CHAPTER XIV

When the sun began to warm the land again, and the sheep were crying up

and down the pastures, their lambs beside them, full summer came with

a swiftness rarely known in these grey highlands. The lilacs bloomed

two weeks before their time. The birds let loose their litanies as if

the blue sky and thrust of the green-stuff forward had not been known

till now. Folk moved abroad with keen sunlight in their eyes, and in

their voices a cheery welcome for their fellows. Even Widow Lister

forgot to fidget, forgot her love of gossip with a spice in it, and

turned instead to tranquil tending of the garden-strip that fronted her

cottage. From the hedgerows and the fields, from the moors that raked

up into the blue arch of sky, there rose a quiet, insistent song of

peace.

Cilla of the Good Intent met Gaunt by chance these days on the highway,

or in half-forgotten bridle-paths that were young when grey old Garth

was in the building--and they passed a greeting one to the other, and

went their ways. She was puzzled--and so was he, had she guessed the

truth--to note the change in him. He was less assured than of old;

there was shame and appeal in his eyes when he met her; he seemed to

Priscilla like some big, helpless dog that had lost its way and went

seeking for its home.

Cilla was true daughter to Yeoman Hirst. She might suffer, but malice

went by her like a peevish wind-gust that is over and done with as

soon as it is past. She wished no ill to Gaunt, though he had spoiled

her first dream o’ love. She wondered, simply and without overmuch

repining, that her life had grown so empty, that she no longer cared

for the flower-scents and the wood-reek that guarded Garth village like

a benediction.

The year wore on to July, and there had been no rain since a light

April shower that had followed the snowstorm. The pastures, striding

stony limestone hills, grew parched and brown. With August, and no rain

from the pitiless blue sky, even the brown of the grass was burnt,

and the lightest of warm breezes carried the dust of the brown way.

Far up the crests of the hills there was no green to soften the white

glare of the limestone. All was pitiless and bare, and lacking any

gift of charity. The sun, at usual times a rare and welcome guest, had

overstepped his welcome now.

A rumour came to Garth these days, and the farmers, as they rode down

the street to market, grew less cheery in their greetings one to

another. They knew, each one of them, the danger that lay near to their

wives and bairns; and, knowing it, they kept silence, as the way of the

hills is when a tempest shakes them.

Their wives heard the rumour, by and by, and there was clatter of

tongues along the dust of Garth’s grey street. Widow Lister, by gift of

nature, talked more shrilly than her sisters, just as she had been the

first to bring the news which no folk cared to hear.

“I telled ye so,” she whispered, running out to meet Hirst one day as

he passed down the street. “The Black Fever has come nigh to Garth, and

ye wouldn’t take no heed. I’m a lone widow myself, with no one to care

for--”

“Oh, ay, but you have!” Hirst’s voice was cheery still, though it was

less boisterous than usual, and behind it there was a hint of sharp

reproof. “You’ve yourself to care for, Widow. That means a lot to ye.”

“Now, what do ye mean?”

“I mean this. That folk who have only theirselves to think on, they

forget to think for others. See you here, Widow, the fever’s not

reached Garth yet. ’Twill reach it sooner, I warrant ye, if you go

scaring timid women as you’re scaring ’em each minute o’ the day.”

“Eh, now, I’m to be scolded, am I?” The widow brushed a few tears away,

and looked up into Hirst’s face with the timidity which had always

served her well. “To be sure, I’ve no man-body to speak up for me. I

mun bear my crosses meekly, for nobody heeds you much once you’re lone

and widowed.”

Hirst’s face, with all its jollity and kindliness, was lined deep by

hardship, by fight in life’s open with such plain foes as weather,

peevish soil, and foot-rot that attacked his sheep. The widow’s was

rosy, plump, unmarked save by such little wrinkles as a baby carries;

she had sat by the hearth all her days, sheltered by four walls, and

death, when it had come to force her from the fireside warmth to the

churchyard and her husband’s grave, had been no more than a worry which

spoilt her own comfort for awhile. Yet the round, shining face, looking

up into his, made Yeoman Hirst uneasy this morning; it put him in the

wrong; it made him feel as if he had rebuked a kitten for playing with

a ball of wool.

