Within half an hour he had given a few orders to his major-domo,
and had taken a special train to overtake the express, already for
on its way that night towards Strasburg. No steam could fly as fast
as his own wishes flew. Never had he felt happier than as the train
rushed across the windy level country of the north-east, bearing him
back to the peace and tenderness and honour which waited for him at
Hohenszalrasburg. He was content with himself, and the future smiled on
him. He slept soundly all that night, undisturbed by the panting and
oscillating of the carriage, and visited by tranquil dreams. He did not
break the journey till he reached S. Johann. The weather in the German
lands was wild and rough. The sound of the winds and rushing rains
brought the remembrance of that year of the floods which had been the
sweetest of his life. Amidst the Austrian Alps the cold was still keen,
and the brisk buoyant air and the strength, that seems always to come
on winds that blow over glaciers and snow-fields were welcome to him,
like a familiar and trusty friend. The servants who met him in answer
to his message, the horses who knew him and whinnied with pleasure, the
summits of the Glöckner, on which a noon-day sun was shining, all were
delightful to him: he thought of the Catullian 'laugh in the dimples of
home.'
Their ways of life renewed themselves as if they had never been
broken. She divined what had passed, but she never spoke of it. She
was happy in his return, and never disturbed its happiness by inquiry
or allusion. He entered with eagerness into plans and projects which
had of recent years ceased to interest him, and he resumed his old
occupations and pursuits with almost boyish ardour. His restlessness
was appeased, and if a dull apprehension beat at his heart with
warning now and then, it was scarcely heeded in his deep sense of the
intense and forbearing love his wife bore to him. She never asked him
how he had escaped from Olga Brancka. She was satisfied that if he
had been faithless to herself, he would not have returned with such
single-hearted contentment and such lover-like fervour.
'You are the only woman in the world who can forbear from putting
questions,' said Madame Ottilie to her.
She answered smiling:
'I remember Psyche's lamp.'
'That is very pretty,' said the Princess, 'and I do believe you would
never have cared for the lamp. But, all the same, if the god had been
as honest as he ought to have been, would he have minded the light?'
'I do not think that enters into the story,' said Wanda. 'He did not
resent the light either; he resented the inquisitiveness.'
'You are the only woman who has none,' said the Princess, taking up her
netting, and at times she called her niece Pschye, little imagining the
terrible suitability of the name, and the secret that was hidden in
darkness from that noble confidence of the last of the Szalras.
The remembrance of that night of base temptation left a sense of
uneasiness and of insecurity upon Sabran, but the influence his
temptress had possessed with him was of that kind which fades instantly
in absence. He honestly abhorred the memory of her, and never spoke
her name.
His wife, to whom the utter degradation of her cousin's wife would
never have seemed possible in a woman nobly born and nurtured, never
imagined the truth or anything similar to it.
Another woman would have tormented herself and him with innuendo or
direct reference to what had passed in those weeks when she had not
been beside him, and on which he was absolutely silent. But she put all
baseness of curiosity from her; she was content to know that her own
influence in absence had been strong enough to bring him back to his
allegiance. She would not have wished to hear, had he offered to reveal
them, all the various, conflicts of good and evil which had gone on in
his mind, all the subtle changes by which her own power had been for a
moment obscured, only to regain still stronger and purer ascendency.
She was indulgent because she knew human nature well, and expected no
miracles. That he had returned of his own accord, and was content so to
return, was all she desired to know. If to attain that equanimity had
cost her many a struggle, the fact was shut in her own soul and could
concern no other. She esteemed it a poor love which could not bear to
be sometimes shut out in silence.
'For a man to be manly he must be free,' she thought; 'and how can he
be free if there be someone to whom he must confess every trifle? He
owes allegiance to no one but his own conscience.'
If in their intercourse she had found his honour less scrupulous, his
code less fine than her own; if she had been ever pained by a certain
levity and looseness of principle betrayed by him at times, she always
strove not to attach too much importance to these. The creeds of a man
of pleasure were necessarily different, she told herself, to those of
a woman reared in austere tenets, and guarded by natural pride and
purity of disposition. Whenever the fear crossed her that he might not
be always faithful to her she put it away from her thoughts. 'What I
have to do,' she thought, 'is to be true to him, not to question or to
doubt him: a man's faithfulness has always such a different reading to
a woman's.'
Sabran never quite understood the perfect indulgence to him which she
combined with the greatest severity to herself. He thought that the
same measure she gave she would exact. The' serenity and grandeur of
her character made it seem to him impossible that she would ever have
compassion for weakness or for falsehood. He fancied, wrongly, that
a woman less noble herself would be more indulgent than she would be
to error. He did not realise that it is only a great nature which can
wholly understand the full force of the words _aimer c'est pardonner._
And then again, he said to himself, she might have pardoned a fault, a
crime even, of high passion, of bold mutiny against moral, law, but how
could she ever pardon a meanness, a treason, a lie?
So he let the months slide away, and did not say to her whilst he still
might have said it himself, 'I am not what you think me.'
But he was impressed and profoundly affected by that mute magnanimity,
which never vaunted itself or claimed any praise for itself by any hint
or suggestion. He felt disgust at his own folly in ever having cared to
be a single instant in the presence of the woman of whose libertinage
and inconstancy his yellow roses had been the fitting symbol. When
he had cast her from him, rejected and despised, the glamour she had
thrown over him had fallen like scales from the eyes of one blind.
Her memory made the beauty of his wife's nature and thoughts seem to
him more than ever things for reverence and worship. More than ever
his soul shrank within him when he recollected the treachery and the
deception with which, he had rewarded this noblest of friends.
Ah! why when she had stretched out her hand to him in that supreme gift
of herself, in, that golden sunset hour after the autumn floods of
Idrac, had he not had courage to kneel at her feet and tell her all?
Perchance she might have still have loved him, might have still stooped
to him!
He strove his utmost to conceal these anxious self-reproaches from her,
lest she should imagine that his hours of gloom were caused by any
lingering shadows of the fatal folly which had been forced on him, like
a drug by Olga Brancka. The sorceress had failed, and he had flung down
and shivered in atoms the glass out of which she had bidden him drink;
she was to him as utterly forgotten, as though she were in her grave;
but not so easily could he banish the memory of his own treachery to
his wife. The very forbearance of her made him the more conscious of
guilt, when he remembered that one man lived who knew that he was
unworthy even to kiss the hem of her garment. He had been faithful to
her in the present, and so could greet her with clean hands and honest
lips; but in the past he had betrayed her foully; he had done her what
in her sight, if ever she knew it would be the darkest dishonour the
treachery of ä human life could hold.
The sense of crime, which had slept quiet and mute in his conscience so
many years, was now awake and seldom to be stilled.
The time passed serenely; the autumn brought its hardy sports, the
winter its vigorous pastimes. With the new year she gave him another
son; she named him after Egon Vàsàrhely, without opposition from Sabran.
'He is worthier to give them a name than I,' he thought bitterly.
They did not care to move from the green Iselthal. Of Olga Brancka they
heard but rarely. Now and then she sent a little witty flippant note to
Hohenszalras, dated from Paris or Trouville, or Biarritz, or Vienna, or
Monaco, or St. Petersburg, according to the season and her caprices.
Of these little meaningless notes Wanda did not speak to her husband.
She could not bring herself to talk to him of the woman who had so
nearly wrecked their peace, and it seemed to her that the old saw was
wise: 'Let sleeping dogs lie.' It appeared to her, too, that theirs and
Madame Brancka's paths in life would henceforth very seldom, if ever,
meet.
