CHAPTER XXVIII

END OF MISS LANGLER

When I opened my eyes I found myself lying alone half under the

bedstead. The body of my friend, no longer there, must have been very

quietly taken away. It was found in the river, high up about Wargrave.

I gathered up my hat and some telegrams scattered over the floor, and

passed out, for the door of the room I found to be now open, so also was

the door below. I think that I met no one on the stairs.

I next found myself in a train, and noticed now that it was evening at

the sight of one of those sunsets that for three evenings had surprised

everyone. Some men in the train were wildly talking, and though I heard

little more of it than "Church" and "miracles," and "downfall," I can

vividly remember their vowels of wonder and agitated jabbering.

On arriving at Alresford I got into a car to go to Swandale, but

half-way to Swandale got out again, for I was now in no haste to be

there, so it came into my head to walk, and at one moment I walked, at

another I was standing still, at another I rabidly ran. In Swandale,

when I was crossing the bridge toward the cottage, I beheld an old man

named Davenport at the cottage-door whispering to two maid-servants, one

of whom darted away, and when I had come to the cottage, "quite well, I

hope, sir?" this old man mumbled to me, "fine evening, sir." "None o'

that," I said to him, "where is Miss Langler?" "This way, sir," he

answered, and ushered me into the morning-room. But I was no sooner in

than the doorway was blocked with retainers, men and women, and it

appeared to me that these people were there to impede and tease me. No

doubt my dress and appearance were in some disarray, since they seemed

to gape in alarm at me, so now, growing angry, I said to old Davenport:

"what is the meaning of this? is Miss Langler alive?" "Surely, sir," was

his answer. "Then what is the meaning of this?" said I, "where is she?"

"Miss Langler is no longer in the house, sir," he answered. "That now is

a wilful falsehood, Davenport, and you know it full well," said I. "You

say so, sir," he answered, "though I was never charged quite in that way

till now, sir." "Well, you are charged now, Davenport," said I, "and I

require to be taken instantly to Miss Langler." "The Almighty God look

down upon this house!" he now bawled out, "you cannot, Mr Arthur, you

cannot!" "But we shall see, then, whether I am a captive or not,

Davenport!" I cried, whereat the old man shouted out: "John! stop him!

he is out of his wits!" They failed, however, to hold me, for I tore

clear out of the thick of them, and pelted down the length of two long,

dark corridors, nor did any of them dare to come after me.

Through all that region of the house I now flew in a heat of search for

Miss Langler: I glanced into her chamber, and she was not there; I

looked into room after room, and did not see her; I peered into nooks,

for nothing was lit anywhere, and everything brooded in a deep dusk. But

on getting nearer to Langler's study I seemed to detect some sound.... I

went to it. Both the doors were locked on the outside, and the sound,

louder now, was going on within; so, crouching there at one of the two

doors in the hush of the dark, I hearkened a long, long while to it.

Something within seemed to me to be running about the study at a trot,

round and round, with trot, trot, trot, in a steady way; but whether it

was a living human soul I did not know, for it was strange that the

lungs of a man should last so long, and not fail, and I wondered whether

it was she--or he; when it drew nigh to the door I heard pantings

awhile, till it went on its way, and presently panted nigh once more,

and was away, round and round, in a steady way; twice or thrice, too, I

seemed to be aware of a flutter somewhere, the thin utterance of a bird;

and ever I spurred myself to venture in, to look and see for myself, but

each time that I brisked up to try it my hairs bristled, and I shied at

it.

