XL.

Lord de Jones had been in a hurry to cross over to the Continent, for

there was no means at all of knowing how much of it had disintegrated to

date. The uncertainty of the whole business appalled him. The

stationmaster at Victoria might not be able to cummunicate with the

_chef de la gare du Nord_. Yet he had no means of knowing whether this

was because Paris-Nord (or, for that matter, Paris) had disintegrated,

or whether it was because the number was engaged.

There was of course an aeroplane service for abroad, but people still

clung to the _terra firma_, Lord de Jones thought, without good cause.

Moreover, they were travelling with luggage--a good deal of luggage. It

was indeed difficult to know how much luggage to take with one--Eva

could not take enough--to last one to the end of one’s days in time. The

sight of passengers reclining in the easy luxury of the Pullmans,

looking trim and hard, appalled him. They would not come back, he mused.

Never come back from this last journey into space whither they were

travelling _de luxe_, over viaducts, away, away, urbane materialists

melting into air....

And on the French side, against all the easy felicity of the language,

the sinuous tones of the restaurant-car attendant who sang out as he

squeezed himself along the swaying corridors: “_Prière de prendre place

pour le premier déjeuner!_” contrasting favourably with the brisk “First

luncheon!” of the British dining-car attendant, the incorrigible

insularity of the English passengers who said they wanted to shut out,

if possible, French passengers from the coupé (forgetting that they were

travelling across France in a French train), stood out a black and

reeking ghost of shame which made him think the world was doomed because

it lacked all manners. In the night the train stood still, emitting long

sighs at intervals; and his heart beat loud within him with foreboding.

Images passed through his mind, of a life _à la_ Jean Jacques Rousseau,

in which he must rely on his dexterity of arm and on nature’s bounty. A

hardened hunter he is, building her a hut. Eva with only furs from furry

animals which he had hunted down for her to hide her nudeness. Primeval

love and lust. Long days of bliss. But what is this? The roar of a lion.

Bother! He must get up and see about it. He had been dozing, and opening

his eyes, she was there indeed, not in the wilderness as yet, but facing

him in the coupé, and smiling at him.

But what if it fail him? She, the child,--no more than she could

understand how, having undone one atom, he had automatically undone the

world,--had not the remotest comprehension of how he could now isolate

a specific portion of it from destruction. Yet when he had, to

illustrate the process, said to her that all he had to do was to

vaccinate the hill they had selected as their future world, she said:

“Of course! How silly of me not to think of it myself!”

But even if it fail, then death. And what was death? A change of

outlook. He remembered once crossing a wide river somewhere, and as he

landed on the other side, straying into a bathing place where lots of

naked people sat about on benches in the garden and on chairs in the

adjoining restaurant, smoking, eating, chatting, listening to music--but

with nothing on them. It was uncanny. And he thought that landing on the

other side of death must be as strange: for everything seemed different,

yet everything the same.

Dusk fell as the train raced across Austria, and sheaves of corn in the

vast whirling fields looked like humans stealing away one by one in the

twilight. “Escaping,” he thought.

And, waking in the morning suddenly, they saw the mountains.

In the station square at Innsbruck, a fat German who looked like a pig

waved his whip at his dog and threatened it: “_Ach, du Schweinhund!_”

“Disgraceful!” said Eva, and as she passed him she gave him an icy look

over her slim shoulder. It was a beautiful day in June. They hired a

victoria and drove, at first through the old mellow town with its

cloistered streets, domes, turrets, and pinnacles; then by the side of

the river, angry and turbulent. A faint hazy summer afternoon was

drawing to its close, and as, at sundown, they came to a hanging bridge

chained between rocks and the foaming green river rushing angrily under

the horse’s hoofs, Christopher’s eyes filled with tears: the beauty of

it all was more than he could bear.

And when, at the Pension Kogl, they came out on to their balconies, they

were stunned with rapture by the view which opened out on to the

mountain scenery. Below was the river, the passionate Inn, and the

bridges, the funicular slowly climbing the mountain slope, and all

around were pine trees, birches, roses, villas hidden in lanes lined

with foliage; and at night when they walked by the river, where lanterns

shone forth from between secretive trees, it was as if a wonderful

secret, long dreamt and forgotten, awaited one round the corner.

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