CHAPTER XXXIV. Young Gourlay's Affectionate Interview with His Father

--Risk of Strangulation--Movements of M'Bride.

It is not necessary here to suggest to the reader that Tom Corbet,

who knew the baronet's secrets and habits of life so thoroughly, had

prepared Mr. Ambrose Gray, by frequent rehearsals, for the more adroit

performance of the task that was before him.

At length a knock, modest but yet indicative of something like

authority, was heard at the hall-door, and the baronet immediately

descended to the dining-room, where he knew he could see his son with

less risk of interruption. He had already intimated to Lucy that she

should not make her appearance until summoned for that purpose.

At length Mr. Gray was shown into the dining-room, and the baronet, who,

as usual, was pacing it to and fro, suddenly turned round, and without

any motion to approach his son, who stood with a dutiful look, as if

to await his will, he fixed his eyes upon him with a long, steady,

and scrutinizing gaze. There they stood, contemplating each other

with earnestness, and so striking, so extraordinary was the similarity

between their respective features, that, in everything but years,

they appeared more like two counterparts than father and son. Each,

on looking at the other, felt, in fact, the truth of this unusual

resemblance, and the baronet at once acknowledged its influence.

“Yes,” he exclaimed, approaching Mr. Gray, “yes, there is no mistake

here; he is my son. I acknowledge him.” He extended his hand, and shook

that of the other, then seized both with a good deal of warmth, and

welcomed him. Ambrose, however, was not satisfied with this, but,

extricating his hands, he threw his arms round the baronet's neck, and

exclaimed in the words of an old play, in which he had been studying a

similar scene for the present occasion, “My father! my dear father! Oh,

and have I a father! Oh, let me press him to my heart!” And as he

spoke he contrived to execute half a dozen dry sobs (for he could not

accomplish the tears), that would have done credit to the best actor of

the day.

The baronet, who never relished any exhibition of emotion or tenderness,

began to have misgivings as to his character, and consequently suffered

these dutiful embraces instead of returning them.

“There, Tom,” he exclaimed, laughing, “that will do. There, man,” he

repeated, for he felt that Tom was about recommencing another rather

vigorous attack, whilst the sobs were deafening, “there, I say; don't

throttle me; that will do, sirrah; there now. On this occasion it is

natural; but in general I detest snivelling--it's unmanly.”

Tom at once took the hint, wiped his eyes, a work in this instance of

the purest supererogation, and replied, “So do I, father; it's decidedly

the province of an old woman when she is past everything else. But on

such an occasion I should be either more or less than man not to feel as

I ought.”

“Come, that is very well said. I hope you are not a fool like

your--Corbet, go out. I shall send for you when we want you. I hope,” he

repeated, after Corbet had disappeared, “I hope you are not a fool,

like your sister. Not that I can call her a fool, either; but she is

obstinate and self-willed.”

“I am sorry to hear this, sir. My sister ought to have no will but

yours.”

“Why, that is better,” replied the baronet, rubbing his hands

cheerfully. “Hang it, how like?” he exclaimed, looking at him once more.

“You resemble me confoundedly, Tom--at least in person; and if you do

in mind and purpose, we'll harmonize perfectly. Well, then, I have a

thousand questions to ask you, but I will have time enough for that

again; in the meantime, Tom, what's your opinion of life--of the

world--of man, Tom, and of woman? I wish to know what kind of stuff

you're made of.”

“Of life, sir--why, that we are to take the most we can out of it. Of

the world--that I despise it. Of man--that every one is a rogue when

he's found out, and that if he suffers himself to be found out he's a

fool; so that the fools and the rogues have it between them.”

“And where do you leave the honest men, Tom?”

“The what, sir?”

“The honest men.”

“I'm not acquainted, sir, nor have I ever met a man who was, with any

animal of that class. The world, sir, is a moral fiction; a mere term in

language that represents negation.”

“Well, but woman?”

“Born to administer to our pleasure, our interest, or our ambition, with

no other purpose in life. Have I answered my catechism like a good boy,

sir?”

“Very well, indeed, Tom. Why, in your notions of life and the world, you

seem to be quite an adept.”

“I am glad, sir, that you approve of them. So far we are likely to

agree. I feel quite proud, sir, that my sentiments are in unison with

yours. But where is my sister, sir? I am quite impatient to see her.”

