CHAPTER XX

Gilbert rose from his knees with the rest, and then he saw that the

King and Queen placed themselves side by side and standing, and the

nobles began to go up to them according to their rank, to kiss their

hands. As Gilbert stood still, not knowing what to do, he watched the

procession of the barons from a distance. Suddenly he felt that his

eyes were wide open, and that he was gazing at a face which he knew,

hardly believing that he saw it in the flesh; and his back stiffened,

and his teeth ground on one another.

Ten paces from him, waiting and looking on, like himself, stood a

graceful man of middle height, of a clear olive complexion, with a

well-clipped beard of somewhat pointed cut, grey at the sides, as was

also the smooth, dark hair. Years had passed, and the last time he had

seen that face had been in the changing light of the greenwood, where

the sunshine played among the leaves; and as he had seen it last, he

had felt steel in his side and had fallen asleep, and after that his

life had changed. For Arnold de Curboil was before him, looking at him,

but not recognizing him. Still Gilbert stood rooted to the spot, trying

not to believe his senses, for he could not understand how his

stepfather could suddenly be among the Crusaders; but the divine peace

that had descended upon him that night was shivered as a mirror by a

stone, and his heart grew cold and hard.

The man also was changed since Gilbert had seen him. The face was

handsome still, but it was thin and sharp, and the eyes were haggard

and weary, as if they had seen a great evil long and had sickened of it

at last, and were haunted by it. Gilbert looked at him who had murdered

his father and had brought shame to his mother, and who had robbed him

of his fair birthright, and he saw that something of the score had been

paid. Gradually, too, as Sir Arnold gazed, a look of something like

despair settled in his face, a sort of horror that was not fear,--for

he was no coward,--but was rather a dread of himself. He made a step

forward, and Gilbert waited, and heard how Dunstan, who stood behind

him, loosened his dagger in its brass sheath.

At that moment came the King's herald again as before, bidding him go

up to the presence of the King and Queen.

"Room for the Guide of Aquitaine!"

The cry rang loud and clear, and Gilbert saw Sir Arnold start in

surprise at the high-sounding title. Then he followed the herald; but

in his heart there was already a triumph that the man who had left him

for dead in the English woods should find him again thus preferred

before other men.

The Queen's face grew paler as he came toward her and knelt down on one

knee, and through her embroidered glove of state his own hand, that was

cold, felt that hers was colder. But it did not tremble, and her voice

was steady and clear, so that all could hear it.

"Sir Gilbert Warde," she said, "you have done well. Guienne thanks you,

and France also--" She paused and looked toward the King, who was

watching her closely.

Louis bent his great pale face solemnly toward the Englishman.

"We thank you, Sir Gilbert," he said, with cold condescension.

"A hundred thousand men thank you," added Eleanor, in a ringing voice

that was to make up for her husband's ungrateful indifference.

There was a moment's silence, and then the voice of Gaston de

Castignac, high and full, sent up a cheer that was heard far out in the

clear night.

"God bless the Guide of Aquitaine!"

The cheer was taken up in the deep shout of strong men in earnest; for

it was known how Gilbert cared not for himself, nor for rewards, but

only for honour; and the thirty men who had been with him had told far

and wide how often he had watched that they might sleep, and how he

would always give the best to others, and how gently and courteously he

treated those he commanded.

But in the loud cheering, Eleanor took his hand in both hers and bent

down to speak to him, unheard by the rest; and her voice was low and

trembled a little.

"God bless you!" she said fervently. "God bless you and keep you, for

as I am a living woman, you are dearer to me than the whole world."

Gilbert understood how she loved him, as he had not understood before.

And yet her touch had no evil power to move him now, and the shadow of

his mother no longer haunted him in her eyes as he looked up. There,

beside the Christmas altar, in the Holy Night, she was trying to

complete the sacrifice of herself and her love. Gilbert answered her

earnestly.

"Madam," he said, "I shall try to do your will with all my heart, even

to death."

