Their Girl Josie

When Paul Morgan, a rising young lawyer with justifiable political

aspirations, married Elinor Ashton, leading woman at the Green Square

Theatre, his old schoolmates and neighbours back in Spring Valley held

up their hands in horror, and his father and mother up in the

weather-grey Morgan homestead were crushed in the depths of

humiliation. They had been too proud of Paul ... their only son and

such a clever fellow ... and this was their punishment! He had married

an actress! To Cyrus and Deborah Morgan, brought up and nourished all

their lives on the strictest and straightest of old-fashioned beliefs

both as regards this world and that which is to come, this was a

tragedy.

They could not be brought to see it in any other light. As their

neighbours said, "Cy Morgan never hilt up his head again after Paul

married the play-acting woman." But perhaps it was less his

humiliation than his sorrow which bowed down his erect form and

sprinkled grey in his thick black hair that fifty years had hitherto

spared. For Paul, forgetting the sacrifices his mother and father had

made for him, had bitterly resented the letter of protest his father

had written concerning his marriage. He wrote one angry, unfilial

letter back and then came silence. Between grief and shame Cyrus and

Deborah Morgan grew old rapidly in the year that followed.

At the end of that time Elinor Morgan, the mother of an hour, died;

three months later Paul Morgan was killed in a railroad collision.

After the funeral Cyrus Morgan brought home to his wife their son's

little daughter, Joscelyn Morgan.

Her aunt, Annice Ashton, had wanted the baby. Cyrus Morgan had been

almost rude in his refusal. His son's daughter should never be brought

up by an actress; it was bad enough that her mother had been one and

had doubtless transmitted the taint to her child. But in Spring

Valley, if anywhere, it might be eradicated.

At first neither Cyrus nor Deborah cared much for Joscelyn. They

resented her parentage, her strange, un-Morgan-like name, and the

pronounced resemblance she bore to the dark-haired, dark-eyed mother

they had never seen. All the Morgans had been fair. If Joscelyn had

had Paul's blue eyes and golden curls her grandfather and grandmother

would have loved her sooner.

But the love came ... it had to. No living mortal could have resisted

Joscelyn. She was the most winsome and lovable little mite of babyhood

that ever toddled. Her big dark eyes overflowed with laughter before

she could speak, her puckered red mouth broke constantly into dimples

and cooing sounds. She had ways that no orthodox Spring Valley baby

ever thought of having. Every smile was a caress, every gurgle of

attempted speech a song. Her grandparents came to worship her and were

stricter than ever with her by reason of their love. Because she was

so dear to them she must be saved from her mother's blood.

Joscelyn shot up through a roly-poly childhood into slim, bewitching

girlhood in a chill repressive atmosphere. Cyrus and Deborah were

nothing if not thorough. The name of Joscelyn's mother was never

mentioned to her; she was never called anything but Josie, which

sounded more "Christian-like" than Joscelyn; and all the flowering out

of her alien beauty was repressed as far as might be in the plainest

and dullest of dresses and the primmest arrangement possible to

riotous ripe-brown curls.

The girl was never allowed to visit her Aunt Annice, although

frequently invited. Miss Ashton, however, wrote to her occasionally,

and every Christmas sent a box of presents which even Cyrus and

Deborah Morgan could not forbid her to accept, although they looked

with disapproving eyes and ominously set lips at the dainty, frivolous

trifles the actress woman sent. They would have liked to cast those

painted fans and lace frills and beflounced lingerie into the fire as

if they had been infected rags from a pest-house.

The path thus set for Joscelyn's dancing feet to walk in was indeed

sedate and narrow. She was seldom allowed to mingle with the young

people of even quiet, harmless Spring Valley; she was never allowed to

attend local concerts, much less take part in them; she was forbidden

to read novels, and Cyrus Morgan burned an old copy of Shakespeare

which Paul had given him years ago and which he had himself read and

treasured, lest its perusal should awaken unlawful instincts in

Joscelyn's heart. The girl's passion for reading was so marked that

her grandparents felt that it was their duty to repress it as far as

lay in their power.

But Joscelyn's vitality was such that all her bonds and bands served

but little to check or retard the growth of her rich nature. Do what

they might they could not make a Morgan of her. Her every step was a

dance, her every word and gesture full of a grace and virility that

filled the old folks with uneasy wonder. She seemed to them charged

with dangerous tendencies all the more potent from repression. She was

sweet-tempered and sunny, truthful and modest, but she was as little

like the trim, simple Spring Valley girls as a crimson rose is like a

field daisy, and her unlikeness bore heavily on her grandparents.

