CHAPTER XXXI

Dyckman was at least half mad, and half inspired. Charity had been his

lifelong religion. He had thought of her with ardor, but also with a

kind of awe. He had wanted to be her husband. Failing to win her, he

had been horrified to see that Cheever, possessing her, was still not

satisfied.

He had never dreamed what this neglect might mean to her. He had

not thought of her as mere woman, after all, with more than pride

to satisfy, with more than a mind to suffer. When the realization

overwhelmed him her nobility was not diminished in his eyes, but to

all her former qualities was added the human element. She was flesh and

blood, and a martyr in the flames. And the ingrate who had the godlike

privilege of her embrace abandoned her for a public creature.

Dyckman felt himself summoned to avenge her.

It happened that he found the Cheever limousine waiting outside. He said

to the chauffeur:

“Where does Miss Zada L'Etoile live?”

The chauffeur was startled. He answered, with a touch of raillery:

“Search me, sir. How should I know?”

“I want none of your back talk,” said Dyckman, ready to maul the

chauffeur or anybody for practice. He took out his pocket-book and

lifted the first bill he came to. It was a yellow boy. He repeated,

“Where does Zada L'Etoile live?”

The chauffeur told him and got the bill. It was better than the poke in

the eye he could have had instead.

Dyckman had sent his own car home. He had difficulty in finding a

taxicab on Fifth Avenue along there. At length he stopped one and named

the apartment-house where Zada lived.

The hall-boy was startled by his manner, amazed to hear the famous

Dyckman ask for Miss L'Etoile. He telephoned the name while Dyckman

fumed. After some delay he was told to come up.

Zada was alone--at least Cheever was not there. She had been astounded

when Dyckman's name came through the telephone. Her first thought had

been that Cheever had met with an accident and that Dyckman was bringing

the news. She had given up the hope of involving Dyckman with Mrs.

Cheever, after wasting Cheever's money on vain detectives.

When Dyckman was ushered in she greeted him from her divan.

“Pardon my negligee,” she said. “I'm not very well.”

He saw at a glance that the dictagraph had told the truth. She was

entirely too well. He felt his wrath at Zada vanishing. But this also

he transferred to Cheever's account. He spoke as quietly as he could,

though his face revealed his excitement.

“Sorry to trouble you, but I had hoped to find Mr. Cheever here.”

“Mr. Cheever?! Here?!” Zada exclaimed, with that mixture of the

interrogation and exclamation points for which we have no symbol. She

tried to look surprised at the unimaginable suggestion of Cheever's

being in her environs. She succeeded as well as Dyckman did in

pretending that his errand was trivial.

“Er--yes, I imagined you might happen to know where I could find him. I

have a little business with him.”

Zada thought to crush him with a condescension--a manicurial sarcasm:

“Have you been to the gentleman's home?”

Dyckman laughed: “Yes, but he wasn't there. He isn't there much

nowadays--they say.”

“Oh, do they?” Zada sneered. “Well, did They tell you he would be here?”

“No, but I thought--”

“Better try his office in the morning.”

“Thanks. I can't wait. What club does he affect most now?”

“Ask They,” said Zada, ending the interview with a labored yawn.

But when Dyckman bowed and turned to go, her curiosity bested her

indignation. “In case I should by any chance see him, could I give him

your message?”

Dyckman laughed a sort of pugilistic laugh, and his self-conscious fist

asserted itself.

“No, thanks, I'm afraid you couldn't. Good-by.”

Zada saw his big fingers gathering--convening, as it were, into a fist

like a mace, and she was terrified for her man. She scrambled to her

feet and caught Dyckman in the hall.

“What are you going to do to Mr. Cheever?”

Dyckman answered in the ironic slang, “I'm not going to do a thing to

him.”

Zada's terror increased. “What harm has he ever done to you?”

“I didn't say he had done me any harm.”

“Is it because of his wife?”

“Leave her out of it.”