“I will send for her immediately. And now that I have an opportunity,

let me guard you against her influence. I am anxious to bring about a

marriage between her and a young nobleman--Lord Dunroe--who will soon be

the Earl of Cullamore, for his old father is dying, or near it, and then

Lucy will be a countess. To effect this has been the great ambition of

my life. Now, you must not only prevent Lucy from gaining you over to

her interests, for she would nearly as soon die as marry him.”

“Pshaw!”

“What do you pshaw for, Tom?”

“All nonsense, sir. She doesn't know her own mind; or, rather, she ought

to have no mind on the subject.”

“Perfectly right; my identical sentiments. Lucy, however, detests this

lord, notwithstanding--ay, worse than she does the deuce himself. You

must, therefore, not permit yourself to be changed or swayed by her

influence, but support me by every argument and means in your power.”

“Don't fear me, sir. Your interests, or rather the girl's own, if she

only knows them, shall have my most strenuous support.”

“Thank you, Tom. I see that you and I are likely to agree thoroughly.

I shall now send for her. She is a superb creature, and less than a

countess I shall not have her.”

Lucy, when the servant announced her father's wish to see her, was

engaged in picturing to herself the subject of her brother's personal

appearance. She had always heard that he resembled her mother, and on

this account alone she felt how very dear he should be to her. With a

flushing, joyful, but palpitating heart, she descended the stairs, and

with a trembling hand knocked at the door. On entering, she was about

to rush into her newly-found relative's arms, but, on casting her eyes

around, she perceived her father and him standing side by side, so

startlingly alike in feature, expression, and personal figure, that her

heart, until then bounding with rapture, sank at once, and almost became

still. The quick but delicate instincts of her nature took the alarm,

and a sudden weakness seized her whole frame. “In this young man,”

she said to herself, “I have found a brother, but not a friend; not a

feature of my dear mother in that face.”

This change, and this rush of reflection, took place almost in a moment,

and ere she had time to speak she found herself in Mr. Ambrose Gray's

arms. The tears at once rushed to her eyes, but they were not such

tears as she expected to have shed. Joy there was, but, alas, how much

mitigated was its fervency! And when her brother spoke, the strong,

deep, harsh tones of his voice so completely startled her, that she

almost believed she was on the breast of her father. Her tears flowed;

but they were mingled with a sense of disappointment that amounted

almost to bitterness.

Tom on this occasion forebore to enact the rehearsal scene, as he had

done in the case of his father. His sister's beauty, at once melancholy

but commanding, her wonderful grace, her dignity of manner, added to the

influence of her tall, elegant figure, awed him so completely, that he

felt himself incapable of aiming at anything like dramatic effect.

Nay, as her warm tears fell upon his face, he experienced a softening

influence that resembled emotion, but, like his father, he annexed

associations to it that were selfish, and full of low, ungenerous

caution.

“My father's right,” thought he; “I must be both cool and firm here,

otherwise it will be difficult not to support her.”

“Well, Lucy,” said her father, with unusual cheerfulness, after Tom had

handed her to a seat, “I hope you like your brother. Is he not a fine,

manly young fellow?”

“Is he not my brother, papa?” she replied, “restored to us after so many

years; restored when hope had deserted us--when we had given him up for

lost.”

As she uttered the words her voice quivered; a generous reaction had

taken place in her breast; she blamed herself for having withheld from

him, on account of a circumstance over which he had no control, that

fulness of affection, with which she had prepared herself to welcome

him. A sentiment, first of compassion, then of self-reproach, and

ultimately of awakened affection, arose in her mind, associated with and

made still more tender by the melancholy memory of her departed mother.

She again took his hand, on which the tears now fell in showers, and

after a slight pause said,

“I hope, my dear Thomas, you have not suffered, nor been subject to

the wants and privations which usually attend the path of the young and

friendless in this unhappy world? Alas, there is one voice--but is now

forever still--that would, oh, how rapturously! have welcomed you to a

longing and a loving heart.”

The noble sincerity of her present emotion was not without its effect

upon her brother. His eyes, in spite of the hardness of his nature, swam

in something like moisture, and he gazed upon her with wonder and pride,

that he actually was the brother of so divine a creature; and a certain

description of affection, such as he had never before felt, for it was

pure, warm, and unselfish.

“Oh, how I do long to hear the history of your past life!” she

exclaimed. “I dare say you had many an early struggle to encounter; many

a privation to suffer; and in sickness, with none but the cold hand of

the stranger about you; but still it seems that God has not deserted

you. Is it not a consolation, papa, to think that he returns to us in a

condition of life so gratifying?”

