CHAPTER XXXII.

THE NEXT DAY.

Jerrie was astir the next morning almost as soon as the first robin

began to sing under her window. She had left a blind open, and the red

beams of the rising sun fell upon her face and roused her from a dream

of Germany and what she meant to do there. Once fairly awake, Germany

seemed far away, as did the fancies of the previous night. The spell,

mesmeric, or clairvoyant, or whatever one chooses to call it, was

broken, and she began dressing rapidly and noiselessly so as not to

awaken her grandmother, who slept in the room beneath hers.

"I shall get the start of her," she said, as she donned a simple working

dress which had done her service during the summer vacations for three

successive years. "I heard her telling Harold last night to have the

tubs and water ready early, for she had put off the Monday's washing

until I came home, as I was sure to bring a pile of soiled clothes. And

I have; but, my dear grandmother, your poor old twisted hands will not

touch them. What is a great strapping girl like me for, I'd like to

know, if it is not to wash her own clothes, and yours, too?" and Jerrie

nodded resolutely at the fresh young face in the mirror, which nodded

back with a smile of approbation of the _tout ensemble_ of the figure

reflected in the glass.

And truly it was a very pretty and piquant picture she made in her neat

calico dress, which, as it was three years old at least, was a little

too short for her, and showed plainly her red stockings and high-heeled

slippers, with the strap around her instep. Her sleeves were short, for

she had cut them off and arranged them in a puff above her elbows to

save rolling them up, and her white bib-apron was fastened on each

shoulder with a knot of blue ribbon, Harold's favorite color. She had

thoroughly brushed her hair, and then twisting it into a knot, had

tucked it under a coquettish muslin cap, whose narrow frill just shaded

her face.

"You look like a peasant girl, and I believe you are a peasant girl, and

ought to be working in the fields of Germany this minute," she said to

herself with a mocking courtesy, as she left the mirror and descended to

the kitchen, where, early as it was, she found Harold warming some

coffee over a fire of chips, and cutting a slice of dry bread.

"What in the world!" she exclaimed, stopping short on the threshold. "I

meant to be the first on the scene, and lo! here you are before me. What

are you doing?"

"Getting my breakfast," Harold replied, turning toward her with a slight

shade of annoyance on his face. "You see, I have a job. I did not tell

you last night that a Mr. Allen, who lives across the river, four miles

away, looked in one day when I was painting your ceiling, and liked it

so much that he engaged me to paint one for him. I told him I was only

an amateur, but he said he'd rather have me than all the boss painters

in Shannondale. He offered me three dollars a day and board, which means

dinner and supper, or fifteen for the job; and I took the last offer, as

I can make the most at it by beginning early and working late, and we

need----"

Here he stopped short, for how could he tell Jerrie that the raised roof

had taken all his means, and that he even owed the grocer for the sugar

she had eaten upon her berries, and the butcher for the bit of steak

bought the previous night for her breakfast and his grandmother's. But

Jerrie guessed it without his telling, but with her quick instinct and

delicate perception knew that no genuine man like Harold cares to have

even his best friend know of his poverty if he can help it. Forcing back

the tears which sprang to her eyes, she said, cheerily:

"Yes, I know; you are a kind of second Michael Angelo, though I doubt if

that old gentleman, at your age, could have done my room better than you

did. I don't wonder Mr. Allen wants you. But you are not going to tramp

four miles on a hot morning, on nothing but bread and coffee, and such

coffee--muddier than the Missouri River! You shall have a decent

breakfast, if I can get it for you. Just sit down and rest, and see what

a Vassar with a diploma can do."

As she talked she was replenishing the fire with hard wood, putting on

the kettle, pouring out the coffee dregs saved from yesterday's

breakfast, and hunting for an egg with which to settle the fresh cup she

intended to make.

"No, no, Jerrie. You must not take that; it is all we have in the house,

and grandma must have a fresh one every day at eleven o'clock, the

doctor says--it strengthens her," Harold said, rising quickly, while

Jerrie put the one egg back in the box and asked what Mrs. Crawford did

settle coffee with.

"I am sure I don't know; cold water, I guess," Harold said, resuming his

seat, while Jerrie tripped here and there laying the cloth, bringing his

cup and saucer and plate, and at last pouncing upon the bit of steak in

the refrigerator.