Sabran believed that her overtures towards him had sprung from one
of those insane unhealthy passions which sometimes are created by
their very sense of their own immorality; he fancied it had died of
its own fire. He did not credit her with the tenacity and endurance
she really possessed. He had little doubt that long ere now some dandy
of the boulevards, some soldier of the palace, had supplanted him in
that brazier of heated senses which she called by courtesy her heart.
He mistook, as the cleverest men often do mistake, in underrating the
cruelty of women.
The summer was a soft and sunny one, and they enjoyed it in simple and
healthful pleasures of the open air and of the affections. The children
throve and never ailed a day. Sabran had lost all desire to return
to the excitations and passions of the world; his wife was more than
content in the joys of her home; and if above her a storm brooded, if
in his heart there fretted ceaselessly the chafing sense of a gross
treachery, of an incessant peril, she was as ignorant of what menaced
her as the child to whom she had given birth. With present security
also, the sense of dread often wore away from him.
The months sped on swiftly and serenely for the mistress of
Hohenszalras, the only shadows cast on them coming from accidents
to her poor people through flood or avalanche, and the occasional
waywardness and turbulence of her eldest born. Bela had not been the
better for his sojourn in a great city, where parasites are never
lacking to the heir of wealth, and where his companions had been
small coquettes and dandies _pétris du monde_ at six years old. The
bright vigorous hardihood of the child had escaped the contagion of
affectation, but he had arrived at an inordinate sense of his own
importance and dignity, despite the memory of the Dauphin which often
came to him. He grew quite beyond the management of his governantes,
and though he never disobeyed his mother, gave little heed to anyone
else's authority. Of Sabran he was alone afraid; but at the same time
he preserved for him that silent intense admiration which a young child
sometimes nourishes for a man by whom he is little noticed, but who is
his ideal of all power, force, and achievement, and of whom he hears
heroic tales.
He was now seven years old. It was time to think of a tutor for him,
since he was beyond the control of the women entrusted with his
education. When she spoke of it to his father, he answered at once:
'Take Greswold. He has the best temper in the world to govern a child,
and he is a great scholar.'
'But he is a physician,' she objected.
'He has studied the mind no less than the body. He adores the boy,
and will influence him as a stranger could not. Speak to him; he will
be only too happy. As no one is ever ill here,' he added with a smile,
'his present position is a sinecure; he can very well combine another
office with it.'
'I wanted you to take Bela in your hands,' he said later to the old
doctor, 'because I say to you what I should not care to say to a
stranger. The boy has all my faults in him. As he exactly resembles me
physically so he does morally. There is in him, too, I am afraid, a
tendency to tyranny that I have never had. I am not cruel to anything,
though I am indifferent to most things; he would be cruel if he were
allowed; perhaps it is mere masterfulness which may be conquered by
time. I imagine he has also my fatal facility. I call it fatal because
it renders acquisition and proficiency so easy that it prevents
laboriousness and depth of knowledge. You are much wiser than I am,
and will know how to educate the child much better than I can tell
you how to do. Only remember two things: first, that he is cursed by
certain hereditary passions coming to him from me which must be checked
and calmed, or he will grow up with a character dangerous to himself,
and odious to others in the great position he will one day occupy.
Secondly, that if any child of mine ever bring any kind of sorrow upon
her, I shall be of all men the most wretched. You have always been my
good friend. Be yet more so in preventing my suffering from the pain of
seeing my own moral deformities face me and accuse me in the life of
her eldest son.'
The old physician listened with emotion and with surprise. Of the moral
defects Sabran spoke of, he had seen none. Since his marriage his
tenderness to his wife, his kindliness to his dependants, his courage
in field sports, and his courtesy as a host had been all that anyone
had seen in him; whilst his abstinence from all interference with and
all appropriation of his wife's vast possessions had aroused a yet
deeper esteem in all who surrounded him. As he heard, over the old
man's mind drifted the memories of all he had observed at the time of
Sabran's accident in the forest and subsequent prostration of nerve and
will. But he thrust these vague suspicions away, for he was blameless
in his loyalty to the house he served, and honoured as his master the
husband of the Countess von Szalras.
'I will do my uttermost to deserve so precious a trust,' he said,
with deep feeling. 'I think that you exaggerate childish foibles, and
attach too much importance to them. The little Count Bela is imperious
and high-spirited, nothing more; and in this great household, where
everyone salutes him as the heir, it is difficult to keep him wholly
unspoiled by adulation and consciousness of his own future power. But a
great pride has been always the mark of the race of Szalras, although
my lady has so chastened hers that you may well believe the line she
springs from has been always faultless as--if one may say so of any
mortal--one may say she herself is. It is not from you alone that the
child inherits his arrogance, if arrogant he be. As for his facility,
it is like a fairy's wand, a caduceus of the gods; it may be used
for good unspeakable. At least believe this, my dear lord, what any
human teacher can do I will do, thankful to pay my debt so easily. I
have always,' he added less gravely, 'had my own theories as to the
education of young princes, and like all theorists believe everyone
else who has had any doctrine on that subject to be wrong. I shall be
charmed to have so happy an occasion in which to put my theories to the
test. I think nature and learning together, the woods and the study,
should be the preparation for the world.'
'I have entire confidence in your judgment,' said Sabran. 'Above all,
try and keep the boy from pride. Train him, as Madame de Genlis
trained the d'Orléans boys, for any reverse of fortune. He is born with
that temper which would make any humiliation, any loss of position,
unbearable to him; and who can say----'
He paused abruptly: what he thought was, who could say that in future
years Egon Vàsàrhely might not tell his son of that secret shame which
hung over Hohenszalras, a cloud unseen, but big with tempest? Greswold
looked at him in a surprise which he could not conceal, and Sabran left
his presence hastily, under excuse of visiting some stallions arrived
that morning from Tunis; he was afraid of the interrogations which
the old man might be led in all innocence to make. Greswold looked
after him with some anxiety; he had become sincerely attached to his
lord, whose life he had saved in Pregratten; but the unevenness of his
spirits, the unhappiness which evidently came over him at times in
the midst of his serene and fortunate life, the strangeness of a few
words which from time to time he let fall, had not escaped the quick
perception of the wise physician, and gave him at intervals a vague,
uncertain feeling of apprehension.
'Pride!' he thought now. 'If the little Count were not proud he would
be no Szalras; and if his father have not also that superb sin he must
be a greater philosopher than I have ever thought him, and no fit mate
for our lady. What should overtake the child? If war or revolution
ruin him when he grows up that will be no humiliation; he will be none
the less Bela von Szalras, and if he be like my lady he will be quite
content with being that. Nevertheless, one must try and teach him
humility--that is, one must try and make the stork creep and the oak
bend!'
Sabran, as he examined his Eastern horses and conversed about them with
Ulrich, was haunted by the thoughts which his own words had called
up in him. It was possible, it was always possible, that if she ever
knew, she might divorce him, and the children would become bastards.
The Law would certainly give her her divorce, and the Church also. The
most severe of judges, the most austere of pontiffs, would not hold her
bound to a man who had so grossly deceived her.
By his own act he had rendered it possible for her, if she knew, to
sever herself entirely from him, and make his sons nameless. Of course
he had always known this. But in the first ardours of his passion,
the first ecstasies of his triumph, he had scarcely thought of it.
He had been certain that Vassia Kazán was dead to the whole world.
Then, as the years had rolled on, the security of his position, the
calmness of his happiness, had lulled all this remembrance in him. But
now tranquillity had departed from him, and there were hours when an
intense dread possessed him.
True, he did justice to the veracity and honour of his foe. He believed
that Vàsàrhely would never speak whilst he himself was living; but then
again he himself might die at any moment, a gun accident, a false step
on a glacier, a thrust from a boar or a bear, ten thousand hazards
might kill him in full health, and were he dead his antagonist might
be tempted to break his word. Vàsàrhely had always loved her; would it
not be a temptation beyond the power of humanity to resist, when by a
word he could show to her that she had been betrayed and outraged by a
traitor?