“Gratifying it unquestionably is, Lucy. He is well educated; and will

soon be fit to take his proper position in society.”

“Soon! I trust immediately, papa; I hope you will not allow him to

remain a moment longer in obscurity; compensate him at least for his

sufferings. But, my dear Thomas,” she proceeded, turning to him, “let me

ask, do you remember mamma? If she were now here, how her affectionate

heart would rejoice! Do you remember her my dear Thomas?”

“Not distinctly,” he replied; “something of a pale, handsome woman comes

occasionally like a dream of my childhood to my imagination--a graceful

woman, with auburn hair, and a melancholy look, I think.”

“You--do,” replied Lucy, as her eyes sparkled, “you do remember her;

that is exactly a sketch of her--gentle, benignant, and affectionate,

with a fixed sorrow mingled with resignation in her face. Yes, you

remember her!”

“Now, Lucy,” said her father, who never could bear any particular

allusion to his wife; “now that you have seen your brother, I think

you may withdraw, at least for the present. He and I have matters

of importance to talk of; and you know you will have enough of him

again--plenty of time to hear his past history, which, by the way, I am

as anxious to hear as you are. You may now withdraw, my love.”

“Oh, not so soon, father, if you please,” said Thomas; “allow us a

little more time together.”

“Well, then, a few minutes only, for I myself must take an airing in the

carriage, and I must also call upon old Cullamore.”

“Papa,” said Lucy, “I am about to disclose a little secret to you which

I hesitated to do before, but this certainly is a proper occasion for

doing it; the secret I speak of will disclose itself. Here is where it

lay both day and night since mamma's death,” she added, putting her hand

upon her heart; “it is a miniature portrait of her which I myself got

done.”

She immediately drew it up by a black silk ribbon, and after

contemplating it with tears, she placed it in the hands of her brother.

This act of Lucy's placed him in a position of great pain and

embarrassment. His pretended recollection of Lady Gourlay was, as the

reader already guesses, nothing more than the description of her which

he had received from Corbet, that he might be able to play his part

with an appearance of more natural effect. With the baronet, the task

of deception was by no means difficult; but with Lucy, the case was

altogether one of a different complexion. His father's principles, as

expounded by his illegitimate son's worthy uncle, were not only almost

familiar to him, but also in complete accordance with his own. With him,

therefore, the deception consisted in little else than keeping his own

secret, and satisfying his father that their moral views of life were

the same. He was not prepared, however, for the effect which Lucy's

noble qualities produced upon him so soon. To him who had never met

with or known any other female, combining in her own person such

extraordinary beauty and dignity--such obvious candor of heart--such

graceful and irresistible simplicity, or who was encompassed by an

atmosphere of such truth and purity--the effect was such as absolutely

confounded himself, and taught him to feel how far they go in purifying,

elevating, and refining those who come within the sphere of their

influence. This young man, for instance, was touched, softened, and awed

into such an involuntary respect for her character and virtues, that

he felt himself almost unable to sustain the part he had undertaken to

play, so far at least as she was concerned. In fact, he felt himself

changed for the better, and was forced, as it were, to look in upon his

own heart, and contemplate its deformity by the light that emanated from

her character. Nor was this singular but natural influence unperceived

by her father, who began to fear that if they were to be much together,

he must ultimately lose the connivance and support of his son.

Thomas took the portrait from her hand, and, after contemplating it for

some time, felt himself bound to kiss it, which he did, with a momentary

consciousness of his hypocrisy that felt like guilt.

“It is most interesting,” said he; “there is goodness, indeed, and

benignity, as you say, in every line of that placid but sorrowful face.

Here,” said he, “take it back, my dear sister; I feel that it is painful

to me to look upon it.”

“It has been my secret companion,” said Lucy, gazing at it with deep

emotion, “and my silent monitress ever since poor mamma's death. It

seemed to say to me with those sweet lips that will never more move:

Be patient, my child, and put your firm trust in the hopes of a better

life, for this world is one of trial and suffering.”

“That is all very fine, Lucy,” said her father, somewhat fretfully; “but

it would have been as well if she had preached a lesson of obedience at

the same time. However, you had better withdraw, my dear; as I told you,

Thomas and I have many important matters to talk over.”

