to Glasgow. You cannot otherwise be sure of this report. The King may be
ill, and yet not mortally. Let us be sure before we give thanks.’
She was crying freely. ‘I have not deserved so great a mercy, God
knoweth. I have been near to deadly sin. Yes, yes—go, Baptist. Go at
once, and return with speed.’ It was settled that he should take with him
her physician and a message of excuse that business kept her from him.
He went to prepare himself; she to write to Bothwell a brave and hopeful
letter concerning this streak of blue in her storm-packed sky. Before
dark Des-Essars was away on a fresh horse.
* * * * *
Up from Whittingehame in a day or two came Mr. Secretary Lethington,
very busy; and had private speech with the Queen, reporting the councils
of her friends down there. She listened idly to his urgings of this and
that. What interest had she now in plots woven under yew trees or in
panelled chambers, when high Heaven itself had declared for her quarrel?
Did Archie grin like a wolf, Morton flush and handle his dagger? Let
them—let them! An angel with a flaming sword stood on the house-roof at
Glasgow, and their little rages were nought.
At the end of his circuitous oration—‘Well, have you ended?’ she asked
him.
‘Madam, I have no more to say.’
She took a scrap of paper and scribbled on it with a pen. ‘Read that, if
you please, and take it with you back again.’
‘_Show to the Earl of Morton_,’ he read, ‘_that the Queen will hear no
speech of the matter arranged with him_.’
Bothwell laughed to see the dropped jaws, aghast at this rebuff. But she,
confident in the help of high Heaven—which had plucked her, as she said,
from the brink of the pit—had recovered all her audacity. And so she
waited, almost happy again, for the return of her messenger.
* * * * *
Des-Essars was gone for more than a week; it was not until the ninth
day from his departure that he brought back his report. I know not what
she had expected—some miraculous dealing or another by which God was to
signify that she was set free to follow her desires; but whatever it was,
the young Brabanter could not end her suspense. So far as the doctors
could judge, the King’s illness might be sweated out of him: they were
trying that when he left. The fever must run its course; no one could
say that it must needs end fatally. Her Majesty was to hope, said the
doctors; and so said Des-Essars, giving the word a twist round. To hope!
She was worn thin with hoping.
The King was horrible, he told her, and wore a taffeta mask. He was
peevish, but not furious; had not enough strength left him for that.
He lay and snapped at all who came near him, harmlessly, like a snake
robbed of its fang. The light hurt his eyes, so he lay in the dark; but,
being extremely curious about himself, he had a candle burning constantly
beside him, and a hand-glass on the bed, in which he was always looking
at his face: a sign of morbid affection of the brain, the doctors
considered. The Queen said carelessly, ‘Why, what else hath he ever cared
for in life but his own person?’
She asked what he had replied to her message of excuse. Des-Essars, who
had not been allowed to talk with him, and had only seen what he did see
when the sick man slept, had delivered it by Standen. Through Standen
also came the answer. The King’s words were, ‘This much you shall say to
the Queen: that I wish Stirling were Jedburgh, and Glasgow the Hermitage,
and I the Earl of Bothwell as I lie here; and then I doubt not but she
would be quickly with me undesired.’
She flushed, but not with shame. ‘Doth he think me at Stirling? He is out
there; but otherwise, my dear, he is right enough.’ She turned away with
a sigh. ‘Well, what can I do but wait?’ She was not allowed to wait long.
Bothwell came to see her, and stayed till near midnight in secret talk.
It was wild and snowy, much like that night, as Des-Essars remembered, in
which Davy had been slain, near a year ago; one of those nights when the
mind, unhappy and querulous, calls up every nerve to the extreme point
of tension. The young man, apprehensive of any and every evil, kept the
watch. He heard the door shut, Bothwell’s step in the corridor; he flew
to the antechamber, hoping that she might send for him. But though he
waited there an hour or more in miserable suspense, neither daring to
show himself nor to leave the place, he heard nothing. Between two and
three o’clock in the morning he fell asleep over the table, wrapped in
his cloak. As once before, she came in, a candle in her hand, and awoke
him by touching his head.
He sprang up, broad awake in an instant; he saw her. ‘Oh, your face!’ he
cried out. ‘Haunted! haunted!’ It was a face all grey, and as still as
marble save for the looming eyes.
‘You sleep,’ she said, ‘but I keep vigil. Bid me good-bye. I am going
away.’
He said, ‘Where you go, I go. I dare not leave you as now you are.’
She was in a stare. ‘I am going to the King.’
‘To the King!’ It horrified him. ‘You—alone?’
‘I am sent: I must go.’
‘I go with you.’
She shook her head. ‘You cannot. What I do I must do myself. Now bid me
good speed upon my journey.’
He folded his arms. ‘I think I will not. I think the best wish I could
make for you would be that you should die.’
This she did not deny; but said she: ‘Vain wishing! I know that I shall
not die until my lord has made me his. After that it had better be soon.’
He asked her, with trembling voice, what she wanted with the King; for
he verily thought that she was going there for one dreadful purpose. She
avoided the question. The King had been asking for her, she said, and it
was her duty to obey him. ‘He is mending fast, they tell me; and with his
health his strength will return. I had rather’—she said it with a sick
shudder—‘I had rather see him before he is able to move.’
‘Madam,’ urged the young man, much agitated, ‘I entreat you, for
the love of Christ! You must not touch him, or allow.... He is one
sore—hideous—poisoned through and through. On my knees I beg of you. Nay,
before you go you shall kill me.’
She looked beside and beyond him in her set, pinched way; he saw the
doom written plain on her face. In an agony, not knowing what he did, he
confronted her boldly. ‘I shall prevent you. You shall not go.’
She said, looking at him now with softened eyes: ‘Oh, if it were possible
even now that I might be as once I was, even now I would say to thee, my
friend, Take me, O true heart, for I would be true like thee! Ah, if it
were possible! Ah, if it were possible!’ Her great eyes seemed homes of
mournful light; so longingly did she look that, for a moment, he thought
he had conquered her. She gave a shake of the head, and when she looked
at him again the kindly hue had gone. ‘But it is not possible—and I am
a soiled woman, wounded in the side and defiled by my own blood; for my
desire is not as thine.’
‘Oh,’ cried he, ‘what are you saying? Do you condemn yourself?’
She shook her head. ‘I neither condemn nor condone: I speak the truth. I
ache for my lover; I must work my fingers to the bone for him.’
‘Not while I have mine—to work for you—to sin for you.’
‘You cannot. Your fingers are too tender.’
This angered him. ‘How can you say that, madam? How can you hurt me so?
You know that I love you. Is it nothing to you? Less than nothing?’
She said, ‘It is much. Come, you and I will kiss together for the last
time.’ She smiled a welcome, held out her arms; sobbing, he put them down
and took her in his own instead, and held her close. There for a while
she was content to be. But when he began to take more than his due, she
gently disengaged herself, having won her object, which was to depart
without him. ‘Adieu, dear faithful friend,’ she said—‘pray for me’; and
as he knelt before her, she stooped down and lifted up his head by the
chin, and kissed him on the forehead, and was gone. After that, she was
inaccessible to him, her door denied.
In three days’ time—on the 23rd of January—she started for Glasgow with
Lords Livingstone, Herries, and Traquair. Bothwell went part of her way,
to where the roads divide. Her last public act had been to allow of the
marriage between Fleming and Lethington. ‘And now,’ she said, ‘I shall
have but one Mary left, who came hither with four. So endeth our Maids’
Adventure.’ But if I am right, it had ended long before. Now she was but
a beast driven by the herdsmen to the market, there to be cheapened by
the butcher.
* * * * *
Of his own moving adventure of the night when, for one moment, she
assuredly looked back over her shoulder, Des-Essars writes what I
consider his most fatuous page. ‘There was,’ he says, ‘a kind of very
passion in that close embrace; and I knew, _by the way she returned my
kisses_, that she was strongly inclined to me. Indeed, she said as much
when she told me that it would have been possible, at an earlier day, for
her to love me as she had once loved the King; with ardour, namely, like
a fanciful child, in the secret mind, with the body but little concerned
in the matter.[7] But it was too late. She owned herself tainted; he had
taught her vice. She could be child no more, girl in love no more; alas,
no, but a thirsty nymph stung by an evil spirit, ever restless, ever
craving, never to be appeased....’
There is more in the same strain, which I say is fatuous. Whether she
had a tenderness for him or not—and no doubt she had one—she was not
revealing it then. Far from it, she wanted to escape, and this was her
readiest way. She was at her old cajolery when she let him embrace and
kiss her; and maybe she did kiss back. It is to be observed that she got
her way immediately afterwards.
[7] His own report stultifies him here. According to him, she did not say
it would have been possible, but oh, that it had been possible.
CHAPTER V
MEDEA IN THE BEDCHAMBER
Women, in the experience of French Paris, as he once informed a select
company of his acquaintance, could only be trusted to do a thing, and
never to cause a thing to be done. ‘They will always find a thousand
reasons why it should not be done, or why it should be done another
way—their way, an older way, a newer way, any way in the world but yours.
Burn the boats, burn the boats, dear sirs, when you need a woman to
help you, as you constantly do in delicate affairs.’ He instanced, as a
case in point, his own confidence in Queen Mary, and his master’s want
of confidence, when the pair of them rode with her part of her way to
Glasgow; and how he was entirely justified by her subsequent behaviour.
It made little difference in the end, to be sure; but no doubt she
would have been saved a good deal of distress if Bothwell had been as
instructed as his lacquey. As it is, it is to be feared that he fretted
her sadly. It was not only heartless to play upon her jealousy, to put
her so sharply upon her honour, but it was bad policy on his part; for if
the creature of your use starts a-quivering at the touch of your hand,
how are you served if by your whip and spurs you set her plunging madly
into the dark, shying and swerving and cracking her heart? You wear out
your tool before the time. That is just what Bothwell did.
The fact is that, as aforesaid, she was too sensitive an instrument for
his coarse fingers. As well give Blind Jack a fiddle of Cremona for his
tap-room jiggeries. If my lord wanted work from her which Moll Bawd
or Kate Cutsheet would have done better, he should have known wiselier
how to get it than by using the only stimulus such hacks could feel.
This tremulous, starting, docile creature to be pricked on by jealousy,
forsooth! Why, that had been King Darnley’s silly way. ‘I would that
Glasgow might be the Hermitage and myself the Earl of Bothwell as I lie
here,’ he had said; and it made her laugh and admit the truth. But this
Bothwell was no finer. ‘Ohè! a many weary leagues before I win my home!
Well, I am sure of a welcome there.’ And then, when she bent her head to
the way, ‘Ay, Queens and Kings, and all gudemen and wives are in the like
case. Bed and board—it comes down e’en to that. Love is just a flaunty
scarf to draw the eye with. You see it purfling at a window, and, think
you, that should be a dainty white hand a-working there!’
She lifted her face to meet the driving snow, looked into the dun sky
and saw it speckled with black—her own colours henceforward! Thus would
she be from her soul outwards—sodden grey, and speckled with black. The
burden of her heart was so heavy that she groaned aloud. ‘You falter, you
fear!’ cried that fidgety brute. ‘Mercy, mercy,’ she stammered; ‘I shall
fail if you speak to me.’
The snow was falling fast, but there was no wind, when she said farewell
to her lover at Callander gate. He would not go in; purposed to ride
southward into Liddesdale with but one change of horses, fearing that
the wind would get up after dark and make the hill-roads impossible. The
Black Laird of Ormiston, Tala, and Bowton were to go with him; he left
Paris behind to be her messenger if she should need to send one. There
was no time to spare. ‘Set on, gentlemen,’ he said, ‘I will overtake you.’
He shook the snow from his cloak, set it flying from eyelashes and beard,
drew near to the sombre lady where she stood in the midst of her little
company, and put his hand upon her saddle-bow. ‘God speed your Grace upon
your goodly errand,’ he said—whereat she gave a little moan of the voice,
but did not otherwise respond—‘and send us soon a happy meeting—Amen!’
She looked at him piercingly for a second of time, and then resumed
her staring and glooming. He cried her farewell once more, saluted the
lords, and pounded over the frozen marsh. One could hear him talking and
laughing for a long way, and the barking answers of Ormiston.
The Queen rode up the avenue to the doors, and was taken to bed by Mary
Seton and Carwood. She kept her chamber all that evening and night, but
sent for Paris early in the morning. He saw her in bed, thin and drawn
in the face, very narrow-eyed, and with a short cough. She handed him a
great sack, sealed and tied, and a letter.
‘Take these to your master at the Hermitage. You shall have what horses
you need. In that pack are four hundred crowns. You see how much trust I
have in you.’
Paris assured her that her trust was well bestowed, as she should find
out by his quick return to her.
She laughed, not happily. ‘I hope so. I came from France, and to France I
go in my need.’
‘Why, madam,’ says Paris, ‘does your Majesty intend for my country?’
‘No, no. I shall see the land of France no more. I spoke of Frenchmen,
who are tender towards women.’
