THE BONDAGE OF KOOS BESTER.

Max's mourning for his old friend was deep and sincere. The heart of

the young man, from its first awakening, recoiled from the sordidness of

most of those with whom he had come in daily contact, and clave to the

best within its reach--this by virtue of its natural intuitions. For a

time it seemed as though a blank had been created which could never be

filled. The evenings spent in the shop when Oom Schulpad and Gemsbok

had contended like a couple of troubadours--the weird tales of his

experiences during the six years of his banishment from the tents of

men, which the old waif had related with such tragic and truthful

pathos--his devotion to his miserable old wife, that decayed relic of

womanhood, which was as tender as ever his love could have been for the

companion of his early years--all these dwelt in the mind of Max and

tinged it with what he deemed would be an abiding sadness.

On the other hand the acquisition of the five diamonds had materially

improved his prospects. He hid them in a safe place and determined not

to mention the fact of their existence to any one but Susannah. They

were stones of very pure water, averaging about ten carats each in

weight. Max knew that they must be very valuable, but he was unable to

guess their worth. He made up his mind that he would have to take them

to Europe and realise them there.

Even Oom Schulpad seemed to be depressed by the old Hottentot's fate.

When he now came to see Max of an evening he did not bring his violin.

The two would just sit and smoke in silence, each well aware of what was

filling the thoughts of the other. To Max it seemed as if the ghost of

the slain man haunted the room on these occasions, asking why his only

friends had not taken vengeance upon his slayer.

Oom Schulpad did not believe very much in anything outside the circle of

his experiences--certainly not in ghosts. He had attained to a

philosophy which might be summed up in a phrase--"Never interfere in

anything that does not directly concern you." His stock formula into

which the foregoing principle had crystallised was--"No man should ever

rub resin on any but his own bow."

"But," he continued one night after reiterating this phrase several

times, "I mean to scratch Koos Bester's nose with a certain piece of

resin which I have in my pocket. He had no business to put his big

hands upon any man who could make music like that, Bushman or no

Bushman."

Max pricked up his ears and looked at the old fiddler with a question in

his eyes.

"I know Koos," continued Oom Schulpad, "and if he does not bark his

shins as well as his nose against the lump of resin which I will put in

his path--well, I'm no fiddler and the Bushman knew no music. He said

my back was like a springbuck's when it `pronks,' did he, and that my

mouth was as poisonous as a sand-adder's? Also he broke the ramkee--to

say nothing of killing the old Bushman."

"What do you intend to do to him?" queried Max.

"I'll tell you that when he comes back, my child. It will be all right,

don't fear. You shall, perhaps, help me. I know Koos well. When he

was quite a big boy he used to be afraid of being alone in the dark.

I'll make him dance a new step to the old Bushman's music. Ja, he knew

more music than I, that old Bushman."

Three days elapsed after the tragedy before Max visited the Hattingh

camp. He found Old Schalk looking extremely sulky. Max, however, had

ceased to take much heed of people or their moods. He no longer dreaded

Old Schalk. As in the case of Mrs Hattingh, he now felt he had him at

a moral disadvantage. His recent experiences had tended to give Max

considerable self-confidence.

He found Susannah alone in the mat-house, and asked her to go with him

for a walk. As they passed out it seemed as though the old man sitting

in the chair meant to stop them. He bent forward with an angry

expression, removed the pipe from his mouth, and opened his lips as if

to speak. Max, however, looked him steadily in the face, so he

remembered his account at the shop--it seemed as though Nathan meant to

stay away indefinitely--and Old Schalk's sack of coffee was running very

low indeed. At the same instant he thought of the inquest--the menace

which he seemed to read in Max's face might perhaps have reference to

that judicial triumph. Whilst these considerations were working through

his mind the lovers passed him and he made no protest. They climbed the

big kopje and again sat at the foot of the large koekerboom.

Max poured out his sorrow and indignation in a flood. Susannah had been

told simply that Gert Gemsbok had met his death through an accident in

connection with a horse. She had seen the strange funeral and wondered

thereat. Now Max's account of the old Hottentot's life, which she had

never heard before, and of his cruel and mysterious death, moved the

girl to deep sympathy.

A horrible suspicion had haunted Max from the first--he could not avoid

connecting his brother with the murder, for such he was convinced had

occurred. Nathan had taken his departure with Koos Bester just before

the deed was done; it was inconceivable that he could be ignorant of the

crime. Max believed him to be fully capable of participating in the

commission of any evil.

When Susannah questioned him as to whom he suspected, Max tried hard to

avoid replying. When he could no longer do this he told the girl all

his thoughts and then bent his head on her knee and wept bitter tears.

