CHAPTER II.

“A PENNILESS ADVENTURESS.”

Lord Abbotsford stood in front of the fire and broke what had been a

long silence. He was tall and rather good-looking; years younger than

the woman who sat opposite him, her haggard face hidden in her hands.

But his voice was rough to brutality as he spoke.

“You knew I should have to marry some day. I can’t see why you are

making such a fuss.”

Mrs. Trelane quivered with anger. She had known it, but of late it had

been herself whom she had thought of as Lady Abbotsford. After all, why

not? She was as well born as he, and there was nothing--that Abbotsford

knew--against her. She took her hands from her eyes and looked at him.

“Be civil, it can’t hurt you,” she said coldly.

“Well, you did know it, Helen!” But his eyes fell shiftingly, though

he could not know the reason for the despair in hers. Helen Trelane

was like a gambler who had put his all on one throw and seen it swept

off the board. Her last few hundred pounds of capital had gone in the

struggle to be always well dressed and to have a good dinner always for

Lord Abbotsford. She had played not for his love, but for his coronet.

And to-night his news had cut the very ground from under her feet.

It was for this that she had forsaken the cheerful companions who

amused her; to have this dissipated boy stand up and tell her roundly

that he was going to be married, and would in future dispense with the

pleasure of her acquaintance.

And this to her, who had been born à la Marchant!

But the good blood in her veins did not let her forget that she was

penniless and ruined, and that she must drive a bargain with Abbotsford

or starve.

She rose from her low chair and looked at him, a beautiful woman still,

and young.

“Did you mean to marry a month ago, when you were ready to sell your

love to kiss my hand?” she said slowly, cuttingly. “You were ready

enough to come here to eat my bread; but it appears I am not fit to

eat yours in return. Your wife, Lord Abbotsford, has my sympathy. She

will marry a bad-tempered, miserly boy, who thinks of nothing but

his own pleasure. Your presents”--she tore some rings off and threw

them on a brass table, where they rang loud as they fell--“take them!

And go--leave my house. You have told me to my face that I am an

adventuress. I tell you that I am a penniless one, and that even so I

would rather be myself than you.”

She was magnificent as she faced him, and he stammered when he would

have spoken.

He might have said words that would have softened her, might only

have hurried the steps of the Nemesis at his heels, but he lost his

chance. The door of the small scented room opened quickly, and Ismay,

in her shabby clothes, the air still fresh on her cheeks, stood on the

threshold.

Mrs. Trelane stood turned to stone.

“Ismay!” she spoke at last. “What brings you here?”

“I forgot. I thought you were alone!” the girl said quietly. She had

only a contemptuous glance for Abbotsford, that contrasted him with the

man she had just left.

Her mother looked at her as she stood in the doorway; then at

Abbotsford, who was utterly astonished.

“You hear,” she said, “this is my daughter. You did not know I had one?

Well, I have, and I let her be humiliated that I might have money--for

other things.”

She walked over and put her arms round the girl, forgetting for the

moment how unwelcome she was in her fresh youth and beauty.

“Go,” she said, over her shoulder; “leave us! We can starve together

without you and your wife.”

Abbotsford walked by them without a word, but for once in his ill-spent

life he felt small.

But the door had barely closed behind him before Mrs. Trelane drew away

from her daughter, and stood looking at her; the anger Abbotsford had

roused turned on the girl.

“What madness is this?” she asked hardly. “Had you no sense that you

must come in here? And do you know what your freak means to me? If we

starve you have yourself to blame!”

She threw herself into a chair, her nerves and temper thoroughly out of

hand. And then started at the sound in her own child’s voice.

“Oh, no, we sha’n’t!” said the girl, with a cynical smile on her red

lips that were not like Mrs. Trelane’s. “You are too clever, and

so”--deliberately--“am I! You forget I’m not a child any longer.”

Mrs. Trelane looked up, and met eyes which were somehow those of an

equal, another woman, and spoke truthfully in her raging disappointment.

“That man who went out--he’s going to be married. And I, like a fool,

thought he meant to marry me!”

“Can’t you get something out of him?”

“I meant to marry him, I tell you”--roughly. “Those things are all he

ever gave me.” She pointed to the cast-off rings on the Moorish table.

“What do you mean about starving?” Ismay asked. “Haven’t you any money?

Have you”--deliberately--“spent it all on him?”--with a nod toward the

door by which Lord Abbotsford had departed.

Mrs. Trelane moaned.

“I thought it wouldn’t matter. I thought he meant to marry me,” she

said faintly. “That was why I kept you out of the way; I didn’t want

him to know how old I was till it was all settled. And now”--she flung

her hands out angrily--“I will pay him for it all if I kill him!”

“You can sell these things,” Ismay said quickly, looking round her at

the costly furniture, the many ornaments.

“There is a bill of sale on them already,” the woman said dryly, and

speaking perfectly openly, as if to another woman of her own age and

not to her daughter. It was a relief to speak out; she forgot how

she had treated the girl since her return, how she had neglected her

for the prospect of a rich marriage. “But I’ll get something out of

Abbotsford somehow, even if I have to call it a loan,” she added.

“I wouldn’t ever speak to him again,” Ismay remarked scornfully. “And

why didn’t you bring me home from school long ago, if you’d no money?”

“Because”--with absolute truth--“I didn’t want a grown-up girl about.”

For a moment the two pairs of eyes met; then the girl shrugged her

shoulders.

“Well, I’m here, and I’ll have to stay,” she retorted. “As for Lord

Abbotsford, you’re well rid of him. But I suppose you don’t think so.

Can I take this candle? There’s no light up-stairs, and I want to go to

bed.”

Mrs. Trelane was utterly taken aback by the matter-of-fact conclusion.

Somehow Ismay seemed years older to-night, and she had no clue to what

had worked the miracle. She pushed a candlestick over to her without

answering, and not a word did the girl breathe of where and how she had

spent her evening.

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