Paris felt inspired to say that none loved her Majesty more entirely than
the men of his nation, who had delicate sensibility for the perfections
of ladies. And he modestly adduced as another example Monsieur
Des-Essars, lately advanced to be one of her esquires.
She coloured faintly. ‘Yes,’ she said, ‘I believe he loves me well. Him
also I trust—you, Paris, and Monsieur Des-Essars.’
Paris fell upon his knees. She changed her mood instantly, bade him
begone with the treasure, and rejoin her at Glasgow with letters from my
lord.
Paris faithfully performed his errand, in spite of the snow with which
the country was blanketed as deeply as in a fleece.
‘My lord was glad of the money,’ he tells us, ‘and sent Monsieur de Tala
away with it immediately. Before I left him to go to the Queen at Glasgow
he told me of his plot, which was to blow the King up with gunpowder as
he lay in a lodging at Edinburgh. I said, the King was not at Edinburgh
yet. “No, fool,” says he, “but he soon will be.” He showed me papers
of association whereon I was to believe stood the names of my lord
himself, of my Lords Morton, Argyll, Huntly, Ruthven, and Lindsay, of Mr.
Douglas, Mr. James Balfour, and others. He pointed to one name far below
the others. “That,” he said, “is of our friend the White Rat,”—my own
name for Mr. Secretary. He asked me what I thought of it; I told him, I
thought no good of it. “Why not, you fool?” he jeered at me. I replied,
“Because, my lord, you do not show me the name of names.”
‘Although he knew entirely well what name I meant, he forced me to
mention Monsieur de Moray, and then was angry that I did so. He said that
lord would not meddle. I said, “He is wise.” Then he began to jump about
the chamber, hopping from board to board like a crow with his wing cut.
“My lord of Moray! My lord of Moray!” cried he out. “He will neither help
nor hinder; but it is all one. It is late now to change advice—as why
should we change for a fool’s word such as thine? If we have Lethington,
blockhead, have we not his master?”
‘I said, No; for those gentlemen who interested themselves in the late
David had Mr. Secretary, and thought they had the Earl of Moray also.
But they found out their mistake the next day, when he came back and,
rounding upon them, turned every one of them out.
‘“Well,” he cried—“Well! What then? What is all that to the purpose? Did
he not sign my bond at the Council of October?” That bond was what we
used to call “Of the Scotchmen’s Business,” because all present signed a
paper in favour of the Queen, which was not read aloud. I admitted that
he had signed it; but I was not convinced by that. I considered that it
pledged him to nothing. I thought it my duty to add, “You are my master,
my lord. If you command me in this I shall serve you, because in my
opinion it is the business of servants to obey, not to advise. But I say,
for the last time, Beware the Earl of Moray.” My master began to rail and
swear at his lordship—a natural but vain thing to do. I was silent.
‘The next day after, he told me that he had revealed his plan to Monsieur
Hob of Ormiston and to his brother-in-law, my lord of Huntly. If I had
dared I should have asked him whether my lady the Countess had been
informed; and I did ask it of her woman Torles, who was a friend of mine.
But Torles said that, so far as she knew, the Countess never spoke with
my lord about the Queen’s affairs.
‘I was curious about another thing, exceedingly curious. “Tell me, my
dear Torles,” I said, “our lord and lady—are they still good friends?”
From the way that she looked at me, her sly way, and grinned, I knew the
answer. “They are better friends, my fine man, than you and I are ever
likely to be.” I said something gallant, to the effect that there might
be better reasons, and played some little foolishness or other, which
pleased her very much. Next morning I started to go to Glasgow with
letters for the Queen’s Majesty.’
That was on the 26th January, the very day when Mr. Secretary Lethington
was married to his Fleming. Paris heard that he took her to his house
of Lethington, but (as he truly adds) the affair is of no moment, where
he took her, or whether he took her at all. ‘It was long since she had
been of the Queen’s party; indeed, I always understood that it was a
love-match between them, entered into at first sight; and that Mistress
Fleming had been alienated from her allegiance from the beginning.’ Paris
was sorry. ‘She was a pretty and a modest lady, in a Court where those
two graces were seldom in partnership.’
* * * * *
He learned at Glasgow that the King was still very sick, and the Queen
in a low condition of body. It seems that when she had reached the house
she would not have the patient informed of the fact, and would not go
to him that same night. Some of the Hamiltons had met her on the road,
and returned with her into the town. There was a full house, quite a
Court, and a great company about her at supper. Lady Reres was there,
an old friend of her Majesty’s, and of Lord Bothwell’s too, and Lord
Livingstone, full of his pranks. He, it seems, had rallied the Queen
finely about her despondency and long silences; said in a loud whisper
that he was ready for a toast to an absentee if she would promise to
drink to the name he would cry; and although she would not do it, but
shook her head and looked away, his broad tongue was always hovering
about Bothwell’s name. It is to be supposed that he drank to many distant
friends, for Bastien, the Queen’s valet, told Paris that his lordship
grew very blithe after supper. ‘If you will believe me, Paris,’ he said,
‘as her Majesty was warming her foot at the fire, leaning upon this
Monsieur de Livingstone’s shoulder, his jolly lordship took her round
the middle as if she had been his wench, and cried out upon her doleful
visage. “Be merry,” says he, “and leave the dumps to him you have left
behind you.” She flung away from him as if he teased her, but allowed his
arm to be where it was, and his hardy hand too.’
Great dealings for the Parises and Bastiens to snigger at. I suppose
it is no wonder that they unqueened her, since, however fast they went
to work, it was never so fast as she did it to herself. They tell me
it was always the way with her family, to choose rather to be easy in
low company than stiff with the great folk about them. The common sort,
therefore, loved the race of Stuart, and the lords detested it. But we
must follow Paris if we are to see the Queen.
Though he delivered his letters as soon as he arrived, he was not sent
for until late at night. The King’s man, Joachim, took him upstairs,
saying as they went, ‘I hope thou hast a stout stomach; for take it from
me, all is not very savoury up here.’
Paris replied that he had been so long in the service of gentlemen that
their savour meant little to him, even that of diseased gentlemen.
‘Right,’ says Joachim; ‘right for thee, my little game-cock. But thou
shalt not find the Queen in too merry pin, be assured.’
Carwood, her finger to her lip, met him in the corridor, passed him in
through the anteroom, and pulled aside the heavy curtain. ‘Go in softly,’
she said, ‘and be careful of your feet. It is very dark, and the King
sleeps. In with you.’
She drew back and let the curtain drive him forward. Certainly it was
plaguey dark. He saw the Queen at the far end of the chamber writing a
letter, haloed in the light of a single taper. She looked up when she
heard him, but did not beckon him nearer; so he stayed where he was, and,
as his eyes grew used to the gloom, looked about him.
It was a spacious room, but low in the ceiling, and raftered, with heavy
curtains across the windows, which were embayed. A great bed was in the
midst of the wall, canopied and crowned, with plumes at the corners and
hangings on all sides but one—the door side. He could not see the King
lying there, though he could hear his short breaths, ‘like a dog’s with
its tongue out’; but presently, to his huge discomfort, he made out a
sitting figure close to the pillow on the farther side, and not six paces
from him across the bed—man or woman he never knew. It might have been a
dead person, he said, for all the motion that it made. ‘It sat deep in
the shadow, hooded, so that you could not see its face, or whether it had
a face; and one white hand supported the hood. It did not stir when the
sufferer needed assistance, such as water, or the turning of a pillow, or
a handkerchief. It was a silent witness of everything done and to be gone
through with; gave me lead in the bowels, as they say, the horrors in the
hair.’
It may have been Mary Seton, or a priest, or a watching nun; at any rate,
it terrified Paris, his head already weakened by the burden of that fetid
chamber. The air was overpowering, tainted to sourness, seeming to clog
the eyelids and stifle the light.
By and by the Queen beckoned him forward, putting up her finger to enjoin
a soft tread. He came on like a cat, and stood within touching distance
of her, and saw that she was kneeling at a table, writing with extreme
rapidity, tears running down her face. There was a silver crucifix in
front of her, to which she turned her eyes from time to time, as if
referring to it the words which cost her so much to put down. Once, after
a frenzy of penmanship, she held out her hands to it in protest; then
reverently took it up and kissed it, to sanctify so the words she was
writing: ‘The good year send us that God knit us together for ever for
the most faithful couple that ever He did knit together.’ Paris knew very
well to whom she wrote so fully, who was to read this stained, passionate
letter, ill scrawled on scraps of old paper, scored with guilt, blotted
with shameful tears, loving, repentant, wilful, petulant, unspeakably
loyal and tender, all by turns. At this moment the King called to her.
He lay, you must know, with a handkerchief over his face. Paris had
believed him asleep, for his breathing, though short, was regular, and
his moaning and the working of his tongue counted for little in a sick
man’s slumber. But while she was in the thick of her work at the table he
coughed and called out to her in distress, ‘Mary, O Mary! where are you
gone?’ And when she did not answer, but went on with the unspinning of
the thought in her mind, and let him call ‘Mary, O Mary!’ Paris, looking
from one to the other—and awfully on that shrouded third—found blame for
her in his heart.
She finished her line, got up, and went to the foot of the bed. ‘You call
me? What is your pleasure?’
‘His pleasure! Faith of a Christian!’ thinks Paris.
The King whispered, ‘Water, in Christ’s name’; and Paris heard the
clicking of his dry tongue. Nevertheless he said, ‘Let me fetch you the
water, madam.’
‘Yes,’ she said, ‘fetch it you. And I would that one of us could be
drowned in the water.’
He poured some into a cup and took it to her.
‘Give it him,’ says she, ‘give it him. I dare not go nearer.’
The King heard that, and became sadly agitated. He wriggled his legs,
tossed about, and began to wail feebly. In the end she had to take it,
but you could see that she was nearly sick with loathing of him, natural
and otherwise. For to say nothing that she had to lift the handkerchief,
that he was hideous, his breath like poison, she was so made that only
one could possess her at a time. If she loved a man she could not abide
that any other should claim a right of her—least of all one who had a
title to claim it.
The water cooled his fever for a time and brought him vitality. He
talked, babbled, in the random way of the very sick, plunging headlong
into the heart of a trouble and flying out before one can help with
a hand. But he was quick enough to see that she did not respond
readily, and sly enough to try her upon themes which he judged would be
stimulating. He confessed with facile tears the faults of his youth and
temper, begged her pardon times and again for his offences against her.
‘Oh, I have done wickedly by you, my love, but all’s over now. You shall
see how well we will do together.’
Said she, ‘It will be better to wait a while. Talk not too much, lest you
tax yourself.’
He rolled about, blinking his sightless eyes. ‘Do not be hard upon me! I
repent—I tell you that I do. Pardon me, my Mary, pardon my faults. Let us
be as we were once—lovers—wedded lovers—all in all!’ Paris saw her sway,
with shut eyes, as she listened to him. ‘I would have you sleep now, my
lord. It will be best for you. You tire yourself by talking.’
He begged for a kiss, and, when she affected not to hear him, grew very
wild. It was a curious thing that she did then, watched by Paris with
wonder. She dipped the tips of her two forefingers in the cup of water,
and, putting them together, touched the back of his hand with them. ‘Ah,
the balm of your cool sweet lips!’ he cried out, and was satisfied. But
when he asked her to kiss his forehead she, in turn, became agitated,
laughing and crying at once, and rocked herself about before she could
repeat the touch of her two wet fingers on so foul a place. Again he
sighed his content, and lay quiet, and presently dozed again.
She left him instantly and went back to her writing. She wrote fast; the
fierce pen screamed over the paper: ‘You make me dissemble so much that
I am afraid thereof with horror.... You almost make me play the part of
a traitor.... If it were not for obeying I had rather be dead. My heart
bleedeth at it....’ And again, ‘Alas! I never deceived anybody, but I
remit myself wholly to your will. Send me word what I shall do, and
whatsoever happen unto me I will obey you.... Think also if you will
not find some invention more secret by physic; for he is to take physic
at Craigmillar and the baths also, and shall not come forth for a long
time....
... ‘It is very late; and although I should never be tired in writing to
you, yet I will end after kissing your hands. Excuse my evil writing and
read this over twice.... Pray remember your friend and write to her, and
often. Love me always as I shall love you.’
She put a bracelet of twisted hair in between the sheets, made a packet
of the whole, and beckoned Paris to follow her into the next room.
‘Take you this,’ she said, ‘whither you know well, and tell my lord all
that you have seen and heard. He will learn so that I am a faithful and
obedient lover. And if he should be jealous, and ask you in what manner
I have behaved myself here, you may show him.’ So speaking, she joined
her two forefingers, as he had seen her do before, and touched the table
with them. He was not likely to forget that, however. It struck him as an
ingenious and quaint device.
‘If my lord need me,’ she went on, ‘he can send you to Linlithgow, where
I shall lie one night. Thence I shall go directly to Craigmillar with the
King’s litter. It is late, and I must go to bed, if not to sleep. Other
women lie abed, comforted, or to be comforted before daylight; but that
cannot I be as yet. Now go, Paris.’