“I am ready to go, papa,” she replied; “but, by the way, my dear Thomas,

I had always heard that you resembled her very much; instead of that,

you are papa's very image.”

“A circumstance which will take from his favor with you, Lucy, I fear,”

observed her father; “but, indeed, I myself am surprised at the change

that has come over you, Thomas; for, unquestionably, when young you were

very like her.”

“These changes are not at all unfrequent, I believe,” replied his son.

“I have myself known instances where the individual when young resembled

one parent, and yet, in the course of time, became as it were the very

image and reflex of the other.”

“You are perfectly right, Tom,” said his father; “every family is aware

of the fact, and you yourself are a remarkable illustration of it.”

“I am not sorry for resembling my dear father, Lucy,” observed her

brother; “and I know I shall lose nothing in your good will on that

account, but rather gain by it.”

Lucy's eyes were already filled with tears at the ungenerous and

unfeeling insinuation of her father.

“You shall not, indeed, Thomas,” she replied; “and you, papa, are

scarcely just to me in saying so. I judge no person by their external

appearance, nor do I suffer myself to be prejudiced by looks, although

I grant that the face is very often, but by no means always, an index to

the character. I judge my friends by my experience of their conduct--by

their heart--their principles--their honor. Good-by, now, my dear

brother; I am quite impatient to hear your history, and I am sure you

will gratify me as soon as you can.”

She took his hand and kissed it, but, in the act of doing so, observed

under every nail a semicircular line of black drift that jarred very

painfully on her feelings. Tom then imprinted a kiss upon her forehead,

and she withdrew.

When she had gone out, the baronet bent his eyes upon her brother with a

look that seemed to enter into his very soul--a look which his son, from

his frequent teachings, very well understood.

“Now, Tom,” said he, “that you have seen your sister, what do you think

of her? Is it not a pity that she should ever move under the rank of a

countess?”

“Under the rank of a queen, sir. She would grace the throne of an

empress.”

“And yet she has all the simplicity of a child; but I can't get her

to feel ambition. Now, mark me, Tom; I have seen enough in this short

interview to convince me that if you are not as firm as a rock, she will

gain you over.”

“Impossible, sir; I love her too well to lend myself to her prejudices

against her interests. Her objections to this marriage must proceed

solely from inexperience. It is true, Lord Dunroe bears a very

indifferent character, and if you could get any other nobleman with a

better one as a husband for her, it would certainly be more agreeable.”

“It might, Tom; but I cannot. The truth is, I am an unpopular man among

even the fashionable circles, and the consequence is, that I do not

mingle much with them. The disappearance of my brother's heir has

attached suspicions to me which your discovery will not tend to remove.

Then there is Lucy's approaching marriage, which your turning up at

this particular juncture may upset. Dunroe, I am aware, is incapable of

appreciating such a girl as Lucy.”

“Then why, sir, does he marry her?”

“In consequence of her property. You perceive, then, that unless you

lie by until after this marriage, my whole schemes for this girl may be

destroyed.”

“But how, sir, could my appearance or reappearance effect such a

catastrophe?”

“Simply because you come at the most unlucky moment.”

“Unlucky, sir!” exclaimed the youth, with much affected astonishment,

for he had now relapsed into his original character, and felt himself

completely in his element.

“Don't misunderstand me,” said his father; “I will explain myself. Had

you never appeared, Lucy would have inherited the family estates, which,

in right of his wife, would have passed into the possession of Dunroe.

Your appearance, however, if made known, will prevent that, and probably

cause Dunroe to get out of it; and it is for this reason that I wish to

keep your very existence a secret until the marriage is over.”

“I am willing to do anything, sir,” replied worthy Tom, with a very

dutiful face, “anything to oblige you, and to fall in with your

purposes, provided my own rights are not compromised. I trust you will

not blame me, sir, for looking to them, and for a natural anxiety to

sustain the honor and prolong the name of my family.”

“Blame you, sirrah!” said his father, laughing. “Confound me, but you're

a trump, and I am proud to hear you express such sentiments. How the

deuce did you get such a shrewd notion of the world? But, no matter,

attend to me. Your rights shall not be compromised. A clause shall be

inserted in the marriage articles to the effect that in case of your

recovery and restoration, the estates shall revert to you, as the

legitimate heir. Are you satisfied?”

“Perfectly, sir,” replied Thomas, “perfectly; on the understanding that

these provisions are duly and properly carried out.”