And then the children?
Though were he himself dead, she would in all likelihood never do aught
that would let the world know his sin, yet she would surely change to
his offspring, most probably would hate them when she saw in their
lives only the evidence of her own dishonour, and knew that in their
veins was the blood of a man born a serf.
'Born a serf! I!' he thought, incredulous of his own memories, of his
own knowledge, as he left the haras and mounted a young half-broken
English horse, and rode out into the silent, fragrant forest ways.
Almost to himself it seemed a dream that he had ever been a little
peasant on the Volga plains. Almost to himself it seemed an impossible
fable that he had been the natural son of Paul Zabaroff and a poor
maiden who had deemed herself honoured when she had been bidden to bear
drink to the _barine_ in his bedchamber. He had once said that he was
that best of all actors, one who believes in the part he plays; and at
all times, and above all since his marriage, he had been identified
in his own persuasions, and his own instincts and habits, with that
character of a great noble, which, when he paused to remember, he knew
was but assumed. Patrician in all his temper and tone, it seemed to
him, when he did so remember, incredible that he could be actually only
a son of hazard, without name, right, or station in the world. Was he
even the husband of Wanda von Szalras? Law and Church would both deny
it were his fraud once known.
It was not very often that these gloomy terrors seized him--his temper
was elastic and his mind sanguine; but when they did so they overcame
him utterly; he felt like Orestes pursued by the Furies. What smote him
most deeply and hardly of all was his consciousness of the wrong done
to his wife.
He rode fast and recklessly in the soft, grey atmosphere of the still
day, making his young horse leap brawling stream and fallen tree-trunk,
and dash headlong through the dusky greenery of the forests.
When he returned Wanda was seated on the lawn under the great yews
and cedars by the keep. She kissed her hand to him as he rode in the
distance up the avenue.
A little while later he joined her in her garden retreat, calm and
even gay. With her greeting his terror seemed to have faded away; his
home was here, he possessed her entire devotion--what was there to
fear? Never had the serenity of his life here appeared more precise
to him; never had the respect and honour which surrounded him seemed
more needful as the bulwarks of a contented career. What could the
furnace of ambition, the fatigue of exhausted pleasure give, that could
equal this profound sense of peace, this cultured leisure, and this
untainted atmosphere. The moral loveliness of his wife seemed to him
almost more than mortal in its absolute and unconscious rejection of
all things mean or base. 'The world would find the spring by following
her,' seemed to him to have been written for her--the spring of hope,
of faith, of strength, of purity. Perhaps a better man might have less
intensely perceived and worshipped that spiritual beauty.
'Shall we have any house-parties this year or not?' she asked him as he
joined her. 'I fear you must feel lonely here after your crowded days
in Paris last year?'
'No,' he said quickly. 'Let us be without people. We had enough of the
world in Paris, too much of it. How can I be lonely whilst I have you?
And the weather for once is superb, and promises to remain so.'
'I do not know how it seems to you,' she replied, 'but when I came
from the glare and the asphalte of Paris, these deep shadows, these
cool fresh greens, these cloud-bathed mountains seemed to me to have
the very calm of eternity in them. They seemed to say to me in such
reproach, "Why will you wander? What can you find nobler and gladder
than we are?" I want the children to grow up with that love of country
in them; it is such a refuge, such an abiding, innocent joy. What does
the old English poet say: 'It is to go from the world as it is man's to
the world as it is God's.'
'Well, then, I now do plainly see
This busy world and I shall ne'er agree,'
he said, with a smile. 'Cowley was a very wise man; wiser than
Socrates, when all is counted. But, then, Cowley forgot, and you,
perhaps, forget that one must be born with that wiser, holier love in
one; like any other poetic faculty or insight, it is scarcely to be
taught, certainly not to be acquired. I hope your children may inherit
it from you. There is no surer safeguard, no simpler happiness!'
'But since you are content, may it not be acquired?'
'Ah, my beloved!' he said with a sigh. 'Do not compare the retreat of
the soldier tired of his wounds, of the gambler wearied by his losses,
with the poet or the saint who is at peace with himself and sees all
his life long what he at least believes to be the smile of God. Loyola
and Francis d'Assisi are not the same thing, are not on the same plane.'
'What matter what brought them,' she said softly, 'if they reach the
same goal?'
'You think any sin may be forgiven?' he said irrelevantly, with his
face averted.
'That is a very wide question. I do not think S. Augustine himself
could answer it in a word or in a moment. Forgiveness, I think, would
surely depend on repentance.'
'Repentance in secret--would that avail?'
'Scarcely--would it?--if it did not attain some sacrifice. It would
have to prove its sincerity to be accepted.'
'You believe in public penance?' said Sabran, with some impatience and
contempt.
'Not necessarily public,' she said, with a sense of perplexity at the
turn his words had taken. 'But of what use is it for one to say he
repents unless in some measure he makes atonement?'
'But where atonement is impossible?'
'That could never be.'
'Yes. There are crimes whose consequences can never be undone. What
then? Is he who did them shut out from all hope?'
'I am no casuist,' she said, vaguely troubled. 'But if no atonement
were possible I still think----nay, I am sure---a sincere and intense
regret which is, after all, what we mean by repentance, must be
accepted, must be enough.'
'Enough to efface it in the eyes of one who had never sinned?'
'Where is there such an one? I thought you spoke of heaven.'
'I spoke of earth. It is all we can be sure to have to do with; it is
our one poor heritage.'
'I hope it is but an antechamber which we pass through, and fill with
beautiful things, or befoul with dust and blood, at our own will.'
'Hardly at our own will. In your ante-chamber a capricious tyrant
waits us all at birth. Some come in chained; some free.'
They were seated at her favourite garden-seat, where the great yews
spread before the keep, and far down below the Szalrassee rippled
away in shining silver and emerald hues, bearing the Holy Isle upon
its waters, and parting the mountains as with a field of light. The
impression which had pursued her once or twice before came to her
now. Was there any error in his own life, any cruel, crooked twist
of circumstance concealed from her? An exceeding tenderness and pity
yearned in her towards him as the thought arose. Was he, with all
his talent, power, pride, grace, and strength, conscious of fault or
failure, weighted with any burden? It seemed impossible. Yet to her
fine instinct, her accurate ear, there was in these generalities the
more painful, the more passionate, tone of personal remorse. She might
have spoken, might once more have said to him what she had once said,
and invited him to place a fearless confidence in her affection; but
she remembered Olga Brancka; she shrank from seeking an avowal which
might be so painful to him and her alike.
At that moment the pretty figure of the Princess Ottilie appeared in
the distance, a lace hood over her head, a broad red sunshade held
above that, and Sabran rose to go forward and offer her his arm.
'You are always lovers still, and one is afraid of interrupting you,'
she said, as she took one of the gilded wicker chairs. 'I have had a
letter from Olga Brancka; the post is come in. She says she will honour
you in the autumn on her way to waiting at Gödöllö.'
'It is impossible!' cried Sabran, who grew first red, then pale.
'Nothing is impossible with Olga,' said the Princess, drily. 'I see
even yet you are not acquainted with her many qualities, which include
among them a will of steel.'
'She cannot come here,' he said in haste under his breath.
Wanda looked at him a moment.
'My aunt shall tell her that it will not suit us. She can go to Gödöllö
by way of Gratz,' she said quietly.
The Princess shifted her sunshade.
'What effect do you think that will have? She will cross your
mountains, and she will call up a snowstorm by incantation, so that you
will be compelled to take her in. You who know so much of the world,
Réné, can you inform me how it is that women possess tenacity of will
in precise proportion to the frivolity of their lives? All these
butterflies have a volition of iron.'