But here Harold again interfered.

"Jerrie--Jerrie, that is for your breakfast and grandma's. You must not

take that."

"But I shall take half of it. I would rather have a glass of Nannie's

milk any time than meat, and you are going to have my share; so, Mr.

Hastings, just mind your business and let the cook alone, or she'll be

givin' ye warnin'," Jerrie answered, laughingly, as she divided the

steak, which she proceeded at once to broil.

So Harold let her have her way, and felt an increase of self-respect,

and that he was something more than a common day-laborer, as he ate his

steak and buttered toast, and drank the coffee, which seemed to him the

best he had ever tasted. Jerrie picked him a few strawberries, and laid

beside his plate a beautiful half-opened rose, with the dew still upon

it. It was a delicate attention, and Harold felt it more than all she

had done for him.

"Thank you, Jerrie," he said, picking up the rose as he finished his

breakfast. "It was so nice in you to think of it, just as if I were a

king instead of a jack-at-all-trades; but I hardly think it suits my

blue checked shirt and painty pants. Keep it yourself, Jerrie," and he

held it up against her white bib apron. "It is just like the pink on

your cheeks. Wear it for me," and taking a pin from his collar, he

fastened it rather awkwardly to the bib, while his face came in so close

proximity to Jerrie's that he felt her breath stir his hair, and felt,

too, a strong temptation to kiss the cheek so near his own. "There; that

completes your costume," he said, holding her off a little to look at

her. "By the way, haven't you got yourself up uncommonly well this

morning? I never saw you as pretty as you are in this rig. If it would

not be very improper, I'd like to kiss you."

He was astonished at his own boldness, and not at all surprised at

Jerrie's reply, as she stepped back from him:

"No, thank you; it would be highly improper for a man who stands six

feet in his boots, to kiss a girl who stands five feet six in her

slippers."

There was a flush on her cheeks, and a strange look in her eyes, for she

was thinking of Harvard, where he had put her from him, ashamed that

strangers should see her kiss him. Harold had forgotten that incident,

which at the time had made no impression upon him, and was now thinking

only of the beautiful girl whose presence seemed to brighten and ennoble

everything with which she came in contact, and to whom he at last said

good-by, just as Peterkin's tower clock struck for half-past five.

"I _must_ go now," he said, taking up his basket of brushes. "I have

lost a full half-hour with you, and your steaks, and your coddling me

generally. I ought to have been there by this time. Good-by," and

offering her his hand, he started down the lane at a rapid pace,

thinking the morning the loveliest he had ever known, and wondering why

everything seemed so fresh, and bright, and sweet.

If he could have sung, he would have done so; but he could not, and so

he talked to himself, and to the birds, and rabbits, and squirrels,

which sprang up before him as he struck into the woods as the shortest

route to Mr. Allen's farm-house--talked to them of Jerrie, and how

delightful it was to have her home again, unspoiled by flattery, sweet

and gracious as ever, and how he longed to tell her of his love, but

dared not, until he was sure of her and of what she felt for him. He had

no faith now in her fancies with regard to herself. Of the likeness to

Arthur, which he thought he saw the previous day, there had been no

trace that morning when he pinned the rose upon her bib. She could not

be Gretchen's daughter, and was undoubtedly the child of the woman found

dead in the Tramp House--his Jerrie, whom he had found, and claimed as

his own, and whom he meant to win some day, when he had his profession,

and was established in business.

"But that will be a long, long time, and some one else may steal her

from me," he said to himself, sadly, as he thought of the years which

must elapse before he could venture to take a wife. "Oh, if I were sure

she cared for me as I do for her, I would ask her now, and have it

settled; for Jerrie is not a girl to go back on her promise, and the

years would seem so short, and the work so easy, with Jerrie at the end

of it all," he continued; and then he wondered how he could find out the

nature of Jerrie's feeling for him without asking her directly, and so

spoiling everything if he should happen to be premature.

Would his grandmother know? Not at all likely. She was too old to know

much of love, or its symptoms in a girl. Would Nina St. Claire know?

