My Dear Grandchildren:
Before speaking of the changes, the marriage of your mother brought,
and the life of self-denial led by her father, in consequence of it, I
will relate a few incidents of his every day life. I have already said
he was kind to the poor. He was systematic in his contribution for the
benefit of this large class in every city; but that did not deprive him
of the pleasure of throwing a few dimes into the hands of every
applicant, although he often felt that they might be used for a bad
purpose and do more harm than good to the recipient. On one occasion
as I entered the dining room, just before breakfast, he was having a
kind and merry chat at the window, with a shabby looking son of Erin,
in the yard below, who declared to his honor that he hadnt tasted
a drop! (upon which fact the matter of giving, or not giving, seemed
to turn). He threw him a piece of money, saying, as he did so, look
out, my friend, or that quarter will get you into the calaboose. Next
morning it so happened that your grandfather was called to that useful,
but uninteresting place, to bail out a colored servant, who was prone,
occasionally, to get into scrapes, which subjected him to temporary
imprisonment, when, whom should he find there, safely ensconced in one
of the cells, but the Irishman, his old customer, as he called him,
in relating the anecdote, which he did with considerable point and
humor, making all around the breakfast table laugh heartily. At
another time, when we were spending the summer at our country place,
near the city, another citizen of the auld country presented himself
and asked for work. What kind of work can you do? inquired your
grandfather. Work, sir! I am not over particular at all, at all.
Can you dig potatoes? Praities! Your honor, jist thry me. Well,
I will hire you by the day. By the day, and sure Ive no place to
put my head at night. Well then, my man, I cant hire you, for I
have no place for you to sleep. Sleep, is it? Id never want a
better place than with the horses-the stable, to be sure, on a bit of
straw-theres no better place to my mind, sir. The poor fellows
destitution, his worn and tattered clothes, his tangled hair, with a
face young and simple, but not vicious looking, touched my husbands
heart. Poor Tommy did know how to dig potatoes, if he knew nothing
else, and his new master set him to work at his small patch, with the
understanding that when he got through with that, he had nothing more
for him to do. But Tommy took good care not to get through with that
potatoe patch, yet he was always as busy as a bee when he saw the
master coming that way, who would praise him for his industry and wink
at his tricks. Tommy was quite a Merry Andrew, and more knave than
fool, after all; and when he became a decent looking man, from the
present of a bran new suit-cap-a-pie-and a comb into the bargain,
which his thoughtful benefactor procured for him, he was decidedly the
lion of the kitchen cabinet. But how to get rid of Tommy became at
length a serious question. Just before returning to the city in the
fall, he was sent with a note, from the master, to a farmer, hard by,
who gave him a trial, but finding that he was not capable of earning a
living, or from some other cause, he soon dismissed him; and, Tommy,
much to my dismay, found his way to our city residence. But as the
developments of his character in civilized life, were not of the most
encouraging nature, it was not a difficult matter for your grandfather
to drive him from the premises.
But there was another poor man, of whom I never speak or think,
but with feelings of kindness and respect. His remains lie in
Bellefontaine, and I have no doubt but that his spirit is happy in the
presence of his God. He had lived a poor, but honest life in the west
of Ireland, with his wife and children, until, like thousands of his
countrymen, he was driven, by hardship and poverty, to seek a better
future in this land of the free and the home of the brave. In
extreme poverty they arrived in St. Louis. Not so many in family as
when they bade adieu to their native land, having buried one or two
children on the banks of the Mississippi. They had all had ship
fever, and a more wretched looking family I had never seen. But
notwithstanding their squalid poverty and wretchedness we found them
industrious, good people, and Protestants, which was an unusual
circumstance among this class of Irish. Your grandfather, who, in his
charities, never seemed to forget that God caused his sun to shine upon
the evil as well as the good, and who could not allow even a beast to
suffer from want, took peculiar pleasure in ministering to the
necessities of this virtuous family, and reaped the rare reward of a
rich return in gratitude and love. Poor David appeared to look up to
him as to a superior being, always addressing him as Your honor, in
the most respectful manner. One day as I was coming out of church I
was attracted by the subdued look of this good man, whose tearful eyes
were fixed on Rev. Mr. McPheeters and your grandfather, as they walked
together down the aisle. I had a good excuse to stop as I was in the
advance of my husband, and off to one side I saw him bow most
reverently, as he said, Your riverence-Your honor, and out of the
abundance of his heart, while tears streamed down his honest face, he
gave utterance to his feelings of gratitude to God, and to them, for
the blessedness of this holy day. The pathos and eloquence of the
sermon had completely overcome him. David was a farmer, and after
having been in your grandfathers employ, at first one thing and then
another, for a year or two, he finally accepted an advantageous offer,
to take charge of a gentlemans farm, some eight or ten miles from the
city; and we had heard nothing from the family for several months,
when, one cold rainy day in autumn, a wagon was driven up to our front
door, containing his remains. His poor afflicted wife came with them,
and told, that David had said, Take me to Mr. Charless to bury me.
