CHAPTER XXXVIII.

LANCE'S DETERMINATION.

"You have not much to say to me to-night, Lance," said Lady Marion, in a

tone of gentle expostulation. "I wonder if that beautiful singer was

really looking at you. It seemed to me that the moment her eyes caught

yours she faltered and almost failed."

Lord Chandos roused himself.

"Give me a woman's fancy," he said; "it is boundless as the deep sea."

"I think a beautiful singer is like a siren," continued Lady Chandos,

"she wins all hearts."

He laughed again, a tired, indifferent, reckless laugh.

"I thought we had agreed that you had won mine, Marion," he said, "and,

if that be true, it cannot be won again."

She was silent for a few minutes, then she continued:

"Which do you really admire most, Lance, blonde or brunette, tell me?"

"A strange question to ask a man who was fortunate enough to win the

queen of blondes for his wife," he replied.

He would have paid her any compliment--said anything to please her--if

she would only have given him time to think.

They were driving home together, but he felt it was impossible to remain

under any roof until he had learned whether Leone and La Vanira were the

same. If his dear, good, amiable wife would but give him time to think.

He could hear the sound of the mill-wheel, he could hear the ripple of

the waters, the words of the song:

"In sheltered vale a mill-wheel

Still sings its busy lay.

My darling once did dwell there,

But now she's gone away."

The stars were shining as they shone when he sat by the mill-stream,

with that beautiful head on his heart. He shuddered as he remembered her

forebodings. Lady Chandos took his hand anxiously in hers.

"My dearest Lance, I am quite sure you are not well, I saw you shudder

as though you were cold, and yet your hands are burning hot. What is it

you say about going to your club? Nothing of the kind, my darling. You

must have some white wine whey; you have taken cold. No; pray do not

laugh, Lance, prevention is better than cure."

She had exactly her own way, as those very quiet, amiable wives

generally have. He did not go to his club, but he sat by his

dressing-room fire, and drank white wine whey. He had the satisfaction

of hearing his wife say that he was the best husband in the world; then

he fell asleep, to dream of the mill-stream and the song.

It grew upon him--he must know if that was Leone. Of course, he said to

himself, he did not wish to renew his acquaintance with her--he would

never dare, after his cruel treatment of her, even to address one word

to her; but he should be quite content if he could know whether this was

Leone or not. If he could know that he would be happy, his sorrow and

remorse would be lessened.

He knew that the best place for hearing such details was his club--the

Royal Junior--every one and everything were discussed there, no one

escaped, and what was never known elsewhere was always known at the

Royal Junior. He would take luncheon there and by patient listening

would be sure to know. He went, although Lady Chandos said plaintively

that she could not eat her luncheon alone.

"I am compelled to go," he said. "I have business, Marion, that is

imperative."

"I think husbands have a reserve fund of business," said Lady Chandos.

"What a mysterious word it is, and how much it covers, Lance. Lord

Seafield is never at home, but whenever his wife asks him where he is

going, he always says 'on business.' Now, in your case what does

business mean?"

He laughed at the question.

"Parliamentary interests, my dear," he replied, as he hastened away.

Such close questions were very difficult to answer.

He found the dining-rooms well filled, and, just as he had foreseen, the

one subject was La Vanira. Then, indeed, did he listen to some wonderful

stories. The Marquis of Exham declared that she was the daughter of an

illustrious Sicilian nobleman, who had so great a love for the stage

nothing could keep her from it. The Earl of Haleston said he knew for a

fact she was the widow of an Austrian Jew, who had taken to the stage as

the means of gaining her livelihood. Lord Bowden said she was the wife

of an Austrian officer who was possessed of ample means. There were at

least twenty different stories about her, and not one agreed with

another.

"I wonder," said Lord Chandos, at last, "what is the real truth?"

"About what?" said a white-haired major, who sat next to him.

"About La Vanira," he replied; "every one here has a different story to

tell."

"I can tell you as much truth as any one else about her," said the

major, "I was with the manager last evening. La Vanira is English. I

grant that she looks like a Spaniard--I never saw such dark eyes in my

life; but she is English; accomplished, clever, good as gold, and has no

one belonging to her in the wide world. That much the manager told me

himself."

