CHAPTER V

(I)

Dick Guiseley sat over breakfast in his rooms off Oxford Street,

entirely engrossed in a local Yorkshire paper two days old.

His rooms were very characteristic of himself. They were five in

number--a dining-room, two bedrooms, and two sitting-rooms divided by

curtains, as well as a little entrance-hall that opened on to the

landing, close beside the lift that served all the flats. They were

furnished in a peculiarly restrained style--so restrained, in fact, that

it was almost impossible to remember what was in them. One was just

conscious of a sense of extreme comfort and convenience. There was

nothing in particular that arrested the attention or caught the eye,

except here and there a space or a patch of wall about which Dick had

not yet made up his mind. He had been in them two years, indeed, but he

had not nearly finished furnishing. From time to time a new piece of

furniture appeared, or a new picture--always exceedingly good of its

kind, and even conspicuous. Yet, somehow or other, so excellent was his

taste, as soon as the thing was in place its conspicuousness (so to

speak) vanished amidst the protective coloring, and it looked as if it

had been there for ever. The colors were chosen with the same superfine

skill: singly they were brilliant, or at least remarkable (the ceilings,

for instance, were of a rich buttercup yellow); collectively they were

subdued and unnoticeable. And I suppose this is exactly what rooms ought

to be.

The breakfast-table at which he sat was a good instance of his taste.

The silver-plate on it was really remarkable. There was a delightful

Caroline tankard in the middle, placed there for the sheer pleasure of

looking at it; there was a large silver cow with a lid in its back;

there were four rat-tail spoons; the china was an extremely cheap

Venetian crockery of brilliant designs and thick make. The coffee-pot

and milk-pot were early Georgian, with very peculiar marks; but these

vessels were at present hidden under the folded newspaper. There were

four chrysanthemums in four several vases of an exceptional kind of

glass. It sounds startling, I know, but the effect was not startling,

though I cannot imagine why not. Here again one was just conscious of

freshness and suitability and comfort.

* * * * *

But Dick was taking no pleasure in it all this morning. He was feeling

almost physically sick, and the little spirit-heated silver dish of

kidneys on his Queen Anne sideboard was undisturbed. He had cut off the

top of an egg which was now rapidly cooling, and a milky surface

resembling thin ice was forming on the contents of his coffee-cup. And

meanwhile he read.

The column he was reading described the wedding of his uncle with Miss

Jenny Launton, and journalese surpassed itself. There was a great deal

about the fine old English appearance of the bridegroom, who, it

appeared, had been married in a black frock-coat and gray trousers, with

white spats, and who had worn a chrysanthemum in his button-hole (Dick

cast an almost venomous glance upon the lovely blossom just beside the

paper), and the beautiful youthful dignity of the bride, "so popular

among the humble denizens of the country-side." The bride's father, it

seemed, had officiated at the wedding in the "sturdy old church," and

had been greatly affected--assisted by the Rev. Matthieson. The wedding,

it seemed, had been unusually quiet, and had been celebrated by special

license: few of the family had been present, "owing," said the discreet

reporter, "to the express wish of the bridegroom." (Dick reflected

sardonically upon his own convenient attack of influenza from which he

was now completely recovered.) Then there was a great deal more about

the ancient home of the Guiseleys, and the aristocratic appearance of

Viscount Merefield, the young and popular heir to the earldom, who, it

appeared, had assisted at the wedding in another black frock-coat.

General Mainwaring had acted as best man. Finally, there was a short

description of the presents of the bridegroom to the bride, which

included a set of amethysts, etc....

* * * * *

Dick read it all through to the luxuriant end, down to the peals of the

bells and the rejoicings in the evening. He ate several pieces of dry

toast while he read, crumbling them quickly with his left hand, and when

he had finished, drank his coffee straight off at one draught. Then he

got up, still with the paper, sat down in the easy-chair nearest to the

fire and read the whole thing through once more. Then he pushed the

paper off his knee and leaned back.

* * * * *

It would need a complete psychological treatise to analyze properly all

the emotions he had recently gone through--emotions which had been, so

to say, developed and "fixed" by the newspaper column he had just read.

