We are fond of calling this an age of transition, but if we trace

history back we find that practically every age--at least for

many centuries--has been an age of transition. If we must set a

starting-point from which we have been moving, the social philosopher

will be inclined to place it about the beginning of the sixteenth

century. If we have been in transition for four hundred years, it

seems almost time to settle down from this wild ferment of beliefs

and discoveries that has kept the world’s mind in constant turmoil

since the time of the Renaissance. There are signs that such a

crystallization is taking place. We are weeding out our culture, and

casting aside the classical literature that was the breeding-ground for

the old ideas. We have achieved as yet little to take its place. Most

of the modern literature is rather a restless groping about in the dark

for new modes of thinking and new principles of life, and thus far it

hardly seems to have grasped the robust and vital in the new to any

appreciable extent. One can hardly believe that this morbid virus that

is still working with undiminished vigor and deadly effect will succeed

in making itself the dominant note in European literature for the next

five hundred years. One hates to think that our posterity is to be

doomed to torture itself into appreciating our feverish modern art and

music, and learn to rank the wild complexities of Strauss with the

sublimities of Beethoven. Shall we be sure that the conquest of the air

is finally achieved and a third dimension added to man’s traveling, or

is it all simply another daring and brilliant stab at the impossible,

another of those blasphemies against nature which impious man is

constantly striving to commit? There are few signs of the Socialistic

State, but who knows what births of new institutions, of which we are

now quite unaware, future ages will see to have been developing in our

very midst? Is religion doomed, or is it merely being transformed, so

that we shall be seen to have been creating amid all our indifference a

new type and a new ideal? Will our age actually be distinctive as the

era of the Dawn of Peace, or will the baby institution of arbitration

disappear before a crude and terrible reality? Are we progressing, or

shall we seem to have sown the seeds of world decay in this age of

ours, and at a great crisis in history let slip another opportunity

to carry mankind to a higher social level? It is maddening to the

philosopher to think how long he will have to live to find an answer

to these questions. He wants to know, but in the present all he can do

is to guess at random. Not immortality, but an opportunity to wake up

every hundred years or so to see how the world is progressing, may well

be his desire and his dream. Such an immortality may be incredible, but

it is the only form which has ever proved satisfactory, or ever will,

to the rational man.

X

THE EXPERIMENTAL LIFE

It is good to be reasonable, but too much rationality puts the soul

at odds with life. For rationality implies an almost superstitious

reliance on logical proofs and logical motives, and it is logic that

life mocks and contradicts at every turn. The most annoying people

in the world are those who demand reasons for everything, and the

most discouraging are those who map out ahead of them long courses of

action, plan their lives, and systematically in the smallest detail

of their activity adapt means to ends. Now the difficulty with all

the prudential virtues is that they imply a world that is too good to

be true. It would be pleasant to have a world where cause and effect

interlocked, where we could see the future, where virtue had its

reward, and our characters and relations with other people and the work

we wish to do could be planned out with the same certainty with which

cooks plan a meal. But we know that that is not the kind of a world

we actually live in. Perhaps men have thought that, by cultivating

the rational virtues and laying emphasis on prudence and forethought,

they could bend the stubborn constitution of things to meet their

ideals. It has always been the fashion to insist, in spite of all the

evidence, that the world was in reality a rational place where certain

immutable moral principles could be laid down with the same certainty

of working that physical laws possess. It has always been represented

that the correct procedure of the moral life was to choose one’s end

or desire, to select carefully all the means by which that end could

be realized, and then, by the use of the dogged motive force of the

will, to push through the plans to completion. In the homilies on

success, it has always been implied that strength of will was the only

requisite. Success became merely a matter of the ratio between the

quantity of effort and will-power applied, and the number of obstacles

to be met. If one failed, it was because the proper amount of effort

had not been applied, or because the plans had not been properly

constructed. The remedy was automatically to increase the effort or

rationalize the plans. Life was considered to be a battle, the strategy

of which a general might lay out beforehand, an engagement in which he

might plan and anticipate to the minutest detail the movement of his

forces and the disposition of the enemy. But one does not have to live

very long to see that this belief in the power and the desirability

of controlling things is an illusion. Life works in a series of

surprises. One’s powers are given in order that one may be alert and

ready, resourceful and keen. The interest of life lies largely in its

adventurousness, and not in its susceptibility to orderly mapping.

