CHAPTER XXI.

What say'st thou, Wise One?--that all-powerful Love

Can fortune's strong impediments remove;

Nor is it strange that worth should wed to worth,

The pride of genius with the pride of birth.

Crabbe.

V. Brown,--I will not give at full length his thrice unhappy

name--had been from infancy a ball for fortune to spurn at; but

nature had given him that elasticity of mind which rises higher

from the rebound. His form was tall, manly, and active, and his

features corresponded with his person; for, although far from

regular, they had an expression of intelligence and good humour,

and when he spoke, or was particularly animated, might be decidedly

pronounced interesting. His manner indicated the military

profession, which had been his choice, and in which he had now

attained the rank of captain, the person who succeeded Colonel

Mannering in his command having laboured to repair the injustice

which Brown had sustained by that gentleman's prejudice against

him. But this, as well as his liberation from captivity, had taken

place after Mannering left India. Brown followed at no distant

period, his regiment being recalled home. His first inquiry was

after the family of Mannering, and, easily learning their route

northward, he followed it with the purpose of, resuming his

addresses to Julia. With her father he deemed he had no measures

to keep; for, ignorant of the more venomous belief which had been

instilled into the Colonel's mind, he regarded him as an oppressive

aristocrat, who had used his power as a commanding officer to

deprive him of the preferment due to his behaviour, and who had

forced upon him a personal quarrel without any better reason than

his attentions to a pretty young woman, agreeable to herself, and

permitted and countenanced by her mother. He was determined,

therefore, to take no rejection unless from the young lady herself,

believing that the heavy misfortunes of his painful wound and

imprisonment were direct injuries received from the father, which

might dispense with his using much ceremony towards him. How far

his scheme had succeeded when his nocturnal visit was discovered by

Mr. Mervyn, our readers are already informed.

Upon this unpleasant occurrence, Captain Brown absented himself

from the inn in which he had resided under the name of Dawson, so

that Colonel Mannering's attempts to discover and trace him were

unavailing. He resolved, however, that no difficulties should

prevent his continuing his enterprise, while Julia left him a ray

of hope. The interest he had secured in her bosom was such as she

had been unable to conceal from him, and with all the courage of

romantic gallantry he determined upon perseverance. But we believe

the reader will be as well pleased to learn his mode of thinking

and intentions from his own communication to his special friend and

confidant, Captain Delaserre, a Swiss gentleman, who had a company

in his regiment.

"Let me bear from you soon, dear Delaserre.--Remember, I can learn

nothing about regimental affairs but through your friendly medium,

and I long to know what has become of Ayre's court-martial, and

whether Elliot gets the majority; also how recruiting comes on, and

how the young officers like the mess. Of our kind friend, the

Lieutenant-Colonel, I need ask nothing; I saw him as I passed

through Nottingham, happy in the bosom of his family. What a

happiness it is, Philip, for us poor devils, that we have a little

resting-place between the camp and the grave, if we can manage to

escape disease, and steel, and lead, and the effects of hard

living. A retires old soldier is always a graceful and respected

character. He grumbles a little now and then, but then his is

licensed murmuring-were a lawyer, or a physician, or a clergyman,

to breathe a complaint of hard luck or want of preferment, a

hundred tongues would blame his own incapacity as the cause. But

the most stupid veteran that ever faltered out the thrice-told tale

of a siege and a battle, and a cock and a bottle, is listened to

with sympathy and reverence, when he shakes his thin locks, and

talks with indignation of the boys that are put over his head. And

you and I, Delaserre, foreigners both,--for what am I the better

that I was originally a Scotchman, since, could I prove my descent,

the English would hardly acknowledge me a countryman?-we may boast

that we have fought out our preferment, and gained that by the

sword which we had not money to compass otherwise. The English are

a wise people. While they praise themselves, and affect to

undervalue all other nations, they leave us, luckily, trap-doors

and back-doors open, by which we strangers, less favoured by

nature, may arrive at a share of their advantages. And thus they

are, in some respects like a boastful landlord, who exalts the

value and flavour of his six-years'-old mutton, while he is

delighted to dispense a share of it to all the company. In short,

you, whose proud family, and I, whose hard fate, made us soldiers

of fortune, have the pleasant recollection, that in the British

service, stop where we may upon our career, it is only for want of

money to pay the turnpike, and not from our being prohibited to

travel the road. If, therefore, we can persuade little Weischel to

come into ours, for God's sake let him buy the ensigncy, live

prudently, mind his duty, and trust to the fates for promotion.

