But I am weary of transcribing the delirious ravings of a poor

visionary, the craziest that has ever existed, or of pursuing them to

his descriptions of the state after death. I am checked also by other

considerations. For, although in forming a medical museum it is right

to collect specimens not only of natural but also of unnatural

productions and abortions, yet it is necessary to be cautious before

whom you show them: and amongst my readers there may happen to be some

in a crazy condition of nerves; and it would give me pain to think

that I had been the occasion of any mischief to them. Having warned

them however from the beginning, I am not responsible for anything

that may happen; and must desire that no person will lay at my door

the moon-calves which may chance to arise from any teeming fancy

impregnated by Mr. Swedenborg's revelations.

In conclusion I have to say that I have not interpolated my author's

dreams with any surreptitious ones of my own; but have laid a faithful

abstract before the economic reader, who might not be well pleased to

pay seven pounds sterling for a body of raving. I have indeed omitted

many circumstantial pictures of his intuitions, because they could

only have served to disturb the reader's slumber; and the confused

sense of his revelations I have now and then clothed in a more current

diction. But all the important features of the sketch I have preserved

in their native integrity.--And thus I return with some little shame

from my foolish labours, from which I shall draw this moral: That it

is often a very easy thing to act prudentially; but alas! too often

only after we have toiled to our prudence through a forest of

delusions.

SKETCH OF PROFESSOR WILSON.[43]

[_In a Letter to an American Gentleman._]

My dear L,--Among the _lions_ whom you missed by one accident or

another on your late travels in Europe, I observe that you recur to

none with so much regret as Professor Wilson; you dwell upon this one

disappointment as a personal misfortune; and perhaps with reason; for,

in the course of my life, I have met with no man of equally varied

accomplishments, or, upon the whole, so well entitled to be ranked

with that order of men distinguished by brilliant versatility and

ambidexterity--of which order we find such eminent models in

Alcibiades, in Cæsar, in Crichton, in that of Servan recorded by

Sully, and in one or two Italians. Pity that you had not earlier

communicated to me the exact route you were bound to, and the

particular succession of your engagements when you visited the English

Lakes; since, in that case, my interest with Professor Wilson

(supposing always that you had declined to rely upon the better

passport of your own merits as a naturalist) would have availed for a

greater thing than at that time stood between you and the introduction

which you coveted. On the day, or the night rather, when you were at

Bowness and Ambleside, I happen to know that Professor Wilson's

business was one which might have been executed by proxy, though it

could not be delayed; and I also know that, apart from the _general_

courtesy of his nature, he would, at all times, have an especial

pleasure in waiving a claim of business for one of science or letters,

in the person of a foreigner coming from a great distance; and that in

no other instance would he make such a sacrifice so cordially as on

behalf of an able naturalist. Perhaps you already know from your

countryman, Audubon, that the Professor is himself a naturalist, and

of original merit; in fact, worth a score of such meagre bookish

naturalists as are formed in museums and by second-hand acts of

memory; having (like Audubon) built much of his knowledge upon

personal observation. Hence he has two great advantages: one, that his

knowledge is accurate in a very unusual degree; and another, that this

knowledge, having grown up under the inspiration of a real interest

and an unaffected love for its objects,--commencing, indeed, at an age

when no affectation in matters of that nature could exist,--has

settled upon those facts and circumstances which have a true

philosophical value: habits, predominant affections, the direction of

instincts, and the compensatory processes where these happen to be

thwarted,--on all such topics he is learned and full; whilst, on the

science of measurements and proportions, applied to dorsal-fins and

tail-feathers, and on the exact arrangement of colours, &c.--that

petty upholstery of nature, on which books are so tedious and

elaborate,--not uncommonly he is negligent or forgetful. What may have

served in later years to quicken and stimulate his knowledge in this

field, and, at any rate, greatly to extend it, is the conversation of

his youngest brother, Mr. James Wilson, who (as _you_ know much better

than I) is a naturalist _majorum gentium_. He, indeed, whilst a boy of

not more than sixteen or seventeen, was in correspondence (I believe)

with Montague the Ornithologist; and about the same time had skill

enough to pick holes in the coat of Mr. Hüber, the German reformer of

our then erroneous science of bees.