“Well, we’re made as we’re made, Widow!” he cried, preparing to move

on. “I only ask you to listen when I tell ye what a power o’ harm ye

can do by scaring folk when the fever’s close at our doors.”

“Yet you’re going to Shepston market, same as if Shepston hadn’t got

fever in every other house.”

“True,” said Hirst, his jaw set firm. “There’s need to go to Shepston,

fever or no, if I’m to do right by the farm. There’s no need for

stay-at-homes to chatter and wake a sleeping dog.”

Widow Lister watched him go through the white, breathless sunlight, and

for once she did not call him back.

“They’re strange, is men,” she thought. “My own man was like

Hirst--would run into any sort of danger if he’d a whim for it--yet

he’d grow outrageous as a turkey-cock if I set my tongue round a lile,

soft bit o’ gossip. Men, they never seem to understand life, poor

bodies. Ah, there’s David coming up street. He’s a soft heart, he.

I’ll just get him to see what ails yond canary bird o’ mine while he’s

passing.”

David, however, was impatient. He listened to the story of the bird’s

ailments, but his air was brisk and downright, just as Yeoman Hirst’s

had been. A man is apt to carry that air when he knows how close a

danger lies to his womenfolk.

“Starve him a bit, Widow. Cosset him less by the hearth, and he’ll come

round, same as other men birds. I’ve a bigger job than canaries to see

to.”

Again the widow did not pursue him as he strode fiercely up toward Good

Intent.

“The fever’s come to Garth a’ready, I’m thinking,” she murmured

dolefully. “If David’s lost half o’ the little wits he had, we’ve come

to a fine pass.”

David halted when he came to the gate of Good Intent. His face was

full of suffering, and for that reason it showed a greater dignity.

He unfastened the latch with sudden decision, as if ashamed of his

cowardice, and stepped into the cool, grey porch, and stood at the door

of the house-place.

Cilla was standing at the table in the full light of the sun that

streamed through the narrow windows, and she was ironing a lilac frock.

She had not heard his step.

“Cilla!” he said, in a low voice.

She started, and let the iron fall, and did not heed that it was

burning the lilac frock--the gown which, so short a while since as

this year’s spring, had pleased Reuben Gaunt. They stood there--David

on the threshold, Cilla at the table--and they looked at each other in

silence, asking some big question.

“You may come in, David,” she said at last.

He came and stood beside her, took up the iron and set it on its stand,

with the instinct of a good workman.

“The lilac gown is burned, Priscilla.”

“It has served its time, David. Did you come to Good Intent just to

tell me I was careless with my ironing?”

“No, I didn’t, Cilla.” The smith had grown resolute again. “I came to

tell you that I’m sailing Tuesday o’ next week for Canada.”

She was stunned for the moment. David had seen her bonnie since he knew

her first, but never bonnie as she was just now, with the sunlight on

her drooping head, her fingers plucking at the scissors in her girdle.

“I’ve ta’en time to make up my mind, I own,” he went on stubbornly,

“but ’tis made up now. My aunt Joanna, overseas yonder, is a lile bit

like Widow Lister--she’s helpless without the good man she nagged into

his grave, and she willun’t take no fro’ me. She’s fonder o’ nephew

David these days than ever she was when she had him close under her

hand. She wants somewhat done for her, ye see.”

Cilla glanced up at him, then down again. “What--what has made you in

such haste to leave, David?”

“Haste, ye call it? I’ve been for going ever since April came in, and

putting off makes no job easier.”

“You’ll be glad to leave Garth, and see bigger countries?”

