CHAPTER XVII.

Heaven first, in its mercy, taught mortals their letters,

For ladies in limbo, and lovers in fetters,

Or some author, who, placing his persons before ye,

Ungallantly leaves them to write their own story.

Pope, imitated.

When Mannering returned to England, his first object had been to

place his daughter in a seminary for female education, of

established character. Not, however, finding her progress in the

accomplishments which he wished her to acquire so rapid as his

impatience expected, he had withdrawn Miss Mannering from the

school at the end of the first quarter. So she had only time to

form an eternal friendship with Miss Matilda Marchmont, a young

lady about her own age, which was nearly eighteen. To her faithful

eye were addressed those formidable quires which issued forth from

Mervyn Hall, on the wings of the post, while Miss Mannering was a

guest there. The perusal of a few short extracts from these may be

necessary to render our story intelligible.

First Extract

"Alas! my dearest Matilda, what a tale is mine to tell! Misfortune

from the cradle has set her seal upon your unhappy friend. That we

should be severed for so slight a cause--an ungrammatical phrase in

my Italian exercise, and three false notes in one of Paesiello's

sonatas! But it is a part of my father's character, of whom it is

impossible to say, whether I love, admire, or fear him the most.

His success in life and in war-his habit of making every obstacle

yield before the energy of his exertions, even where they seemed

insurmountable-all these have given a hasty and peremptory cast to

his character, which can neither endure contradiction, nor make

allowance for deficiencies. Then he is himself so very

accomplished. Do you know there was a murmur half confirmed too by

some mysterious words which, dropped from my poor mother, that he

possesses other sciences, now lost to the world, which enable the

possessor to summon up before him the dark and shadowy forms of

future events! Does not the very idea of such a power, or even of

the high talent and commanding intellect which the world may

mistake for it,--does it not, dear Matilda, throw a mysterious

grandeur about its possessor? You will call this romantic: but

consider I was born in the land of talisman and spell, and my

childhood lulled by tales which you can only enjoy through the

gauzy frippery of a French translation. O Matilda, I wish you

could have seen the dusky visages of my Indian attendants, bending

in earnest devotion round the magic narrative, that flowed, half

poetry, half prose, from the lips of the tale-teller! No wonder

that European fiction sounds cold and meagre, after the wonderful

effects which I have seen the romances of the East produce upon

their hearers."

Second Extract.

"You are possessed, my dear Matilda, of my bosom-secret, in those

sentiments with which I regard Brown. I will not say his memory. I

am convinced he lives, and is faithful. His addresses to me were

countenanced by my deceased parent; imprudently countenanced

perhaps, considering the prejudices of my father, in favour of

birth and rank. But I, then almost a girl, could not be expected

surely to be wiser than her, under whose charge nature had placed

me. My father, constantly engaged in military duty, I saw but at

rare intervals, and was taught to look up to him with more awe than

confidence. Would to Heaven it had been otherwise! It might have

been better for us all at this day!"

Third Extract.

"You ask me why I do not make known to my father that Brown yet

lives, at least that he survived the wound he received in that

unhappy duel; and had written to my mother, expressing his entire

convalescence, and his hope of speedily escaping from captivity. A

soldier, that 'in the trade of war has oft slain men,' feels

probably no uneasiness at reflecting upon the supposed catastrophe,

which almost turned me into stone. And should I show him that

letter, does it not follow, that Brown, alive and maintaining with

pertinacity the pretensions to the affections of your poor friend,

for which my father formerly sought his life would be a more

formidable disturber of Colonel Mannering's peace of mind than in

his supposed grave? If he escapes from the hands of these

marauders, I am convinced he will soon be in England, and it will

be then time to consider how his existence is to be disclosed to my

father--But if, alas! my earnest and confident hope should betray

me, what would it avail to tear open a mystery fraught with so many

painful recollections?--My dear mother had such dread of its being

known, that I think she even suffered my father to suspect that

Brown's attentions were directed towards herself, rather than

permit him to discover their real object; and, oh, Matilda,

whatever respect I owe to the memory of a deceased parent, let me

do justice to a living one. I cannot but condemn the dubious

policy which she adopted, as unjust to my father, and highly

perilous to herself and me.--But peace be with her ashes! her

actions were guided by the heart rather than the head; and shall

her daughter, who inherits all her weakness, be the first to

withdraw the veil from her defects?"

Fourth Extract

"Mervyn Hall.

"If India be the land of magic, this my dearest Matilda, is the

country of romance. The scenery is such as nature brings together

in her sublimest moods;--sounding cataracts-hills which rear their

scathed heads to the sky-lakes, that, winding up the shadowy

valleys, lead at every turn to yet more romantic recesses-rocks

which catch the clouds of heaven. All the wildness of Salvator

here, and there the fairy scenes of Claude. I am happy too, in

finding at least one object upon which my father can share my

enthusiasm. An admirer of nature, both as an artist and a poet, I

have experienced the utmost pleasure from the observations by which

he explains the character and the effect of these brilliant

specimens of her power. I wish he would settle in this enchanting

land' But his views lie still farther north, and he is at present

absent on a tour in Scotland, looking, I believe, for some purchase

of land which may suit him as a residence. He is partial, from

early recollections, to that country. So, my dearest Matilda, I

must be yet farther removed from you before I am established in a

home--And oh how delighted shall I be when I can say, Come,

Matilda, and be the guest of your faithful Julia!

