THORNHILL'S STORY.

"Will you go in and see him, Evelyn? No, it's not you Edala. He wants

to talk to Evelyn this time."

Hyland had just come from his father's sick room. Both girls, awaiting

the summons, had started up. Some days had passed since the rescue

party had returned to Kwabulazi, but the wounded man did not seem to

improve. The doctor feared lest erysipelas might set in, it was even

possible that the patient might lose his sight, for the wound had

perforce been dressed in rough and ready fashion at the time--indeed but

that they had put their best foot foremost in the retreat they would

have been attacked by a force whose overwhelming strength would have

rendered massacre almost a certainty. As it was they were pressed hard

to within a mile of the entrenchments; but some at any rate among the

savages had had experience in trying to rush that very entrenchment, and

had no stomach for a repetition thereof. So the impi had drawn off.

To her dying day Edala will never forget the return of that rescue

party--and the lifting down of her father's half--unconscious form from

the horse on which Hyland had supported him--the deathly pallor of the

drawn face, the beard all clotted with dried blood, the hands limp and

nerveless. So utterly did she give way, in the plenitude of her grief

and gnawing remorse that several of the men had to turn away with a

suspicious choke.

"Too late! Too late!" she moaned, throwing herself on the ground beside

him. "You said it would be, and it is."

"But it isn't," struck in Hyland. "He's got a bad knock on the head,

but old Vine'll be able to put that right. Come, get up, Edala dear.

We must put him to bed, you know."

The tone was decisive, practical, but the speaker felt far from as

confident as he would have his sister believe. And Dr Vine's diagnosis

was by no means reassuring. He feared complications. So the wounded

man was carried into the airiest and most comfortable room in Elvesdon's

far from luxurious house, where all was done for him that could be done.

There was difficulty with Edala. She refused to leave the bedside day

or night. It was only when her father recovered full consciousness that

they were able to get her away, when she had poured out her soul to him

in an agony of remorse and self-reproach. Then he had soothed her, and

insisted upon her taking rest and food; and she had obeyed

unquestioningly. His lightest word was law now--as it had been in the

times long past. She was allowed to help her brother and Elvesdon in

their unremitting care of the wounded man, and the same held good of

Evelyn Carden. But it was once and for all decided that neither of the

girls should be allowed to overdo it, and this was adhered to no matter

how much they begged and pleaded.

Elvesdon had taken up the reins of office again, and found his hands

very full indeed. The telegraph wire had been repaired, and messages

kept flashing in, communicating matters which demanded his constant

attention, some necessary and some not. But at night he never curtailed

one single half hour of his vigil at the bedside of his friend in

recently and narrowly escaped peril. They had gone through a furnace

together.

Strong man as he was the strain was beginning to tell upon Elvesdon. He

looked pale and fagged, and his spirits became depressed. His

conversation with Thornhill in the hour of their mutual danger was fresh

in his mind, but although he saw a great deal of Edala there was nothing

in the girl's look or manner to show that she regarded him in the light

of any other than an ordinary friend, a jolly good chum with no nonsense

about him, and whom she could treat with the same free, frank

_camaraderie_ as her own brother. This, of course, was no time to urge

any further claim upon her: he recognised that. Still he felt

depressed.

While feeling a little more so than usual there came a knock at his

office door. It was late afternoon and he was wondering whether he

could venture to shut up for a time before any more of those beastly

wires came in.

"Miss Thornhill would like to see you, sir," said Prior, entering.

"Will you see her?"

"Why of course. And--er--Prior. I don't want to be disturbed, no

matter who by. See?"

Prior did see, and if the Governor himself had appeared on the scene

until that door should open again, decidedly His Excellency would have

had to wait.

"And now, to what is this unwonted honour due?" he began, closing the

door behind his visitor. "First of all, sit. Why, _Diane chasseresse_,

you have not been obeying orders I'm afraid. You are looking a little

bit--well, overdone."

"That's better than feeling a good bit underdone," she rejoined with

something of her old, bright laugh.

"How's the patient? Any further improvement?"

"Rather. Old Vine says we needn't be anxious any more."

"That's right royal news. We ought to give three cheers. But it was

sweet of you to come and tell me this, Edala."

The name came out half-unconsciously. He had taken to using it of late:

their new _rapprochement_ in the circumstances of a mutual care and

anxiety had seemed to render it natural. And she had never resented it

or shown any sign of astonishment.

"I didn't come to tell it you," answered the girl, in her direct

straightforward way. She had risen from her chair, and the clear blue

eyes met his full, yet he thought to detect in them a shade of

embarrassment. "What I came to tell you was--is--what an ungrateful,

unappreciative little beast I must have seemed all this time never to

have said a word about your bravery--your heroism. You saved father's

life. You stood over him and kept off those brutes when--when--"

She broke off, with a little stamp of the foot. Her eyes were beginning

to fill. Elvesdon's face flushed uneasily.