He said, ‘Madam, be of good heart. All things come by waiting.’
She sighed, but said nothing. He made his reverence, and away.
CHAPTER VI
KIRK O’ FIELD
The Earl of Bothwell returned to Edinburgh the day before the Queen
was to leave Glasgow, and sent for Des-Essars to come to his lodging.
‘Baptist,’ he said, ‘I understand that her Majesty will be at Linlithgow
this night, with the King in his litter. She will look to see me there,
but I cannot go, with all my affairs in this town out of train and no
one to overlook them but myself. I desire you, therefore, to go with the
escort that is to meet her, and to give her this message from me: “It
has not been found possible to accommodate the King at Craigmillar, but
a house has been got for him near Saint-Mary-in-the-Field, and properly
furnished. Please your Majesty, therefore, direct his bearers thither.”’
He made him repeat the words two or three times until he was sure of
them; then added, ‘If the Queen ask you more concerning this house, _with
intent to know more_, and not for mere curiosity, you shall tell her that
it is near the great house of the Hamiltons, in the which the Archbishop
now lodges. She will be satisfied with that, you will find, and ask you
no more.’
Des-Essars understood him perfectly; but in case the reader do not, I
shall remind him that this Archbishop Hamilton of Saint Andrews was
brother of the old Duke of Châtelherault, of whom he used to hear in
the beginning of this book—one of the clan, then, which disputed the
Succession with the Lennox Stuarts and was regarded by the King as an
hereditary enemy, with a blood-feud neither quenched nor quenchable. That
same Archbishop, when the Queen was at Stirling for the baptism, scaring
of the King, recall of Morton and the rest of the deeds done there, had
been restored to his consistorial powers, and put at liberty to bind and
loose according to his discretion and that of Saint Peter his master.
There had been some talk at the time as to why he had been so highly
favoured, and the opinion commonly held that he was to divorce the Queen
from the King. That was not French Paris’s opinion, for one. In Edinburgh
now, at any rate, was this Archbishop Hamilton with the keys of binding
and loosing in his hands, not as yet making any use of them, and lodging
in the great family house without the city wall.
Well, the escort departed for Linlithgow, Des-Essars with it. This is
what he says of his adored mistress:
‘I think she was glad to see me, as certainly was I to see her looking
so hale and fresh. Her eyes were like wet stars; she kissed me twice at
meeting, with lips which had regained their vivid scarlet, were cool but
not dry. I hastened to excuse my Lord Bothwell on the score of affairs.
“Yes, yes, I know how pressed he is,” she replied. “I know he would have
come if it had been possible. He has sent me the best proxy by you.”
I told her that my Lord Huntly would be here momently, but she made a
pouting mouth and a little grimace—then looked slily at me and laughed.
‘I rehearsed faithfully my Lord Bothwell’s message, and could not see
that she was particularly interested in the King’s actual lodging—though
that is by no means to imply that she was _not_ interested. It is due
to say that I never knew any person in all my experience of Courts
and policy so quick as she not only to conceal her thoughts, but also
to foresee when it would behove her to conceal them. It was next to
impossible to surprise her heart out of her.
‘She asked me eagerly for Edinburgh news. I told her that the Hamiltons
were in their own house; the Archbishop there already, and my Lord of
Arbroath expected every day. She said in a simple, wondering kind of
a way, “Why, the Hamilton house is next neighbour unto the King’s, I
suppose?”
‘“Madam,” I said, “it is. And so my Lord Bothwell bid me remind your
Majesty.”
‘She laughed; a little confusedly. “Better the King should not know of
it,” she said. “He hates that family, and fears them, too. But that is
not extraordinary, for he always hates those whom he fears.”
‘She asked, was my lord of Morton in town? I replied that he was, with
a strong guard about his doors and a goodly company within them, as Mr.
Archibald Douglas of Whittingehame and his brother, Captain Cullen, Mr.
Balfour of Fliske, and others like him, and also the laird of Grange.
To him resorted most of the lords of the new religion; they, namely, of
Lindsay, Ruthven, Glencairn, and Argyll. My lord of Bothwell, however,
lodging in the Huntly house, had a larger following than the Douglases;
for all the Hamiltons paid him court as well as his own friends. She did
not ask me, but I told her that her brother, my Lord Moray, kept much to
himself, and saw few but ministers of his religion, such as Mr. Wood and
Mr. Craig, and Mr. Secretary Lethington, who (with his wife) was lodged
in his lordship’s house, and worked with him every day.
‘She stopped me here by looking long at me, and then asking shortly,
“Have you heard anything of my Lady Bothwell?” which confused me very
much. I could only reply that I had heard she had been indisposed. “I am
sorry to hear it,” said she in quite an ordinary tone, “and am sorry also
for her, when she finds out that her sickness is not what she hopes it
is. You have not seen her, I suppose?” I had not.
‘“I have seen her in illness,” she pursued. “It does not become
white-faced women to be so, for to be pale is one thing, but to be pallid
another. When the transparency departs from a complexion of ivory, the
residuum is paste. I myself have not a high colour by nature: yet when I
am ill, as I am now, I always have fever, and look better than when my
health is better. Did you not think, when you saw me first this morning,
that I looked well?”
‘I had thought she looked both beautiful and well, and told her so. She
was pleased.
‘“I love you, Baptist, when you look at me like that, and your words find
echo in your eyes. Now I will tell you that the joy of seeing you again
had much to say to my good looks. But I think that women would always
rather look well than be well.”
‘As soon as my Lord Huntly had come in and dined, we departed from
Linlithgow. Her Majesty rode on with that lord, Lord Livingstone and the
others, leaving me behind with Mr. Erskine and the ladies, to conduct
the King’s litter safely to the house prepared for him. I did not see
his face nor hear him speak, but understood that he was greatly better.
His hand, which was often outside the curtains, waving about, looked
that of a clean man. He kept it out there, my Lady Reres told me, in the
hope that her Majesty would see and touch it. Once, when it had been
signalling about for some while, her ladyship said, “’Tis a black shame
there should be a man’s hand wagging and no woman’s to slip into it.” So
then she let him get hold of hers; and he, thinking he had the Queen’s,
squeezed and fondled it until she was tired. We got him by nightfall
into a mean little house, set in a garden the most disconsolate and
weed-grown that ever you saw. It was a wild, wet evening, and as we went
down Thieves’ Row the deplorable inhabitants of that street of stews and
wicked dens were at their doors watching us. As we came by they pointed
to the gable of the house, and uttered harsh and jeering cries. Lady
Reres screamed and covered her face. There was perched an old raven on
the gable-end, that croaked like any philosopher in the dumps; and as we
set down the litter in the roadway, he flapped his ragged wings twice or
thrice, and flew off into the dark, trailing his legs behind him. The
people thought it an ill-omen....’
* * * * *
Here, for the time being, I forsake Des-Essars, and that for two reasons:
the first, that I have a man to hand who knew more; the second, that
what little the Brabanter did know he did not care to tell. A more than
common acquaintance with his work assures me that his secret preoccupied
him from hereabouts to the end—that _Secret des Secrets_ of his which he
thought so important as to have written his book for nothing else but to
hold it. We shall come upon it all in good time, and see more evidently
than now we do another, and what we may call supererogatory secret, which
is that he grew bolder in his passion for the Queen, and she, perhaps, a
little inclined to humour it. But for the present we leave him, and turn
to the brisk narrative of one who knew nearly everything that was to be
known, and could hazard a sharp guess at things which, it almost seems,
could never perfectly be known. I mean, of course, our assured friend
French Paris—bought, once for all, with a crown piece.
French Paris asks, in his bright way, ‘Do you know that lane that runs
straight from the Cowgate to the old house by the Blackfriars—the
Blackfriars’ Wynd, as they call it?’ You nod your head, and he continues.
‘Well, towards the end of that same lane, if you wish to reach the
convent house, you pass through the ancient wall of the city by a gate
in it which is called the Kirk o’ Field Port. This will lead you to the
Blackfriars’ Church, but not until you have turned the angle of the wall
and followed the road round it towards the left hand. Within that angle
stands another church, Saint Mary-of-the-Field, which has nothing to do
with what I have to tell you. But mark what I say now. You go through
the Kirk o’ Field Port; you turn to the left round by the wall; on your
right hand, at no great distance along, you behold a row of poor hovels
at right angles to your present direction—doorless cabins, windowless,
without chimneys, swarming with pigs, fowls, and filthy children; between
them a very vile road full of holes and quags and broken potsherds. That
is called Thieves’ Row, and for the best of good reasons. Nevertheless,
behind those little pigs’ houses, on either hand, there are gardens very
fair; and if you venture up, above the thatch of the roofs you will see
the tops of fine trees waving in a cleaner air than you would believe
possible, and find in the full middle of this Thieves’ Row, again on
either hand, a garden gate right in among the mean tenements. That
which is on the right hand leads into the old Blackfriars’ Garden, a
great tangled place of trees and greensward with thickets interspersed;
the other, on the left hand, belongs to the garden of the house wherein
they lodged the King when they had brought him from Glasgow. Above the
gate could once be seen the gable-end of the house itself; but you will
not see it now if you look for it. And if you stood in the garden of his
house and looked out over the boskage, you could see the hotel of the
Lord Archbishop of Saint Andrews, the Hamilton House. Usefully enough,
as it turned out, there let a little door from the corner of the King’s
garden right upon the Archbishop’s house.
‘To tell you of the King’s lodging, it was as mean as you please, built
of rough-cast work upon arches of rubble and plaster, with a flight of
stairs from the ground-level reaching to the first floor—the _piano
nobile_, save the mark! Upon that floor was a fair hall, and a chamber
in which the Queen might lie when she chose, wardrobe, maids’ chamber,
cabinet, and such like. The King lay on the floor above, having his own
chamber for his great bed, with a little dressing-room near by. His
servants, of whom he had not more than three or four, slept some in the
passage and some in the hall; except his chamber-child, who lay in the
bedchamber itself, on or below the foot of the King’s great bed. Now
those stairs of which I told you just now led directly from the garden to
the hall upon the first floor; but out of the Queen’s chamber there was a
door giving on to a flight of wooden steps, very convenient, as thereby
she could come in and out of the house without being disturbed. All this
I observed for myself, as my master desired me, when Nelson, the King’s
man, was showing me how ill-furnished and meanly found it was to be the
lodging of so great a gentleman.
‘To say nothing of the garden, which, in that winter season, was
miserable indeed, I was bound to agree that the house wanted repair.
Nelson showed me where the roof let in water; he showed me the holes of
rats, the track of their runs across the floors, and the places where
they had gnawed the edges of the doors. “And, if you will believe me,
Paris,” said he, “there is not so much as a key to a lock in the whole
crazy cabin.” This was a thing which I was glad to have learned, and to
bring to my master’s knowledge when, at the last moment, he thought fit
to acquaint me with his pleasure. I had heard, in outline, what it was,
on the day before I went to the Queen at Glasgow; but I will ask you
to believe that he told me no more until the morning of the day when I
received his commands to go to work. This is entirely true; though it is
equally true that I found out a good deal for myself. My master, you must
understand, had not a fool under his authority. No, no!
‘I did not myself see the Queen for two or three days after the King’s
coming in, though I took many letters to her and bore back her replies.
When I say I did not see her, that is a lie: I did—but never to speak
with her, merely as one may pass in the street. I was struck with her
fine looks and the shrill sound of her laughter: she talked more than
ordinarily, and never spared herself in the dance. Once, or maybe twice,
she visited the King in his lodging—not to sleep there herself, though
her bed stood always ready, but going down to supper and remaining till
late in the evening: never alone; once with the Lords Moray and Argyll,
and once with (among other company) her brother, the Lord Robert, and
a Spanish youth very much in his confidence. As to this second visit,
Monsieur Des-Essars, who was there, told me a singular thing,[8] namely,
that this Lord Robert had been moved to impart to the King the danger
he lay in—that is, close to the Hamiltons, and with my Lord Morton at
large and in favour in Edinburgh. Now, for some reason or another, it
seems that his Majesty repeated the confidence to the Queen herself just
as I have told it to you. Whereupon, said Monsieur Des-Essars, she flew
into a passion, commanded the Lord Robert into her presence, and when
he was before her, the King lying on his bed, bade him repeat the story
if he dare. My Lord Robert laughed it off as done by way of a jest, and
the Queen, more and more angry, sent him away. Now, here comes what I
call the cream of the jest. “You may judge from this, Paris,” said M.
Des-Essars to me, “how monstrous foolish it is to suppose that the Queen
devises some mischief against her consort, or shares the counsels of any
of his enemies. For certainly, if she did, she would not provoke them
into betraying her in his own presence.”
‘I thanked his honour, but when he had gone I burst out laughing to
myself. Do you ask why? First of all, none knew better than M. Des-Essars
how the Queen stood with regard to her husband, and why my lord of Morton
had been suffered to come home. None knew better than he, except it were
the Queen herself, that the King was to be removed, she standing aside.