Priscilla could not understand herself. It seemed to her that she

wished to hurt David in some way; she was surprised, ashamed, that news

of his going should have such power to move her.

“Glad to leave Garth?” echoed David, his blue eyes wide with question.

“Never that, lile Cilla. As ’tis, I should never have dreamed o’ going,

if there’d been you to keep me here.”

“Could I keep you, David?”

“Oh, lass, don’t play wi’ me. I cannot bear it. I’ll go easier, all the

same, for knowing all is finished between you and Gaunt o’ Marshlands.”

The iron was cold by this time, but Cilla passed it idly to and fro

across the lilac gown. “Yes, all is finished--and--and I’m, oh, so

glad, David! So very glad.”

In token of it she burst into tears, and David put an arm about her.

“Lile lass, lile lass, let me bide i’ Garth. See the love I’ll give

ye--asking so little, Cilla, and giving so much--giving so much, my

lass.”

Priscilla looked up slowly, and regarded him with a long, steady

glance. Life was so great a matter, and she was so weak to cope with

it. If David would only give little to her, and ask her to give much in

return--if he would be less patient, and more masterful--if he would

find some way of taking her perplexities into his hands and riving them

to pieces--if he would be devil-may-care for once, as Gaunt had been in

the spring--the girl felt, in a helpless way, that then she might bid

him stay in Garth.

It was their moment, and they let it pass. David was too diffident,

seeing the girl here in the sunlight, to brush aside the cobwebs that

hindered her true vision. It needed a rude hand to do it, and David’s

hand was gentle, as the hands of good men are when they are free of

smithy-work. Cilla was too unsure of everything to yield to a touch

less sure than downright mastery. She waited for him to speak, and

found that he was only looking at her--a more honest dog than Gaunt,

maybe, but with the same waiting look in his eyes that Gaunt had

carried since the jaunty days of spring.

“You are so--so dumb, David,” she said impatiently.

“Ay, I was never one to talk much, Cilla. I’m one to feel, for all

that. Time and time I fancy I’m a bit like Billy the Fool--loving the

dust o’ Garth Street when you walk along it, because ’tis you that

passes by, yet never finding a word to put to ’t.”

Cilla’s strength was nearly spent. The heat of the pitiless summer, her

loneliness since Gaunt had chosen otherwise, the constant peril of the

Black Fever brooding round about Garth Village, had sapped her courage.

For a moment she was tempted to yield to David’s entreaties. He was so

sure of himself, so clean of his heart and his hands. She liked and

needed him.

She remembered Gaunt, recalled each trivial detail of the day when she

had gone by coach to Keta’s Well, wearing a maiden heart. She thought

of the homeward walk, of the throstle-calls and the keen, young vigour

of the spring, while Gaunt stepped beside her, and talked and took her

unawares. She shrank in fancy from the kiss that he had given her at

the gate.

“No, David, no!” she said. Her eyes were wet, but she did not fear to

look him in the face. “I’m not proud of Reuben Gaunt--not proud of him

at all--but I’m glad o’ the love I gave him--though--though it died,

David.”

David the Smith took a long glance at the room--at the plants in the

window-sill, at the settle which had found him on many a bygone night

passing slow talk and quiet pipe-reek with Yeoman Hirst across the

hearth. Then he looked at Cilla, and stood there--strong and good to

see, and diffident--and his air was that of a man who steps into a

church. It had always been his way when Cilla was in sight.

“Why, then, good-by, lile Cilla,” he said abruptly. “There’s much to be

done, if I’m setting off by Tuesday.”

“David! David, you must not go like this--thinking me unfriendly.

David, I could never bear to be unfriendly to you.”

She had moved to his side, and in perplexity had laid both hands upon

his arm.

“You’ll not understand,” she went on hurriedly. “I shall miss you from

Garth. I shall look for you three times a day. The homeland will be

emptier, David.”

“Then, lass, why willun’t ye wed me?”

