CHAPTER VIII.

Shortly after, Cethegus once more stood before the still seductive

woman, whom he had known in youth. She was lying stretched upon her

couch in the room in which we have before seen her.

Galatea frequently handed to her a small onyx-cup, filled with the

drops prescribed by her Persian physician. Grecian doctors no longer

sufficed.

"I thank you, Theodora," said Cethegus, after a friendly greeting, "and

if I must thank any other than myself--and a woman!--I would rather owe

something to my early friend than to another."

"Listen, Prefect," said Theodora, looking gravely at him. "You would be

just the man--shall I say the barbarian or the Roman?--to first kiss a

Cleopatra whom a Caesar and an Antony had adored, and then take her in

triumph to the Capitol in order to strangle her, as, perhaps,

Octavianus once intended, if that sly Queen had not been beforehand

with him. Cleopatra has always been my model. 'Tis true, I have never

found a Caesar. But the asp, perhaps, will not be wanting. But you need

not thank me. I have spoken and acted out of conviction. The insolence

which we have suffered from these Goths must be smothered in blood.

Perhaps I have not always been such a faithful wife as Justinian

believed; but I was always his best and truest adviser. Belisarius and

Narses cannot be sent together, and still less singly, to Italy. You

shall go. You are a hero, a general, and a statesman, and yet you are

too weak to harm Justinian."

"Thanks for your good opinion," said Cethegus.

"Friend, you are a general without an army, an Emperor without an

empire, a pilot without a ship. But enough of this--you will not

believe me. I send you to Italy because I believe that you hate the

barbarians with all your heart. The second general, whom the imperial

distrust will undoubtedly send after you, shall be Areobindos. He will

not trouble you much! I am rejoiced that I can thus serve not only my

old companion but also the Empire. Ah, Cethegus, our youth! To you men

it is either golden hopes or golden memories: to a woman it is life

itself! Oh for a single day of the time when I sent you roses and you

sent me verses!"

"Your roses were beautiful, Theodora, but my verses were poor."

"They were fine to me, for they were addressed to me! My choice of you,

which is necessary for the Empire, is sweetened by old and new hate as

well as by old love. Belisarius must not rise to new honours. He must

fall, and this time fall low and for ever. As sure as I live!"

"And Narses? I should understand and like it better if you were to ruin

that head without an arm, than this arm without a head."

"Patience! One after the other."

"What has the good-natured hero done to you?"

"He? Nothing. But his wife! that clumsy Antonina, whose whole triumph

lies in her good health."

And the delicate Empress clenched her little white fist, the fingers of

which had become more transparent than ever.

"Ah," she exclaimed, "how I hate her! Yes, and I envy her too! Stupid

people are always healthy. But she shall not rejoice while I suffer!"

"And the fate of the Capitol depends upon such a woman's hatred!"

exclaimed Cethegus to himself. "Down with Cleopatra!"

"The foolish woman is in love with her husband's honour and glory.

There I can wound her fatally!" continued Theodora.

As she spoke the twitching of her delicate features betrayed an attack

of acute pain; she threw herself back upon her cushions.

"My little dove," said Galatea, "do not be angry. Thou knowest what the

Persian said. Every excitement, be it of love or of hate----"

"Yes. To hate and to love is life! And as one grows older, hatred is

almost sweeter than love. Love is false; hate is true."

"In both," said Cethegus, "I am a novice compared to you. I have always

called you the Siren of Cyprus. One can never be sure that you will not

suddenly tear your victim in the very act of embracing him--either from

love, or from hate. And what has suddenly changed your love of Antonina

into hatred?"

"She has become virtuous, the hypocrite! Or can she be really so

weak-minded? It is possible. Her fishy blood can never be made to boil.

For a strong passion or a bold crime she was always too cowardly. She

is too vain to forego admiration and too paltry to reciprocate it.

Since she accompanied her husband on his campaign she has become quite

virtuous. Ha, ha, ha! because she was obliged! Even as the devil fasts

when he has nothing to eat. Because I kept her lover a prisoner."

"Anicius, the son of Boethius? I heard of it."

"Yes, he. When in Italy Antonina again clung to her husband and shared

his fame and his misfortunes. And since that time she is a very

Penelope! When she returned here, what did the goose do? She reproached

me with having enticed her from the path of virtue! and swore that she

would save Anicius from my toils. And she succeeds, the snake! She

opens the gates of conscience and weans my unfaithful chamberlain more

and more from me--of course only to keep him for herself."

"So you cannot imagine," said Cethegus, "that any woman can try to save

a soul?"

"Without profit? No. But at the same time she deceives herself and him

by pious speeches. And oh! how gladly the youth allows himself to be

saved by this youthful blooming saint from the arms of the faded

woman--who is wasted before her time! Ha!" she added passionately,

starting from her seat, "how pitiable that the body must succumb from

fatigue before the soul has half satisfied its thirst for life! And to

live is to rule, to hate, and to love!"