Very well: then why did M. Des-Essars try to hoodwink me, except in the
hope to gather testimony on all sides against what he feared must take
place? But why did the Queen bring my Lord Robert face to face with
the King, she knowing too well that his warning had bones and blood
in it? Ah! that is more delicate webbery: she was a better politician
than her young friend. To begin with, there was no real danger; for the
Lord Robert knew nothing, and was nothing but a windbag. His confusion,
therefore (he was at heart a coward), would give the King confidence.
But, secondly, I am sure she still hoped that his Majesty might be
removed without my master’s aid. I think she said to herself, “The King
gains his health”—as indeed he did, with his natural skin coming back
again, and the clear colour to his eyes—“and with health,” she would
reason it, “his choler will return. To confront these two, with a lie
between them, may provoke a quarrel. The daggers are handy: who can say
what the end of this may be? One of two mishaps: the King will kill Lord
Robert, or Lord Robert the King; either way will be good.” Observe, I
know nothing; but that is how I read the story.
* * * * *
‘Now, all this while my master was very busy, very brisk and happy,
singing at the top of his voice as he went about his business—as he
always did on the verge of a great enterprise; but the first precise
information I had that our work was close at hand was upon 9th February,
being a Sunday. My master lodging at the Lord Huntly’s house in the
Cowgate, I was standing at the door at, maybe, seven o’clock in the
morning; black as Hell it was, but the cold not extraordinary. There came
some woman down the street with a lantern swinging, and stopped quite
close to me. She swung her lantern-light into my face, and, the moment
she saw that I was I, began to speak in an urgent way. She was Margaret
Carwood, one of the Queen’s women.
‘“Oh, Paris,” she says, “I have been sent express to you! You are to go
down to the King’s lodging and fetch away the quilt which lies on the
Queen’s bed there.”
‘I knew this quilt well—a handsome piece of work, of Genoa velvet, much
overlaid with gold thread, which they say had belonged to the old Queen.
‘I asked, “By whose order come you, my good Carwood?” for I was not
everybody’s man.
‘She replied, “By the Queen’s own, given to me by word of mouth, not an
hour since. Go now, go, Paris. She is in a rare fluster, and will not
rest.”
‘“Toho!” I say, “she disquieteth herself about this quilt.”
‘And Carwood said, “Ay, for it belonged to her lady mother, and is
therefore worth rubies in her sight. She hath not slept a wink since she
woke dreaming of it.”
‘To be short, this gave me, as they say, food for thoughts. Then,
about the eleven o’clock, as the people were coming out from their
sermon, I had more of the same provender—and a full meal of it. Judge
for yourselves when I tell you with what the vomiting church doors
were buzzing. My lord of Moray had left Edinburgh overnight and gone
northward, to Lochleven, to see his mother, the Lady Douglas. He had
taken secret leave of the Queen, and immediately after was away. Oh,
Monsieur de Moray, Monsieur de Moray! is not your lordship the archetype
and everlasting pattern of all rats that are and shall be in the world?
‘Now, putting the one thing on the top of the other, you may believe
that I was not at all surprised to get my master’s orders the same
day, to convey certain gunpowder from Hamilton House through the King’s
garden into the Queen’s chamber so soon as it was quite dark. There you
have the reason why the quilt had been saved. Powrie, Dalgleish, and
Patrick Wilson were to help me; Monsieur Hob d’Ormiston would show us
how to dispose of our loads and spread the train for the slow match. In
Hamilton House it lay, mark you well! I will make the figs in the face of
anybody who tells me that the Hamiltons were not up to the chin in the
affair. How should we use their house without their leave? There were the
Archbishop and Monsieur d’Arbroath involved. But enough! It is obvious.
And I can tell you of another gentleman heavily involved, no one more
certainly than I. It was my lord of Huntly: yes, gentlemen, no less a man.
‘It fell out about the five o’clock that, judging it dark enough for far
more delicate work than this of powder-laying, I was setting out to join
my colleagues by Hamilton House, when my Lord Huntly sends down a valet
for me to go to his cabinet. I had had very few dealings with this young
nobleman, whom (to say truth) I had always considered something of a
dunce. He was as silent as his sister, my master’s lady, and, after his
fashion, as good to look upon. You never saw a straighter-legged man, nor
a straighter-looking, nor one who carried, as I had thought, an empty
head higher in the air. That was my mistake. He was an old lover of the
Queen’s, whom she fancied less than his brother Sir Adam. He, that Sir
Adam, had been bosom-friend of Monsieur Des-Essars when the pair of them
were boys, and had shared the Queen’s favours together, which very likely
were not so bountiful as common rumour would have them. He certainly was
a fiery youth, who may one day do greatly. But I admit that I had held my
Lord Huntly for a want-wit—and that I was very much mistaken.
‘I went up and into his cabinet, and found him standing before the fire,
with his legs spread out.
‘“Paris,” says he, “you are off on an errand of your master’s, I
jealouse; one that might take you not a hundred miles from the
Blackfriars’ Garden.”
‘I admitted all this. “I might tell you,” he says, “that I know that
errand of yours, and share in the enterprise which directs it. Maybe you
have been shown my name upon a parchment writing: I know that you are in
your master’s confidence.”
‘I replied that I had understood his lordship had been made privy to my
master’s thoughts in many matters, as was only reasonable, seeing the
relationship between both their lordships: upon which he said, “You are a
sly little devil, Paris, but have a kind of honesty, too.” I thanked him
for his good opinion; and then he says, looking very hard at me, “Your
master is now abroad upon this weighty business, and has left me to order
matters at home. Now mark me well, Paris, and fail not in any particular,
at your extreme peril. _The train is to be put to proof at two o’clock
of the morning by the bell of Saint Giles’, but not a moment before._
You are to tell this to Mr. Hobbie Ormiston, who will report it to your
master. Do you swear upon your mother’s soul in Paradise that you will
deliver this message?” he says. I promised, and, what is more, I kept my
promise; but at the time I thought it very odd that my master, generally
so careful in these nice undertakings, should have left the all-important
direction of _time when_ to so dull-minded a person as my Lord Huntly. To
add to my bewilderment, Monsieur Hob also, when I gave him the message,
told me that he had had it already from his lordship, and had repeated
it to my master. Immediately afterwards we set to work at our little
preliminaries, and were soon sweating and black as negroes.
‘That night there was a supper in the hall of the King’s lodging, the
Queen being there, my master, the Earls of Huntly and Argyll, the Lord
Livingstone and others, with the King lying on a couch that he might
have their company. They were merry enough at their meal, for I was
working close by and heard them; and I could not help reflecting upon the
drollery of it—for it was droll—that here were executioners and patient
all laughing together, and I behind the party wall laying the table (as
it were) for an ambrosial banquet for one at least of the company. It is
impossible to avoid these humorous images, or I find it so.
‘Bastien the Breton had that very morning been married to Dolet—both
Queen’s servants. She had been at their mass, and (loving them fondly, as
she was prone to love her servants) intended to be present at the masque
of the night and to put the bride to bed. She, my master, Monsieur de
Huntly, and Mistress Seton were all to go; they were at this supper in
their masquing gear. My master’s was very rich, being of a black satin
doublet slashed with cloth of silver, black velvet trunks trussed and
tagged with the same. My lord of Huntly was all in white. I did not
fairly see the Queen’s gown, which was of a dark colour, I think of
claret, and her neck and bosom bare. I remember that she had a small
crown of daisies and pearls, and a collar of the same things.
‘At eleven o’clock, or perhaps a little after, the Queen’s linkmen and
carriers were called for. Nelson told me that she kissed the King very
affectionately, and promised to see him the next day. He was positive
about that, for (being curious) I asked him if he had certainly heard her
say that.
‘“Oh, yes,” he said, “and I’ll tell you why. The King caught her by the
little finger and held her. ‘Next day, say you?’ he asked her. ‘And when
will you say, “This night,” Mary?‘
‘“She laughed and swung her hand to and fro, and his with it that held
it. ‘Soon,’ she said, ‘soon.’”
‘This is what Nelson told me: he was never the man to have conceived that
charming scene of comedy. Well, to continue, my master was to escort
her Majesty out of the house, the grooms going before with torches. Her
litter was in Thieves’ Row, as you may believe when you reflect that our
train of gunpowder extended down her private flight of steps, across the
garden to the door which gives on to Hamilton House. All my work lay
on that side, and there I should have been; but by some extraordinary
mischance it happened that I was just outside the door when my master led
her Majesty out, and so—in a full light of torches—she came plump upon me.
‘That was a very unfortunate incident, for I was as black as a
charcoal-burner. But there it was: I came full tilt upon her and my
lord, and saw her face in the light of the torches as fair and delicate
as a flower, and her eyes exceedingly bright and luminous, like stars
in midsummer. She was whispering and laughing on my master’s arm, and
he (somewhat distracted) saying, “Ay, ay,” in the way he has when he is
bothered and wishes to be quiet.
‘But at the sight of me flat against the wall she gave a short cry, and
crushed her bosom with her free hand. “O God! O God! who is this?”
‘She caught at my master’s arm. By my head, I had given her a fright—just
as the colliers of old gave that Count of Tuscany who thought they
were devils come to require his soul, and was converted to God, and
built seven fine abbeys before he died. Her mouth was open; she did not
breathe; her face was all white, and her eyes were all black.
‘“Pardon, madam, it is I, your servant, poor French Paris,” I said; and
my master in a hurry, “There, ma’am, there; you see, it is a friend of
ours.”
‘When she got her breath again, it came back in a flood, like to
suffocate her. She struggled and fought for it so, I made sure she would
faint. So did my master, who put his hand behind to catch her and save
the noise of her fall. She shut her eyes, she tottered. Oh, it was a bad
affair! But she recovered herself by some means, and did her bravest to
carry it off. “Jesu, Paris, how begrimed you are!” she said, panting and
swallowing; and my master damned me for a blackguardly spy, and bade me
go wash myself.
‘It is true I was behind the door, but most false that I was spying. God
knows, I had enough secrets to keep without smelling for more. But that
was not a time to be justifying myself. My master took the Queen away
immediately, Mistress Seton with her. Afterwards I heard my Lords Argyll
and Livingstone depart—but not M. de Huntly. I saw him again before I
went out myself.
‘I waited about until I heard the King helped up to bed by his servants;
I waited a long time. They sang a psalm in his chamber, and talked
afterwards, laughing and humming airs. They had the boy to amuse them
with fooleries: Heaven knows what they did or did not. I thought they
would never finish. Finally, I heard the King call, “Good-night all,” saw
the lights put out, and made a move at my best pace to get home, clean
myself, and be ready for the others. Going through the garden along the
edge of my powder-train, I met somebody, who called out, “It is I, the
Earl of Huntly,” and then said, “Remember you of my words? It is now past
midnight. Fire nothing until you hear the strokes of two. More depends
upon that than you can understand. Now be off.” I wished his lordship a
good-night, and he replied, “Go you to the devil with your nights.” So
off I went.
‘We all made ready, and assembled in good time at the door of our house
in the Cowgate: my master, M. Hob Ormiston, M. de Tala, M. de Bowton,
myself, Powrie, Dalgleish, and Patrick Wilson. There may have been
more—it seemed to me that one or another joined us as we went—in which
case I know not their names. We went down by the Blackfriars’ Wynd,
meeting nobody, through the Kirk o’ Field Port, and round by the wall to
Hamilton House. A light was burning in the upper window of that mansion,
and was not extinguished so long as I was there (though they tell me it
was blown out after the explosion); but no man came out to join us at the
appointed place. Half the company was stopped at the corner of the town
wall by my master’s orders: he himself, M. d’Ormiston, and I went into
the garden; and just as we entered, so well had all been timed, I heard
Saint Giles’ toll the hour of two. I lighted the train; and then we all
went back, joined the others (who had seen nothing dangerous outside the
wall), and returned by the way we had come—no one saying anything. We
may have been half of the way to the Gate—I cannot say—when the darkness
was, as it were, split asunder as by a flare of lightning, one of those
sheeted flames that illumines a whole quarter of the sky, and shows in
the midst a jagged core of intenser light. And whilst we reeled before it
came the crash and volley of the noise, as if all Hell were loosed about
us. What became of our betters I know not, nor what became of any. For
myself, I tell you fairly that I stooped and ran as if the air above me
were full of flying devils.
‘By some fate or other I ran, not to the city, but along the wall of the
Blackfriars’ Garden, a long way past the Gate, and lay down in a sort of
kennel there was while I fetched up my breath again. Then, not daring
to go back to the Wynd, for I was sure the whole town would be awake,
I considered that the best thing for me to do was to climb that garden
wall, and lie hidden within it until the citizens had wondered themselves
to sleep. So I did, without difficulty, and felt my way through brakes
and shrubberies into what seemed to be an open space. I lit my lantern,
and found myself in a kind of trained arbour, oval or circular in shape,
made all of clipped box. In the middle of it were a broad platt of
grass and a dial: a snug enough place which would suit me very well. It
appeared to me, too, that there was a settle on the far side, on which I
could repose myself. Good! I would lie there.
