Chapter XXIV. “Keeping Things Even”

“Now, you musn’t be moping, boys, because of this day’s work that you

took a hand in, and that wasn’t in your play-bill when you come to

these woods. We’ll have to try and even things up to-morrow with some

big sport. You look kind o’ wilted.”

So said Herb when the tired party were half-way back to camp, doing the

descent of the mountain in a silence clouded by the scene which they

had been through.

The woodsman seemed troubled with a rasping in his throat. He cleared

it twice and spat before he could open a passage for a decently

cheerful voice in which to suggest a rise of spirits. But Herb was too

faithful a guide to bear the thought that his employers’ trip should

end in any gloom because the one painful chapter in his own life had

closed forever. Moreover, although more than once, as he fought his way

through a jungle or jumped a windfall, something nipped his heart,

pinching him up inside, and making his eyes leak, he felt that the

thing had ended well for him—and for Chris.

Herb, in his simple faith, scarcely doubted that the old chum, whom he

had forgiven, had reached a Home-Camp where his broken will and stunted

life might be repaired, and grow as they had poor chance to grow here.

“Say, boys!” he burst forth, a few minutes after his protest against

“moping,” and when the band were within sight of the spring whence they

had started, an age back, as it seemed, on the trail of the moose.

“Say, boys! I’ve been all these years raging at Chris. Seems to me now

as if he was a poor sort of overgrowed baby, and not so bad a thief as

the chump who gave him that whiskey, and stole his senses. It’s a

thundering big pity that man hadn’t the burying of him to-day.

“He was always the under dog,—was Chris,” he went on slowly, as if he

was seeking from his own heart an excuse for those unforeseen impulses

which had worked it and his body during the past five hours. “Whites

and Injuns jumped on him. They said he was criss-cross all through,

same as his eyes. But he warn’t. Never seed a half-breed that had less

gall and more grit, except when the hanker for whiskey would creep up

in him, and boss him. He could no more stand agen it, and the things it

made him do, than a jack-rabbit.”

“Another reason why we Americans ought to feel our responsibility

towards every man in whose veins runs Indian blood, a thousand times

more hotly than we do!” burst out Cyrus. “It maddens a fellow to think

that we made them the under dogs, and as much by giving them a ‘boss,’

as you say, in fire-water, as by anything else.”

“I kind o’ think that way myself sometimes,” said Herb.

And there was silence until the guide cried:—

“Here’s our camp, boys. I’ll bet you’re glad to see it. I must get the

kettle, and cruise off for water. ’Tain’t likely I’ll trust one of you

fellers after last night. But you can hustle round and build the

camp-fire while I’m gone.”

Herb had a shrewd motive in this. He knew that there is nothing which

will cure the blues in a camper, if he is touched by that affliction,

rare in forest life, like the building of his fire, watching the little

flames creep from the dull, dead wood, to roar and soar aloft in

gold-red pennons of good cheer.

The result proved his wisdom. When he returned in a very short time

from that ever-to-be-famous spring, with his brimming kettle, he found

a glorious fire, and three tired but cheerful fellows watching it, its

reflection playing like a jack-o’-lantern in each pair of eyes.

“Now I’ll have supper ready in a jiffy,” he said. “I guess you boys

feel like eating one another. Jerusha! we never touched our snack—nary

a crumb of it.”

In the strange happenings and chaotic feelings of the day, hunger,

together with the bread and pork for satisfying it which Herb had

carried up the mountain, were forgotten until now.

“Never mind! We’ll make up for it. Only hurry up!” pleaded Dol. “We’re

like bears, we’re so hungry.”

“Like bears! You’re a sight more like calves with their mouths open,

waiting for something to swallow,” answered Herb, his eyes flashing

impudence, while, with an energy apparently no less brisk than when he

started out in the morning, he rushed his preparations for supper.

“Say I’m like a Sukey, and I’ll go for you!” roared Dol, a gurgling

laugh breaking from him, the first which had been heard since the four

struggled through that tangle on Katahdin to a sight of the old camp.

Once or twice during supper the mirth, which had been frozen in each

camper’s breast by a sight of the drifted wreck of a human life, warmed

again spasmodically. Herb did his manly best to fan its flame, though

his heart was still pinched by a feeling of double loss.

Later in the evening, when the party were huddling close to the

camp-fire, he lifted his right hand and looked at it blankly.

“My!” he gasped, “but it will feel awful queer and empty without Old

Blazes. That rifle was a reg’lar corker, boys. I was saving up for

three years to buy it. An’ it never went back on me. Times when I’ve

gone far off hunting, and had nary a chance to speak

to a human for weeks, I’d get to talking to it like as if ’twas a

living thing. When I wasn’t afeard of scaring game, I’d fire a round to

make it answer back and drive away lonesomeness. Folks might ha’

thought I was loony, only there was none to see. Well, it’s smashed to

chips now, ’long with the old camp.”

“What awfully selfish jackasses we were, to skip off with our own

rifles, and never think of yours, or that you couldn’t save it,

carrying that poor fellow! I feel like kicking myself,” said Cyrus,

sharp vexation in his voice. “But that slide business sprang on us so

quickly. The sudden rumbling, rattling, and pounding jumbled a fellow’s

wits. I scarcely understood what was up, even when we were scooting for

our lives.”

“I felt a bit white-livered myself, I tell ye; and I’m more hardened to

slides than you are,” was the woodsman’s answer.

The confession, taken in the light of his conduct, made him doubly a

hero to his city friends.

They thought of him staggering along the mountain, blinded, bewildered,

pelted by clay, with that dragging burden in his arms, a heart tossed

by danger’s keenest realization in his breast. And they were silent

before the high courage which can recognize fear, yet refuse to it the

mastery.

Neal, whose secret musings were generally crossed by a military thread,

seeing that he had chosen the career of a cavalry-soldier, and hoped

soon to enter Sandhurst College, stared into the heart of the

camp-fire, glowering at fate, because she had not ordained that Herb

should serve the queen with him, and wear upon his resolute heart—as it

might reasonably be expected he would—the Victoria Cross.

Young Farrar’s feeling was so strong that it swept his lips at last.

“Blow it all! Herb,” he cried. “It’s a tearing pity that you can’t come

into the English Lancers with me. I don’t suppose I’ll ever be a V.C.,

but you would sooner or later as sure as gun’s iron.”

“A ‘V.C.!’ What’s that?” asked Herb.

“A Vigorous Christian, to be sure!” put in Cyrus, who was progressive

and peaceful, teasingly.

But the English boy, full of the dignity of the subject to him,

summoned his best eloquence to describe to the American backwoodsman

that little cross of iron, Victoria’s guerdon, which entitles its

possessor to write those two notable letters after his name, and which

only hero-hearts may wear.

But a vision of himself, stripped of “sweater” and moccasins, in

cavalry rig, becrossed and beribboned, serving under another flag than

the Stars and Stripes, was too much for Herb’s gravity and for the grim

regrets which wrung him to-night.

“Oh, sugar!” he gasped; and his laughter was like a rocket shooting up

from his mighty throat, and exploding in a hundred sparkles of

merriment.

He laughed long. He laughed insistently. His comrades were won to join

in.

When the fun had subsided, Garst said:—

“Herb Heal, old man, there’s something in you to-night which reminds me

of a line I’m rather stuck on.”

“Let’s have it!” cried Herb.

And Cyrus quoted:—

“As for this here earth,

It takes lots of laffin’ to keep things even!”

“Now you’ve hit it! The man that wrote that had a pile o’ sense. Come,

boys, it’s been an awful full day. Let’s turn in!”

As he spoke, Herb began to replenish the fire, and make things snug in

the camp for the night.

But shortly after, when he threw himself on the spuce-boughs near them,

the boys heard him murmur, deep in his throat, as if he took strength

from the words:—

“It takes lots of laffin’ to keep things even!”

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