XI

She was right about the mice. They put a veto on the Semmering

excursion. It was absolutely impossible, he said, to leave the delicate

creatures for a whole twenty-four hours. If they were not fed regularly,

the whole value of the experiments conducted on them would be destroyed.

Could not, I suggested, somebody else feed them for once? He said there

was nobody else on the premises on a Sunday. I asked who fed them while

he had been away, and he said: "Some of the other men, but it would be

impossible for them to do it on a Sunday." And so the mountains of the

Semmering lay beyond our reach--barred from us by mice.

In the meantime there were the evenings. He couldn't, he said, however

hard he tried, take time off during the day-time. Perhaps, if he hadn't

been ill, he might have stolen a day, but as it was .... And so, with a

regretful smile, he left me every morning to spend the warm and sunny

hours as best I could, lounging about the cafés and boulevards, and

occasionally, when such a busy person could spare me a moment, gossiping

with Mizzi. Her accent was certainly atrocious, but her knowledge of

English idiom and grammar surprised me by its completeness. It was only

quite accidentally that I learned that Terry had taught her.

There comes to me now, as I write, the memory of a remark made years

afterwards by someone who looked at Terry from a different angle. "Leave

him alone with somebody," was this remark, "and in a quarter of an hour

he'll either have said nothing at all, or else he'll have begun to

teach. He loves teaching because he loves giving more than taking away,

and teaching is _that_."

I wasn't, even at the time, surprised that he had taught Mizzi. It

seemed natural, since she had wanted to learn English and he had wanted

to learn German. She told me that English was her third foreign

language--French and Italian being already known to her. I asked her

once why she was so keen to be a linguist. I was standing in the porch,

smoking my after-breakfast cigar in the sunlight, and Mizzi's hands,

everlastingly busy, were tending the flowers in the ground-floor

window-boxes. She said, with a little shrug of her shoulders: "It will

be very useful to me--someday...." And then, as if she had suddenly made

up her mind that I could be trusted, she added: "I tell you this in

confidence. Some day, when I haf the money, I shall buy all the houses

along here and make them into one big hotel.... And then I will haf an

omnibus at the station, and I will talk to English and French and

Italian in their own language, so that it will all be very--what do you

say?--_heimlich_...."

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