‘The path of light made by my lantern showed me now another thing—that I
was not the only tenant of this garden. There lay a man in white midway
of the grass. “Oho,” thinks I, “I will have a close look at you, my
friend, before I settle down.” Peering at him from my safe distance, I
saw that he had another beside him; and made sure that I was on the edge
of an indiscretion. If here I was in a bower of bliss, it became me on
all counts to withdraw. But first I must be sure: too much depended upon
it. I drew nearer: the light fell upon those two who lay so still. My
heart ceased to beat. Stretched out upon that secret grass, with his eyes
staring horribly into the dark, lay the King whom I had gone forth to
slay—stark and dead there, and the dead boy by his side. By God and his
Mother! I am a man of experience, with no call to be on punctilio with
dead men. But that dead man, I am not ashamed to say, made me weep, after
I had recovered myself a little.
‘God has shown me great mercy. I am not guilty of the King’s death, nor
is my master. I should have supposed that my Lord Huntly killed him,
to save the Queen from deadly sin, and could then have understood his
urgent instructions to me not to go to work before a certain hour. If
that had been so, all honour to him. I say, so I should have supposed;
but one little circumstance made me hesitate. Near by, on the same grass
platt, I found a velvet shoe, which I took back with me into town. It
was purchased of me afterwards by Monsieur Archibald Douglas, that
grey-headed young man, for six hundred crowns; and I believe I might have
had double. That, mind you, told me a tale!
‘The King had been smothered, I consider. There were no wounds upon him
of any sort, nor any clothes but his shirt. Taylor, the boy, was naked.
‘There, gentlemen, you have a relation of my share in these dark facts,
told you by a man whose position (as you may say) between one world and
another is likely to sober his fancy and incline him to the very truth.’
French Paris, a jaunty dog—with a kind of brisk, dog’s fidelity upon him
which is a better quality in a rascal than no fidelity, or perhaps than
dull fidelity—has very little more to say to you and me.
[8] Des-Essars himself, it is to be observed, omits this story
altogether.
CHAPTER VII
THE RED BRIDEGROOM
Margaret Carwood, the Queen’s woman, had a tale to tell, if she could be
got to repeat it. She had undressed her mistress, who came in exceedingly
late from Bastien’s masque, and put the bedgown upon her: then was the
time for Father Roche to come in for prayers—if any time were left, which
Carwood could not think was the case. Would her Majesty, considering the
lateness of the hour, excuse his Reverence?
But her Majesty looked wildly at Carwood and began to rave. ‘Do you think
me leprous, Carwood? Am I not to be prayed with? Why, this is treason!’
And she continued to shiver and mutter, ‘Treason! Treason!’ until the
woman, terrified, called up the Chaplain, and he came in with the rest
of the household and began the accustomed prayers. Gradually the Queen
composed herself, and you could hear her voice—as usual—above all the
others, leading the responses.
In the midst of the psalms of the hour, Carwood said, there struck on
all ears a dull thud, like the booming of water upon a rock in the sea;
the windows of the house shook, and litter was heard to fall behind the
wainscot. Then complete silence—and out of that, far off in the city,
rose a low and long wailing cry, ‘as of one hurt to death and desolate.’
Father Roche, who had stopped his _Gloria Patri_ at the first shock, when
he heard that cry, said sharply, ‘O King of Glory, what’s that?’ and
stared at the window, trembling like a very old man; and nobody else was
much bolder than he. But the Queen, stiff as a stone, went on where he
had left off, driving the words out of herself, higher and higher, faster
and faster, until she finished on a shrill, fierce note:—‘_Sicut erat in
principio, et nunc, et semper, et in sæcula sæculorum. Amen_‘; and only
stopped there because it was not her part to begin the next psalm.
A strange midnight picture! There was Father Roche, the old Dominican,
looking all ways for danger, twittering before the candles and cross;
there Des-Essars on his knees, with his white face peaked and taut; there
poor Carwood, her apron over her head, swaying about; there old Mother
Reres spying wickedly out of the corners of her eyes at Mary Livingstone,
stern as thunder. Erskine with his white staff stood at the door, two
clinging pages about him; in the midst, at her faldstool, the slim,
fever-bright Queen in her furred gown, praying aloud, she alone, like
a nun in ecstasy. With Father Roche _in extremis_, Des-Essars was the
first to relieve the strain by boldly intoning the versicle; but there
were no more prayers. Carwood and Livingstone took the Queen to bed, and
Livingstone stayed with her. Carwood says that she herself slept ‘like
drowned weed.’ When Livingstone woke her next morning, she heard the
great bell tolling at Saint Giles’. She asked first of the Queen, and was
told she was ‘quiet.’ She did not dare any more questions, and remained
until midday inmate of the only house in town which did not know the news.
Mary Livingstone would say nothing to any one: in fact, so grim were her
looks that no one cared to question her. Lady Reres kept her chamber.
At nine o’clock the Earl of Huntly came up, with a very fixed face, and
was taken to the Queen’s bedchamber door by Des-Essars, who went no
farther himself, but hung about the corridor and anteroom in case he
might be sent for. Before long he heard the Queen in distress, crying
and talking at once, a flood of broken words; and, whiles, Lord Huntly’s
voice, sombre and restrained, ill calculated to calm her. Presently Mary
Livingstone opened the door, and he heard the Queen calling for him:
‘Baptist, O Baptist, come—quick, quick!’
‘Go to her,’ says Livingstone drily; ‘this is beyond my powers.’
He ran into the room, and saw her lying half-naked on her bed, face
downwards, her hair all over her eyes. She looked like one in mortal
agony.
‘O madam, O sweet madam——’ he began, being on his knees before her.
She lifted her head. ‘Who calls me?’
She sat up, and parted her hair from her face with her finger-tips. He
saw her transfigured, flushed like one with a heat-rash, and her eyes
cloudy black, glazed and undiscerning. She was in a transport of feeling,
far beyond his scope; but she knew him, and cleared in his sight.
‘Baptist, the King is dead.’
‘Dead, madam! Oh, alas!’
She gripped him by the arm and steadied herself by it. She read his very
soul; her eyes seemed to bite him. And she answered a question which he
had not asked.
‘How should I know who slew him? How should I? I know not—I do not
ask—nor need you—nor should you. But there is one who had no hand in
it—be you sure of that. Let none call him murderer—he did nothing amiss.
Do you hear? Do you understand? He is clean as new snow—and I—and I—clean
as the snow, Baptist. O God! O God!’
She loosed his arm and flung herself down, shaken to pieces by her hard
sobbing. Her face had been dry, her eyes tearless. If she could not weep,
he thought, it must go hard with her. Livingstone came into the room
and went to her help. She used no ceremony, got into the bed, and drew
the poor distraught creature to her bosom, whispered to her, kissed and
stroked her, mothered her as if it were one of her own children she was
tending. The Queen clung to her. Lord Huntly drew Des-Essars aside, into
the embrasure of the window.
‘Listen to me, Monsieur Des-Essars,’ he said: ‘I speak to you because
I know that you are in her Majesty’s confidence. It is very necessary
that her friends should understand what I am going to tell you. My Lord
Bothwell had no part in the King’s death. It is true he intended it—I do
not attempt to conceal that from you—and even that he went farther than
intent; but the King was dead before he came. He had his own plans, and
laid them well. But there were other plans of which he had no suspicion.’
Des-Essars would have spoken; Lord Huntly put a hand over his mouth. ‘Say
nothing. Ask me not who did it. I was there, and saw it done. I believe
that it was just, and will answer for my part when it is required of me.’
‘My lord,’ said Des-Essars, ‘your secret is safe with me. I will only say
this: If that person of whom you spake had no part in the deed, then she
is free.’
‘She is free,’ said Huntly. ‘I saw to that.’
‘You saw to it—you?’
‘I saw to it. It was I who deceived—that person—and delayed his plans.
There was a time, long ago, when I played her false. She trusted me,
believing in my honesty, and I forsook her. I have never been able to
forgive myself or ceased to call myself traitor until now. And this time,
when she has trusted me but little, I have served her.’
‘I hope you may have served her, my lord, but——’
‘Man,’ said Huntly sternly, ‘what are your hopes or mine to the purpose
in a case of the sort? Do you not know her better? She would have had
him, had he been soaked in blood. Well! now she can have him clean.’
Des-Essars knelt down and kissed the other’s hand. ‘My lord, you have
given me a schooling in great love. If the time comes when there shall be
need of me, I hope to prove myself your good pupil.’
‘Get up,’ said Huntly, not pleased with this tribute; ‘they serve best
who talk least. But you may be sure that the time is at hand when there
will be need of more than you and me.’ He looked sadly out of window,
across the red roofs, out into the slowly brightening sky. Des-Essars was
silent.
They announced the Earl of Bothwell. The Queen put back her hair and
wiped her eyes—for Mary Livingstone had thawed her hard grief. She
covered herself up to the neck. Bothwell came in, with a low reverence
at the door, and made room for Livingstone to go out. She swept by him
like a Queen-mother. Queen Mary beckoned him to the bedside, and gave
him both her hands to hold. ‘Oh, you have come to me! Oh, you have come
to me!’ was all she could say. She could not speak coherently for her
full heart. He bent over and kissed her; and for a time they remained so,
whispering brokenly to each other and kissing. ‘Have you heard Huntly’s
tale?’ she asked him aloud.
He was now sitting composedly by her bed, one leg over the other.
‘Yes, yes, long ago! We have had our talk together.’
She fingered the counterpane. ‘Belike he told you more than I could win
of him. He will name no names.’
Bothwell laughed shortly.
‘He is wise. Names make mischief. I could wish his own were as well out
of that as mine is. Heard you of Archie’s shoe?’
She had not. He told her of Paris’s discovery in the garden; they both
laughed at Archie’s mishap. Bothwell supposed it would cost him five
hundred crowns to redeem. We know from Paris that it cost him six.
My Lord Bothwell’s opinion, which he expressed with great freedom, was
that Morton and the Douglases had killed the King soon after he had been
put to bed. The body had been cold when Paris found it—cold and stiff.
Then there was a woman, who had been talking with her neighbours, and
found herself under examination in the Tolbooth before she could end
her tale. She lived in Thieves’ Row. She declared, and nothing so far
had shaken her, that a tick or two after midnight she had heard the
scuffling of many feet in the road, and a voice which cried aloud, ‘Pity
me, kinsmen, for the love of Him who pitied all the world!’ She heard it
distinctly; but, being in bed, and accustomed to hear such petitions, did
not get up, and soon after fell asleep. Also there had been heard a boy
crying, ‘Enough to break your heart,’ she said. But it had not broken her
rest, for all that. This was the story, and——‘Well, now,’ says my Lord
Bothwell, ‘what else are you to make of that?’
Des-Essars, watching the Queen’s face under this recital, saw the clouds
gather for a storm. Lord Huntly had listened to it with unmoved face. At
the end he said gravely, ‘He was long dying’; and no one spoke or moved
for some minutes until the Queen suddenly hid her face and sobbed, and
cried out that she wished she herself were dead. Lord Bothwell, at that,
put his arms about her with rough familiarity, lifted her half out of
bed to his own breast, kissed her lax lips, and said, ‘That wilt thou
unwish within these few days. What! when thou art thine own mistress
and all? No, but thou wilt desire to live rather, to be my dear comfort
and delight. For now, look thou, my honey-Queen, thou and I are to get
our bliss of one another.’ She, not responding by word or sign, but
struggling and striving to be free of his arms, presently he put her
down again, and left her. Huntly followed him; and they went up to the
Council, which was set for noon.
‘I remained kneeling by her,’ says Des-Essars, ‘while she lay without
motion, until presently I found that she was in a heavy sleep. When I
went downstairs I heard that Mistress Livingstone had left the Court and
gone to her husband, Sempill, at Beltrees.’
* * * * *
The silence of the town during those first few days of doubt was a
terrifying thing, enough to try the nerves of the stoutest man; it drove
the Queen to such dangerous excesses of exaltation and despondency that
all her friends were on tenterhooks to get her away before the storm
(which all knew must be brooding) should burst. For what could it portend
but a storm, this fatal silence, this unearthly suspense of clamour
and judgment? It was not that the citizens merely held their tongues
from rumour: it was more literally silence; they talked not at all. If
you walked up the Netherbow or round the porch of Saint Giles’; if you
hung about the Luckenbooths at noon or ventured any of the Wynds at
sun-setting—wheresoever you went about Edinburgh, you heard the padding
of feet sparsely on the flagstones; but no voices, no hawkers’ cries, no
women calling their children out of the gutters, nor bickering of men
in the ale-shops, nor laughter, nor bewailing. The great houses were
closely shut and guarded; the Lords of the Privy Council transacted their
business behind close doors; messengers came and went, none questioning;
the post came galloping down the hill with a clatter which you would
have thought enough to open every window in the High Street and show you
every pretty girl at her best. But no! So long as the King remained above
ground, Death kept his wrinkled hand upon Edinburgh and made the place
seem like a burying-ground, whose people were the mourners, crouched,
whispering, against the walls—and all together huddled under the cold
spell of the graves.