Yet they loved her and were proud of her. "Our girl Josie," as they

called her, was more to them than they would have admitted even to

themselves, and in the main they were satisfied with her, although the

grandmother grumbled because Josie did not take kindly to patchwork

and rug-making and the grandfather would fain have toned down that

exuberance of beauty and vivacity into the meeker pattern of

maidenhood he had been accustomed to.

When Joscelyn was seventeen Deborah Morgan noticed a change in her.

The girl became quieter and more brooding, falling at times into

strange, idle reveries, with her hands clasped over her knee and her

big eyes fixed unseeingly on space; or she would creep away for

solitary rambles in the beech wood, going away droopingly and

returning with dusky glowing cheeks and a nameless radiance, as of

some newly discovered power, shining through every muscle and motion.

Mrs. Morgan thought the child needed a tonic and gave her sulphur and

molasses.

One day the revelation came. Cyrus and Deborah had driven across the

valley to visit their married daughter. Not finding her at home they

returned. Mrs. Morgan went into the house while her husband went to

the stable. Joscelyn was not in the kitchen, but the grandmother heard

the sound of voices and laughter in the sitting room across the hall.

"What company has Josie got?" she wondered, as she opened the hall

door and paused for a moment on the threshold to listen. As she

listened her old face grew grey and pinched; she turned noiselessly

and left the house, and flew to her husband as one distracted.

"Cyrus, Josie is play-acting in the room ... laughing and reciting and

going on. I heard her. Oh, I've always feared it would break out in

her and it has! Come you and listen to her."

The old couple crept through the kitchen and across the hall to the

open parlour door as if they were stalking a thief. Joscelyn's laugh

rang out as they did so ... a mocking, triumphant peal. Cyrus and

Deborah shivered as if they had heard sacrilege.

Joscelyn had put on a trailing, clinging black skirt which her aunt

had sent her a year ago and which she had never been permitted to

wear. It transformed her into a woman. She had cast aside her waist of

dark plum-coloured homespun and wrapped a silken shawl about herself

until only her beautiful arms and shoulders were left bare. Her hair,

glossy and brown, with burnished red lights where the rays of the dull

autumn sun struck on it through the window, was heaped high on her

head and held in place by a fillet of pearl beads. Her cheeks were

crimson, her whole body from head to foot instinct and alive with a

beauty that to Cyrus and Deborah, as they stood mute with horror in

the open doorway, seemed akin to some devilish enchantment.

Joscelyn, rapt away from her surroundings, did not perceive her

grandparents. Her face was turned from them and she was addressing an

unseen auditor in passionate denunciation. She spoke, moved, posed,

gesticulated, with an inborn genius shining through every motion and

tone like an illuminating lamp.

"Josie, what are you doing?"

It was Cyrus who spoke, advancing into the room like a stern, hard

impersonation of judgment. Joscelyn's outstretched arm fell to her

side and she turned sharply around; fear came into her face and the

light went out of it. A moment before she had been a woman, splendid,

unafraid; now she was again the schoolgirl, too confused and shamed to

speak.

"What are you doing, Josie?" asked her grandfather again, "dressed up

in that indecent manner and talking and twisting to yourself?"

Joscelyn's face, that had grown pale, flamed scarlet again. She lifted

her head proudly.

"I was trying Aunt Annice's part in her new play," she answered. "I

have not been doing anything wrong, Grandfather."

"Wrong! It's your mother's blood coming out in you, girl, in spite of

all our care! Where did you get that play?"

"Aunt Annice sent it to me," answered Joscelyn, casting a quick glance

at the book on the table. Then, when her grandfather picked it up

gingerly, as if he feared contamination, she added quickly, "Oh, give

it to me, please, Grandfather. Don't take it away."

"I am going to burn it," said Cyrus Morgan sternly.

"Oh, don't, Grandfather," cried Joscelyn, with a sob in her voice.

"Don't burn it, please. I ... I ... won't practise out of it any more.

I'm sorry I've displeased you. Please give me my book."

"No," was the stern reply. "Go to your room, girl, and take off that

rig. There is to be no more play-acting in my house, remember that."

He flung the book into the fire that was burning in the grate. For the

first time in her life Joscelyn flamed out into passionate defiance.

"You are cruel and unjust, Grandfather. I have done no wrong ... it is

not doing wrong to develop the one gift I have. It's the only thing I

can do ... and I am going to do it. My mother was an actress and a

good woman. So is Aunt Annice. So I mean to be."

"Oh, Josie, Josie," said her grandmother in a scared voice. Her

grandfather only repeated sternly, "Go, take that rig off, girl, and

let us hear no more of this."

