In the front parlor of the Cresslers' house a little company was
gathered--Laura Dearborn and Page, Mrs. Wessels, Mrs. Cressler, and
young Miss Gretry, an awkward, plain-faced girl of about nineteen,
dressed extravagantly in a decollete gown of blue silk. Curtis Jadwin
and Cressler himself stood by the open fireplace smoking. Landry Court
fidgeted on the sofa, pretending to listen to the Gretry girl, who told
an interminable story of a visit to some wealthy relative who had a
country seat in Wisconsin and who raised fancy poultry. She possessed,
it appeared, three thousand hens, Brahma, Faverolles, Houdans,
Dorkings, even peacocks and tame quails.
Sheldon Corthell, in a dinner coat, an unlighted cigarette between his
fingers, discussed the spring exhibit of water-colors with Laura and
Mrs. Cressler, Page listening with languid interest. Aunt Wess' turned
the leaves of a family album, counting the number of photographs of
Mrs. Cressler which it contained.
Black coffee had just been served. It was the occasion of the third
rehearsal for the play which was to be given for the benefit of the
hospital ward for Jadwin's mission children, and Mrs. Cressler had
invited the members of the company for dinner. Just now everyone
awaited the arrival of the "coach," Monsieur Gerardy, who was always
late.
"To my notion," observed Corthell, "the water-color that pretends to be
anything more than a sketch over-steps its intended limits. The
elaborated water-color, I contend, must be judged by the same standards
as an oil painting. And if that is so, why not have the oil painting at
once?"
"And with all that, if you please, not an egg on the place for
breakfast," declared the Gretry girl in her thin voice. She was
constrained, embarrassed. Of all those present she was the only one to
mistake the character of the gathering and appear in formal costume.
But one forgave Isabel Gretry such lapses as these. Invariably she did
the wrong thing; invariably she was out of place in the matter of
inadvertent speech, an awkward accident, the wrong toilet. For all her
nineteen years, she yet remained the hoyden, young, undeveloped, and
clumsy.
"Never an egg, and three thousand hens in the runs," she continued.
"Think of that! The Plymouth Rocks had the pip. And the others, my
lands! I don't know. They just didn't lay."
"Ought to tickle the soles of their feet," declared Landry with
profound gravity.
"Tickle their feet!"
"Best thing in the world for hens that don't lay. It sort of stirs them
up. Oh, every one knows that."
"Fancy now! I'll write to Aunt Alice to-morrow."
Cressler clipped the tip of a fresh cigar, and, turning to Curtis
Jadwin, remarked:
"I understand that Leaycraft alone lost nearly fifteen thousand."
He referred to Jadwin's deal in May wheat, the consummation of which
had been effected the previous week. Squarely in the midst of the
morning session, on the day following the "short" sale of Jadwin's
million of bushels, had exploded the news of the intended action of the
French chamber. Amid a tremendous clamour the price fell. The Bulls
were panic-stricken. Leaycraft the redoubtable was overwhelmed at the
very start. The Porteous trio heroically attempted to shoulder the
wheat, but the load was too much. They as well gave ground, and, bereft
of their support, May wheat, which had opened at ninety-three and
five-eighths to ninety-two and a half, broke with the very first attack
to ninety-two, hung there a moment, then dropped again to ninety-one
and a half, then to ninety-one. Then, in a prolonged shudder of
weakness, sank steadily down by quarters to ninety, to eighty-nine, and
at last--a final collapse--touched eighty-eight cents. At that figure
Jadwin began to cover. There was danger that the buying of so large a
lot might bring about a rally in the price. But Gretry, a consummate
master of Pit tactics, kept his orders scattered and bought gradually,
taking some two or three days to accumulate the grain. Jadwin's
luck--the never-failing guardian of the golden wings--seemed to have
the affair under immediate supervision, and reports of timely rains in
the wheat belt kept the price inert while the trade was being closed.
In the end the "deal" was brilliantly successful, and Gretry was still
chuckling over the set-back to the Porteous gang. Exactly the amount of
his friend's profits Jadwin did not know. As for himself, he had
received from Gretry a check for fifty thousand dollars, every cent of
which was net profit.
"I'm not going to congratulate you," continued Cressler. "As far as
that's concerned, I would rather you had lost than won--if it would
have kept you out of the Pit for good. You're cocky now. I know--good
Lord, don't I know. I had my share of it. I know how a man gets drawn
into this speculating game."
"Charlie, this wasn't speculating," interrupted Jadwin. "It was a
certainty. It was found money. If I had known a certain piece of real
estate was going to appreciate in value I would have bought it,
wouldn't I?"
"All the worse, if it made it seem easy and sure to you. Do you know,"
he added suddenly. "Do you know that Leaycraft has gone to keep books
for a manufacturing concern out in Dubuque?"
Jadwin pulled his mustache. He was looking at Laura Dearborn over the
heads of Landry and the Gretry girl.
"I didn't suppose he'd be getting measured for a private yacht," he
murmured. Then he continued, pulling his mustache vigorously:
"Charlie, upon my word, what a beautiful--what beautiful hair that girl
has!"
Laura was wearing it very high that evening, the shining black coils
transfixed by a strange hand-cut ivory comb that had been her
grandmother's. She was dressed in black taffeta, with a single great
cabbage-rose pinned to her shoulder. She sat very straight in her
chair, one hand upon her slender hip, her head a little to one side,
listening attentively to Corthell.
By this time the household of the former rectory was running smoothly;
everything was in place, the Dearborns were "settled," and a routine
had begun. Her first month in her new surroundings had been to Laura an
unbroken series of little delights. For formal social distractions she
had but little taste. She left those to Page, who, as soon as Lent was
over, promptly became involved in a bewildering round of teas, "dancing
clubs," dinners, and theatre parties. Mrs. Wessels was her chaperone,
and the little middle-aged lady found the satisfaction of a belated
youth in conveying her pretty niece to the various functions that
occupied her time. Each Friday night saw her in the gallery of a
certain smart dancing school of the south side, where she watched Page
dance her way from the "first waltz" to the last figure of the german.
She counted the couples carefully, and on the way home was always able
to say how the attendance of that particular evening compared with that
of the former occasion, and also to inform Laura how many times Page
had danced with the same young man.
Laura herself was more serious. She had begun a course of reading; no
novels, but solemn works full of allusions to "Man" and "Destiny,"
which she underlined and annotated. Twice a week--on Mondays and
Thursdays--she took a French lesson. Corthell managed to enlist the
good services of Mrs. Wessels and escorted her to numerous piano and
'cello recitals, to lectures, to concerts. He even succeeded in
achieving the consecration of a specified afternoon once a week, spent
in his studio in the Fine Arts' Building on the Lake Front, where he
read to them "Saint Agnes Eve," "Sordello," "The Light of Asia"--poems
which, with their inversions, obscurities, and astonishing arabesques
of rhetoric, left Aunt Wess' bewildered, breathless, all but stupefied.
