Chapter VI

Moritz Hallheimer, the horse trader, stopped with his wagon at the

smithy. He was still in the habit of pausing, when he passed that way,

and he thought a great deal of Stephen Fausch, because he was a skilful

workman as well as a strange sort of man. The horse and wagon, as well

as Hallheimer himself bore the traces of a long journey. After the

trader had greeted Fausch, who was working with Cain in the shop, he

leaned against the grimy doorpost and followed with his eyes the

movements of the two smiths. Fausch's work was like the heavy downward

blow of a weight, Cain's like the swift flight of a feather. Their

conversation took place between the blows of the hammer, and often they

almost had to scream, to make their voices heard above the ringing of

the metal.

"I know where there is a good business for you, Fausch," said

Hallheimer.

"Is that so?" answered the smith curtly and scarcely seeming to listen.

The trader laughed. "Of course, you were brought up here, and you are

contented here. You wouldn't think of leaving. Besides you are saving

up many an honest penny where you are."

Fausch made no answer. He hammered away at the tire on which he was

working. Only when the trader spoke of going did he let his hammer rest

a moment, as if he were listening and considering the question.

"But it is a good business all the same," continued the talkative

trader, stroking his thin pointed beard. "May be a better place than

you have here."

At this point Fausch stopped working. "Where is it then?" he asked

slowly.

"The smith at the hospice among the mountains over toward Italy is

dead," the trader answered. "The landlord is not satisfied with the

apprentice whom the smith left behind. He wants to rent the blacksmith

shop again. One can make good money up there."

Fausch did not wait to hear the end of the sentence. He heated the tire

and hammered it till the sparks flew. But his thoughts were working

harder than his hammer. At the same time he saw how the trader turned

from him to the boy, with whom he began to talk. He also saw the

expression of Hallheimer's face, while he was talking with Cain.

Everybody wore exactly, the same expression when they were looking at

Cain: it was composed of surprise at his personal appearance and a more

or less well concealed curiosity. Often a malicious joy was mingled

with this look. Fausch had come to have a keen eye for people's

bearing, and he knew that Cain was equally observant. While the trader

was talking to him, a painful flush, from time to time, would pass over

the young man's face, which was still as fair and smooth as when he was

a boy. He was ashamed. And it was always so; whenever people stared at

him he was overcome by this painful sense of shame.

Hallheimer now put an end to the interview. "'Well--Good-by, Fausch,"

said he, "I'll be jogging along."

"Good-by!" said the smith. But as the other turned toward his wagon,

Fausch came slowly and clumsily out of the workshop and motioned to

him. The trader's horse had already started. Hallheimer reined him in

sharply. Fausch came over to him and leaned his blackened arms on the

rack of the wagon.

"I might like the smithy up there," he said.

The tradesman's instinct awoke in Hallheimer. He became so animated,

that his gestures were as eloquent as his speech. "You're not

determined to stay here for good and all? You will do a good business,

really you will make a success, Fausch."

Each word led to another. They talked together for a long time. As

Hallheimer was bidding farewell, he said: "I will write to the landlord

of the tavern. I will write at once, you may rely upon me. I'll bring

you the answer one of these days."

"Very well," said Stephen Fausch. His face did not betray his thoughts.

When he went back to the workshop, he was very taciturn with Cain. It

was plainly to be seen, that he was wholly taken up with his thoughts.

Cain and Katharine did not find out about his plans until Hallheimer

had come again and again, when at last, one evening, Fausch signed the

lease which the trader brought him for the blacksmith shop on the

mountain. He returned after dark that evening from Waltheim, where he

had gone with Hallheimer to settle the transaction. He found Cain with

Katharine in the kitchen. The boy was freshly washed and had on clean

clothes; with bare feet and his sleeves rolled up, he was sitting on

the chopping block which Katharine used for chopping kindling wood,

watching her peel potatoes. He was attached to the worn old woman, who

had cherished and protected him when no one else troubled about him. A

small lamp hung from the ceiling, the fire on the hearth was burning

brightly, and threw its flickering light over his figure and his blond

hair. The conversation had languished, and Cain was singing softly to

himself in his beautiful deep voice. When he stopped, Katharine said:

"Sing some more!" Above the bubbling of the kettle she heard Fausch's

step. Then he entered the room. He had on his coat and his blacksmith's

cap, he bid them good evening and came over to the table where the maid

was sitting. "Well," said he, "next month we shall be moving."

