SECTION XXXIV.

Then the mighty and incomparable Rama of eyes resembling lotus-petals

said unto the charioteer,--"Do you announce me to my father." Thus

commissoned by Rama, the charioteer entering the apartment, found the

king heaving sighs, his senses overwhelmed with grief. And he saw the

monarch like the sun afflicted by Rahu, or like fire enveloped in ashes,

or like a tank deprived of its water. Thereupon concluding that the king

agitated by sorrow was bewailing Rama, the charioteer said with joined

hands. And first paying homage unto the king, invoking victory upon him,

the charioteer, perplexed with fear, softly and sweetly addressed the

monarch thus:--"O foremost of men, your son waits at the entrance, after

having distributed wealth to Brahmanas and his retinue Let that one

having truth for prowess, good betide you, see you. Having greeted all

his friends,he now wishes to see you. Know that he is about to set out

for the mighty forest. Do you, O Lord of earth, see him furnished with

every perfection, like the Sun himself surrounded by his rays."

Thereupon, that virtuous and truthful (king) resembling the ocean by

virtue of his gravity, and motionless like the welkin, answered

Sumantra, saying,--"O Sumantra, do thou bring hither my wives." Reaching

the inner apartment, the charioteer said unto the ladies,--"The

worshipful king calls you. Do you come speedily." Thus addressed by

Sumantra at the mandate of the monarch, the ladies in a body, informed

of their husband's command, went to the king's apartment. And three

hundred and fifty females furnished with coppery eyes and observing

vows, surrounding Kaucalya, proceeded slowly. On the females coming

there, the monarch seeing this, said unto the charioteer,--"O Sumantra,

do you bring hither my son." Thereat the charioteer taking Rama,

Lakshmana and Mithila's daughter, speedily came before the lord of

earth. The king seeing his son drawing nigh with joined hands, hastily

rose up from his seat in company with his wives. And casting his eyes on

Rama, the king rushed towards him, but before reaching his son, the

aggrieved monarch fell down to the earth in a swoon. Rama and that

migthy car-warrior Lakshmana swiftly neared the king striken with grief

and rendered senseless by sorrow. And there arose in the palace cries of

women by thousands of "Ah Rama," mingled with the tinkling of ornaments.

Then both Rama and Lakshmana along with Sita took the king up with their

arms, and with tears in their eyes laid him upon the couch. When the

lord of the earth oppressed with the vapour begot of grief and

overwhelmed with emotion, had regained his senses, Rama with joined

palms said--"I ask you, O mighty monarch, as you are the lord of all. Do

you see me safely despatched to the forest of Dandaka. Do you permit

Lakshmana, and let Sita also follow mc to the woods; for although

prohibited by me with various reasons, they do not wish to be left

behind. Do you, O bestower of honor, permit us all, renouncing

sorrow--Lakshmana and Sita and me,--like Prajapati permitting his sons."

Seeing Raghava about to set out for the forest, the lord of earth said

unto the calm Rama waiting for his orders,--"O Raghava, I have been

deprived of my senses in consequence of my having conferred boons on

Kaikeyi. Do you therefore confining me to-day become king in Ayodhya."

Thus addressed by the monarch, Rama--the best of the righteous--well

versed in speech, with joined hands addressed his father thus,--"O king

do you rule this earth for a thousand years,--I will reside in the

forest. I do not wish for the kingdom. Having spent five and nine years

in the woods, I shall again embrace your feet, lord of men, after

fulfilling your vow." Fettered in the net of promise, the king bewailing

his beloved son, secretly spurred on by Kaikeyi, said,--"Do you, my

darling, with the view of attaining welfare here and hereafter and

auspicious fortune, go calmly your fearless way,--so that you may return

hither (in time.) I dare not, O descendant of the Raghu race, forbid you

who are established in truth and who are bent upon discharging your

duty. But, O son, do not by any means depart to-night: beholding you

even for a single day, I shall feed with you. Do you, seeing me as well

as your mother, stay here to-night. Then ministered unto every way, you

will set out to-morrow. O son, O beloved Raghava difficult is the task

that you are going to perform,--for compassing my good in the next

world, you are ready to repair to the very woods! But, O Raghava, I

swear unto you, this is anything but agreeable to me, my son. I have

been made to swerve from my purpose by the crafty Kaikeyi resembling a

fire hidden under ashes. You are going to give effect to the deceit that

has been practised upon me by this woman intent upon sullying her line.