Laura found these readings charming. The studio was beautiful, lofty,
the light dim; the sound of Corthell's voice returned from the thick
hangings of velvet and tapestry in a subdued murmur. The air was full
of the odor of pastilles.
Laura could not fail to be impressed with the artist's tact, his
delicacy. In words he never referred to their conversation in the foyer
of the Auditorium; only by some unexplained subtlety of attitude he
managed to convey to her the distinct impression that he loved her
always. That he was patient, waiting for some indefinite, unexpressed
development.
Landry Court called upon her as often as she would allow. Once he had
prevailed upon her and Page to accompany him to the matinee to see a
comic opera. He had pronounced it "bully," unable to see that Laura
evinced only a mild interest in the performance. On each propitious
occasion he had made love to her extravagantly. He continually
protested his profound respect with a volubility and earnestness that
was quite uncalled for.
But, meanwhile, the situation had speedily become more complicated by
the entrance upon the scene of an unexpected personage. This was Curtis
Jadwin. It was impossible to deny the fact that "J." was in love with
Mrs. Cressler's protegee. The business man had none of Corthell's
talent for significant reticence, none of his tact, and older than she,
a man-of-the-world, accustomed to deal with situations with unswerving
directness, he, unlike Landry Court, was not in the least afraid of
her. From the very first she found herself upon the defensive. Jadwin
was aggressive, assertive, and his addresses had all the persistence
and vehemence of veritable attack. Landry she could manage with the
lifting of a finger, Corthell disturbed her only upon those rare
occasions when he made love to her. But Jadwin gave her no time to so
much as think of finesse. She was not even allowed to choose her own
time and place for fencing, and to parry his invasion upon those
intimate personal grounds which she pleased herself to keep secluded
called upon her every feminine art of procrastination and strategy.
He contrived to meet her everywhere. He impressed Mrs. Cressler as
auxiliary into his campaign, and a series of rencontres followed one
another with astonishing rapidity. Now it was another opera party, now
a box at McVicker's, now a dinner, or more often a drive through
Lincoln Park behind Jadwin's trotters. He even had the Cresslers and
Laura over to his mission Sunday-school for the Easter festival, an
occasion of which Laura carried away a confused recollection of
enormous canvas mottoes, that looked more like campaign banners than
texts from the Scriptures, sheaves of calla lilies, imitation bells of
tin-foil, revival hymns vociferated with deafening vehemence from seven
hundred distended mouths, and through it all the disagreeable smell of
poverty, the odor of uncleanliness that mingled strangely with the
perfume of the lilies and the aromatic whiffs from the festoons of
evergreen.
Thus the first month of her new life had passed Laura did not trouble
herself to look very far into the future. She was too much amused with
her emancipation from the narrow horizon of her New England
environment. She did not concern herself about consequences. Things
would go on for themselves, and consequences develop without effort on
her part. She never asked herself whether or not she was in love with
any of the three men who strove for her favor. She was quite sure she
was not ready--yet--to be married. There was even something distasteful
in the idea of marriage. She liked Landry Court immensely; she found
the afternoons in Corthell's studio delightful; she loved the rides in
the park behind Jadwin's horses. She had no desire that any one of
these affairs should exclude the other two. She wished nothing to be
consummated. As for love, she never let slip an occasion to shock Aunt
Wess' by declaring:
"I love--nobody. I shall never marry."
Page, prim, with great parades of her ideas of "good form," declared
between her pursed lips that her sister was a flirt. But this was not
so. Laura never manoeuvered with her lovers, nor intrigued to keep from
any one of them knowledge of her companionship with the other two. So
upon such occasions as this, when all three found themselves face to
face, she remained unperturbed.
At last, towards half-past eight, Monsieur Gerardy arrived. All through
the winter amateur plays had been in great favor, and Gerardy had
become, in a sense, a fad. He was in great demand. Consequently, he
gave himself airs. His method was that of severity; he posed as a
task-master, relentless, never pleased, hustling the amateur actors
about without ceremony, scolding and brow-beating. He was a small,
excitable man who wore a frock-coat much too small for him, a flowing
purple cravatte drawn through a finger ring, and enormous cuffs set off
with huge buttons of Mexican onyx. In his lapel was an inevitable
carnation, dried, shrunken, and lamentable. He was redolent of perfume
and spoke of himself as an artist. He caused it to be understood that
in the intervals of "coaching society plays" he gave his attention to
the painting of landscapes. Corthell feigned to ignore his very
existence.
The play-book in his hand, Monsieur Gerardy clicked his heels in the
middle of the floor and punctiliously saluted everyone present, bowing
only from his shoulders, his head dropping forward as if propelled by
successive dislocations of the vertebrae of his neck.
He explained the cause of his delay. His English was without accent,
but at times suddenly entangled itself in curious Gallic constructions.
"Then I propose we begin at once," he announced. "The second act
to-night, then, if we have time, the third act--from the book. And I
expect the second act to be letter-perfect--let-ter-per-fect. There is
nothing there but that." He held up his hand, as if to refuse to
consider the least dissention. "There is nothing but that--no other
thing."
All but Corthell listened attentively. The artist, however, turning his
back, had continued to talk to Laura without lowering his tone, and all
through Monsieur Gerardy's exhortation his voice had made itself heard.
"Management of light and shade" ... "color scheme" ... "effects of
composition."
Monsieur Gerardy's eye glinted in his direction. He struck his
play-book sharply into the palm of his hand.
"Come, come!" he cried. "No more nonsense. Now we leave the girls alone
and get to work. Here is the scene. Mademoiselle Gretry, if I derange
you!" He cleared a space at the end of the parlor, pulling the chairs
about. "Be attentive now. Here"--he placed a chair at his right with a
flourish, as though planting a banner--"is the porch of Lord Glendale's
country house."
"Ah," murmured Landry, winking solemnly at Page, "the chair is the
porch of the house."
"And here," shouted Monsieur Gerardy, glaring at him and slamming down
another chair, "is a rustic bench and practicable table set for
breakfast."
Page began to giggle behind her play-book. Gerardy, his nostrils
expanded, gave her his back. The older people, who were not to take
part--Jadwin, the Cresslers, and Aunt Wess'--retired to a far corner,
Mrs. Cressler declaring that they would constitute the audience.
