CHAPTER VI

HOW SHE WENT VISITING

IT was after Rachel’s marriage that Grandmother first began to go about

in the village. Till then she had always kept pretty much within the

four walls of the Merion garden, and people thought she was proud,

until they came to know her. But now a restlessness seemed to come

over her, and she was away from home a good deal. She did not go to

“circles” and meetings—one would as soon have expected to see a white

birch walk into the vestry—nor did she make what we loved to call

“society calls;” but she found out the people who were sick or sad

or lonely—the Peaces always knew—and she went to them, sometimes

with Anne to introduce her, oftener alone, making some errand, taking

a flower, or a pot of jelly or the like. Old Aunt Betsy Taggart was

living then, the white old woman who had taken to her bed so long ago

that none of us young folks ever knew why she had done it. Indeed,

I think Anne and I rather supposed she had always been there—grew

there, perhaps, like some strange old white flower. She was the most

independent old soul, Aunt Betsy. It seemed terrible for her to live

there alone, but it was the only way she would live. Her niece, Hepsy

Babbage, came in morning and evening, and “did for” the old lady,

but she was not allowed to stay more than an hour at a time. “My soul

is my own,” Aunt Betsy used to say, “and I like to be able to call it

so, my dear!” Hepsy was a great talker, certainly; and Aunt Betsy did

her own cooking over a lamp that stood on the table by her bed, and

actually made her own butter in a little churn that Wilbur Babbage made

for her the winter before he died. (Anne Peace never would let me say

that Wilbur was talked to death, but she could not prevent her mother’s

saying so.)

Well, Grandmother and Aunt Betsy took to each other from the first

moment, and never a week passed that Grandmother did not spend an

afternoon with the old lady and take tea. Aunt Betsy seemed to know all

about her at once, which Anne and I never did, though we adored her.

“Come here, child!” she said when she came in with Anne, the first

time. “I’ve heard of you, and I’m glad to see you. Come and let me have

a look at you!” She took Grandmother’s hand in hers, and the two looked

at each other, a long quiet look. “Ah!” said Aunt Betsy at last. “Yes,

I see. The upper and the nether millstone, my child!”

Grandmother nodded simply; then in a moment she began to talk about the

flowers she had brought, and how Anne had helped her pick them, and

what a comfort Anne and her mother were to her.

“Such good neighbors!” she said. “Such dear, good, kind, neighbors!

This place is so full of good people, Miss Taggart.”

“They call me Aunt Betsy,” said the old lady, “and they call you

Grandmother, I’m told.”

“Yes,” said Grandmother laughing; “that is my name, isn’t it, Anne?”

Anne says that she had really forgotten that she had ever had any other

name.

“We shall be friends, you and I!” said Aunt Betsy; “and you will find

good people wherever you look for them, my dear.”

“Oh, yes, surely!” said Grandmother; and they looked at each other

again, that quiet understanding look.

I don’t suppose Anne was very much younger than Grandmother, but she

felt a whole lifetime between them, and worshipped the older girl with

a very real worship. Grandmother took it sweetly and quietly, as she

took everything. When Anne brought some offering, the first bride-rose

from her bush, or a delicate cake, or a sunset-colored jelly in a glass

bowl, Grandmother would thank her affectionately, and admire the gift,

and then would say, “But it is too pretty for any well person, my dear.

Let us take it quickly to little Kitty who is so suffering with her

measles! or to poor old Mr. Peavy, whose rheumatism is bad this week.”

Anne confessed to me that she sometimes wanted to say, “But I made it

for you, Grandmother, not for Mr. Peavy!” but I have often thought that

Anne was in a manner serving an apprenticeship to Grandmother, and

making ready, all unawares, for the life of love and sacrifice that she

too was to lead.

Another of Grandmother’s friends was Parker Patton. He was bedridden,

too—I think we were rather proud of our two stationary (I cannot say

helpless) people; he had fallen from a haystack—a strong man he was,

in the prime and pride of life—and injured his spine so that he could

never walk again.

He was not a pleasant man, most people thought; he had a crabbed,

knotty disposition, and who can wonder at it? The first time

Grandmother went to see him he snapped at her, like some strong surly

old dog.

“Who are you?” he said, bending his bushy eyebrows over his bright dark

eyes. “Who is it?” to his wife, who was hovering with anxious civility.

“Gran’ther Merion’s widder? humph! you don’t look like a fool, but no

more did he. What ye want, hey?”

“Oh, father!” said poor Mrs. Patton. “Don’t talk so! Mis’ Merion’s come

to visit with you a spell. I’m sure she’s real—”

“Get out!” said Parker. “Get out of the room, d’ye hear?”

The poor timid soul backed out, murmuring some apology to the visitor,

whom she expected to follow her; but Grandmother stood still, looking

at him with her quiet sweet eyes.

“You can follow her!” said Parker. “She likes to see company; I don’t!

I speak plain, and say what I mean.”

“I’ll go very soon!” said Grandmother. “I’d like to stay a few minutes;

may I?”