Joscelyn went but she left consternation behind her. Cyrus and Deborah

could not have been more shocked if they had discovered the girl

robbing her grandfather's desk. They talked the matter over bitterly

at the kitchen hearth that night.

"We haven't been strict enough with the girl, Mother," said Cyrus

angrily. "We'll have to be stricter if we don't want to have her

disgracing us. Did you hear how she defied me? 'So I mean to be,' she

says. Mother, we'll have trouble with that girl yet."

"Don't be too harsh with her, Pa ... it'll maybe only drive her to

worse," sobbed Deborah.

"I ain't going to be harsh. What I do is for her own good, you know

that, Mother. Josie is as dear to me as she is to you, but we've got

to be stricter with her."

They were. From that day Josie was watched and distrusted. She was

never permitted to be alone. There were no more solitary walks. She

felt herself under the surveillance of cold, unsympathetic eyes every

moment and her very soul writhed. Joscelyn Morgan, the high-spirited

daughter of high-spirited parents, could not long submit to such

treatment. It might have passed with a child; to a woman, thrilling

with life and conscious power to her very fingertips, it was galling

beyond measure. Joscelyn rebelled, but she did nothing secretly ...

that was not her nature. She wrote to her Aunt Annice, and when she

received her reply she went straight and fearlessly to her

grandparents with it.

"Grandfather, this letter is from my aunt. She wishes me to go and

live with her and prepare for the stage. I told her I wished to do so.

I am going."

Cyrus and Deborah looked at her in mute dismay.

"I know you despise the profession of an actress," the girl went on

with heightened colour. "I am sorry you think so about it because it

is the only one open to me. I must go ... I must."

"Yes, you must," said Cyrus cruelly. "It's in your blood ... your bad

blood, girl."

"My blood isn't bad," cried Joscelyn proudly. "My mother was a sweet,

true, good woman. You are unjust, Grandfather. But I don't want you to

be angry with me. I love you both and I am very grateful indeed for

all your kindness to me. I wish that you could understand what...."

"We understand enough," interrupted Cyrus harshly. "This is all I have

to say. Go to your play-acting aunt if you want to. Your grandmother

and me won't hinder you. But you'll come back here no more. We'll have

nothing further to do with you. You can choose your own way and walk

in it."

With this dictum Joscelyn went from Spring Valley. She clung to

Deborah and wept at parting, but Cyrus did not even say goodbye to

her. On the morning of her departure he went away on business and did

not return until evening.

* * * * *

Joscelyn went on the stage. Her aunt's influence and her mother's fame

helped her much. She missed the hard experiences that come to the

unassisted beginner. But her own genius must have won in any case. She

had all her mother's gifts, deepened by her inheritance of Morgan

intensity and sincerity ... much, too, of the Morgan firmness of will.

When Joscelyn Morgan was twenty-two she was famous over two

continents.

When Cyrus Morgan returned home on the evening after his

granddaughter's departure he told his wife that she was never to

mention the girl's name in his hearing again. Deborah obeyed. She

thought her husband was right, albeit she might in her own heart

deplore the necessity of such a decree. Joscelyn had disgraced them;

could that be forgiven?

Nevertheless both the old people missed her terribly. The house seemed

to have lost its soul with that vivid, ripely tinted young life. They

got their married daughter's oldest girl, Pauline, to come and stay

with them. Pauline was a quiet, docile maiden, industrious and

commonplace--just such a girl as they had vainly striven to make of

Joscelyn, to whom Pauline had always been held up as a model. Yet

neither Cyrus nor Deborah took to her, and they let her go

unregretfully when they found that she wished to return home.

"She hasn't any of Josie's gimp," was old Cyrus's unspoken fault.

Deborah spoke, but all she said was, "Polly's a good girl, Father,

only she hasn't any snap."

Joscelyn wrote to Deborah occasionally, telling her freely of her

plans and doings. If it hurt the girl that no notice was ever taken of

her letters she still wrote them. Deborah read the letters grimly and

then left them in Cyrus's way. Cyrus would not read them at first;

later on he read them stealthily when Deborah was out of the house.

When Joscelyn began to succeed she sent to the old farmhouse papers

and magazines containing her photographs and criticisms of her plays

and acting. Deborah cut them out and kept them in her upper bureau

drawer with Joscelyn's letters. Once she overlooked one and Cyrus

found it when he was kindling the fire. He got the scissors and cut it

out carefully. A month later Deborah discovered it between the leaves

of the family Bible.

But Joscelyn's name was never mentioned between them, and when other

people asked them concerning her their replies were cold and

ungracious. In a way they had relented towards her, but their shame of

her remained. They could never forget that she was an actress.

