CHAPTER XV

It had seemed as if dawn were postponed for ever, yet it came at last.

Philip noticed a vague trouble in the air and then a faint greying of

things. He alone appeared to be awake now. He was sitting in a chair,

and his arms were around Margaret, who was leaning against him, curled

across another and lower chair. For some time he had been sitting

there, quiet, unstirring, numbed, but with his thoughts going on and

on, like a river flowing through a frozen land. He seemed to have been

there a long time now. Already the events of the night had receded;

the struggle with Morgan in the hall here, along the corridor, in the

kitchen, and the final victory that sent him, cowed, beaten, into

the cellar; the fantastic interview with Miss Femm, who would not

surrender the key of the door into the hall at first and had to be

stormed at; the discovery of the lifeless bodies of Penderel and Saul

Femm, one with his neck broken and the other mysteriously killed,

perhaps from shock and a weak heart; the huddling away of the bodies,

the scenes that followed with Margaret and Gladys and the two Femms;

already these events were receding, a haze was creeping over them,

though the tale was hardly three hours old.

He himself had not slept, though there was something hot and aching

about his eyes and a weight upon their lids. He had been busy making

Margaret comfortable, holding her securely, and now she slept. Not

far away, Sir William, who had long been exhausted and had not easily

recovered from the blow that Morgan had given him, was stretched out in

the other armchair, dozing heavily. The rich baronet, Philip reflected,

had come out of it all extraordinarily well. Brigand he might be, but

he was certainly a man. He had shown courage and nerve during the

fight with Morgan and later, and, what was even more surprising, he

had been magnificent with Gladys afterwards, the ‘lass,’ as he had

called her with a gruff tenderness that seemed to be part of the real

North-country self he usually kept hidden away.

Philip watched the grey light steal into the room and then begin

to creep towards every corner. There was Gladys, the most tragic figure

among them. She was half-sitting, half-lying on the floor, with her

head against Sir William’s knee and one arm flung across it. She, too,

was sleeping peacefully at last, completely worn out after her long

storm of sobbing. When she had first learned of Penderel’s death, she

had been strangely quiet; and it was only afterwards, when in spite of

all they could say to dissuade her she had gone to look at his body

and had suddenly flung herself down upon it, that she had lost all her

self-control. And now she was asleep, and when she wakened to the world

again the night’s tragedy would have lost something of its stabbing

power, would already be a memory, be softened, gauzed about with dream,

and she would be ready to go quietly away, to complete—and how strange

that seemed—her journey.

His thoughts wandered on as he watched the room tremble between

darkness and light. Penderel and poor crazed Saul Femm had only

seemed to be sleeping, as if suddenly weary of their long wrestling

bout, when they had found them, twisted on the floor beneath the

broken banisters. And there had seemed, he remembered, to be a queer

brotherhood between them. You felt they were going to awaken somewhere

else and immediately shake hands and talk it all out together.

Margaret stirred and his arm tightened about her, but she didn’t

waken. Nothing much had happened between them; they hadn’t had it

out in the old cool and clever way; but they had exchanged a glance

or two, a few broken sentences; and it looked as if everything might

be different yet. ‘I’m so lonely,’ she had whispered once; and then:

‘It’s unbearable without love.’ But that was in the last long terror

of the dark, and perhaps he ought to forget it now. Still, the sun

would set again, and the darkness would come again. And he had said

once, when she was burying her face in his coat: ‘Let’s make another

start’; and he had felt an answering grip upon his arm. But the real

moment which might change everything for them, had been one of silence,

just a clasp of hands. That was when they were standing together on

the landing upstairs. Mr. Femm had come and gone like a shaking ghost;

Miss Femm had departed to pray by the body of; her dead brother;

Gladys, growing calmer at last, had been handed over to Sir William;

and it was then they had remembered old Sir Roderick upstairs, lying

there wondering and helpless in the dark. Nobody could have visited him

because Philip himself still had the key. Together they had returned

there, haunted by a curiously poignant memory of that room, that last

little outpost of sanity, and together they had crept in, carrying the

remaining inch of lighted candle, to whisper the end of the story to

him who had begun it for them in a whisper or two. It was a strange

errand, with a conclusion stranger still. Not a sound nor a movement

had come from that shadowy bed, and when they crept forward to look at

the old man, it had seemed as if he too had died. Then they had noticed

his faint breathing, the very lightest sigh of life, and had seen that

he was calmly sleeping. Probably he had slept through everything. They

left him undisturbed, but when they had closed the door behind them,

they stood very close together, in silence, and hand had reached out

for hand. Something had united them at that moment, little more than a

breath perhaps, and yet it brought them so close, so close. Surely

they could begin again now?