'It is egotism,' he replied with effort, unable to recover his
astonishment and disgust. 'Intensely selfish people are always very
decided as to what they wish. That is in itself a great force; they do
not waste their energies in considering the good of others.'
'Olga's energies are certainly not wasted in that direction,' said
Madame Ottilie.
Sabran rose and went in for his letters. It was intolerable to him
to hear the name of this woman, whom he had only escaped by brutal
violence, spoken in the presence of his wife; and even to him, hardened
to the vices of the world though experience had made him, it had never
occurred as possible that she would have the audacity to come thither;
he had too hastily taken it for granted that conscience would have
kept her clear of their path for ever, unless the hazards of society
should have brought them perforce together. The most secretive of men
is always more sincere than an insincere and crafty woman, and he
was overwhelmed for the moment at the infamy and the hardihood of a
character which he had flattered himself he had understood at a glance.
He forgot the truth that 'hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.'
'There is not a _déclassée_ in Paris who would not have more decency!'
he thought bitterly. He stood in the Rittersaal and affected to be
occupied with his letters; but his eyes only followed their lines, his
mind was absent. He saw no way to prevent her continued intimacy with
them, if she were vile enough to persist in enforcing it. He could not
tell Egon Vàsàrhely or Stefan Brancka; a man cannot betray a woman,
however base she may be. He could not tell his wife of that hateful
hour, which seemed burnt into his brain as aquafortis bites into metal.
He shuddered as he thought of her here, in this house which had known
so many centuries of honour. He cursed the weak and culpable folly
which had first led him into her snares. If he had not dallied with
this Delilah, she would have been vile of purpose and of nature in
vain. He had escaped her indeed at the last; he had indeed remained
faithful in act to his wife; but had it been such fidelity of the soul
and the mind as she deserved? Would not even the semi-betrayal bring
its punishment soon or late? Could he ever endure to see her beside the
woman who so nearly had tempted him? He felt that he would sooner kill
the other, as he had threatened, rather than let her set foot across
the sacred threshold of Hohenszalras.
'I knew what she was,' he thought with endless self-accusation. 'Why
did I ever loiter an hour by her side, why did I ever look once at her
hateful eyes?'
If she had been a stranger he would have braved his wife's scorn of
himself and told her all, but when it was her cousin's wife--one who
even had once been in a still nearer relationship to her--he could
not do it. It seemed to him as if such nearness of shame would be so
horrible to her that he would be included in her righteous hatred of it.
Moreover, long habit had made him reticent, and silence always seemed
to him safety.
After some meditation he took his way to the library and there wrote a
brief letter. He said in it, with no preamble, ceremony, or courtesy,
that he begged to decline for himself and his wife the honour of the
Countess Brancka's presence at Hohenszalras. He sealed it with his
arms, and sent a special messenger with it to Matrey. He said nothing
of what he had done to his wife or her aunt.
He knew that if his antagonist were so disposed she could make feud
between him and her husband for the insult which that curt rejection
of her offered visit bore with it. But that did not weigh on him; he
would have been glad to have a man to deal with in the matter. All
he cared to do was to preserve his home from the pollution of her
presence. Moreover, he knew that it would not be like the _finesse_ and
secrecy of Olga Brancka to do aught so simple or so frank as to seek
the support of her lord.
Meantime, the Princess was saying to his wife:
'Will you receive Olga? She will not give up her wishes; she will force
her way to you.'
'How can I refuse to receive Stefan's wife?'
'It would be difficult, but you would be justified. She endeavoured to
draw your husband into an intrigue.'
'Are we sure? Let us be charitable.'
'My dear Wanda, you are a truer Christian than I am.'
'Justice existed before Christianity, if you do not think me profane to
say so. I try to be just.'
'Justice is blind,' said the Princess, drily. 'I never understood very
well how, being so, she can see her own scales.'
Wanda made no reply. She had not been blind, but she would have never
said to any living being all that she had suffered in those weeks
when he had stayed behind her in Paris. That he had returned to her
blameless she was certain; she had put far behind her for ever the
remembrance of those the only hours of anxiety and pain which he had
given her since their marriage.
The Princess, communing with herself, wrote a letter to the Countess
Brancka, chill and austere, in which she conveyed in delicate, but
sufficiently clear, language, her sense that the same roof should
not shelter her and Sabran, especially when the roof was that of
Hohenszalras. She sent it because she believed it to be her duty to do
so, but she had little faith in its efficacy. She would have written
also to Stefan Brancka, but she knew him to be a weak, indulgent,
careless man, still young, who had been lenient to his wife's follies
and frailties, and who was only kept from ruin by the strong hand
of his brother. If she told him what was after all mere conjecture,
he might only laugh; if he did not laugh he might kill Sabran in a
duel, were his Magyar blood fired by suspicion. No one could be ever
sure what Count Stefan would or would not do; the only thing sure was
that he would be never wise. To his wife herself he was absolutely
indifferent, but this did not prevent him from having occasional moods
of furious resentment against her. He was too unstable and too perilous
a person to resort to in any difficulty.
In a few days she received her answer, though Sabran received none. It
was brief and playful and pathetic.
'Beloved and reverend Mother,--You never like me, you always
lecture me, but I am glad that you honour me by remembrance,
even if it be to upbraid. I know not of what mysterious
crime you suspect me, nor do I understand your allusions
to M. de Sabran. I have always found him charming, and I
think if he had not married so rich a woman he would have
been eminent in some way; but content slays ambition. Salute
Wanda lovingly and the pretty children. How is your little
Ottilie? My Mila and Marie are grown out of knowledge. We
shall soon have to be thinking of their _dots_--alas! where
will these come from? Stefan and I have been the prey of
unjust stewards and extortionate tradesfolk till scarce
anything is left except the mine at Schermnitz. Pity me a
little, and pray for me much.
'Your ever devoted
'OLGA.'
Princess Ottilie was a holy woman, and knew that rage was a sin against
herself and heaven, but when she had read this note she tore it in a
hundred pieces, and stamped her small foot upon it, trembling with
passion the while.
Two months went on; the Countess Olga wrote no more; they deemed
themselves delivered from her threatened presence. She had not replied
to his refusal to permit her to come thither, and Sabran felt relieved
from an intolerable position. Had she persisted, he had decided to
make full confession to his wife rather than permit her to receive
ignorantly the insult of such a visit.
It was now the end of September, and the weather remained fine and
open. He spent a great deal of his time out of doors, and took his old
interest in the forests, the stud, and the hunting. The letter of Olga
Brancka had brought close to him again the peril from which he had so
hardly escaped in Paris, and the peace and sweetness of his home-life
seemed the more precious to him by contrast. The high intelligence,
the serene temper of his wife, and her profound affection seemed to
him treasures for which he could be never grateful enough to fate and
fortune; their days passed in tranquil and sunny happiness; but ever
and again a word, a look, the merest trifle, sufficed to awake the
sleeping snake of remorse which was, dormant in his breast.
One day he took Bela with him when he rode--a rare honour for the
child, who rode superbly. His pony kept fair pace with his father's
English hunter, and even the leaping did not scare either it or its
rider.
'Bravo, Bela!' said Sabran, when they at last drew rein; 'you ride like
a centaur. Is your education advanced enough to know what centaurs
were?'
'Oh! they were what I should love to be,' replied Bela rapturously.
'They were joined on to the horse!'
Sabran laughed. 'Well, a good rider is one with his horse, so you may
come very near your ideal. Ulrich has taught you an admirable seat. You
are worthy of your mother in the saddle.'
Bela coloured with pleasure.
'In the study you are not so, I fear?' Sabran continued. 'You do not
like learning, do you?'