“Undoubtedly they shall; and besides,” replied his father with a grin of

triumph, “it will be only giving Dunroe a _quid pro quo_, for, as I told

you, he is marrying your sister merely for the property, out of which

you cut him.”

“Of course, my dear father,” replied the other, “I am in your hands;

but, in the meantime, how and where am I to dispose of myself?”

“In the first place, keep your own secret--that is the principal

point--in which case you may live wherever you wish; I will give you

a liberal allowance until you can make your appearance with safety to

Lucy's prosperity. The marriage will take place very soon; after which

you can come and claim your own, when it will be too late for Dunroe to

retract. Here, for the present, is a check for two hundred and fifty;

but, Tom, you must be frugal and cautious in its expenditure. Don't

suffer yourself to break out: always keep a firm hold of the helm. Get

a book in which you will mark down your expenses; for, mark me, you must

render a strict account of this money. On the day after to-morrow you

must dine with Lucy and me; but, if you take my advice, you will see her

as seldom as possible until after her marriage. She wishes me to release

her from her engagement, and she will attempt to seduce you to her side;

but I warn you that this would be a useless step for you to take, as my

mind is immovable on the subject.”

They then separated, each, but especially Mr. Ambrose Gray, as we must

again call him, feeling very well satisfied with the result of the

interview.

“Now,” said the baronet, as he paced the floor, after his son had gone,

“am I not right, after all, in the views which I entertain of life? I

have sometimes been induced to fear that Providence has placed in human

society a moral machinery which acts with retributive effect upon those

who, in the practice of their lives, depart from what are considered his

laws. And yet here am I, whose whole life has been at variance with and

disregarded them--here I am, I say, with an easier heart than I've had

for many a day: my son restored to me--my daughter upon the point

of being married according to my highest wishes--all my projects

prospering; and there is my brother's wife--wretched Lady Gourlay--who,

forsooth, is religious, benevolent, humane, and charitable--ay, and if

report speak true, who loves her fellow-creatures as much as I scorn and

detest them. Yes--and what is the upshot? Why, that all these virtues

have not made her one whit happier than another, nor so happy as one

in ten thousand. _Cui bono_, then I ask--where is this moral machinery

which I sometimes dreaded? I cannot perceive its operations. It has no

existence; it is a mere chimera; like many another bugbear, the foul

offspring of credulity and fear on the one side--of superstition and

hypocrisy on the other. No; life is merely a thing of chances, and its

incidents the mere combinations that result from its evolutions, just

like the bits of glass in the kaleidoscope, which, when viewed naked,

have neither order nor beauty, but when seen through our own mistaken

impressions, appear to have properties which they do not possess, and

to produce results that are deceptive, and which would mislead us if

we drew any absolute inference from them. Here the priest advances,

kaleidoscope in hand, and desires you to look at his tinsel and observe

its order. Well, you do so, and imagine that the beauty and order you

see lie in the things themselves, and not in the prism through which

you view them. But you are not satisfied--you must examine. You take the

kaleidoscope to pieces, and where then are the order and beauty to be

found? Away! I am right still. The doctrine of life is a doctrine of

chances; and there is nothing certain but death--death, the gloomy and

terrible uncreator--heigho!”

Whilst the unbelieving baronet was congratulating himself upon the truth

of his principles and the success of his plans, matters were about to

take place that were soon to subject them to a still more efficient test

than the accommodating but deceptive spirit of his own scepticism.

Lord Cullamore's mind was gradually sinking under some secret sorrow or

calamity, which he refused to disclose even to his son or Lady Emily.

M'Bride's visit had produced a most melancholy effect upon him; indeed,

so deeply was he weighed down by it, that he was almost incapable of

seeing any one, with the exception of his daughter, whom he caressed and

wept over as one would over some beloved being whom death was about to

snatch from the heart and eyes forever.

Sir Thomas Gourlay, since the discovery of his son, called every day for

a week, but the reply was, “His lordship is unable to see any one.”

