But, relapsing into immobility, she ignored his question. Beyond doubt

his interest in her had increased; it was an attraction without name,

yet none the less potent. Seated close beside him she still seemed to

be fashioned from a vital material other than flesh and blood; she was

like a creation of sheer magic ... for what end? They rose, leaving

the Botanical Gardens, the spotted orchids and air plants and

oleanders, for the Quinta. There they passed into a walk completely

arched over with the bushes of the Mar Pacifico, the rose of the

Pacific, a verdurous tunnel of leaves and broad fragrant pink blooms,

with a farther glimpse of a cascade over mossy rocks.

The stream entered a canal, holding some gaily painted and cushioned

row boats, and a green-gold flotilla of Mandarin ducks. There were

aviaries of doves, about which strollers were gathered, and a distant

somnolent military guard. It was the first time for weeks that Charles

had been consciously relaxed, submerged in an unguarded pleasure of

being. Pilar might be honest about de Vaca and his purpose, or she

might be covering something infinitely more cunning. It would bring

her nothing! The very simplicity of his relationship with her was a

complete protection; he had no impulse to be serious, nothing in his

conversation to guard.

Pilar seemed singularly young here, engaged in staring at and

fingering the flowers, reading the sign boards that designated the

various pleasances--the Wood of the Princess, the Garden of San

Antonio, the Queen's Glade. Her tactile curiosity was insatiable, she

trailed her sensitive hands over every strange surface that offered.

Then, with her airy skirt momentarily caught on a spear of bearded

grass, he saw, below her knee, under the white stocking, the

impression of a blade, narrow and wicked. La Clavel had carried a

knife in that manner, many women, he had no doubt, did; but in Pilar

its stealthy subdued gleam affected him unpleasantly. It presented a

sharp mocking contrast to all that, in connection with her, had been

running happily through his mind.

"I thought you were a moth, soft and white," he told her; "but it

appears that you are a wasp in disguise--I hope it won't occur to you

to sting me."

Serenely she resettled her skirt. "Did you look for a scapular? Young

men's eyes should be on the sky." Then she put an arm through his. "It

was never there for you ... a moth soft and white. But I don't care

for that." Her gliding magnetic touch again passed, like the fall of

a leaf, over his cheek. Affecting not to notice it he lighted a thin

cigar; he'd have to watch Pilar de Lima. Or was it himself who needed

care? The feeling of detachment, of security, was pierced by a more

acute emotion, a sensation that resembled the traced point of her

knife. She asked, nearing the place where they were to meet the

quitrin, when she might see him again; and mechanically he suggested

that evening, after the music in the Plaza de Armas.

Returning to Ancha del Norte Street, his face was grave, almost

concerned, but he was made happy by finding Andres Escobar in his

room. Andres, with the window shades lowered, was lounging and smoking

in his fine cambric shirt sleeves. He had a business of routine to

communicate, and then he listened, censoriously, to Charles' account

of his afternoon.

"She is a little devil, of course, with her gartered steel, but she

amuses me. I have the shadow of an idea that she was truthful about de

Vaca; and the ruby would be an excellent joke."

"I cannot approve of any of this," Andres decided; "it has so many

hidden possibilities--the Spaniards are so hellish cunning. To be

candid with you, I can't understand why they have neglected you so

long. You are, Charles, fairly conspicuous. Perhaps it is because they

hope, in the end, to get information from you. In that case, if we

were in danger, I would shoot you with my own hand. Drop this Chinese

water lily; their stems are always in the mud."

"On the contrary, you must see her," Charles Abbott insisted. "I've

explained that she can't hurt us; and we may get something floated the

other way." He was aware of an indefinable resentment at Andres'

attitude: his love for him was all that prevented the acerbity of a

voiced irritation.