And as you are my eldest son, it is no wonder, O son, that you should

wish to maintain your father's truth." Hearing these words of his

distressed father, the humble Rama, along with his brother Lakshmana,

said,--"Who will confer on me the merit tomorrow that I shall reap by

going to-day? Therefore, I prefer even the journey to the woods to

enjoying comforts here. Do you bestow upon Bharata this earth renounced

by me-- this kingdom abounding in corn and kine and filled with people;

my mind determined upon dwelling in the forest, does not waver. Do you,

O bestower of boons, grant Kaikeyi everything that you had promised unto

her at the time of the war[136] (you had waged against the Danavas), and

thereby do you follow truth. Obeying the mandate that you have issued, I

will dwell in the forest for fourteen years in the company of the

rangers of the woods. Do you without feeling any compunction confer the

earth on Bharata. Mine is not the desire to obtain the kingdom for

enjoying happiness or attaining any benefit. I will, O descendant of the

Raghu race, do your bidding. Banish your grief, and suppress your tears.

That lord of streams, the irresistible ocean, never forsakes his own

magnanimity. I desire neither dominion, nor happiness, nor the

earth,[137] nor any object[138] of enjoyment, nor heaven, nor life. O

foremost of men, all I wish for is that you may not come by falsehood,

and abide by truth. I truly and in good sooth swear before you that I

cannot, O lord, remain here for a moment longer, O my father. Do you

bear this grief. I cannot for certain act contrary to my promise.

Directed by Kaikeyi saying,-- 'Do you, O Raghava, go to the forest,' I

had said,--'I will go,'--That promise I must accomplish. Do you not, O

revered one, feel aggrieved. We will abide in the forest abounding in

mild deer and resounding with the notes of various birds. The father is

a very God,--even the celestials say this. Therefore will I look upon

your word in the light of divinity. And, O best of monarchs, after the

fourteen years have been spent, you will see me again by your side,--

therefore do you banish this grief. Why do you, O foremost of men, who

will suppress other's grief, undergo this alteration? Do you confer upon

Bharata this city and this kingdom and the earth renounced by me. Doing

your behest, I will repair to the forest, sojourning there for a long

time. Staying at the auspicious frontiers, let Bharata barely rule this

earth furnished with watery expanses, cities and forests, when it has

been renounced by me. O king, let what you have said be as you wish it.

I do not, O king, set my heart upon any great object of desire, nor do I

seek my own behoof, as I am bent upon, O you beloved of the good,

working out your will. O sinless one, you will not therefore reap any

evil on my account. Associating you with untruth, I would not, O sinless

one, wish even for your company who are agitated with anxiety,[139] or

this entire kingdom, or every object of desire, or the earth, or

Mithila's daughter. Even this is my truthful vow,--let also your vow

prove true. Living upon fruits and roots in the forest, and surveying

mountains and tanks and streams and graceful trees, I shall be happy on

entering the forest, Do you cease to lament." Thus benetted with

calamities and exercised with grief and anguish, the king embraced his

son,--and then deprived of his consciousness fell down on the ground and

became motionless. Thereat all the queens save that wife of the monarch

(Kaikeyi) bewailed together; and crying Sumantra also went into a swoc

And the place was filled all around with exclamations "O" and "Alas."

[136] Another reading is,--_The boon that you had well-pleased

conferred_.--T.

[137] Another reading,--_Nor Mithila's daughter_.--T.

[138] Another reading is,--_Nor any of these worlds_.--T.

[139] Some texts--_Living_.--T.

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