"No--no--no. `Bravery! Heroism!' Bah!" he answered. "You don't

suppose I was going to run away and leave him, do you? Why even Ramasam

would hardly have done that. Besides--if I had wanted to ever so much I

couldn't have got far. We were unmounted remember. And, if you only

knew it, I've been cursing myself and my own idiocy right roundly in

having been such a blithering idiot as to get us into that hobble at

all. I daresay I shall get a kick down in the Service on the strength

of it when my full report goes in, and I haven't spared myself in it I

can tell you."

"Have you sent it in yet?" asked the girl, speaking quickly.

"No--but I shall to-morrow."

"Then promise me you won't--until you've rewritten it. If you don't I

shall make Hyland, and anyone else who's likely to be of any use, blazon

the whole thing out in every paper in the Colony, and in all South

Africa too. Now promise me you won't."

The colour had come into her cheeks, emphasising the clearness of the

dilated blue eyes. She looked lovely. As she stood there, drawn up

erect, again came back to him that vision of her on that exciting

occasion of their first meeting. He felt a trifle unsteadied, a trifle

thrown off his balance.

"It's of no use belittling the thing," she went on, her words tripping

over each other's heels, as it were. "You men who _do_ things are too

fond of doing that--"

"Are--_they_?" rejoined Elvesdon, with a touch of humour. "I've

sometimes noticed it's rather the other way on." And then a sudden

whirlwind of feeling seemed to sweep him off his feet. "Edala, when

your father and I were in that very tight fix together--I mean just

before either of us knew that we were going to have the feeblest chance

of escape--I put a question to him. Would you like to know what it

was?"

"Yes."

"Then you shall. I asked him whether, in the event of us ever getting

away again, he would have any objection to my trying to win your love."

"What did he answer?"

"He answered by another question. Did I think I could do it?"

"Well--and do you?"

She stood--the lovely flower-like face transformed with sweetness. He

had already taken a couple of steps towards her, in his uncontrollable

tension, and then--

"Yes, I think you can--darling," she whispered, into his shoulder a few

moments later. "In fact--you have."

"This is a strange sort of surrounding for such a climax--my own," he

murmured--after an interval. "A fusty, dusty old office."

"Well, and what could be more appropriate,"--she returned--"under the

circumstances."

The while Prior had sent at least two damning Government transport--

riders away, using dreadful language because being _after office hours_

they could not get their way-bills checked, and wondering what was the

_blanked_ use of blanked Resident Magistrates or blanked _blanked_ Civil

servants _blanked_ anyhow.

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Evelyn Carden got up in obedience to the summons, to go to her relative.

"You don't mind, do you, dear?" she said, with her usual tactful

consideration.

"No--no. Of course not," answered Edala, yet still conscious of that

faint remaining twinge of jealousy. But the two had become drawn to

each other like sisters now. They had been through strange experiences

together, and each had come fully to rate the other at her own worth.

The room was cool and restful if not luxurious. Thornhill's tall form

lay there under the coverlet, a pathetic embodiment of strength laid

low. Even the bandages round his head, unsightly as all bandages are,

did not detract from the reposeful dignity of that calm strong face.

Evelyn stooped and kissed him on the cheek, taking, in her cool grasp,

the hand which was searching for hers.

"Well Inqoto, and you are much better now?" she said, and there was a

sort of cooing softness about the tone.

"No--I am not particularly--by the way, you seem to have got your tongue

round that dick at last."

"Practice," she answered smilingly.

"I'm not better, and I don't want to be. I've run out my time. Who

cares how soon I'm dead? I don't, for one." The pathos in the

naturalness of the voice brought something of a lump into the listener's

throat.

"Who cares?" she echoed after a moment of suspicious pause. "What about

Hyland for instance?"

"Hyland? Ah! Dear boy, he always believed in me."

"So does Edala," said the other boldly.

There was no answer. What was she to say? thought Evelyn.

"She does now," she went on. The wounded man opened his eyes wide.

"Does now? Rather late in the day. But," as if it had suddenly dawned

upon him, "what do you--I've had a whack on the head you know, and it's

left me rather stupid--what do you--know about things?"

"Nothing. Because there's nothing to know," came the cheerful confident

rejoinder. "Listen Inqoto--I believe it's useless, and worse, any

beating about the bush between you and me. Shall I speak plainly?"

Thornhill looked at her long and earnestly. As he did so a whole world

of reassurance came into his eyes. "Yes, of course," he said. "Talk as

plainly as you like."

