_To Mrs. B――――._
_London, December 14, 1757._
_Dear Madam_,
THE event only can prove, whether what I am going to mention, is of GOD.
Blessed be his holy name, by new-year’s day I hope we shall be able to
discharge our chapel debts. Every day proves more and more that it was
built for the glory of JESUS CHRIST, and the welfare of many precious
and immortal souls. But my attendance on that, and the Tabernacle too,
with a weak body, outward cares, and inward trials, have frequently
brought me of late to the apprehensions of being near my wished-for
port; but I am afraid I must keep out at sea some time longer. However,
I am brought to the short allowance of preaching but once a day, and
thrice on a _Sunday_. O that this feeble carcase could hold out more
for GOD! I want to begin to begin to do something for GOD. I shall be
glad if he is pleased to bring our present design to a prosperous issue.
You must know then, dear Madam, that round the chapel there is a most
beautiful spot of ground, and some good folks have purposed erecting
alms-houses on each side, for some godly widows. I have a plan for
twelve. The whole expence will be four hundred pounds: we have got
one hundred. The widows are to have half-a-crown a week. The sacrament
money, which will more than do, is to be devoted to this purpose. Thus
will many godly widows be provided for, and a standing monument left,
that the Methodists were not against good works. I beg you’ll mention
this to good Lady _C――――_ and Mrs. _G――――_; for I would not have it
public till the sum is raised, and we are sure of effecting the thing.
If I did not know, dear Madam, your benevolent, disinterested heart, I
should not thus make free. Be pleased to excuse, if you do not approve
the motion. I only mention it, because I believe such a thing would
much promote the glory of GOD. I leave this and all with him. I commit
you and good Lady _C――――_ to his protection, and beg a continued
remembrance in your prayers, in behalf of, dear Madam,
Your most obliged and ready servant for CHRIST’s sake,
_G. W._