NO GOOD?
At supper the fun waxed fast and harmlessly furious. The party had
received an unexpected accession in the person of Jack Rock. He had been
caught surveying the "spread" in company with Miss Dutton (she had
declined the alarming hospitality of Halton), old Mr. Dove, and the
Bird--a trio who had been working for its perfection most of the day and
all the evening. Having caught Jack, the Nun would by no means let him
go. She made him sit down by her in Harry's vacant place, declaring that
room could be found for Harry somewhere when he turned up, and in this
honourable position Jack was enjoying himself--honestly, simply, knowing
that they were "up to their fun," neither spoilt nor embarrassed. Old
Mr. Dove, the Bird, and Miss Miles (when the bar closed she condescended
to help at table, because she too had been in the profession) humoured
the joke, and served Jack with a slyly exaggerated deference. Billy Foot
referred to him as "the eminent sportsman," and affected to believe that
he belonged to the Jockey Club. Gilly, who knew not Jack, perceiving the
sportsman but missing the butcher, had a success the origin of which he
did not understand when he proceeded to explain to Jack what points were
of really vital importance in a sweetbread.
"You gentlemen from London seem to study everything!" exclaimed Jack
admiringly.
"This one does credit to the local butcher," said Gilly solemnly, and
looked round amazed when all glasses were lifted in honour of Jack Rock.
"Food is the only thing Gilly studies," remarked Miss Dutton. The supper
proving satisfactory, she felt at liberty to indulge her one social gift
of a sardonic humour.
"Quite right, Sally," Billy agreed. "Food for his own body and for the
minds of children. What he makes out of the latter he spends on the
former. That both are good you may see at a glance."
"I find myself with something like an appetite," Gilly announced.
"That's how I likes to see folks at the Lion," said old Mr. Dove, easily
interposing from behind his chair. "A trifle more, sir?--Miss Miles,
your eye seems to have missed Mr. Gilbert Foot's glass."
"La, now, I was looking at Miss Flower's frock!"
"Why, you helped to put it on me! You ought to know it."
"It sets that sweet on you, Miss Flower."
All was merry and gay and easy--a pleasant ending to a pleasant holiday.
They all hoped to come back for the wedding, to run down for that
eventful day, but work claimed them on the morrow. London clamoured for
the Nun--new songs to be rehearsed now and sung in ten days. Billy Foot
had a heavy appeal at Quarter Sessions; Gilbert Foot and Co. demanded
the attention of its constituent members.
"Harry's a long time getting back," Andy remarked, looking at his watch.
"He's dallying," said Billy. "I should dally myself if I had the
chance."
"Perhaps he found Wellgood back; I know he wanted to speak to
him--something about the settlements."
"And what might you be going to sing in London next, miss?" asked Jack,
gratefully accepting a tankard of beer which Mr. Dove, in silent
understanding of his secret wishes, had placed beside him.
"I'm going to be Joan of Arc," said the Nun. "Know much about her, Mr.
Rock?"
"Surely, miss! Heard of her at school. The old gentleman used to talk
about her too, Andy. Burnt to death for a witch, poor girl, wasn't she?"
"It seems a most appropriate part for our hostess," remarked Billy Foot.
"Silly!" Miss Dutton shot out contemptously.
"It's rather daring, but the Management put perfect reliance in my good
taste," the Nun pursued serenely. "In the first song I'm just the
peasant girl at--at--well, I forget the name of the village, somewhere
in France--it'll be on the programme. In the second I'm in
armour--silver armour--exhorting the King of France. They wanted me to
be on a horse, but I wouldn't."
"The horse might be heard neighing?" Billy suggested. "Off, you know."
"Then the horse would be where I was afraid of being," said the Nun, and
suddenly gurgled.
"Silver armour! My! Don't you want to take me up to see her?" This came,
in a perfectly audible aside, from Miss Miles to the Bird. Old Mr. Dove
coughed, yet benevolently.
"Much armour?" asked Gilly, suddenly emerging from a deep attention to
his plate. His hopes obviously running towards what may be styled a
classical entertainment, the question was received with merriment.
"Completely encased, Gilly. I shall look like a lobster. Still, Mr. Rock
will come and see me, if the rest of you don't."