* * * * *

Yet, when the regimental band was leaving to the diminishing strains

of its quickstep, Andres joined Charles and Pilar--who had left her

quitrin--strolling through the Plaza. As usual she said practically

nothing; but, in the gloom, she was specially potent, like a

fascinating and ironic idol to innocence; and Charles Abbott was

pleased by Andres' instant attention. Pilar was reluctant, now, to

return to the carriage, and she lingered between the men, who, in

turn, gazed down addressing remarks to the smooth blackness of her

hair or to the immobile whiteness of her face. Charles dropped behind,

to light a cigar, and when he came up to them again he had the

illusive sense of a rapid speech stopped at his approach. Andres

Escobar's countenance was lowered, his brow drawn together ... it had

been Pilar de Lima, surprisingly, who had talked. Charles recalled the

manner in which her low, even voice flowed from scarcely moving lips,

with never a shadow of emotion, of animation, across her unstirred

flattened features.

Some Cubans gathered about the table when, later, they were eating

ices; and, gaining Pilar's consent, he left with the indispensable

polite regrets and bows. He was vaguely and thoroughly disturbed,

uneasy, as though a grain of poison had entered him and were

circulating through all his being. It was a condition he was

unfamiliar with, disagreeable in the extreme; and one which he

determined to stamp out. It hadn't existed in his contact with Pilar

until the appearance of Andres; yes, it came about from the

conjunction of the girl, Andres and himself; spilled into the clarity

of their companionship, Andres and his, her influence had already

darkened and slightly embittered it ... had affected it, Charles

added; she was powerless to touch him in the future; he put her

resolutely, completely, from his thoughts.

He was a little appalled at the suddenness with which the poison had

tainted him, infecting every quality of superiority, of detachment, of

reasoning, he possessed. When he saw Andres again, after the interval

of a week, his heart was empty of everything but crystal admiration,

affection; but Andres was obscured, his bearing even defiant. They

were at a reception given by a connection of the Cespedes on the

Cerro. Instinctively they had drawn aside, behind a screen of

pomegranate and mignonette trees in the patio; but their privacy,

Charles felt, had been uncomfortably invaded. He spoke of this,

gravely, and Andres suddenly drooped in extreme dejection.

"Why did you ever bring us together!" he exclaimed. "She, Pilar, has

fastened herself about me like one of those pale strangling orchids.

No other woman alive could have troubled me, but, then, Pilar is not a

woman." Charles Abbott explained his agreement with that.

"What is she?" Andres cried. "She says nothing, she hardly ever lifts

her eyes from her hands, I can give you my word kissing her is like

tasting a sherbet; and yet I can't put her out of my mind. I get all

my thoughts, my feelings, from her as though they passed in a body

from her brain to mine. They are thoughts I detest. Charles, when I am

away from you, I doubt and question you, and sink into an indifference

toward all we are, all we have been."

"Something like that began to happen to me," Charles admitted; "it was

necessary to bring it to an end; just as you must. Such things are not

for us. Drop her, Andres, on the Paseo, where she belongs." The other

again slipped outside the bounds of their friendship. "I must ask you

to make no such allusion," he retorted stiffly. Charles laughed, "You

old idiot," he said affectionately, "have her and get over it, then,

as soon as possible; I won't argue with you about such affairs, that's

plain." Andres laid a gripping hand on his arm, avoiding, while he

spoke, Charles' searching gaze.

"There is one thing you can do for me," he hurried on, "and--and I beg

you not to refuse. The manton that belonged to La Clavel! I described

it to Pilar, and she is mad to wear it to the danzon at the Tacon

Theatre. You see, it was embroidered by the Chinese, and it is

appropriate for her. Think of Pilar in that shawl, Charles."

"She can't have it," he answered shortly.

Andres Escobar's face darkened. "It had occurred to me you might

refuse," he replied. "Then there is nothing for me to do. But it

surprises me, when I remember the circumstances, that you have such a

tender feeling for it. After all, it wasn't a souvenir of love; you

never lost an opportunity to say how worn you were with La Clavel."

"No, Andres, it isn't a token of love, but a banner, yours even more

than mine, a charge we must keep above the earth."

That, Andres observed satirically, was very pretty; but a manton, a

woman's thing, had no relation to the cause of Cuban independence.

"Perhaps, but of course, you are right," Charles agreed. "Very well,

then it is only a superstition of mine. I have the feeling that if we

lower this--this standard it will bring us bad luck, it will be

disastrous. What that Pilar, you may think, is to you, the manton has

always been for me. It is in my blood; I regard it as a sailor might a

chart. And then, Andres, remember--it protected Cuba."