There did, however, come a moment when I very gingerly turned the key

and found myself in. It was Miss Langler whom I saw; but she, for her

part, did not see, or at least heed, me at all, nor make any attempt to

escape, but continued to trot round, panting towards some bourn in a

heavy haste, made heavier by the large hat that she wore, and by the

velvet of a violet hue that voluminously clothed her, some of which she

carried over her arm that she might the handier hurry. That print of

Gainsborough's "Duchess" in her large gown over the pyx, if it had

stepped down from its frame to run and run, could hardly have more

resembled her. The mastiff Bruno was following at her heels, and on her

shoulder rode the little wren in unstable balance, this latter all

mauled now and bemuddled in its own blood, while many of its feathers

lay moulted about the floor-tiles: for when she had seen that her

brother did not come to her, she seems to have given way to a craving to

crush out the creature's life, but it had contrived to escape her hand,

she had run after to catch it, and had kept on running. But why, I

wondered, did she so press, with her eye musing inwardly upon herself,

the enamel eye of mosaics, fixed and dull? If I dared to stand in her

way to bar her, for I was far from dreaming of daring to touch her, she

meekly swerved as from some rock or block, and continued to run her

course. Rarely did she halt for sheer breathlessness, and lean her

shoulder a little, and pant, and start afresh, followed by the machine

that whined at her heels with a long lolling tongue and eyes of

abashment. I, seated in the casement, hearkened and hearkened to her

every step, and to the rushing of the cascade, and my eye-corners were

ever aware of her as she came and went in that twilight stillness, of

the flutterings, too, of the bird, and of the fading out of the sunset,

for all that heaven of hues in the west I saw die down to bloodshed and

dabbling, and wished that I, too, was dead.

It was not till two in the morning that I saw her removed, she

protesting with a meek dignity, begging to be permitted to catch.... But

of this I could hardly write more; it was with her as the hard heart of

the world would have it; and God is on His throne, thinking on His

glory....

APPENDIX

Having finished the tale of my tragedy, what I may still further have to

utter will contain naught that is new, no exclusive knowledge of my own,

but may still be of interest as a sketch of my introduction to the

so-called Church-of-the-overman.

The nine months following the death of Langler are somehow almost wholly

blotted out of my life, I remember next to nothing of them, living

somehow _in vacuo_, with curiously little of pain or pleasure or

volition, and almost my first new memories are of the visits of my

friend, Mr Martin Magee, who put himself to infinite pains with me, read

to me, insisted upon interesting me. Again and again he would recount to

me the thousand-fold drama of "the downfall" in all its ramifications

and phases. "Dead?" he would say of the Church, with his Irish energy

and a thump of the fist, "dead with a thud that has been felt by the

priesthood in China: there has been a little recrudescence of

old-fashioned Nonconformity in England, Scotland, and America, but that

isn't going to last ten years, you'll see."

"So the people imagine that the miracles were the work of churchmen?" I

asked.

"Pooh, not now," he answered; "they did at first, and it was the rage

arising out of this fancy that wiped out the Church as a political

power; but, of course, the real death of the Church is not due to rage,

but to unconcern and oblivion."

"Was it for this, then, that Aubrey Langler died?" I thought, "in order

that the Church as a political power might be wiped out?" "But was

there no moral reaction, Magee?" I asked: "Langler said that there would

be, and another friend of mine that there would not."

"Which friend was that?" asked Magee.

"I may tell you and the world some day," I answered, "if he dies before

me, but not at present."

"Well, whoever he is, he knows his modern Europe," said Magee. "I don't

remember hearing of any moral reaction."

"But, then," said I, "is the Western world left now without any

religion?"

"Never a bit," said he; "it is now just beginning to be gushingly

religious. Haven't we, first of all, our store of hereditary religion,

unconscious in us? And remember that 'the unconscious is the alone

complete.' Religion, I suppose, is whatever binds us back from living to

please our primary natural selves? Therefore religion of old said, 'live

to please those about you'; and man has roughly reached to that, of old

making society possible, now making it solid. But the evolution of 'live

to please those about you,' is it not this: 'live to please those whom

you cannot even see, the unborn'? All which you may hear Rivers say if

you will come with me forthwith to church."

"Which church?" I asked.

"Why, Rivers'--or any of the others."

"But what is it all about?" I asked.

"Haven't I told you about it again and again?" said he: "but with this

wilful numbness of yours you won't remember anything. It is a Church of

transcendent ambitions, Templeton, aspiring at no less than the planting

under heaven before long of a tribe higher than man, though its methods

of setting about it are of a naiveté bound at first to leave you alien

to their mystery of meaning; its theory is that the fowl precedes the

egg: it grapples with the parent, beginning at the base of the ladder,

its eyes fixed on the flying galaxies; but you wouldn't catch a glimpse

of all at your first visit, and, if you find anything _queerish_,

remember sacring-bells and praying-mills, and remember that the first

British person who happened to broach an umbrella in a public road cast

twelve million fools into a brabble of laughter. Anyhow, I challenge you

to go twice to the new Church without hungering to go thrice."