This continued until the day of the funeral, by which time it was
absolutely necessary that the Queen should be got away. She agreed—was
eager to go; and, before she went, saw the body of the King, which lay
in the Chapel Royal, upon a tressle bed, dressed up in the gilt cuirass
and white mantle which in life it had worn so bravely. Mary Seton and
Des-Essars, who took her in, were so relieved to find their anxieties
vain that they had no thought to be surprised. ‘Not only did she stand
and look upon the corpse without change of countenance or any sign of
distress, but she had her wits all at command. The first thing she said
was, “He looks nobly lying there so still: in life he was ever fidgeting
with his person,”—which was quite true. And the next thing was, “Look
you, look you, he lies just over Davy’s grave!” And then she remembered
that we were within one month of the anniversary of that poor wretch’s
undoing by this very dead; she reminded us of it. Without any more words,
she remained there standing, looking earnestly at him and round about
him; and bade one of the priests who watched go fetch a new candle, for
one was nearly spent. So far as I could ascertain, she did not kneel
or offer any prayer; and after a time she walked slowly away, without
reverence to the altar—a strange omission in her—or any looking back. Nor
did I ever hear her, of her own motion, speak of him again; but he became
to her as though he had never been—which, in a sense that means he had
touched or moved her, he never had. Before the funeral celebrations she
went to my Lord Seton’s house, and there remained waiting until the Earl
of Bothwell could find time to visit her, full of projects, very sanguine
and contented. She said to me one day, “You think my maids have forsaken
me; you grieve over Livingstone and Fleming. Of the last I say nothing;
but I can fetch Livingstone back to me whenever I choose. You shall see.”
And she did it before very long.’
On the night following the funeral the profound silence of Edinburgh
was broken by a long shrill cry, as of a wandering man. Several people
heard him, and shivered in their beds; only one, bolder than the rest,
saw him in a broad patch of moonlight. He came slowly down the midst of
the Canongate, flap-hatted and cloaked; and as he went, now and again
he threw up his head towards the moon, and cried, like one calling the
news, ‘Vengeance on those who caused me to shed innocent blood! O Lord,
open the heavens and pour down vengeance on those that have destroyed
the innocent!’ Upon the hushed city the effect was terrible, as you may
judge by this, that no windows were opened and no watchman ventured to
stop the man. But next morning there was found a bill upon the Cross
which accused Bothwell by name of the deed. It drew a crowd, and then, as
by one consent, all tongues were loosened and all pens set free to rail.
The Queen was not spared; pictures of her as the Siren, fish-tailed,
ogling, naked, malign, made the walls shameful. The preachers took up
the text and shrieked her name; and every night the shrouded crier went
his rounds. The Red Bridegroom was on all tongues, the Pale Bride in all
men’s thoughts.
The Earl of Bothwell, strongly guarded as he was, took, or affected to
take, no notice of the clamour; but Archie Douglas became very uneasy,
and induced his cousin Morton to have the nightly brawler apprehended. He
was therefore taken on the fourth night, and shut up in a pestilential
prison called the Thief’s Pit, where no doubt he shortly died. But his
words lived after him, and he testified through all men’s tongues.
Among the many thousand rumours that got about was one, intolerable to
Bothwell, that the Earl of Moray was about to return to Edinburgh, and,
_in the absence of the Queen_, act for the general good of the realm.
It was said also that Morton was in correspondence with him, and that
it was by his orders that Mr. James Balfour, parson of Fliske, was to
be arrested and confined to his own house. Adding to these things the
daily letters of the Earl of Lennox to the Privy Council, appealing, in a
father’s name, to the honour of Scotland; adding also the Queen’s letters
to himself, my Lord Bothwell judged it wise to depart the town; so went
down to her Majesty in the country, to Lord Seton’s house, where she
still lay. And as he rode out of town, close hemmed in the ranks of his
own spearmen, he heard for the first time that name which had been his
ever since tongues began to wag: ‘Ay, there he goes for his wages, the
Red Bridegroom.’
The night of his coming, old Lady Reres made mischief, if any were left
to be made; for after supper, fiddlers being in the gallery, what must
she to do but clap her hands to them and call for a tune. ‘Fiddlers,’
says she, ‘I call for “Well is me since I am free”‘; and she got it too.
Lord Bothwell gave one of his great guffaws, and held out his hand at the
signal; the Queen laughed as she took it and was pleased. They danced
long and late. But next morning my Lord Seton made some kind of excuse,
and left his own house, nor would he come back to it until the Court had
removed. With him went the Earl of Argyll.
These departures were the signal for the most insensate revelry—led by
the Queen, insisted upon by her, satisfying neither herself nor her
lover, nor any of her friends. Des-Essars and the few faithful of the old
stock looked on as best they could, always in silence. Not one of them
would talk to another, for fear he should hear something with which he
would be forced to agree. _Le Secret des Secrets_ is extremely reticent
over this insane ten days, in which the Queen—it must be said—was to be
seen (by those who had the heart to observe) wooing a man to sin; and
when he would not, after torments of deferred desire, of mortification,
and of that reproach which never fails a baffled sinner, springing
hot-eyed to the chase next day, following him about, wreathing her
arms, kissing and whispering, beckoning, inviting, trying all ways to
lure him on; heart-rending spectacle for any modest young man, but, to
a worshipper-at-a-distance like our chronicler, an almost irremediable
disaster, since it kept an open sore in the fair image he had made,
and showed him horrible people, with eyesight as good as his own,
leering at it. Yes! French Paris, Bastien, Carwood, Joachim, the baser
sort—grooms, valets, chamber-women, scullions of the kitchen, saw his
flame-proud Queen craving, and craving in vain. He ground his teeth over
the squalid comedy. His pen is as secret as death; but it is said that,
on one occasion, when he had seen Bothwell stalk into the labyrinth, and
soon afterwards the Queen, her head hooded, steal lightly after him, the
comments of other beholders roused him to vehement action. It is said
that he heard chuckling from the base court, and a ‘Did you mark that?
She is close on his heels—a good hound she!’ and saw two greasy heads
hobnobbing. He waited, blinking his eyes, until one began to whistle the
ramping tune of ‘O, gin Jocky wad but steal me!’ then flashed into the
court and drubbed a grinning cook-boy within a few inches of his life.
What satisfaction this just exercise may have been was spoiled by the
reflection that the flogged rascal knew why he had been made to smart:
enough to make our young knight cut off the avenging hand.
These things weighed and considered, I think that what little he does say
is curiously judicial. He remarks that the Queen his mistress, restless
and miserable as she was, invited oblivion by eating and drinking too
much, by dancing too much, by riding too hard; that she suffered from
want of sleep; that, as for her love-affair, it was no joy to her. ‘Hers
was a plain case of mental love. But I say, _Hum!_—where the Lover
makes an _eidolon_ of the Beloved, and is happiest contemplating that,
adorning it with flowers of fancy, and planning delights which can only
be realised in solitude,—then the bodily presence of the adored creature
effectually destroys the image: a seeming paradox.
‘Thus, however, it was with my mistress. Never was man less suited to
lady than this burly lord; never did lady contrive out of material so
clumsy master of her bosom so divine. But his presence marred all,
because it led her to indulge the monstrous reality instead of the idea.
She was generous to a fault (all her faults, indeed, were due to excess
of nobility), and most injudicious. Her submission to him tempted him all
ways—to domineer, to be overbearing, insolent, a brute; to treat her
on occasion as I am very sure my Lady Bothwell would never have allowed
herself to be treated. But the Queen bowed her head for still greater
ignominy, although more than once I saw her flinch and look away, as if,
poor soul, she turned quickly, to comfort herself, from the hateful, real
Bothwell of fed flesh to that shining Bothwell of her heart and mind. In
all this she was her own enemy; but (by a misfortune two-edged) in other
ways she contrived enemies for him. Thus it was an act of madness to make
him presents of the late king’s stud, of his dogs and horse-furniture.
She added—O doting, most unhappy prodigal!—the gilt armour and great
golden casque with crimson plumes, by which the dolt king had been best
known. Nothing that she could have done could have been worse judged.
_Quem Deus vult perdere!_ Alas and alas!
‘Yet, I must say, it is due to my Lord Bothwell to remember that he
was now what he had always been—not consciously cruel, not wilful to
torment her, and by no means withholding from her what she so sorely
needed of him by any scruples of conscience. Coarse in grain he was, and
candidly appetent, but as continent as Joseph when his cautionary side
was alert; and, true to his nation, he was at once greedy and cautious.
He was never one to refuse gratification to a woman who loved him, if
by granting it he could afford any real gratification to himself. It
was a question of the scales with him. Now, in the present state of his
ventures everything must wait upon security: and security was the last
thing he had gained. He would have pleased her if he could, for he was
by no means an ill-tempered man, nor a cruel man, unless his necessities
drove him that way. And just now they did drive him. His position in
Scotland was full of peril: he was universally credited with the King’s
death, had few friends, and could not count upon keeping those he had.
In fine, everything that he had consistently striven after from the hour
when he first saw the Queen at Nancy was just within his grasp. He had
climbed the tree inch by inch, bruised himself, scratched himself, torn
his clothes to rags; and now it seemed that he hung by a thread—and
the fruit could not be plucked yet. The fruit was dropping ripe, but he
dared not stretch out his hand for it, lest it should fall by his shaking
of the branch, or he by moving too soon. If either fell, he was a dead
man. What wonder if he were fretful, gloomy, suspicious, full of harsh
mockery? What wonder, again, if he seemed cruel in refusing to ease her
smart until his neck were safe? No, I do not blame him. But I curse the
hour in which his mother bore him—to be the bane of his country and his
Queen. No more.’
* * * * *
The Court returned to Edinburgh upon the news that an Ambassador
Extraordinary was come from England. Although there could be no doubt of
the matter of his errand, Bothwell insisted upon his reception. In other
respects the Queen was glad to go. Her malady kept her from any rest; the
emptiness of the days aggravated it until it devoured the substance of
her flesh. She had grown painfully thin; she had a constant cough—could
not sleep, and was not nourished by meat and drink. Her eyes burned like
sunken fires, her lips were as bright as blood, but all the rest of her
was a dead, unwholesome white. She said that there was a rat gnawing at
her heart. In such a desperate case it seemed to her friends that the
murmurs and mutterings of Edinburgh could bring her no further harm: so
she went, entered in semi-state, and got a fright.
Her reception was bad: not cold, but accompanied by the murmurs of a
great and suspicious crowd. She heard the name they had for Bothwell—‘The
Red Bridegroom’—half-voiced with a grim snarl of humour in the tone.
Nothing was actually said against herself, but she was acutely sensitive
to shades of difference; and after riding rigidly down to Holyrood, the
moment she had alighted she caught Des-Essars by the arm, and, ‘You see!
You see! They hate me!’
But Mr. Killigrew, from England, and the Earl of Morton, when she
summoned him, soon assured her that what Scotland felt towards her was as
nothing compared to the common abhorrence of her lover.
Bothwell went away to Liddesdale to see his wife. It is supposed that
there was an understanding between him and the Queen, because she made
no objection to his going, and did not fret in his absence. She saw
Mr. Killigrew alone, in a darkened room, saying: ‘The first thing his
mistress, my sister, will ask him, is of my favour in affliction; and I
know,’—she put her hand on her bosom—‘I know how thin I am become, and
how the tears have worn themselves caves in my cheeks; and would not for
all the world that they in England should know.’ The audience lasted
half-an-hour; and when Mr. Killigrew left Holyrood, he went to Lord
Morton’s house. Thence, it was afterwards found out, he made a journey
to Dunkeld, and paid a two days’ visit to the Earl of Moray. There is no
doubt he went back full charged to England.
Des-Essars gleaned all the news he could. He told the whole to Huntly,
to the Queen what he must. The town was full of dangerous ferment, which
at any moment might burst out. Most of the lords were in the country;
most of them were, or had been, at Dunkeld: Seton, Argyll, Atholl,
Lindsay, Morton, Mar had all conferred with Moray. What had they to say
to him? What, above all, had Morton to say to him—Morton, who had killed
the King? When Huntly had this question put, and could find no answer
to it, he went directly to the Queen and advised her to send for her
brother. She hated the necessity, but allowed it. Meanwhile, the King’s
father, old Lennox, wrote daily letters to her and to the Council, crying
vengeance on the murder. He did not hesitate, in writing to the lords,
to name Bothwell, Tala, and Ormiston as the murderers; and they did not
hesitate to repeat his charges to the Queen. Old Lady Reres, delighting
in mischief, underscored the names in red whenever she could. The Queen
was furious.
