The great negator, seated on a chair, looked at this woman praying, and

at the dead man who had been his disciple, sleeping the sleep which

Charlotte de Jussat was also sleeping; and, for the first time, feeling

his mind powerless to sustain him, this analyst, almost inhuman by

force of logic, bowed before the impenetrable mystery of destiny. The

words of the only prayer he remembered: “Our Father who art in heaven,”

came to his mind. Surely he did not pronounce them. Perhaps he never

will pronounce them. But if he exist, then the only father toward whom

they could turn in their hours of distress and in whom was their only

resource, was their heavenly father. And voices of prayer the most

touching went up. And if this heavenly father did only exist, should we

have this hunger and not insist for him in such hours as this? “Thou

wouldst not sent me if thou hadst not found me!” At that very moment,

thanks to the lucidity of mind which accompanies the scholar into all

crises, Adrien Sixte recalled this admirable sentence of Pascal in

his “Mystère de Jésus”, and when the mother arose from her knees the

philosopher was also weeping.

THE END.

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