"But where does she come from?" he asked, impatiently. "Everybody comes

from somewhere."

"The manager's idea is that she was brought up in the midland counties;

he thinks so from a few words she said one day."

"Is she married or single?" asked Lord Chandos.

"Single," was the reply; "and in no hurry to be married. She has refused

some of the best offers that could be made; and yet she wears a ring on

the third finger of her left hand--perhaps it is not a wedding-ring."

"I should like to see her," said Lord Chandos.

The white-haired major laughed.

"So would half the men in London, but no one visits her--she allows no

introductions. I know a dozen and more who have tried to see her in

vain."

He was not much wiser after this conversation than before; but he was

more determined to know. That same evening he made another excuse, and

left his wife at Lady Blanchard's ball while he drove to the

opera-house. The opera was almost over, but he saw the manager, to whom

he briefly stated his errand.

"I believe," he said, "that in Madame Vanira I recognize an old friend.

Will you introduce me to her?"

"I am sorry to say that I cannot," was the courteous reply. "I promised

madame not to make any introductions to her."

"Will you take my card to her? If she is the lady I take her to be she

will send word whether she wishes to see me or not."

The manager complied with his request. He soon returned.

"Madame Vanira wishes me to say that she has not the pleasure of your

lordship's acquaintance, and that she is compelled to decline any

introduction."

"Then it is not Leone," he said to himself, and a chill of

disappointment came over him.

His heart had been beating quickly and warmly, yet he persuaded himself

it was only that he was so pleased to know she was all right and safe

from the frowns of the world. It was not Leone, but she was so much like

Leone that he felt he must go to see her again.

"The opera to-night?" said Lady Marion, in her sweetest tones. "Why, my

dear Lance, you were there three nights since."

"Yes, I know, but I thought it pleased you, Marion. We will ask my

mother to go with us. It is the 'Crown Diamonds,' a very favorite opera

of hers."

"Will Madame Vanira sing?" asked Lady Chandos, and her husband quietly

answered:

"Yes."

He was anxious for Lady Lanswell to go, to see if she would recognize

Leone, or if any likeness would strike her. As his chief wish seemed to

be to give pleasure to his mother, and he expressed no desire to see the

beautiful singer again, Lady Chandos was very amiable. She sent a kind

little note to the countess, saying what pleasure it would give them if

she would go to the opera with them, and Lady Lanswell was only too

pleased. The earl had grown tired of such things and never cared to go

out in the evening.

How anxiously Lord Chandos watched his mother's face. He saw delight,

surprise and wonder, but no recognition--except once, and then the

magnificent arms of the actress were raised in denunciation. Then

something of bewilderment came over Lady Lanswell's face, and she turned

to her son.

"Lance," she said, "Madame Vanira reminds me of some one, and I cannot

think who it is."

"Have you seen her before, mother, do you think?" he asked.

"No, I think not; but she reminds me of some one, I cannot think whom.

Her gestures are more familiar to me than her face."

Evidently the thought of Leone never entered her mind; and Lord Chandos

was more puzzled than ever. The countess was charmed.

"What fire, what genius, what power! That is really acting," she said.

"In all my life I have seen nothing better. There is truth in her

tenderness, reality in her sorrow. I shall often come to see Vanira,

Lance."

So she did, and was often puzzled over the resemblance of some one she

knew; but she never once dreamed of Leone, while, by dint of earnest

watching and study, Lord Chandos became more and more convinced that it

was she.

He was determined to find out. He was foolish enough to think that if he

could once be sure of it, his heart and mind would be at rest, but until

then there was no rest for him.

What could he do--how could he know? Then the idea came, to follow her

carriage home. By dint of perseverance he found, at last, that Madame

Vanira had a very pretty house in Hampstead called the Cedars, and he

determined to call and see her there. If he had really been mistaken,

and it were not Leone, he could but apologize; if it were----

Ah, well, if it were, he would ask her forgiveness, and she would give

it to him, on account of the love she bore him years ago.

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