'I like some sorts,' said the child with a little timidity; 'I like
history, knowing what the people did in the other ages. Now the Herr
Professor lets us do our lessons out of doors, I do not mind them at
all. As for Gela, he likes nothing but books and pictures,' he added,
with a sense of his one grief against his brother.
'Happy Gela! whatever his fate in life he will never be alone,' said
his father, as he dismounted to let his hunter take breathing space.
The child leapt lightly from his saddle, took his little silver folding
cup out of his pocket, and drank at a spring, one of the innumerable
springs rushing over the mossy stones and flower-filled grass.
'One is never alone with horses?' he said shyly, for he never lost his
awe of Sabran.
'Unless one be ill; then a horse is sorry consolation, and books and
art are faithful companions.'
'I have never been ill,' said Bela, with a little wonder at himself. 'I
do not know what it is like.'
'It is to be dependent upon others. A hero or a king grows as helpless
as a lame beggar when he is ill; you will not escape the common lot;
and when you stay in your bed, and your pony in his stall, then you
will be glad of Gela and his books.'
'Oh! I do love Gela always,' said the child hastily and generously;
'and the Herr Professor says he is ever--ever--so much cleverer than I
am; a million times more clever!'
'You are clever enough,' said Sabran. 'If you do not let yourself
be vain and overbearing you will do well. Try and remember that if
your pony made a false slip to-day and you fell badly, all your good
health would vanish at a stroke, and all your greatness would serve you
nothing. You would envy any one of the boys going with whole limbs up
into the hills, and, perhaps, all your mother's love and wealth could
do nothing to mend your bones again.'
Bela listened with a grave face; when women, even his fearless mother,
spoke to him in such a way, he was apt to think with disdain that
they over-rated danger because they were women; and when his tutor so
addressed him, he was also apt to think that it was because the good
professor was a bookworm and cared for weeds, stones, and butterflies.
But when his father said so, he was awed; he had heard Ulrich and
Otto tell a hundred stories of their lord's prowess and courage and
magnificent strength, for the deeds of Sabran in the floods and on
the mountains had become almost legendary in their heroism to all the
mountaineers of the Hohe Tauern, and all the dwellers on the Danube
forest.
'But ought one not to be brave?' he said with hesitation. 'You are.'
'We ought to be brave, certainly, or we are not fit to live; but we
must not be vain of being brave, nor rely upon it too much. Courage is
a mere gift of '--he was about to say 'chance,' but seeing the blue
eyes of the child fastened upon him, changed the word and said 'a gift
of God.'
'What a handsome boy he is,' he thought, as he looked thus at his
little son. 'And how wise it is to leave children wholly to their
mothers when their mothers are wise!'
'I will remember,' said Bela thoughtfully; 'when I am a man I want to
be just what you are.'
Sabran turned away at the innocent words. 'Be what your mother's people
were, and I shall be content,' he said gravely.
'But your people too,' said Bela; 'they were very great and very good.
The Herr Professor reads us things out of that big book on Mexico, and
the Marquis Xavier was a saint,' he says. Gela likes the book better
than I because it is all about birds, and beasts, and flowers; but the
part about the Indians, and the Incas, that pleases me; and then there
are the Breton stories too that are in real history, they are quite
beautiful, and I would die like that.'
Bela's tongue once loosened seldom paused of its own accord; his eyes
were dark and animated, his face was eager and proud.
'The Marquis Xavier was a saint, indeed,' said his father abruptly.
'Revere his name. All my children should revere his name and memory.
But lean most to your mother's people; you are Austrian born, and the
chief of your duties and possessions will be in Austria. I think you
would die heroically, my boy, but you will find that it is harder to
live so. The horses are rested, let us ride home; it grows late for
you.'
Bela, whose mind was quick in intuition, felt that his father did not
care to talk about Mexico or Bretagne.
'I will ask the Herr Professor if I did wrong to speak to him of the
big book,' he said to himself as he mounted his pony; he was very
anxious to please his father, but he was afraid he had missed the way.
'I suppose it is because they were only saints, and the Szalras were
all soldiers,' he thought on reflection, soldiers being by far the
foremost in his esteem.
'He says it is harder to live well than to die well,' said Bela over
his bread and milk that night to his brother.
'I suppose that is because dying is over so soon,' said the meditative
Gela; 'and you know it must take an _enormous_ time to live to be
old--quite old--like Aunt Ottilie.'
'I should like to die very grandly,' said Bela with shining eyes, 'and
have all the world remember me for ever and for ever, as they do great
Rudolph.'
'I should like to die saving somebody,' said Gela, 'just as Uncle Bela
saved the pilgrims; that would please our mother best.'
'I should like to die in battle,' said the living Bela; 'and that would
please our mother, because so many of us have always died so fighting
the French, or the Prussians, or the Turks. When I am a man I shall die
like Wallenstein.'
'But Wallenstein was killed in a room,' said Gela, who was very
accurate.
'You are always so particular!' said Bela impatiently, who had himself
only a vague idea of Wallenstein, as of someone who had gone on
fighting without stopping for thirty years.
'The Herr Professor says it is just being particular which makes
the difference between the scholar and the sciolist,' said Gela
solemnly, his pretty rosy lips closing carefully over the long word
_halbgelehrte._
This night after the ride he and she dined quite alone. As he sat
in the Rittersaal and looked at the long line of knights, the many
blazoned shields, the weapons borne in gallant warfare, a sudden
sensation came to him of the vile thing that he did in being in this
place. It seemed to him that those armoured figures should grow animate
and descend and drive him out. Bela, then sleeping happily, dreaming
of the glories of his ride, had raised with his innocent words a
torturing spirit in his father's breast. What had he brought to this
haughty and chivalrous race?--the servile Slav, the barbaric Persian,
blood, and all the dishonour that their creed would hold the basest
upon earth. Besides, to lie to _her_ children! Even the blue eyes
of the boy had made him embarrassed and humiliated, as if she were
judging him through her first-born's gaze. What would it be when that
child, grown to man's estate, should speak to him of his people, of his
forefathers?
For the first time it occurred to him that these boys would inevitably,
as they grew older, ask him many questions, wish to know many things.
He could turn aside a child's inquisitive interest, but it would be
more painful, less easy, to refuse to supply a grown youth's legitimate
interrogations. All these children would some time or another make many
inquiries of him that his wife, out of delicate sympathy, never had
intruded upon him. The fallen fortunes of the Sabran race had always
seemed to her one of those blameless misfortunes for which the best
respect is shown by silence. But her sons would naturally, one day or
another, be more interested in learning more of those from whom they
were descended.
The lie in reply would be easy and secure. There were all the
traditions and recollections of the Sabrans of Romaris to be gathered
from the tongues of the people in Finisterre, and the private papers
of their race which he possessed. He could answer well enough, but it
would be a lie, and a lie seemed to him now a disgrace? Before his
marriage he had looked on falsehood as a necessary part of the world's
furniture, but he had not lived all these years beside a noble nature,
to which even a prevarication was impossible, without growing ashamed
of his former laxities.
'There is not a dead man amongst all those knights who bore these arms
that should not rise to punish and disown me!' he thought with poignant
hatred of his past.
When he went to his room the impulse once more came over him to tell
his wife all; to throw himself on her mercy, and let her do the worst
she would; but he had a certain fear of her which acted like a spell on
that moral cowardice, which his Slav temperament and his hidden secret
combined to bind in a dead weight on the physical courage and natural
pride of his character.