"I have to have it," the other whispered desperately; "she--she wants

it, for the danzon."

Charles Abbott's resentment changed to pity, and then to a calm

acceptance of what had the aspect of undeviating fate. "Very well," he

said quietly. "After all, you are right, it is nothing but a shawl,

and our love for each other must not suffer. I'll give it to you

freely, Andres: she will look wonderful in it."

The other grasped his hands. "Be patient, Charles," he begged. "This

will go and leave us as we were before, as we shall always be. It

hasn't touched what you know of, it is absolutely aside from that--a

little scene in front of the curtain between the acts of the serious,

the main, piece. I doubted her honesty, as you described it, at first;

but you were right. She has no interest at all in our small struggle;

she is only anxious to return to Peru."

"I wish she had never come from there!" Charles declared; "whether she

is honest or dishonest is unimportant. She is spoiled, like a bad

lime."

"If you had been more successful with her--" Andres paused significantly.

"So that," Charles returned, "is what she said or hinted to you!"

Andres Escobar was gazing away into the massed and odorous grey-blue

mignonette. "Go away before I get angry with you; you are more

Spanish than any Mendoza. The manton you'll find at home tonight."

He was, frankly, worried about Andres; not fundamentally--Andres'

loyalty was beyond any personal betrayal--but because he was aware of

the essential inflammability of all tropical emotion. The other might

get into a rage with Pilar, who never, herself, could fall into such

an error, and pay the penalty exacted by a swift gesture toward the

hem of her skirt. Then he recalled, still with a slight shudder of

delight, the soft dragging feel of her fingers on his cheek. He tied

the shawl up sombrely, oppressed by the conviction of mischance he had

expressed to Andres, and despatched it.

Pilar de Lima might, possibly, depart for Peru earlier even than she

hoped; boats left not infrequently for Mexico and South America--the

Argentine for which La Clavel had longed--and she was welcome to try

her mysterious arts upon the seas away from Cuba and Andres. A sugar

bag could easily, at the appropriate moment, be slipped over her head,

and a bateau carry her out, with a sum of gold, at night to a

departing ship. There would be no trouble, after she had been seen, in

getting her on board. And Charles Abbott thought of her, in her silent

whiteness, corrupting one by one the officers and crew; a vague

hatred would spread over the deck, forward and aft; and through the

cabins, the hearts, her suggestions and breath of evil touched. They

would never see Mexico, he decided; but, on a calm purple night in the

Gulf, a sanguine and volcanic inferno of blackened passion would burst

around the flicker of her blanched dress and face no colder in death

than in life.

* * * * *

Charles Abbott's thoughts returned continually to Andres; in the

shadowy region of his brain the latter was like a vividly and singly

illuminated figure. He remembered, too, the occasion of his first

seeing Andres, at the Hotel Inglaterra: they had gone together into

the restaurant, where, over rum punches and cigars, the love he had

for him had been born at once. It was curious--that feeling; a thing

wholly immaterial, idealizing. He had speculated about it before, but

without coming to the end of its possibilities, the bottom of its

meaning. There was no need to search for a reason for the love of

women; that, it might be, was no more than mechanical, the allurement

cast by nature about its automatic purpose. It belonged to earth,

where it touched any sky was not Charles' concern; but his friendship

for Andres Escobar had no relation to material ends.

At first it had been upheld, vitalized, by admiration, qualities

perceptible to his mind, to analysis; he had often reviewed

them--Andres' deep sense of honor, his allegiance to a conduct free of

self, his generosity, his slightly dramatic but inflexible courage,

the fastidious manners of his person. His clothes, the sprig of mimosa

he preferred, the angle of his hat and the rake back, through an

elbow, of his malacca cane, were all satisfying, distinguished. But

Charles' consciousness of these actual traits, details, had vanished

before an acceptance of Andres as a whole, uncritically. What, once,

had been a process of thought had become an emotion integral with his

own subconscious being.

Something of his essential character had entered Andres, and a part of

Andres had become bound into him. This, as soon as she had grown into

the slightest menace to it, had cast Pilar de Lima from his

consideration. It had been no effort, at the moment necessary he had

forgotten her; just as Andres, faced with the truth, would put her

away from him. The bond between them, Charles told himself, was forged

from pure gold.