One evening, about that time, Ginty Cooper had been to see her brother,

Tom Corbet, at the baronet's, and was on her way home, when she

accidentally spied M'Bride in conversation with Norton, at Lord

Cullamore's hall-door, which, on her way to Sir Thomas's, she

necessarily passed. It was just about dusk, or, as they call it in the

country, between the two lights, and as the darkness was every moment

deepening, she resolved to watch them, for the purpose of tracing

M'Bride home to his lodgings. They, in the meantime, proceeded to

a public-house in the vicinity, into which both entered, and having

ensconced themselves in a little back closet off the common tap-room,

took their seats at a small round table, Norton having previously

ordered some punch. Giuty felt rather disappointed at this caution, but

in a few minutes a red-faced girl, with a blowzy head of hair strong

as wire, and crisped into small obstinate undulations of surface which

neither comb nor coaxing could smooth away, soon followed them with the

punch and a candle. By the light of the latter, Ginty perceived that

there was nothing between them but a thin partition of boards, through

the slits of which she could, by applying her eye or ear, as the case

might be, both see and hear them. The tap-room at the time was empty,

and Ginty, lest her voice might be heard, went to the bar, from whence

she herself brought in a glass of porter, and having taken her seat

close to the partition, overheard the following conversation:

“In half an hour he's to see you, then?” said Norton, repeating the

words with a face of inquiry.

“Yes, sir; in half an hour.”

“Well, now,” he continued, “I assure you I'm neither curious nor

inquisitive; yet, unless it be a very profound secret indeed, I give my

honor I should wish to hear it.”

“There's others in your family would be glad to hear it as well as you,”

replied M'Bride.

“The earl has seen you once or twice before on the subject, I think?”

“He has, sir?”

“And this is the third time, I believe?”

“It will be the third time, at all events.”

“Come, man,” said Norton, “take your punch; put yourself in spirits for

the interview. It requires a man to pluck up to be able to speak to a

nobleman.”

“I have spoken to as good as ever he was; not that I say anything to his

lordship's disparagement,” replied M'Bride; “but I'll take the punch for

a better reason--because I I have a fellow feeling for it. And yet it

was my destruction, too; however, it can't be helped. Yes, faith, it

made me an ungrateful scoundrel; but, no matter!--sir, here's your

health! I must only, as they say, make the best of a bad bargain--must

bring my cattle to the best market.”

“Ay,” said Norton, dryly and significantly; “and so you think the old

earl, the respectable old nobleman, is your best chapman? Am I right?”

“I may go that far, any way,” replied the fellow, with a knowing grin;

“but I don't lave you much the wiser.”

“No, faith, you don't,” replied Norton, grinning in his turn. “However,

listen to me. Do you not think, now, that if you placed your case in the

hands of some one that stands well with his lordship, and who could use

his influence in your behalf, you might have better success?”

“I'm the best judge of that myself,” replied M'Bride. “As it is, I

have, or can have, two strings to my bow. I have only to go to a certain

person, and say I'm sorry for what I've done, and I've no doubt but I'd

come well off.”

“Well, and why don't you? If I were in your case, I'd consider myself

first, though.”

“I don't know,” replied the other, as if undecided. “I think, afther

all, I'm in better hands. Unless Lord Cullamore is doting, I'm sure of

that fact. I don't intend to remain in this counthry. I'll go back to

France or to America; I can't yet say which.”

“Take your punch in the meantime; take off your liquor, I say, and it'll

clear your head. Come, off with it. I don't know why, but I have taken

a fancy to you. Your face is an honest one, and if I knew what your

business with his lordship is, I'd give you a lift.”

“Thank you, sir,” replied the other; “but the truth is, I'm afeard to

take much till after I see him. I must have all my wits about me, and

keep myself steady.”

“Do put it in my power to serve you. Tell me what your business is, and,

by the honor of my name, I'll assist you.”

“At present,” replied M'Bride, “I can't; but if I could meet you after I

see his lordship, I don't say but we might talk more about it.”

“Very well,” replied Norton; “you won't regret it. In the course of a

short time I shall have the complete management of the whole Cullamore

property; and who can say that, if you put confidence in me now, I may

not have it in my power to employ you beneficially for yourself?”

“Come then, sir,” replied M'Bride, “let me have another tumbler, on the

head of it. I think one more will do me no harm; as you say, sir, it'll

clear my head.”

This was accordingly produced, and M'Bride began to become, if not more

communicative, at least more loquacious, and seemed disposed to place

confidence in Norton, to whom, however, he communicated nothing of

substantial importance.

“I think,” said the latter, “if I don't mistake, that I am acquainted

with some of your relations.”

“That may easily be,” replied the other; “and it has struck me two or

three times that I have seen your face before, but I can't tell where.”

“Very likely,” replied Norton; “but 111 tell you what, we must get

better acquainted. Are you in any employment at present?”