It was the shame of being related to a creature such as Nathan which

struck him to the heart. A hatred of his surroundings, and more

especially of his brother, had been born in him. He made up his mind to

leave his brother's service at once, come what might.

"Susannah, I can stay here no longer; will you come away with me?"

The girl did not reply. She sat thinking of what the consequences of

such a step would be. Her utter inexperience of life was strongly

qualified by natural caution, as well as by that instinct of

self-preservation which clothes most women like an armour of proof.

"I feel I can stay here no longer," he continued. "Leaving out Oom

Schulpad and yourself, I hate and despise every one here. Will you come

away with me?"

"I will go with you when you marry me, Max."

"How can I marry you when you are only nineteen and your uncle will not

give his consent?"

"I will wait for you. Go away, and you will find me here when you come

back--if there is any water left in the well."

"I do not want to go away without you, and I feel I cannot endure to

stay. Why are you afraid to trust me?"

"I am not afraid to trust you, but--while you were talking at first I

was thinking. I thought to myself that we could not get away and that

there was no place for us to go to."

"You can leave all that to me--"

"No, no, it cannot be. If you want to marry me, Max, you must make up

your mind never to live in any place but Bushmanland--"

"What! live all our lives at Namies?"

"No, not at Namies. Bushmanland is large; there are many camps and many

water-places in it. You know that I am only a poor Boer girl and that I

could not live among those women whose pictures you showed me in the

fashion books and who never speak anything but English; you would be

ashamed of me and I should want to come back to live among the people I

know."

Max, after the manner of lovers, assured her that he never could, under

any possible circumstances, be ashamed of her. She continued in the

same strain as formerly--

"I once saw some girls who went past our camp in a wagon, when we dwelt

on the other side of the Desert, far away to the eastward, and I felt

like a Bushwoman beside them when I noticed their clothes and heard them

talk. No, Max, I will never go to any place where you would be able to

compare me with women such as those."

Max assured her that she could easily challenge comparison with any girl

in South Africa for physical advantages. Her colour heightened with

pleasure at his compliments, but she was not to be moved from her

resolution.

"Max, I shall never live in any place outside Bushmanland, so you had

better make up your mind to that. Besides, you will have to wait for me

until I am old enough to marry without my uncle's consent. Bushmanland

is long and wide, but when a girl is talked about for doing what you

want me to do, the tongues of the women are heard, louder than thunder,

from one side of it to the other. If I were to do this thing the people

of the only land I can live in would look upon me as being no better

than a Hottentot girl at the Copper Mines."

Max felt, instinctively, that the girl was right. He made no further

attempt to move her, but he reconsidered his decision about leaving

Namies at once. At all events he would wait for Nathan's return. As

the lovers walked back to the camp, they said few words to each other.

Nathan returned late in the afternoon of the next day. The brothers met

outside the shop. Nathan greeted Max with cheerfulness, as though he

wished to ignore what had last passed between them. Max looked him

straight in the eyes without acknowledging his salute.

"Hello," said Nathan, "got the hump, eh?"

Max went into the shop; Nathan followed him after outspanning the

horses. In the meantime the flock of sheep had been driven home by a

strange herd. Nathan burned with curiosity to know what had transpired.

He walked up to Max and addressed him again--

"Where's your old chum? I see you've got a new nigger."

Max gave him a contemptuous glance and then went on with what he had

been doing, without replying to the question.

"Are you deaf?"

"I'm not deaf; neither am I blind."

"Then why the devil don't you answer me? Where's the old nigger?"

"Mightn't he be lying dead in a sluit where you and Koos Bester left him

last week?"

"Look here, none of your blasted conundrums. I didn't pull you out of a

Whitechapel gutter and bring you here to get lip from you."

Max went on with his occupation of tidying the goods upon the shelves,

without making any reply. Nathan, furious, strode round the counter and

gripped him by the arm. Max turned and gazed steadily into his eyes.

"You bastard Christian dog, if you don't answer my question I'll make

pork sausages of you!"

Max seized Nathan by the throat and flung him backwards. The latter's

foot caught against the corner of a box and he fell sprawling under the

counter. As he picked himself up Max strode towards him. Nathan

recoiled in alarm; he had not expected such treatment from the shy,

silent, diffident lad whom he had been in the habit of cuffing and

cursing at whenever he felt in a bad temper and wanted to relieve his

feelings.

"Where is he?" shouted Max in a voice strident with rage. "He is where

you will never be--in an honest man's grave. He lived long enough to

let me know that you and Koos Bester are murderers. I only regret that

he did not let me know enough to hang you both."