Somebody moved and grunted. That was Sir William. ‘Hello!’ Philip

called softly. ‘You awake?’

‘Yes, worse luck,’ Sir William replied, in a very hoarse, uncertain

voice. ‘Can’t either sleep or keep awake. I’m sore all over. Keep

thinking, too.’

‘So do I,’ said Philip, companionably, and then waited.

‘Tell you what keeps coming into my mind,’ the other went on, after a

pause. ‘Remember when we took hold of that poor devil, the lunatic?

Well, I noticed something lying on the floor on my side, just by his

coat. It was a couple of cards. I can tell you what they were. Seven of

clubs and five of diamonds. I shan’t ever forget ’em either. Seven of

clubs and five of diamonds. And then some more came tumbling out of his

pocket when we lifted the body. He’d a pack in his pocket. Must have

played patience up there sometimes, poor devil. That got me somehow.

Don’t know how it is, but can’t forget those cards.’

Philip made a little answering noise that showed he was listening,

but said nothing. He hoped Sir William would go on talking, but he

didn’t much want to talk himself. There was silence for a few minutes.

‘I liked that lad Penderel, you know,’ Sir William remarked at last, as

if musing aloud. ‘He wasn’t my sort and I don’t suppose he liked me,

but I liked him. I’d have done something for him too. He was going to

get a job, you know. About the last thing he talked about.’

‘What was he going to do?’ Philip found he could talk about Penderel

quite calmly now.

‘God knows! He probably wouldn’t have done it long, whatever it was.

He’d got guts all right—we know that—and I fancy he’d brains, but I

don’t see him fitting in anywhere, I mean I didn’t see him. You never

know, of course, you never know. But this is no way to talk about the

poor lad, is it? I liked him, liked him from the first, when he was

talking about himself. I thought it seemed damned unfair, somehow. I

dunno. What can you do? And it seems a damned sight worse now. Won’t

bear thinking about, will it? Gladys here’s sleeping like a

three-year-old now. Well, I’ll see she’s all right. Made up my mind

about that.’

Then Sir William struggled with a series of yawns. ‘Nearly dead for

want of sleep,’ he confessed. ‘How about you? But then you’re still

young. I’m getting on, and if I didn’t know it before, I know it now.’

He yawned again. ‘There’ll be something to do about this business. Just

thought of that. Inquests and God knows what else, keeping us dodging

about for days. Damned nuisance, eh? Lot to do to-morrow—to-day I

mean—if we’re not still cut off. Well, we’ll have to get busy. But must

have some sleep first.’ His voice sank to a mere grunt and in another

minute he had dozed off again.

Daylight itself was at the windows, suddenly chilling the place. Philip

shivered a little, feeling cold now and very hungry. The arm that held

Margaret was cramped and aching and very gently he tried to move it.

She stirred, turned her head, and he saw that her eyes were wide open

though still vague with sleep. Something caught at his heart as he

stared down at her face, for she looked different, at once dreamy and

curiously fragile, yet he remembered her looking like that once

before. Was it when Betty was born?

For some little time she remained like that, and neither stirred again

nor spoke. He leaned forward and watched her eyes clear themselves of

sleep and then slowly move this way and that, up to his face, towards

the windows. ‘It’s nearly daylight,’ she said at last, very softly.

‘Yes, it’s dawn,’ he told her. ‘I’ve been watching it arrive.’ He saw

her eyes close again and waited a moment. Then he added: ‘It’s been a

long time coming.’

Her only reply was a little murmuring sound from her closed lips. It

seemed as if she were falling asleep again. The next moment, however,

her eyes were wide open once more and looked up at him. ‘You’ve not

been asleep, Phil, have you?’ she said.

‘Not yet. I suppose I’ve been thinking in a numbed sort of fashion. I

must say I’m tired.’

‘You look tired,’ she whispered. ‘Try to go to sleep. Don’t bother

about anything any more.’ Her eyes closed again, but she raised her

head a little and he bent forward and kissed her, very gently.

Now holding her lightly at arms length, he half raised himself

from the chair and gingerly tried his legs. ‘I’m horribly cramped,’ he

said softly. ‘You must be too. Try this big chair while I work this

stiffness off.’ She nodded, and he moved to one side and helped her

into the arm-chair.

Is Gladys asleep?’ she whispered.

