GRUBBING AWAY.
Gilly Foot's mind was so inventive, and his demand for ministerial
assistance in carrying out his inventions so urgent, during the next
three weeks that Andy had little leisure for his own or anybody else's
private affairs. The week-ends at Meriton had to be temporarily
suspended, and Meriton news reached him now by a word from Billy, who
seemed to be in touch with Belfield, now through Jack Rock. Thus he
heard from Billy that Harry Belfield was married and had gone abroad;
while Jack sent him a copy of the local paper, with a paragraph (heavily
marked in blue pencil) to the effect that Mr. Harry Belfield, being
advised by his doctor to take a prolonged rest, had resigned his
position as prospective candidate for the Meriton Division. Decorous
expressions of regret followed, and it was added that probably Mr. Mark
Wellgood, Chairman of the Conservative Association, would be approached
in the matter. Jack had emphasized his pencil-mark with a large note of
exclamation, in which Andy felt himself at liberty to see crystallized
the opinion of Harry's fellow-citizens.
Still, though Meriton had for the time to be relegated mainly to memory,
there it had a specially precious pigeon-hole. It had regained for him
all its old status of home. When he thought of holidays, it was of
holidays at Meriton. When his thoughts grew ambitious--the progress of
Gilbert Foot and Co. began to justify modest ambitions--they pictured a
small house for himself in or near Meriton, and a leisure devoted to
that ancient town's local affairs. To himself he was a citizen of
Meriton more than of London; for to Andy London was, foremost of all, a
place of work. Its gaieties were for him occasional delights, rather
than a habitual part of the life it offered. Talks with Jack Rock and
other old friends, visits to Halton and Nutley, completed the picture of
his future life at home. He was not a man much given to analysing his
thoughts or feelings, and perhaps did not realize how very essential the
setting was to the attractiveness of the picture, nor that one part of
the setting gave the picture more charm than all the rest. Yet when
Andy's fancy painted him as enjoying well-earned hours of repose at
Meriton, the terrace by the lake at Nutley was usually to be seen in the
foreground.
Let Gilly clamour never so wildly for figures to be ready for him by the
next morning, in order that he might know whether the latest child of
his genius could be reared in this hard world or must be considered
merely as an ideal laid up in the heavens, an evening had to be found to
go and see the Nun as Joan of Arc--first as the rustic maid in that
village in France (its name was on the programme), and then, in silver
armour, exhorting the King of France (who was supposed to be on
horseback in the wings). The question of the Nun's horse was solved by
an elderly white animal being discovered on the stage when the curtain
rose--the Nun was assumed to have just dismounted (voluntarily)--and
being led off to the blare of trumpets. This was for the second song, of
course, and it was the second song which brought Miss Doris Flower the
greatest triumph that she had ever yet achieved. Its passing references
to the favour of Heaven were unexceptionable in taste--so all the papers
declared; its martial spirit stirred the house; its tune caught on
immensely; and, by a happy inspiration, Joan of Arc had (as she was
historically quite entitled to have) a prophetic vision of a time when
the relations between her own country and England would be infinitely
happier than they were in the days of Charles VII. and Henry VI. This
vision having fortunately been verified, the public applauded Joan of
Arc's sentiments to the echo, while the author and the management were
very proud of their skill in imparting this touch of "actuality" to the
proceedings. Finally, the Nun was in excellent voice, and the silver
armour suited her figure prodigiously well.
"Yes, it's a great go," said Miss Flower contentedly, when Andy went
round to her room to see her. She draped a Japanese dressing-gown over
the silver armour, laid her helmet on the table, and lit a cigarette.
"It knocks the Quaker into a cocked hat, and makes even the Nun look
silly. The booking's enormous; and it's something to draw them here,
with that Venus-rising-from-the-foam girl across the Square. I'm told,
too, that she appears to have chosen a beach where there are no by-laws
in force, Andy."
Andy explained that he had not much leisure for even the most attractive
entertainments.
"Do you know," she proceeded, "that something very funny--I shan't want
you for ten minutes, Mrs. Milsom" (this to her dresser, who discreetly
withdrew)--"has happened about Billy Foot? I don't mind telling you, in
confidence, that at Meriton I thought he was going to break out. With
half an opportunity he would have. Since we came back I've only seen him
twice, and then he tried to avoid me. His usual haunts, Andy, know him
only occasionally, and then in company which, to my mind, undoubtedly
has its home in Kensington."
"What's the matter with him, I wonder? Now you remind me, I've hardly
seen him either."