"On stage," vociferated Monsieur Gerardy, perspiring from his exertions
with the furniture. "'Marion enters, timid and hesitating, L. C.' Come,
who's Marion? Mademoiselle Gretry, if you please, and for the love of
God remember your crossings. Sh! sh!" he cried, waving his arms at the
others. "A little silence if you please. Now, Marion."
Isabel Gretry, holding her play-book at her side, one finger marking
the place, essayed an entrance with the words:
"'Ah, the old home once more. See the clambering roses have--'"
But Monsieur Gerardy, suddenly compressing his lips as if in a heroic
effort to repress his emotion, flung himself into a chair, turning his
back and crossing his legs violently. Miss Gretry stopped, very much
disturbed, gazing perplexedly at the coach's heaving shoulders.
There was a strained silence, then:
"Isn't--isn't that right?"
As if with the words she had touched a spring, Monsieur Gerardy bounded
to his feet.
"Grand God! Is that left-centre where you have made the entrance? In
fine, I ask you a little--_is_ that left-centre? You have come in by
the rustic bench and practicable table set for breakfast. A fine sight
on the night of the performance that. Marion climbs over the rustic
breakfast and practicable--over the rustic bench and practicable table,
ha, ha, to make the entrance." Still holding the play-book, he clapped
hands with elaborate sarcasm. "Ah, yes, good business that. That will
bring down the house."
Meanwhile the Gretry girl turned again from left-centre.
"'Ah, the old home again. See--'"
"Stop!" thundered Monsieur Gerardy. "Is that what you call timid and
hesitating? Once more, those lines.... No, no. It is not it at all.
More of slowness, more of--Here, watch me."
He made the entrance with laborious exaggeration of effect, dragging
one foot after another, clutching at the palings of an imaginary fence,
while pitching his voice at a feeble falsetto, he quavered:
"'Ah! The old home--ah ... once more. See--' like that," he cried,
straightening up. "Now then. We try that entrance again. Don't come on
too quick after the curtain. Attention. I clap my hands for the
curtain, and count three." He backed away and, tucking the play-book
under his arm, struck his palms together. "Now, one--two--_three._"
But this time Isabel Gretry, in remembering her "business," confused
her stage directions once more.
"'Ah, the old home--'"
"Left-centre," interrupted the coach, in a tone of long-suffering
patience.
She paused bewildered, and believing that she had spoken her lines too
abruptly, began again:
"'See, the clambering--'"
"_Left_-centre."
"'Ah, the old home--'"
Monsieur Gerardy settled himself deliberately in his chair and resting
his head upon one hand closed his eyes. His manner was that of Galileo
under torture declaring "still it moves."
"_Left_-centre."
"Oh--oh, yes. I forgot."
Monsieur Gerardy apostrophized the chandelier with mirthless humour.
"Oh, ha, ha! She forgot."
Still another time Marion tried the entrance, and, as she came on,
Monsieur Gerardy made vigorous signals to Page, exclaiming in a hoarse
whisper:
"Lady Mary, ready. In a minute you come on. Remember the cue."
Meanwhile Marion had continued:
"'See the clambering vines--'"
"Roses."
"'The clambering rose vines--'"
"Roses, pure and simple."
"'See! The clambering roses, pure and--'"
"Mademoiselle Gretry, will you do me the extreme obligation to bound
yourself by the lines of the book?"
"I thought you said--"
"Go on, go on, go on! Is it God-possible to be thus stupid? Lady Mary,
ready."
"'See, the clambering roses have wrapped the old stones in a loving
embrace. The birds build in the same old nests--'"
"Well, well, Lady Mary, where are you? You enter from the porch."
"I'm waiting for my cue," protested Page. "My cue is: 'Are there none
that will remember me.'"
"Say," whispered Landry, coming up behind Page, "it would look bully if
you could come out leading a greyhound."
"Ah, so, Mademoiselle Gretry," cried Monsieur Gerardy, "you left out
the cue." He became painfully polite. "Give the speech once more, if
you please."
"A dog would look bully on the stage," whispered Landry. "And I know
where I could get one."
"Where?"
"A friend of mine. He's got a beauty, blue grey--"
They become suddenly aware of a portentous silence The coach, his arms
folded, was gazing at Page with tightened lips.
"'None who will remember me,'" he burst out at last. "Three times she
gave it."
Page hurried upon the scene with the words:
"'Ah, another glorious morning. The vines are drenched in dew.'" Then,
raising her voice and turning toward the "house," "'Arthur.'"
"'Arthur,'" warned the coach. "That's you. Mr. Corthell. Ready. Well
then, Mademoiselle Gretry, you have something to say there."
"I can't say it," murmured the Gretry girl, her handkerchief to her
face.
"What now? Continue. Your lines are 'I must not be seen here. It would
betray all,' then conceal yourself in the arbor. Continue. Speak the
line. It is the cue of Arthur."
"I can't," mumbled the girl behind her handkerchief.
"Can't? Why, then?"
"I--I have the nose-bleed."
Upon the instant Monsieur Gerardy quite lost his temper. He turned
away, one hand to his head, rolling his eyes as if in mute appeal to
heaven, then, whirling about, shook his play-book at the unfortunate
Marion, crying out furiously:
"Ah, it lacked but that. You ought to understand at last, that when one
rehearses for a play one does not have the nose-bleed. It is not
decent."
Miss Gretry retired precipitately, and Laura came forward to say that
she would read Marion's lines.
"No, no!" cried Monsieur Gerardy. "You--ah, if they were all like you!
You are obliging, but it does not suffice. I am insulted."
The others, astonished, gathered about the "coach." They laboured to
explain. Miss Gretry had intended no slight. In fact she was often
taken that way; she was excited, nervous. But Monsieur Gerardy was not
to be placated. Ah, no! He knew what was due a gentleman. He closed his
eyes and raised his eyebrows to his very hair, murmuring superbly that
he was offended. He had but one phrase in answer to all their
explanations:
"One does not permit one's self to bleed at the nose during rehearsal."
Laura began to feel a certain resentment. The unfortunate Gretry girl
had gone away in tears. What with the embarrassment of the wrong gown,
the brow-beating, and the nose-bleed, she was not far from hysterics.
She had retired to the dining-room with Mrs. Cressler and from time to
time the sounds of her distress made themselves heard. Laura believed
it quite time to interfere. After all, who was this Gerardy person, to
give himself such airs? Poor Miss Gretry was to blame for nothing. She
fixed the little Frenchman with a direct glance, and Page, who caught a
glimpse of her face, recognised "the grand manner," and whispered to
Landry:
"He'd better look out; he's gone just about as far as Laura will allow."
"It is not convenient," vociferated the "coach." "It is not
permissible. I am offended."
