SECTION LXXV.

Arising after a long while when he had regained his consciousness,

Bharata endowed with prowess, regarding his distressed mother with eyes

filled with tears, began to tax her in the midst of the courtiers: "I

had never desired the kingdom. I had never consulted my mother. Nor did

I know the installation that had been thought of by the monarch. I was

then living in a far country in company with Satrughna. I did not know

the banishment of the magnanimous Rama to the woods, or the exile of

Sumitra's son; nor did I know how Sita came to be banished." As the

high-souled Bharata was thus wailing, Kaucalya recognizing his voice

spoke unto Sumitra, "Come is Bharata, the son of that one of crooked

ways. I am desirous of seeing the far-sighted Bharata." Having said this

unto Sumitra, that one emaciated and with a pallid countenance,

trembling and almost deprived of sensation, went to where Bharata was.

And it came to pass that the king's son, Bharata, along with Satrughna

had just then by the way that led to the same, been proceeding to

Kaucalya's quarter. Then Satrughna and Bharata seeing the aggrieved

Kaucalya, embraced the stricken and fallen lady well nigh deprived of

her senses. Thereupon, weeping from grief, the noble and intelligent

Kaucalya exceedingly afflicted, embracing them as they indulged in

sorrow, said unto Bharata, "Thus hast thou, that hadst desired the

kingdom, received it rid of its thorn. Alas! it has been speedily

obtained through the crooked act of Kaikeyi. What is the good that is

perceived by Kaikeyi of tortuous sight in sending away my son clad in

bark to the woods? It behoveth Kaikeyi to send me also speedily to where

is staying my illustrious son furnished with a gold-gleaming navel. Or

first performing the fire-sacrifice, I followed by Sumitra, will myself

happily seek the way by which Raghava (has gone to the woods). Or it

behoveth thee to thyself bring me unto the place where that foremost of

men, my son, is performing austerities. This spacious kingdom abounding

in corn and wealth, and filled with elephants, horses, and cars, is

thine, having been conferred on thee (by Kaikeyi)." Thus reproached by

many a harsh word, the sinless Bharata felt exceeding pain like unto

that produced by pricking a sore with a needle. Exceedingly agitated, he

fell at Kaucalya's feet, lamenting much, and well nigh deprived of his

senses. Bharata then regained his consciousness, and with joined hands

answered Kaucalya lamenting thus and overcome with excess of sorrow,

saying,--"O noble lady, what for dost thou censure me who am without sin

and who know nothing of this? Thou knowest that profuse is my delight in

Raghava. May the sense of him never follow scripture, that had approved

the exile into the woods of that foremost of the good, the noble Rama

intent on truth! May such a person as had approved the exile unto the

woods of the noble one undergo servitude at the hands of the sinful,

answer the calls of nature facing the Sun, and kick a sleeping cow with

his feet! May he that had approved the exile of the noble one into the

woods come by the sin that is reaped by a master who withholds salary

from servants after the ceremony is over! May that one that had approved

the exile of the noble Rama to the woods, be guilty of the sin that is

his that injures a sovereign engaged in ruling his subjects like sons!

May the person that had approved the exile of the noble one to the

woods, reap the sin of his that having taken a sixth part of their

incomes, does not protect his subjects! May he that had approved the

exile of the noble one to the woods, come by the demerit that is his

that denies _dakshinas_ unto ascetics in a sacrifice, after having

promised them the same! May he that had approved the exile into the

woods of the noble one, never discharge the duty of the good in the

field thronged with elephants and horses and cars, and bristling with

arms! May the wicked wight that had approved the exile of the noble one

to the woods bring to naught the subtle scriptural knowledge which has

been carefully taught him by his intelligent preceptor! May that one

that had approved the exile of the noble (Rama) to the woods never

behold the long-armed and broad-shouldered (Raghava) resembling the Sun

and the Moon in energy seated (on the throne)! May that one void of

aversion, that had approved of the exile of the noble one to the woods

feed on _Payaca_, _Krisara_, and goat's flesh, which have not been

offered in sacrifice; and may he insult his spiritual preceptor! May he

that had approved the exile of the noble one to the woods touch a cow

with his feet, revile his superiors, and injure his friends! May that

one of wicked soul that had approved of the exile of the noble one into

the woods divulge any defects (of another's character) that have been

communicated to him in strict confidence! May he that had approved the

exile of Rama to the woods, never repay any good act, be ungrateful

abandoned by all,-- the object of universal execration! May he that had

approved of the exile into the woods of the noble one, eat alone in his

home, although surrounded by sons and wives and servitors! May he that

had approved of the exile of the noble one, die without obtaining wives

worthy of him, without sons, without any good works performed! May he

that had approved the exile of the noble one into the woods, never see

his own offspring, and not attaining ripe age, may he mourn his wives!