Nathan quailed; he wondered how much Gemsbok had told. Then he cast up

the column of possibilities in his mind. No, he was all right. There

might be suspicion, but there could be no proof that he had been

accessory to the crime. However, it would be just as well not to

provoke Max any further at present. He walked out of the shop and Max

closed the door behind him.

The Desert twilight was quickly fading. Nathan wished to be alone, so

he strolled past the camps without calling at any of them, and then back

along the road he had just previously travelled.

After he had passed the last camp by about a hundred yards he sat down

on a stone. He was sunk in the deepest thought. An idea had struck him

just after Max's outburst and had taken root, branched and burgeoned

until it seemed to be a tree full of flowers which promised rich fruit.

The muffled thud of tired horses' feet on the sandy road leading from

the dunes broke in upon his reverie. He lifted his head from where it

had been sunk upon his breast and chuckled with unclean mirth.

"Well, I think I'm in jam _this_ time," soliloquised he; "whole blooming

coppers of it."

When he returned home Max was not on the premises. The shop was locked,

but the little room at the back where Nathan slept was open. Of late

Max had taken to sleeping on the counter in the shop.

Nathan lit a candle and began to undress. The elation of his mind was

evinced upon his face. He went to bed and softly whistled the tune of a

music-hall song as he lay back on the pillow with his hands clasped at

the back of his head. He felt extremely happy. His luck was in--this

last development, over which he had been chuckling so, proved that

conclusively.

Again the sound which he had heard when sitting on the stone broke in on

his waking dreams, the slow tramp, tramp, tramp of the feet of tired

horses, muffled by the soft sand. This time the sound came from much

nearer than before. Then he heard the creaking of the vehicle and the

wisch-wisch of the ploughing wheels. Then the sound ceased. A few

moments later he heard a stealthy step approaching the door; just

afterwards came a light tap.

"Who is there?" he called out.

"Open the door quickly. It is I, Koos."

Nathan sprang out of bed and drew back the bolt. Koos at once stepped

into the room and glanced furtively around. His face looked drawn and

haggard and his eyes were bloodshot.

"Are you alone?" he asked, in a husky voice.

"Yes, I am alone. But be careful, I don't know where Max is."

Koos bent forward until his dry lips almost touched Nathan's ear, and

whispered--

"What has happened? Tell me quickly."

Nathan drew back slightly and let the ghost of a mocking smile flit over

his features.

"Oh, I got home all right, thanks. But what brings you here?"

The Boer leant forward across the table and grasped the Jew's wizened

shoulder in his enormous hand. Nathan shuddered convulsively under the

pressure; he thought his bones were being crushed. The eyes of Koos

seemed to shoot forth dusky flames.

"Tell me quickly," he said.

"All right," said Nathan, trying hard to wrench himself free, and

feeling, at the same time, that it might be dangerous to take liberties

with the man before him, "I'll tell you, unless you break my blooming

back first of all. You kicked a little too hard, Koos; the old nigger

is dead."

The visage of Koos became frightful. He gasped for breath and a low

gurgle came from his throat. He sat silent for a few moments with his

eyes fixed upon Nathan's in a burning stare. Then he said in a

strained, hoarse voice--

"Tell me more. Tell me all about it."

"That's all I know about it myself."

Koos arose slowly from his seat and stretched his hands out towards

Nathan, who, seeing murder in his eye, retreated into the corner.

"Stop, Koos!" he almost screamed. "So help me God, I know nothing more

about it than what I've told you. I only came home just before you

did."

Koos sank back into the chair and covered his face with his hands.

After a few minutes he arose and staggered out of the room. He went to

where his tired horses were still standing in the harness, outspanned

them, and after tying the front legs of each together with a reim,

turned them out to graze. Then he wrapped himself in his kaross, for

the night air was chilly, and laid himself down under the cart.

He could not sleep. It seemed to him as if he had never slept, as if

the axis upon which the hollow globe of stars turned was laid through

his brain, as if there were no such thing as sleep in the whole wide

world. The sky was clear and limpid, as only the sky which leans over

and seems to love the Desert can be. The sweet, piercing smell of the

dew-wet sand came to him and brought memories of nights spent on the

hunting-field, when the pungent scent, the very breath and essence of

the quick earth, had seemed to renew his spent strength, after the

fatigues of the chase. But then he had not stained his hands with

blood.

But the awful silence. Would nothing break it? It seemed to press upon

and crush him like something ponderable and tangible. He lifted his

fist and smote lightly the bottom of the cart just over his head. The

sound seemed to split his brain like an axe. Then the returning wave of

silence surged around him, and under its impact he seemed to sink as

into a quicksand.

