CHAPTER XIV

On Monday there was a meeting of one of the committees she had organized

for the furtherance of what she called the movie stunt. The committee

met at the Colony Club. Most of the committee were women of large wealth

and of executive ability, and they accomplished a deal of business with

expedition in their own way.

There was some chatter, but it was to the point. At length during a

discussion of various forms of entertainment Mrs. Noxon said she was

afraid that the show would be deadly dull with only amateurs in it. Mrs.

Dyckman thought that professionals would make the amateurs look more

amateurish than ever. The debate swayed from side to side, but finally

inclined toward the belief that a few professional bits would refresh

the audience.

And then suddenly Mrs. Neff had to sing out: “Oh, Charity, I've an idea.

Let's get some stunning dancer to do a special number. I remember one

who would be just the ticket. What's the name--Zada Le Something or

other. She's a gorgeous creature. Have you seen her recently?”

Several women began signaling wildly to Mrs. Neff to keep quiet. Charity

saw their semaphores at work, but Mrs. Neff was blind--blind, but not

speechless. She kept on singing the praises of Zada till everybody

wanted to gag her.

An open mind to gossip is an important thing. We ought to keep up with

all the scandals concerning our friends and enemies. Otherwise we

lose many an opportunity to undercut the latter and we are constantly

annoying the former.

It was Mrs. Neff, of all people--and she loved Charity Coe dearly--who

caused her public shame and suffering. Mrs. Neff had defended Charity

from the slanderous assumptions of Prissy Atterbury and had refused to

listen to Pet Bettany's echoes.

She had, indeed, a bad reputation for rebuking well-meaning

disseminators of spice. This attitude discouraged several persons who

would otherwise have told her all sorts of interesting things about

Charity's husband's _entente cordiale_ with Zada.

Charity had dwelt in a fool's paradise of trust in Peter Cheever for a

while, then had dropped back into a fool's purgatory of doubt, where she

wandered bewildered. Now she was thrown into the fool's hell. She

knew that her love had been betrayed. Everybody else knew it and was

wondering how she would act.

Charity was sick. This was really more than she had bargained for. As

before, she felt it immodest to expose her emotions in public, so she

said:

“Yes, I've seen her. She is very attractive, isn't she? I don't know if

she is dancing in public any more, but I'll find out.”

Mrs. Neff sat back triumphantly and let the meeting proceed. But

there was a gray pall on the occasion. Women began to look at their

wrist-watches and pretend to be shocked at the lateness of the hour, and

all of them shook hands solemnly with Charity. There was a poorly veiled

condolence in their tone.

Charity carried it off pluckily, but she was in a dangerous humor. She

really could not endure the patronizing mercy of these women.

That night Cheever made again his appearance at the dinner-table. He

had some notion of putting Charity off her guard or of atoning to her in

part for his resumed alliance with Zada. He could not have told what

his own motives were, for he was in a state of bewilderment between his

duties to Mrs. Charity Tweedledum and Miss Zada Tweedledee. He could not

tell which one had the greater claim on his favors.

Charity studied him across the table and wondered what he really was,

faun or traitor, Mormon or weakling. He was certainly handsome, but the

influence of Zada L'Etoile seemed to hang about him like a green slime

on a statue.

She could not find any small talk to carry the meal along. At length

Cheever asked:

“What you been up to all day?”

“Oh, committee stuff--that movie thing, you know.”

“How's it coming on? Got a manager yet?”

“Not yet. We were talking about getting some professionals in to

brighten up the evening.”

“Good work! Those amateurs make me sick.”

“Mrs. Neff proposed that we get some stunning dancer to do a turn.”

“Not a bad idea. For instance--”

He emptied his glass of Chablis and the butler was standing by to refill

it when Charity answered:

“Mrs. Neff suggested a dancer I haven't seen on the stage for some time.

You used to admire her.”

“Yes?” said Cheever, pushing his glass along the table toward the

butler, who began to pour as Charity slid home her _coup de grace_.

“Zada L'Etoile. What's become of her?”

Cheever's eyes gaped and his jaws dropped. The butler's expression

was the same. He poured the Chablis on the back of Cheever's hand and

neither noticed it till Charity laughed hysterically and drove the sword

a little deeper:

“Is she still alive? Have you seen her?”

Cheever glared at her, breathed hard, swore at the butler, wiped his

hand on his napkin, gnawed his lips, twisted his mustache, threw down

the napkin, rose, and left the table.

Charity's smile turned to a grimace. She saw that the butler was ashamed

of her. He almost told her that she ought to have known better than

subject him and the other servants to such a scene.

Charity caught herself about to say, “I beg your pardon, Hammond.”

She felt as if she ought to beg the pardon of everybody in the world.

She could not stand the lonely dining-room long. She rose and walked

out. It seemed that she would never reach the door. It was a _via

crucis_ to her. Her back ached with the sense of eyes upon it.

The hall was lonely. The thud of the front door jarred her. She went

into the library. It was a dark and frowning cavern. She went into the

music-room, approached the piano, looked over the music, turned up “Go,

Lovely Rose.” The rose that Jim Dyckman said she was had been thrown

into the mud. She went up to her room. The maid was arranging her bed

for the night. She had turned down one corner of the cover, built up one

heap of pillows, set one pair of slippers by the edge.

Charity felt like a rejected old spinster. She sat and mused and her

thoughts were bitter. She remembered Doctor Mosely's sermon and wondered

if he would preach what he preached if he knew what she knew. She would

go to him and tell him.

But what did she know? Enough to convince herself, but nothing at all

that even a preacher would call evidence.

She must have proof. She resolved to get it. There must be an abundance

of it. She wondered how one went at the getting of evidence.

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