"You seem insatiable in these arts and enjoyments."

"Yes," cried Theodora, "and I am proud of it. Must I indeed leave the

richly-spread table of existence, must I leave this imperial throne,

with all my ardent love of joy and power still unquenched? Shall I only

sip a few more drops? Oh, Nature is a miserable blunderer! Once in many

thousand ages she creates, amid a host of cripples, ugly in body and

weak in mind, a soul and body like mine, perfect and strong, and full

of the longing to live and to enjoy for an eternity. And, when only six

lustres have passed, when I have scarcely sipped of the full cup

offered to me. Nature dries up the spring of life! A curse upon the

envy of the gods! But men can envy too, and envy changes them into

demons. Others shall not enjoy when I can do so no longer! Others shall

no more laugh when I must writhe in agony all night long! Antonina

shall not rejoice in her youth with the false man who was once mine and

yet could think of another, or of virtue, or of heaven! Anicius has

told me this very day that he can bear this life without fame and

honour no more--that heaven and earth call him away. He shall repent

it--together with her. Come, Cethegus," she said furiously, grasping

his arm, "come; we will destroy them both!"

"You forget," said Cethegus coldly, "that I have no reason to hate

either her or him. So what I do will be done for your sake."

"Not so, you wise and icy Roman! Do you believe that I do not see

through you?"

"I hope not," thought Cethegus.

"You wish to keep Belisarius away from Italy. You wish to fight and

conquer alone. Or at most with a shadow beside you, such as Bessas was

and Areobindos will be. Do you think I did not understand why you so

cleverly managed the recall of Belisarius when before Ravenna? Anxiety

for Justinian! What is Justinian to you?"

Cethegus felt his heart beat.

"The freedom of Rome!" continued Theodora. "Nonsense! You know that

only strong and simple men can be trusted with freedom. And you know

your Quirites. No, your aim lies higher."

"Is it possible that this woman guesses what all my enemies and friends

do not even suspect?" thought Cethegus.

"You wish to free Italy alone, and alone rule her as Justinian's

vice-regent. To be next to his throne, high above Belisarius and

Narses, and second only to Theodora. And if there were any higher goal,

yours would be the spirit to fly at it."

Cethegus breathed again.

"That would hardly be worth the trouble," he thought.

"Oh," continued Theodora, "it is a proud feeling to be the first of

Justinian's servants!"

"Of course," thought Cethegus, "she is not capable of imagining

anything superior to her husband, although she deceives him daily."

"And," Theodora went on, "to rule _him_, the Emperor, in company with

me."

"The flattering atmosphere of this court dulls even the clearest

intellect," thought Cethegus. "It is the madness of the purple. She can

only think of herself as all-commanding."

"Yes, Cethegus," continued Theodora; "I would allow no other man even

to _think_ of this. But I will help you to obtain it. With you I will

share the mastery of the world. Perhaps only because I remember many a

foolish youthful dream. Do you still remember how, years ago, we shared

two cushions in my little villa? We called them the Orient and the

Occident. It was an omen. So will we now share the Orient and the

Occident. Through my Justinian I will rule the Orient. Through my

Cethegus I will rule the Occident!"

"Ambitious, insatiable woman!" thought Cethegus. "Oh that Mataswintha

had not died! She at this court--and you would sink for ever!"

"But to gain this," said Theodora, "Belisarius must be got out

of the way. Justinian had resolved to send him once more as your

commander-in-chief to Italy."

Cethegus frowned.

"He trusts again and again to his dog-like fidelity. He must be

thoroughly convinced of his falsity."

"That will be difficult to manage," said Cethegus. "Theodora will

sooner learn to be faithful than Belisarius to be false."

A blow from Theodora's little hand was the punishment for this speech.

"To you, foolishly, I have been ever faithful--that is, in affection.

Do you want Belisarius again in Italy?"

"On no account!"

"Then help me to ruin him, together with Anicius, the son of Boethius."

"So be it," said the Prefect. "I have no reason to spare the brother of

Severinus. But how can you possibly bring proofs against Belisarius? I

am really curious. If you accomplish _that_, I will declare myself no

less a novice in plots and machinations than in love and hatred."

"And that you are, you dull son of Latium! Now listen. But it is such a

dangerous subject, that I must beg thee, Galatea, to keep watch that no

one comes and listens. No, my good mother, not inside! I beg thee;

_outside_ the door. Leave me alone with the Prefect: it is--more's the

pity--no secret of love?"

When, after some time, the Prefect left the room, he said to himself:

"If this woman were a man--I should kill her! She would be more

dangerous than the barbarians and Belisarius together! But then,

certainly, the iniquity would be neither so inscrutable nor so

devilish!"

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