‘He is innocent of all—I know it for a truth. Who accuses my Lord of
Bothwell accuses me. It is rank treason.’
These sort of speeches cannot acquit a man, and may convict their speaker.
Then my Lord Moray, in a courteous letter, excused himself from
attendance upon his sovereign at this conjuncture. His health, he
regretted to say, was far from good, or he should not have failed to obey
her Majesty. The Queen was much put about. Send a peremptory summons to
the Earl of Morton, says Huntly; she did it without question. Morton
came on the night of 8th March, and Des-Essars, who saw him ride into
the courtyard at the head of a troop in his livery, remembered that on
the same night a year ago he and these pikemen of his had been masters
of Holyrood. What a whirligig! Masters of Holyrood; then outwitted,
ruined, and banished; now back in favour, and, by the look of them, in
a fair way to be masters again. The bluff lord had the masterful air;
the way in which he announced himself seemed to say, ‘Oh, she’ll see me
quick enough! She hath need of me, look you!’ He was very much at his
ease—cracked his jokes with Erskine all the way upstairs, and, meeting
Lethington at the head of them, asked after his new wife, with a gross
and somewhat premature rider to the general question.
She sent for her young confidant when the audience was over, and greeted
him with, ‘Now, foolish boy, you shall be contented. He is fast for
us—will say nothing if we say nothing.’
‘Oh, madam, did he seek to bargain with your Majesty?’
She laughed. ‘No, no! Nor did I cross his palm with earnest-money. But
there would have been no harm.’
‘Madam,’ he said, ‘you shall forgive me for saying that there would have
been much. It is not for the prince to compound with treason, nor for a
noble, innocent lady to traffic with the guilty.’
She stopped his mouth, her hand upon it. ‘Hush, thou foolish boy! What
treason did he do? To set me free—is this treason? To rid me of my
tyrant—was this guilt?’
He hung his head, and she watched his confusion; then, repenting, stroked
his face, murmuring, ‘Foolish boy! Fond boy! Fond and foolish both—to
love a lover!’
She told him a secret. She had heard two women talking beyond the garden
wall. They spoke laughingly together of the Red Bridegroom—‘and of me,
Baptist, they spake somewhat.’
‘I know, I know! Tell me no more.’
‘Of me they spake,’ she went on. ‘“Bothwell’s wench,” they said,
“Bothwell’s——”’
He caught at her wrist. ‘Stop! I will not hear you! I shall kill myself
if you say that word!’
She swung her hand to and fro, and his with it, which held her so fast.
‘The word,’ she said, ‘is nothing without the thing—and the thing is not
true. I would that it were! Do you set so much store by names and framed
breaths and idle ceremonies, and call yourself my lover? Do you tell me
to my face that if I called you to come to me, to stretch open your two
arms and clasp me within them, and to fly with me this world of garniture
and bending backs and wicked scheming heads, and abide night and morning,
through noon-heat and evening glow and the secrets of long nights under
the watching stars, fast by my side, with our mouths together and our
hearts kissing, and our two souls molten to one—do you tell me now that
you would deny me? Answer you.’
He faced her steadfastly. ‘I do say so. I should deny you. I serve God,
and honour you. How should I dare do you dishonour?’
She was very angry—shook him off. ‘Leave my wrist. How do you presume to
hold your Queen? Leave me alone! You insult me by look and word.’
He left her at once, but she sent for him early next morning and easily
made amends.
Driven to it at last, on the 24th of the month she wrote to old Lennox
that Bothwell should be tried by his peers. She did it partly because
Huntly advised it as the only possible way to stop the growing clamour,
but much more because she wanted Bothwell back. He had been with his wife
all the month; Huntly also had been there more than once—Adam Gordon, old
Lady Huntly. A family council was, perhaps, in the nature of the case;
but all the members of that had returned a week ago, and why should he
remain? Why, indeed, if (as all Scotland believed) he had gone to urge
divorce upon his Countess? So the excuse was made to serve: he was
formally summoned; returned to town on the 28th; made public entry with
an imposing force of his friends and adherents; kissed the Queen’s hand
in all men’s sight, and on the same day sat at the Council board, and
discussed with the others, who were to try him, the precedents for his
own trial. This was no way to satisfy Lennox or Edinburgh.
The assize was fixed for 12th April. On the 7th of that month the Earl
of Moray left Scotland without leave asked or leave-taking of the Queen.
He stayed a day at Berwick, and had a long conference with the English
Warden, then took ship and sailed for France. This should have given
her pause, and did for a day or two; but to a craving nymph, stalking
gauntly the waste places, what matters but the one thing? It made
Des-Essars serious enough, and put French Paris in a dreadful fright. His
master, he said, ‘was fool enough to be glad at his going; but the Queen
knew better. M. Des-Essars told me that she wept, and would have sent
messengers after him to get him back if she could. Ah, and she was right!
For when yet did that lord’s departure betoken her anything but harm?
Never, never, never!’ says French Paris.
The trial itself was a form from beginning to end, with the Queen a
declared partisan, and the assize packed with her friends or his. My
lord rode down to it as to a wedding; he rode one of the dead king’s
horses—rode it gaily; and as he departed he looked up at the window
and waved his hat, and all men saw the flutter of the Queen’s white
handkerchief; and some say that she herself was to be seen smiling and
nodding to him. Certain it is that when he was cleared—a matter of a few
hours—and came out into the light of day and the face of a huge crowd,
which blocked the street from side to side, he was met by Lethington,
bareheaded, and by Melvill, bowing to the earth, and by the concourse
with a chill and rather terrible silence. One shrill cry went up in all
that quiet, and one alone. ‘Burn the hure!’ was shrieked by a woman, but
instantly hushed down, and nothing was heard after it but the trampling
of horses as Bothwell’s troop went by. When the Queen met him at the foot
of the palace stairs, he went down on his knees; but many saw the smile
that looped up his mouth. She was very much moved, could not say more
than, ‘Get up—come—I must speak with you.’
He went upstairs with her—they two alone. The courts and yards of
Holyrood were like a camp.
Such a state of things might not last for long. Bothwell could not go
out of doors alone. Even in company his hand was always at his dagger,
his eye for ever casting round, probing corners for ambushes, searching
men’s faces for signs of wavering or fixed purpose. Strong man as he was,
circumstances were too many for him: he told Paris one day that he was
‘near done.’
‘Sir,’ says Paris, ‘and so, I take leave to say, is the Queen’s majesty.
If your lordship is for the seas——’
‘Damn you, I am not!’ said Bothwell.
He considered the case as closely as ever anything in his life, for
he was engaged in a great game. He consulted one or two men—Melvill,
Lord Livingstone, his leering old uncle of Orkney. He sounded Morton,
Argyll, Bishop Lesley (as he now was become); and then he gave a supper
at Ainslie’s, opened his plans, and got their promises to stand by him.
He wrote these out and made them sign. This was on 19th April, and that
night he certainly saw the Queen. I say ‘certainly’ because Des-Essars,
who was with her afterwards, was told by her that ‘her lord’ had gone
into Liddesdale to harry the reivers. Something in her tone—he could not
see her eyes—made him doubt her: a little something made him suspect that
she intended him to doubt.
So, ‘Reivers, ma’am!’ he cried. ‘Is this a time to consider the lifting
of cattle, when yourself and him are in danger, and no man knows when the
town may rise?’
Her answer was an odd one. She was sitting in a low chair by the wood
fire, leaning back, looking at the red embers through her fingers. Before
she spoke she lowered her head, as if to put her face in shadow, and
looked up at him sideways. He saw the gleam of one eye, the edge of her
cheek where the light caught it. As he read her, she was laughing at him.
‘More may be lifted than cattle by these wild men of the Border. I am
going to Stirling in two days’ time, and maybe we shall meet, my lord and
I.’
He asked her calmly—accustomed to her way of declaring certainties as
possibilities—was such a meeting arranged for? ‘Come to me, child,’ she
said (though he was not a child), and when he obeyed, ‘Kneel by my side.’
She put her arm round his neck in a sisterly fashion, and said, ‘You
shall be with me to Stirling, and again when we depart from Stirling.
You forget not that you are my brother? Well, then, brother, I say to
you, Leave me not now, for the time is at hand when I shall need you. I
believe I am to be made the happiest woman in the world, and need you to
share my joy as much as ever you did my sorrow. Hereafter, for many days,
I may have no time to speak privately with you. Kiss me, therefore, and
wish me happy days and nights.’
He kissed her, wondering and fearing. ‘Oh,’ he said, ‘bethink you what
you are about! I beg of you to speak with my lord of Huntly in this
business of Stirling.’
She said, ‘It is done. I have spoken with him: he was here but an hour
gone. And I have Lethington on my side, and Mary Livingstone and Fleming
will both be with me.’ She laughed at her thoughts; not for a long time
had her old malicious gaiety been upon her. ‘I knew that I could win back
Livingstone. Guess you how I did it.’ And when he could not, or would
not, she whispered in his ear, ‘She believes I am with child by the King.’
Des-Essars had nothing to say, but she kept him by her, talking of her
life about to begin, her joy and pride, love, duty, privilege, in a way
so innocent and candid, she might have been a child at play. The hours
were small when he bade her good-night, and she said laughingly, ‘Yes, go
now. I shall be wise to sleep while I may.’
As he went he stretched out his arms, let them fall, and shrugged his
young shoulders—gestures all of despair.
Where all was prepared beforehand it was not hard to forecast the turn of
events. It fell out much as Des-Essars had reasoned it over to himself.
Upon a fresh spring morning of flitting clouds and dancing grasses, the
Queen’s party, rounding the shoulder of a green hill, was suddenly
advised of a company of horsemen, advancing at a leisurely trot, at some
quarter mile’s distance. One could look upon what followed as at a play;
for it may be taken for truth that not a man, soldier or other, so much
as swept the uplands with his eye, so conscious was he that a play indeed
it was! The oncoming troop was observed in silence; in silence, without
word of command or lifted hand, each halted at a spear’s throw. The Earl
of Bothwell, with two lieutenants, rode forward, baring his head as he
came. Nobody of the Queen’s men went out to meet him; nobody hailed him;
nobody moved to safeguard the Queen, who herself sat motionless upon her
little white jennet, in the forefront of her escort, Mary Livingstone on
one side of her and Mary Fleming on the other. The Earl came to her side,
reining up short as his stirrup clicked against hers.
‘Madam, for your Grace’s protection and honour I am come to lead you to
a safe hold. I beseech your Majesty take it not amiss in one who desires
above all things to serve you.’
The Queen, in a very low voice, replied, ‘Lead me, sir, according to your
good judgment.’
He took up the rein of her horse, wheeled, and led her away to his
own troop, no one staying him. Mary Livingstone whipped after her,
Mary Fleming followed. Then the Earl of Huntly, looking round upon the
remnant, free there and armed upon the road, said in measured tones,
‘Follow, sirs, since it seems we are prisoners.’
If play it was, it was not even played properly, but had been reduced to
a spiritless rite. Yet, as Des-Essars has the wit to remark, to the Queen
the whole had been an act of very beautiful symbolism. He had noticed, as
no one else did, the gesture with which she gave herself up—her opened
palms, bowed head, good eyes, at once trusting and thankful. Ah! she
had been immodest once in her dire need, panting, blowsed, scratched,
dishevelled by her ardent chase. He had seen her so, and shuddered. But
now she was modest, but now she had regained virginity. A folded maid
sought in marriage by a man, she had bowed her head. ‘Lead me, sir,
according to your good judgment!’ Thus Des-Essars, fond lover! It is
safe to assert that he was alone in discerning these fine things, as the
lining of a very vulgar business.
* * * * *
The moment he had the Queen at Dunbar, which was reached by nightfall, my
lord dismounted her and took her away. Led by his hand, she went without
a word to her women, without any looking back. The rest of the company
was left to shift as best it could. There were meat and drink on the
spread tables; there may have been beds or there may not. The Queen was
no more seen.
Sir James Melvill made an effort, let off a quip or two, ruminated
aloud in an anecdotic vein, rallied Lethington, flattered Huntly, felt
himself snubbed and knew that he deserved it, but waived off the feeling
with his ‘H’m, h’m!’ and recovered his dignity. Huntly gloomed upright;
Des-Essars was bent double, head in hands; Lethington walked up and down
the hall, marking with his eye flagstones upon which he must alight at
every step, or be ruined. To watch his mad athletics made his gentle
wife grieve and Mary Sempill rage. Most of Bothwell’s men were asleep;
Ormiston was drunk; Hob, his brother, was both. Gradually silence, which
had been fitful, became universal; and then they heard the wind moaning
round the great house and the sea beating at the black rock on which
it stands. The casements shook, doors far off slammed again and again,
gulls and kittiwakes screamed as they swept to and fro over the strand;
and as the doomed company sat on in the dark listening to all this, and
some thinking with horror of what could be doing between those two in the
vast wind-possessed house, and some with pity welling like blood, and
some shamefully, and some with wisely nodding heads—presently, when the
shrilling of the birds grew piercingly loud, one of these banged against
the window, and fought there at the glass, battling with wings of panic.