"I am at present the inmate of Mr. and Mrs. Mervyn, old friends of

my father. The latter is precisely a good sort of woman;--ladylike

and housewifely, but, for accomplishments or fancy--good lack, my

dearest Matilda, your friend might as well seek sympathy from Mrs.

Teach'em,--you see I have not forgot school nicknames. Mervyn is

a different--quite a different being from my father; yet he amuses

and endures me. He is fat and good-natured, gifted with strong

shrewd sense, and some powers of humour; but having been handsome,

I suppose, in his youth, has still some pretension to be a beau

garcon, as well as an enthusiastic agriculturist. I delight to

make him scramble to the tops of eminences and to the foot of

waterfalls, and am obliged in turn to admire his turnips, his

lucerne, and his timothy grass.--He thinks me, I fancy, a simple

romantic Miss, with some--(the word will he out) beauty, and some

good nature; and I hold that the gentleman has good taste for the

female outside, and do not expect he should comprehend my

sentiments further. So he rallies, hands, and hobbles (for the

dear creature has got the gout too), and tells old stories of high

life of which he has seen a great deal; and I listen, and smile,

and look as pretty, as pleasant, and as simple as I can, and we do

very well. But, alas! my dearest Matilda, how would time pass

away, even in this paradise of romance, tenanted as it is by a pair

assorting so ill with the scenes around them, were it not for your

fidelity in replying to my uninteresting details? Pray do not fail

to write three times a week at least--you can be at no loss what to

say."

Fifth Extract.

"How shall I communicate what I have now to tell!--My hand and

Heart still flutter so much, that the task of writing is almost

impossible!--Did I not say that he lived? did I not say I would not

despair? How could you suggest, my dear Matilda, that my feelings,

considering I had parted from him so young, rather arose from the

warmth of my imagination than of my heart?--Oh! I was sure that

they were genuine, deceitful as the dictates of our bosom so

frequently are.--But to my tale--let it be, my friend, the most

sacred, as it is the most sincere, pledge of our friendship.

"Our hours here are early--earlier than my heart, with its load of

care, can compose itself to rest. I, therefore, usually take a

book for an hour or two after retiring to my own room, which I

think I have told you opens to a small balcony, looking down upon

that beautiful lake, of which I attempted to give you a slight

sketch. Mervyn Hall, being partly an ancient building--, and

constructed with a view to defence, is situated an the verge of the

lake. A stone dropped from the projecting balcony plunges into

water deep enough to float a skiff. I had left my window partly

unbarred, that, before I went to bed, I might, according to my

custom, look out and see the moonlight shining upon the lake. I

was deeply engaged with that beautiful scene in the Merchant of

Venice, where two lovers, describing the stillness of a summer

night, enhance on each other its charms, and was lost in the

associations of story and of feeling which it awakens, when I heard

upon the lake the sound of a flageolet. I have told you it was

Brown's favourite instrument. Who could touch it in a night which,

though still and serene, was too cold, and too late in the year, to

invite forth any wanderer for more pleasure? I drew yet nearer the

window, and hearkened with breathless attention--the sounds paused

a space, were then resumed--paused again--and again reached my

ear, ever coming nearer and nearer. At length, I distinguished

plainly that little Hindu air which you called my favourite--I have

told you by whom it was taught me--the instrument, the tones, were

his own!--was it earthly music, or notes passing on the wind, to

warn me of his death?

"It was some time ere I could summon courage to step on the

balcony--nothing could have emboldened me to do so but the strong

conviction of my mind, that he was still alive, and that we should

again meet--but that conviction did embolden me, and I ventured,

though with a throbbing heart. There was a small skiff with a

single person--O Matilda, it was himself!--I knew his appearance

after so long an absence, and through the shadow of the night, as

perfectly as if we had parted yesterday, and met again in the broad

sunshine! He guided his boat under the balcony, and spoke to me; I

hardly knew what he said, or what I replied. Indeed, I could

scarcely speak for weeping, but they were joyful tears. We were

disturbed by the barking of a dog at some distance, and parted, but

not before he had conjured me to prepare to. meet him at the same

place and hour this evening.

"But where and to what is all this tending?--Can I answer this

question? I cannot.--Heaven, that saved him from death, and

delivered him from captivity; that saved my father too, from

shedding the blood of one who would not have blemished a hair of

his head, that Heaven must guide me out of this labyrinth. Enough

for lane the firm resolution, that Matilda shall not blush for her

friend, my father for his daughter, nor my lover for her on whom he

has fixed his affection."

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