At length, a sound. Far away on the waste he heard the long-drawn

nasal, melancholy howl of a jackal. Before the weird cry came to an end

it was taken up by others at a greater distance, and then repeated on

and on like the challenges of crowing cocks in the dawning.

A gush of gratitude came from his darkened heart; he felt that he almost

loved the prowling brutes that had drawn his soul out of the quagmire of

silence in which it had been sunk. He seemed to feel a kind of

fellowship and sympathy with the jackals. He wondered why this was.

Then he remembered--

The waning moon had been making paler the western stars, but he had not

noticed it. The straining of his sound-sense had left no room for that

of sight to come into play. Now the spell of silence was broken, and

the sense of sight began to assert itself.

His eyes had been closed for some little time. When he opened them the

Desert was flooded with a gentle haze of diaphanous pearl. This made

the Namies kopjes look like a group of enchanted islands floating in an

unearthly sea. The scene was almost too beautiful for mortal eyes.

As the moon soared higher and higher the stones and bushes, which at a

few paces' distance could not be separated from their shortening

shadows, took on strange and ever-changing shapes. God! What was that

a few yards from him? Surely they cannot have brought the body up from

the gully and left it exposed upon the kopje-side? Yes, there it lay,

huddled and horrible.

He must go and look at it--examine it--even if the doing of this killed

him or drove him mad. He arose to a crouching position and passed

slowly across the intervening space of a few yards with hesitating

steps. He bent his horror-distorted face over a stone half hid in

tufted pelargonium.

Day came near. The glamour and mystery receded from the Desert,

gathered into a wave and broke against the splendid gates of dawn. A

short and troubled sleep fell upon the wretched man under the cart, and

perhaps saved him for the time being from insanity. He awoke to find

the flaming sun high in the brazen sky, and the camp at his feet astir

with life.

In the full light of day Koos Bester could hardly realise that he had

been a prey to the horrors of the damned during the long hours of the

previous night. His terrors had vanished with the distorting moonlight.

What did it matter, after all? It was true that Nathan could put the

rope around his neck with a word, but he easily persuaded himself the

word would never be spoken. His conscience was still sore, but not

agonisingly so, now in the daylight. A Bushman was, after all, only a

Bushman, and the mind of the Boer always draws an important distinction

between a "mens" and a "schepsel."

He felt hungry, so he strolled down through the camps on the look-out

for a breakfast. He did not want to eat with Nathan again if he could

possibly avoid doing so. He knew that he must expect to have to run the

gauntlet of covert allusion and innuendo. He knew that suspicion of

having done the deed--the memory of which hung around his neck like a

millstone--had already marked him, in the estimation of some, at least,

as a sort of minor Cain. This, however, he was prepared for, and he

could meet the prospect with calmness. He was now high at the dizzy

extreme of hopeful confidence, resting for the instant's pause before

the return swing of the pendulum to which he was bound, like Ixion to

the wheel, should whirl him back towards the ledges of anguish where the

vultures of remorse were perched, waiting to tear anew at his vitals.

He was consumed by an apprehensive curiosity which burnt him like a

fever. He longed to hear all about the finding of the body, or--

horrible thought!--had the man been still alive when found? No, that

was impossible; his reason told him from the heights of reassurance, had

such been the case he would have been apprehended long before this.

As he walked furtively along, still limping slightly from the effects of

the dislocated toe, he glanced hurriedly from side to side from under

his bent brows. He fancied he was being watched from every mat-house.

Yes, he was. In the gloom of every doorway he could see the dim faces

of women and children turned in his direction. Even thus, he imagined,

must the Lord have set a mark upon Cain, that all mankind might know

him. It seemed as though by some subtle means every one throughout the

scattered camps had simultaneously become aware of his presence. Just

before descending the hill from where his cart stood outspanned he had

heard laughter and the shrill voices of children at play. Now all was

mute in an awful, accusing hush. The sudden silence reminded him of

what he had suffered during the night, before the jackals claimed

fellowship with him, and passed the word of his initiation into their

brotherhood across the listening Desert. He felt that the brand of

Cain, which none may describe but which none may fail to recognise, was

upon him.

Old Schalk was sitting before his tent, smoking. Koos made an effort,

and, turning abruptly in his course, walked up and greeted him. Old

Schalk returned the salutation with more than ordinary friendliness, and

then offered a chair and the inevitable cup of coffee. These were

gratefully accepted. The old Boer called to Susannah to bring the

coffee. She was in the wagon and was thus unaware of the identity of

the visitor. When she came from the scherm with the cup she coloured

angrily and her eye flashed. She passed the visitor the cup, but did

not offer her hand in greeting. Koos winced. Among the Boers such an

omission can only be construed as a deliberate insult.