"He was here the other night, in a box, with Kensington; but he didn't
come round. Took Kensington on to supper, I suppose."
"What have you against Kensington?" Andy inquired curiously.
"Nothing at all. Only I've observed, Andy, that taking Kensington out is
a prelude to matrimony. I could tell you a dozen cases in my own
knowledge. You hadn't thought of that? In certain fields my experience
is still superior to yours."
"Oh, very much so! Do you suspect any particular Kensingtonian?"
"There was a tall dark girl, rather pretty; but I couldn't look much.
Well, we shall miss Billy if it comes off, but I imagine we can rely
implicitly on Gilly."
"You've heard that Harry's married to Miss Vintry?"
"Serve her right!" said the Nun severely. "I never had any pity for that
woman."
"And he's chucked the candidature. So our great campaign was all for
nothing!"
"Well, Billy must always be talking somewhere, anyhow. And I should
think it did you good?"
"Oh yes, it did. I was thinking of Harry."
"In my opinion it's about time you got out of that habit. Now you must
go, or you'll make me too late to get anything to eat. As you may guess,
wearing this shell involves a fundamental reconstruction before I can
present myself at supper."
Andy took her hand and pressed it. "I'm so jolly glad you've got such a
success, Doris. And the armour's ripping!"
There followed three weeks of what Gilly Foot, over his lunch at the
restaurant and his dinner at the Artemis, used to describe as
"incredible grind for both of us." Then a day of triumph! The outcome of
the latest brilliant idea, the new scientific primer, was accepted as
the text-book in the County Council secondary schools. Gilly wore a
_Nunc Dimittis_ air.
"Eton and Harrow! Pooh!" said he. "A couple of hundred copies a year
apiece, perhaps. Give me the County Council schools! The young masses
being bred on Gilbert Foot and Co.--that's what I want. The proletariat
is our game! If this spreads over the country, and I believe it will, we
shall be rich men in no time, Andy."
Andy was smiling broadly--not that he had any particular wish to be
rich, but because successful labour is marvellously sweet.
"Do you happen to remember that it was you who gave me the germ of that
idea?"
"No, surely I didn't? I don't remember. I can't have, Gilly."
"Oh yes, you did. That arrangement of the tables of comparison?"
"Oh, ah! Yes--well, I do remember something about that. But that's only
a trifle. You did all the rest."
"That's what's fetched them, though; I know it is." He gave a sigh.
"Andy, I shall grudge you that all the rest of my life." He put his head
on one side, and regarded his partner with a peaceful smile. "You're a
remarkable chap, you know. Some day or other I believe you'll end by
making me work! Sometimes I kind of feel the infection creeping over me.
I distinctly hurried lunch to-day to come back and talk about this."
"I believe we have got our foot in this time," said Andy.
"I shan't, however, do anything more to-day," Gilly announced, rising
and putting on his hat. "My nerves are somewhat over-stimulated. A walk
in the park, a game of bridge, and a quiet little dinner are indicated.
You'll attend to anything that turns up, won't you, old chap?"
Slowly and gradually Andy Hayes was growing not only into his strength
but also into the consciousness of it. He was measuring his
powers--slowly, suspiciously, distrustfully. His common sense refused to
ignore what he had done and was doing, but his modesty ever declined to
go a step beyond the facts. All through his life this characteristic
abode with him--a sort of surprise that the simple qualities he
recognised in himself should stand him in such good stead, combined with
an unwillingness rashly to pledge their efficacy in the greater labours
of the future. Thus it came about that he was, so to say, a day behind
the world's estimate in his estimate of himself. When the people about
him were already sure, he was gradually reaching confidence--never the
imperious self-confidence of commanding genius, which makes no question
but that the future will be as obedient to its sway as the past, but a
very sober trust in a proved ability, a trust based on no inner instinct
of power, but solely on the plain experience that hitherto he had shown
himself equal to the business which came his way--equal to it if he
worked very hard at it, took it seriously, and gave all he had to give
to it. The degree of self-confidence thus achieved was never sufficient
to make him seek adventures; by slow growth it became enough to prevent
him from turning his back on any task, however heavy, which the course
of his life and the judgment of his fellows laid upon him. So step by
step he moved on in his development and in his knowledge of it. He
recognised now that it would have been a pity to pass his life as a
butcher in Meriton--that it would have been waste of material. But he
was still quite content to regard as a sufficient occupation, and
triumph, of that life the building-up of Gilbert Foot and Co.'s
educational publishing connection; and he was still surprised to be
reminded that he had contributed anything more than hard work to that
task, that it owed to him even the smallest scintilla of original
suggestion. Still there it was. Perhaps he would never do a thing like
that again. Very likely not. Still he had done it once. It passed from
the impossibles to the possibles--a possible under strict and
distrustful observation, but a possible that should be put to the proof.