[Footnote 43: This was written for _The Edinburgh Literary Gazette_,

of which sixty-one numbers appear to have been issued in 1829-30. The

paper is now so scarce, that the American publishers of DE QUINCEY'S

works photographed their 'copy' from that contained in the Advocates'

Library, Edinburgh. There is a file in the British Museum. I have not

been able to authenticate any other contribution from the pen of DE

QUINCEY. This letter deserves attention in various ways, but

particularly for the passage on Elleray--CHRISTOPHER NORTH'S home on

the banks of Windermere. MRS. GORDON in the life of her Father,

PROFESSOR WILSON, remarks:--'For a description of this beautiful spot

I gladly avail myself of the striking picture by Mr. DE QUINCEY.'--H.]

You see, therefore, that no possible introduction could have stood you

more in stead than your own extensive knowledge of transatlantic

ornithology. Swammerdam passed his life, it is said, in a ditch.

_That_ was a base, earthy solitude,--and a prison. But you and Audubon

have passed _your_ lives in the heavenly solitudes of forests and

savannahs; and such solitude as this is no prison, but infinite

liberty. The knowledge which you have gathered has been answerable to

the character of your school: and no sort of knowledge could have

secured you a better welcome with Professor Wilson. Yet, had it been

otherwise, I repeat that my interest (as I flatter myself) would have

opened the gates of Elleray to you even at midnight; for I am so old

a friend of Mr. Wilson that I take a pride in supposing myself the

oldest; and, barring relations by blood, arrogate the rights of dean

in the chapter of his associates: or at least I know of but one person

whose title can probably date earlier than mine. About this very month

when I am writing, I have known Professor Wilson for a cycle of twenty

years and more, which is just half of his life--and also half of mine;

for we are almost _ad apicem_ of the same age; Wilson being born in

May, and I in August, of the same memorable year.

My introduction to him--setting apart the introduc_ee_ himself--was

memorable from one sole circumstance, viz. the person of the

introducer. _William Wordsworth_ it was, who in the vale of Grasmere,

if it can interest you to know the place, and in the latter end of

1808, if you can be supposed to care about the time, did me the favour

of making me known to John Wilson, or as I might say (upon the

Scottish fashion of designating men from their territorial

pretensions) to Elleray. I remember the whole scene as circumstantially

as if it belonged to but yesterday. In the vale of Grasmere,--that

peerless little vale which you and Gray the poet and so many others have

joined in admiring as the very Eden of English beauty, peace, and

pastoral solitude,--you may possibly recall, even from that flying

glimpse you had of it, a modern house called Allan Bank, standing under

a low screen of woody rocks which descend from the hill of Silver How,

on the western side of the lake. This house had been then recently built

by a worthy merchant of Liverpool; but for some reason of no importance

to you and me, not being immediately wanted for the family of the

owner, had been let for a term of three years to Mr. Wordsworth. At the

time I speak of, both Mr. Coleridge and myself were on a visit to Mr.

Wordsworth; and one room on the ground floor, designed for a

breakfasting-room, which commands a sublime view of the three

mountains,--Fairfield, Arthur's Chair, and Seat Sandal (the first of

them within about four hundred feet of the highest mountains in Great

Britain), was then occupied by Mr. Coleridge as a study. On this

particular day, the sun having only just set, it naturally happened that

Mr. Coleridge--whose nightly vigils were long--had not yet come down to

breakfast: meantime, and until the epoch of the Coleridgian breakfast

should arrive, his study was lawfully disposable to profaner uses. Here,

therefore, it was, that, opening the door hastily in quest of a book, I

found seated, and in earnest conversation, two gentlemen--one of them my

host, Mr. Wordsworth, at that time about thirty-seven or thirty-eight

years old; the other was a younger man by good sixteen or seventeen

years, in a sailor's dress, manifestly in robust health--_fervidus

juventâ_, and wearing upon his countenance a powerful expression of

ardour and animated intelligence, mixed with much good nature. _'Mr.

