no

doctors' rules, to follow. Only tell a poor creature what to do, and he

or she will do it, and be made easy, were it a pilgrimage of a thousand

miles, with shoes full of split peas instead of boiled ones; but if once

assured that doing does no good, the drooping Little-faiths are left at

leisure to worry about their souls, as the other class of weaklings worry

about their bodies. The effect on character does not seem to be very

different in the two classes. Metaphysicians may discuss the nature of

selfishness at their leisure; if to have all her thoughts centring on the

one point of her own well-being by and by was selfishness, then Silence

Withers was supremely selfish; and if we are offended with that form of

egotism, it is no more than ten of the twelve Apostles were, as the

reader may see by turning to the Gospel of St. Matthew, the twentieth

chapter and the twenty-fourth verse.

The next practical difficulty was, that she attempted to carry out a

theory which, whatever might be its success in other cases, did not work

kindly in the case of Myrtle Hazard, but, on the contrary, developed a

mighty spirit of antagonism in her nature, which threatened to end in

utter lawlessness. Miss Silence started from the approved doctrine, that

all children are radically and utterly wrong in all their motives,

feelings, thoughts, and deeds, so long as they remain subject to their

natural instincts. It was by the eradication, and not the education, of

these instincts, that the character of the human being she was moulding

was to be determined. The first great preliminary process, so soon as the

child manifested any evidence of intelligent and persistent

self-determination, was to break her will.

There is no doubt that this was a legitimate conclusion from the teaching

of Priest Pemberton, but it required a colder and harder nature than his

own to carry out many of his dogmas to their practical application. He

wrought in the pure mathematics, so to speak, of theology, and left the

working rules to the good sense and good feeling of his people.

Miss Silence had been waiting for her opportunity to apply the great

doctrine, and it came at last in a very trivial way.

"Myrtle does n't want brown bread. Myrtle won't have brown bread. Myrtle

will have white bread."

"Myrtle is a wicked child. She will have what Aunt Silence says she

shall have. She won't have anything but brown bread."

Thereupon the bright red lip protruded, the hot blood mounted to her

face, the child untied her little "tire," got down from the table, took

up her one forlorn, featureless doll, and went to bed without her supper.

The next morning the worthy woman thought that hunger and reflection

would have subdued the rebellious spirit. So there stood yesterday's

untouched supper waiting for her breakfast. She would not taste it, and

it became necessary to enforce that extreme penalty of the law which had

been threatened, but never yet put in execution. Miss Silence, in

obedience to what she felt to be a painful duty, without any passion, but

filled with high, inexorable purpose, carried the child up to the garret,

and, fastening her so that she could not wander about and hurt herself,

left her to her repentant thoughts, awaiting the moment when a plaintive

entreaty for liberty and food should announce that the evil nature had

yielded and the obdurate will was broken.

The garret was an awful place. All the skeleton-like ribs of the roof

showed in the dim light, naked overhead, and the only floor to be trusted

consisted of the few boards which bridged the lath and plaster. A great,

mysterious brick tower climbed up through it,--it was the chimney, but it

looked like a horrible cell to put criminals into. The whole place was

festooned with cobwebs,--not light films, such as the housewife's broom

sweeps away before they have become a permanent residence, but vast gray

draperies, loaded with dust, sprinkled with yellow powder from the beams

where the worms were gnawing day and night, the home of old, hairy

spiders who had, lived there since they were eggs and would leave it for

unborn spiders who would grow old and huge like themselves in it, long

after the human tenants had left the mansion for a narrower home. Here

this little criminal was imprisoned, six, twelve,--tell it not to

mothers,--eighteen dreadful hours, hungry until she was ready to gnaw her

hands, a prey to all childish imaginations; and here at her stern

guardian's last visit she sat, pallid, chilled, almost fainting, but

sullen and unsubdued. The Irishwoman, poor stupid Kitty Fagan, who had

no theory of human nature, saw her over the lean shoulders of the

spinster, and, forgetting all differences of condition and questions of

authority, rushed to her with a cry of maternal tenderness, and, with a

tempest of passionate tears and kisses, bore her off to her own humble

realm, where the little victorious martyr was fed from the best stores of

the house, until there was as much danger from repletion as there had

been from famine. How the experiment might have ended but for this

empirical and most unphilosophical interference, there is no saying; but

it settled the point that the rebellious nature was not to be subjugated

in a brief conflict.