“I'm doing nothing,” said the other; “and the few pounds I had are

now gone to a few shillings; so that by to-morrow or next day, I'll be

forced to give my teeth a holiday.”

“Poor fellow,” replied Norton, “that's too bad. Here's a pound note for

you, at all events. Not a word now; if we can understand each other

you sha'n't want; and I'll tell you what you'll do. After leaving his

lordship you must come to my room, where you can have punch to the eyes,

and there will be no interruption to our chat. You can then tell me

anything you like; but it must come willingly, for I'd scorn to force a

secret from any man--that is, if it is a secret. Do you agree to this?”

“I agree to it, and many thanks, worthy sir,” replied M'Bride, putting

the pound note in his pocket; after which they chatted upon indifferent

matters until the period for his interview with Lord Cullamore had

arrived.

Ginty, who had not lost a syllable of this dialogue, to whom, as the

reader perhaps may suspect, it was no novelty, followed them at a safe

distance, until she saw them enter the house. The interest, however,

which she felt in M'Bride's movements, prevented her from going home, or

allowing him to slip through her finger without accomplishing a project

that she had for some time before meditated, but had hitherto found no

opportunity to execute.

Lord Cullamore, on M'Bride's entrance, was in much the same state which

we have already described, except that in bodily appearance he was

somewhat more emaciated and feeble. There was, however, visible in his

features a tone of solemn feeling, elevated but sorrowful, that seemed

to bespeak a heart at once resigned and suffering, and disposed to

receive the dispensations of life as a man would whose philosophy was

softened by a Christian spirit. In the general plan of life he clearly

recognized the wisdom which, for the example and the benefit of all,

runs with singular beauty through the infinite combinations of human

action, verifying the very theory which the baronet saw dimly, but

doubted; we mean that harmonious adaptation of moral justice to those

actions by which the original principles that diffuse happiness

through social life are disregarded and violated. The very order that

characterizes all creation, taught him that we are not here without a

purpose, and when human nature failed to satisfy him upon the mystery

of life, he went to revelation, and found the problem solved. The

consequence was, that whilst he felt as a man, he endured as a

Christian--aware that this life is, for purposes which we cannot

question, chequered with evils that teach us the absolute necessity of

another, and make us, in the meantime, docile and submissive to the will

of him who called us into being.

His lordship had been reading the Bible as M'Bride entered, and, after

having closed it, and placed his spectacles between the leaves as a

mark, he motioned the man to come forward.

“Well,” said he, “have you brought those documents with you?”

“I have, my lord.”

“Pray,” said he, “allow me to see them.”

M'Bride hesitated; being a knave himself, he naturally suspected every

other man of trick and dishonesty; and yet, when he looked upon the

mild but dignified countenance of the old man, made reverend by age and

suffering, he had not the courage to give any intimation of the base

suspicions he entertained.

“Place the papers before me, sir,” said his lordship, somewhat sharply.

“What opinion can I form of their value without having first inspected

and examined them?”

As he spoke he took the spectacles from out the Bible, and settled them

on his face.

“I know, my lord,” replied M'Bride, taking them out of a pocket-book

rather the worse for wear, “that I am placing them in the hands of an

honorable man.”

His lordship took them without seeming to have heard this observation;

and as he held them up, M'Bride could perceive that a painful change

came over him. He became ghastly pale, and his hands trembled so

violently, that he was unable to read their contents until he placed

them flat upon the table before him. At length, after having read and

examined them closely, and evidently so as to satisfy himself of their

authenticity, he turned round to M'Bride, and said, “Is any person aware

that you are in possession of these documents?”

“Aha,” thought the fellow, “there's an old knave for you. He would give

a round sum that they were in ashes, I'll engage; but I'll make him

shell out for all that.--I don't think there is, my lord, unless the

gentleman--your lordship knows who I mean--that I took them from.”

“Did you take them deliberately from him?”

The man stood uncertain for a moment, and thought that the best thing

he could do was to make a merit of the affair, by affecting a strong

disposition to serve his lordship.

“The truth is, my lord, I was in his confidence, and as I heard how

matters stood, I thought it a pity that your lordship should be annoyed

at your time of life, and I took it into my head to place them in your

lordship's hands.”

“These are genuine documents,” observed his lordship, looking at them

again. “I remember the handwriting distinctly, and have in my possession

some letters written by the same individual. Was your master a kind

one?”