"Monsieur Gerardy," said Laura, "we will say nothing more about it, if
you please."
There was a silence. Monsieur Gerardy had pretended not to hear. He
breathed loud through his nose, and Page hastened to observe that
anyhow Marion was not on in the next scenes. Then abruptly, and
resuming his normal expression, Monsieur Gerardy said:
"Let us proceed. It advances nothing to lose time. Come. Lady Mary and
Arthur, ready."
The rehearsal continued. Laura, who did not come on during the act,
went back to her chair in the corner of the room.
But the original group had been broken up. Mrs. Cressler was in the
dining-room with the Gretry girl, while Jadwin, Aunt Wess', and
Cressler himself were deep in a discussion of mind-reading and
spiritualism.
As Laura came up, Jadwin detached himself from the others and met her.
"Poor Miss Gretry!" he observed. "Always the square peg in the round
hole. I've sent out for some smelling salts."
It seemed to Laura that the capitalist was especially well-looking on
this particular evening. He never dressed with the "smartness" of
Sheldon Corthell or Landry Court, but in some way she did not expect
that he should. His clothes were not what she was aware were called
"stylish," but she had had enough experience with her own tailor-made
gowns to know that the material was the very best that money could buy.
The apparent absence of any padding in the broad shoulders of the frock
coat he wore, to her mind, more than compensated for the "ready-made"
scarf, and if the white waistcoat was not fashionably cut, she knew
that _she_ had never been able to afford a pique skirt of just that
particular grade.
"Suppose we go into the reception-room," he observed abruptly. "Charlie
bought a new clock last week that's a marvel. You ought to see it."
"No," she answered. "I am quite comfortable here, and I want to see how
Page does in this act."
"I am afraid, Miss Dearborn," he continued, as they found their places,
"that you did not have a very good time Sunday afternoon."
He referred to the Easter festival at his mission school. Laura had
left rather early, alleging neuralgia and a dinner engagement.
"Why, yes I did," she replied. "Only, to tell the truth, my head ached
a little." She was ashamed that she did not altogether delight in her
remembrance of Jadwin on that afternoon. He had "addressed" the school,
with earnestness it was true, but in a strain decidedly conventional.
And the picture he made leading the singing, beating time with the
hymn-book, and between the verses declaring that "he wanted to hear
everyone's voice in the next verse," did not appeal very forcibly to
her imagination. She fancied Sheldon Corthell doing these things, and
could not forbear to smile. She had to admit, despite the protests of
conscience, that she did prefer the studio to the Sunday-school.
"Oh," remarked Jadwin, "I'm sorry to hear you had a headache. I suppose
my little micks" (he invariably spoke of his mission children thus) "do
make more noise than music."
"I found them very interesting."
"No, excuse me, but I'm afraid you didn't. My little micks are not
interesting--to look at nor to listen to. But I, kind of--well, I don't
know," he began pulling his mustache. "It seems to suit me to get down
there and get hold of these people. You know Moody put me up to it. He
was here about five years ago, and I went to one of his big meetings,
and then to all of them. And I met the fellow, too, and I tell you,
Miss Dearborn, he stirred me all up. I didn't "get religion." No,
nothing like that. But I got a notion it was time to be up and doing,
and I figured it out that business principles were as good in religion
as they are--well, in La Salle Street, and that if the church
people--the men I mean--put as much energy, and shrewdness, and
competitive spirit into the saving of souls as they did into the saving
of dollars that we might get somewhere. And so I took hold of a half
dozen broken-down, bankrupt Sunday-school concerns over here on Archer
Avenue that were fighting each other all the time, and amalgamated them
all--a regular trust, just as if they were iron foundries--and turned
the incompetents out and put my subordinates in, and put the thing on a
business basis, and by now, I'll venture to say, there's not a better
organised Sunday-school in all Chicago, and I'll bet if D. L. Moody
were here to-day he'd say, 'Jadwin, well done, thou good and faithful
servant.'"
"I haven't a doubt of it, Mr. Jadwin," Laura hastened to exclaim. "And
you must not think that I don't believe you are doing a splendid work."
"Well, it suits me," he repeated. "I like my little micks, and now and
then I have a chance to get hold of the kind that it pays to push
along. About four months ago I came across a boy in the Bible class; I
guess he's about sixteen; name is Bradley--Billy Bradley, father a
confirmed drunk, mother takes in washing, sister--we won't speak about;
and he seemed to be bright and willing to work, and I gave him a job in
my agent's office, just directing envelopes. Well, Miss Dearborn, that
boy has a desk of his own now, and the agent tells me he's one of the
very best men he's got. He does his work so well that I've been able to
discharge two other fellows who sat around and watched the clock for
lunch hour, and Bradley does their work now better and quicker than
they did, and saves me twenty dollars a week; that's a thousand a year.
So much for a business like Sunday-school; so much for taking a good
aim when you cast your bread upon the waters. The last time I saw Moody
I said, 'Moody, my motto is "not slothful in business, fervent in
spirit, praising the Lord."' I remember we were out driving at the
time, I took him out behind Lizella--she's almost straight Wilkes'
blood and can trot in two-ten, but you can believe he didn't know
that--and, as I say, I told him what my motto was, and he said, 'J.,
good for you; you keep to that. There's no better motto in the world
for the American man of business.' He shook my hand when he said it,
and I haven't ever forgotten it."
Not a little embarrassed, Laura was at a loss just what to say, and in
the end remarked lamely enough:
"I am sure it is the right spirit--the best motto."
"Miss Dearborn," Jadwin began again suddenly, "why don't you take a
class down there. The little micks aren't so dreadful when you get to
know them."
"I!" exclaimed Laura, rather blankly. She shook her head. "Oh, no, Mr.
Jadwin. I should be only an encumbrance. Don't misunderstand me. I
approve of the work with all my heart, but I am not fitted--I feel no
call. I should be so inapt that I know I should do no good. My training
has been so different, you know," she said, smiling. "I am an
Episcopalian--'of the straightest sect of the Pharisees.' I should be
teaching your little micks all about the meaning of candles, and
'Eastings,' and the absolution and remission of sins."