The two looked at him and did not know what to say. It was almost a new

thing to them that he should come and speak a word to them of his own

accord.

"Where are we going?" asked Cain. His bearing toward Fausch was

peculiar. Ever since he had known of the stain that clung to him, a

sort of lost, uncertain feeling had come over him, which led him to

behave with blind obedience and quiet patience to his father. Without a

word he had submitted when Fausch started to teach him his own trade.

Without a word he had seen the change that was taking place in

Stephen's behavior, and that the smith was trying more and more to

protect him from the contempt with which he met everywhere; but he felt

his father's friendship as something undeserved, and accordingly still

more painful than his former harshness. Therefore there was a

distressed expression on his face, as he now raised it to Fausch; he

suspected what had led Stephen to decide on going away.

"I am sick and tired of this place," said Fausch.

Cain got off the chopping block. Leaning against it, he stood up and

looked his father in the face. "Are you--are you going away on my

account?" said he.

Fausch turned to the door, as if he took no interest in listening to

idle talk; then he looked back over his shoulder at his boy. "On your

account!" said he. "How should it be on your account? I have always

meant to go south sooner or later."

Therewith he left the room.

Katharine stared after him with her hands folded above her wooden bowl.

She had always been rather afraid of him, and had formerly almost hated

him on account of his obstinacy. When he began to be kinder to the boy,

she did not know what to make of it, but she felt more contented in the

house than before. What he had said today, made her heart beat hard.

There was something about him that seemed as if he were forcibly

controlling his own stubborn nature for the sake of another, and as

there had been in his obstinacy something terrifying, so now, in the

force with which he for the first time constrained it, there was

something almost great. Katharine felt her breath come quicker. A

reverent timidity came over her. Stephen Fausch had caused it.

Meanwhile Cain had sat down again on his block and was staring into the

fire, with his hands clasped around his knee. "He is going for my sake

though," said he musingly to himself.

"Yes," answered Katharine.

Then they kept silence for some time. Each was thinking busily. But in

Cain's mind the thoughts were fairly seething. He began to imagine what

it would be like to leave the place where everybody knew him and

pointed at him scornfully. A feeling of relief arose mightily within

him. He leaned back until his arms straightened out. His youthful

health and strength seemed at this moment to effervesce, so that he

felt a new buoyancy. This feeling overcame the discomfort he had felt

at the idea of his father's making a sacrifice for him. His joy in life

and work redoubled. His gratitude to his father increased and grew into

a resolve: "You must work for him. Good Lord, how hard you must work."

But once a scruple came over him. "I could have gone away by myself" he

said, speaking his thought aloud. Whereupon Katharine answered, after

thinking a little: "It seems to me that he wouldn't let you go alone

now."

After a little while longer she added: "He wants to have you with him."

And so in very few words they exchanged their ideas, until Fausch

called out from the living room that he wanted his supper.

This evening Cain sang as he went to bed. Fausch listened long to his

beautiful voice, not loud, but almost like a distant bell, and the

sound rang strangely in the house, where all was usually so still,

because joy found but little room there.

Five weeks later, early on a bright morning, a four-horse team stood

before the smithy, packed with household goods and with Stephen's

tools, ready for the journey. Hallheimer, who had spent the night at

the smithy, was there, ready to receive the key. He was to sell the

blacksmith shop among the woods for Fausch. Now, for the first time in

many years, the blackened door of the workshop was closed, the shutters

were drawn over the dim windows, and the house already looked dark and

dead. Hallheimer stood on the road talking with the two teamsters who

were helping with the moving. Then Fausch, Cain and Katharine came out

of the door at the head of the steps. The early sunlight lay on the

broad stone platform, to which the steps led, and on which Cain and

Katharine were standing. The bright light also penetrated the dark,

forbidding passageway, the door of which Fausch was still holding open.