Possibly, for she and Jerrie were great friends, and girls always told

each other their secrets, so Maude said, and Maude was just then his

oracle. He had seen so much of her the last few months that he felt as

if he knew her even better than he did Jerrie, and he was certainly more

at his ease in her presence. Then why not talk with Maude and enlist her

as a partisan. He might certainly venture to make her his confidant, she

had been so very communicative and familiar with him, telling him things

which he had wondered at, with regard to her father, and mother, and

Tom, and the family generally. Yes, he would sound Maude, very

cautiously at first, and get her opinion, and then he should know better

what to do. Maude would espouse his cause, he was sure, for she

worshiped Jerrie. He could trust her, and he would.

He had reached the Allen farm-house by this time, and though he was

perspiring at every pore, for the morning was very hot, he scarcely felt

the heat or the fatigue of his rapid four-mile walk, as he mixed his

paints and prepared for his work, for there was constantly in his heart

a thought of Jerrie, as she had looked in that bewitching dress, and of

the bright smile she had given him when she said good-by.

Meanwhile Jerrie had watched him out of sight, whistling merrily:

"Gin a body meet a body,

Comin' through the rye,

Gin a body kiss a body,

Need a body cry?"

And whistling it so loud and clear that Nannie came to the fence and put

her head over it with a faint low of approval, while Clover-top thrust

his white nose through the bars, and looked at her inquiringly, as

Jerrie pulled up handfuls of fresh grass and fed them from her hands,

noticing that Nannie had lost her knot of ribbon, and wondering where it

was. Then she returned to the house, and was busying herself with

preparations for her grandmother's breakfast and her own, when the

latter appeared in the kitchen, surprised to find her there, and saying:

"Why, Jerrie what made you get up till I called you? Why didn't you lie

and rest?"

"Lie and rest!" Jerrie answered, laughingly. "It is you who are to lie

and rest, and not a great overgrown girl like me. I have given Harold

his breakfast and seen him off. I cooked him half the steak," she added,

as she took out the remaining half and put it on the gridiron. "I don't

care for steak," she continued, as she saw Mrs. Crawford about to

protest. "I would rather any time have bread and milk and strawberries.

I shall never tire of them;" and the big bowl full, which she ate with a

keen relish, proved that she spoke the truth.

"Now, grandma," she said, when breakfast was over. "I am going to do the

washing. I must do something to work off my superfluous health, and

strength, and muscle. Look at that arm, will you?" and she threw out her

bare arm, which for whiteness and roundness and symmetry of proportion,

might have been coveted by the most fashionable lady in the land. "Go

back to your rocking-chair and rest your dear, old lame foot on your

softest cushion, and see how soon I will have everything done. It is

just seven now, and by ten we shall be all slicked up, as Ann Eliza

Peterkin says."

It was of no use to try to resist Jerrie. She would have her own way;

and so Mrs. Crawford, after skimming her milk, and attending to the

cream, went to her rocking-chair and her cushion, and sat there quietly,

while Jerrie in the wood-shed pounded and rubbed, and boiled and rinsed,

and wrung and starched and blued, and hung upon the line article after

article, until there remained only a few towels and aprons and stockings

and socks, and a pair of colored overalls which Harold had worn at his

work. As these last were rather soiled and had on them patches of paint,

Jerrie was attacking them with a will, when her grandmother called out

with great trepidation:

"Jerrie, Jerrie, do wipe your hands and come quick! Here's Tom Tracy,

hitching his horse to the gate."

Jerrie's first impulse was to do as her grandmother bade her, and her

second to stay where she was.

"If Tom chooses to call so early he must take me as he finds me," she

thought, while to her grandmother she said: "Nonsense! Who cares for Tom

Tracy? If he asks for me, send him to the woodshed. I can't stop my

work."

In a moment the elegant Tom, fresh from his perfumed bath, the odor of

which still lingered about him, and faultlessly attired in a cool summer

suit, was bending his tall figure in the door-way of the woodshed,

where Jerrie, who was rubbing away on Harold's overalls, received him

with a nod and a smile, as she said:

"Good-morning, Tom. You are up early, and so was I. Business before

pleasure, you know; so I hope you will excuse me if I keep right on. I

have stinted myself to get through, mopping and all, by ten, and it is

now nine by Peterkin's bell. Pray be seated. How is Maude?"