"I wouldn't care if you did," he answered. "It's the indirect influence
I'm thinking of--the indirect influence that a beautiful, pure-hearted,
noble-minded woman spreads around her wherever she goes. I know what it
has done for me. And I know that not only my little micks, but every
teacher and every superintendent in that school would be inspired, and
stimulated, and born again so soon as ever you set foot in the
building. Men need good women, Miss Dearborn. Men who are doing the
work of the world. I believe in women as I believe in Christ. But I
don't believe they were made--any more than Christ was--to
cultivate--beyond a certain point--their own souls, and refine their
own minds, and live in a sort of warmed-over, dilettante, stained-glass
world of seclusion and exclusion. No, sir, that won't do for the United
States and the men who are making them the greatest nation of the
world. The men have got all the get-up-and-get they want, but they need
the women to point them straight, and to show them how to lead that
other kind of life that isn't all grind. Since I've known you, Miss
Dearborn, I've just begun to wake up to the fact that there is that
other kind, but I can't lead that life without you. There's no kind of
life that's worth anything to me now that don't include you. I don't
need to tell you that I want you to marry me. You know that by now, I
guess, without any words from me. I love you, and I love you as a man,
not as a boy, seriously and earnestly. I can give you no idea how
seriously, how earnestly. I want you to be my wife. Laura, my dear
girl, I know I could make you happy."
"It isn't," answered Laura slowly, perceiving as he paused that he
expected her to say something, "much a question of that."
"What is it, then? I won't make a scene. Don't you love me? Don't you
think, my girl, you could ever love me?"
Laura hesitated a long moment. She had taken the rose from her
shoulder, and plucking the petals one by one, put them delicately
between her teeth. From the other end of the room came the clamorous
exhortations of Monsieur Gerardy. Mrs. Cressler and the Gretry girl
watched the progress of the rehearsal attentively from the doorway of
the dining-room. Aunt Wess' and Mr. Cressler were discussing psychic
research and seances, on the sofa on the other side of the room. After
a while Laura spoke.
"It isn't that either," she said, choosing her words carefully.
"What is it, then?"
"I don't know--exactly. For one thing, I don't think I _want_ to be
married, Mr. Jadwin--to anybody."
"I would wait for you."
"Or to be engaged."
"But the day must come, sooner or later, when you must be both engaged
and married. You must ask yourself _some time_ if you love the man who
wishes to be your husband. Why not ask yourself now?"
"I do," she answered. "I do ask myself. I have asked myself."
"Well, what do you decide?"
"That I don't know."
"Don't you think you would love me in time? Laura, I am sure you would.
I would make you."
"I don't know. I suppose that is a stupid answer. But it is, if I am to
be honest, and I am trying very hard to be honest--with you and with
myself--the only one I have. I am happy just as I am. I like you and
Mr. Cressler and Mr. Corthell--everybody. But, Mr. Jadwin"--she looked
him full in the face, her dark eyes full of gravity--"with a woman it
is so serious--to be married. More so than any man ever understood.
And, oh, one must be so sure, so sure. And I am not sure now. I am not
sure now. Even if I were sure of you, I could not say I was sure of
myself. Now and then I tell myself, and even poor, dear Aunt Wess',
that I shall never love anybody, that I shall never marry. But I should
be bitterly sorry if I thought that was true. It is one of the greatest
happinesses to which I look forward, that some day I shall love some
one with all my heart and soul, and shall be a true wife, and find my
husband's love for me the sweetest thing in my life. But I am sure that
that day has not come yet."
"And when it does come," he urged, "may I be the first to know?"
She smiled a little gravely.
"Ah," she answered, "I would not know myself that that day had come
until I woke to the fact that I loved the man who had asked me to be
his wife, and then it might be too late--for you."
"But now, at least," he persisted, "you love no one."
"Now," she repeated, "I love--no one."
"And I may take such encouragement in that as I can?"
And then, suddenly, capriciously even, Laura, an inexplicable spirit of
inconsistency besetting her, was a very different woman from the one
who an instant before had spoken so gravely of the seriousness of
marriage. She hesitated a moment before answering Jadwin, her head on
one side, looking at the rose leaf between her fingers. In a low voice
she said at last:
"If you like."
But before Jadwin could reply, Cressler and Aunt Wess' who had been
telling each other of their "experiences," of their "premonitions," of
the unaccountable things that had happened to them, at length included
the others in their conversation.
"J.," remarked Cressler, "did anything funny ever happen to
you--warnings, presentiments, that sort of thing? Mrs. Wessels and I
have been talking spiritualism. Laura, have you ever had any
'experiences'?"
She shook her head.
"No, no. I am too material, I am afraid."
"How about you, 'J.'?"
"Nothing much, except that I believe in 'luck'--a little. The other day
I flipped a coin in Gretry's office. If it fell heads I was to sell
wheat short, and somehow I knew all the time that the coin would fall
heads--and so it did."
"And you made a great deal of money," said Laura. "I know. Mr. Court
was telling me. That was splendid."
"That was deplorable, Laura," said Cressler, gravely. "I hope some
day," he continued, "we can all of us get hold of this man and make him
solemnly promise never to gamble in wheat again."
Laura stared. To her mind the word "gambling" had always been suspect.
It had a bad sound; it seemed to be associated with depravity of the
baser sort.
"Gambling!" she murmured.
"They call it buying and selling," he went on, "down there in La Salle
Street. But it is simply betting. Betting on the condition of the
market weeks, even months, in advance. You bet wheat goes up. I bet it
goes down. Those fellows in the Pit don't own the wheat; never even see
it. Wou'dn't know what to do with it if they had it. They don't care in
the least about the grain. But there are thousands upon thousands of
farmers out here in Iowa and Kansas or Dakota who do, and hundreds of
thousand of poor devils in Europe who care even more than the farmer. I
mean the fellows who raise the grain, and the other fellows who eat it.
It's life or death for either of them. And right between these two
comes the Chicago speculator, who raises or lowers the price out of all
reason, for the benefit of his pocket. You see Laura, here is what I
mean." Cressler had suddenly become very earnest. Absorbed, interested,
Laura listened intently. "Here is what I mean," pursued Cressler. "It's
like this: If we send the price of wheat down too far, the farmer
suffers, the fellow who raises it if we send it up too far, the poor
man in Europe suffers, the fellow who eats it. And food to the peasant
on the continent is bread--not meat or potatoes, as it is with us. The
only way to do so that neither the American farmer nor the European
peasant suffers, is to keep wheat at an average, legitimate value. The
moment you inflate or depress that, somebody suffers right away. And
that is just what these gamblers are doing all the time, booming it up
or booming it down. Think of it, the food of hundreds and hundreds of
thousands of people just at the mercy of a few men down there on the
Board of Trade. They make the price. They say just how much the peasant
shall pay for his loaf of bread. If he can't pay the price he simply
starves. And as for the farmer, why it's ludicrous. If I build a house
and offer it for sale, I put my own price on it, and if the price
offered don't suit me I don't sell. But if I go out here in Iowa and
raise a crop of wheat, I've got to sell it, whether I want to or not at
the figure named by some fellows in Chicago. And to make themselves
rich, they may make me sell it at a price that bankrupts me."