"You seem sincere," I said, "but you only wish to win me out of doors, I

suppose. Where did Rivers get money from? He didn't use to be rich."

"But the whole hubbubboo is more or less early-Christian-communistic,"

answered Magee: "people pay, because it is costly, and earns its pay.

Socialism just needed a religious nerve, didn't it? and here you have

it. The base-wall of all is equality--'if one's neck-muscles alone are

brawny,' Rivers always has it, 'he will call no man your lordship.' The

idea is to preach and drill the nation into one army, the train-band of

the times to come, for Rivers is the arch-foe of heterogeneity, he would

have all men as twin as two perfect peas. But the Church is built on

pity as well as on aspiration; equality is swallowed up in fraternity;

charity is her riches, love is her festival. Run chiefly by women, she

is an enthusiasm of the poor for the poor, and for the poorest of the

poor, the child to be born; and to the poor a Gospel is again preached.

You will find them all inflamed with the finest faith in the future,

full of self-culture, ideality, good fellowship, and good food. The

soul, too, is fed with a true emotion and communion of saints, as

distinct from a fictitious: worship takes place."

"You seem quite enamoured," I said. "But worship of what?"

"Of God," said he.

"But which God?" said I, "the old God?"

"No," said he, "the new God."

"Ah, the new God," said I, "He is a most vague person: like Langler, I

almost prefer the old God."

"But is it a question of _preference_?" asked Magee: "prefer as you

please, you can't have the old God: He is as dead as His Church. But His

death is, of course, phoenix-death, and the new God is only vague

because the age is new, and men's brains only just enough evolved to see

Him darkly; soon, I dare say. He will take the darlingest bright

ship-shape. The old God too at first was pitched too high for men's

eyes, hence lapses into idolatry and golden-calfishness, for idolatry is

ever a soul-sloth, an idle backsliding to some lower, more facile ideal

of one's forefathers; and for us now sluggishly to worship the old God

would be equally idolatrous; we must stretch up now to the new, so

making the stretch facile for our children: all which are not my own

ungiven words, but Rivers'; let's go now to him."

"But is this the right day and hour?" I asked.

"There's a service every day at noon," he answered, "we should be just

in time."

Well, I let myself be led. As I was getting ready Magee called to me:

"by the way, you must put on a belt; one doesn't go in braces and

corsets." So I put on a belt, and we went.

It was a sultry day in May, like summer almost, and most strange, I

remember, was the look and mood of everything to me that day as we drove

to Kensington. Arrived there, under the porch of the church I was struck

by a prodigious fresco of Jesus, which was rather a revelation to me,

for then first I seemed to see Jesus, a brown peasant in a turban--not

going about blessing little children with long hair and nothing on his

head in a blazing climate, according to the too churchy fancy of the

painters, in defiance of St Paul's "It is a shame for a man to have long

hair." Here, anyway, as it struck me, was the Man, the dusky Lily, and

though much too garishly painted, it powerfully engaged our gaze.

However, the crowd pressed; we went in.

But never yet had I bowed the head under half so vast a house of man!

most vast, though cheap and unhandsome. Magee and I were so fortunate as

to be led far forward toward the stage, and there we sat, each in a pew

four feet long--only one person sitting in each pew--while hosts of nuns

haunted the aisles and seven galleries, nutmegging the air with incense

swung from censers; and I noticed that the roofs were in some way

detached, and the air as pure and fresh as in the open.

A young man, parting the curtain, stood and howled out with all his

heart a number out of a hymn-book; upon which the host of people started

up, and shouted it--Tennyson's "Brook"--"for men may come and men may

go, but I go on for ever." But that burden of sound was almost too

over-ponderous for the bethundered eardrum! trumpets pealed, organs

braved, while the earthquake and brotherhood of it brushed in

ague-chills down my back, and was still humming about my head

half-a-minute after it was hushed.