The untamed disposition manifested itself in greater enormities as she

grew older. At the age of four years she was detected in making a

cat's-cradle at meeting, during sermon-time, and, on being reprimanded

for so doing, laughed out loud, so as to be heard by Father Pemberton,

who thereupon bent his threatening, shaggy brows upon the child, and, to

his shame be it spoken, had such a sudden uprising of weak, foolish,

grandfatherly feelings, that a mist came over his eyes, and he left out

his "ninthly" altogether, thereby spoiling the logical sequence of

propositions which had kept his large forehead knotty for a week.

At eight years old she fell in love with the high-colored picture of

Major Gideon Withers in the crimson sash and the red feather of his

exalted military office. It was then for the first time that her aunt

Silence remarked a shade of resemblance between the child and the

portrait. She had always, up to this time, been dressed in sad colors,

as was fitting, doubtless, for a forlorn orphan; but happening one day to

see a small negro girl peacocking round in a flaming scarlet petticoat,

she struck for bright colors in her own apparel, and carried her point at

last. It was as if a ground-sparrow had changed her gray feathers for

the burning plumage of some tropical wanderer; and it was natural enough

that Cyprian Eveleth should have called her the fire-hang-bird, and her

little chamber the fire-hang-bird's nest,--using the country boy's

synonyme for the Baltimore oriole.

At ten years old she had one of those great experiences which give new

meaning to the life of a child.

Her uncle Malachi had seemed to have a strong liking for her at one time,

but of late years his delusions had gained upon him, and under their

influence he seemed to regard her as an encumbrance and an extravagance.

He was growing more and more solitary in his habits, more and more

negligent of his appearance. He was up late at night, wandering about

the house from the cellar to the garret, so that, his light being seen

flitting from window to window, the story got about that the old house

was haunted.

One dreary, rainy Friday in November, Myrtle was left alone in the house.

Her uncle had been gone since the day before. The two women were both

away at the village. At such times the child took a strange delight in

exploring all the hiding-places of the old mansion. She had the

mysterious dwelling-place of so many of the dead and the living all to

herself. What a fearful kind of pleasure in its silence and loneliness!

The old clock that Marmaduke Storr made in London more than a hundred

years ago was clicking the steady pulse-beats of its second century. The

featured moon on its dial had lifted one eye, as if to watch the child,

as it had watched so many generations of children, while the swinging

pendulum ticked them along into youth, maturity, gray hairs,

deathbeds,--ticking through the prayer at the funeral, ticking without

grief through all the still or noisy woe of mourning,--ticking without

joy when the smiles and gayety of comforted heirs had come back again.

She looked at herself in the tall, bevelled mirror in the best chamber.

She pulled aside the curtains of the stately bedstead whereon the heads

of the house had slept until they died and were stretched out upon it,

and the sheet shaped itself to them in vague, awful breadth of outline,

like a block of monumental marble the sculptor leaves just hinted by the

chisel.

She groped her way up to the dim garret, the scene of her memorable

punishment. A rusty hook projected from one of the joists a little

higher than a man's head. Something was hanging from it,--an old

garment, was it? She went bravely up and touched--a cold hand. She did

what most children of that age would do,--uttered a cry and ran

downstairs with all her might. She rushed out of the door and called to

the man Patrick, who was doing some work about the place. What could be

done was done, but it was too late.

Uncle Malachi had made away with himself. That was plain on the face of

thing. In due time the coroner's verdict settled it. It was not so

strange as it seemed; but it made a great talk in the village and all the

country round about. Everybody knew he had money enough, and yet he had

hanged himself for fear of starving to death.

For all that, he was found to have left a will, dated some years before,

leaving his property to his sister Silence, with the exception of a

certain moderate legacy to be paid in money to Myrtle Hazard when she

should arrive at the age of twenty years.

The household seemed more chilly than ever after this tragical event. Its

depressing influence followed the child to school, where she learned the

common branches of knowledge. It followed her to the Sabbath-day

catechisings, where she repeated the answers about the federal headship

of Adam, and her consequent personal responsibilities, and other

technicalities which are hardly milk for babes, perhaps as well as other

children, but without any very profound remorse for what she could not

help, so far as she understood the matter, any more than her sex or

stature, and with no very clear comprehension of the phrases which the

New England followers of the Westminster divines made a part of the

elementary instruction of young people.