And she pointed to a wooden chair near the door, where Tom sat down,

wholly nonplussed, and not knowing at all what to say first.

Never before had he been received in this fashion, and it struck him

that there was something incongruous between himself, in his dainty

attire, with a cluster of beautiful roses in his hand, and that chair,

minus a back, in the woodshed, where the smell of the soap-suds would

have made him faint and sick if he had not been near the open door.

Tom had not slept well the previous night. He had joined the fine

dinner-party his mother had given to the Harts, and St. Claires, and

Athertons, and had sat next to Fred Raymond's sister Marian, a very

pretty young girl with a good deal that was foreign in her style and in

her accent for she had been in Europe nine years, and had only just come

home. Everything in her manner was perfect, and Tom acknowledged to

himself that she was the most highly polished and cultivated girl he had

ever met; and still she tired him, and he was constantly contrasting her

with Jerrie, and thinking how much better he should enjoy himself if she

were there beside him, with her ready wit and teasing remarks, which

frequently amounted to ridicule. Jerrie had been very gracious to him on

the train, and had laughed and joked with him quite as much as she had

with Dick St. Claire.

"Perhaps she likes me more than I have supposed she did," he thought.

"Any way, I'd better be on hand, now she is at home and can see Harold

every day. He don't care a copper for Maude, or wouldn't if she didn't

run after him so much, and that will sicken him pretty soon, now that he

has Jerrie. By George, I believe I'd be as poor as he is, and paint for

a living if I couldn't have Jerrie without it. But I think I can; any

way, I'm going to try. She cannot be insensible to the advantage it

would be to her to be my wife, and eventually the mistress of Tracy

Park. There is not a girl in the world who would not consider twice

before she threw such a chance away."

Such was the nature of Tom's reflections all through the dinner, and the

short summer night during which he was planning his mode of attack.

"I'll call in the morning and take her some roses: she likes flowers,"

he thought. "I wonder what she did with those I gave her at Vassar? They

were not with her in the car, unless she had them in that paper box she

carried so carefully. Yes, I guess they were there, and I shall see them

standing round somewhere."

And this was the secret of Tom's early call. He had thought at first to

walk, but had changed his mind, and driven down to the cottage in his

light buggy, with the intention of asking Jerrie to drive with him along

the river road. But she did not look much like driving as she stood by

the wash-tub in that working-dress, which he thought the most charming

of anything he had ever seen.

"I was coming this way," he said at last, "and thought I'd stop and see

how you stood the journey, and I've brought you some roses."

He held them toward her, and with a smile she came forward to receive

them.

"Oh, thank you, Tom," she said, "it was so kind in you. Roses are my

favorites after the white pond lilies, and these are very sweet."

She buried her face in them two or three times, and then, putting them

in some water, resumed her position by the wash-tub.

"I'd like you to drive with me," Tom said, "but I see you are too busy.

Must you do that work, Jerrie? Can't somebody--can't your grandmother do

it for you?"

"Grandmother! That old lady do my washing! No, indeed!" Jerrie answered,

scornfully, as she made a dive into the boiler with the clothes-stick

and brought out a pair of Mrs. Crawford's long knit stockings, which she

dropped into the rinsing water with a splash. "Grandma has worked

enough," she continued, as she plunged both her arms into the water.

"Harold and I shall take care of her now. He was up this morning at four

o'clock, and has gone to Mr. Allen's, to paint a room for him like

mine."

She said this a little defiantly, for she felt hot and resentful that

Tom Tracy should be sitting there at his ease, while Harold was working

for his daily bread, and also took a kind of bitter pride in letting Tom

know that she was not ashamed of Harold's work.

"Yes," Tom drawled, "that new room must have cost Hal his bottom dollar.

We all wondered how he could afford it. I hope you like it."

She was too angry to tell him whether she liked it or not, for she knew

his speech was prompted by a mean spirit, and she kept on rubbing a

towel until there was danger of its being rubbed into shreds. Then

suddenly remembering that Tom had not told her of Maude, she repeated

her question.

"How is Maude? She was coming to see me this morning. I hope I shall

have my work done before she gets here."

"Don't hurry yourself for Maude," Tom replied.