He had died of congestive fever. No doubt but that it was a comfort to
the poor fellow in his dying hour to feel that in this distant land of
strangers, he had found a friend who would not neglect the widow and
the fatherless in their affliction, and his confidence was not
misplaced, for, from the time of his death, his family lived near us,
and never knew, as long as Davids good friend lived, what it was to
want a friend indeed.
Another anecdote of the poor just occurs to my mind, and as it
exhibits your grandfather in another light, I will relate it.
Immediately after dinner, on a pleasant day, my two sisters-in-law, who
resided together, less than a square from us, came over to our house,
with a man, who had just applied to them for assistance. They were
deeply interested in behalf of this poor fellow, who was a Frenchman,
and Frenchmen, they said, were not apt to beg unless in real want.
They were sure he was an honest man. One of my sisters was a French
Creole, and both were new beginners in active effort for the benefit of
the indigent, and did not know exactly the best method of relieving the
unfortunate man, who had just arrived and had a poor sick wife and six
little children on the boat at the wharf. A kind-hearted gentleman had
offered them a home at his farm in Illinois, a few miles from the
river, and all he wished was money sufficient to hire a horse and wagon
in which to move his helpless family. While the ladies were
presenting his case to me, the Frenchman manifested great anxiety, and
made the most touching appeals in the piteous expression of his face
and manner. Presently, my husband, who had been indulging in his usual
siesta, awoke and came down stairs. Now, the poor fellow can tell his
own story, and Mr. Charless was pathetically appealed to, to listen
to his tale of woe. Unfortunately for the man he was immediately
recognized by your grandfather, who had but a short time before given
him a cup of coffee, etc., from the kitchen, and had also procured work
for him as a day laborer in a factory, which mode of subsistence not
suiting the Frenchmans taste, he had slipped out of, and ran off,
before commencing work. It was soon evident, from the juxtaposition of
the two, one as accusant, the other defendant, which was not to be
mistaken, even by a person ignorant of the language in which they
spoke, that all was not right. His friends, the ladies, stared, when,
upon each renewed attempt to convict him, he would assure, in the most
self-possessed and polite manner, Your are mistaken, Monsieur, I have
no doubt but that the man to whom you refer, was very like me, but not
myself, I assure you, sir. Whereupon your grandfather proposed to
accompany him to the boat for the purpose of seeing his family,
promising to procure him a wagon and every thing necessary for their
comfort and removal. But they had not gone far before the Frenchman
began to sidle off, as it to turn a corner, but finding that it was no
easy matter to get away from the persevering gentleman, who insisted
upon being introduced to the Madame, he made a clean breast of the
whole thing, Monsieur, I have no wife and little children, but you
know when a poor man want he get nothing from the ladies unless he have
one sick wife, and some poor little children. Excuse me, Monsieur, I
mean no disrespect to you. No one liked a joke better than your
grandfather, and being something of a tease too, he more than once
slily referred to the pitiable condition of the poor Frenchman, which,
although enjoyed by others, was not quite so keenly relished by the
ladies, who had manifested so much interest in the welfare of the
honest man, and his distressed family.
You are not old enough, my dear little children, to remember how
devotedly fond Grandpa was of children, and how they all loved him,
notwithstanding he was always playing some trick upon them. Sometimes
at dinner when any of your little cousins were with us and would show
by the interest expressed in their faces, when the dessert was being
brought in, how eager they were to be helped, Grandpa would quietly
and gravely say, Aunty, you neednt give Peter (or perhaps it might
be Charless) any of that, he is not fond of Charlotte Russe, (or
whatever the nice thing might happen to be), when Peter, taken aback,
half believing, half doubting, would present such a ludicrous picture,
by the mingled expression of his countenance that no one present, not
even little Peter himself, (when he found out it was all a joke), could
avoid a hearty laugh. And thus with a thousand little ways which
fascinated the children he was decidedly a favorite among them. He
never forgot what he liked, and how he felt, when a boy, and could
easily enter into the feelings of a boy and be a sympathizing friend
and companion.
I know some little boys whose parents lived on Pine Street, and
although this was by no means the direct road from the garden, they
used to watch for dear Mr. Charless return from that oft-frequented
place in the cool of the evening, for he would be sure to come that way
and stop a minute to fill their hats with peaches or apples, etc. One
of these little boys, attracted one evening by a glorious sunset, which
stretched its golden streaks and varied hues far and wide, lighting up
the azure blue with unusual brilliancy and beauty, asked, Mamma, is nt
that like heaven? Something like it, I expect, my son.
Theres where good Mr. Charless will go, when he dies! said the
little boy. And thus it was, even children felt the influence of such
a godly life, as that of your beloved grandfather.