The heavy man with his scorched and wrinkled face stood in the full

brilliancy, and it seemed as if the dark and stubborn figure found it

hard to leave the gloomy and forbidding house where it had dwelt so

long.

Cain and Katharine had paused, with their backs toward the road, the

smith having detained them by a word. Hallheimer, who was looking up at

them, saw that they were stopping for something important; for they

stood for a moment leaning forward, as if the smith were saying

something to them that they found difficult to understand.

"You!" Stephen Fausch had called out to Cain, as he stepped across the

threshold. He might have left these words until the very last, because

they were not easy to say, and after his "You" it was some time before

the rest would come. He seemed to break off every word from within and

to drag it forth with difficulty. Finally he said: "So long as we are

going away--you may leave your name behind you. I--you may change your

name to Franz--for the future--it was my father's name--and he was an

honest man."

When he had with difficulty forced out these scanty words, he did not

wait for an answer, but turned at the threshold and closed the house

door. The long disused lock creaked under the pressure of his hard

fingers. Because he involuntarily made an effort with the key, the

others did not know that the dark flush that rose to his forehead, was

not merely a sign of bodily exertion, but that he was at the same time

expending far more strength than on the refractory lock on something

within himself, that yielded grudgingly like a rusty latch. To change

the boy's name, and so to strike out what he, Fausch himself, had

intended to stand for all time, was--was not easy! With his head thrust

forward he now walked down the steps.

One of the teamsters muttered to the other: "There he comes, the old

hardhead." They had had experience with him while they were loading up;

the work had to be done exactly according to his will.

Katharine shook her head gaily as she came down the steps. Her

astonishment at what Fausch had said, overcame her so, that she was

quite bewildered, and the motion of her head was the mechanical

expression of her great satisfaction. Cain looked straight before him

into the bright daylight, and his eyes were glistening. He felt as if

he were entering into a new life.

The old woman was allowed to sit on a chest in the wagon. There sat the

feeble-looking old soul, thin and stooping on her seat. She wore a

neat, dark dress and a black kerchief on her head, beneath which looked

out her pinkish wrinkled face, and her thin, reddish gray, smoothly

parted hair. Her face was almost childishly small. Her faded eyes,

which had neither eyebrows nor lashes, looked down at the smith and his

boy, and when Fausch looked up at her, she laughed back at him. It was

a long while since old Katharine had laughed.

Fausch spoke a few words more with the trader, to whom he gave over the

keys of the smithy, then he growled "Go on," and the wagon started.

Cain and the smith walked behind. Hallheimer looked after them and

tried to recollect something. Had he not heard rightly, or had not the

smith just now called his boy "Franz?" Had the old man been converted?

Was he trying to wipe away the mark of shame from the poor fellow?

The wagon with its creaking wheels rumbled comfortably along the road,

into the strip of woodland and out again, toward Waltheim. The sun rose

higher into the blue sky. The teamsters, the smith, and the boy, Cain,

tossed their smock-frocks onto the wagon. The sharply marked shadows of

the men and of the horses and wagon ran along beside them with comical

movements. The day was very still, the sun reigned supreme and threw so

strong a light on the long, quiet, white country road and the broad,

level meadows on each side, that the people seemed like toys in the

full clear light. The little caravan now reached the village, through

the very middle of which ran the road, so that as they entered the

place, they could already see the point at the further edge where they

should leave it again. Here too there were very few on the road,

because it was so early in the day. But people were stirring, right and

left, at the doors and windows. The rumbling of the wagon awoke the

prying eyes of Waltheim. Each one beckoned or called to the others. It

was as if the little group were running the gauntlet. Fausch and Cain

walked with lowered heads, the smith, because it was his surly fashion,

the boy, through bashfulness, because he knew that now all eyes and

tongues were busy with him once more. If from here and there a greeting

came to the two, who scarcely looked to right or left, "Good-by,

smith!" "I wish you a good journey, Fausch!" the smith grumbled:

"Yes--yes," or some word that was hard to make out; but only rarely did

he step up to one of his customers or other acquaintance, shake hands

and say perhaps, "We're going away now," or something of the sort, and

then turn quickly away, leaving behind those who would have been glad

to ask more about this or that. And so they reached the end of the

village and came out again onto the straight open road. Cain breathed

more freely. As the noise of the place died out behind him, the gossip

in Waltheim would cease also, when he was out of sight.