"She will not be here to-day. I had nearly forgotten that she sent her

love and wants you to come there. She is sick in bed, or was when I

left. She had a slight hemorrhage last night. I think it was from her

stomach, though, and so does mother; but father is scared to death, as

he always is if Maude has a pain in her little finger."

"Oh, Tom," Jerrie said, recalling with a pang the thin face, the

blue-veined hands, and the tired look of the young girl at the station.

"Oh, Tom, why didn't you tell me before, so I could hurry and go to

her;" and leaning over her tub, Jerrie began to cry, while Tom looked

curiously at her, wondering if she really cared so much for his sister.

"Don't cry, Jerrie," he said, at last, very tenderly for him, "Maude is

not so bad; the doctor has no fear. She is only tired with all she has

done lately. You know, perhaps, that she was here constantly with

Harold, and I believe she actually painted for him some, and for aught I

know helped shingle the roof, as Billy said."

"Yes, I know; I understand," Jerrie replied. "I saw it in her face

yesterday. She has tired herself out for me, and if she dies I shall

hate the room forever."

"But she will not die; that is nonsense." Tom began, when he was

interrupted by Mrs. Crawford, who called out:

"Oh, Jerrie, here is Billy Peterkin, with his hands full. What shall I

do with him?"

Dashing away her tears, Jerrie replied:

"Send him in here, of course."

In a few moments the dapper little man was in the wood-shed, with a

large bouquet of hot-house flowers in one hand and a basket of delicious

black-caps in the other. For a moment he stood staring first at Tom on

the wooden chair glaring savagely at him, and then at Jerrie by the

washtub with the traces of tears on her face--then, with a kind of

forced laugh, he said:

"Be-beg pardon, if I in-tr-trude. Looks dusedly like l-love in a

t-t-tub."

"And if it is, you have knocked the bottom out," Tom said to him.

Both jokes were atrocious, but they made Jerrie laugh, which was

something. She was glad on the whole that Billy had come, and when he

offered her the berries and the flowers, she accepted them graciously,

and bade him sit down, if he could find a seat.

"Here is one on the wash bench," she said, "or, will be when I have

emptied the tub;" and she was about to take up the latter, when Billy

sprang to her assistance and emptied it himself, while Tom sat looking

on, chafing with anger and disgust.

After a moment Billy stuttered out:

"Ann Eliza s-s-sent me here, and wants you to c-c-come and see her

rooms. G-g-got a suite, you know; and, by Jove, they are like a

b-b-bazaar, they are so f-full of things, and flowers; half Vassar is

there. Got your basket of daisies, Tom, and when I asked her where she

g-g-got 'em, she said it was n-n-none of my business. D-did she steal

'em?" and he turned to Jerrie, whose face was scarlet, as she replied:

"No, I gave them to her, with a lot of others; I couldn't bring them

all."

Tom could have beaten the air, he was so angry. He had been vain enough

to hope that his gift was carefully put away in some box or parcel; and

lo! it was in the possession of that red-haired Peterkin girl, whose

_penchant_ for himself he suspected, and whom he despised accordingly.

"Much obliged to you for giving away my flowers," he was going to say,

when Mrs. Crawford called again, and this time in real distress.

"Jerrie, Jerrie! you _must_ come now, for here is Dick St. Claire."

For an instant Jerrie hesitated, and then, ashamed of the feeling which

had at first prompted her not to let Dick into the wood-shed, she

replied:

"If Tom and Billy can be admitted to my boudoir, Dick can. Send him in."

"By George, this is jolly!" Dick said, as he seated himself upon the

inverted washtub which Billy had emptied. "Have you all been washing?"

"No," Jerrie answered, proudly. "I am the washer-woman, and all those

clothes you see on the line are my handiwork."

"By George!" Dick said again. "You are a trump! Jerrie, why didn't you

wear that dress when you were graduated? It's the prettiest costume I

ever saw."

"Th-that's what I think, only I d-didn't d-dare t-tell her so!" Billy

cried, springing to his feet and hopping about like a little sparrow.

"How is Nina?" Jerrie asked, ignoring the compliment.

"Brisk as a bee," Dick replied, "and sends an invitation for you and Hal

to come over to a garden-tea to-night to meet Marian Raymond, Fred's

sister. Awful pretty girl, with an accent like a foreigner; was over

there several years, you know. I was going to the Park House to invite

you and Maude," he continued, turning to Tom, "but as you are here, it

will save me the walk. Half-past five sharp."