Nothing in the business line turned up after Gilly had departed to
recruit his nerves. Having made one bold and successful leap, the
educational publishing concern of Gilbert Foot and Co. seemed disposed
to sit awhile on its haunches. Andy was the last man to quarrel with it
for that; he had all the primitive man's fear of things looking too
rosy. Things had looked too rosy with Harry. And "Nemesis! Nemesis!" old
Belfield had cried. By all means let the educational publishing concern
rest on its haunches for awhile; the new scientific primer, with the
quite original arrangement of its comparative tables, supplied a
comfortable cushion. It was five o'clock; Andy made bold to light his
pipe.
"Mr. Belfield!" announced the office-boy, twisting his head between the
door and the jamb with a questioning air.
What brought Belfield to town? "Oh, show him in!" said Andy, laying down
his pipe.
Not Harry's father, as Andy had concluded, but Harry himself was the
visitor--Harry radiantly handsome, in a homespun suit of delicate gray
with a blue stripe in it, a white felt hat, a light blue tie--a look of
perfect health and happiness about him.
"I was passing by--been in the City--and thought I must look you up, old
chap," said Harry, clasping Andy's hand in unmistakably genuine
affection. "Seems years since we met! Well, a lot's happened to me, you
see. You didn't know I was in town, did you? Only passing through;
Isobel and I have been in Paris--went there after the event, you
know--and we're off to Scotland to-morrow for some golf. She's got all
the makings of a player, Andy. And how are you? Grubbing away?"
"Grubbing away" most decidedly failed to express Gilbert Foot and Co.'s
idea of what had happened in their office that day, but Andy found no
leisure to dwell on any wound to his firm's corporate vanity. Here was
the old Harry! Harry as he had been in the early days of his engagement!
The Harry of that brief spell of good resolution, after Andy had
delivered to him a certain note! There was no trace at all--by way
either of woe or of shame--of the Harry who had come to the Lion,
seeking a place where Isobel Vintry might lay her head, craving for her
the charity of a night's lodging, and no questions asked!
Andy's intelligence was brought to a full stop--sheer up against the
difficult question of whether it is worth while to worry about people
who are not worrying about themselves. Theologically, socially,
politically, it is correct to say yes; faced with an individual case,
the affirmative answer seems sometimes almost ridiculous; rather like
pressing an overcoat--or half your cloak, after the example of St.
Martin of Tours--on a vagabond of exceptionally caloric temperament. He
is naked, and neither ashamed nor cold. Must you shiver, or blush, for
him?
"I--er--ought to congratulate you, Harry."
"Thanks, old chap! Yes, it's very much all right. Things one's sorry
for, of course--oh, don't think I'm not sorry!--but the right road found
at last, Andy! I suppose a fellow has to go through things like that.
I'm not justifying myself, of course; I know I'm apt to--well, to put
off doing the necessary thing if it's likely to cause pain to anybody.
That's a mistake, though an amiable one perhaps. But all that's over--no
use talking about it. When we get back to town, you must come and see
us."
Andy remembered an old-time conversation about Lethe water. Harry seemed
disposed to stand treat for a bottle.
"I'm awfully sorry about--about the seat, Harry," he said.
A faint frown of vexation marred Harry's comely contentment. "Yes, but I
don't know that one isn't best out of it. A lot of grind, making
yourself pleasant to a lot of fools! Oh, perhaps it's a duty; but it'll
wait a bit."
"You're not looking out elsewhere?" Andy asked.
"Give a fellow time!" Harry expostulated. "I've only been married a
fortnight! You must let me have a bit of a holiday. Oh, you needn't be
afraid I shan't tackle it again soon--Isobel's awfully keen! And I hope
to find a rather less dead-alive hole than Meriton." The faint frown
persisted on his face; it seemed to hint that his mind harboured a
grudge against Meriton--something unpleasant had happened there. A
perceptible, though slight, movement of his shoulders dismissed the
ungrateful subject. In a moment he had found a more pleasant one--a
theme for his kindliness to play on, secure from perturbing
recollections. His old friendly smile of encouragement and patronage
beamed on Andy.