The enemy rarely comes up from the side the general has expected; the

battle is usually fought out on vastly different lines from those that

have been carefully foreseen and rationally organized. And similarly in

life do complex forces utterly confound and baffle our best laid plans.

Our strategy, unless it is open to instant correction, unless it is

flexible, and capable of infinite resource and modification, is a

handicap rather than an aid in the battle of life. In spite of the

veracious accounts of youths hewing their way to success as captains

of industry or statesmen, with their eye singly set on a steadfast

purpose, we may be sure that life seldom works that way. It is not so

tractable and docile, even to the strongest. The rational ideal is

one of those great moral hypocrisies which every one preaches and no

one practices, but which we all believe with superstitious reverence,

and which we take care shall be proven erroneous by no stubborn facts

of life. Better that the facts should be altered than that the moral

tradition should die!

One of its evil effects is the compressing influence it has on many of

us. Recognizing that for us the world is an irrational place, we are

willing to go on believing that there are at least some gifted beings

who are proving the truth and vindicating the eternal laws of reason.

We join willingly the self-stigmatized ranks of the incompetent and are

content to shine feebly in the reflected light of those whose master

wills and power of effort have brought them through in rational triumph

to their ends. The younger generation is coming very seriously to doubt

both the practicability and worth of this rational ideal. They do not

find that the complex affairs of either the world or the soul work

according to laws of reason. The individual as a member of society is

at the mercy of great social laws that regulate his fortune for him,

construct for him his philosophy of life, and dictate to him his ways

of making a living. As an individual soul, he is the creature of

impulses and instincts which he does not create and which seem to lie

quite outside the reach of his rational will. Looked at from this large

social viewpoint, his will appears a puny affair indeed. There seems

little room left in which to operate, either in the sphere of society

or in his own spiritual life. That little of free-will, however, which

there is, serves for our human purposes. It must be our care simply

that we direct it wisely; and the rational ideal is not the wisest way

of directing it. The place of our free will in the scheme of life is

not to furnish driving, but _directing_ power. The engineer could never

create the power that drives his engine, but he can direct it into the

channels where it will be useful and creative. The superstition of the

strong will has been almost like an attempt to create power, something

the soul could never do. The rational ideal has too often been a mere

challenge to attain the unattainable. It has ended in futility or

failure.

This superstition comes largely from our incorrigible habit of looking

back over the past, and putting purpose into it. The great man looking

back over his career, over his ascent from the humble level of his

boyhood to his present power and riches, imagines that that ideal

success was in his mind from his earliest years. He sees a progress,

which was really the happy seizing of fortunate opportunities, as

the carrying-out of a fixed purpose. But the purpose was not there

at the beginning; it is the crowning touch added to the picture,

which completes and satisfies our age-long hunger for the orderly and

correct. But we all, rich and poor, successful and unsuccessful, live

from hand to mouth. We all alike find life at the beginning a crude

mass of puzzling possibilities. All of us, unless we inherit a place in

the world,--and then we are only half alive,--have the same precarious

struggle to get a foothold. The difference is in the fortune of the

foothold, and not in our private creation of any mystical force of

will. It is a question of happy occasions of exposure to the right

stimulus that will develop our powers at the right time. The capacity

alone is sterile; it needs the stimulus to fertilize it and produce

activity and success. The part that our free will can play is to expose

ourselves consciously to the stimulus; it cannot create it or the

capacity, but it can bring them together.