The next twenty minutes were taken up with the Blessed Sacrament,

partaken of in early-Christian manner, only that there was no table. It

was served by a hive of nuns, who bore baskets of sandwiches, fruit,

cakes, etc., and water dashed with wine. The sandwiches were rather

palpable for my palate! but, as with early-Christians, those who were

not hungry no longer partook of the Lord's body, though all drank of his

blood, those who were not thirsty drinking from liqueur-glasses and the

thirsty from tumblers. Meantime, a man at the edge of the stage was

howling: "though I should die with thee, yet will I not deny thee...."

And again he howled with passion: "he was oppressed, yet he humbled

himself, and opened not his mouth; as a lamb that is led to the

slaughter, and as a sheep that before her shearers is dumb: yea! he

opened not his mouth...."

When this was over the curtains rushed away, the stage was opened, and

for some twenty minutes I was the witness of a set of shows. There was

no dialogue, and never should I have supposed that means so guileless

would persuade to so high a sense of art: each heart, I think, was

touched. The shows were little pictures of man in his various doings and

modes of being, and we had all to become human, and brothers of one

another; in one case it was a dog that caused the music, and we had all

to become brothers of the dog and of one another. First, there sprang

upon the stage a Japanese athlete, naked but for a loin-cloth, who did

nothing but parade himself as our pattern, with a few wanton movements

about the waist to give assurance of his grace and perfected joy. Then

followed a boy and girl who kissed on the sly behind a horrid aunt. Then

a Jewish rag-picker, who did nothing but pick up rags, but still moved

the springs of one's breast with love of him. Then a woman in a loose

garment who lay down on a couch, and we marked the pangs that wrung her;

she ran off slimmer than she came on! laughing! with an infant in her

arms, while the people pursued her with the acclaims proper to victors.

Then a child was stolen, but its mother was joyfully guided to it by a

dog. Then came a ship-boy, a musician who forgot his own name, a grey

astronomer, and three or four more.

While our hearts were still fond at these shows an acolyth who took his

stand at the front and left of the stage vociferated the shout:

"_Blessed are the poor in spirit!_" and at once there appeared on the

stage a shoeblack, and also a young man rather shabbily dressed, with a

bag in his hand; the young man begged the shoeblack to shine his boots,

for he had stepped into bog: but he made the request with such polite

shynesses and diffidences that the shoeblack at once put him down as a

nobody, and cut some faces at him. When, however, the boots were shined

the shabbily-dressed young man handed the shoeblack a handful of

shillings for his pains. The shoeblack, seeing now that here must be a

millionaire, gaped so open-mouthed at his riches, that only after some

time did he observe that the young man had gone and forgotten his bag

behind. The shoeblack then opened the bag, and drew out what was crowded

within--an old lady's portrait, a lock of hair, a violin, an etching,

and a copy of Ronsard: and the instant he drew out the Ronsard the

acolyth who before had shouted out "blessed are the poor in spirit" rang

now to the high dome his shout of triumph: "for theirs is the kingdom of

the soul!"

The acolyth next shouted out: "_Blessed are the pure in heart!_" and at

once there appeared an Egyptian man and woman--Joseph and Potiphar's

wife; Joseph had bone tablets in his hand, adding up figures; Potiphar's

wife tickled his neck and drew him: Joseph smiled, pinched her cheek,

puzzling ever over his figures. Still the woman would have him, she

coaxed, she intrigued: Joseph patted her shoulder, shook her ear,

without ever budging or looking up out of his tablets. At last the woman

drew him over to left-centre, Joseph going unconsciously with her; but

at the door itself he woke up, laughed, escaped, as who should say "not

for Joseph," leaving his garment in her hands, and instantly was

puzzling over his figures again. But now all at once Joseph began to

wave out gestures of glad new discovery! The man had detected some

mistake in his arithmetic! and the instant he detected his mistake, the

acolyth gave out the high shout of triumph: "for they shall see God!"

Then again the acolyth shouted out: "_Blessed are the merciful!_" and at

once there came on a man in brown who cowed a hound, and another man in

bright who was kind to it. Years passed: and Brown and Bright were both

chased in a lane by a madman with a hatchet; but Brown's morose habit of

mind had been the seed in him of biliousness and other ills; he hopped

on crutches, could not escape; but Bright escaped: and the instant he

escaped the acolyth shouted out in triumph: "for they shall obtain

mercy!"