[Illustration: MOONRISE IN THE MOOR]

Then their journey stretched on and on. For two days they traveled over

level country, stopping here and there at modest taverns to sleep or

for their meals, and the ranges of high mountains, which bounded their

view on the south, came nearer and nearer. Stephen Fausch and Cain

still continued to walk behind the wagon in the same way. They did not

talk much. But whenever they met any one, or passed through a town,

glances of surprise and curiosity followed them; for it seemed as if

the living images of night and day were walking side by side over the

land. Fausch's clothes were dark and coarse, such as he always wore.

They hung loose and heavy about his ungainly form, his hands were

blackened, and his large head, which was set upon his broad shoulders

as if thrust forward to meet some obstacle, matched them in color; his

thick curly hair was deep black, and his face looked as if tanned by

the hot sun of some foreign land. Beside him Cain seemed almost small,

although he was well above medium height. The symmetry of his whole

form was very striking. He had a free, powerful gait. But his beardless

face seemed, by contrast with the brown tint of his father's, almost

like the face of a tender, lovely woman. He was neatly dressed in some

light color, and since, like Fausch, he wore no hat, his blond hair

shimmered in the sunlight.

Wherever they went, the people said of Fausch: "Look at that fellow,"

then they would nudge each other: "But see what a pretty boy it is with

him."

On the third day the dark, fir-covered mountains closed in around their

road in a half circle. The road led deeper and deeper in between these

high walls. Soon the walls became steeper, and changed to roughly piled

rocky turrets, upon whose highest summits the snow glistened. Then the

road itself began to climb, and wound upward over first one hill and

then another, always higher and higher up a wild valley, where the

villages seemed to cling to the steep slopes as if they were glued on,

while there were no more cheerful white or yellow houses gay with

flowers as in the valleys, but only huts darkened by the storms and

poor, shingle roofed church towers. The teamsters were kept busy, for

the horses found their load heavy to pull. They swore a good deal, but

here and there, when the road was too steep, Fausch and the boy put

their shoulders to the wagon and pushed from behind to help the horses.

Katharine was still sitting on her chest; she nodded now and then, and

looked frequently at Cain, whose face had always been the delight of

her eyes.

The sun seemed to favor them, for they had it constantly with them. But

the sky above grew always narrower, the great mountains were piled so

high. Finally even the dark firs were left behind them, and then the

last villages. On each side of the road now lay treeless, green Alpine

meadows, boldly arched slopes, from which arose a whole world of

glistening white mountains, with glaciers, pinnacles and rocky peaks.

And now the snow often lay quite near the road. Cain, who had often

sung to himself in the valley, when there was no one on the road, was

now silent. But he opened his eyes wide with astonishment, and often

paused to draw a deep breath; for the mountain air was singularly pure

and invigorating. And to his surprise, his father too would pause, and

gaze at this world of mountains and rocks and snow, and once he said to

him in a deep, hollow voice: "Isn't it beautiful, my boy?"

Their way now became more desolate, the mountains rose above rugged

heaps of boulders, and it often looked as if the road ended abruptly,

closed by a great stone door. But just as on the previous day they had

met large numbers of wagons, pedestrians and muleteers, so here too

they met people, teams and animals. All at once the gray rocks

separated, and they reached a wide spreading mountain meadow. The road

led between two small, still, dark mountain lakes, to three massive but

unhomelike looking buildings. This was the hospice among the Italian

Alps.

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