There was the old phrase again. Cheever kept hurling it at her whenever

she referred to the third corner of the triangle.

Zada remembered when Cheever had threatened to kill Dyckman if he found

him. Now he would be unarmed. He was not so big a man as Dyckman. She

could see him being throttled slowly to death, leaving her and her

child-to-be unprotected in their shameful folly.

“For God's sake, don't!” she implored him. “I'm not well. I mustn't have

any excitement, I beg you--for my sake--”

“For your sake,” said Dyckman, with a scorn that changed to pity as she

clung to him--“for your sake I'll give him a couple of extra jolts.”

That was rather dazzling, the compliment of having Jim Dyckman as her

champion! Her old habit of taking everybody's flattery made her forget

for the moment that she was now a one-man woman. Her clutch relaxed

under the compliment just long enough for Dyckman to escape without

violence. He darted through the door and closed it behind him.

She tugged at the inside knob, but he was so long that he could hold the

outside knob with one hand and reach the elevator-bell with the other.

When the car came up he released the knob and lifted his hat with a

pleasant “Good-night.” She dared not pursue him in the garb she wore.

She returned terrified to her room. Then she ran to the telephone to

pursue Cheever and warn him. They had quarreled at the dinner-table. He

had left her on the ground that it was dangerous for her to be excited

as he evidently excited her. It is one of the most craven shifts of a

man for ending an endless wrangle with a woman.

Zada tried three clubs before she found Cheever. When she heard his

voice at last she was enraptured. She tried to entice him into her own

shelter.

“I'm sorry I was so mean. Come on home and make peace with me.”

“All right, dear, I will.”

“Right away?”

“After a while, darling. I'm sitting in a little game of poker.”

“You'd better not keep me waiting!” she warned. The note was an

unfortunate reminder of his bondage. It rattled his shackles. He could

not even have a few hours with old cronies at the club. She was worse

than Charity had ever dreamed of being. She heard the resentment in his

answer and felt that he would stay away from her for discipline. She

threw aside diplomacy and tried to frighten him home.

“Jim Dyckman is looking for you.”

“Dyckman? Me! Why?”

“He wants to beat you up.”

Cheever laughed outright at this. “You're crazy, darling. What has

Dyckman got against me?”

“I don't know, but I know he's hunting you.”

“I haven't laid eyes on him for weeks. We've had no quarrel.”

Zada was frantic. She howled across the wire: “Come home, I beg and

implore you. He'll hurt you--he may kill you.”

Again Cheever laughed: “You're having hallucinations, my love. You'll

feel better in the morning. Where the deuce did you get such a foolish

notion, anyway?”

“From Jim Dyckman,” she stormed. “He was here looking for you. If

anybody's going crazy, he's the one. I had a struggle with him. He broke

away. I begged him not to harm you, but he said he'd give you a few

extra jolts for my sake. Please, please, don't let him find you there.”

Cheever was half convinced and quite puzzled. He knew that Dyckman had

never forgiven him for marrying Charity. The feud had smoldered. He

could not conceive what should have revived it, unless Charity had been

talking. He had not thought of any one's punishing him for neglecting

her. But if Dyckman had enlisted in her cause--well, Cheever was afraid

of hardly anything in the world except boredom and the appearance of

fear. He answered Zada with a gruff:

“Let him find me if he wants to. Or since you know him so well, tell me

where he'll be, and I'll go find him.”

He could hear Zada's strangled moan. How many times, since male

and female began, have women made wild, vain protests against the

battle-habit, the duel-tribunal? Mothers, daughters, wives, mistresses,

they have been seldom heard and have been forced to wait remote in

anguish till their man has come back or been brought back, victorious or

baffled or defeated, maimed, wounded, or dead.

It meant everything to Zada that her mate should not suffer either death

or publicity. But chiefly her love of him made outcry now. She could not

endure the vision of her beloved receiving the hammering of the giant

Dyckman.