He was a man who was accustomed to pride himself secretly upon the speed

with which he faced each new turn of fortune, and the correctness of the

attitude he assumed. Perhaps it would be fair to say that the Artistic

Stoic was the ideal towards which he strove. But, somehow, those

emotions would not sort themselves. There they all were--fury,

indignation, contempt, wounded pride, resignation, pity--there were no

more to be added or subtracted; each had its place and its object, yet

they would not coalesce. Now fury against his uncle, now pity for

himself, now a poisonous kind of contempt of Jenny. Or, again, a

primitive kind of longing for Jenny, a disregard of his uncle, an

abasement of himself. The emotions whirled and twisted, and he sat quite

still, with his eyes closed, watching them.

But there was one more emotion which had made its appearance entirely

unexpectedly as soon as he had heard the news, that now, greatly to his

surprise, was beginning to take a considerable place amongst the

rest--and this was an extraordinarily warm sense of affection towards

Frank--of all people. It was composed partly of compassion, and partly

of an inexplicable sort of respect for which he could perceive no

reason. It was curious, he thought later, why this one figure should

have pushed its way to the front just now, when his uncle and Jenny and,

secondarily, that Rector ("so visibly affected by the ceremony") should

have occupied all the field. Frank had never meant very much to Dick; he

had stood for the undignified and the boyish in the midst of those

other stately elements of which Merefield, and, indeed, all truly

admirable life, was composed.

Yet now this figure stood out before him with startling distinctness.

First there was the fact that both Frank and himself had suffered

cruelly at the hands of the same woman, though Frank incomparably the

more cruelly of the two. Dick had the honesty to confess that Jenny had

at least never actually broken faith with himself; but he had also the

perspicuity to see that it came to very nearly the same thing. He knew

with the kind of certitude that neither needs nor appeals to evidence

that Jenny would certainly have accepted him if it had not been that

Lord Talgarth had already dawned on her horizon, and that she put him

off for a while simply to see whether this elderly sun would rise yet

higher in the heavens. It was the same consideration, no doubt, that had

caused her to throw Frank over a month or two earlier. A Lord Talgarth

in the bush was worth two cadets in the hand. That was where her

sensibleness had come in, and certainly it had served her well.

It was this community of injury, then, that primarily drew Dick's

attention to Frank; and, when once it lead been so drawn, it lingered on

other points in his personality. Artistic Stoicism is a very satisfying

ideal so long as things go tolerably well. It affords an excellent

protection against such misfortunes as those of not being appreciated or

of losing money or just missing a big position--against all such ills as

affect bodily or mental conveniences. But when the heart is touched,

Artistic Stoicism peels off like rusted armour. Dick had seriously began

to consider, during the last few days, whether the exact opposite of

Artistic Stoicism (let us call it Natural Impulsiveness) is not almost

as good an equipment. He began to see something admirable in Frank's

attitude to life, and the more he regarded it the more admirable it

seemed.

Frank, therefore, had begun to wear to him the appearance of something

really moving and pathetic. He had had a communication or two from Jack

Kirkby that had given him a glimpse of what Frank was going through, and

his own extremely artificial self was beginning to be affected by it.

* * * * *

He looked round his room now, once or twice, wondering whether it was

all worth while. He had put his whole soul into these rooms--there was

that Jacobean press with the grotesque heads--ah! how long he had

agonized over that in the shop in the King's Road, Chelsea, wondering

whether or not it would do just what he wanted, in that space between

the two doors. There was that small statue of a Tudor lady in a square

head-dress that he had bought in Oxford: he had occupied at least a week

in deciding exactly from what point she was to smile on him; there was

the new curtain dividing the two rooms: he had had half a dozen

patterns, gradually eliminated down to two, lying over his sofa-back for

ten days before he could make up his mind. (How lovely it looked, by the

way, just now, with that patch of mellow London sunlight lying across

the folds!)

But was it all worth it?... He argued the point with himself, almost

passively, stroking his brown beard meditatively; but the fact that he

could argue it at all showed that the foundations of his philosophy were

shaken.

Well, then ... Frank ... What about him? Where was he?

(II)

About eleven o'clock a key turned in his outer door and a very

smart-looking page-boy came through, after tapping, with a telegram on a

salver.