Laura nodded. She was intensely interested. A whole new order of things
was being disclosed, and for the first time in her life she looked into
the workings of political economy.
"Oh, that's only one side of it," Cressler went on, heedless of
Jadwin's good-humoured protests. "Yes, I know I am a crank on
speculating. I'm going to preach a little if you'll let me. I've been a
speculator myself, and a ruined one at that, and I know what I am
talking about. Here is what I was going to say. These fellows
themselves, the gamblers--well, call them speculators, if you like. Oh,
the fine, promising manly young men I've seen wrecked--absolutely and
hopelessly wrecked and ruined by speculation! It's as easy to get into
as going across the street. They make three hundred, five hundred, yes,
even a thousand dollars sometimes in a couple of hours, without so much
as raising a finger. Think what that means to a boy of twenty-five
who's doing clerk work at seventy-five a month. Why, it would take him
maybe ten years to save a thousand, and here he's made it in a single
morning. Think you can keep him out of speculation then? First thing
you know he's thrown up his honest, humdrum position--oh, I've seen it
hundreds of times--and takes to hanging round the customers' rooms down
there on La Salle Street, and he makes a little, and makes a little
more, and finally he is so far in that he can't pull out, and then some
billionaire fellow, who has the market in the palm of his hand,
tightens one finger, and our young man is ruined, body and mind. He's
lost the taste, the very capacity for legitimate business, and he stays
on hanging round the Board till he gets to be--all of a sudden--an old
man. And then some day some one says, 'Why, where's So-and-so?' and you
wake up to the fact that the young fellow has simply disappeared--lost.
I tell you the fascination of this Pit gambling is something no one who
hasn't experienced it can have the faintest conception of. I believe
it's worse than liquor, worse than morphine. Once you get into it, it
grips you and draws you and draws you, and the nearer you get to the
end the easier it seems to win, till all of a sudden, ah! there's the
whirlpool.... 'J.,' keep away from it, my boy."
Jadwin laughed, and leaning over, put his fingers upon Cressler's
breast, as though turning off a switch.
"Now, Miss Dearborn," he announced, "we've shut him off. Charlie means
all right, but now and then some one brushes against him and opens that
switch."
Cressler, good-humouredly laughed with the others, but Laura's smile
was perfunctory and her eyes were grave. But there was a diversion.
While the others had been talking the rehearsal had proceeded, and now
Page beckoned to Laura from the far end of the parlor, calling out:
"Laura--'Beatrice,' it's the third act. You are wanted."
"Oh, I must run," exclaimed Laura, catching up her play-book. "Poor
Monsieur Gerardy--we must be a trial to him."
She hurried across the room, where the coach was disposing the
furniture for the scene, consulting the stage directions in his book:
"Here the kitchen table, here the old-fashioned writing-desk, here the
armoire with practicable doors, here the window. Soh! Who is on? Ah,
the young lady of the sick nose, 'Marion.' She is discovered--knitting.
And then the duchess--later. That's you Mademoiselle Dearborn. You
interrupt--you remember. But then you, ah, you always are right. If
they were all like you. Very well, we begin."
Creditably enough the Gretry girl read her part, Monsieur Gerardy
interrupting to indicate the crossings and business. Then at her cue,
Laura, who was to play the role of the duchess, entered with the words:
"I beg your pardon, but the door stood open. May I come in?"
Monsieur Gerardy murmured:
"_Elle est vraiment superbe._"
Laura to the very life, to every little trick of carriage and manner
was the high-born gentlewoman visiting the home of a dependent. Nothing
could have been more dignified, more gracious, more gracefully
condescending than her poise. She dramatised not only her role, but the
whole of her surroundings. The interior of the little cottage seemed to
define itself with almost visible distinctness the moment she set foot
upon the scene.
Gerardy tiptoed from group to group, whispering:
"Eh? Very fine, our duchess. She would do well professionally."
But Mrs. Wessels was not altogether convinced. Her eyes following her
niece, she said to Corthell:
"It's Laura's 'grand manner.' My word, I know her in _that_ part.
That's the way she is when she comes down to the parlor of an evening,
and Page introduces her to one of her young men."
"I nearly die," protested Page, beginning to laugh. "Of course it's
very natural I should want my friends to like my sister. And Laura
comes in as though she were walking on eggs, and gets their names
wrong, as though it didn't much matter, and calls them Pinky when their
name is Pinckney, and don't listen to what they say, till I want to
sink right through the floor with mortification."
In haphazard fashion the rehearsal wore to a close. Monsieur Gerardy
stormed and fretted and insisted upon repeating certain scenes over and
over again. By ten o'clock the actors were quite worn out. A little
supper was served, and very soon afterward Laura made a move toward
departing. She was wondering who would see her home, Landry, Jadwin, or
Sheldon Corthell.
The day had been sunshiny, warm even, but since nine o'clock the
weather had changed for the worse, and by now a heavy rain was falling.
Mrs. Cressler begged the two sisters and Mrs. Wessels to stay at her
house over night, but Laura refused. Jadwin was suggesting to Cressler
the appropriateness of having the coupe brought around to take the
sisters home, when Corthell came up to Laura.
"I sent for a couple of hansoms long since," he said. "They are waiting
outside now." And that seemed to settle the question.
For all Jadwin's perseverance, the artist seemed--for this time at
least--to have the better of the situation.
As the good-bys were being said at the front door Page remarked to
Landry:
"You had better go with us as far as the house, so that you can take
one of our umbrellas. You can get in with Aunt Wess' and me. There's
plenty of room. You can't go home in this storm without an umbrella."
Landry at first refused, haughtily. He might be too poor to parade a
lot of hansom cabs around, but he was too proud, to say the least, to
ride in 'em when some one else paid.
Page scolded him roundly. What next? The idea. He was not to be so
completely silly. She didn't propose to have the responsibility of his
catching pneumonia just for the sake of a quibble.
"Some people," she declared, "never seemed to be able to find out that
they are grown up."
"Very well," he announced, "I'll go if I can tip the driver a dollar."
Page compressed her lips.
"The man that can afford dollar tips," she said, "can afford to hire
the cab in the first place."
"Seventy-five cents, then," he declared resolutely. "Not a cent less. I
should feel humiliated with any less."
"Will you please take me down to the cab, Landry Court?" she cried. And
without further comment Landry obeyed.
"Now, Miss Dearborn, if you are ready," exclaimed Corthell, as he came
up. He held the umbrella over her head, allowing his shoulders to get
the drippings.
They cried good-by again all around, and the artist guided her down the
slippery steps. He handed her carefully into the hansom, and following,
drew down the glasses.