The marriage of your dear mother, and the necessity of her being
so far separated from the home of her parents, away here in Louisiana,
where there is no Protestant Church, and among strangers, whose
isolated lives throw an almost impassable barrier in the way of social
intercourse, made it incumbent on me to remain with her a greater part
of the time. Your father gave your mothers parents a very cordial and
pressing invitation to spend their winters with them, promising that
they would always pass the summer with us, and that we should never be
separated from our precious only child. But the business relations of
your grandfather made it impossible for him to do more than to pay a
visit of five or six weeks during the winter; but with the tender
feeling of the father he was willing to submit to the self-denial of
separation from his wife, that she might be with the darling of their
united hearts. In one of his letters he says, You ask me, in your
last, how I am getting on, I must be honest and say, bad enough. If I
were not tied hand and foot I would cut loose from these cold regions
and lonely habitations, and fly away to my ain wifey, and my ain
bairns in the sunny south. Again he says, when longing to see me,
But I would not have you come too soon, as I know how changeable March
and April are here, and how delightful they must be in Louisiana. At
another time he says, Kiss Louis, Lizzie and the babies for me, and
believe me that whatever claims business or other ties, may have one
me, my heart is ever with my dear ones.
In the winter of 1855 he was elected President of the Bank of
Missouri. I find among my newspaper slips, an article relative to
that fact which I will copy: We announced in our article of Friday
last that the name of Joseph Charless, Esq., would probably pass
through the Legislature, as the new President of the 'Bank of the State
of Missouri. The Telegraph of this morning announces his election to
that important post.
It is proper for us to say to our distant readers, who Mr.
Charless is, and we shall assume to speak of his capacity for the
important post confided to him, by the Legislative wisdom of the State.
The Bank of Missouri is a State institution; were it otherwise
we question whether we would refer to the matter at all. It is also by
the wisdom of our fathers constituted (vide the Constitution) a
monopoly, a moneyed monopoly too, and therefore, wields great power,
and it is important to the people of this State to know in whose hands
this great moneyed power is to be vested for the next two years, by the
act of Legislature, if (perchance) the Bank is not turned into a
private corporation, by act of Assembly, with the concurrence of
private stockholders. We do not intend to tire our readers with a
long yarn, and therefore proceed to say, that, Mr. Charless has
lived, man and boy, in this State and in this city 45 years, being the
worthy son of a most respected sire, and is now about 50 years of age.
Mr. Charless is a gentleman of fair financial ability, and has managed
his own private affairs in the prosecution of a large business, with
prudence, skill and judgment, and the firm, of which he is head, enjoys
a high credit, both at home and abroad.
He is a gentleman, too, of great suavity of manner, and exhibits
a kind spirit in all his intercourse with men (a good quality for the
post he is called to) and withal is a man of great firmness of purpose,
not stubborn, of indomitable industry, perseverance and energy, and
even in moneyed panics (the worst of all panics) would probably be as
calm as a summer morning, while at the same time he would act, and act,
too, efficiently, looking to the interest and safety of the corporation
of which he is the head, and to the interests of the mercantile and
trading community, at the same time.
The private character of the new President is beyond reproach,
he is a gentleman of unwavering integrity, and possesses the confidence
of his fellow-citizens in an eminent degree. To use the western
phrase, he is very popular, but we dont esteem this of much account.
It is an idle wind, and may blow south or north to-morrow and proves
nothing.
The new President, however, has not only a good character but a
good reputation, and whether he will mar or advance the latter during
his presidency, time only can determine.
Reputation based upon such a characters as his, could not be
marred. But, ah! it was as President of this Bank, he was brought into
contact with the wretched being who has robbed the world of a
benefactor, and where can I find a word in which to embody an idea of
the loss of those he so dearly loved.
He served two years in the State Bank, at which time the term
expired, and he determined to be no longer tied down to St. Louis, more
than was necessary to attend to his own business. But in the formation
of the Mechanics Bank the Board of Directors insisted upon have Mr.
Charless for their President. He refused positively, but they still
insisted; and, at length, urgently requested that he would accept the
presidency of this new institution until fairly established, if for no
longer time. He finally acceded to the latter proposition. But after
once getting in, there was no getting out of it; for he found the
gentlemen with whom he was there associated so very congenial, and his
duties not onerous but pleasant, so that he continued to serve them
until the day of his death, having signed the last notes on the 1st of
June.
It only remains for me to say, my dear children, that after the
marriage of your mother, the summers were our gala time, for Lizzie and
the boys and grandma were all at home, and happy Grandpa would in his
excess of joy forget the lonely winters, which he had endeavored by
constant occupation at the store, the bank, and in the Church, to make
the best of. His evenings were spent in reading, and in holding
communion, by letter writing, with his loved ones far away: which,
excepting on Church evenings, he would occasionally vary by a visit to
some friend, of whom, I need not say, he had many, who would have
esteemed it a privilege, during my absence, to have admitted him into
their family circle as a member, but, as he often said, in his letters,
he preferred to visit friends, and make his home in the old familiar
spot, where he could so readily call up to his mind the earthly idols
of his heart.