Mary Sempill rose with a shriek. ‘O God, save her! O God, save her!’ She
was thinking of her Queen.
Nobody moved except Mary Fleming, who felt out the way to her and put
arms about her.
Thus the night went on.
In the morning Paris came down and said that her Majesty desired to see
Mistress Sempill. She was taken up, and found the Queen in bed in a
darkened room. She walked to the edge of the bed and looked down, seeing
little. The Queen lay still, one of her bare arms out of bed; this arm
she slowly raised and touched her Livingstone’s cheek, then dropped it
again heavily.
But her Livingstone had now recovered herself, and could afford to be
cynical.
‘Well—Honeypot?’ said she.
‘Empty,’ said the Queen.
Then her Livingstone kissed her.
CHAPTER VIII
THE BRIDE’S PRELUDE
French Paris took a letter to Lady Bothwell from Dunbar, as he thinks,
on the day after the ravishing: he fixes his date from the fact that Sir
James Melvill happened to tell him that it was his birthday, the 25th of
April.
‘Not the first I have spent in durance, my good fellow,’ the genial
gentleman had added, ‘although I tell you candidly that it is the first
wedding-night—so to call it—at which I have assisted in such a place.’
Paris would have prolonged so interesting a conversation if his master
had not been waiting to be dressed. As it was, he excused himself and
hurried up to his duties; which done, my lord handed him a letter,
saying, ‘Deliver this safely, at your peril; and remember also that
whatsoever my lady shall ask you, she is to have a full answer.’
‘Your lordship may count upon me,’ says the valet, hoping with all his
heart that she would not tax his countenance too far. Leaving the room,
he was recalled.
‘One thing more, Paris. Your mistress will give you a coffer for me.
Guard it well, as you value your neck; for, trust me, if you come not
home with that intact, I will run you down though you were in the bury of
Hell.’
‘Rest easy, my lord,’ said Paris superbly, ‘rest easy here, and disport
yourself as seems good to your wisdom; for certainly I shall never fail
you. Nor have I ever,’ added the poor complacent rogue, and took the
thought with him up the gallows ladder.
It is a singular thing that Bothwell knew his wife so little as to
provide against a line of conduct which she could never have taken.
According to Paris, she asked him no awkward questions at all, but read
her letter calmly, dipping a toast in white wine and whey as she read. At
the end, after musing a while, looking extremely handsome, she said: ‘My
lord, I see, makes no mention how long he remains at Dunbar. Knowest thou
anything to the purpose?’
Nothing awkward here; but Paris blundered it. ‘Oh, my lady,’ he says,
conscious of his red face, ‘I suppose his lordship will stay out the
moon.’
‘What hath he to do with the moon, or the moon with him, fool?’ said the
Countess; and soon afterwards sent him away, as without any value for her.
One can picture him then in the kitchen quarters—jaunty, abounding in
winks and becks; or with the grooms in the stables—what conversations!
The play, dragged by the weary, high players, must have quickened when
the clowns tumbled through it.
Next day my lady had him up again to her chamber and gave him letters
for Edinburgh: a large packet for a notary, one Balnaves or Balneaves,
another for the Archbishop’s Grace of Saint Andrews at Hamilton House.
‘Deliver these with speed, Paris, and come back to me—but not here. I
shall be at Crichton expecting you—and give you a packet for my lord.’
This is how Paris learned that process of divorce was begun. He dates it
the 26th-27th April.
Demure, wide-eared scamp! he was not idle in town, I assure you; but
ran from cawsey to cawsey, from tavern-parlour to still-room, into all
churches, chapels, brothels, about the quays of Leith, up and down the
tenement stairs, spying, watching, judging, and remembering. He was most
amazed at the preachers, whose licence to talk exceeded all bounds of
belief. There was one Cragg, well named for a rock-faced, square-hewn
man, colleague of Mr. Knox’s: to listen only to this firebrand! This
Cragg—Paris heard him—rocked screaming and sweating over the brink of his
pulpit, and hailed his Queen a Jezebel, a Potiphar’s wife, a strumpet of
the Apocalypse. ‘And I could have wrung his brazen neck for him,’ said
Paris, ‘but that all the people stood packed about him murmuring their
agreement. It would have been my death to have declared myself—and I was
vowed to return to my lord.’
The city seemed to be in the governance of the Earl of Morton,
unsuspected of any hand in the late crime, and of Lord Lindsay, whom
all hot gospellers loved. Close in with them was Grange—Kirkcaldy of
Grange—a very busy man, Marshal of the City, Captain of the Guard, who
kept surveillance of Holyrood and the lower town. Paris perceived that
he was lieutenant to Lord Morton, a cultivable person if willing to be
cultivated. About his doors, every day and at all hours of the day, he
saw messengers stand with horses ready. Now and again one would come out
with his despatches bound upon him, mount and ride off—south, north,
west. Similarly, others came in, white with dust, and delivered up
their charges to the porter at the door. Paris, never without resource,
inquired into the matter, and found out with whom Grange corresponded.
With my Lord of Atholl at Perth! With my Lord of Moray in Paris! With
Mr. Secretary Cecil in London! Why, this was treasonable stuff, hanging
stuff, as he told his informant—Gavin Douglass, body-servant to Mr.
Archie of the name—who knew it as well as he did.
‘Oh, ay, you make up your mind to the treason o’t, Paris,’ says Gavin;
‘but I recommend you let not my master catch you in this town. You have
had six hundred gold crowns of his for the price of an old shoe—he has
never ceased to talk of it, believe me. No later than yesterday he was
at it, saying that pretty soon he could afford to give all his clothing
to the world and stand up mother-naked as he was born, and be none the
worse. “And to think,” says he, “to think I could be such a custard-faced
loon as to buy back my slipper from a rogue I shall be hanging in a
week.”’
Paris was indignant and hurt. ‘I can see,’ he said, ‘that the lords
of Scotland are at their favourite game of beggar-my-neighbour. _Dieu
de Dieu!_ what else could we have expected? Your Scotch way: roguery
upon roguery, thieves on thieves’ backs, traitors who betray their
co-traitors—hogs and rats, one and all!’
He left Edinburgh much alarmed at the state of its affairs, determined to
be done with the Countess at Crichton and back again in Dunbar as soon as
might be; but, greatly to his annoyance, her ladyship, being busy with
her law business, kept him four or five days kicking his heels: it was
the 4th of May before she delivered him her packet. That was a coffer,
strongly bound and clamped with iron, locked and sealed.
At the moment of his going Lady Bothwell said to him, ‘Tell my lord,
Paris, that this day he and I are free of each other; tell him that here
I am and here remain.’
Paris, always the servant of a fine woman, knelt upon one knee. ‘My
lady,’ he said, ‘your ladyship has never loved me, but I take God to
witness that I have ever honoured your ladyship. Albeit I am a poor devil
of a lacquey, madam, I have wit enough to know a great lady when I see
her.’
Said the Countess: ‘If you think that I have a disliking for you, Paris,
you are mistaken. I neither love nor hate you. I have never thought about
you.’
‘Madam,’ said he, ‘why should your ladyship? I shall venture, none the
less, to pray God give you all health, fame, and happiness.’
Lady Bothwell sat bolt upright, one firm hand on the table. ‘Health I
have from God already. Fame, if you mean good fame, I have kept for
myself. Happiness, if that lies in the satisfaction of abiding desire, I
intend to have before long. Now begone with your charge.’
He went out shaking his head, muttering to himself: ‘Terrible lady! fine,
carven, deep-eyed lady! What is her abiding desire?’
He found out afterwards.
The coffer and he came safe to Dunbar and into the presence of their
master. The Queen was in the room: red eyes, hot patches in her cheeks, a
swinging foot, fingers a-tap on the table——‘Ho! a tiff,’ thinks Paris.
My Lord Bothwell hands over the coffer, or rather puts it on the table by
the Queen’s elbow. ‘Here is your testimony, _ma mie_. By my advice you
burn every scrap of it.’
‘Shall I burn what has cost me so much, and you, it seems, so little?’
she asked bitterly. ‘Is it nothing to you that I have written with my
blood and sealed with my tears?’
‘I had not analysed the ink,’ said my lord; ‘and if I had I should
value your honour more. However, you must do what you will.’ She left
him without answer; and by and by Des-Essars presented himself, saying
that he had her Majesty’s command to take charge of the coffer for her.
Something in message or messenger seemed to anger the Earl. ‘Damn you,
French monkey, you take too much in charge. Must her Majesty always have
an ear to pull or a cheek to pinch? Man, Baptist, for two pence I’d have
both your lugs off and a hot iron at your cheeks: with a broad C branded
there, my man: ay, by God, and a double C! Chamberer Convict, man,
Baptist!’
He worked himself crimson in the face, his eyes savage and red. ‘Mind
your ways, young sir, mind your ways’—he threatened with his fist,—‘I
warn ye mind your ways just now—lest you come into the deep mire, man,
where no ground is.’
Des-Essars drilled his slim body to attention, and fixed his eyes on
the opposite wall. The Earl glared at him open-mouthed, and fingered
his dagger as though he itched to be at it. But presently he scoffed at
himself—‘A white-faced boy to stand by side o’ me!’ He turned: ‘Take your
coffer, master, and be out of this. A little more and I might colour you
finely.’
Des-Essars removed both coffer and himself. Paris was trembling: he knew
that what he had to report of Edinburgh’s doings would not make matters
any better. Nor did they—though it may be doubted whether they could have
made matters any worse.
* * * * *
The joys of love—love’s moment of victory, love’s rest, and possession of
the spoils—are gossamer things: an adverse breath may shred them away.
As for Love himself, you may call him a Lord or a Beast, give him his
roseate wings or his cloven hoofs and tail: certainly there never was in
the world so refined a glutton. Perfection is what he claims, no less;
perfection of leisure to obtain, perfection of content, and all according
to that standard of mind which, in a field without limit, grudges the
stirring of a filament as a hindrance to the enormous calm he covets,
and sees in a speck of sand a blemish upon his prize. ‘Alas! no man, no
kingdom of this world, no ordering attainable by mortal minister could
have appeased Queen Mary. She was made to hunt for happiness and never
to find it. She had risked all upon this cast of hers, had made it, at
her last gasp had fallen upon the quarry. And now, clutching it, eyeing
the coverts fearfully to right and left, starting at a whisper, cowering
at the lightest shadow—like a beast of prey, she had no time to taste
what she had so hardly won. O miserably stung by the rankling arrow! Poor
Io, spurred by the gad-fly, what rest for thee? Come, ye calm-browed
beneficent goddesses of the night! Handmaids of Death, come in! and with
cool finger-tips close down these aching lids, and on these burning
cheeks lay the balm of the last kiss; so the mutinous, famishing heart
shall contend with Heaven no more!’ The dithyrambic cry of Des-Essars
does not indicate a comfortable state of things at Dunbar.
The Queen was madly in love, aching to be possessed, but knowing herself
insecurely possessed. Her tyrant, master, beloved—whatever Bothwell may
have desired to be—was harassed by events, and could not play the great
lover even if he would. Rebellion gathered outside his stronghold, and
he knew every surge of it; he was not safe from disaffection within
doors, and had to watch for it like a cat at a mousehole. If the Queen
had sinned to get a lover, he had risked his head to wive a queen.
Well, and he had not got her yet, though she asked for nothing better
all day and night. Queens and what they carry are not got by highway
robbery: it’s not only a question of kissing. You may steal a Queen for
the bedchamber—but there’s the Antechamber to be quieted, there’s the
Presence Chamber to be awed, there’s the Throne Room to be shocked into
obsequiousness: ah, and the Citadel to be taught to fly your banner.
Brooding on these things—all to do except one—his lordship had no time
for transports, and no temper neither. When the Queen wept he swore, when
she pleaded he refused her, when she sulked he showed his satisfaction
at being let alone, and when she stormed he stormed loudlier. He was not
a man of fine perceptions: that was his strength, he knew. By the Lord,
said he, let others, let her, know it too! And the sooner the better.
She would not discuss politics. Dunbar, which was to have been her
bride-bower, should be so still, in defiance of beastly fact. She
refused to hear what Paris had to say of Edinburgh pulpits, of Morton’s
men-at-arms, Grange’s flying messengers. When Bothwell spoke of the
Prince at Stirling she promised him a new prince at Dunbar; when he cried
out threats against Archie Douglas she stopped his mouth with kisses;
when he summoned Liddesdale to arms she pouted because her arms were
not enough for him. It was mad, it was unreasonable, it fretted him to
feverish rages. He gnashed his teeth. Lethington kept rigidly out of his
way: he was really in danger, and knew it; not a day passed but he made
some plan of escape. Melvill spoke in whispers, could not have stood
on more ceremony with his Maker. Huntly was always on the verge of a
quarrel; and as for poor little Des-Essars, you know how he stood.