Dick was writing to Hamilton's, in Berners Street, about a question of

gray mats for the spare bedroom, and he took the telegram and tore open

the envelope with a preoccupied air. Then he uttered a small

exclamation.

"Any answer, sir?"

"No. Yes.... Wait a second."

He took a telegraph-form with almost indecent haste, addressed it to

John Kirkby, Barham, Yorks, and wrote below:

"_Certainly; will expect you dinner and sleep_.--RICHARD

GUISELEY."

Then, when the boy had gone, he read again the telegram he had received:

"_Have received letter from Frank; can probably discover

address if I come to town. Can you put me up

to-night?_--JACK KIRKBY, Barham."

He pondered it a minute or so. Then he finished his note to Hamilton's,

but it was with a distracted manner. Then for several minutes he walked

up and down his rooms with his hands in his jacket-pockets, thinking

very deeply. He was reflecting how remarkable it was that he should hear

of Frank again just at this time, and was wondering what the next move

of Providence would be.

The rest of Dick's day was very characteristic of him; and considering

my other personages in this story and their occupations, I take a

dramatic sort of pleasure in writing it down.

He went out to lunch with a distinguished lady of his

acquaintance--whose name I forbear to give; she was not less than

seventy years old, and the two sat talking scandal about all their

friends till nearly four o'clock. The Talgarth affair, even, was

discussed in all its possible lights, and Dick was quite open about his

own part in the matter. He knew this old lady very well, and she knew

him very well. She was as shrewd as possible and extremely experienced,

and had helped Dick enormously in various intricacies and troubles of

the past; and he, on the other hand, as a well-informed bachelor, was of

almost equal service to her. She was just the least bit in the world

losing touch with things (at seventy you cannot do everything), and Dick

helped to keep her in touch. He lunched with her at least once a week

when they were both in town.

At four he went to the Bath Club, ordered tea and toast and cigarettes,

and sat out, with his hat over his eyes, on the balcony, watching the

swimmers. There was a boy of sixteen who dived with surprising skill,

and Dick took the greatest possible pleasure in observing him. There was

also a stout man of his acquaintance whose ambition it had been for

months to cross the bath by means of the swinging rings, and this

person, too, afforded him hardly less pleasure, as he always had to let

go at the fourth ring, if not the third, whence he plunged into the

water with a sound that, curiously enough, was more resonant than

sibilant.

At six, after looking through all the illustrated papers, he went out to

get his coat, and was presently in the thick of a heated argument with a

member of the committee on the subject of the new carpet in the front

hall. It was not fit, said Dick (searching for hyperboles), for even the

drawing-room of the "Cecil."

This argument made him a little later than he had intended, and, as he

came up in the lift, the attendant informed him, in the passionless

manner proper to such people, that the Mr. Kirkby who had been mentioned

had arrived and was waiting for him in his rooms.

(III)

Shortly before midnight Dick attempted to sum up the situation. They had

talked about Frank practically without ceasing, since Dick's man had set

coffee on the table at nine o'clock, and both had learned new facts.

"Well, then, wire to go down to this man, Parham-Carter," said Dick,

"the first thing after breakfast to-morrow. Do you know anything about

the Eton Mission?"

"No. One used to have a collection for it each half, you know, in the

houses."

"How do we go?"

"Oh! railway from Broad Street. I've looked it up. Victoria Park's the

station."

Dick drew two or three draughts of smoke from his cigar-butt, and laid

it down in a small silver tray at his elbow. (The tray was a gift from

the old lady he had lunched with to-day.)

"All you've told me is extraordinarily interesting," he said. "It really

was to get away this girl that he's stopped so long?"

"I expect that's what he tells himself--that's the handle, so to speak.

But it's chiefly a sort of obstinacy. He said he would go on the roads,

and so he's gone."

"I rather like that, you know," said Dick.

Jack snorted a little.

"Oh, it's better than saying a thing and not doing it. But why say it?"

"Oh! one must do something," said Dick. "At least, some people seem to

think so. And I rather envy them, you know. I'm afraid I don't."

"Don't what?"

"Don't do anything. Unless you can call this sort of thing doing

something." He waved his hand vaguely round his perfectly arranged

room.

