Chapter VIII

Fausch's ill temper that evening did not hinder Cain and Vincenza from

enjoying each other's company as before. They were too young and too

thoughtless to think very much about others, and Cain did not suspect

the feeling that his father was hiding. Their days grew only more

lovely and contented, as the season changed again, and autumn gave way

to winter. The cold weather drove those who lived at the hospice

together in a couple of little rooms. The troops of travelers

diminished. Only one regular post now passed over the mountain daily in

each direction. The trains of pack animals still came; but the work at

the smithy grew less. The apprentice was dismissed. Fausch was once

more alone in his shop. Everything lay deep under the snow, the

mountain meadows were one smooth sheet of white. The rocks were

invisible and the lakes lay buried. The mountains round about had lost

their gloomy shade, and now seemed to surround the valley with walls of

alabaster, and when the sun shone, the whole white world was radiant.

Where the road, which looked like a single furrow in a white field,

separated, running northward and southward, stood the hospice. The gray

walls were plastered with snow, and the buildings looked like an island

that is about to be submerged in some great flood. From without, the

few houses on the lonely mountain had a defenseless look. But inside

they were snug and warm, and there was need of warmth and comfort; for

the winter storms came rushing over the snow fields, and the thick,

cold clouds came, bringing night at noonday. Then the travel over the

mountain road would cease, for days or weeks, or if some foolhardy man,

or a daring troop came up from the valley, they would cross themselves,

if they got as far as the hospice, and would gasp out: "That was

tempting Providence: that road meant life or death."

The two men from Waltheim passed this first winter as contentedly as

the autumn, and the same contentment lasted into the spring, when the

avalanches came crashing down the mountain sides. When the danger of

snowslides was somewhat less, some travelers began to come through the

pass, and one of the first who came was Hallheimer, the trader. Two

things were especially noticeable in him, on his arrival, first that

his illness had gone hard with him, for he was still thinner and his

straggling beard looked still more scanty: second, that he had felt

very curious to make this mountain trip once more. He greeted the smith

first, for he had taken his wagon at once to the stables, and wanted to

know how Stephen liked the place, and gave him news about the smithy at

Waltheim, for which he had a purchaser in view. Fausch stood by his

workbench and let the words pass by him, muttered an answer now and

then and let the trader see that he did not regret the change. Then the

trader wanted to go over to the tavern. Simmen, with whom he was a

profitable and quite a favorite guest, because he always brought news,

greeted him with "Hullo," and Hallheimer soon had the conversation

precisely where he wanted it. "How goes it with the smith?" he asked.

"He's an odd stick," said Simmen. "But he can work!"

Hallheimer grew so eager that his little eyes flashed. "There is

something hidden in the fellow," said he. "For all that he is so

crabbed and crusty outside, like an everlasting workday, another man is

hidden in him, as fine as Sunday, whether you believe me or not. He

appreciates everything beautiful. Mean he may be, and thorny and

quarrelsome and quick with his fists. For instance, the token that he

marked the boy with for life!"

"How's that?" asked Simmen innocently. "His boy, Franz?"

The trader pricked up his ears. "Franz?--Does he call him Franz

now--the boy?" asked he.

The host begged him to tell what it all meant.

So then Hallheimer told Cain's story, all about his life and about his

name.

"So--so," said Simmen. "Base born is he then, the boy?" and the matter

seemed to make him thoughtful.

Hallheimer spent the night at the tavern, and seemed to be possessed to

talk about the smith. He listened to what one and another in the house

had to say about Stephen Fausch, and told the landlord's wife and the

maid, who brought him his supper, and the working men, with whom he

presently sat in the lower room, the story of Cain's name, and why such

a name was given him. He meant no harm by this, for every one knew all

about it where he came from. He simply kept telling it over again in

the excitement of the conversation, meaning to explain to his listeners

what a remarkable fellow the smith was, in spite of his uncouthness.

It happened by chance, that neither Cain nor Fausch came over to the

tavern that evening; but Vincenza heard the tale and afterward sat in

the corner of the room lost in thought with dreamy eyes and burning

cheeks.

The next morning Hallheimer had already started southward, when Cain

came out of the milk house and fell into the hands of three workingmen

belonging to the hospice, who were busy at the house. It came over him

that they all stared at him, and passed some word back and forth among

them and then laughed, as if they were laughing at him. He greeted

them, paused and said: "Already busy, so early?"

They looked stupidly at one another. But one, an impudent fellow, who

had a brandy flask behind him on the ground, even at this early hour,

said: "That's a fine name you have!"

Then they laughed again still louder.

"My name?--" stammered Cain. For a moment he did not know what they

meant; but suddenly the blood rushed to his face. The story of his

shame had made the long journey from Waltheim here! He could not say

another word, nor even look at the three men. With drooping head, he

slipped away.

Soon afterward he was standing in the workshop, where Fausch was busy

making a supply of horse shoes ready for the summer. The smith had not

heard him come in, but, turning around by chance, discovered him,

standing in a corner, with his arms hanging limply and his head on his

breast. "What is the matter then?" he asked.

Then Cain looked up. His features twitched convulsively. "They know it

here now--they know it all," said he slowly.

Fausch dropped his hammer. "What do they know?" he asked.

"About--my name."

A flash of anger rushed over the smith. "I would like to see who dares

to call you anything but Franz here!"

"I want to go away, Father," said Cain, "out into the world--down to

Italy, or somewhere--I want to go away."