Then, as his eye fell upon Billy, in whose face there was a look of

expectancy, his countenance clouded, for Nina had given him no

instructions to invite the Peterkins, and he felt that there was nothing

in common between Ann Eliza Peterkin and the refined and aristocratic

Marian Raymond, who had seen the best society in Europe, and in whose

veins some of Kentucky's bluest blood was flowing. But Dick was very

kind-hearted, and never knowingly wounded the feelings of any one if he

could help it; and, after an awkward moment, during which he was

wondering what Nina would do to him if he did it, he turned to Billy and

said, as naturally as if it were what he had been expressly bidden to

say:

"Why, I sha'n't have to walk over to Le Bateau either. I'm in luck this

hot morning, if you will take the invitation to your sister--for

half-past five."

"Th-thanks," Billy began; "b-but am I left out?"

"Of course not. I'm an awful blunderer," Dick said, adding, mentally,

"and liar, too, though I didn't say anybody would be happy to see them.

Poor Billy, he is well enough, and so is Ann Eliza, if she wouldn't pile

that red hair so high on the top of her head and wear so much jewelry.

Well, I am in for it, and Nina can't any more than kill me."

By this time Jerrie was putting away the washing paraphernalia and

sweeping the wood-shed, thus indicating that she had no more time to

lose with her three callers, two of whom Dick and Billy, took the hint

and left, but not until she had explained to the former that she feared

it would be impossible for Harold to be present at the garden-party, as

she knew he would not be home until late, and would then be quite too

tired for company.

"I am sorry that he cannot join us. I counted upon him," Dick said. "But

you will come, of course, and I offer my services on the spot to see you

home. Do you accept them?"

Jerrie seemed to see, without looking, the disappointment in Billy's

face, and the wrath in Tom's; but as she greatly preferred Dick's

society to theirs in a walk from Grassy Spring to the cottage, she

accepted his offer, and then said, laughingly:

"Now, good-morning to you, and good riddance, too, for I am in an awful

hurry. I am going over to see Maude as soon as I can get myself ready."

She had not thought that Tom would wait for her, and would greatly have

preferred to walk; but Tom was persistent, and moving his chair from the

wood-shed outside into the shade where it was cooler, he sat fanning

himself with his hat, and watching the long line of clothes, flopping in

the wind, with a feeling of mortified pride, as if his own wife had

washed them. He knew that his mother had once been familiar with tubs,

and wash-boards, and soap-suds, but that was before his day.

Twenty-seven years had wiped all that out, and he really felt that to be

a Tracy and live at Tracy Park was an honor scarcely less than to be

President of the United States, and Jerrie, he was sure, would see it as

such, when once the chance was offered her. She could not be so blind to

her own interest as to refuse one who was so much sought after by the

belles of Saratoga and Newport, where he had spent a part of two or

three seasons. He had been best man at the great ---- wedding in

Springfield, and groomsman at another big affair in Boston, and had

scores of invitations everywhere. Taken all together, he was a most

desirable _parti_, and he was rather surprised himself at his

infatuation for the girl whom he had found in the suds, and who was not

ashamed that he had thus seen her. This was while he was watching the

clothes on the line, and scowling at three pairs of coarse, vulgar

stockings which he knew belonged to Mrs. Crawford, and at the pair of

blue overalls which were Harold's.

"Yes, I do wonder at my interest in that nameless girl, whose mother was

a common peasant woman," he thought; but when the nameless girl

appeared, fresh, and bright, and dainty, as if she had never seen a

wash-tub, with her hat on her arm, and two of his roses pinned on the

bosom of her dress, he forgot the peasant woman, and the lack of a name,

and thought only of the lovely girl who signified that she was ready.

It was very cool in the pine woods, where the heat of the summer morning

had not yet penetrated, and Tom, who was enjoying himself immensely,

suggested that they leave the park, and take a short drive on the river

road. But Jerrie said, "No!" very decidedly. It would be hot there, and

she was anxious to be with Maude as soon as possible. So they drove on

until they reached the grounds which surrounded the house, and where

they were met by Mr. Tracy.

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