XXIX The Truth that is Clean

I

The winter wore away. Larimore Trench was too deeply occupied to give

much time to his small family. “Success had come to him unsought: not

the success he had hoped for or desired. Griffith Ramsay opened the way

when, as toast-master at a convention banquet, he introduced Lary as

Consulting Architect--a title the opulent New Yorker took seriously.

And it was Ramsay who looked after the contracts, stipulating enormous

fees for the service Lary would have given gratuitously, had he been

left to his own devices.

“I feel like a robber,” he told Judith when he handed her a check in

four figures--compensation for work that had actually consumed only

a few hours of his time. “You know, I met the man at a stag dinner,

early in December, and took a real liking to him. He had an option on

a place, and he asked me to go out and look at it. It was one of the

worst atrocities I ever saw--and I didn’t mince words with him. It was

such a bargain that he could afford to spend a little money on drastic

changes--and I told him what to do. I have often given that kind of

advice to a friend. I wouldn’t think of sending in a bill.”

“And it hurts your pride, to be selling your taste.”

Lary looked at her, a light dawning in his limpid brown eyes.

“You are the most remarkable woman in the world. You have the insight

of a sage ... and the intuition of a poet. I didn’t know what was wrong

with me. And in a second you put your finger on the tender spot. It is

precisely the feeling I had the first time an editor sent me a check

for a poem. You don’t sell things that come out of your soul. To take

money for them is like rubbing the bloom from the grape. It leaves your

soul shiny and bare.”

“But, Lary, an artist takes money for his pictures. It is bad for his

art if he lives by any other means. The painter who has no need to work

is almost sure to go stale in a few years. If you had been born when

Greece was at the climax of her glory--”

“I would have been an artisan--taking wages for my work, like

Apollodorus and Praxiteles--with no more social opportunity and

aspiration than an upper servant,” Lary retorted, laughing whimsically.

“The Greeks had no illusions about art. It was as closely knit with the

kitchen as with the temple. This idea that artists are fit associates

for millionaires--that is, for the aristocracy--is purely a figment of

modern times. My repugnance for money is not the result of my classical

training. It was burned into my mind by the gruelling conflict of

opinions between my father and mother. My father and I were born to an

age that knows only the money standard. The world--and my mother--are

not to blame, if he and I are out of joint with the times.”

“But you won’t let it hurt you, Lary ... let it embitter you?”

“No, sweetheart. I’ll make a joke of it. I’ll tell Ramsay to double his

infamous bills.” And Larimore Trench went forth to rob another rich man.

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