In other words, for the rational ideal we must substitute the

experimental ideal. Life is not a campaign of battle, but a laboratory

where its possibilities for the enhancement of happiness and the

realization of ideals are to be tested and observed. We are not to

start life with a code of its laws in our pocket, with its principles

of activity already learned by heart, but we are to discover those

principles as we go, by conscientious experiment. Even those laws that

seem incontrovertible we are to test for ourselves, to see whether they

are thoroughly vital to our own experience and our own genius. We are

animals, and our education in life is, after all, different only in

degree, and not in kind, from that of the monkey who learns the trick

of opening his cage. To get out of his cage, the monkey must find

and open a somewhat complicated latch. How does he set about it? He

blunders around for a long time, without method or purpose, but with

the waste of an enormous amount of energy. At length he accidentally

strikes the right catch, and the door flies open. Our procedure in

youth is little different. We feel a vague desire to expand, to get out

of our cage, and liberate our dimly felt powers. We blunder around for

a time, until we accidentally put ourselves in a situation where some

capacity is touched, some latent energy liberated, and the direction

set for us, along which we have only to move to be free and successful.

We will be hardly human if we do not look back on the process and

congratulate ourselves on our tenacity and purpose and strong will. But

of course the thing was wholly irrational. There were neither plans nor

purposes, perhaps not even discoverable effort. For when we found the

work that we did best, we found also that we did it easiest. And the

outlines of the most dazzling career are little different. Until habits

were formed or prestige acquired which could float these successful

geniuses, their life was but the resourceful seizing of opportunity,

the utilization, with a minimum of purpose or effort, of the promise of

the passing moment. They were living the experimental life, aided by

good fortune and opportunity.

Now the youth brought up to the strictly rational ideal is like the

animal who tries to get out of his cage by going straight through the

bars. The duck, beating his wings against his cage, is a symbol of

the highest rationality. His logic is plain, simple, and direct. He

is in the cage; there is the free world outside; nothing but the bars

separate them. The problem is simply to fortify his will and effort

and make them so strong that they will overcome the resistance of the

cage. His error evidently lies not in his method, but in his estimation

of the strength of the bars. But youth is no wiser; it has no data

upon which to estimate either its own strength or the strength of

its obstacles. It counts on getting out through its own self-reliant

strength and will. Like the duck, “impossible” is a word not found in

its vocabulary. And like the duck, it too often dashes out its spirit

against the bars of circumstance. How often do we see young people,

brought up with the old philosophy that nothing was withheld from those

who wanted and worked for things with sufficient determination, beating

their ineffectual wings against their bars, when perhaps in another

direction the door stands open that would lead to freedom!

We do not hear enough of the tragedies of misplaced ambition. When the

plans of the man of will and determination fail, and the inexorable

forces of life twist his purposes aside from their end, he is sure

to suffer the prostration of failure. His humiliation, too, is in

proportion to the very strength of his will. It is the burden of

defeat, or at best the sting of petty success, that crushes men, and

crushes them all the more thoroughly if they have been brought up to

believe in the essential rationality of the world and the power of will

and purpose. It is not that they have aimed too high, but that they

have aimed in the wrong direction. They have not set out experimentally

to find the work to which their powers were adapted, they did not test

coolly and impartially the direction in which their achievement lay.

They forgot that, though faith may remove mountains, the will alone is

not able. There is an urgency on every man to develop his powers to

the fullest capacity, but he is not called upon to develop those that

he does not possess. The will cannot create talent or opportunity. The

wise man is he who has the clear vision to discern the one, and the

calm patience to await the other. Will, without humor and irony and a

luminous knowledge of one’s self, is likely to drive one to dash one’s

brains out against a stone wall. The world is too full of people with

nothing except a will. The mistake of youth is to believe that the

philosophy of experimentation is enervating. They want to attack life

frontally, to win by the boldness of their attack, or by the exceeding

excellence of their rational plans and purposes. But therein comes a

time when they learn perhaps that it is better to take life not with

their naked fists, but more scientifically,--to stand with mind and

soul alert, ceaselessly testing and criticizing, taking and rejecting,

poised for opportunity, and sensitive to all good influences.