"There are possibilities about Joan of Arc," Gilly pursued. "Not at all
bad to lead off with Joan of Arc. Andy, you might make a note of Joan."
"If a frontispiece is of any use to you, Gilly--?" the Nun suggested
politely.
"What can have become of Harry?" Again it was Andy Hayes who asked.
The Nun turned to him and, under cover of Billy's imaginative
description of the frontispiece, said softly, "Can't you be happy unless
you know Harry Belfield's all right?"
"He's a very long time," said Andy. "And they're early at Nutley, you
know. Perhaps he's decided to go straight home to bed."
She looked at him for a moment, but said nothing. The tide of merry
empty talk--gone in the speaking, like the wine in the drinking, yet not
less pleasant--flowed on; only now Miss Flower to some degree shared
Andy's taciturnity. She was not apprehensive or gloomy; it seemed merely
that some sense of the real, the ordinary, course of life had come back
to her; the hour of careless gaiety was no longer, like Joan of Arc,
"completely encased" in silver armour.
Jack Rock turned to her, bashful, humble, yet sure of her kindness. "I
must be goin', miss; I've to be up and about by seven. But--would you
sing to us, miss, same as you did at that meetin'?"
It was against etiquette to ask the Nun to sing on private occasions; if
she chose, she volunteered. But Jack was, naturally, innocent of the
etiquette.
"Of course I'll sing for you. Any favourite song, Jack?"
"What pleases you'll please me, miss," said old Jack.
"I'll sing you an old Scotch one I happen to know."
Silence obtained--from Billy Foot with some difficulty, since he had got
into an argument with Sally Dutton--the Nun began to sing:--
"My Jeany and I have toiled
The livelong Summer's Day:
Till we were almost spoil'd
At making of the Hay.
Her Kerchy was of holland clear,
Tied to her bonny brow,
I whispered something in her ear;
But what is that to you?"
The Bird, who had been dispatched to get Gilly Foot a whisky-and-soda,
came in, set it down, and moved towards Andy. "Be still with you, Tom!"
said Jack Rock imperiously.
"Her stockings were of Kersey green,
And tight as ony silk;
O, sic a leg was never seen!
Her skin was white as milk.
Her hair was black as ane could wish,
And sweet, sweet was her mou'!
Ah! Jeany daintily can kiss;
But what is that to you?"
"She has a way of giving those two wretched last lines which is simply
an outrage," Billy Foot complained to the now silent Sally Dutton.
Again the Bird tried to edge towards Andy. Jack Rock forbade.
"But I've a message," the Bird whispered protestingly.
"Damn your message! She's singin' to us!"
"The Rose and Lily baith combine
To make my Jeany fair;
There is no Benison like mine,
I have a'maist no care,
But when another swain, my fair,
Shall say 'You're fair to view,'
Let Jeany whisper in his ear,
'Pray, what is that to you?'"
There was loud applause.
"I only sang it for Mr. Rock," said the Nun, relapsing into a demureness
which had not consistently marked her rendering of the song.
Released from Jack's imprisoning eye, the Bird darted to Andy and
delivered his delayed message. "Mr. Harry--Andy, if you'd step into the
street, sir--Andy, I mean--(the Bird was confused as to social
distinctions)--he's waiting--and looking infernally put out!"
"He wants me--outside? Why doesn't he come in? Well, I'll go." Andy rose
to his feet.
"You've fired his imagination!" remarked Gilly to the Nun. "He goes to
seek adventures. Yet your song was that of a moralist."
"A moralist somewhat too curious about a stocking," Billy opined.
"Oh, well, I never think anything of a girl who lets her stockings get
into wrinkles," the Nun observed, as she resumed her seat. "Do you,
Jack?"
Her eyes had followed Andy as he went out. To tell the truth, they had
chanced to fall on him once or twice as she sang her song. But Andy had
looked a little preoccupied; that fact had not made her sing worse--and
at last Andy had gently drummed three fingers on the table.
"You've a wonderful way of puttin' it, miss," said old Jack Rock.
She laid her hand on his arm, saucily affectionate. "Pray what is that
to you?" she asked.
"I'm off, miss. Thank you kindly. It's been an evenin' for me!"