Once, six years after Joscelyn had left Spring Valley, Cyrus, who was

reading a paper by the table, got up with an angry exclamation and

stuffed it into the stove, thumping the lid on over it with grim

malignity.

"That fool dunno what he's talking about," was all he would say.

Deborah had her share of curiosity. The paper was the _National

Gazette_ and she knew that their next-door neighbour, James Pennan,

took it. She went over that evening and borrowed it, saying that their

own had been burned before she had had time to read the serial in it.

With one exception she read all its columns carefully without finding

anything to explain her husband's anger. Then she doubtfully plunged

into the exception ... a column of "Stage Notes." Halfway down she

came upon an adverse criticism of Joscelyn Morgan and her new play. It

was malicious and vituperative. Deborah Morgan's old eyes sparkled

dangerously as she read it.

"I guess somebody is pretty jealous of Josie," she muttered. "I don't

wonder Pa was riled up. But I guess she can hold her own. She's a

Morgan."

No long time after this Cyrus took a notion he'd like a trip to the

city. He'd like to see the Horse Fair and look up Cousin Hiram

Morgan's folks.

"Hiram and me used to be great chums, Mother. And we're getting kind

of mossy, I guess, never stirring out of Spring Valley. Let's go and

dissipate for a week--what say?"

Deborah agreed readily, albeit of late years she had been much averse

to going far from home and had never at any time been very fond of

Cousin Hiram's wife. Cyrus was as pleased as a child over their trip.

On the second day of their sojourn in the city he slipped away when

Deborah had gone shopping with Mrs. Hiram and hurried through the

streets to the Green Square Theatre with a hang-dog look. He bought a

ticket apologetically and sneaked in to his seat. It was a matinee

performance, and Joscelyn Morgan was starring in her famous new play.

Cyrus waited for the curtain to rise, feeling as if every one of his

Spring Valley neighbours must know where he was and revile him for it.

If Deborah were ever to find out ... but Deborah must never find out!

For the first time in their married life the old man deliberately

plotted to deceive his old wife. He must see his girl Josie just once;

it was a terrible thing that she was an actress, but she was a

successful one, nobody could deny that, except fools who yapped in the

_National Gazette_.

The curtain went up and Cyrus rubbed his eyes. He had certainly braced

his nerves to behold some mystery of iniquity; instead he saw an old

kitchen so like his own at home that it bewildered him; and there,

sitting by the cheery wood stove, in homespun gown, with primly

braided hair, was Joscelyn--his girl Josie, as he had seen her a

thousand times by his own ingle-side. The building rang with applause;

one old man pulled out a red bandanna and wiped tears of joy and pride

from his eyes. She hadn't changed--Josie hadn't changed. Play-acting

hadn't spoiled her--couldn't spoil her. Wasn't she Paul's daughter!

And all this applause was for her--for Josie.

Joscelyn's new play was a homely, pleasant production with rollicking

comedy and heart-moving pathos skilfully commingled. Joscelyn pervaded

it all with a convincing simplicity that was really the triumph of

art. Cyrus Morgan listened and exulted in her; at every burst of

applause his eyes gleamed with pride. He wanted to go on the stage and

box the ears of the villain who plotted against her; he wanted to

shake hands with the good woman who stood by her; he wanted to pay off

the mortgage and make Josie happy. He wiped tears from his eyes in the

third act when Josie was turned out of doors and, when the fourth left

her a happy, blushing bride, hand in hand with her farmer lover, he

could have wept again for joy.

Cyrus Morgan went out into the daylight feeling as if he had awakened

from a dream. At the outer door he came upon Mrs. Hiram and Deborah.

Deborah's face was stained with tears, and she caught at his hand.

"Oh, Pa, wasn't it splendid--wasn't our girl Josie splendid! I'm so

proud of her. Oh, I was bound to hear her. I was afraid you'd be mad,

so I didn't let on and when I saw you in the seat down there I

couldn't believe my eyes. Oh, I've just been crying the whole time.

Wasn't it splendid! Wasn't our girl Josie splendid?"

The crowd around looked at the old pair with amused, indulgent

curiosity, but they were quite oblivious to their surroundings, even

to Mrs. Hiram's anxiety to decoy them away. Cyrus Morgan cleared his

throat and said, "It was great, Mother, great. She took the shine off

the other play-actors all right. I knew that _National Gazette_ man

didn't know what he was talking about. Mother, let us go and see Josie

right off. She's stopping with her aunt at the Maberly Hotel--I saw it

in the paper this morning. I'm going to tell her she was right and we

were wrong. Josie's beat them all, and I'm going to tell her so!"

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