“If I’m to be made a show of,” growled the cross old man, “I shall

charge admission same as any other show. Think it’s worth a quarter to

see a man with a broken back? If you do you can stay.”

“I haven’t a quarter,” said Grandmother, “but it’s worth something to

sit down in this comfortable chair. Were you ever at sea, Mr. Patton?”

“Ya-a-ow!” snarled Mr. Patton. It sounded almost as much like “no” as

“yes,” but Grandmother did not heed it much. She had dropped lightly

into the chair, and was looking at a picture that hung opposite the

bed; a colored lithograph of a ship under full sail. The workmanship

was rough and poor, but the waves were alive, and the ship moved.

“I like that!” said Grandmother softly. “I never saw the sea, but I

knew a sailor once.” She began to sing very softly, hardly above her

breath.

“There were two gallant ships

Put out to sea.

Sing high, sing low, and so sailed we.

The one was Prince of Luther and the other Prince of Wales;

Sailing down along the coast of the high Barbarie;

Sailing down along the coast of the high Barbarie.”

“Who taught you that?” growled Parker Patton.

“A sailor; his name was Neddard, Neddard Prowst. He came—” The sick

man started up on his elbows.

“Neddard Prowst! he was a shipmate of mine; we sailed together three

years, and if I hadn’t come ashore like a grass-fool we might be

sailing yet. Where did you see Neddard, young woman?”

“In the mountains. He came ashore; he thought he would like mining, but

he didn’t. He was always longing for the sea.”

“Ah! I’ll lay my cargo he was. All seamen have their foolish times. I

thought I was tired of the sea; all I wanted in the world was to lay

under a tree and eat apples, day after day. Well—here I lay, and serve

me right. What about Neddard, young woman?”

“He was very good to me,” she said. “He liked me to sit with him when

he was sick; he died a little before I came here. He taught me all the

songs. Do you remember, now, this one?

“Hilo, heylo,

Tom was a merry boy,

Hilo, heylo,

Run before the wind!

Heave to, my jolly Jacky,

Pipe all for grog and baccy,

Hilo, heylo,

Run before the wind!”

“Ay! many’s the time! did he learn you ‘Madagascar’? hey, what?”

Grandmother, for all reply, sang again:

“Up anchor, ’bout ship, and off to Madagascar!

Cheerily, oh, cheerily, you hear the boat-swain call.

Don’t you ship a Portagee, nor don’t you ship a Lascar,

Nor don’t you ship a Chinaman, the worst of them all!

“Up foresail, out jib, and off to Madagascar,

Call to Mother Carey for to keep her chicks at home.

Ship me next to Martinique, or ship me to Alaska,

But Polly’s got my heart at anchor, ne’er to roam.”

By and by when poor Mrs. Patton ventured to put her timid head inside

the door, she kept it there, too astonished to move.

Parker lay back on his pillows with a look such as she had not seen for

many a long day. His thin hands were beating time on the coverlet, and

he and Grandmother were singing together:

“Silver and gold in the Lowlands, Lowlands,

Silver and gold in the Lowlands low;

On the quay so shady

I met a pretty lady,

She stole away my heart in the Lowlands low.

“Di’monds and pearls in the Lowlands, Lowlands,

Di’monds and pearls in the Lowlands low;

Daddy was a tailor,

But I will die a sailor,

And bury me my heart in the Low lands low!”

When the song was finished the old sailor looked up and saw his wife

gaping in the doorway.

“Great bobstays! ‘Liza,” he said, “Ain’t you got a drop of cider for

Mis’ Merion to wet her throat with? You’d let her sing herself dry as

pop-corn, I believe, and never stir a finger.”

“Oh, _Mr._ Patton!” said the poor woman, and went to fetch the cider, a

great content shining in her face. It was a good day when her husband

said “Great bobstays!”

Meantime Grandmother was not much missed at the Farm. Manuel indeed

seemed more at ease when she was not there; he did not look at her much

in these days, nor speak to her except when need was. She never seemed

to notice, but was quiet and cheerful as she always had been.

As for Rachel, she saw nothing, heard nothing, but Manuel. She seemed

all day in a kind of breathless dream of joy. But she meant to be good

to Grandmother. She was glad that Grandmother had given up her room

to them, and taken the little back one; she gloried in sitting at the

head of the table once more, and ruling all like a queen. Manuel said

she was a queen; “Queen Poppy” he used to call her; and Rachel thought

it quite true; if only she had had the luck to be born a princess, and

Manuel a prince! Yes, she meant to be good to Grandmother.

“Why, Grandmother,” she said one day at table, “your hair is beginning

to turn! Look, Manuel! see the white hairs!”

Manuel looked, and his face darkened, but he said nothing.

“I declare,” said Rachel, “that’s queer enough. I’d like to know what

care you have, Grandmother, to turn your hair gray. I expect it’s not

having any that’s done it.”

“Yes, Rachel,” said Grandmother; “perhaps that is it.”

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