And so they tripped on through the Beatitudes, teaching the people

biology in parables. Here was a whole new art: the old prejudice of

"Christianity" in respect to the stage had ranged to the other pole, and

Church had changed into stage. How fruitful within the last few years

has been the evolution of these germs we know. At that time no use was

made of the bioscope. The shows were changed each day.

All at once, when this was over, one was aware of the presence of

Ambrose Rivers, whereat my eyes ran through the hall to its seventh

heaven, and saw it all like leafage of the aspen-forest, while Rivers

advanced from the stage-back bent beneath the storm of cheers. And

poised just over the orchestra-pews, with a pure voice that pealed

through the vast, he vociferated: "Let us reverence That Which made us!"

Thereupon he fell to his knees, with his arms stretched up straight and

parallel; all the people did the same, while the orchestra rendered

Vogel's "Eternal Tool"; and Rivers, gazing straight upward, shouted:

"Father! hallowed be Thy Name. Thy Kingdom come. Give us our bread

to-day. And forgive us our debt as we forgive everyone who is in our

debt. Amen."[1]

[Footnote 1: The whole of "The Lord's Prayer" as uttered by Jesus; the

rest added by commonplace rude people.]

This said, after a minute his arms shot horizontal, his neck bowed, and,

still kneeling, he shouted to us: "Let us reverence one another in our

human ancestors!"

And while the choir gave "Mild son of man, thy front sublime," all our

arms shot horizontal, each worshipper straining to touch the finger-tips

of his neighbour to left and right, for the shoulder-joint is capable of

no little stretching, with practice.

This done, Rivers rose to his feet with the shout: "Let us reverence the

ape, without bending the knee or the neck!"

And thereupon, while the orchestra rendered Brewers' "Ye humble wombs

with homage fraught," he put his finger-tips to the ground. Through the

building everyone put his or her finger-tips to the ground.

When this was over Rivers shouted: "Let us reverence the half-apes!"

Whereupon, without bending the knees or the neck, he put the first

finger-joint to the ground; and while the choir gave Thibaut's "Crooked

shapes, the alphabet of life," everyone did the same--or tried to. As it

were a wind of breaths began to whiff through the building.

Rivers next shouted: "Let us reverence the dog!"

And with this he put his fists to the ground. We all tried our best to

do the same, while the choir gave Sauer-Motti's "Dark Backward and Abysm

of Time."

Rivers next shouted: "Let those of us who can reverence all That Which

is below the dog!" And with this, without bending the knees or the

neck, while the orchestra gave the overture to "The Creation," he put

his palms on the ground.

But it was no easy matter to reverence all That Which is below the dog!

I can now do it with nonchalance, but it tried me then. It was not a

mere question of putting the palms on the ground, but of keeping them

there during three straining minutes, with the eyes of ladies

criticising your performance! However, I rose from the effort a

straighter man: it is this touching what is beneath without bending the

knees which makes soldiers, and also saints. Meantime, I was charmed

with the movements of the hosts of nuns and other ladies, who, it was

clear, vied with one another in ease and achievement: I thought that

some of them must certainly have a selection of lovers.

When this was over Rivers called to us: "Let us sum up and reverence

all!" whereat everyone held up a bamboo rod behind the back with the

stretched arms, and, sitting tight, swung the shoulders smartly, this

way and that alternately, thus hardening the muscles of the back. And so

it was during twenty minutes: when we reviewed the Past we stood

fronting the stage, but with our necks strained back, looking at the

opposite wall; when we aspired to the Future we struck our chests with

our knees, an exaggerated going-upstairs; when we were meek we dropped

our body upon our heels with force enough to bounce us up again, an

exaggerated curtsey, thus oiling the hinges of the knee-joints; when we

were merciful we bent far sideward to left and right, trying to touch

the ground; when we were pure in heart we bent backward at the waist to

touch the ground behind, and so on.