"And now, I hope you are expiring with curiosity to learn the end

of my romance. I told you I had deemed it convenient to make a few

days' tour on foot among the mountains of Westmoreland, with

Dudley, a young English artist, with whom I have formed some

acquaintance. A fine fellow this, you must know, Delaserre--he

paints tolerably, draws beautifully, converses well, and plays

charmingly on the flute; and, though thus well entitled to be a

coxcomb of talent, is, in fact, a modest unpretending young man. On

our return from our little tour, I learned that the enemy had been

reconnoitring. Mr. Mervyn's barge had crossed the lake, I was

informed by my landlord, with the squire himself and a visitor.

"'What sort of person, landlord?'

"'Why, he was a dark officer-looking mon, at they called

Colonel--Squoire Mervyn questioned me as close as I had been at

sizes--I had guess, Mr. Dawson' (I told you that was my feigned

name)--I but I tould him nought of your vagaries, and going out

a-laking in the mere a-noights--not I--an I can make no sport.

I'se spoil none--and Squoire Mervyn's as cross as poy-crust too,

mon--he's aye maundering an my guests but land beneath his house,

though it be marked for the fourth station in the Survey. Noa,

noa, e'en let un smell things out o' themselves for Joe Hodges--'

"You will allow there was nothing for it after this, but paying

honest Joe Hodges's bill, and departing, unless I had preferred

making him my confidant, for which I felt in no way inclined.

Besides, I learned that our ci-devant Colonel was on full retreat

for Scotland, carrying off poor Julia along with him. I understand

from those who conduct the heavy baggage, that he takes his winter'

quarters at a place called Woodbourne, in--shire in Scotland. He

will be all on the alert just now, so I must let him enter his

entrenchments without any new alarm. And then, my good Colonel, to

whom I owe so many grateful thanks, pray look to your defence.

"I protest to you, Delaserre, I often think there is a little

contradiction enters into the ardour of my pursuit. I think I would

rather bring this haughty insulting man to the necessity of calling

his daughter Mrs. Brown, than I would wed her with his full

consent, and with the king's permission to change my name for the

style and arms of Mannering, though his whole fortune went with

them. There is only one circumstance that chills me a little-Julia

is young and romantic. I would not willingly hurry her into a step

which her riper years might disapprove--no;--nor would I like to

have her upbraid me, were it but with a glance of her eye, with

having ruined her fortunes--far less give her reason to say, as

some have not been slow to tell their lords, that, had I left her

time for consideration, she would have been wiser and done better.

No, Delaserre--this must not be. The picture presses close upon

me, because I am aware a girl in Julia's situation has no distinct

and precise idea of the value of the sacrifice she makes. She

knows difficulties only by name; and, if she thinks of love and a

farm, it is a ferme ornee, such as is only to be found in poetic

description, or in the park of a gentleman of twelve thousand a

year. She would be ill prepared for the privations of that real

Swiss cottage we have so often talked of, and for the difficulties

which must necessarily surround us even before we attained that

haven. This must be a point clearly ascertained. Although Julia's

beauty and playful tenderness have made an impression on my heart

never to be erased, I must be satisfied that she perfectly

understands the advantages she foregoes, before she sacrifices them

for my sake.

"Am I too proud, Delaserre, when I trust that even this trial may

terminate favourably to my wishes?-Am I too vain when I suppose,

that the few personal qualities--which I possess, with means of

competence however moderate, and the determination of consecrating

my life to her happiness, may make amends for all I must call upon

her to forego? Or will a difference of dress, of attendance, of

style, as it is called, of the power of shifting at pleasure the

scenes in which she seeks amusement,--will these outweigh, in her

estimation, the prospect of domestic happiness, and the interchange

of unabating affection? I say nothing of her father;--his good and

evil qualities are so strangely mingled, that the former are

neutralised by the latter; and that which she must regret as a

daughter is so much blended with what she would gladly escape from,

that I place the separation of the father and child as a

circumstance which weighs little in her remarkable case. Meantime

I keep up my spirits as I may. I have incurred too many hardships

and difficulties to be presumptuous or confident in success, and I

have been too often and too wonderfully extricated from them to be

despondent.

