XII

She had understood--the virtuoso's nimbus had become quite visible to

her. Gesa need fear no longer that she would not know how to value his

great friend sufficiently. How could it be otherwise? His name was to

be encountered everywhere. All the newest bon-bons, patent leathers,

pocket handkerchiefs were named after him, and the children played at

"Concert and Virtuoso," just as in the earliest youth of our century

they had played "Consul and Battle of Marengo." Annette was taking

singing lessons now. Another little luxury that Gesa had provided for

her, and at her singing teacher's house the girls whom she met there

talked of nothing but de Sterny. The uncle of one pupil was conductor

at the "Monnaie" de Sterny had called upon him, and had forgotten his

gloves on going away. The said pupil brought those gloves to the next

singing lesson; they were cut in pieces and divided among Signor

Martini's feminine pupils. Years afterward, more than one of these

gushers wore a bit of leather round her neck, sewed up in a little silk

bag!

At this time de Sterny had reached the zenith of his fame. His last

tour through Russia had resembled a triumph. In Odessa they had

received him with the discharge of cannon, in Moscow a procession had

gone to meet him, huzzahing students had unhitched the horses from his

coach and the fairest women had showered down flowers from the windows

upon his illustrious head, as the cortege passed through the principal

streets; in Petersburg a grand duchess had insisted upon his lodging in

her palace; sable furs, laurel wreaths, diamond rings, casks of

caviare, and a golden samovar, had all been humbly laid at his feet by

Russian enthusiasm. All this Gesa related to his beloved. What he

failed to tell her was that the greatest ladies had contended for de

Sterny's favor, and that a princess cruelly scorned by him had shot

herself at one of his concerts while he was playing! But these things

she learned from the girls in the singing class. They interested her

much more than de Sterny's other triumphs.

Of course Gesa went to meet the virtuoso at the station. But as half

Brussels besides were assembled at the "gare du nord," for the same

purpose, de Sterny could only dismiss his protege with a cordial

pressure of the hand, and an invitation to visit him next morning at

the Hotel de Flandres.

When Gesa entered at the appointed hour, he found de Sterny sitting at

his desk, with his head on one hand and a pen in the other: a sheet of

music paper, covered with notes, and full of corrections, lay before

him. In his nervous, precise, mechanically polite bearing, that

uncomfortable something betrayed itself, which a man contracts from

constant association with his superiors. One remarked in him that he

had accustomed himself, so to speak, to sleep with open eyes, like

hares,--and courtiers.

"Well, how are you? I am truly rejoiced to see you," he cried to Gesa,

"it makes me downright young to look in your eyes. I was much

astonished to hear of your prolonged stay in Brussels. What the devil

are you going to do here? I thought you were with Manager Marinski, on

the other side of the world long ago."

"My engagement was broken off--that is I have no desire to bind

myself," said Gesa, blushing a little.

"So--here--and meantime you are knocking around"--de Sterny treated the

young musician in his old cordial, patronizing manner. "Sapristi! You

look splendidly, too well for a young artist. Look me in the face. And

what are you really doing? Plans? Eh?"

"O, I am very industrious, I give lessons."

"Oh! lessons! _You_--lessons! _Nom d'un chien!_ I should think it would

have been more amusing to dig for gold in America with Marinski.

Lessons! And so few pretty women learn the violin! Well, and besides

lessons, how do you busy yourself?"

"I compose. You seem also"--

"Certainly, certainly," replied de Sterny, pushing the music paper into

his portfolio. "But how can a man compose in such a life as I lead?

Bah! I have had enough of squandering my existence in railroad cars and

concert halls! Oh for four weeks rest, beefsteak and potatoes, country

air, flowers and one friend!"

Some one knocked, the virtuoso's servant entered. "I am not at home!"

cried de Sterny.

"But it is Count S----"

"I am not at home. Animal! to any one--do you hear!"

The valet vanished.

"You see how it is," grumbled de Sterny, "before another quarter

strikes ten persons will have been announced. It is a stale life,

always to play the same fool's tricks, always to be applauded for

them...."

"Do you perhaps desire to be hissed by way of variety?" laughed Gesa.

At this quite innocent repartee the virtuoso changed color a little,

and glanced suspiciously first at Gesa and then at the portfolio where

he had hidden his composition. But the young violinist's eyes convinced

him that no harm was intended. If de Sterny ever had a believing

disciple it was Gesa Van Zuylen.

"It is really a shame," earnestly observed the young musician after a

while, "that you allow yourself so little time for composition. I have

never heard anything of yours but transcriptions--perhaps you will

sometime trust me with your more serious work."

De Sterny's brows met. "Hm!" growled he--"I can't show the things

around. They might take wings. It spoils their eclat if one confides

them to all sorts of people before they are published." The blood

mounted in Gesa's cheek.

"All sorts of people," he repeated.

But de Sterny burst out laughing and cried, "Still so sensitive! I did

not mean it in that way. We know you are an exceptional being. Sacre

bleu! I am the last who would deny it! As soon as I have completed an

important work I will lay it before you. But that"--with a glance at

the writing desk, "that is nothing, just nothing--the sketch of some

ballet music. Princess L----, you remember her, surely, has asked for

it. Already at Vienna she wrote me about it--you understand. I couldn't

put it off. _C'est assomant_. A Countess-ballet!