She let him go, with the kindest of farewells. A salvo of applause from
the company honoured his exit. She rested her chin in her hands, her
elbows on the table. Jack Rock was to be heard saying his
good-nights--merry chaff with old Dove, with the Bird, with Miss Miles.
Why had Andy gone out--and Harry Belfield not come in?
Billy Foot rose, moved round the table, and sat by her. "Where did you
find it?"
"In an old book a friend gave me."
"I like it." Billy sounded quite convinced of the song's merit.
"It has got a little bit of--of the feeling, hasn't it?"
"The feeling which I've always understood you never felt?"
She was securely evasive. "It's supposed to be a man who sings it,
Billy."
"That accounts for the foolishness of the sentiments?"
"Makes them sound familiar, anyhow," said the Nun, preferring experience
to theory.
Andy came in. He went quickly to the Nun and bent down over her chair.
"Harry's outside--with Miss Vintry. He wants to know if he may bring her
in," he said, speaking very low.
Surprise got the better of the Nun's discretion. Her voice was audible
to them all, as she exclaimed:
"Miss Vintry with him! At this time of night!"
"I think perhaps--as we've finished supper--we'd better break up," said
Andy, apologetically addressing the company.
"Why? Has anything happened?" asked Billy Foot.
"I think so." He bent down to the Nun again. "Miss Vintry has got to
sleep here to-night." His voice was low, but they were all very still,
and the voice carried.
"There's no room for her--with Gilly here as well as us," the Nun
protested rather fretfully.
"You must make room somehow," he returned firmly. "I'm going to bring
them in now." He looked significantly at Billy Foot. "We're rather a
large party."
Billy turned to his brother. "I'm off home. Will you stroll with me as
far as Halton?"
Gilly nodded in a bewildered fashion--he was not up in Meriton
affairs--and slowly rose.
"And when I come back I'll go straight to bed," he said, looking at Andy
to see whether what he suggested met with acceptance.
Andy nodded approval; Gilly would be best in bed.
With the briefest farewell the brothers passed out. As they went, they
saw Harry Belfield, with a woman on his arm, walking slowly up and down
on the other side of the street.
Sally Dutton rose. "I'll go to bed too." As she reached the door she
turned round and said, "At least I'll wait in my room. She--she can come
in with me, if she likes, Andy."
"Thank you," said Andy gravely.
"What is it, Andy?" the Nun asked.
"A general break-up," he answered briefly, as he followed Sally Dutton
out of the room.
The Nun sat on amidst the relics of her feast--the fruit, the flowers,
the empty bottles. Somehow they all looked rather ghastly. She gave a
little shiver of disgust.
Andy came in with Isobel Vintry clinging to his arm, Harry following and
carefully closing the door.
Andy made Isobel sit down at the table and offered her some wine from a
half-emptied bottle. She refused with a gesture and laid her head
between her hands on the table. Harry threw his hat on a chair and stood
helplessly in the middle of the room. The Nun sat in a hostile silence.
"She'd better go straight to bed," said Andy.
"She can have my room. I'll go in with Sally."
He looked at her. "She'd better have somebody with her, I think. Will
you call Sally?"
The Nun obeyed, and Sally came. As she passed Harry, she smiled in her
queer derisive fashion, but her voice was kind as she took hold of
Isobel's arm and raised her, saying, "Come, you're upset to-night. It
won't look half so bad in the morning."
Harry met Isobel and clasped her hands. Then she and Sally Dutton went
out together.
Harry sat down heavily in a chair by the table and poured out a glass of
wine.
"Do you two men want to be alone together?" the Nun asked.
Harry shook his head. "I'm just off home."
"It's all arranged," said Andy. "Harry goes to London by the early train
to-morrow. I shall get her things from Nutley directly after breakfast
and bring them here. You and Sally will look after her till twelve
o'clock. Then I'll take her to the station. Harry will meet her at the
other end, and--well, they've made their plans."
Harry lit a cigarette and smoked it very quickly, between gulps of wine.
Andy had begun to smoke too. His air was calm, though grave; he seemed
to have taken charge of the whole affair.
"Are you going to marry her?" the Nun suddenly inquired, with her usual
directness.