“I cannot tell. Only--women have no second love to give. Why it should

be so, God knows. But so it is, David. I could never feel for you--what

I felt for another when we walked by the field-ways home to Garth.”

It seemed strange to Cilla that she felt no shame in the confession.

She would have shrunk from it at another time; but now it was only of

David she thought--of David, who asked for more than she could give

him--of David, who asked for honesty, though she longed to keep him

here in Garth.

“That’s true,” he answered quietly. “Neither man nor woman has second

love to give. But there’s this to say, Cilla. Time and time, when

you’re alone on the moor-top, a will-o’-the-wisp comes ’ticing ye into

the marshes. True love is true love, lass, and ’tis steady-like; it

doesn’t dance like a light-heeled clown at the fair.”

Priscilla of the Good Intent was tired, and saw life hidden, as the

street of Garth was hidden by the sick, grey dust that cried to the

skies for wholesome rain.

“You’re thinking of Reuben Gaunt?” she asked wearily.

“Ay, just of Reuben Gaunt--no more, no less.” David was watching her

eagerly, not as a lover now, but with a dog’s look when he sees his

mistress running into danger.

Cilla thought again of that spring journey out to Keta’s Well and home

again. It called to her still, like the song of a laverock up above

the pastures when spring is wild about the land. Gaunt’s words were

in her ear. The kiss she had given him at the gate--the sweet of the

growing grass--the surrender, and the glamour of it, and the big lands

stretching out before her--Priscilla remembered every moment of that

day. She knew that David the Smith was right when he named the glamour

a will-o’-the-wisp; but she did not wish to know it; she resisted the

knowledge with a curious, headstrong passion that she rarely showed.

“We are to part friends?” she said, in a low, unsteady voice. “You

choose a queer way of saying good-by. There was no need to speak of Mr.

Gaunt at all, still less to speak ill of him.”

“That is not like you, Cilla,” David answered quietly.

She was repentant at once, as her way was always. “No, ’tis not like

me. You meant it well--but, David, you are clumsy.”

Again the longing came to her to keep him here in Garth. The shadow of

a great helplessness lay over her, and from one moment to the next she

did not know her mind.

“David,” she said, by and by, “do you guess what they will say if you

leave Garth now, with the fever all about us?”

“I never try to guess what they’ll say, lass. What I do is enough for

me.”

Cilla, still hating this random mood of hers, could not hold back the

words. “They’ll say you choose your time for leaving carefully, after

thinking about it all these months. They’ll say you are as frightened

of the fever as other folk. They’ll say--that you’re a coward, David.”

“They’ll be liars, then, Cilla. I’m a man o’ my hands, lile lass, and

I’ve learned a little here and there fro’ my tools. Iron’s stubborn,

and needs patience, but there’s luck, somehow, when ye’ve hammered

the horseshoe into shape. As for the fever--well, it finds ye, or it

doesn’t, and that’s i’ God’s hands. I’m a bit daft, like Billy the

Fool. The day’s work is enough for me--Billy calls it play.”

Priscilla looked at him for a moment, as a child looks for a guiding

hand. “I--I was wrong to say that, David. No one dare say that you were

frightened. David, what ails me that I want to quarrel with my oldest

friend?”

“’Tis the heat, Cilla. We’re all wearied out, I reckon. Quarrel wi’ me?

You could as well quarrel wi’ yond grandfather’s clock i’ the corner,

while ’tis saying _tick-tack_ to ye all day long and never changes

tune.”

Cilla laughed uneasily. “That is the reason, maybe. I love the old

clock, but sometimes--oh, David, I’m weary of its notes sometimes--and

yet I should cry my heart out if--if the clock was not ticking in the

corner.”

He should have seen her need of guidance, should have taken her random

hint that he might try a change of note--even if his voice were

unaccustomed to it and sounded out of tune. But David had made up his

mind that morning, after long indecision, and his face was set toward

the lonely lands.