"And now be so good as to ring, that they may bring in the breakfast.

During the meal you shall confide to me what it really is that holds

you fast chained in Brussels, for that you remain solely in order to

find leisure for composition I don't believe!"

Over the breakfast Gesa confided his great secret to his friend.

De Sterny started up. "So that is it. Well you could not have contrived

anything more stupid for yourself!" cried he. "I suspected something,

some long drawn out liaison, from which I should have to extricate you.

But a betrothal! Oh, yes! What are you thinking of? To marry and become

a paterfamilias at your age! It is ruin! It is the grave! The grave of

your genius mind, not of your body, that will flourish in the

atmosphere of sleek morality. You'll grow fat. You'll celebrate a

christening every year. You'll run from one street to another with your

trousers turned up and a music book under one arm, giving lessons. And

your ambition will culminate in obtaining the post of first violin in

some orchestra, or perhaps if it soars very high in becoming conductor

of the same. Sapristi! You need the whip of the manager over your back,

and not the feather bolster of family life under your head! What is

more _this_ bolster which you are stuffing for yourself will contain

few feathers. But that is all one to you. You only need a pretext for

laziness, and would go to sleep on a potato sack!"

"You speak like a heretic, like a regular atheist in love," cried Gesa,

who had not outgrown his passion for large words. "Who told you I was

going to be married the day after to-morrow? I shall not receive her

hand until I have secured a position."

"Ah--so! Well--that is some comfort. But who is she? One of your

pupils? The blonde daughter of a square-built burgher?"

"She is the daughter of my foster-father."

"O--h! The Gualtieri's daughter. And her you will marry? Marry?"

"You cannot possibly imagine how charming she is," murmured Gesa.

"That the Gualtieri's daughter is charming I can easily imagine," said

the virtuoso, and there came suddenly into his eyes an expression of

dreamy passion to which they were quite unaccustomed, "but that a man

would want to marry the Gualtieri's daughter, I cannot understand.

Perhaps you do not know who the Gualtieri was."

Gesa bit his lip.

"She made my foster-father happy."

"So--hm! Made him happy! He was mad as we all were. To have been

permitted to black her shoes would have made him happy. I know the

history of Delileo's marriage. It is a legend which they still relate

in artist circles, only they have got the names wrong. I know the right

names because ... Delileo interests me for your sake, and--and--because

the Gualtieri ... was my first love!"

Gesa shrank back. "Your first love!" he repeated, breathlessly.

The virtuoso passed his hand over his forehead and smiled bitterly.

"Yes! I became acquainted with her in the salon of the d'Agoult. I

looked like a girl myself then, was scarcely eighteen years old, and in

love! Oh! in love! She laughed at me--I fretted myself with vain

desire, she would never notice me. I cannot hear her name now after

twenty years without feeling as I did then. Heavens! How beautiful she

was! Form, smile, tresses! Dark hair with auburn lights in neck and

temples--as if powdered with gold dust. Withal a certain grand

carriage...."

The virtuoso ceased and gazed musingly into vacancy. The remembrance of

the Gualtieri was a sore spot in his heart. Gesa looked, deeply moved,

into the changed countenance of his friend.

"How could such a woman consent to marry Delileo?"

"How? Yes--how? She had lost her voice, her lovers, her health. She was

thirty-eight years old. He was of a good family, and still possessed

the remains of a handsome fortune, of which he had already squandered

the greater part in philanthropic enterprises. He spoiled and pampered

her as if she were a princess, and she ... she ran away from him one

year and a half after the birth of her child, your bride,--with an

obscure Polish adventurer. Delileo discovered her afterward in the

greatest misery, dying of consumption, in a garret; he took her home

and nursed her till she died. Poor devil! He had united himself to her

against the will of his family, and the counsel of his friends, he was

at the end of his money--so he buried himself in the Rue Ravestein. His

lot is hard; but--at least he lived a year and a half at her side!"

Alphonse de Sterny ceased, and looked down, brooding.

Gesa laid a hand on his arm.

"The memory of this woman lives so powerfully in you still, and yet you

marvel that I want her daughter for my wife--her daughter, who inherits

all the mother's charm, without her sinfulness?"

De Sterny smiled, no pleasant smile. "How old is she then--sixteen or

seventeen, if I reckon rightly is she not?"

Gesa nodded.

"Ah! So! And you will judge already of her temperament?" He drummed a

march on the table. Gesa colored. "De Sterny!" he cried after a pause.

"Much as I love you I will not bear to hear you speak in that way. Do

me a favor and learn to know the little one--then judge yourself. Come

sometime in the evening and drink tea with us, unless you are afraid of

the Rue Ravestein!"

"When you will, big child! to-morrow, day after!--You always keep early

hours there. I can come before I have to go into society!"

A few minutes later Gesa took leave. De Sterny accompanied him to the

door of the apartment, and called gaily after him, over the banisters.

"The day after to-morrow then, about eight! I am curious to see your

Capua!"--

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