“Both kind and generous, my lord; and I have no doubt at all but he'd

forgive me everything, and advance a large sum besides, in order to

get these two little papers back. Your lordship knows he can do nothing

against you without them; and I hope you'll consider that, my lord.”

“Did he voluntarily, that is, willingly, and of his own accord, admit

you to his confidence? and, if so, upon what grounds?”

“Why, my lord, my wife and I were servants to his father for years, and

he, when a slip of a boy, was very fond of me. When he came over here,

my lord, it was rather against his will, and not at all for his own

sake. So, as he knew that he'd require some one in this country that

could act prudently for him, he made up his mind to take me with him,

especially as my wife and myself were both anxious to come back to our

own country. 'I must trust some one, M'Bride,' said he, 'and I will

trust you'; and then he tould me the raison of his journey here.”

“Well,” replied his lordship, “proceed; have you anything more to add!”

“Nothing, my lord, but what I've tould you. I thought it a pitiful case

to see a nobleman at your time of life afflicted by the steps he was

about to take, and I brought these papers accordingly to your lordship.

I hope you'll not forget that, my lord.”

“What value do you place on these two documents?”

“Why, I think a thousand pounds, my lord.”

“Well, sir, your estimate is a very low one--ten thousand would come

somewhat nearer the thing.”

“My lord, I can only say,” said M'Bride, “that I'm willin' to take a

thousand; but, if your lordship, knowin' the value of the papers as you

do, chooses to add anything more, I'll be very happy to accept it.”

“I have another question to ask you, sir,” said his lordship, “which

I do with great pain, as I do assure you that this is as painful a

dialogue as I ever held in my life. Do you think now, that, provided you

had not taken--that is, stolen-these papers from your master, he would,

upon the success of the steps he is taking, have given you a thousand

pounds?”

The man hesitated, as if he had caught a glimpse of the old man's object

in putting the question. “Why--hem--no; I don't think I could expect

that, my lord; but a handsome present, I dare say, I might come in for.”

Lord Cullamore raised himself in his chair, and after looking at the

treacherous villain with a calm feeling of scorn and indignation,

to which his illness imparted a solemn and lofty severity, that made

M'Bride feel as if he wished to sink through the floor,

“Go,” said he, looking at him with an eye that was kindled into

something of its former fire. “Begone, sir: take away your papers;

I will not--I cannot enter into any compact with an ungrateful and

perfidious villain like you. These papers have come into your hands by

robbery or theft--that is sufficient; there they are, sir--take them

away. I shall defend myself and my rights upon principles of justice,

but never shall stoop to support them by dishonor.”

On concluding, he flung them across the table with a degree of

energy that surprised M'Bride, whilst his color,hitherto so pale, was

heightened by a flash of that high feeling and untarnished integrity

which are seldom so beautifully impressive as when exhibited in the

honorable indignation of old age. It might have been compared to that

pale but angry red of the winter sky which flashes so transiently over

the snow-clad earth, when the sun, after the fatigues of his short but

chilly journey, is about to sink from our sight at the close of day.

M'Bride slunk out of the room crestfallen, disappointed, and abashed;

but on reaching the outside of the door he found Norton awaiting him.

This worthy gentleman, after beckoning to him to follow, having been

striving, with his whole soul centred in the key-hole, to hear the

purport of their conference, now proceeded to his own room, accompanied

by M'Bride, where we shall leave them without interruption to their

conversation and enjoyment, and return once more to Ginty Cooper.

Until the hour of half-past twelve that night Ginty most religiously

kept her watch convenient to the door. Just then it opened very quietly,

and a man staggered down the hall steps, and bent his course toward the

northern part of the city suburbs. A female might be observed to

follow him at a distance, and ever as he began to mutter his drunken

meditations to himself, she approached him more closely behind, in

order, if possible, to lose nothing of what he said.

“An ould fool,” he hiccupped, “to throw them back to me--hie--an' the

other a kna-a-ve to want to--to look at them; but I was up--up; if the

young-oung L-lor-ord will buy them, he mu-must-ust pay for them, for

I hav-ave them safe. Hang it, my head's turn-turn-turnin' about like

the--”

At this portion of his reflections he turned into a low, dark line of

cabins, some inhabited, and others ruined and waste, followed by the

female in question; and if the reader cannot ascertain her object in

dogging him, he must expect no assistance in guessing it from us.

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