Wilson of Elleray'_--delivered, as the formula of introduction, in the

deep tones of Mr. Wordsworth--at once banished the momentary surprise I

felt on finding an unknown stranger where I had expected nobody, and

substituted a surprise of another kind: I now well understood who it was

that I saw; and there was no wonder in his being at Allan Bank, Elleray

standing within nine miles; but (as usually happens in such cases) I

felt a shock of surprise on seeing a person so little corresponding to

the one I had half unconsciously prefigured.

And here comes the place naturally, if anywhere, for a description of

Mr. Wilson's person and general appearance in carriage, manner, and

deportment; and a word or two I shall certainly say on these points,

simply because I know that I _must_, else my American friends will

complain that I have left out that precise section in my whole account

which it is most impossible for them to supply for themselves by any

acquaintance with his printed works. Yet suffer me, before I comply

with this demand, to enter one word of private protest against the

childish (nay, worse than childish--the _missy_) spirit in which such

demands originate. From my very earliest years,--that is the earliest

years in which I had any sense of what belongs to true dignity of

mind,--I declare to you that I have considered the interest which men,

grown men, take in the personal appearance of each other as one of the

meanest aspects under which human curiosity commonly presents itself.

Certainly I have the same intellectual perception of differences in

such things that other men have; but I connect none of the feelings,

whether of admiration or contempt, liking or disliking, which are

obviously connected with these perceptions by human beings generally.

Such words as 'commanding appearance,' 'prepossessing countenance,'

applied to the figures or faces of the males of the human species,

have no meaning in my ears: no man commands me, no man prepossesses

me, by anything in, on, or about his carcass. What care I for any

man's legs? I laugh at his ridiculous presumption in conceiting that

I shall trouble myself to admire or to respect anything that he can

produce in his _physics_. What! shall I honour Milo for the very

qualities which he has in common with the beastly ox he carries--his

thews and sinews, his ponderous strength and weight, and the quantity

of thumping that his hide will carry? I disclaim and disdain any

participation in such green-girl feelings. I admit that the baby

feelings I am here condemning are found in connection with the highest

intellects: in particular, Mr. Coleridge for instance once said to me,

as a justifying reason for his dislike of a certain celebrated

Scotsman, with an air of infinite disgust,--'that ugh!' (making a

guttural sound as if of execration) 'he (viz. the said Scotsman) was

so chicken-breasted.' I have been assured by the way, that Mr.

Coleridge was mistaken in the mere matter of fact: but supposing that

he were not, what a reason for a philosopher to build a disgust upon!