‘Yes; she’s never moved.’

‘I’m glad. We mustn’t waken her.’ She sank back and he bent over her

and seemed to see her eyes cloud over with sleep again.

‘I think I’ll go over to the window,’ he remarked,’ just to see what

it’s like outside.’

She looked at him and tried to smile. ‘It’s different now, isn’t it?’

she whispered, and saw him nod and then creep away. Vaguely she thought

how it had seemed once as if it would never be daylight again, as if

it would just go on getting darker and darker, more and more horrible,

as if she too would soon be lost in madness. Then, she couldn’t have

imagined the daylight coming into the house. But it hadn’t, not into

that house. This was a different house.

She was very tired and sleepy, and she had to sink down and close

her eyes again. But her mind went groping about and at last

stumbled back through the night. It seemed different now; something

had vanished from it; that huge background of nightmare, horror

mounting in the dark, all that had gone. They had come running out of

the rain, the black night, into this house, clamouring for shelter,

and had found here some people like themselves, only twisted, crazed,

with loneliness, age, some weakness of blood or brain. Their figures

came swaying before her, and now for a moment she could look into each

face steadily and pitifully. Last night she had been sick, terrified,

despairing; to-morrow, looking back, she might be angry; but just now

she could only be sorry. She thought of the five of them coming in

here, saw them a long way off, dim little figures, and then vaguely

tried to remember the talk they had had, what they had said. She heard

Penderel’s voice again. Something about a snag, the great snag. Had he

got round it now, leaped over it, gone on his way? But what was it?

About being taken in or being piggy, was that it? She could remember

thinking it all rather young and silly, and that’s all she could

remember, she was so sleepy, just sorry and very sleepy.

The window showed Philip no red flares and rising ball of fire, no

sudden triumph of day. It was a chill misty dawn, a landscape in smoke

and steel. It held out no large promises of sunlight and the blue; yet

there was a touch of kindness in its level sober light, which moved so

slowly in that room to which he turned now, and dealt so gently with

the eyes it found there. The morning’s truth would not be proclaimed

with insolent haste. It would be revealed very slowly and quietly.

As he passed, he heard a sudden little noise from Sir William, who was

apparently clearing his throat. Philip stopped and turned, and saw that

he was awake again. He tip-toed nearer, glancing down at Gladys, who

was still in the same position, sleeping soundly. The hand above her

grasped a handkerchief, tiny and crumpled. She looked like a child. Sir

William looked different too in this new light, looked curiously aged,

stony, desolate.

‘Saw you looking out,’ he told Philip in a hoarse whisper. ‘What’s it

like?’

‘The floods have gone down, I think,’ Philip replied very softly. ‘It’s

not too bad a morning.’

Sir William grunted. ‘It’s got plenty of time yet. Wish I could

sleep.’

‘I’m going to try now,’ said Philip, and crept away. The next moment he

was lying on the floor by the side of Margaret’s chair.

‘Your wife asleep?’ The question came faintly.

‘Yes,’ he whispered, ‘fast asleep.’

_Printed in Great Britain at_ The Ballantyne Press _by_

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ADAM IN MOONSHINE

By J. B. PRIESTLEY

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“It is impossible to see how a thing of this kind could be better done,

for even Mr. Chesterton has never sustained an intelligent absurdity at

so high a pitch.”—_The Outlook_.

“The lightness of fantasy is admirably sustained; and the beauty of

description never fails.”—Gerald Gould, _The Observer_.

“It would be difficult to exaggerate the charm of this novel, or to

overpraise the delightful unexpectedness of the plot, the wit and

humour of the presentation, and the delicate beauty of the writing.

But perhaps beyond all these the real secret of the appeal lies in

that elusive and mysterious but authentic emanation of the writer’s

personality, which proclaims the quality of his mind like a mystic coat

of arms.

“In this book all the glory, the charming folly and pathos of youth—its

touching responsiveness, instinctive generosity, as well as its amusing

delight in feeling really important—are remembered, recognised and

described with a perceptiveness and sympathy that have no trace of envy

or patronage.”—_Daily Telegraph_.

“A delightfully mad story.”—_The Sunday Times_.

“The story is as credible as a fairy tale.”—_The Spectator_.

Transcriber’s Notes

1. Italicized text indicated by leading and trailing _underscores_.

2. Illustrations are indicated by: [Illustration: caption and/or

descriptive text].

3. Text spelling has been left unchanged from the original printed

version.

4. “Benighted” was published in the US under the title “The Old Dark

House” in 1928.

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