"You might have gathered that much from what Andy said," Harry grumbled
in an injured tone.
"Does Vivien know yet?"
He dropped his cigarette-end into his emptied glass.
"Yes," he answered, frowning. "For God's sake, don't put me through a
catechism, Doris!" He rose from his chair, looking round for his hat.
"Shall I walk back with you?" Andy asked.
"No, thanks. I'd rather be alone." His tone was still very injured, as
though the two were in league with one another, and with all the world,
to persecute him. He came up to the Nun. "I shan't see you again for a
bit, I expect. Good-bye, Doris." He held out his hand to her. The Nun
interlaced her hands on the table in front of her.
"I won't!" she said. "I won't shake hands with you to-night, Harry
Belfield. You've broken the heart of the sweetest girl I ever met.
You've brought shame and misery on her--you who aren't fit to black her
shoes! You've brought shame on your people. I suppose you've pretty well
done for yourself in Meriton. And all for what? Because you must
philander, must have your conquests, must always be proving to yourself
that nobody can resist you!"
Harry looked morosely resentful at the indictment. "Oh, you can't
understand. Nobody can understand who--who isn't made that way. You talk
as if I'd meant to do it!"
"I think I'd rather you had meant to do it. That'd be rather less
contemptible, I think."
"Gently, gently, Doris!" Andy interposed.
She turned on him. "Oh yes, it's always 'Gently, gently!' with Harry
Belfield. He's to be indulged, and excused, and forgiven, and all the
rest of it. Let him hear the truth for once, Andy. Even if it doesn't do
him any good to hear it, it does me good to say it--lots of good!"
"You'd better go, Harry. You won't find her good company to-night. I'll
be at the station to see you off to-morrow--before I see about the
things at Nutley."
"I'm going; and I'm much obliged to Doris for her abuse. She's always
been the same about me--sneering and snarling!"
"I've never made a fool of myself about you. That's what you can't
forgive, Harry."
"Go, my dear fellow, go," said Andy. "What's the use of this?"
Harry moved off towards the door. As he went out, he said over his
shoulder, "At any rate you can't say I'm not doing the square thing
now!"
They heard the "Boots" open the door of the inn for him; a moment later
his step passed the window. Andy came and sat down by the Nun; she
caught his big hand in hers.
"I'm trying hard not to cry. I don't want to break my record. How did it
all happen?"
"Wellgood came back before they expected him. Harry met her--by chance,
he says--after he'd left Vivien, and he was carried away, he says.
Somehow or other--I don't quite understand how--Vivien came on the scene
again. Then Wellgood was on to them, and had the whole thing out, before
his daughter. It seems that he's in love with Miss Vintry himself--so I
understood Harry. That, of course, didn't make him any kinder."
"It's cruel, cruel, cruel!"
"Yes, but do you remember a talk we had about it once?"
"Yes. You thought this--this sort of thing would really be the best."
"I was thinking of Miss Wellgood. Of course, for poor Harry--Wellgood's
a dangerous enemy!" He paused a moment. "And the thing's so bad. He
wasn't square with either of them, and they're both in love with him, I
suppose!"
"This woman here in love with him? Really? Not only for the match?"
"I think so."
"I'm sorry for her then. She'd much better not be! Oh, I daresay he'll
marry her. How much will that mean with Harry Belfield?"
Feeling in less danger of breaking her record, she loosed her hold of
Andy's hand. He rose.
"I must be off. I've a lot to do to-morrow. Gilly'll have to look after
the office. I've got to see Mr. Belfield among other things; and Harry
wants me to see Vivien Wellgood--and, well, try to say something for
him."
"Just like him! He breaks the pitcher and leaves you to sweep up the
pieces!"
"Well, he can't see her himself, can he?"
"He'd make love to her again if he did. You may be sure of that!"
The door opened, and Sally Dutton came in in her dressing-gown, with her
pretty hair all about her shoulders.
"She's asleep--sound asleep. So I--may I stay a few minutes with you,
Doris? I--I've got the blues awfully badly." She came to the Nun and
knelt down beside her. Suddenly she broke into a torrent of sobs. Andy
heard her say through them, "Oh, it reminds me--!"