At twelve years old she had grown tall and womanly enough to attract the

eyes of the youth and older boys, several of whom made advances towards

her acquaintance. But the dreary discipline of the household had sunk

into her soul, and she had been shaping an internal life for herself,

which it was hard for friendship to penetrate. Bathsheba Stoker was

chained to the bedside of an invalid mother. Olive Eveleth, a kind,

true-hearted girl, belonged to another religious communion; and this

tended to render their meetings less frequent, though Olive was still her

nearest friend. Cyprian was himself a little shy, and rather held to

Myrtle through his sister than by any true intimacy directly with

herself. Of the other young men of the village Gifted Hopkins was

perhaps the most fervent of her admirers, as he had repeatedly shown by

effusions in verse, of which, under the thinnest of disguises, she was

the object.

William Murray Bradshaw, ten years older than herself, a young man of

striking aspect and claims to exceptional ability, had kept his eye on

her of late; but it was generally supposed that he would find a wife in

the city, where he was in the habit of going to visit a fashionable

relative, Mrs. Clymer Ketchum, of 24 Carat Place. She, at any rate,

understood very well that he meant, to use his own phrase, "to go in for

a corner lot,"--understanding thereby a young lady with possessions and

without encumbrances. If the old man had only given his money to Myrtle,

William Murray Bradshaw would have made sure of her; but she was not

likely ever to get much of it. Miss Silence Withers, it was understood,

would probably leave her money as the Rev. Mr. Stoker, her spiritual

director, should indicate, and it seemed likely that most of it would go

to a rising educational institution where certain given doctrines were to

be taught through all time, whether disproved or not, and whether those

who taught them believed them or not, provided only they would say they

believed them.

Nobody had promised to say masses for her soul if she made this

disposition of her property, or pledged the word of the Church that she

should have plenary absolution. But she felt that she would be making

friends in Influential Quarters by thus laying up her treasure, and that

she would be safe if she had the good-will of the ministers of her sect.

Myrtle Hazard had nearly reached the age of fourteen, and, though not

like to inherit much of the family property, was fast growing into a

large dower of hereditary beauty. Always handsome, her features shaped

themselves in a finer symmetry, her color grew richer, her figure

promised a perfect womanly development, and her movements had the grace

which high-breeding gives the daughter of a queen, and which Nature now

and then teaches the humblest of village maidens. She could not long

escape the notice of the lovers and flatterers of beauty, and the time of

danger was drawing near.

At this period of her life she made two discoveries which changed the

whole course of her thoughts, and opened for her a new world of ideas and

possibilities.

Ever since the dreadful event of November, 1854, the garret had been a

fearful place to think of, and still more to visit. The stories that the

house was haunted gained in frequency of repetition and detail of

circumstance. But Myrtle was bold and inquisitive, and explored its

recesses at such times as she could creep among them undisturbed. Hid

away close under the eaves she found an old trunk covered with dust and

cobwebs. The mice had gnawed through its leather hinges, and, as it had

been hastily stuffed full, the cover had risen, and two or three volumes

had fallen to the floor. This trunk held the papers and books which her

great-grandmother, the famous beauty, had left behind her, records of the

romantic days when she was the belle of the county,--storybooks, memoirs,

novels, and poems, and not a few love-letters,--a strange collection,

which, as so often happens with such deposits in old families, nobody had

cared to meddle with, and nobody had been willing to destroy, until at

last they had passed out of mind, and waited for a new generation to

bring them into light again.

The other discovery was of a small hoard of coin. Under one of the

boards which formed the imperfect flooring of the garret was hidden an

old leather mitten. Instead of a hand, it had a fat fist of silver

dollars, and a thumb of gold half-eagles.

Thus knowledge and power found their way to the simple and secluded

maiden. The books were hers to read as much as any other's; the gold and

silver were only a part of that small provision which would be hers by

and by, and if she borrowed it, it was borrowing of herself. The tree of

the knowledge of good and evil had shaken its fruit into her lap, and,

without any serpent to tempt her, she took thereof and did eat.

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