IX

Two hours later I was in bed and asleep, and three hours later I

cautiously opened my bedroom door to see Terry standing, fully dressed

and very pale, in the corridor. We had been given adjacent rooms on the

top floor--furthest from the cockroaches--and I had been very tired and

sleepy. Heaven knows how long he had been knocking before I was

awakened. "You've not been to bed yet?" I exclaimed dazedly; and he

said: "It's not late--not much after one o'clock. Can I come in?"

Of course he could. I switched on the central light and closed the door

after him. "I hope you haven't been knocking for hours," I told him.

"But, as a matter of fact, I'm about as sleepy as I've ever been in my

life...." That was a hint, and when he didn't take it, I went on: "Is

everything all right?"

Then immediately I could see that everything _wasn't_ all right. He sat

down on a chair and clenched his hands between his knees. "I--I think

perhaps--I oughtn't to have wakened you," he said at length.

"Oh, not at all--if you want my help in any way. You don't look very

well, and I'm glad you came.... What's the matter?"

He didn't, or else he couldn't, tell me for a few moments. I lit a

cigarette and made myself as comfortable as I could; I guessed that

whatever he had to say would take some time. And then at last he began,

heavily: "I've been down to the bureau."

"The hotel bureau?"

"Yes."

"Well?"

"I wanted to .... You see .... I had an idea...." He stopped, as if

grappling with some central impossibility. Then he made another

beginning. "The clerk knows German--of course--and we had a talk."

"Yes?"

"A long talk. About Severn ... and that woman with him...."

And then it all came out torrentially. "The clerk didn't know he was

English. They came here last week--from Belgrade--rolling in money--took

the best rooms in the place.... And he--the clerk--showed me the names

in the register--not Severn, but some French name--with an address in

Paris.... And of course--you see what I mean--they're staying here

together--Monsieur and Madame, it says in the register--there's

absolutely no doubt about it.... So that...." And he shrugged his

shoulders to indicate the inexpressible.

X

Perhaps a seasoned man of the world would have jumped to the

incriminating conclusion the moment he had seen them. The idea had, as a

matter of fact, occurred to me, though I had at first managed to dismiss

it as something that was no concern of mine. Terry's statement convinced

me absolutely, yet an almost self-protective instinct made me dispute

it. I remember sitting on the bed and propounding a marvellous theory

that the man we had seen wasn't Severn at all, but his double--some

innocent Parisian whose _bona-fides_, if inquiry were made, would be

found perfectly correct. After all, Bentley had distinctly stated that

he hadn't _met_ him; he had only _seen_ him, just as we had. And even we

hadn't heard him speak a word of English.... All this, for some curious

reason, I expounded to Terry as if I meant it, and after a long pause he

squashed it utterly by saying that the handwriting in the register was

Severn's beyond the shadow of a doubt.

Even then I went on laboriously arguing. Subconsciously, perhaps, I was

gaining time to think. "A mere signature," I remember saying, absurdly,

"proves nothing." And I made some vague and platitudinous remark about

the necessity of having overwhelming evidence before drawing

conclusions.

And then there came a long silence, a silence full of small sounds and

murmurs--the creak of a floorboard somewhere, the scutter of a beetle,

the distant--the very distant--shouting of late revellers. I was

certain--_certain_ that the man was Severn, and that what Terry had said

was all perfectly true; yet the certainty was outweighed in my mind by

the far more momentous revelation that Terry was ill, and that his

staring eyes and the hard drive of his breathing could only point in one

ominous direction. He was, as Mizzi had said, on the verge of a

breakdown. What he wanted was rest and sleep and freedom from work and

worry, and he wasn't getting any of it. What an irony that we had come

to Buda-Pesth for a holiday! ... He _must_ sleep anyway.... I took him

by the arm and said, as firmly and calmly as I could: "Look here, Terry,

there's nothing to be gained by arguing this out at one o'clock in the

morning. We don't actually know for certain that the man is Severn, and

even if we did we could do nothing. So go to bed and try to sleep, and

then in the morning maybe----"

But he shook himself free and walked across the room to the window.

"Moonlight," he muttered; pulling aside the paper blind. He stared hard

for a moment at the pavements below, and then, swinging round suddenly,

exclaimed: "You say that if we _did_ know for certain, we could do

nothing?"

"Nothing at all, I assure you, and that's why it's all the more

important that we shouldn't discuss it at this hour. So come now...."

Again I led him towards the door, and this time, without further

protest, he allowed me to pilot him along the corridor to the door of

his own room. He was muttering to himself, as I bade him good-night: "Do

nothing.... That's what you say ... just nothing ... nothing at all...."

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