And may he come by the sin that is reaped by slaying a king, a woman, a

boy, or an old man, or by renouncing those who have claims on his

maintenance! May he that had approved the exile of the noble one into

the woods always feed his family with lac, honey, meat, iron, and

poison! May that one that had approved the exile of the noble one into

the woods, while flying from the engagement while it is waxing furious

with the foe, come to be killed! May he that had approved of the exile

of the noble one into the woods, clad in tatters with a skull in hand,

like a madman range the earth abegging! May he that had approved the

exile of the noble one into the woods, be always addicted to wine, to

women, and to dice; and may he be swayed by lust, anger, &c! May he that

had approved of the exile of that noble one into the woods, never relish

virtue, and go after unrighteousness; and may he shower his wealth on

the unworthy! May he that had approved the exile of the noble one into

the woods, have his various accumulated riches by thousands carried off

by robbers! May he that had approved of the exile into the woods of that

noble one, come by the demerit that is his who sleepeth during both the

twilights! May he reap the sin that is reaped by an incendiary or him

that lieth with his preceptor's wife; or him that wrongs his friend! May

he that had approved the exile of that noble one into the woods, never

serve the gods or the manes of the ancestors or his father and mother!

May he that had approved the exile of that noble one into the woods, be

speedily shot out from the world of the good, from their fame, and from

their acts! May he that had approved the exile of that long armed and

broad breasted one, renouncing the ministration of his mother, turn his

thoughts to evil! May he that had approved the exile of the noble one,

becoming impoverished yet having to support a large family, and

suffering from fever, be always miserable! May he that had approved the

exile of that noble one render fruitless the hopes of poor people

cherishing them and looking up (wistfully)! May he that had approved the

exile into the woods of the noble one remaining (always) wicked, cruel

and impure, leading an unrighteous life and being in (continual) fear of

his sovereign, maintain himself by deceit for ever and a day! May that

wicked person that had approved the exile into the woods of the noble

one disregard his chaste wife remaining near, after she has performed

her ablutions at the end of her season. May his that had approved the

banishment into the woods of that noble one be the sin that is incurred

by a Brahmana that has rendered himself sonless. May that one of

befouled senses that had approved of the exile into the woods of that

noble one disturb the worship of Brahmana and milch a cow that has a

calf. May that foolish person that had approved the exile of that noble

one forsaking all pleasure in virtue, seek others wives, renouncing his

own wedded with sacred rites! May he that had approved the exile into

the woods of that noble one come by the sin that attaches to a wine

biber or one that administers poison to another! May he that had

approved of the exile into the woods of the noble one bear the sin that

is his that serves a thirsty soul with deceit. May he that had approved

the exile into the woods of that noble one reap the demerit of them that

from devotion to their respective faiths wrangle from their own points

of view, as well as that of them that listen to the disputation!" Having

thus consoled Kaucalya bereft of her son and husband, the prince

afflicted with distress fell down. Then Kaucalya addressed the aggrieved

Bharata (well nigh) deprived of his senses, swearing strong oaths,

saying "O son, it grieves me more that thou art afflicting my heart by

taking oaths. Lucky it is that graced with auspicious marks, thou

swervest not from virtue. My child, for this reason thou wilt attain the

regions of pious persons. Saying this, Kaucalya overpowered with

emotion, drawing into her lap Bharata attached to his brother, and

embracing the mighty armed one, gave way to grief. And bewailing thus,

the mind of the high souled (Bharata) wrought with sorrow, was overcome

with the burden of grief. And fallen on the ground, lamenting,

senseless, with his intellect overpowered, and momentarily heaving

sighs, Bharata passed away night in grief.

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