All this was, of course, highly exhilarating, both in itself, and

because done in fellowship with a host of people all making the same

gestures at the same moment; but it did not yet edify, did not move me

religiously; and, because it did not, I thought to my self: "it is not a

fitting function for _a Church_." Within a few weeks, however, I was to

find how very far at fault I was in this, for the gestures only failed

to edify me at first for the reason that in my consciousness there was

no correlation between each gesture and its husband idea: _habit_ was

essential for that. Thus to nations that do not kneel to pray, nor raise

the hand to say "hist!" these gestures are destitute of pertinence:

there is no correlation. But when habit had once set up in my mind a

wedlock between gesture and idea, then the gestures became as touching

to the soul as they were teaching of a wonder of buoyancy and joy to the

body.

When the exercises were over Rivers spoke to the people. By birth or

learning he had the lungs of a bull, and to the giddiness of the seventh

gallery, I believe, his bellows must have blown. On the whole, he

impressed me as a real prophet or outspeaker, speaking his truth like

the wayfaring of a force of nature, without humour, ire, respect, or

prospect. I can't recall much that he said, but he called the people to

joy, telling them that a bad tree could not bring forth good fruit,

neither could unhappy men beget happy generations. Joy of heart was

their obligation, for they were the ancestors of God, the future hung on

their joys. "Behold!" he howled, "I bring you word! your life is worth

living if you live it a little well." Of course, no one yet half knew

how to live it well; but, thanks to the pryers and the tryers, one knew

a little. Already a howling gaiety might be theirs. One rather good

thing was to live a moment at a time, ruminating the moment's relish

deliciously, as when that morning on opening his eyes he had said to

himself: "Alive! and still young! not a twinge nor a grief throughout!

refugee of a thousand hungry hells! this, then, is my turn in the

turning of Eternity: for the men of Misgab and of Bagdad are dead, but I

am alaugh for a little while." Then he had run round Hyde Park, and

half-way round could not help howling all hey and conversant with wind

and the Holy Ghost, to the disgusting of everyone. If there was one

thing in this marsh of Divinity more divine than all the rest, it was

wind, and ever in March and big November God was with men; but only

those dreamed how divine who ran far into it, and breathed it deeply,

and drowned in it, and browsed bedrowsedly upon all the sound and sounds

of it. Then he had returned home, and had eaten a ton. If they wished to

have boisterously high and holy joy of their breakfast, they must work

for it, should run at least a mile or two. Joy, then, gushing health,

and they knew what went all in fusion with gushing health--chastity,

fortnights of titanic continence. Who was the happiest and best of men?

He happened to know, and would tell them: not essentially the saint, the

philosopher, the plutocrat, but essentially the acrobat--the man with

his fibres mobile, his breast like pent Pentecost. The saint, the

philosopher, the artist, were happy also, but only because they were

acrobats in their fashion. This was just the news of Christianity, that

along the path of self-torture lay in ambush a marvel of awaking, a

scarlet dawn: to evolve they must twist themselves. And let them know

that the soul was a trick of the body. The result of a beauish body was

a religious saltarello. Were they covetous to stride out into the

infinite?--let them scout in the finite on every side. _Mens sancta in

corpore sancto._ No more, then, of the old necks, teeth, effete souls.

With respect to teeth, there was a misconception abroad which he wished

to correct: they all knew that in a few ages man was fated to become a

toothless gumption: well, but there were two paths to that gate, not

only through decay, but, secondly, through the decrease of the teeth in

size, till at last they disappeared. Let them choose the latter by chary

mating. Devotion to evolution was for the future their only possible

piety; so their own bodies must be their care all day long, till their

every movement of muscle or brain was a pattern of grace. Perfection! it

had to be: why not now? greyhounds were perfect. The men of late

generations had really been rather grotesque, crowds of them strutting

their personalities about in some rag or gaud of spiritual skill, yet

glaring with the lues of a low evolution. One of the most highly-famed

poets of the nineteenth century had had--what did they think?--a paunch.