And Mr. Wordsworth, in or about the year 1820, in expressing the

extremity of his _Nil admirari_ spirit, declared that he would not go

ten yards out of his road to see the finest specimen of man

(intellectually speaking) that Europe had to show: and so far indeed I

do not quarrel with his opinion; but Mr. Wordsworth went on to say

that this indifference did _not_ extend itself to man considered

physically; and that he would still exert himself to a small extent

(suppose a mile or so) for the sake of seeing Belzoni. _That_ was the

case he instanced: and, as I understood him, not by way of a general

illustration for his meaning, but that he really felt an exclusive

interest in this particular man's _physics_. Now Belzoni was certainly

a good tumbler, as I have heard; and hopped well upon one leg, when

surmounted and crested by a pyramid of men and boys; and jumped

capitally through a hoop; and did all sorts of tricks in all sorts of

styles, not at all worse than any monkey, bear, or learned pig, that

ever exhibited in Great Britain. And I would myself have given a

shilling to have seen him fight with that cursed Turk that assaulted

him in the streets of Cairo; and would have given him a crown for

catching the circumcised dog by the throat and effectually taking the

conceit out of his Mahometan carcass: but then _that_ would have been

for the spectacle of the passions, which, in such a case, would have

been let loose: as to the mere animal Belzoni,--who after all was not

to be compared to Topham the Warwickshire man, that drew back by main

force a cart, and its driver, and a strong horse,--as to the mere

animal Belzoni, I say, and his bull neck, I would have much preferred

to see a real bull or the Darlington ox. The sum of the matter is

this: all men, even those who are most manly in their style of

thinking and feeling, in many things retain the childishness of their

childish years: no man thoroughly weeds himself of all. And this

particular mode of childishness is one of the commonest, into which

they fall the more readily from the force of sympathy, and because

they apprehend no reason for directing any vigilance against it. But I

contend that reasonably no feelings of deep interest are justifiable

as applied to any point of external form or feature in human beings,

unless under two reservations: first, that they shall have reference

to women; because women, being lawfully the objects of passions and

tender affections, which can have no existence as applied to men, are

objects also, rationally and consistently, of all other secondary

feelings (such as those derived from their personal appearance) which

have any tendency to promote and support the first. Whereas between

men the highest mode of intercourse is merely intellectual, which is

not of a nature to receive support or strength from any feelings of

pleasure or disgust connected with the accidents of external

appearance: but exactly in the degree in which these have any

influence at all they must warp and disturb by improper biases; and

the single case of exception, where such feelings can be honourable

and laudable amongst the males of the human species, is where they

regard such deformities as are the known products and expressions of

criminal or degrading propensities. All beyond this, I care not by

whom countenanced, is infirmity of mind, and would be baseness if it

were not excused by imbecility.

Excuse this digression, for which I have a double reason: chiefly I

was anxious to put on record my own opinions, and my contempt for men

generally in this particular; and here I seemed to have a conspicuous

situation for that purpose. Secondly, apart from this purpose of

offence, I was at any rate anxious, merely on a defensive principle,

to screen myself from the obvious misinterpretation incident to the

case: saying anything minute or in detail upon a man's person, I

should necessarily be supposed to do so under the ordinary blind

feelings of interest in that subject which govern most people;

feelings which I disdain. Now, having said all this, and made my

formal protest, _liberavi animam meam_; and I revert to my subject,

and shall say that word or two which I was obliged to promise you on

Professor Wilson's personal appearance.

Figure to yourself, then, a tall man, about six feet high, within half

an inch or so, built with tolerable appearance of strength; but at the

date of my description (that is, in the very spring-tide and blossom

of youth) wearing, for the predominant character of his person,

lightness and agility, or (in our Westmoreland phrase), _lishness_: he

seemed framed with an express view to gymnastic exercises of every

sort--

"[Greek: Alma, podôkeiên, diskon, akonta, palên]"