"So you and Gilly are making it go? That's right! He's a lazy devil,
Gilly, but not a fool. And you're a good plodder. You remember I always
said you'd make your way? I thought you would, even if you'd taken on
old Jack's shop. But I expect you've got a better game here. Gilly
pleased with you?" He laughed in his pleasantly conscious impudence.
"He hasn't given me the sack yet," said Andy.
"You did a lot of work for me, old fellow," Harry pursued. "Sorry that,
owing to circumstances, it's all wasted! Still it taught you a thing or
two, I daresay?"
"That's just what the Nun was saying the other night, when I went to see
her show."
Harry's faint frown showed again. His recollection of Miss Flower's
behaviour at Meriton accused her of a want of real sympathy.
"Ah yes! I don't know who they'll get; but I must have made the seat
safe. Just the way one works for another fellow sometimes! It doesn't do
to complain."
The office-boy put his head in again--and his hand in front of his head.
"Wire just come, sir," he said to Andy, delivered the yellow envelope,
and disappeared.
"Open it, old fellow," said Harry, putting an exquisitely shod foot on
the table. "Yes, another fellow will take my place; I've done the work,
he'll reap the reward. And he'll probably think he's done it all
himself!"
Andy fingered his telegram absently, not in impatience; nothing very
urgent was to be expected, the great _coup_ had already been made. He
laid it down and listened again to Harry Belfield.
"Upon my soul," Harry went on, "I rather envy you your life. A good
steady straight job--and only got to stick to it. Now I'm no sooner out
of one thing--well out of it--than they begin to kick at me to start
another. The pater and Isobel are in the same story about it."
Harry's face was now seriously clouded and his voice peevish. He had
been through a great deal of trouble lately; he seemed to himself to be
entitled to a rest, to a reasonable interval of undisturbed enjoyment.
And he was being bothered about that career of his!
"Well, I suppose you oughtn't to miss the next election. The sooner you
go in the better, isn't it?"
"It's not so easy to find a safe seat." Harry assumed that the
constituency which he honoured should be one certain properly to
appreciate the compliment. "I sometimes think I'd like to chuck the
whole thing, and enjoy my life in my own way. Oh, I'm only joking, of
course; but when they nag, I jib, you know."
Andy nodded, relit his pipe, and opened his telegram.
"That's why I think you're rather lucky to have it all cut and dried for
you. Saves a lot of thinking!"
Andy had been reading his telegram, not listening to Harry for the
moment. "I beg pardon, Harry?" he said.
"Oh, read it. I'm only gassing," said Harry good-humouredly.
Andy read again; he always liked to read important documents twice. He
laid it down on the office table, looking very thoughtful. "That's
funny!" he observed. "It's from your father."
"Well, I don't see why the pater shouldn't send you a telegram, if he
wants to," smiled Harry.
"Asking me to go down to Meriton on Saturday and meet Lord Meriton,
Wigram, and himself." He took up the telegram and read the rest of the
message--"to discuss important suggestion of public nature affecting
yourself. Personal discussion necessary."
"To meet Meriton and Wigram?" Wigram was the Conservative agent in the
Division. "What the devil can they want?"
"I don't know," said Andy, "unless--unless it's about the candidature."
"About what?" Harry sharply withdrew the shapely foot from the table and
sat upright in his chair.
"Sounds ridiculous, doesn't it? Still I don't see what else it can be
about. What else can there be of a public nature affecting me?
'Affecting yourself' doesn't sound as if they only wanted my advice.
Besides, why should they want my advice?"
"Let's see the thing." Harry took it, read it, and flung it down
peevishly. "Why the deuce can't he say what he means?"
"Well, a wire's not always absolute secrecy in small towns, is it? And I
daresay they'd want the matter kept quiet till it was settled."
Harry's mood of gay contentment, clouded once or twice before, seemed
now eclipsed. He sat tapping his boot impatiently with his stick. His
father's telegram--or Andy's interpretation of it--clearly did not
please him. In the abstract, of course, he had known that he would have
a successor in the place which he had given up, or from which he had
fallen. It had never entered his head that anybody would suggest Andy
Hayes, his old-time worshipper and humble follower. He was not an
ungenerous man, but this idea demanded a radical readjustment of his
estimate of the relative positions of Andy and himself. If Andy were to
succeed to what he had lost, it brought what he had lost very sharply
before his eyes.
"Well, if that is the meaning of it, it certainly seems rather--rather a
rum start, eh, Andy? New sort of game for you!" He tried to make his
voice pleasant.
"It is--it would be--awfully kind of them to think of it," said Andy,
now smiling in candid gratification. "And Wigram, as well as your
father, was highly complimentary about some of my speeches. But it would
be quite out of the question. I've neither the time nor the money."