The telephone crackled under the load of her prayers, but Cheever had

only one answer:

“If you want me to run away from him or anybody, you don't get your

wish, my darling.”

Finally she shrieked, “If you don't come home I'll come there and get

you.”

“Ladies are not allowed in the main part of this club, dearest,” said

Cheever. “Thank God there are a few places where two men can settle

their affairs without the help of womanly intuition.”

“He wants to pound you to death,” she screamed. “If you don't promise

me, I'll come there and break in if I have to scratch the eyes out of

the doorkeeper.”

He knew that she was capable of doing this very thing; so he made

answer, “All right, my dear. I surrender.”

“You'll come home?”

“Yes, indeed. Right away.”

“Oh, thank God! You do love me, then. How soon will you be here?”

“Very shortly, unless the taxi breaks down.”

“Hurry!”

“Surely. Good-by!”

He hung up the reverberant receiver and said to the telephone-boy: “If

anybody calls me, I've gone out. No matter who calls me, I'm out.”

“Yes, sir.”

Then he went to the card-room, found that the game had gone on without

him, cashed in his chips, and excused himself. He was neither winning

nor losing, so that he could not be accused of “cold feet.” That was one

of the most intolerable accusations to him. He could violate any of the

Commandments, but in the sportsman's decalogue “Thou shalt not have cold

feet” was one that he honored in the observance, not the breach.

He went down to the reading-room, a palatial hall fifty yards long with

a table nearly as big as a railroad platform, on a tremendous rug as

wide and deep as a lawn. About it were chairs and divans that would have

satisfied a lotus-eater.

Cheever avoided proffers of conversation and pretended to read the

magazines and newspapers. He kept his eyes on the doors. He did not want

to take any one into his confidence, as he felt that, after all,

Zada might have been out of her head. He did not want any seconds

or bottle-holders. He was not afraid. Still, he did not care to be

surprised by a mad bull. He felt that he could play toreador with

neatness and despatch provided he could foresee the charge.

Among the magazines Cheever glanced at was one with an article on

various modes of self-defense, jiu-jitsu, and other devices by which

any clever child could apparently remove or disable a mad elephant. But

Cheever's traditions did not incline to such methods. He had the fisting

habit. He did not feel called toward clinching or choking, twisting,

tripping, knifing, swording, or sandbagging. His wrath expressed itself,

and gaily, in the play of the triceps muscle. For mobility he used

footwork and headwork. For shield he had his forearms or his open

hands--for weapons, the ten knuckles at the other end of the exquisite

driving-shafts beginning in his shoulder-blades.

He had been a clever fighter from childhood. He had been a successful

boxer and had followed the art in its professional and amateur

developments. He knew more of prize-ring history and politics than of

any other. He often regretted that his inherited money had robbed him

of a career as a heavy-weight. He was not so big as Dyckman, but he had

made fools of bigger men. He felt that the odds were a trifle in his

favor, especially if Dyckman were angry, as he must be to go roaring

about town frightening one silly woman for another's sake.

He would have preferred not to fight in the club. It was the best of all

possible clubs, and he supposed that he would be expelled for profaning

its sacrosanctity with a vulgar brawl. But anything was better than cold

feet.

Finally his hundredth glance at the door revealed Jim Dyckman. He was a

long way off, but he looked bigger than Cheever remembered him. Also he

was calmer than Cheever had hoped him to be, and not drunk, as he half

expected.

Dyckman caught sight of Cheever, glared a moment, tossed his head as if

it had antlers on it, and came forward grimly and swiftly.

A few members of the club spoke to him. An attendant or two, carrying

cocktails or high-balls in or empty glasses out, stepped aside.

Dyckman advanced down the room, and his manner was challenge enough. But

he paused honorably to say, “Cheever, I'm looking for you.”

“So I hear.”

“You had fair warning, then, from your--woman?”

“Which one?” said Cheever, with his irresistible impudence.