"Nonsense!" Fausch burst out. "Get to work! Blow the bellows for me!"

The boy obeyed without remonstrance. "This evening we can talk about

it," was all he said. Then he did as his father had told him. He still

held to his decision to go away. But it seemed very hard to him. He

stifled a rising sob. The smith worked as if a hundred horses were

waiting at the door for the shoe he was making. Suddenly he

straightened up, laid down his tools and pointed out some more work for

Cain to do. He himself went out without saying where he was going. Once

outside, he went to the tavern, and drank a glass in the servants'

room, as he now and then did. As he sat there, he noticed exactly what

he had expected: every one looked at him differently since yesterday.

Simmen, whom he ran across, asked why the boy did not come over. Then

he added with a half sarcastic, half angry look: "I have found out all

about you and--and Franz. You weren't exactly gentle with him in those

days."

Fausch was going to ask who told him about it, but Hallheimer

immediately came into his head, and he began to wonder that the story

of Cain and his name had not found its way to the mountain long ago. He

did not answer the landlord, but gazed steadily into his glass, emptied

it at one draught, muttered something which Simmen did not understand,

and took himself off. A while afterward he went back to the shop, where

Cain was still at work. He said nothing, but wandered aimlessly back

and forth a moment, looking fixedly at his workbench, as if he were

searching for something. Then he said impatiently to Cain, as if he had

already sent him out: "Go along, then!"

"Where to?"

"Can't you pile the wood that was unloaded yesterday?" he growled. Cain

immediately turned and went out.

Stephen Fausch stood for a moment looking toward the back door, by

which the boy had gone out; then he sat down on his anvil, with his

elbows on his knees, and stared at the ground, with bowed head. A band

of light that came through the great doorway fell upon him and threw

the man and the anvil into striking relief against the surrounding

darkness. He sat there so motionless and was so dark a shape, from his

clumsy shoes to his black, woolly head, that it was not easy to

distinguish where the iron of the anvil ended and the living man began,

or whether the whole was not an iron statue. Moreover, no one could

have seen that within him all was turmoil and struggle and strife.

But Stephen Fausch was thinking. All the way over the long road from

Waltheim the slander had followed them, which they had come so far to

avoid. And this gossip and scandal could follow Cain through the whole

world just as easily as it had come here. There was no avoiding it! And

it is your fault, Stephen Fausch, that the boy must be pursued by

scandal his whole life long. But ha ha, it is fair, perfectly fair! No

one asked you how you liked it, when Maria was--ha ha! So he must bear

it too, the child of sin, the sinner's name! He must bear it!

It was the old struggle between defiance and obstinacy, and that other

feeling of pity for the boy, that arose once more in Fausch. Only the

battle had never been so fierce before. The two forces wrestled

together and shook the powerful man back and forth like a reed, even

although outwardly he sat so still. Then too, other thoughts came to

him. He wanted to go away, the boy! All alone! They must part! Yes,

yes, of course, if he were alone, the boy might more easily pass

unnoticed through the world. Yes, of course! But to part!

Fausch shuddered. No longer to have the boy with him, no longer to see

him--in whom--Maria still seemed to live!--He could not sit still any

longer. He got up and walked back and forth. To give him up--the

boy!--The thought awoke once more his strange hunger for Cain. It drove

him to the door, to see him.

Over by the stable door the boy was piling up heavy logs of wood, which

lay in a confused heap on the ground. He was working diligently and

without looking about him.

Just then Vincenza came across the open space from the tavern. The

smith involuntarily stepped behind the wall by the door, so that she

would not see him. From there he continued to watch Cain.

Vincenza timidly came near, looked about to see if anyone was by, then,

before he was aware of her approach, she stepped up behind the boy, who

was so absorbed in his work.

"You never came near me all the morning," said Vincenza to Cain. She

had quite forgotten to bid him good morning. She was not usually a very

thoughtful girl, or apt to hang her head. But now she looked quiet and

serious.

"You?" said Cain, turning toward her. Then he didn't know what more to

say, and went on piling up the wood.

"I know why, already," said Vincenza. Leaning against the woodpile, she

looked at Cain. After a short pause she continued. "They have told us

what a strange name you have. So--that is why you don't come over any

more, isn't it?"

"I am going away--I am going very far away now," said Cain, but even as

he spoke the words, it seemed wholly impossible to him, that they could

be true.

Vincenza thought a moment. Then she came closer to him. "If you go, I

shall go too," said she.

He could not laugh at what she said, for all that it seemed so

incredible. Since he could not find a word to say, he stroked her hand,

which was resting on the woodpile.

Just then Simmen came out of the tavern door, with his face flushed,

and called out angrily to Vincenza: "Are you there again with the

smith's boy, you?" It was the first time that he had had anything to

say against the friendship of the two.

The girl turned around. Her little brown face wore an angry expression.

"I shall tell my father," said she to Cain as she went away. The boy

scarcely knew what she meant. But she walked slowly up to Simmen.

"Franz wants to go away," said she when she was close to him.

"So he ought," answered the host, crossly.

"Then I shall go with him," said Vincenza.

At that, the blood rushed once more to Simmen's face. Cain heard him

railing loudly at Vincenza, as he walked into the house behind her. His

angry voice could be heard across the yard for some time. Cain stood

and listened, with a log of wood in his hand. Over at the workshop,

Fausch left the doorway where he had been watching and went out of the

back door. He had no peace of mind left for his work.

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