He resolved to do his uttermost as they grew older to rear his sons to
worthiness of that great race whose name they bore; to uproot in them
by all means in his power any falser or darker faults they might have
inherited from him. He promised himself so to watch over his own words
and deeds that as they grew to manhood they should find no palliative
or example of wrong-doing in his life. The closeness of his peril, the
folly of his dalliance with Olga Brancka, had left him distrustful
and diffident of his own powers to resist evil. He said to himself
that he would seek the world no more; his wife was happiest in her own
dominion, amidst her own people; he would court neither pleasure nor
ambition again. Here he had peace; here he loved and was beloved; here
he would abide, and let courts and cities hold those less blessed than
he.
In the morning he awoke refreshed and tranquil; a beautiful sunrise was
tinging with rose the snows of the opposite Venediger peaks; the flush
of early autumn was upon the lower woods, but no snow had fallen even
on the mountains. The lake was deeply green as a laurel leaf, and its
waters rolled briskly under a strong breeze. It was a brilliant day for
the hills, and the _jägermeister_ and his men were in waiting, for he
had arranged over night to go chamois-hunting on those steep alps and
glaciers which towered above the hindmost forests of Hohenszalras. He
did not very often give rein to his natural love of field sports, for
he knew that his wife liked to feel that the innocent creatures of the
mountains were safe wherever she ruled. But there was real sport to be
had here, with every variety of danger accompanying to excuse it, and
Otto and his men were proud of their lord's prowess and perseverance
on the high hills, and only sorrowed that he so often let his rifles
lie unused in the gun-room. He went out whilst the day was still red
and young, like a rose yet in bud, and climbed easily and willingly the
steep paths and precipitous slopes which led to the glaciers.
'Count Bela wants sadly to come with us one of these days,' said Otto,
with a broad smile. 'He can use his crampons right manfully; will not
the Countess soon let me teach him to shoot?'
'I think not willingly, Otto,' said Sabran. 'She thinks children's
hands are best free of bloodshed; and so do I. It can do a child no
good to see the dying agony of an innocent creature. Teach Herr Bela to
climb as much as you like, but leave powder and shot alone.'
'I am sure the Herr Marquis himself must have been a line shot very
early?'
'I was at a semi-military college,' said Sabran, thinking of those days
at the Lycée Clovis when he had sought the _salle d'armes_ with such
eagerness, as being the scene of those lessons which would most surely
enable him to meet men as their equal or their master.
'If only Count Bela might be taught to shoot at a mark?' said the old
huntsman, wistfully.
'You know very well, Otto, that your lady decides everything for her
children, and that all her decisions I uphold,' said his master. 'Be
sure they are wiser than either yours or mine would be. She can teach
him herself, too; she can hit a running mark as well as you or I. Do
you remember the day when you arrested me in these woods?'
'Ah, my lord!' said Otto, with a rolling oath; 'never can I pardon
myself, though you have so mercifully pardoned me!'
'And my good rifle is still lying in the bed of the lake,' said Sabran,
glancing backward at the Szalrassee, now many hundred feet below them,
a mere green ribbon shining through the deeper green of fir and pine
woods.
'Yes, my lord!' answered the man, cheerily. 'The good English rifle
indeed was lost; but it seems to me that the Herr Marquis did not make
wholly a bad exchange!'
'No, indeed,' said his master, as he paused and looked down to where
the towers and spires of Hohenszalras glimmered like mere points of
glittering metal in the sunshine far below.
They were now at the highest altitude at which _gemsbocks_ are found,
and the business of the day commenced as they sighted what looked like
a mere brown speck against the greyness of the opposite glacier. Before
the day was done Sabran had shot to his own gun eight chamois on the
heights, and some score of ptarmigan and black-cock on the lower level.
He saw more than one _kuttengeier_ and _lammergeier_, but, in deference
to the traditions of the Szalras, did not fire on them. The healthful
fatigue, the rarefied air, the buoyant exhilaration which comes with
the atmosphere of the great heights, made him feel happy, and gave
him back all his confidence in the present and the future. When he
rested on a ledge of rock, listening to Otto's hunter's tales, and
making a frugal meal of some hard biscuit and a draught of Voslauer, he
wondered at himself for having so recently been beguiled by the febrile
excitations of Paris, or having desired the fret and wear of a public
career. What could be better than this life was? To have sought to
leave it was folly and ingratitude. The peace and the calm of the great
mountains which she loved so well seemed to descend into his soul.
It was twilight when they reached the lower slopes of the hills,
the jägers loaded with game, he and Otto walking in front of them.
From the still far-off islet oh the lake, and from the belfry of the
Schloss, the Ave Maria was chiming; the deep-toned bells of the latter
ringing the Emperor's Hymn.
Talking gaily with Otto, with that frank kindliness which endeared him
to all these mountaineers, he approached the house slowly, fatigued
with the pleasant tire of a healthy and vigorous man after a long day's
pastime on the hills, and entered by a back entrance, which led through
the stables into the wing of the building where his own private rooms
were situated. He took his bath and dressed himself for the evening,
then went on his way across the vast house to the white salon, where
his wife and her aunt were usually to be found at the time of the
children's hour before dinner. With some words on his lips to claim her
praise for having spared the vultures, he pushed aside the _portière_
and entered, but the words died on his tongue, half spoken.
His wife was there, but before the hearth, seated with her profile
turned towards him, also was Olga Brancka. His wife, who was standing,
came towards him.
'My cousin Olga took us by surprise an hour ago. The telegram must have
missed us which she says she sent yesterday from Salzburg.'
Her eyes had a cold gaze as she spoke; her sense of the duties of
hospitality and of high breeding had alone compelled her to give any
form of welcome to her guest. Madame Brancka, playing with a feather
screen, looked up with a little quiet self-satisfied smile.
'Unexpected guests are the most welcome. When there is an old proverb,
pretty if musty, all ready made for you, Réné, why do you not repeat
it? I am truly sorry, though, that my telegram miscarried. I suspect it
comes from Wanda's old-fashioned prejudice against having a wire of her
own here from Lienz. I dare say they never send you half your messages.'
Sabran had mechanically bowed over the hand she held out to him, but
he scarcely touched it with his own. He was deadly pale. The amazement
that her effrontery produced on him was stupefaction. Versed in the
ways of women and of the world though he was, he was speechless and
helpless before this incredible audacity. She looked at him, she
smiled, she spoke, like the most innocent and unconscious creature.
For a moment an impulse seized him to unmask her then and there, and
hound her out of his wife's presence; the next he knew that it was
impossible to do so. Men cannot betray women in that way, nor was he
even wholly free enough from blame himself to have the right to do so.
But an intense rage, the more intense because perforce mute, seized
him against this intruder by his hearth. Only to see her beside his
wife was an intolerable suffering and shame. When he recovered himself
a little, feeling his wife's gaze upon him, he said with some plain
incredulity in his contemptuous words:
'The failure of messages is often caused by the senders of them; the
people are extremely careful at Lienz. I do not think the fault lies
_there._ We can, however, only regret the want of due warning, for the
reason that we can give no fit or flattering reception of an honoured
guest. You come from Paris?'
For the first time a slight sudden flush rose upon Olga Brancka's
cheek, callous though she was. She felt the irony and the disdain. She
perceived that she had in him an inexorable foe, beyond all allurement
and all entreaty.
'I passed by Paris,' she answered, easily enough. 'Of course I had to
see my tailors, like everyone else in September. I have been first to
Noissetiers, then to London, then to Homburg, then to Russia. I do not
know where I have not been since we met. And you good people have been
vegetating beneath your forests all that time? I was curious to come
and see you in your felicity. Hohenszalrasburg used to be called the
vulture's nest; it appears to have become a dove's!'
'I spared a whole family of _lammergeier_ to-day in deference to your
forest law,' he said, turning to his wife, whilst to himself he thought
what a far worse beast of prey was sitting here, smoothing her glossy
feathers in the warmth of his own hearth. She noticed the extreme
pallor of his face, the sound of anger and emotion forcibly restrained;
she imagined something of what he felt, though she could guess neither
its intensity nor its extent. She had done herself violence in meeting
with courtesy and tranquillity the woman who now sat between them, but
she could not measure or imagine the guilt and the audacity of her.