Old Schalk was in great form. From the first glance at the face of his

visitor he knew beyond the shadow of a doubt that the slayer of Gert

Gemsbok was before him. His previous suspicions were so strong that

little room for any doubt had existed in his mind. Here, however, was

proof, writ large for all to read. Old Schalk was extremely tolerant

where the killing of Bushmen was concerned, and it distressed him

genuinely to see Koos take a comparative trifle so much to heart. Old

Schalk fell into the error of ascribing _all_ of Koos' distress to mere

fright, so he determined to try and put him at his ease. Koos had been

watched carefully since his arrival, and Old Schalk knew it was probable

that he was seeking information as to what had transpired since the

commission of the deed.

"Did you hear of the accident the other day?" the old man asked, without

looking at the man he addressed.

"Ja--that is--I heard something--"

"I have often said that an accident would come from letting that horse

of Oom Dantje's run where he can be caught and ridden by the Bushmen."

"What did Oom Dantje's horse do?" said Koos, breathlessly.

Old Schalk shot a glance at him out of the corner of one eye, and looked

puzzled. It was evident that Koos had not even heard of the verdict.

"Well, no one saw the horse do it, you know; but from the way that old

Bushman was knocked about, I think--myself--that it must have been Oom

Dantje's horse. I reported so to the magistrate."

Koos set down the empty utensils upon the ground. The cup rattled like

castanets upon the saucer. A sense of blissful peace seemed to descend

upon him like a dove with healing wings. It was the revulsion of

feeling which made him tremble.

"Yes," continued old Schalk, "that young Jew, Max, wanted to talk some

nonsense about what the old Bushman had told him before he died, but I

wouldn't listen. It's all right, Koos--you needn't look like that."

The dove had changed, in the twinkling of an eye, into a vulture; its

beak was imbedded in his heart-strings. This was the contingency he had

dismissed as being impossible--the man's having been found alive. He

must find out what the dying Hottentot had said, or else go mad. He

arose, shook hurriedly the moist hand of his host with his own burning

one, and then limped painfully back towards the shop.

Oom Schulpad had watched Koos carefully ever since he arose from his

feverish sleep under the cart. The old fiddler was staying, just then,

with some people who had camped on the site formerly occupied by Koos;

he was sitting in the mat-house with his fiddle on his knee, when Koos

came limping up the sandy slope. Then the tones of the air which

Gemsbok so often had played upon the ramkee were slowly wailed out from

the strings in a minor key. Koos stiffened as though he had received an

electric shock, and stood stock still for an instant. Then he resumed

his limping towards the shop.

Both Nathan and Max were in the iron building; the former writing at the

empty packing-case which served as a desk, and the latter engaged in

bartering wild-cat skins from some strange Hottentots from Great

Namaqualand. One of the strangers carried a ramkee slung upon his back.

This was not a very unusual circumstance, but to Koos it was an item

full of horrible significance.

The barter was soon over. Max leaped across the counter and passed out

through the door, cutting Koos dead. Nathan came forward, greeted him

with hilarity, and then took his stand in the doorway.

The look of hunted terror in the man's face would have moved his

bitterest foe to pity. He sat down helplessly on an empty packing-case

which was lying where it had been flung, just outside the door, and

looked at Nathan with haggard eyes. Nathan had ceased from his

letter-writing and come to the doorway, because he did not care to be

alone inside with Koos, after his last night's experience of being

gripped. He stood in the doorway, whistling, and with his hands in his

pockets. Then, after a pause--

"Well, Koos, old man, you look chippy to-day. What's up, eh?"

Koos stood up and again laid his hand on Nathan's shoulder. Nathan,

however, had been prepared for this, so he slipped like an eel from

under the huge hand that threatened to crush him, darted away to a

distance of a few yards, and then wheeled round facing Koos, who was

limping heavily after him with murder in his eye. He determined to risk

something. He had planned out moves for the game he had to play. Here,

in the full light of day and within sight of the whole of Namies, was

the place to begin the struggle.

"Look here, Koos Bester," he said in a low tone, "if you think you are

going to paw me about as you would a blasted Bushman, you are very much

mistaken. Understand me now, once and for all--if ever you lay that

leg-o'-mutton hand of yours on me again, I'll--I'll--Well, I won't say

exactly what I'll do, but you can just look out for yourself--mind

that."

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