XIX

When I came to a consciousness of myself again, the first thing of

which I laid hold with my mind as a means whereby to pull my

recollections back to my former cognisance of matters was a broad

shaft of sunlight streaming in through the west window of the prison

in Jamestown. And all this sunbeam was horribly barred like the body

of a wasp by the iron grating of the window, and had a fierce sting

of heat in it, for it was warm though only May, and I was in a high

fever by reason of my wounds. And another thing which served to hale

me back to acquaintance with my fixed estate of life was a great

swarm of flies which had entered at that same window, and were

grievously tormenting me, and I was too weak to disperse them. All

my wounds were dressed and bandaged and I was laid comfortably

enough upon a pallet, but I was all alone except for the flies which

settled upon me blackly with such an insistence of buzzing that that

minor grievance seemed verily the greatest in the world, and for the

time all else was forgot.

For some little time I did not think of Mary Cavendish, so hedged

about was I as to my freedom of thought and love by my physical

ills, for verily after a man has been out of consciousness with a

wound, it is his body which first struggles back to existence, and

his heart and soul have to follow as they may.

So I lay there knowing naught except the weary pain of my wounds,

and that sense of stiffness which forbade me to move, and the

fretful heat of that fierce west sunbeam, and the buzzing swarm of

flies, for some little time before the memory of it all came to me.

Then indeed, though with great pain, I raised myself upon my elbow,

and peered about my cell, and called aloud for some one to come,

thinking some one must be within hearing, for the sounds of life

were all about me: the tramp of horses on the road outside, the even

fall of a workman's hammer, the sweet husky carol of a slave's song,

and the laughter of children at play.

So I shouted and waited and shouted again, and no one came. There

was in my cell not much beside my pallet, except a little stand

which looked like one from Drake Hill, and on the stand was a china

dish like one which I had often seen at Drake Hill, with some mess

therein, what, I knew not, and a bottle of wine and some medicine

vials and glasses. I was not ironed, and, indeed, there was no need

of that, since I could not have moved.

Between the wound in my leg and various sword-cuts, and a general

soreness and stiffness as if I had been tumbled over a precipice, I

was well-nigh as helpless as a week-old babe.

I called again, but no one came, and presently I quit and lay with

the burning eye of the sun in my face and that pestilent buzz of

flies in my ears, and my weakness and pain so increasing upon my

consciousness, that I heeded them not so much. I shut my eyes and

that torrid sunbeam burned red through my lids, and I wondered if

they had found out aught concerning Mary Cavendish, and I wondered

not so much what they would do with me, since I was so weak and

spent with loss of blood that nothing that had to do with me seemed

of much moment.

But as I lay there I presently heard the key turn in the lock, and

one Joseph Wedge, the jailor, entered, and I saw the flutter of a

woman's draperies behind him, but he shut the door upon her, and

then without my ever knowing how he came there, was the surgeon,

Martyn Jennings, and he was over me looking to my wounds, and

letting a little more blood to decrease my fever, though I had

already lost so much, and then, since I was so near swooning, giving

me a glass of the Burgundy on the stand. And whilst that was

clouding my brain, since my stomach was fasting, and I had lost so

much blood, entered that woman whom I had espied, and she was not

Mary, but Catherine Cavendish, and there was a gentleman with her

who stood aloof, with his back toward me, gazing out of the window,

and of that I was glad since he screened that flaming sunbeam from

me, and I concerned myself no more about him.

But at Catherine I gazed, and motioned to her to bend over me, and

whispered that the jailor might not hear, what had become of Mary.

Then I saw the jailor had gone out, though I had not seen him go,

and she making a sign to me that the gentleman at the window was not

to be minded, went on to tell me what I thirsted to know; that she

and Mary and Sir Humphrey had escaped that night with ease, and she

and Mary had returned to Drake Hill before midnight, and had not

been molested.

If Mary were suspected she knew not, but Sir Humphrey was then under

arrest and was confined on board a ship in the harbour with Major

Beverly, and his mother was daily sending billets to him to return

home, and blaming him, and not his jailors, for his disobedience.

She told me, furthermore, that it was Cicely Hyde who had led the

militia to our assembly at Laurel Creek that night, and was now in a

low fever through remorse, and though she told me not, I afterward

knew why that mad maid had done such a thing--'twas because of

jealousy of me and Mary Cavendish, and she pulled down more upon her

own head thereby than she wot of.

All this Catherine Cavendish told me in a manner which seemed

strangely foreign to her, being gentle, and yet not so gentle as

subdued, and her fair face was paler than ever, and when I looked at

her and said not a word, and yet had a question in my eyes which she

was at no loss to interpret, tears welled into her own, and she bent

lower and whispered lest even the stranger at the window should

hear, that Mary "sent her dear love, but, but--"

I raised myself with such energy at that that she was startled, and

the gentleman at the window half turned.

"What have they done with her?" I cried. "If they dare--"

"Hush," said Catherine. "Our grandmother hath but locked her in her

chamber, since she hath discovered her love for thee, and frowns

upon it, not since thou art a convict, but since thou hast turned

against the King. She says that no granddaughter of hers shall wed a

rebel, be he convict or prince. But she is safe, Harry, and there

will no harm come to her, and indeed I think that if they in

authority have heard aught of what she hath done, they are minded to

keep it quiet, and--and--"

Then to my exceeding bewilderment down on her knees beside me went

that proud maid and begged my pardon for her scorn of me, saying

that she knew me guiltless, and knew for what reason I had taken

such obloquy upon myself.

Then the gentleman at the window turned when she appealed to him,

and came near, and I saw who he was--my half-brother, John

Chelmsford.

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