When, that evening, as twilight came on, she had heard the sound of
wheels beneath the terraces, and in a little while had been informed
by Hubert that the Countess Brancka had arrived, her first movement
had been to refuse to receive her, her next to remember that to one
who had been Gela's wife, and now was Stefan Brancka's, the doors of
Hohenszalras could not be shut without an open quarrel and scandal,
which would regale the world and make feud inevitable between her
husband and the whole race of Vàsàrhely. The Vàsàrhely knew the
worthlessness of Stefan's wife, but for the honour of their name they
would never admit that they did so; they would never fail to defend
her. Moreover, hospitality of a high and antique type had always been
the first of obligations upon all those whom she descended from and
represented. They would not have refused to harbour their worst foe
if he had demanded asylum. They would not have turned away sovereign
or beggar from their gates. Those days were gone, indeed, but their
high and generous temper lived in her. In the brief space in which
Hubert, having made the announcement, waited for her commands, she
had struggled with her own repugnance and conquered it. She had told
herself that to turn Stefan's wife from her doors would be the mere
vulgar melodrama of a common and undignified anger. After all she knew
nothing; therefore she traversed the house to receive her unasked
guest, and gave her welcome without any pretence of cordiality or
friendship, but with a perfect and unhesitating politeness void of all
offence.
She was thankful that the Princess Ottilie was again in the south of
France with her sister-in-law of Lilienhöhe, so that her indignation,
her interrogation, and her quick regard were spared to them. Now that
her niece was no longer alone, the Princess did not think it her
bounden duty to endure these northern winds, blowing from Poland and
the Baltic over the old duchy of Austria, which she had at all times so
peculiarly detested, though she had been born a thousand miles nearer
the Baltic herself.
Olga Brancka had been profuse in her apologies and expressions of
regret, but she had at once let her carriage, hired at S. Johann, with
its four post-horses changed at Matrey, be taken to the stables, and
had gone herself to her old apartments, where in little time her two
maids had altered her heavy furs and travelling clothes to the costume
of consummate simplicity and elegance in which she now sat, putting
forth her small feet in rose satin shoes to the warmth from the great
Hirschvogel stove, which, with its burnished and enamelled colour,
illumined one side of the white salon.
Sabran and his wife both remained standing, he leaning his arm on the
scroll work of the great stove, she playing with the delicate ears of
one of the hounds. Madame Brancka alone sat and leaned back in her
low seat, quite content; she was aware that she was unwelcome, and
that her presence was an embarrassment and worse. But the sense of
the wrong and cruel position in which she placed them was sweet and
pungent to her; she was refreshed by the very sense of dilemma and of
danger which surrounded her. She had her vengeance in her hand, and
she would not exhaust it quickly, but tasted its savour with the slow
care and patient appetite of the connoisseur in such things. She had a
Chinese-like skill in patiently drawing out the prolonged pangs of an
ingeniously invented martyrdom.
'Why do you both stand?' she said, looking up at him between her
half-closed lids. 'Are you standing to imply to me as we do with
monarchs, 'This house is yours whilst you are in it?' I am much
obliged, but I should sell it at once if it were really mine. It is a
splendid, barbaric solitude, like Taróc. We have not been to Taróc this
year. Stefan says Egon lives altogether with his troopers and grows
very morose. You hear from him sometimes, I suppose?'
To Sabran it seemed as if her half shut black eyes shot forth actual
sparks of fire, as she spoke the name which he could never hear without
an inward spasm of fear.
'Of course I hear from Egon,' said his wife. 'But he writes very
briefly; he was never much of a penman. He prefers a rifle, a sword, a
riding-whip.'
'I hear you have called the last child after him? Where are the boys?
They cannot be in bed. Let me see them. It is surely their hour to be
here. Réné, ring, and send for them.'
His brow contracted.
'No; it is late,' he said abruptly. 'They would only weary you; they
are barbaric, like the house.'
He felt an extreme reluctance to bring his children into her presence,
to see her speak to them, touch them; he was longing passionately to
seize her and thrust her out of the doors. As she sat there in the full
light of the many wax candles burning around, sparkling, imperturbable,
like a coquette of a vaudeville, with her rose satin, and her white
taffetas, and her lace ruff, and her pink coral necklace and ear-rings,
and a little pink coral hand upholding her curls in the most studied
disorder, she seemed to him the loath-liest thing that he had ever
seen. He hated her more intensely than he had ever hated anyone in all
his life; even more than he had hated the traitress who had sold him to
the Prussians.
'Pray let me see the children; I know you never dine till eight,'
she was persisting to his wife, who knew well that she was entirely
indifferent to the children, but who was not unwilling for their
entrance to break the constraint of what was to her an intolerable
trial. She did ring, and ordered their presence. They soon came,
making their obeisances with the pretty grave courtliness which they
were taught from infancy; the boys in white velvet dresses, while their
sister, in a frock of old Venetian point, looked like a Stuart child
painted by Vandyck.
'_Ah, quels amours!_' cried Olga Brancka, with admirable effusion, as
they kissed her hand. Sabran turned away abruptly, and muttering a
word as to some orders he had to give the stud-groom, left the chamber
without ceremony, as she, with an ardour wholly unknown to her own
daughters, lifted the little Ottilie on her knee and kissed the child's
rose-leaf cheek.
'What lovely creatures they are,' she said in German; 'and how they
have grown since they left Paris. They are all the image of Réné; he
must be very proud. They have all his eyes--those deep dark-blue eyes,
like jewels, like the depths of the sea.'
'You are very poetic,' said Wanda; 'but I should be glad if you would
speak their praises in some tongue they do not understand. The boys may
not be hurt; but Lili, as we call her, is a little vain already, though
she is so young.'
'Would you deny her the birthright of her sex?' said Madame Brancka,
clasping her coral necklace round the child's throat. 'Surely she will
have lectures enough from her godmother against all feminine foibles.
By the way, where is the Princess?'
'My aunt is with the Lilienhöhe.'
'I am grieved not to have the pleasure,' murmured Madame Brancka,
indifferently, letting Ottilie glide from her lap.
'Give back the necklace, _liebling_,' said Wanda, as she unclasped it.
'No, no; I entreat you--let her keep it. It is leagues too large, but
she likes it, and when she grows up she will wear it and think of me.'
'Pray take it,' said Wanda, lifting it from the child's little breast.
'You are too kind; but they must not be given what they admire. It
teaches them bad habits.'
'What severe rules!' cried Madame Brancka. 'Are these poor babies
brought up on S. Chrysostom and S. Basil? Is Lili already doomed to the
cloister? You are too austere; you should have been an abbess instead
of having all these golden-curled cupidons about you. Where is the
youngest one, Egon's namesake?'
'He is in his cot,' said Gela, who was always very direct in his
replies, and who found himself addressed by her.
Meantime Bela took hold of his mother's hand and whispered to her,
'_Mütterchen_, she is rude to you. Send her away.'
'My darling,' answered Wanda, 'when people laugh in our own house we
must let them do it, even if it be at ourselves. And, Bela, to whisper
is _very_ rude.'
'Egon is so little,' continued Gela, plaintively. 'He cannot read; I do
not think he ever will read!'
'But you could not when you were as small as he?'
'Could I not?' said Gela, doubtfully, to whom that time seemed many
centuries back.
'And Lili, can she read?' said Madame Olga, suppressing a yawn.
'Oh yes,' said Gela; 'at least, two-letter words she can; and me, I
read to her.'