This was running through his head on the night of the danzon. He was

seated at the entrance of the United States Club, where the sharp

Yankee accents of the gamblers within floated out and were lost in the

narrow walled darkness of Virtudes Street. It was no more than eleven,

the Tacon Theatre would be empty yet.... Charles had no intention of

going to the danzon, but at the same time he was the victim of a

restless curiosity in connection with it; he had an uncomfortable

oppression at the vision of Andres, with Pilar in the bright shawl, on

the floor crowded with the especial depravities of Havana.

The Spanish officers had made it customary for men of gentility to go

into the criolla festivities; they were always present, the young and

careless, the drunken and degenerate; and that, too, added to Charles'

indefinable sense of possible disaster. In a way, it might be an

excellent thing for him to attend, to watch, the danzon. If Andres

were infatuated he would be blind to the dangers, both the political

and those emanating from the mixture of bloods. At this moment the

game inside ended, and a knot of men, sliding into their coats,

awkwardly grasping broad-brimmed hats, appeared, departing for the

Tacon Theatre. A perfunctory nodded invitation for him to accompany

them settled the indecision in Charles Abbott's mind. And, a half hour

later, he was seated in a palco of the second tier, above the dance.

Familiar with them, he paid no attention to the sheer fantastic

spectacle; the two orchestras, one taking up the burden of sound when

the other paused, produced not for him their rasping dislocated

rhythm. He was aware only of floating skirts, masks and dark or light

faces, cigars held seriously in serious mouths. Charles soon saw that

Andres and Pilar de Lima had not yet arrived. As he leaned forward

over the railing of the box, Gaspar Arco de Vaca, sardonic and

observing, glanced up and saluted with his exaggerated courtesy. He

disappeared, there was a knock at the closed door behind Charles, and

de Vaca entered.

There was a general standing acknowledgement of his appearance; the

visor of his dress cap was touched for every man present, and he took

a vacated chair at Charles' side. "You weren't attracted to my white

absinthe," he said easily. On the contrary, Charles replied, he had

liked Pilar very well, although she had annoyed him by foolish tales

of a Spanish interest in him.

"She is, of course, an agent," de Vaca admitted indifferently. "We

almost have to keep her in a cage, like a leopard from Tartary. She

has killed three officers of high rank; although we do not prefer her

as an assassin. She is valuable as a drop of acid, here, there; and

extraordinary individuals often rave about her. We'll have to garrotte

her some time, and that will be a pity."

There was a flash of color below, of carmine and golden orange, and

Charles recognized Pilar wrapped, from her narrow shoulders to her

delicate ankles, in the manton. Andres Escobar, with a protruding lip

and sullen eyes, was at her side. Suddenly de Vaca utterly astounded

Charles; with a warning pressure of his hand he spoke at the younger

man's ear:

"I am leaving at once for Madrid, a promotion has fortunately lifted

me from this stinking black intrigue, and I have a memory ... from the

sala de Armas, the echo of a sufficiently spirited compliment. As I

say, I am off; what is necessary to you is necessary--a death in

Havana or a long life at home. Where I am concerned you have bought

your right to either. You cannot swing the balance against Spain. And

I have this for you to consider. Your friend, Escobar, has reached the

end of his journey. It will accomplish nothing to inform him; he is

not to walk from the theatre. Very well--if you wish to hatch your

seditious wren's eggs tomorrow, if you wish to wake tomorrow at all,

stay away from him. Anything else will do no good except, perhaps, for

us."

Charles Abbott sat with a mechanical gaze on the floor covered with

revolving figures. He realized instantly that Gaspar Arco de Vaca had

been truthful. The evidence of that lay in the logic of his words, the

ring of his voice. The officer rose, saluted, and left. Andres had

come to the end of his journey! It was incredible. He had not moved

from the spot where Charles had first seen him; he had taken off his

hat, and his dark faultlessly brushed hair held in a smooth gleam the

reflection of a light.