The experimental life does not put one at the mercy of chance. It is

rather the rational mind that is constantly being shocked and deranged

by circumstances. But the dice of the experimenter are always loaded.

For he does not go into an enterprise, spiritual or material, relying

simply on his reason and will to pull him through. He asks himself

beforehand whether something good is not sure to come whichever way

the dice fall, or at least whether he can bear the event of failure,

whether his spirit can stand it if the experiment ends in humiliation

and barrenness. It is surprising how many seeming disasters one finds

one can bear in this anticipatory look; the tension of the failure is

relieved, anyhow. By looking ahead, one has insured one’s self up to

the limit of the venture, and one cannot lose. But to the man with the

carefully planned campaign, every step is crucial. If all does not turn

out exactly as he intends, he is ruined. He thinks he insures himself

by the excellence of his designs and the craftiness of his skill. But

he insures himself by the strange method of putting all his eggs in one

basket. He thinks, of course, he has arranged his plans so that, if

they fall, the universe falls with them. But when the basket breaks,

and the universe does not fall, his ruin is complete.

Ambition and the rational ideal seem to be only disastrous; if

unsuccessful, they produce misanthropists; if successful, beings that

prey upon their fellow men. Too much rationality makes a man mercenary

and calculating. He has too much at stake in everything he does to

know that calm disinterestedness of spirit which is the mark of the

experimental attitude towards life. Our attitude towards our personal

affairs, material and spiritual, should be like the interest we take

in sports and games. The sporting interest is one secret of a healthy

attitude towards life. The detached enthusiasm it creates is a real

ingredient of happiness. The trouble with the rational man is that

he has bet on the game. If his side wins, there is a personal reward

for him; if it loses, he himself suffers a loss. He cannot know the

true sporting interest which is unaffected by considerations of the

end, and views the game as the thing, and not the outcome. To the

experimental attitude, failure means nothing beyond a shade of regret

or chagrin. Whether we win or lose, something has been learned, some

insight and appreciation of the workings of others or of ourselves. We

are ready and eager to begin another game; defeat has not dampened our

enthusiasm. But if the man who has made the wager loses, he has lost,

too, all heart for playing. Or, if he does try again, it is not for

interest in the game, but with a redoubled intensity of self-interest

to win back what he has lost. With the sporting interest, one looks on

one’s relations with others, on one’s little rôle in the world, in the

same spirit that we look on a political contest, where we are immensely

stirred by the clash of issues and personalities, but where we know

that the country will run on in about the same way, whoever is elected.

This knowledge does not work against our interest in the struggle

itself, nor in the outcome. It only insures us against defeat. It makes

life livable by endowing us with disinterestedness. If we lose, why,

better luck next time, or, at worst, is not losing a part of life?

The experimenter with life, then, must go into his laboratory with the

mind of the scientist. He has nothing at stake except the discovery

of the truth, and he is willing to work carefully and methodically

and even cold-bloodedly in eliciting it from the tangled skein of

phenomena. But it is exactly in this cheerful, matter-of-fact way that

we are never willing to examine our own personalities and ideas. We

take ourselves too seriously, and handle our tastes and enthusiasms

as gingerly as if we feared they would shrivel away at the touch. We

perpetually either underestimate or overestimate our powers and worth,

and suffer such losses on account of the one and humiliations on

account of the other, as serve to unbalance our knowledge of ourselves,

and discourage attempts to find real guiding principles of our own or

others’ actions. We need this objective attitude of the scientist.