"I wish you saw this country. I think the scenery would delight

you. At least it often brings to my recollection your glowing

descriptions of your native country. To me it has in a great

measure the charm of novelty. Of the Scottish hills, though born

among them, as I have always been assured, I have but an indistinct

recollection. Indeed, my memory rather dwells upon the blank which

my youthful mind experienced in gazing on the levels of the isle of

Zealand, than on anything which preceded that feeling; but I am

confident, from that sensation, as well as from the recollections

which preceded it, that hills and rocks have been familiar to me at

an early period, and that though now only remembered by contrast,

And by the blank which I felt while gazing around for them in vain,

they must have made an indelible impression on my infant

imagination. I remember when we first mounted that celebrated pass

in the Mysore country, while most of the others felt only awe and

astonishment at the height and grandeur of the scenery, I rather

shared your feelings and those of Cameron, whose admiration of such

wild rocks was blended with familiar love, derived from early

association. Despite my Dutch education, a blue hill to me is as a

friend, and a roaring torrent like the sound of a domestic song

that hath soothed my infancy. I never felt the impulse so strongly

as in this land of lakes and mountains, and nothing grieves me so

much as that duty prevents your being with me in my numerous

excursions among its recesses. Some drawings I have attempted, but

I succeed vilely-Dudley, on the contrary, draws delightfully, with

that rapid touch which seems like magic, while I labour and blotch,

and make this too heavy, and that too light, and produce at last a

base caricature. I must stick to the flageolet, for music is the

only one of the fine arts which deigns to acknowledge me.

"Did you know that Colonel Mannering was a draughtsman?--I believe

not, for he scorned to display his accomplishments to the view of a

subaltern. He draws beautifully, however. Since he and Julia left

Mervyn Hall, Dudley was sent for there. The squire, it seems,

wanted a set of drawings made up, of which Mannering had done the

first four, but was interrupted, by his hasty departure, in his

purpose of completing them. Dudley says he has seldom seen

anything so masterly, though slight; and each had attached to it a

short poetical description. Is Saul, you will say, among the

prophets?--Colonel Mannering write poetry!--Why surely this man

must have taken all the pains to conceal his accomplishments that

others do to display theirs. How reserved and unsociable he

appeared among us!--how little disposed to enter into any

conversation which could become generally interesting! And then

his attachment to that unworthy Archer, so much below him in every

respect; and all this, because he was the brother of Viscount

Archerfield, a poor Scottish peer! I think if Archer had longer

survived the wounds in the affair of Cuddyboram, he would have told

something that might have thrown light upon the inconsistencies of

this singular man's character. He repeated to me more than once,

'I have that to say, which will alter your hard opinion of our late

Colonel.' But death pressed him too hard; and if he owed me any

atonement, which some of his expressions seemed to imply, he died

before it could be made.

"I propose to make a further excursion through this country while

this fine frosty weather serves, and Dudley, almost as good a

walker as myself, goes with me for some part of the way. We part

on the borders of Cumberland, where he must return to his lodgings

in Marybone, up three pair of stairs, and labour at what he calls

the commercial part of his profession. There cannot, he says, be

such a difference betwixt any two portions of existence, as between

that in which the artist, if an enthusiast, collects the subjects

of his drawings, and that which must necessarily he dedicated to

turning over his portfolio, and exhibiting them to the provoking

indifference, or more provoking criticism, of fashionable amateurs.

'During the summer of my year,' says Dudley, 'I am as free as a

wild Indian, enjoying myself at liberty amid the grandest scenes of

nature; while, during my winters and springs, I am not only

cabined, cribbed, and confined in a miserable garret, but condemned

to as intolerable subservience to the humour of others, and to as

indifferent company, as if I were a literal galley-slave. 'I have

promised him your acquaintance, Delaserre; you will be delighted

with his specimens of art, and he with your Swiss fanaticism for

mountains and torrents.

"When I lose Dudley's company, I am informed--that I can easily

enter Scotland by stretching across a wild country in the upper

part of Cumberland; and that route I shall follow, to give the

Colonel time to pitch his camp ere I reconnoitre his

position.--Adieu! Delaserre--I shall hardly find another

opportunity of writing till I reach Scotland."

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