XXVI The Light Within

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A little while before the expressman called for the trunks, Judith

went for the last time through the wicket gate. She and Eileen had

been packing all day, and she was weary to the verge of collapse.

Theodora had hovered over her ever since she came from school, up in

the attic where winter garments must be looked over, down in the pantry

and cellar, where the Duttons were receiving orders for the temporary

closing of Vine Cottage. Through it all she had been silent and

unobtrusive, her face wearing an expression that well-nigh broke the

heart of the woman who loved her. Only once did she offer speech:

“I guess it’s better for my mamma to get natural again--because--the

other way she couldn’t have lived.”

The remedy that would work such magic once ought to be efficacious

again. Lavinia’s altered attitude towards her husband was, beyond

peradventure, the result of her visit in Bromfield. When Judith found

opportunity, she asked:

“Do you think you will be coming to New York this fall? There will

always be a guest room for you and father.”

“David can’t get away before spring, with the Marksley contract

crowding him to the wall, and Larimore gone all the time. If he had any

system about him, he wouldn’t let things crowd him that way. If I was a

contractor--”

“Then, perhaps you will come alone, and stop off at Bromfield on the

way home. Your visit there in July certainly gave you great benefit.”

“How much benefit--no one will ever know!” The black eyes snapped. “It

almost paid for all that has happened since. To see some one that you

thought was rich and prosperous--and find out that they have actually

less than you have--” She stopped, and the even white teeth clicked. “I

mean my brother Ted.” In crimson confusion she hurried to the window,

where she stood dumbly contemplating the street. When she turned, it

was to abuse Eileen so extravagantly that she became aware of the

blunder she was making.

“Mrs. Ascott, you mustn’t listen to what I am saying,” she floundered.

“Won’t you call me Judith, now that I am no longer Mrs. Ascott?”

Mrs. Trench laughed foolishly.

“I forgot that you and Larimore were married last night. I’ll forget my

own name if I have to live in this nightmare much longer.”

“Perhaps you can get it off your mind if you go to Bromfield for a few

weeks. I am sure Dr. Schubert and Nanny will look after--”

“I never want to see Bromfield again.”

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