“Best listen to the old clock, for all that, Cilla. It doesn’t go fast,

but it goes for a long while. Well, there’s a deal to be done, if I’m

to get off by Tuesday o’ next week.”

He took a last glance at Cilla, at the house-place, at the lilac frock

that lay on the ironing-board; and without a word he stepped out into

the dusty street. And, after he had gone, Priscilla of the Good Intent

sat down at the table, and laid her head on it, and sobbed bitterly;

but whether the tears were for David, or for herself, she did not know.

David went down the street. He carried a big air; and his face, if

sad at all, wore only the dignity of grief, none of its meanness or

self-pity.

He found Billy leaning against the door of the forge. Billy, thinking

the more because he said so little, had watched the smith go up the

street, had divined his errand by the same instinct which befriended

him in his comradeship with birds and beasts; and now he knew from one

glance at David’s face what was in the doing.

“You’ll be leaving this right pleasant spot, David the Smith?”

David was too accustomed to the other’s intuition to feel surprise.

“Ay, I’m leaving Garth. And, lad, I’ve something to say to ye.”

“Well, then, have ye a fill o’ baccy, an’ may be a lile match or so to

light yond same? Smoke’s a fearful help to a daft body’s head-piece.”

The smith waited till Billy was drawing tranquil puffs--and indeed no

man in Garth knew better how to smoke a pipe with true respect--then

put a hand against the smithy wall, and leaned there, a figure of

strength and of self-reliance.

“I shouldn’t like the forge to pass into other hands, Billy. There’s

been one o’ my name here since the Year One, or nigh about, and

’twouldn’t be seemly-like, to see another name above the door. Now,

see ye, lad, suppose we called it play, ye and me, to set ye here as

master-smith? ’Tis ever so much more play-work than blowing bellows,

come to think on’t.”

“Te-he!” laughed Billy. “Am I to play wi’ all your big, fine tools,

David?”

“Ay, just that I’ve taught ye the way o’ them, and Dan Foster’s lad

from Brow Farm shall come and blow the bellows for you.”

“Will that be work for Dan Foster’s lad, or play?”

David caught the other’s meaning, with a quickness that he might well

have shown when saying good-by to Cilla. “Hard work, Billy--grievous

hard work, while you’re just playing at making horseshoes,

fence-railings, and what not.”

“And I’m to play at making horseshoes?” went on Fool Billy, smoking

quietly into the face of the stark, blue sky and the heat of the midday

sun. “I’m to play at smithy-work, while Dan Foster’s lad’s sweating

hard at bellows-blowing?”

David nodded as he filled his own pipe and lit it, leaning against the

smithy wall. “It will be rare fun for ye, Billy--the lad working hard

as ever he can sweat at the blowing, and ye just pleasuring wi’ making

good horseshoes.”

“It will that!” said Billy. “Fancied bellows-blowing was pastime, I,

but now I see it quite contrary-like. Dan Foster’s lad will be Fool

Billy, sweating at the bellows, and I shall be master-man. Te-he,

David!”

“Ay, te-he!” growled David. “Get the bellows a-blowing, Billy, for

there’s work needs doing if I’m to get off by Tuesday o’ next week.”

Billy obeyed. He had little gift of speech, but had the rarer quality

of sympathy; and he knew, in his own odd way, how matters stood with

the master of the forge.

The smith did not move from his place against the wall until his pipe

was smoked out. Then he gave a glance along the dust of Garth in the

direction of Good Intent, and went into the forge.

“I’ve met odd folk and queer happenings i’ my time,” he said to Billy,

who was making the bellows roar; “but the queerest o’ the lot is life

itself--just life as we’re living it, Billy.”

Billy answered nothing, but played gently with the bellows. And David

worked fiercely at the anvil. And the sick, dusty afternoon wore on,

bidding all who had time for idle thoughts to remember how near the

Black Fever lay to Garth.

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