Doris looked at him and nodded. "I shall see you soon in London, Andy?"
He pressed her hand and left the two girls together.
Gilly Foot was smoking a reflective pipe outside the door; he had
possessed himself of the key and sent the sleepy "Boots" to bed. Andy
obtained leave of absence for the morrow.
"Rather a disturbed evening, eh, Andy?" said Gilly, smoking
thoughtfully. "Lucky it didn't happen till we'd done supper! Fact is one
doesn't like to say it of an old friend--but Harry Belfield's no good."
Andy had a whimsical idea that at such a sentiment the stones of Meriton
High Street would cry out. The pet and the pride of the town, the man of
all accomplishments, the man who was to have that wonderful career--here
he was being cavalierly and curtly dismissed as "no good."
"Come, we must give him another chance," Andy urged.
Gilly knocked out his pipe with an air of decision.
"Rotten--rotten at the core, old boy, that's it," he said, as with a nod
of good-night he entered the precincts of the Lion.
Andy Hayes was sore to the heart. He had thought that a catastrophe such
as this, a "row," would be the best thing--the best for Vivien Wellgood.
He was even surer of it now--even now, when to think of the pain she
suffered sent a pang through his heart. But what a light that increased
certainty of his threw on Harry Belfield! And, as he said to himself,
trudging home from the Lion, Harry had always been a part of his
life--in early days a very big part--and one of the most cherished.
Harry's hand had been the source whence benefits flowed; Harry's example
had been an inspiration. Whatever Harry had done now, or might do in the
future--that future now suddenly become so much less assured, so much
harder to foresee--the great debt remained. Andy did not grudge
"sweeping up the pieces." Alas, that he could not mend the broken
pitcher! Sore as his heart was for the blow that had fallen on
Vivien--on her so frail that the lightest touch of adversity seemed
cruel--yet his sorest pain was that the blow came from Harry Belfield's
hand. That filled him with a shame almost personal. He had so identified
himself with his friend and hero, he had so shared in and profited by
the good in him--his kindness, his generosity, his championship--that he
could not rid himself of a feeling of sharing also in the evil. In the
sullying of Harry's honour he saw his own stained--even as by Harry's
high achievements he would have felt his own friendship glorified.
"Without Harry I should never have been where or what I am." That was
the thought in his mind, and it was a sure verity. Harry had opened the
doors, he had walked through. Whatever Harry had done or would do with
his own life, he had done much for his friend's, and done it gaily and
gladly. Doris Flower might chide and despair; Gilly Foot's contemptuous
verdict might dismiss Harry to his fate. That could not be Andy's mood
nor Andy's attitude. Gratitude forbade despair; it must be his part
still to work, to aid, to shelter; always, above all, to forgive, and to
try--at least to try--to comprehend.
Love or friendship can set no higher or harder task than in demanding
the comprehension of a temperament utterly diverse, alien, and
incompatible. That was the task Andy's heart laid on his brain. "You
must not give up," was its command. Others might take their pleasure in
Harry's gifts, might enjoy his brilliance, or reap benefit from his
ready kindness--and then, when trouble came, pass by on the other side.
There was every excuse for them; in the common traffic of life no more
is asked or expected; men, even brilliant men, must behave themselves at
their peril. Andy did not stand so. It was his to try to assess Harry's
weakness, and to see if anywhere there could be found a remedy, a
buttress for the weak wall in that charming edifice. Such a pity if it
fell down, with all its beauties, just because of that one weak wall!
But, alas, poor Andy was ill-fitted for this exacting task of love's. He
might tell himself where his duty lay; he might argue that he could and
did understand how a man might have a weak spot, and yet be a good
man--one capable of useful and high things. But his instinct, the native
colour of his mind, was all against these arguments. The shame that such
a man should do such things was stronger. The weak spot seemed to spread
in ever-widening circles; the evil seemed more and more to invade and
infect the system; the weak wall doomed the whole edifice. Reason,
argue, and pray for his friend as he might, in his inmost mind a voice
declared that this day had witnessed the beginning of the end of the
Harry Belfield whom he had loved.
"Harry Belfield's no good!" "How are the mighty fallen and the weapons
of war perished!"