"Well, I overheard a couple of silly cackling geese under the window the

other day, but the subject of their cackle was too farcical for words--

about you of course. Edala heard it too."

"Edala heard it?"

"Yes. Then we talked it out, and she said she didn't believe it

either."

There seemed no necessity on the part of Thornhill--perhaps from force

of mental habit no such occurred to him--to ask what the said `it' might

be.

"She has believed it up till now, anyhow," he said.

"And if you could have seen the awful agony of self-reproach she was in

that day!" urged the other. "It seemed almost like someone blind

restored to sight when I put the whole thing to her in a few words.

Under any other circumstances it would have been laughable--the quick

transformation, I mean."

"Yet they had something to go upon--something to go upon," repeated the

wounded man slowly. "I may as well tell you all about it, though

there's not much to tell."

Evelyn's clasp of the hand she held, tightened.

"You know I was under arrest years ago on suspicion of doing away with

my--legal partner in life?"

Evelyn nodded. Since she had overheard the two women's gossip she had

gone straight to Hyland and got the whole story out of him. Thornhill

went on.

"The strange part of the whole thing is that I didn't do it."

"I never for one fraction of a second supposed _you_ did."

"You stand pretty well alone there," answered Thornhill with a pressure

of the hand. "To cut a long story--and a very unpleasant one, for even

now the taste comes back--short, the party to whom I had given my name,

when I was young and foolish, and who, incidentally, gained far more by

the transaction than I did, led me a most shocking life. No--it wasn't

owing to drink, it was sheer innate devilishness. This went on for

years--by the bye you can still see some of its results in the way Edala

has turned against me ever since. That process, however, had begun

before, and not only with this child but with all of them. Well let's

get to the end of the abominable rotten episode, for the bare telling of

it makes me sick."

"Then don't tell it, Inqoto. Why should you?" adjured Evelyn earnestly,

and very uneasily as she remembered the doctor's injunctions that the

wounded man was not to be allowed to excite himself in the least degree.

Yet, now, his face was flushed and he was moving restlessly in the bed.

"I'd better get it over. Fact is I haven't mentioned the matter to

anybody--since--since it happened. You are the first. One night--after

raising a particularly shameful and scandalous scene--good Lord! it's

lucky the walls at Sipazi can't talk--she rushed out of the house

swearing that she was going to put an end to herself. Candidly I didn't

in the least care if she did, to such a pass had things come; however I

thought I should probably be suspected of murder if such a thing

happened. So I started to follow her, and didn't overtake her all of a

sudden either. When I did she had got among the rocks and crevices--

never mind what part of the farm or even if on it at all. I tell you

then, she was just like one possessed. I thought the devil must be

standing there before me, but I tried to warn her that she was ramping

dangerously near an ugly crevice that might be any depth. She answered

she didn't care. She was going to jump into it if only to get me hanged

for her murder. Well hardly were the words uttered than she tripped on

something and hurtled bang into the crack. I could do nothing, you

know. I was fully twenty yards off. Horrible, isn't it?"

The listener bent her head gravely.

"You were not to blame," she said. "The thing was sheer accident."

"So it was. I have had a great many years wherein to look back, and I

have never been able to blame myself in the affair in any single

particular. Well at the time my first feeling was one of intense

relief--shocking again, wasn't it? Then a horrid thought struck me.

Our relations with each other were well known, were matter of common

scandal. I began to feel the tightening of a noose, for who the devil

was likely to believe my version? Just then I saw someone watching me.

"I must have been mad. I don't know how it happened, but instead of

treating any witness as a friendly and invaluable one, I at once assumed

this one's hostility. I decided that one of us must not leave the spot

alive. I flung myself upon him and--didn't we have a tussle! Well, he

did exactly the same thing--stepped back into a crevice, and--stayed

there. That man was Manamandhla."

"Then he got out?"

"Well, of course. But I didn't know he was alive from that night until

a few weeks before you came. And he saved all four of our lives--but

that part of the story you know. Well that's all--and, thank God it

is."

The narrator closed his eyes wearily and lay still. The listener sat

there, still holding his hand. Her glance rested upon the firm, fine

features, and a great yearning was round her heart. What a tragedy had

this man's life been. Her thoughts went round to Edala. Had she been

in Edala's place would she have taken everything on trust? She thought

she would: she was sure she would.

"Why didn't you tell Edala all this, Inqoto?" she asked. "When she was

old enough I mean."

"She wouldn't have believed me. Do you?"

He had opened his eyes and was fixing them full on her face. But not

the slightest sign of doubt or misgiving did he read there. On the

contrary the expression was one of complete trust.

"Haven't I already said so?" she answered.

"Do you know, Evelyn, since I have been lying here I have found myself

wishing you had never found us out at all."

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