CHAPTER XXV

Kedzie made a bad night of it. She hated her loneliness. She hated her

room. She hated her maid. She wanted to live in the Dyckman palace and

have a dozen maids and a pair of butlers to boss around, and valets,

and a crest on her paper, and invitations pouring in from people whose

pictures were in “the social world.” She wanted to snub somebody and

show certain folks what was what.

The next morning she was sure of only one thing, and that was that

Dyckman had asked her to be his wife; and be his wife she would, no

matter what it cost.

She wondered how she could get rid of Gilfoyle, whom she looked upon

now as nothing less than an abductor. He was one of those “cadets” the

papers had been full of a few years before, who lured young girls to

ruin under the guise of false marriages and then sold them as “white

slaves.”

Kedzle's wrath was at the fact that Gilfoyle was not legally an

abductor. She would have been glad merely to be ruined, and she would

have rejoiced at the possibility of a false marriage. In the movies the

second villain only pretended to be a preacher, and then confessed his

guilt. But such an easy solution was not for Kedzie. New York City

had licensed Gilfoyle's outrage; the clerk had sold her to him for two

dollars; the Municipal Building was the too, too solid witness.

She felt a spiritual solace in the fact that she had not had a religious

marriage. The sacrament was only municipal and did not count. Her

wedding had lacked the blessing of the duly constituted ministry;

therefore it was sacrilegious; therefore it was her conscientious duty

to undo the pagan knot as quickly as possible. She reverted to the good

old way of the Middle Ages. There was no curse of divorce then, and

indeed there was small need of it, since annulment could usually be

managed on one religious ground or another, or if not, people went about

their business as if it had been managed.

Kedzie felt absolved of any fault of selfishness now, and justified in

taking any steps necessary to the punishment of Gilfoyle. _Religion_

is a large, loose word, and it can be made to fit any motive; but once

assumed it seems to strengthen every resolution, to chloroform mercy and

hallow any means to the self-sanctified end. What people would shrink

from as inhuman they constantly embrace as divine.

Kedzie wondered how she could communicate with her adversary. She might

best go to Chicago and fight herself free there. There would be less

risk of Dyckman's hearing about it.

She shuddered at what she would have to tell him unless she kept the

divorce secret. He might not love her if he knew she was not the nice

new girl he thought her, but an old married woman. And what would he say

when he found that her real name was Mrs. Thomas Gilfoyle _nee_ Kedzie

Thropp?

But first Kedzie must divorce herself from the Hyperfilm Company. She

went to the studio with rage in her heart. She told Ferriday that

she would not go to California. He proposed that she break with the

Hyperfilm Company and form a corporation of her own with Dyckman as

angel.

Kedzie was wroth at this. From now on, spending Dyckman's money would

be like spending her own. Ferriday, once her accomplice in the noble

business of getting Dyckman to back her, was revealed now as a cheap

swindler trying to keep Mrs. Dyckman in trade at her husband's expense.

“I'm through with the pictures, I tell you!” she stormed. “I'm sick of

the cheap notoriety. I'm tired of being public property. I can't go out

on the street without being pointed at. It's disgusting. I don't want to

be incorporated or photographed or interviewed. I want to be let alone.

I'm tired. I've worked too hard. I need a rest.”

Ferriday hated her with great agility. He had been willing to abet her

breach of contract, provided she let him form a new company, but if she

would not that made a great difference. He reminded her:

“The Hyperfilm Company will hold you to your bond. They want your

hundred and twenty-five pounds of flesh. If you should break with them

they'd have a case against you for damages.”

“How much?” said Kedzie, feeling like Mrs. Croesus.

Ferriday whistled and murmured: “Spoken like the wife of a

multimillionaire! So you've got him at last.”

“To who,” Kedzie began, with an owl-like effect that she corrected with

some confusion,”--to whom do you refer to?”

Ferriday grinned: “You're going to marry out of the movies, and you're

going to try to horn into sassiety. Well, I warned you before that if

you became Dyckman's wife you would find his world vastly different

from the ballroom and drawing-room stuff you pull off in the

studio--strangely and mysteriously different.”

He frightened her. She was not sure of herself. She could not forget

Nimrim, Missouri, and her arrival at the edge of society _via_ the

Bronx, the candy-shop, and the professional camera.

She felt that the world had not treated her squarely. Why should she

have to carry all this luggage of her past through the gate with her?

She wondered if it would not be better to linger in the studios till she

grew more famous and could bring a little prestige along.

But Ferriday was already ousting her even from that security.

“The managers of the Hyperfilm Company will think you have done them

dirt, but I'll explain that you are not really responsible. You've seen

a million dollars, and you're razzle-dazzled. They'll want a bit of that

million, I suppose, as liquidated damages, but I'll try to keep them

down.”

Kedzie was at bay in her terror. She struck back.

“Tell 'em they won't get a cent if they try to play the hog.”

“They don't have hogs on Fifth Avenue, Anita. Don't forget that. Well,

good-by and good luck.”

This was more like an eviction than a desertion. Kedzie felt a little

softening of her heart toward the old homestead.

“I'm sure I'm much obliged for all you've done for me.”

Ferriday roared his scorn.

She went on: “I am. Honest-ly! And I hope I haven't caused you too much

inconvenience.”

Ferriday betrayed how much he was hurt by his violent efforts to conceal

it.

“Not at all. It happens that I've just found another little girl to take

your place. This one drifted in among the extras, just as you did, and

she's a dream. I'll show her to the managers, and they may be so glad

to get her they won't charge you a cent. In fact, if you say the word,

I might manage it so that they would pay you something to cancel your

contract.”

This was quite too cruel. It crushed the tears out of Kedzie's eyes, and

she had no fight left in her. She simply stammered:

“No, thank you. Don't bother. Well, good-by.”

“Good-by, Anita--good luck!”

He let her make her way out of his office alone. She had to skirt the

studio. From behind a canvas wall over which the Cooper-Hewitt tubes

rained a quivering blue glare came the words of the assistant director:

“Now choke her, Hazlitt! Harder! Register despair, Miss Hardy. Try to

scream and can't! That's good. Now, Walsh, jump in to the rescue. Slug

him. Knock his bean off. 'S enough! Fall, Hazlitt. Now gather up Miss

Hardy, Walsh. Register devotion, gratitude, adoration--now you got it.

Turn on your lamps full power, dearie! Wow! Bully! A couple of tears,

please. That's the stuff. You'll be the queen of the world. Weep a

little more. Real tears. That's it! Now clinch for the fade-out. Cut!”

Kedzie tiptoed away. She felt as Eve must have felt sneaking out of Eden

and hearing the nightingales wrangling and the leopards at play.

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