Andres turned with a chivalrous gesture to Pilar, who, ignoring it

completely, watched with inscrutable eyes the passing men. The shawl,

on her, had lost its beauty; it was malevolent, screaming in color;

contrasted with it her face was marble. How, Charles speculated

desperately, was Andres to be killed? And then he saw. A tall young

Spaniard with a jeering countenance, in the uniform of a captain in a

regiment not attached at Havana, stopped squarely, with absolute

impropriety, before Pilar and asked her to dance. Andres Escobar, for

the moment, was too amazed for objection; and, as Pilar was borne

away, he made a gesture of denial that was too late.

He glanced around, as though to see if anyone had observed his

humiliation; and Charles Abbott instinctively drew back into the box.

As he did this he cursed himself with an utter loathing. Every natural

feeling impelled him below, to go blindly to the support of Andres.

There must be some way--a quick shifting of masks and escape through a

side door--to get him safely out of the hands of Spain. This, of

course, would involve, endanger, himself, but he would welcome the

necessity of that acceptance. Gaspar de Vaca had indicated the price

he might well pay for such a course--the end, at the same time, of

himself; not only the death of his body but the ruin of his hopes and

high plans. Nothing, he had told himself a thousand times, should be

allowed to assail them. Indeed, he had discussed just such a

contingency as this with Andres. Theoretically there had been no

question of the propriety of an utter seeming selfishness; the way,

across a restaurant table, had been clear.

* * * * *

In the box the other Americans maintained a steady absorbed commenting

on the whirling color of the danzon. One, finally, attracted by the

manton on Pilar de Lima, called the attention of the others to her

Chinese characteristics. They all leaned forward, engaged by the total

pallor of her immobility above the blazing silk. They exclaimed when

she left the Spanish officer and resumed her place by Andres Escobar's

side. "Isn't that peculiar?" Charles was asked. "You are supposed to

know all about these dark affairs. Isn't it understood that the women

keep to their own men? And that Cuban, Abbott, you know him; we often

used to see you with him!"

"Yes," Charles Abbott acknowledged, "partners seldom leave each other.

That is Andres Escobar."

He paid no more heed to the voices about him, but sat with his gaze,

his hopes and fears, fastened on Andres and Pilar. Back again, she

was, as usual, silent, dragging her fingers through the knotted

magenta fringe of the shawl. Andres, though, was speaking in short

tense phrases that alternated with concentrated angry pauses. She

lifted her arms to him, and they began to dance. They remained,

however, characteristic of the danzon, where they were, turning slowly

and reversing in a remarkably small space. They were a notably

graceful couple, and they varied, with an intricate stepping, the

general monotony of the measure.

Charles had an insane impulse to call down to Andres, to attract his

attention, and to wave him away from the inimical forces gathering

about him. Instead of this he lighted a cigarette, with hands the

reverse of steady, and concentrated all his thoughts upon the fact of

Cuban independence. That, he told himself, was the only thing of

importance in his life, in the world. And it wasn't Cuba--alone, but

the freedom of life at large, that rested, in part at least, on the

foundation he might help to lay, the beginning solidity of human

liberty, superiority. He forced himself to gaze with an air of

indifference at the dancing below him; but, it seemed, wherever he

looked, the manton floated into his vision. He saw, now, nothing else,

neither Pilar nor Andres, but only the savage challenging fire of

silks. The shawl's old familiar significance had been entirely

lost--here he hated and feared it, it was synonymous with all that

threatened his success. It gathered into its folded and draped square

the evil of the danzon, the spoiled mustiness of joined and debased

bloods, the license under a grotesque similitude of restraint.

This was obliterated by a wave of affection for Andres so strong that

it had the effect of an intolerable physical pressure within his body:

his love had the aspect of a tangible power bound to assert itself or

to destroy him. With clenched hands he fought it back, he drove it

away before the memory of the other. Voices addressed him, but he paid

no attention, the words were mere sounds from a casual sphere with

which he had nothing in common. He must succeed in his endeavor, put

into actuality at this supreme moment his selfless projection of duty,

responsibility. For it was, in spite of his preoccupation with its

personal possibilities, an ideal to which he, as an entity, was

subordinated. He recalled the increasing number of destinies in which

he was involved, that were being thrust upon him, and for which, at

best, he would become accountable. So much more lay in the immediate

future than was promised--justified--in the present.

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