"Ho! Ho!" he howled, "think of the pure grotesqueness of it! a poet with

a pouch! no wonder he was obscure! it is like a poet with spectacles on

his nose! or a poet with bo-peep in his teeth, whom no pious miss would

kiss!" No, that wouldn't do. The chimpanzee vaunted a paunch, and we

were devoutly getting done with paunches now, thank God. From men of

this age God did not so much need glorious books, of which He was

choke-full, but was greedy for glorious children, darting eyes, laughing

caverns. The men of the past had learned from St Paul that "bodily

exercise profiteth little"; for us it was the main means of grace and

the sole hope of glory, of grace for the Roman, of glory for the race.

By it they would attain to harmony with God. It had been said by men of

old: "God is Love." "How could they possibly know it?" he shouted: "how

profound an insight! for this that to us is old science and certainty

to them was only surmise. But what, then, does God love? Not apes, not

men, His taste being a bit touchy: God, we know, did once love, or press

toward, apes when only dogs and half-apes were; and He did once love men

when only ape-people were; but the moment men appeared He left off

loving them, and was for loving their children: always it is evolution

that He loves, change, the future, with urge and urge and urge." So in

loving the future they would be all in harmony with Him, loving what He

loved. That future was full of shapes and plays. Happily, they could

shape themselves to pledge and usher it in: for that was the right of

man--to change himself; that was the definition of man--"a self-changing

midget"; and an age was in the eye of the Highest when, by the

heightening of this right of self-change, earthly lives would writhe in

a trice into any shape of wyvern, or moose, or shivering seraph, or

moon-eyed octopus, or quadruped with its belly to the sky and its back

to the earth. Meantime, by pitifuler pantings, they, if they were fat,

could make themselves fit; if they were short, they should, by taking

thought, add one quarter-cubit to their stature; if they were bow-legged

like the orang, self-bearding would get themselves knock-kneed like the

cock; if they were starting and rapturous like the gorilla, they could

get themselves impregnably calm like the overman; in an age or two they

could change or redress their quite unnecessary length of arm, of spine,

their over-plump shortness of leg, their base remoteness of sex-organ

from brain, their too shameful "_ears_," sham thumbs. They must tackle

themselves humbly and in detail. Christianity had been far too heady and

star-drunken, had made a leap three feet high to pluck Venus from the

sky. We of this age must be more grave and grown-up, more self-conscious

and disabused, must use a ladder, come back to the classic. The

romantic would return some day in some new dress, for classic and

romantic were alternate moods of the mind, neither could ever die. But

for us of this age it was the classic, the austere, bare comeliness of

reason. If our life and worship was barer and harder than that of the

past, it was also far higher. But let them not view our worship as yet

worthy to be so called. The idol of the worship of the time to come

would be the nightly sky. Man, so far, though with a much larger

subconsciousness, looked forth at the stars with a consciousness little

larger than that of gorillas, even with some fatigue; was still a

villager of the earth, not yet a civilian of the universe; a few of the

most elfin ears, they were told did, it was true, by an effort, and

dullishly, catch some actual tollings of the chiming and dulcimers; but

he believed that brains larger than ours, when they came, would pass

pretty nearly all of life in brooding upon the runes of that writing.

Let them wait, meekly grooming themselves to greet that "come to the

marriage" which they would hear, and soon, lo, the scales would fall

from man's eyes, his tongue should be loosed and enchanted, and the

earth should arise at last as the mourning-dove to hie to her room in

the chancel of the heavens.

When Rivers had finished speaking we sang another hymn; again the

trumpets pealed, organs braved, while the road-march and high

brotherhood of it brushed in shiverings over one's back, and troubled

the vast building to its base:

"Time like an ever-rolling stream

Bears all his sons away,

They fly forgotten. :::"

THE RIVERSIDE PRESS LIMITED, EDINBURGH

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IMPORTANT NEW NOVELS

=LIFE'S SHOP WINDOW.= VICTORIA CROSS.

=THE HUSBAND HUNTER.= OLIVIA ROY.

=THE KING'S WIFE.= HÉLÈNE VACARESCO.

=BLINDMAN'S MARRIAGE.= FLORENCE WARDEN.

=SINEWS OF WAR.= EDEN PHILLPOTTS and ARNOLD BENNETT.

=THE WIRE TAPPERS.= ARTHUR STRINGER.

T. WERNER LAURIE, CLIFFORD'S INN, LONDON

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