Laura settled herself comfortably far back in her corner, adjusting her
skirts and murmuring:
"Such a wet night. Who would have thought it was going to rain? I was
afraid you were not coming at first," she added. "At dinner Mrs.
Cressler said you had an important committee meeting--something to do
with the Art Institute, the award of prizes; was that it?"
"Oh, yes," he answered, indifferently, "something of the sort was on. I
suppose it was important--for the Institute. But for me there is only
one thing of importance nowadays," he spoke with a studied
carelessness, as though announcing a fact that Laura must know already,
"and that is, to be near you. It is astonishing. You have no idea of
it, how I have ordered my whole life according to that idea."
"As though you expected me to believe that," she answered.
In her other lovers she knew her words would have provoked vehement
protestation. But for her it was part of the charm of Corthell's
attitude that he never did or said the expected, the ordinary. Just now
he seemed more interested in the effect of his love for Laura upon
himself than in the manner of her reception of it.
"It is curious," he continued. "I am no longer a boy. I have no
enthusiasms. I have known many women, and I have seen enough of what
the crowd calls love to know how futile it is, how empty, a vanity of
vanities. I had imagined that the poets were wrong, were idealists,
seeing the things that should be rather than the things that were. And
then," suddenly he drew a deep breath: "_this_ happiness; and to me.
And the miracle, the wonderful is there--all at once--in my heart, in
my very hand, like a mysterious, beautiful exotic. The poets are
wrong," he added. "They have not been idealists enough. I wish--ah,
well, never mind."
"What is it that you wish?" she asked, as he broke off suddenly. Laura
knew even before she spoke that it would have been better not to have
prompted him to continue. Intuitively she had something more than a
suspicion that he had led her on to say these very words. And in
admitting that she cared to have the conversation proceed upon this
footing, she realised that she was sheering towards unequivocal
coquetry. She saw the false move now, knew that she had lowered her
guard. On all accounts it would have been more dignified to have shown
only a mild interest in what Corthell wished. She realised that once
more she had acted upon impulse, and she even found time to wonder
again how it was that when with this man her impulses, and not her
reason prevailed so often. With Landry or with Curtis Jadwin she was
always calm, tranquilly self-possessed. But Corthell seemed able to
reach all that was impetuous, all that was unreasoned in her nature. To
Landry she was more than anything else, an older sister, indulgent,
kind-hearted. With Jadwin she found that all the serious, all the
sincere, earnest side of her character was apt to come to the front.
But Corthell stirred troublous, unknown deeps in her, certain undefined
trends of recklessness; and for so long as he held her within his
influence, she could not forget her sex a single instant.
It dismayed her to have this strange personality of hers, this other
headstrong, impetuous self, discovered to her. She hardly recognised
it. It made her a little afraid; and yet, wonder of wonders, she could
not altogether dislike it. There was a certain fascination in resigning
herself for little instants to the dominion of this daring stranger
that was yet herself.
Meanwhile Corthell had answered her:
"I wish," he said, "I wish you could say something--I hardly know
what--something to me. So little would be so much."
"But what can I say?" she protested. "I don't know--I--what can I say?"
"It must be yes or no for me," he broke out. "I can't go on this way."
"But why not? Why not?" exclaimed Laura. "Why must we--terminate
anything? Why not let things go on just as they are? We are quite happy
as we are. There's never been a time of my life when I've been happier
than this last three or four months. I don't want to change anything.
Ah, here we are."
The hansom drew up in front of the house. Aunt Wess' and Page were
already inside. The maid stood in the vestibule in the light that
streamed from the half-open front door, an umbrella in her hand. And as
Laura alighted, she heard Page's voice calling from the front hall that
the others had umbrellas, that the maid was not to wait.
The hansom splashed away, and Corthell and Laura mounted the steps of
the house.
"Won't you come in?" she said. "There is a fire in the library."
But he said no, and for a few seconds they stood under the vestibule
light, talking. Then Corthell, drawing off his right-hand glove, said:
"I suppose that I have my answer. You do not wish for a change. I
understand. You wish to say by that, that you do not love me. If you
did love me as I love you, you would wish for just that--a change. You
would be as eager as I for that wonderful, wonderful change that makes
a new heaven and a new earth."
This time Laura did not answer. There was a moment's silence. Then
Corthell said:
"Do you know, I think I shall go away."
"Go away?"
"Yes, to New York. Possibly to Paris. There is a new method of fusing
glass that I've promised myself long ago I would look into. I don't
know that it interests me much--now. But I think I had better go. At
once, within the week. I've not much heart in it; but it seems--under
the circumstances--to be appropriate." He held out his bared hand.
Laura saw that he was smiling.
"Well, Miss Dearborn--good-by."
"But why should you go?" she cried, distressfully. "How perfectly--ah,
don't go," she exclaimed, then in desperate haste added: "It would be
absolutely foolish."
"_Shall_ I stay?" he urged. "Do you tell me to stay?"
"Of course I do," she answered. "It would break up the play--your
going. It would spoil my part. You play opposite me, you know. Please
stay."
"Shall I stay," he asked, "for the sake of your part? There is no one
else you would rather have?" He was smiling straight into her eyes, and
she guessed what he meant.
She smiled back at him, and the spirit of daring never more awake in
her, replied, as she caught his eye:
"There is no one else I would rather have."
Corthell caught her hand of a sudden.
"Laura," he cried, "let us end this fencing and quibbling once and for
all. Dear, dear girl, I love you with all the strength of all the good
in me. Let me be the best a man can be to the woman he loves."
Laura flashed a smile at him.
"If you can make me love you enough," she answered.
"And you think I can?" he exclaimed.
"You have my permission to try," she said.
She hoped fervently that now, without further words, he would leave
her. It seemed to her that it would be the most delicate chivalry on
his part--having won this much--to push his advantage no further. She
waited anxiously for his next words. She began to fear that she had
trusted too much upon her assurance of his tact.
Corthell held out his hand again.
"It is good-night, then, not good-by."
"It is good-night," said Laura.
With the words he was gone, and Laura, entering the house, shut the
door behind her with a long breath of satisfaction.
Page and Landry were still in the library. Laura joined them, and for a
few moments the three stood before the fireplace talking about the
play. Page at length, at the first opportunity, excused herself and
went to bed. She made a great show of leaving Landry and Laura alone,
and managed to convey the impression that she understood they were
anxious to be rid of her.
"Only remember," she remarked to Laura severely, "to lock up and turn
out the hall gas. Annie has gone to bed long ago."
"I must dash along, too," declared Landry when Page was gone.
He buttoned his coat about his neck, and Laura followed him out into
the hall and found an umbrella for him.