Thereafter he kept his word. But now he rose to his feet, and after

bending his knee again, he looked into the Queen's sad eyes, and passed

on to make way for the others, while the cheers that were for him still

rang in the air.

Then he began to walk to his tent. Dunstan had lighted a fresh torch

and was waiting for him. But the great barons, who had gone up to the

King and Queen before him, pressed round him and shook his hand, one

after another, and bade him to their feasting on the morrow; nor was

there jealousy of him, as there had been when he had saved the Queen's

life at Nicaea, for now that they saw him they felt that he was no

courtier, and desired only the safety of the army, with his own honour.

As they thronged about him, there came Sir Arnold de Curboil, pressing

his way among them, and when he was before Gilbert he also held out his

hand.

"Gilbert Warde," he asked, "do you not know me?"

"I know you, sir," answered the young knight, in a clear voice that all

could hear, "but I will not take your hand."

There was silence, and the great nobles looked on, not understanding,

while Dunstan held his torch so that the light fell full upon Sir

Arnold's pale features.

"Then take my glove!"

He plucked off his loose leathern gauntlet and tossed it lightly at

Gilbert's face. But Dunstan's quick left hand caught it in the air,

while the torch scarcely wavered in his right.

Gilbert was paler than his enemy, but he would not let his hand go to

his sword, and he folded his arms under his mantle, lest they should

move against his will.

"Sir," he said, "I will not fight you again at this time, though you

killed my father treacherously. Though you have stolen my birthright, I

will not fight you now, for I have taken the Cross, and I will keep the

vow of the Cross, come what may."

"Coward!" cried Sir Arnold, contemptuously, and he would have turned on

his heel.

But Gilbert stepped forward and caught him by his arms and held him

quietly, without hurting him, but so that he could not easily move and

must hear.

"You have called me a coward, Sir Arnold de Curboil. How should I fear

you, since I can wring you to death in my hands if I will? But I will

let you go, and these good lords here shall judge whether I am a coward

or not because I will not fight you until I have fulfilled my vows."

"Well said," cried the old Count of Bourbon.

"Well said, well done," cried many others.

Moreover, the Count of Savoy, of whose race none was ever born that

knew fear, even to this day, spoke to his younger brother of Montferrat.

"I have not seen a braver man than this English knight, nor a better

man of his hands, nor one more gentle, and he has the face of a leader."

Then Gilbert loosed his hold and Sir Arnold looked angrily to the right

and left, and passed out of the crowd, all men making way for him as if

they would not touch him. Some of them turned to Gilbert again, and

asked him questions about the strange knight.

"My lords," he answered, "he is Sir Arnold de Curboil, my stepfather;

for when he had killed my father, he married my mother and stole my

lands. I fought him when I was but a boy, and he left me for dead in

the forest; and now I think that he is come from England to seek

occasion against me; but if I live I shall get back my inheritance. And

now, if I seem to you to have dealt justly by him, I crave my leave of

you, and thank your lordships for your good will and courtesy."

So they bade him good-night, and he went away, leaving many who felt

that he had done well, but that, in his place, they could not have done

as much. They did not know how dear it cost him, but dimly they guessed

that he was braver than they, though they were of the bravest.

He was very tired, and had not slept in a good bed under his own tent

for two months; yet he was sleepless, and awoke after two hours, and

could not sleep again till within an hour of the winter dawn; for he

feared some evil for Beatrix if her father should claim her of the

Queen and take her back from Ephesus by sea, as he must have come.

At daylight, warming themselves at a fire, Dunstan told Alric all that

happened in the night. The Saxon's stolid face did not change, but he

was thoughtful and silent for some time, remembering how the Lady Goda

had once had him beaten, long ago, because he had not held Sir Arnold's

horse in the right way when the knight was mounting.

Presently Beatrix's Norman tirewoman came to the two men, wrapped in a

brown cloak with a hood that covered half her face. She told them that

her lady knew of Sir Arnold's coming, and begged of Sir Gilbert that

for her sake he would walk by the river at noon, when every one would

be at dinner in the camp, and she would try and meet him there.

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