"It's a deuced expensive game," Harry remarked. "And, of course, no end
of work, especially in the next few months. And when you're in, it's not
much good in these days, unless you can give all your time to it."
"I know," said Andy, nodding grave appreciation of all these
difficulties. "It seems to me quite out of the question. Still, if that
is what they mean, I can hardly refuse to discuss it. You see, it's a
considerable compliment, anyhow."
He was thinking the idea over in his steady way, and had not paid heed
to Harry's altered mood. The objections Harry put forward were so in
tune with his own mind that it did not strike him as at all odd that his
friend should urge them even zealously. "In any event," he added, "I
should have to be guided entirely by what Gilly Foot thought."
"What Gilly thought?"
"I mean whether he thought it would be compatible with the claims of the
business."
"What, you'd really think of it?"
There was such unmistakable vexation, even scorn, in his voice now that
Andy could not altogether miss the significance of the tone. He looked
across at Harry with an air of surprise. "There's no harm in thinking a
thing over. I always like to do that."
"Well, of all the men I thought of as likely to step into my shoes, I
never thought of you."
"It's the last thing I should ever have thought of either. You've
something in your mind, haven't you? I hope you'll say anything you
think quite candidly."
"Oh well, since you ask me, old fellow, from the party point of view I
think there are--er--certain objections. I mean, in a place like Meriton
family connections and so on still count for a good deal--on our side,
anyhow."
Andy nodded, again comprehending and admitting. "Yes, I'm nobody; and my
father was nobody, from that point of view." He smiled. "And then
there's Jack Rock!"
"Don't be hurt with me, but I call myself a Tory, and I am one. Such
things do count, and I'm not ashamed to say I think they ought to. I've
never let them count in personal relations."
"I know that, Harry. You may be sure I recognise that. And you're right
to mention them now. I suppose they must have reckoned with them,
though, before they determined--if they have determined--to make me this
offer."
"Well, thank heaven I'm out of it, and I wish you joy of it," said
Harry, rising and clapping on his hat.
"Oh, it's not at all likely it'll come to anything. Must you go, Harry?"
"Yes, I'm off." He paused for a moment. "If it is what you think, you'd
better look at it carefully. Don't let them persuade you against your
own judgment. I consider Wigram an ass, and old Meriton is quite out of
touch with the Division." He forbore to comment on his own father, and
with a curt "Good-bye" departed, shutting the door rather loudly behind
him.
This great day--the day which had both witnessed the triumph of the new
text-book and brought the telegram from Meriton--was a Thursday. Andy
sent his answer that he would be at Halton on Saturday afternoon. He
could find no other possible interpretation of the summons, surprising
as his first interpretation was. He was honestly pleased; it could not
be said that he was much puzzled. His answer seemed pretty plain--the
thing was impossible. What did surprise him rather was the instinctive
regret with which he greeted this conclusion. Such an idea had never
occurred to his mind; when it was presented to him, he could not turn
away without regret--nay, not without a certain vague feeling of
self-reproach. If he seemed to them a possible leader, ought he to turn
his back on the battle? But of course they did not know his private
circumstances or the business claims upon him. Harry had been quite
right about those, just as he had been about the desirability of family
connections--but not of family connections with Jack Rock.
It was quite out of the question; but, Andy being human and no more
business offering itself, he indulged in half an hour's reverie over it.
He shook his head at himself with a reproving smile for this vanity. But
it would be pleasant to have the offer, and pleasant if they let him
mention it to one or two friends. Jack Rock would be proud of it, and he
could not help thinking that perhaps Vivien Wellgood would be pleased.
His brow knit when he remembered that Harry Belfield had not seemed
pleased. Well, could he be expected to be pleased? "To step into my
shoes" had been his phrase. Well, if men choose to take off fine new
shoes and leave them lying about? Somebody will step into them. Why not
a friend? So he argued. A friend in regard to whom Harry had never
allowed anything to interfere with his personal relations. That was just
it. If a friend, he had also been a _protege_, the recipient of a kindly
generous patronage, an equal by grace and not by right. Credit Harry
Belfield with a generosity above the average, and yet he might feel a
pang at the idea of his former humble friend stepping into his shoes,
taking his place, becoming successor to what his folly had left vacant.
Andy understood; and from that point of view he felt it was rather a
relief that the thing was in itself an impossibility. There was a triple
impossibility--the money, the time--and Gilly Foot!
Still the text-book and the telegram had given him an interesting day.