We must be self-conscious with a detached self-consciousness,

treating ourselves as we treat others, experimenting to discover our

possibilities and traits, testing ourselves with situations, and

gradually building up a body of law and doctrine for ourselves, a real

morality that will have far more worth and power and virtue than all

that has been tried and tested before by no matter how much of alien

human experience. We must start our quest with no prepossessions,

with no theory of what ought to happen when we expose ourselves to

certain stimuli. It is our business to see what does happen, and then

act accordingly. If the electrical experimenter started with a theory

that like magnetic poles attract each other, he would be shocked to

discover that they actually repelled each other. He might even set it

down to some inherent depravity of matter. But if his theory was not

a prejudice but a hypothesis, he would find it possible to revise it

quickly when he saw how the poles actually behaved. And he would not

feel any particular chagrin or humiliation.

But we usually find it so hard to revise our theories about ourselves

and each other. We hold them as prejudices and not as hypotheses, and

when the facts of life seem to disprove them, we either angrily clutch

at our theories and snarl in defiance, or we pull them out of us with

such a wrench that they draw blood. The scientist’s way is to start

with a hypothesis and then to proceed to verify it by experiment.

Similarly ought we to approach life and test all our hypotheses by

experience. Our methods have been too rigid. We have started with

moral dogmas, and when life obstinately refused to ratify them, we

have railed at it, questioned its sincerity, instead of adopting some

new hypothesis, which more nearly fitted our experience, and testing

it until we hit on the principle which explained our workings to

ourselves. The common-sense, rule-of-thumb morality which has come down

to us is no more valid than the common-sense, scientific observation

that the sun goes round the earth. We can rely no longer on the loose

gleanings of homely proverb and common sense for our knowledge of

personality and human nature and life.

If we do not adopt the experimental life, we are still in bondage to

convention. To learn of life from others’ words is like learning to

build a steam-engine from books in the class-room. We may learn of

principles in the spiritual life that have proven true for millions

of men, but even these we must test to see if they hold true for our

individual world. We can never attain any self-reliant morality if we

allow ourselves to be hypnotized by fixed ideas of what is good or

bad. No matter how good our principles, our devotion to morality will

be mere lip-service unless each belief is individually tested, and its

power to work vitally in our lives demonstrated.

But this moral experimentation is not the mere mechanical repetition of

the elementary student in the laboratory, who makes simple experiments

which are sure to come out as the law predicts. The laws of personality

and life are far more complex, and each experiment discovers something

really novel and unique. The spiritual world is ever-creative; the same

experiments may turn out differently for different experimenters, and

yet they may both be right. In the spiritual experimental life, we must

have the attitude of the scientist, but we are able to surpass him in

daring and boldness. We can be certain of a physical law that as it has

worked in the past, so it will work in the future. But of a spiritual

law we have no such guarantee. This it is that gives the zest of

perpetual adventure to the moral life. Human nature is an exhaustless

field for investigation and experiment. It is inexhaustible in its

richness and variety.

The old rigid morality, with its emphasis on the prudential virtues,

neglected the fundamental fact of our irrationality. It believed

that if we only knew what was good, we would do it. It was therefore

satisfied with telling us what was good, and expecting us automatically

to do it. But there was a hiatus somewhere. For we do not do what we

want to, but what is easiest and most natural for us to do, and if

it is easy for us to do the wrong thing, it is that that we will do.

We are creatures of instincts and impulses that we do not set going.

And education has never taught us more than very imperfectly how to

train these impulses in accordance with our worthy desires. Instead of

endeavoring to cure this irrationality by directing our energy into the

channel of experimentation, it has worked along the lines of greatest

resistance, and held up an ideal of inhibition and restraint. We have

been alternately exhorted to stifle our bad impulses, and to strain

and struggle to make good our worthy purposes and ambitions. Now the

irrational man is certainly a slave to his impulses, but is not the

rational man a slave to his motives and reasons? The rational ideal has

made directly for inflexibility of character, a deadening conservatism

that is unable to adapt itself to situations, or make allowance for the

changes and ironies of life. It has riveted the moral life to logic,

when it should have been yoked up with sympathy. The logic of the heart

is usually better than the logic of the head, and the consistency of

sympathy is superior as a rule for life to the consistency of the

intellect.

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