In the first of these exercises, indeed, and possibly (but of that I

am not equally certain) in the second, I afterwards came to know that

he was absolutely unrivalled: and the best leapers at that time in the

ring, Richmond the Black and others, on getting 'a taste of his

quality,' under circumstances of considerable disadvantage [viz. after

a walk from Oxford to Moulsey Hurst, which I believe is fifty miles],

declined to undertake him. For this exercise he had two remarkable

advantages: it is recorded of Sheffield, Duke of Buckingham, that,

though otherwise a handsome man, he offended the connoisseurs in

statuesque proportions by one eminent defect--perhaps the most

obtrusive to which the human figure is liable--viz. a body of length

disproportioned to his legs. In Mr. Wilson the proportions were

fortunately reversed: a short trunk, and remarkably long legs, gave

him one half of his advantages in the noble science of leaping; the

other half was afterwards pointed out to me by an accurate critic in

these matters as lying in the particular conformation of his foot,

the instep of which is arched, and the back of the heel strengthened

in so remarkable a way that it would be worth paying a penny or so for

a sight of them. It is really laughable to think of the coxcombry

which eminent men of letters have displayed in connection with their

powers--real or fancied--in this art. Cardinal du Perron vapoured to

the end of his life upon some remarkable leap that he either _had_

accomplished, or conceived himself to have accomplished (not, I

presume, in red stockings). Every tenth page of the _Perroniana_ rings

with the echo of this stupendous leap--the length of which, if I

remember rightly, is as obviously fabulous as any feat of Don Belianis

of Greece. Des Cartes also had a lurking conceit that, in some unknown

place, he had perpetrated a leap that ought to immortalise him; and in

one of his letters he repeats and accredits a story of some obscure

person's leap, which

'At one light bound high overleaped all bound'

of reasonable credulity. Many other eminent leapers might be cited,

Pagan and Christian: but the Cardinal, by his own account, appears to

have been the flower of Popish leapers; and, with all deference to his

Eminence, upon a better assurance than that, Professor Wilson may be

rated, at the time I speak of, as the flower of all Protestant

leapers. Not having the Cardinal's foible of connecting any vanity

with this little accomplishment, knowing exactly what could and what

could _not_ be effected in this department of gymnastics, and speaking

with the utmost simplicity and candour of his failures and his

successes alike, he might always be relied upon, and his statements

were constantly in harmony with any collateral testimony that chance

happened to turn up.

Viewed, therefore, by an eye learned in gymnastic proportions, Mr.

Wilson presented a somewhat striking figure: and by some people he was

pronounced with emphasis a fine looking young man; but others, who

less understood, or less valued these advantages, spoke of him as

nothing extraordinary. Still greater division of voices I have heard

on his pretensions to be thought handsome. In my opinion, and most

certainly in his own, these pretensions were but slender. His

complexion was too florid; hair of a hue quite unsuited to that

complexion; eyes not good, having no apparent depth, but seeming mere

surfaces; and in fine, no one feature that could be called fine,

except the lower region of his face, mouth, chin, and the parts

adjacent, which were then (and perhaps are now) truly elegant and

Ciceronian. Ask in one of your public libraries for that little 4to

edition of the _Rhetorical Works of Cicero_, edited by Schütz (the

same who edited _Æschylus_), and you will there see (as a frontispiece

to the 1st vol.) a reduced whole length of Cicero from the antique;

which in the mouth and chin, and indeed generally, if I do not greatly

forget, will give you a lively representation of the contour and

expression of Professor Wilson's face. Taken as a whole, though not

handsome (as I have already said), when viewed in a quiescent state,

the head and countenance are massy, dignified, and expressive of

tranquil sagacity.

Thus far of Professor Wilson in his outward man, whom (to gratify you

and yours, and upon the consideration that my letter is to cross the

Atlantic), I have described with an effort and a circumstantiation

that are truly terrific to look back upon. And now, returning to the

course of my narrative, such in personal appearance was the young man

upon whom my eyes suddenly rested, for the first time, upwards of

twenty years ago, in the study of S. T. Coleridge--looking, as I said

before, light as a Mercury to eyes familiar with the British build;

but, with reference to the lengthy model of you Yankees, who spindle

up so tall and narrow, already rather bulky and columnar. Note,

however, that of all this array of personal features, as I have here

described them, I then saw nothing at all, my attention being

altogether occupied with Mr. Wilson's conversation and demeanour,

which were in the highest degree agreeable: the points which chiefly

struck me being the humility and gravity with which he spoke of

himself, his large expansion of heart, and a certain air of noble

frankness which overspread everything he said; he seemed to have an

intense enjoyment of life; indeed, being young, rich, healthy, and

full of intellectual activity, it could not be very wonderful that he

should feel happy and pleased with himself and others; but it was

somewhat unusual to find that so rare an assemblage of endowments had

communicated no tinge of arrogance to his manner, or at all disturbed

the general temperance of his mind.

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