Jack said nothing. He was inclined to be a little strenuous himself in

some ways, and he had always been conscious of a faint annoyance with

Dick's extreme leisureliness.

"I see you agree," went on Dick. "Well, we must see what can be done."

He stood up smiling and began to expand and contract his fingers

luxuriously before the fire behind his back.

"If we can only get Frank away," murmured Jack. "That's enough for the

present."

"And what do you propose to do with him then?"

"Oh, Lord! Anything. Go round the world if he likes. Come and stay at my

place."

"And suppose he thinks that's a bit too near to ... to Lady Talgarth.".

This switched Jack back again to a line he had already run on for an

hour this evening.

"Yes, that's the ghastly part of it all. He's sure not to have heard.

And who the devil's to tell him? And how will he take it?"

"Do you know," said Dick, "I'm really not frightened about that? All

you've told me about him makes me think he'll behave very well. Funny

thing, isn't it, that you know him so much better than I do? I never

dreamed there was so much in him, somehow."

"Oh, there's a lot in Frank. But one doesn't always know what it is."

"Do you think his religion's made much difference?"

"I think it's done this for him," said Jack slowly. "(I've been thinking

a lot about that). I think it's fixed things, so to speak ...." He

hesitated. He was not an expert in psychological analysis. Dick took him

up quickly. He nodded three or four times.

"Exactly," he said. "That's it, no doubt. It's given him a center--a hub

for the wheel."

"Eh?"

"It's ... it's joined everything on to one point in him. He'll be more

obstinate and mad than ever before. He's got a center now.... I suppose

that's what religion's for," he added meditatively.

This was Greek to Jack. He looked at Dick uncomprehendingly.

Dick turned round and began to stare into the fire, still contracting

and expanding his fingers.

"It's a funny thing--this religion," he said at last. "I never could

understand it."

"And what about Archie?" asked Jack with sudden abruptness. (He had no

continuity of mind.)

Dick brought his meditations to a close with equal abruptness, or

perhaps he would not have been so caustic as regards his first cousin.

"Oh, Archie's an ass!" he said. "We can leave him out."

Jack changed the subject again. He was feeling the situation very

acutely indeed, and the result was that all its elements came tumbling

out anyhow.

"I've been beastly uncomfortable," he said.

"Yes?" said Dick. "Any particular way?"

Jack shifted one leg over the other. He had not approached one element

in the situation at all, as yet, with Dick, but it had been simmering in

him for weeks, and had been brought to a point by Frank's letter

received this morning. And now the curious intimacy into which he had

been brought with Dick began to warm it out of him.

"You'll think me an ass, too, I expect," he said. "And I rather think

it's true. But I can't help it."

Dick smiled at him encouragingly. (Certainly, thought Jack, this man was

nicer than he had thought him.)

"Well, it's this--" he said suddenly. "But it's frightfully hard to put

into words. You know what I told you about Frank's coming to me at

Barham?"

"Yes."

"Well, there was something he said then that made me uncomfortable. And

it's made me more and more uncomfortable ever since ..." (He paused

again.) "Well, it's this. He said that he felt there was something going

on that he couldn't understand--some sort of Plan, he said--in which he

had to take part--a sort of scheme to be worked out, you know. I suppose

he meant God," he explained feebly.

Dick looked at him questioningly.

"Oh! I can't put it into words," said Jack desperately. "Nor did he,

exactly. But that was the kind of idea. A sort of Fate. He said he was

quite certain of it.... And there were lots of little things that fitted

in. He changed his clothes in the old vestry, you know--in the old

church. It seemed like a sort of sacrifice, you know. And then I had a

beastly dream that night. And then there was something my mother said....

And now there's his letter: the one I showed you at dinner--about

something that might happen to him.... Oh! I'm a first-class ass, aren't

I?"

There was a considerable silence. He glanced up in an ashamed sort of

way, at the other, and saw him standing quite upright and still, again

with his back to the fire, looking out across the room. From outside

came the hum of the thoroughfare--the rolling of wheels, the jingle of

bells, the cries of human beings. He waited in a kind of shame for

Dick's next words. He had not put all these feelings into coherent form

before, even to himself, and they sounded now even more fantastic than

he had thought them. He waited, then, for the verdict of this quiet man,

whom up to now he had deemed something of a fool, who cared about

nothing but billiards and what was called Art. (Jack loathed Art.)

