CHAPTER XXXI.

Here's a good world! -Knew you of this fair work?

King John

JULIA MANNERING TO MATILDA MARCHMONT.

"I must take tip the thread of my story, my dearest Matilda, where

I broke off yesterday.

"For two or three days we talked of nothing but our siege and its

probable consequences, and dinned into my father's unwilling ears

a proposal to go to Edinburgh, or at least to Dumfries, where

there is remarkably good society, until the resentment of these

outlaws should blow over. He answered with great composure, that

he had no mind to have his landlord's house and his own property

at Woodbourne destroyed; that, with our good leave, he had usually

been esteemed competent to taking measures for the safety or

protection of his family; that if he remained quick at home, he

conceived the welcome the villains had received was not of a nature

to invite a second visit, but should he show any signs of alarm, it

would be the sure way to incur the very risk which we were afraid

of. Heartened by his arguments, and by the extreme indifference

with which he treated the supposed danger, we began to grow a

little bolder, and to walk about as usual Only the gentlemen were

sometimes invited to take their guns when they attended us, and I

observed that my father for several nights paid particular

attention to having the house properly secured and required his

domestics to keep their arms in readiness in case of necessity.

"But three days ago chanced an occurrence, of a nature which

alarmed me more by far than. the attack of the smugglers.

"I told you there was a small lake at some distance from

Woodbourne, where the gentlemen sometimes go to shoot wild-fowl. I

happened at breakfast to say I should like to see this place in its

present frozen state, occupied by skaters and curlers, as they call

those who play a particular sort of game upon the ice. There is

snow on the ground, but frozen so hard that I thought Lucy and I

might venture to that distance, as the footpath leading there was

well beaten by the repair of those who frequented it for pastime.

Hazlewood instantly offered to attend us, and we stipulated that he

should take his fowling-piece. He laughed a good deal at the idea

of going a-shooting in the snow; but, to relieve our tremors,

desired that a groom, who acts as gamekeeper occasionally, should

follow us with his gun. As for Colonel Mannering, he does not like

crowds or sights of any kind where human figures make up the show,

unless indeed it were a military review--so he declined the party.

"We set out unusually early, on a fine frosty, exhilarating

morning, and we felt our minds, as well as our nerves, braced by

the elasticity of the pure air. Our walk to the lake was

delightful, or at least the difficulties were only such as diverted

us, a slippery descent for instance, or a frozen ditch to cross,

which made Hazlewood's assistance absolutely necessary. I don't

think Lucy liked her walk the less for these occasional

embarrassments.

"The scene upon the lake was beautiful. One side of it is bordered

by a steep crag, from which hung a thousand enormous icicles all

glittering in the sun; on the other side was a little wood, now

exhibiting that fantastic appearance which the pine-trees present

when their branches are loaded with snow. On the frozen bosom of

the lake itself were a multitude of moving figures, some flitting

along with the velocity of swallows, some sweeping in the most

graceful circles, and others deeply interested in a less active

pastime, crowding round the spot where the inhabitants of two rival

parishes contended for the prize at curling,--an honour of no small

importance, if we were to judge from the anxiety expressed both by

the players and bystanders. We walked round the little lake,

supported by Hazlewood, who lent us each an arm. He spoke, poor

fellow, with great kindness, to old and. young, and seemed

deservedly popular among the assembled crowd. At length we thought

of retiring.

"Why do I mention these trivial occurrences?"--not, Heaven knows,

from the interest I can now attach to them--but because, like a

drowning man who catches at a brittle twig, I seize every apology

for delaying the subsequent and dreadful part of my narrative. But,

it must be communicated--I must have the sympathy of at least one

friend under this heart-rending calamity.

"We were returning home by a footpath, which led through a

plantation of firs. Lucy had quitted Hazlewood's arm--it is only

the plea of absolute necessity which reconciles her to accept his

assistance. I still leaned upon his other arm. Lucy followed us

close, and the servant was two or three paces behind us. Such was

our position, when at once, and as if he had started out of the

earth, Brown stood before us at a short turn of the road! He was

very plainly, I might say coarsely, dressed, and his whole

appearance had in it something wild and agitated. I screamed

between surprise and terror--Hazlewood mistook the nature of my

alarm, and, when Brown advanced towards me as if to speak,

commanded him haughtily to stand back, and not to alarm the lady.