"You were beautiful to-night," he said, as he stood with his hand on
the door knob. "Beautiful. I could not keep my eyes off of you, and I
could not listen to anybody but you. And now," he declared, solemnly,
"I will see your eyes and hear your voice all the rest of the night. I
want to explain," he added, "about those hansoms--about coming home
with Miss Page and Mrs. Wessels. Mr. Corthell--those were his hansoms,
of course. But I wanted an umbrella, and I gave the driver seventy-five
cents."
"Why of course, of course," said Laura, not quite divining what he was
driving at.
"I don't want you to think that I would be willing to put myself under
obligations to anybody."
"Of course, Landry; I understand."
He thrilled at once.
"Ah," he cried, "you don't know what it means to me to look into the
eyes of a woman who really understands."
Laura stared, wondering just what she had said.
"Will you turn this hall light out for me, Landry?" she asked. "I never
can reach."
He left the front door open and extinguished the jet in its dull red
globe. Promptly they were involved in darkness.
"Good-night," she said. "Isn't it dark?"
He stretched out his hand to take hers, but instead his groping fingers
touched her waist. Suddenly Laura felt his arm clasp her. Then all at
once, before she had time to so much as think of resistance, he had put
both arms about her and kissed her squarely on her cheek.
Then the front door closed, and she was left abruptly alone,
breathless, stunned, staring wide-eyed into the darkness.
Her first sensation was one merely of amazement. She put her hand
quickly to her cheek, first the palm and then the back, murmuring
confusedly:
"What? Why?--why?"
Then she whirled about and ran up the stairs, her silks clashing and
fluttering about her as she fled, gained her own room, and swung the
door violently shut behind her. She turned up the lowered gas and,
without knowing why, faced her mirror at once, studying her reflection
and watching her hand as it all but scoured the offended cheek.
Then, suddenly, with an upward, uplifting rush, her anger surged within
her. She, Laura, Miss Dearborn, who loved no man, who never conceded,
never capitulated, whose "grand manner" was a thing proverbial, in all
her pitch of pride, in her own home, her own fortress, had been kissed,
like a school-girl, like a chambermaid, in the dark, in a corner.
And by--great heavens!--_Landry Court._ The boy whom she fancied she
held in such subjection, such profound respect. Landry Court had dared,
had dared to kiss her, to offer her this wretchedly commonplace and
petty affront, degrading her to the level of a pretty waitress, making
her ridiculous.
She stood rigid, drawn to her full height, in the centre of her
bedroom, her fists tense at her sides, her breath short, her eyes
flashing, her face aflame. From time to time her words, half smothered,
burst from her.
"What does he think I am? How dared he? How dared he?"
All that she could say, any condemnation she could formulate only made
her position the more absurd, the more humiliating. It had all been
said before by generations of shop-girls, school-girls, and servants,
in whose company the affront had ranged her. Landry was to be told in
effect that he was never to presume to seek her acquaintance again.
Just as the enraged hussy of the street corners and Sunday picnics
shouted that the offender should "never dare speak to her again as long
as he lived." Never before had she been subjected to this kind of
indignity. And simultaneously with the assurance she could hear the
shrill voice of the drab of the public balls proclaiming that she had
"never been kissed in all her life before."
Of all slights, of all insults, it was the one that robbed her of the
very dignity she should assume to rebuke it. The more vehemently she
resented it, the more laughable became the whole affair.
But she would resent it, she would resent it, and Landry Court should
be driven to acknowledge that the sorriest day of his life was the one
on which he had forgotten the respect in which he had pretended to hold
her. He had deceived her, then, all along. Because she
had--foolishly--relaxed a little towards him, permitted a certain
intimacy, this was how he abused it. Ah, well, it would teach her a
lesson. Men were like that. She might have known it would come to this.
Wilfully they chose to misunderstand, to take advantage of her
frankness, her good nature, her good comradeship.
She had been foolish all along, flirting--yes, that was the word for it
flirting with Landry and Corthell and Jadwin. No doubt they all
compared notes about her. Perhaps they had bet who first should kiss
her. Or, at least, there was not one of them who would not kiss her if
she gave him a chance.
But if she, in any way, had been to blame for what Landry had done, she
would atone for it. She had made herself too cheap, she had found
amusement in encouraging these men, in equivocating, in coquetting with
them. Now it was time to end the whole business, to send each one of
them to the right-about with an unequivocal definite word. She was a
good girl, she told herself. She was, in her heart, sincere; she was
above the inexpensive diversion of flirting. She had started wrong in
her new life, and it was time, high time, to begin over again--with a
clean page--to show these men that they dared not presume to take
liberties with so much as the tip of her little finger.
So great was her agitation, so eager her desire to act upon her
resolve, that she could not wait till morning. It was a physical
impossibility for her to remain under what she chose to believe
suspicion another hour. If there was any remotest chance that her three
lovers had permitted themselves to misunderstand her, they were to be
corrected at once, were to be shown their place, and that without mercy.
She called for the maid, Annie, whose husband was the janitor of the
house, and who slept in the top story.
"If Henry hasn't gone to bed," said Laura, "tell him to wait up till I
call him, or to sleep with his clothes on. There is something I want
him to do for me--something important."
It was close upon midnight. Laura turned back into her room, removed
her hat and veil, and tossed them, with her coat, upon the bed. She lit
another burner of the chandelier, and drew a chair to her writing-desk
between the windows.
Her first note was to Landry Court. She wrote it almost with a single
spurt of the pen, and dated it carefully, so that he might know it had
been written immediately after he had left. Thus it ran:
"Please do not try to see me again at any time or under any
circumstances. I want you to understand, very clearly, that I do not
wish to continue our acquaintance."
Her letter to Corthell was more difficult, and it was not until she had
rewritten it two or three times that it read to her satisfaction.
"My dear Mr. Corthell," so it was worded, "you asked me to-night that
our fencing and quibbling be brought to an end. I quite agree with you
that it is desirable. I spoke as I did before you left upon an impulse
that I shall never cease to regret. I do not wish you to misunderstand
me, nor to misinterpret my attitude in any way. You asked me to be your
wife, and, very foolishly and wrongly, I gave you--intentionally--an
answer which might easily be construed into an encouragement.
Understand now that I do not wish you to try to make me love you. I
would find it extremely distasteful. And, believe me, it would be quite
hopeless. I do not now, and never shall care for you as I should care
if I were to be your wife. I beseech you that you will not, in any
manner, refer again to this subject. It would only distress and pain me.
"Cordially yours,
"LAURA DEARBORN."
The letter to Curtis Jadwin was almost to the same effect. But she
found the writing of it easier than the others. In addressing him she
felt herself grow a little more serious, a little more dignified and
calm. It ran as follows: