CHAPTER XXXIII

GOLD

He saw that the need of gold is a curse--that the craving for gold

is a greater curse--that the possession of gold may be the greatest

curse of all.

When Hugh Edwards left Saint Jimmy and the Indian, he was beside himself

with grief and rage. He had prepared himself, in a measure, to lose

Marta. He had told himself that his love was strong enough to endure

even that test, but to give her up because she proved to be the daughter

of the man who, by making him a convict, had robbed him of the right to

keep her, was more than he could endure.

As he rushed blindly from the house that had been to him a house of

refuge, but was now become a house of torment, Marta called to him.

He did not stop. He must get away--away from them all. The old

prospector, Saint Jimmy, Natachee, Marta, the dead Mexican--they had all

conspired with God to sink him in a hell of conflicting love and hatred.

When he came to himself, he was at the cabin where he had made his home

during those first months of his life in the Cañon of Gold. When he was

seeking a place to hide, as a wild creature wounded by the hunters

seeks to hide from the dogs, he had found that little cabin. He had

learned to feel safe there. But he did not feel safe there now. The

empty place was crowded with memories that would drive him to some deed

of madness.

It was there his dream of freedom and love had been born. It was there

that the dear comradeship of the girl had led him to believe there might

still be something to hope for, to work for and to live for. He could

not stay there now. The place was no longer a place where he could hide

from his enemies; it was a trap, a snare. He must go, and go quickly.

Without consciously willing his movements, indeed, without realizing

where he was going, he climbed out of the cañon and hurried away up the

mountain slopes and along the ridges in the direction of Natachee’s hut.

With no clearly defined trail to follow, it is doubtful if in his normal

mental state he could have found the place. He certainly would not have

made the attempt, particularly at that time of day. But some

subconscious memory must have guided him, for at sundown he found

himself in the familiar gulch where he had toiled all through the winter

for the gold that meant for him the realization of his dreams of freedom

and happiness with Marta. When night came, he was seated on that spot

from which he had so often, in the agony of those lonely months of

hiding, watched the tiny point of light in the gloom of the cañon below.

With his eyes fixed on that red spot, which he knew was the window of

Marta’s room, Hugh Edwards brooded over the series of events that had

ended in that hour of his dead hopes and broken dreams.

His thoughts went back even to those glad days when he was graduated

from his university, and when, with a heart of honest courage and

purpose, he had accepted a position of trust in the institution that

seemed to afford such an opportunity for service. He recalled every

proud step of his advancement from office to office, of increasing

responsibility.

He lived again that appalling hour when he knew that he had been

promoted only that he might be betrayed. Again he suffered the agony of

his arrest--the trial, with his baffled attempts to prove his

innocence--the hideous publicity--the hatred of the people--and again he

heard the sentence that condemned him to years in prison, and to a life

of dishonor and shame.

Once more he endured the horror of a convict’s life--and the death of

his mother.

Then came the terrible experiences of his escape--when he was hunted as

a wild beast is hunted, with dogs and guns.

And then--the Cañon of Gold, with its promise of peace and safety--its

blessed work and dreams and hopes--its miraculous gift of love.

One by one, the strange events of his life in the Cañon of Gold passed

in review before him--the period when he lived in the cabin next door to

the old prospectors and their partnership daughter--his comradeship

with Marta and the sure development of their love--the story of the

girl’s questionable parentage that had made it possible for him to think

of her as his wife--then the visit of the sheriff--his enforced life of

torment with the Indian, and his fruitless toil for the gold that held

him with its promise of freedom and Marta.

Again he lived over the coming of the outlaw, with the sudden turn of

fortune that made Natachee his ally, and gave him the gold from the Mine

with the Iron Door.

And then, with the gold in his possession and all its promises almost

within his grasp, the tragedy and disaster that had followed. Until now,

having gained the wealth for which, inspired by love, he had toiled and

fought, he had lost the thing which gave the gold its value. The thing

for which he had wanted the gold had become impossible to him.

The light in the Cañon of Gold went out. The hours passed, and still the

man held his place on that wild spot high up in the mountains.

And now he saw and felt the mysteries of the night--saw the wide sea of

darkness that engulfed the vast desert below, and felt the whispering

breath of the desert air--saw the mighty peaks and shoulders of the

mountains lifting out of the dark shadows below, up and up and up into

the star-lit sky, and felt the fragrant coolness dropping from the pines

that held the snows--saw the night sky filled with countless star

worlds, and felt the brooding Presence that fixes the time of their

every movement, and marks their paths of gleaming light--saw the black

depths of the Cañon of Gold, and felt the ghostly multitude of the

disappointed ones who had toiled there, as he had toiled, for the

treasure they never found, or, finding, were cursed with its possession.

And then, as one who in a vision glimpses the underlying truth of

things, this man, on the mountain heights above the Cañada del Oro, saw

that life itself was but a Cañon of Gold.

As men through the ages had braved the dangers and endured the hardships

of desert and mountains to gain the yellow wealth from the Cañada del

Oro, so men braved dangers and endured hardships everywhere. Every dream

of man was a dream of gold. Every effort was an effort for gold. Every

hope was a hope for gold. For gold was life and honor and power and love

and happiness. And gold was death and dishonor and murder and hatred and

misery.

It was gold that had led Marta’s father to purchase the rich mining

property from the ignorant owners, for a price that was little more than

nothing. The victims of George Clinton’s shrewdness had stolen his

child, in the hope that by her they might regain the gold they had lost.

It was for gold that Clinton had robbed the people who, because of their

need for gold, had trusted him with their savings. To insure himself in

the possession of gold, Clinton had sent Donald Payne to prison and

condemned him to a life of dishonor. Gold, to the escaped convict, had

meant, at first, the bare necessities of life. It had come to mean

everything for which a man desires to live. For gold, Sonora Jack had

given himself to crime. Lured by the gold of the Mine with the Iron Door

he had come to the Cañada del Oro and had been brought, finally, to his

death. It was gold that had, at last, led to the revelations that

brought the love of Hugh Edwards and Marta to naught.

The man saw that the story of his life in the Cañon of Gold, with its

needs, its hopes, its labor, its fears, its victories and defeats, was

the story of all life, everywhere.

He saw that the need of gold is a curse--that the craving for gold is a

greater curse--that the possession of gold may be the greatest curse of

all.

When Hugh Edwards went down to the cabin he found Natachee the Indian

waiting for him.

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