Brown replied, with equal asperity, he had no occasion to take

lessons from him how to behave to that or any other lady. I rather

believe that Hazlewood, impressed with the idea that he belonged to

the band of smugglers, and had some bad purpose in view, heard and

understood him imperfectly. He snatched the gun from the servant,

who had come up on a line with us, and, pointing the muzzle at

Brown, commanded him to stand off at his peril. My screams, for my

terror prevented my finding articulate language, only hastened the

catastrophe. Brown, thus menaced, sprung upon Hazlewood, grappled

with him, and had nearly succeeded in wrenching the fowling-piece

from his grasp, when the gun went off in the struggle, and the

contents were lodged in Hazlewood's shoulder, who instantly fell. I

saw no more, for the whole scene reeled before my eyes, and I

fainted away; but, by Lucy's report, the unhappy perpetrator of

this action gazed a moment on the scene before him, until her

screams began to alarm the people upon the lake, several of whom

now came in sight. He then bounded over a hedge, which divided the

footpath from the plantation, and has not since been heard of. The

servant made no attempt to stop or secure him, and the report he

made of the matter to those who came up to us, induced them rather

to exercise their humanity in recalling me to life, than show their

courage by pursuing a desperado, described by the groom as a man of

tremendous personal strength, and completely armed.

"Hazlewood was conveyed home, that is, to Woodbourne, in safety--I

trust his wound will prove in no respect dangerous, though he

suffers much. But to Brown the consequences must be most

disastrous. He is already the object of my father's resentment,

and he has now incurred danger from the law of the country, as well

as from the clamorous vengeance of the father of Hazlewood, who

threatens to move heaven and earth against the author of his son's

wound. How will he be able to shroud himself from the vindictive

activity of the pursuit? how to defend himself, if taken, against

the severity of laws which I am told may even affect his life? and

how can I find means to warn him of his danger? Then poor Lucy's

ill-concealed grief, occasioned by her lover's wound, is another

source of distress to me, and everything round me appears to bear

witness against that indiscretion which has occasioned this

calamity.

"For two days I was very ill indeed. The news that Hazlewood was

recovering, and that the person who bad shot him was nowhere to be

traced, only that for certain he was one of the leaders of the gang

of smugglers, gave me some comfort. The suspicion and pursuit

being directed towards those people, must naturally facilitate

Brown's escape, and, I trust, has, ere this, ensured it. But

patrols of horse and foot traverse the country in all directions,

and I am tortured by a thousand confused and unauthenticated

rumours of arrests and discoveries.

"Meanwhile, my greatest source of comfort is the generous candour

of Hazlewood, who persists in declaring, that with whatever

intentions the person by whom he was wounded approached our party,

he is convinced the gun went off in the struggle by accident, and

that the injury he received was undesigned. The groom, on the

other hand, maintains that the piece was wrenched out of

Hazlewood's hands, and deliberately pointed at his body, and Lucy

inclines to the same opinion--I do not suspect them of wilful

exaggeration, yet such is the fallacy of human testimony, for the

unhappy shot was most unquestionably discharged unintentionally.

Perhaps it would be the best way to confide the whole secret to

Hazlewood--but he is very young, and I feel the utmost repugnance

to communicate to him my folly. I once thought of disclosing the

mystery to Lucy, and began by asking what she recollected of the

person and features of the man whom we had so unfortunately met--

but she ran out into such a horrid description of a hedge-ruffian,

that I was deprived of all courage and disposition to own my

attachment to one of such appearance as she attributed to him. I

must say Miss Bertram is strangely biased by her prepossessions,

for there are few handsomer men than poor Brown. I had not seen

him for a long time, and even in his strange and sudden apparition

on this unhappy occasion, and under every disadvantage, his form

seems to me, on reflection, improved in grace, and his features in

expressive dignity.--Shall we ever meet again? Who can answer that

question?--Write to me, kindly, my dearest Matilda--but when did

you otherwise?--yet, again, write to me soon, and write to me,

kindly. I am not in a situation to profit by advice or reproof,

nor have I my usual spirits to parry them by raillery. I feel the

terrors of a child, who has, in heedless sport, put in motion some

powerful piece of machinery; and, while he beholds wheels

revolving, chains clashing, cylinders rolling around him, is

equally astonished at the tremendous powers which his weak agency

has called into action, and terrified for the consequences which he

is compelled to await, without the possibility of averting them.

"I must not omit to say that my father is very kind and

affectionate. The alarm which I have received forms a sufficient

apology for my nervous complaints. My hopes are, that Brown has

made his escape into the sister kingdom of England, or perhaps to

Ireland, or the Isle of Man. In either case he may wait the issue

of Hazlewood's wound with safety and with patience, for the

communication of these countries with Scotland, for the purpose of

justice, is not (thank Heaven) of an intimate nature. The

consequences of his being apprehended would be terrible at this

moment. I endeavour to strengthen my mind by arguing against the

possibility of such a calamity. Alas! how soon have sorrows and

friars, real as well as severe, followed the uniform and tranquil

state of existence at which so lately I was disposed to repine! But

I will not oppress you any longer with my complaints. Adieu, my

dearest Matilda!

JULIA MANNERING."

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