That was the fulminate that exploded Dyckman's wrath. “You blackguard!”

he roared, and plunged. His left hand was out and open, his great right

fist back. As he closed, it flashed past him and drove into the spot

where Cheever's face was smirking.

But the face was gone. Cheever had bent his neck just enough to escape

the fist. He met the weight of Dyckman's rush with all his own weight in

a short-arm jab that rocked Dyckman's whole frame and crumpled the white

cuirass of his shirt.

The fight was within an ace of being ended then and there, but Dyckman's

belly was covered with sinew, and he digested the bitter medicine. He

tried to turn his huge grunt into a laugh. He was at least not to be

guilty of assaulting a weakling.

Dyckman was a bit of a boxer, too. Like most rich men's sons, he was

practised in athletics. The gentleman of our day carries no sword and no

revolver; he carries his weapons in his gloves.

Dyckman acknowledged Cheever's skill and courage by deploying and

falling back. He sparred a moment. He saw that Cheever was quicker than

he at the feint and the sidestep.

He grew impatient at this dancing duet. His wrath was his worst enemy

and Cheever's ally. Cheever taunted him, and he heard the voices of the

club members who were rushing from their chairs in consternation, and

running in from the other rooms, summoned by the wireless excitement

that announces fights.

There was not going to be time for a bout, and the gallery was bigger

than Dyckman had expected. He went in hell-for-leather. He felt a

mighty satisfaction when his good left hand slashed through Cheever's

ineffectual palms, reached that perky little mustache and smeared that

amiable mouth with blood.

In the counterblow the edge of Cheever's cuff caught on Dyckman's

knuckles and ripped the skin. This saved Dyckman's eye from mourning.

And now wherever he struck he left a red mark. It helped his

target-practice.

Cheever gave up trying to mar Dyckman's face and went for his waistcoat.

All is fair in such a war, and below the belt was his favorite

territory. He hoped to put Dyckman out. Dyckman tried to withhold his

vulnerable solar plexus by crouching, but Cheever kept whizzing through

his guard like a blazing pinwheel even when it brought his jaw in reach

of an uppercut.

Dyckman clinched and tried to bear him down, but Cheever, reaching round

him, battered him with the terrific kidney-blow, and Dyckman flung him

off.

And now servants came leaping into the fray, venturing to lay hands on

the men. They could hear older members pleading: “Gentlemen! Gentlemen!

For God's sake remember where you are.” One or two went calling, “House

Committee!”

Such blows as were struck now were struck across other heads and in

spite of other arms. Both men were seized at length and dragged away,

petted and talked to like infuriated stallions. They stood panting and

bleeding, trying not to hear the voices of reason. They glared at each

other, and it became unendurable to each that the other should be able

to stand erect and mock him.

As if by a signal agreed on, they wrenched and flung aside their

captors and dashed together again, forgetting science, defense, caution,

everything but the lust of carnage. Dyckman in freeing himself left his

coat in the grasp of his retainers.

There is nothing more sickeningly thrilling than the bare-handed

ferocity of two big men, all hate and stupid power, smashing and being

smashed, trying to defend and destroy and each longing to knock the

other lifeless before his own heart is stopped. It seemed a pity to

interrupt it, and it was perilous as well.

For a long moment the two men flailed each other, bored in, and

staggered out.

It was thud and thwack, slash and gouge. Wild blows went through the air

like broadswords, making the spectators groan at what they might have

done had they landed. Blows landed and sent a head back with such a snap

that one looked for it on the floor. Flesh split, and blood spurted.

Cheever reached up and swept his nose and mouth clear of gore--then shot

his reeking fist into Dyckman's heart as if he would drive it through.