Then the verdict came in a surprising form. But he understood it

perfectly.

"Well, what about bed?" said Dick quietly.

(IV)

It was on the morning of the twenty-fourth that Mr. Parham-Carter was

summoned by the neat maid-servant of the clergy-house to see two

gentlemen. She presented two cards on a plated salver, inscribed with

the names of Richard Guiseley and John B. Kirkby. He got up very

quickly, and went downstairs two at a time. A minute later he brought

them both upstairs and shut the door.

"Sit down," he said. "I'm most awfully glad you've come. I ... I've been

fearfully upset by all this, and I haven't known what to do."

"Now where is he?" demanded Jack Kirkby.

The clergyman made a deprecatory face.

"I've absolutely promised not to tell," he said. "And you know--"

"But that's ridiculous. We've come on purpose to fetch him away. It

simply mustn't go on. That's why I didn't write. I sent Frank's letter

on to Mr. Guiseley here (he's a cousin of Frank's, by the way), and he

asked me to come up to town. I got to town last night, and we've come

down here at once this morning."

Mr. Parham-Carter glanced at the neat melancholy-faced, bearded man who

sat opposite.

"But you know I promised," he said.

"Yes," burst in Jack; "but one doesn't keep promises one makes to

madmen. And--"

"But he's not mad in the least. He's--"

"Well?"

"I was going to say that it seems to me that he's more sane than anyone

else," said the young man dismally. "I know it sounds ridiculous, but--"

Dick Guiseley nodded with such emphasis that he stopped.

"I know what you mean," said Dick in his gentle drawl. "And I quite

understand."

"But it's all sickening rot," burst in Jack. "He must be mad. You don't

know Frank as I do--neither of you. And now there's this last

business--his father's marriage, I mean; and--"

He broke off and looked across at Dick.

"Go on," said Dick; "don't mind me."

"Well, we don't know whether he's heard of it or not; but he must hear

sooner or later, and then--"

"But he has heard of it," interrupted the clergyman. "I showed him the

paragraph myself."

"He's heard of it! And he knows all about it!"

"Certainly. And I understood from him that he knew the girl: the

Rector's daughter, isn't it?"

"Knows the girl! Why, he was engaged to her himself."

"_What_?"

"Yes; didn't he tell you?"

"He didn't give me the faintest hint--"

"How did he behave? What did he say?"

Mr. Parham-Carter stared a moment in silence.

"What did he say?" snapped out Jack impatiently.

"Say? He said nothing. He just told me he knew the girl, when I asked

him."

"Good God!" remarked Jack. And there was silence.

Dick broke it.

"Well, it seems to me we're rather in a hole."

"But it's preposterous," burst out Jack again. "Here's poor old Frank,

simply breaking his heart, and here are we perfectly ready to do

anything we can--why, the chap must be in hell!"

"Look here, Mr. Parham-Carter," said Dick softly. "What about your going

round to his house and seeing if he's in, and what he's likely to be

doing to-day."

"He'll be at the factory till this evening."

"The factory?"

"Yes; he's working at a jam factory just now."

A sound of fury and disdain broke from Jack.

"Well," continued Dick, "(May I take a cigarette, by the way?), why

shouldn't you go round and make inquiries, and find out how the land

lies? Then Kirkby and I might perhaps hang about a bit and run up

against him--if you'd just give us a hint, you know."

The other looked at him a moment.

"Well, perhaps I might," he said doubtfully. "But what--"

"Good Lord! But you'll be keeping your promise, won't you? After all,

it's quite natural we should come down after his letter--and quite on

the cards that we should run up against him.... Please to go at once,

and let us wait here."

In a quarter of an hour Mr. Parham-Carter came back quickly into the

room and shut the door.

"Yes; he's at the factory," he said. "Or at any rate he's not at home.

And they don't expect him back till late."

"Well?"

"There's something up. The girl's gone, too. (No; she's not at the

factory.) And I think there's going to be trouble."

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