I shall ever be thankful, to the Ruler of all events, that I was
with him during the whole winter immediately preceding his death. We
accompanied our daughter and her three little boys to their home in
Louisiana in December; staid two weeks with them, and returned
together, fully determined to be no more separated; that, in future,
together we would visit our children, and together return to our lonely
home. For the light that had gone out when our daughter married, was
no more kindled in our aching hearts, notwithstanding the joy we felt
in the possession of our precious little grandchildren. In earlier
life when we pictured to ourselves a green old age, with our bairn and
bairns bairns about us, it was a different scene from the reality
when it came with its long separations and anxieties.
Our greatest solace during this last winter of our pilgrimage
together, was the service of our God. And oh, with what gratitude I
shall ever remember His loving kindness and tender mercies towards us.
He leadeth us in ways we know not of. He can comfort in the darkest
hour.
The spring came, and with it, a month or two earlier than usual,
our beloved ones returned to the longed for homestead, around which
were so many tender recollections of a happy, very happy life. How
your dear mother clung to that precious father! How she feasted upon
his every look. She followed him every where; in his rides, in his
strolls through the garden. She accompanied him at night, and at all
times to Church, preferring (when we did not ride) to take the long
walk with father to going with mother across the street to the
Second Church. When business called him away from his much prized
domestic circle, she would walk, with her arm wrapped around him, to
the door, and follow him with her eyes down the street until out of
sight. After her return home that spring, when she first saw his
portrait, that he had had taken for her, she wept, and could not tell
why, except that it was faultless.
And now, my dear children, I am treading so closely upon that
last morning, that I begin to tremble.
On Friday, June 3, 1859, your dear grandfather arose early, and
drove, as he was wont to do, to the garden. While there he gathered
and tied together a bunch of flowers for his daughter, and when I came
down stairs to breakfast he was sitting at the window, where he had
evidently read the morning paper and laid it aside, and was enjoying
the sports of his little sonny boys who were at play on the grass
plot. I gave him my last good morning kiss, little thinking that in
joy our lips would no more be pressed, and turning to the beautiful
bouquet, which was placed in a glass of water at our daughters plate,
I took it up and admired it. He had gathered his first fuchsia to put
in her bouquet.
Our last breakfast is over. At worship little Charless seated
himself opposite his grandpa, and observed him attentively as he read
the Bible and one of the metre Psalms. We knelt in prayer, the only
words of which, that I remember, are, We thank thee, O God, that thy
mercies are new to us every morning, and fresh every evening. After
worship he stood erect before us, his countenance full of his usual
look of benevolence and love, as he asked, Whats the order of the
day? I will go around to the Planters House, and see if Dr. and Mrs.
Palmer have arrived, and will be back in ten minutes to let you know.
(Dr. and Mrs. Palmer of New Orleans were on their return from the
General Assembly of the Presbyterian Church, and had been invited to
stay with us, while they remained in St. Louis). In ten or fifteen
minutes the door bell rang violently. A young man entered and
tremblingly said, Mr. Charless is badly hurt on Market Street. I
heard nothing more, but running, and hoping that he was not hurt so
seriously, I found myself among a crowd of people, and then beside my
dying husband! He lay on the floor in the back part of a small store,
pale and sweet. Like an angel he looked to me. I did not lose my
senses, and I was so impressed with the sanctity of the spot that it
seems to me I dropped, but dropped very softly beside him. Be still
and know that I am God, seemed to be spoken by the Holy One, into my
ear and heart. And I was still. I thought, of course, this was an
accident, but when I heard from his own pale, slightly parted lips, as
he answered some one who asked, Who did this, Mr. Charless, that he
was murdered!
Where! Who! I exclaimed, could do this deed! But instantly
turning to my husband, I said, He is more to be pitied than your are,
my dear, for he is a fiend! not a man.
Oh, Oh, Oh! If my Father, God, had then lifted up the veil and
showed me all I have passed through since, I must have died. But he
does not try us more than we are able to bear. Indeed he bestowed such
rich spiritual blessings upon us (your dear mother and myself) in that
dark hour, that we were astonishingly sustained. We were filled with
gratitude because dear father was ready. We knew that he had nothing
to do, but to die. Like Stephen, he fell asleep.
My beloved children, I have his dying words written down, and
after I show you what the newspapers say, and you have read his
funeral sermon, perhaps I will tell you more about the last moments of
your honored, it must be forever honored, grandfather.
Yours, affectionately, GRANDMA.
Belmont, March, 1861.