It was amazing to see Dyckman's answering swing batter Cheever forward

to one knee. Habit and not courtesy kept Dyckman from jumping him. He

stood off for Cheever to regain his feet. It was not necessary, for

Cheever's agility had carried him out of range, but the tolerance

maddened him more than anything yet, and he ceased to duck and dodge. He

stood in and battered at Dyckman's stomach till a gray nausea began

to weaken his enemy. Dyckman grew afraid of a sudden blotting out

of consciousness. He had known it once when the chance blow of an

instructor had stretched him flat for thirty seconds.

He could not keep Cheever off far enough to use his longer reach. He

forgot everything but the determination to make ruins of that handsome

face before he went out. He knocked loose one tooth and bleared an eye,

but it was not enough. Finally Cheever got to him with a sledge-hammer

smash in the groin. It hurled Dyckman against and along the big table,

just as he put home one magnificent, majestic, mellifluous swinge with

all his body in it. It planted an earthquake under Cheever's ear.

Dyckman saw him go backward across a chair and spinning over it and with

it and under it to the floor. Then he had only the faintness and the

vomiting to fight. He made one groping, clutching, almighty effort to

stand up long enough to crow like a victorious fighting cock, and he

did. He stood up. He held to the table; he did not drop. And he said one

triumphant, “Humph!”

And now the storm of indignation began. Dyckman was a spent and bankrupt

object, and anybody could berate him. A member of the house committee

reviled him with profanity and took the names of witnesses who could

testify that Dyckman struck the first blow.

The pitiful stillness of Cheever, where a few men knelt about him,

turned the favor to him. One little whiffet told Dyckman to his face

that it was a dastardly thing he had done. He laughed. He had his enemy

on the floor. He did not want everything.

Dyckman made no answer to the accusations. He did not say that he was

a crusader punishing an infidel for his treachery to a poor, neglected

woman. He had almost forgotten what he was fighting for. He was too weak

even to oppose the vague advice he heard that Cheever should be taken

“home.” He had a sardonic impulse to give Zada's address, but he could

not master his befuddled wits enough for speech.

The little fussy rooster who called Dyckman dastardly said that he

ought to be arrested. The reception he got for his proposal to bring a

policeman into the club or take a member out of it into the jail and the

newspapers was almost annihilating. The chairman of the house committee

said:

“I trust that it is not necessary to say that this wretched and most

unheard-of affair must be kept--unheard of. But I may say that I have

here a list of the members present, and I shall make a list of the club

servants present. If one word of this leaks out, each gentleman present

will be brought before the council, and every servant will be discharged

immediately--every servant without regard to guilt, innocence, or time

of service.”

Dyckman would have liked to spend the night at the club, but its

hospitable air had chilled. He sent for his big coat, turned up the

collar, pulled his hat low, and crept into a taxicab. His father and

mother were out, and he got to his room without explanations. His valet,

Dallam, gasped at the sight of him, but Dyckman laughed:

“You ought to see the other fellow.”

Then he crept into the tub, thence into his bed, and slept till he was

called to the telephone the next morning by Mrs. Cheever.

As he might have expected, Charity was as far as possible from

gratitude. The only good news she gave him was that Cheever had been

brought home half dead, terribly mauled, broken in pride, and weeping

like a baby with his shame. Dyckman could not help swelling a little at

that.

But when Charity told him that Cheever accused her of setting him on and

swore that he would get even with them both, Dyckman realized that fists

are poor poultices for bruises, and revenge the worst of all solutions.

Finally, Charity denounced Jim and begged him once more to keep out of

her sight and out of her life.

Dyckman was in the depths of the blues, and a note to the effect that

he had been suspended from his club, to await action looking toward his

expulsion, left him quite alone in the world.

In such a mood Kedzie Thropp called him up, with a cheery hail that

rejoiced him like the first cheep of the first robin after a miserable

winter. He said that he would call that evening, with the greatest

possible delight. She said that she was very lonely for him, and they

should have a blissful evening with just themselves together.

But it proved to be a rather crowded occasion in Kedzie's apartment.

Her father and mother reached there before Dyckman did, to Kedzie's

horror--and theirs.

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