'What model children!' cried Madame Brancka, with a little laugh. 'And
the naughty boy who was in a rage because he was not permitted to go to
Chantilly? That was Bela, was it not? Bela, do you remember how cruel
your mother was, and how you cried?'
Bela looked at her, with his blue eyes growing as stern and cold as his
father's.
'My mother is always right,' he said gallantly. 'She knows what I ought
to do. I do not think I cried, _meine gnädige Frau_; I never cry.'
'Even the naughty boy has become an angel! What a wonderful
disciplinarian you are, Wanda! If your children were not so handsome
they would be insufferable with their goodness. They are very handsome;
they are just like Sabran, and yet they are not at all a Russian type.'
'Why should they be Russian? We have no Russian blood,' said their
mother, in surprise.
Madame Brancka laughed a little confusedly, and fluttered her feather
screen.
'I do not know what I was thinking of. Réné always reminds me of my old
friend Paul Zabaroff; they are very alike.'
'I have seen the present Prince Zabaroff,' said Wanda, wondering what
the purpose of her guest's words were. 'He was not, as I remember him,
much like M. de Sabran.'
'Oh, of course he was not equal to your Apollo,' said Madame Brancka,
winding Ottilie's long hair round her fingers.
'You have had enough of them; they must not worry you,' said their
mother, and she dismissed the children with a word.
'In what marvellous control you keep them,' said Madame Olga. 'Now, my
children never obeyed me, let me scream at them as I would.'
'I do not think screaming has much effect on anyone, young or old.'
'It paralyses a man. But I suppose a child can always out-scream one?'
'Probably. A child never respects any person who loses their calmness.
As for men, you are better versed in their follies than I.'
'But do you and Réné absolutely never quarrel?'
'Quarrel! My dear Olga, how very _bürgerlich_ an idea.'
'Do you suppose only the bourgeois quarrel?' said Madame Brancka.
'Really you live in your enchanted forest until you forget what the
world is like,' and she began an interminable history of the scenes
between a friend of hers and her husband and her family, a quarrel
which had ended in _conseils judiciaires_ and separation. 'It is a
cruel thing that there is not one law of divorce for all the world,'
she said with a sigh, as she ended the unsavoury relation. 'If Stefan
and I could only set each other free, we should have done it years and
years ago.'
'I did not know your griefs against Stefan were so great?'
'Oh, I have no great griefs against him; he is _bon enfant_: but we
are both ruined, and we both detest each other; we do not know very
well why.'
'Poor Mila and Marie!'
'What has it to do with them? They are happy at Sacré Cœur, and
when they come out they will marry. Egon will be sure to portion them;
we cannot. We are not like you, who will be able to give a couple of
millions to Lili without hurting her brothers.'
'Lili's _dot_ is far enough in the future,' said Lili's mother, who,
very weary of the conversation, saw with relief the doors open, and
heard Hubert announce that dinner could be served. By an opposite door
Sabran entered also, a moment later. The dinner was tedious to both him
and her; they alike found it an almost intolerable penance. Their guest
alone was gay, ironical, at her ease, and never at a loss for a topic.
Sabran looked at her now and then with absolute wonder coming over
him as to whether he had not dreamed of that evening in Paris, alone
beside her, with the smell of the jasmine and orange-buds, and the
moonbeams crossing her white throat, her auburn curls. Was it possible
that a woman lived with such incredible self-control, insolence,
shamelessness? There was not a shadow of consciousness in her regard,
not a moment of uneasiness in her manner. Except the one passing faint
flush which had come on her face at his words of greeting, there was
not a single sign that she was other than the most innocent of women.
The impatience, the disgust, the amazement which were in him were too
strong for his worldly tact and composure altogether to conquer them;
his eyes were downcast, his words were studied or irrelevant, his
discomposure was evident; he felt as reluctant to meet the gaze of his
wife as of his enemy. In vain did he endeavour to sustain equably the
airy nothings of the usual dinner-table conversation. He was sensible
of an effort too great for art to cover it; he felt that there was a
strange sound in his voice, he fancied the very men waiting upon him
must be conscious of his embarrassment. If he could have turned her out
of the house he would have been at peace, for, after all, her offences
were much greater than his own; but to be compelled to sit motionless
whilst she called his wife caressing names, broke her bread, and would
sleep under her roof, was absolute torture to him.
When they went back again to the white room he sat down at the piano,
glad to find a temporary refuge in music from the embarrassment of her
presence.
'He cannot have spoken to Wanda?' she thought, uneasy for the first
time, as she glanced at Sabran, who was playing with his usual
_maestria_ a concerto of Schubert's. With the plea that her long post
journey had fatigued her, she asked leave to retire when half an hour
had elapsed, filled with scientific and intricate melody, which had
spared them the effort of further conversation. Her host and hostess
accompanied her to the guest-chambers, with the courtesy which was an
antique custom of the Schloss, as of all Austrian country-houses. Their
leave-taking on the threshold was cold, but studied in politeness; the
door closed on her, and Sabran and his wife returned along the corridor
together.
His heart beat heavily with apprehension: he dreaded her next word. To
his relief, to his surprise, she said simply to him:
'It is very early. I will go and write to Rothwand about the mines.
Will you come and tell me again all you said about them? I have half
forgotten. Or if you would rather do nothing to-night, I have other
letters to look over, and I will go to my own room.'
'I will come there,' he said; and though he was well used to her
strong self-control and forbearance, he felt amazed at the force
of these now, and was moved to a passionate gratitude. 'Any other
woman,' he thought, 'would have torn me asunder to know what there has
been between me and her guest. She does not even speak; and yet God
knows how she loves me! She trusts me, and she will not weary me, nor
importune me, nor seem to suspect me with doubt. Who shall be worthy of
that? How can I rid her house of this insult? The other shall go; she
shall go if I put her out with public shame before my servants. Would
to heaven that to kill such as she is were no more murder than to slay
a vicious beast or a poisonous worm!'
He followed his wife into the octagon-room, where all her private
papers were. There were details of a mine in Galicia which were
disquieting and troublesome; on the previous day they had agreed
together what to do, but before she had answered her inspector,
fresh details had come in by the post-bag, whilst he had been
chamois-hunting. She sat down and handed him these fresh reports.
'I do not think there is anything that will alter your decisions,' she
said. 'But read them, and tell me, and I will then write.'
He drew the documents from her, and began to peruse them, but his hand
shook a little as he held the papers; his eyes were not clear, his mind
was not free. He laid them down and looked at her; she was seated near
him. She was paler than usual and her face was grave, but she seemed
quite absorbed in what she did, as she added figures together, and made
a quick _précis_ of the reports she had received. Her left hand lay on
the table as she wrote; on the great diamond of the _bague d'alliance_,
the only gift which he had presumed to offer her on their marriage, the
light was sparkling; it looked like a cluster of dewdrops on a lily. He
took that hand on a sudden impulse of infinite reverence, and raised it
to his lips.
She looked at him, and a mist of tears came into her eyes which were
tears of pleasure, of relief, of restrained emotion comforted; the
gesture gave her all the reassurance that she cared, to have; she was
sure then that Olga Brancka had never made him false to his honour and
hers. She said nothing to him of what was foremost in the minds of
both. She held the value of silence high. She thought that there were
things of which merely to speak seemed a species of dishonour. A single
word ill-said is so often the 'little rift within the lute which makes
the music dumb.'
She went to rest content; but he was none the less ill at ease,
disturbed, offended, and violently offended, at the presence of his
temptress under the roof of Hohenszalras. It was an outrage to all he
loved and respected; an outrage to which he was determined to put an
end. The only possible way to do so was to see his guest himself alone.
He could not visit her in her apartments; he could not summon her to
his; if he waited for chance, he might wait for days. The insolence
which had brought her here would probably, he reasoned, keep her here
some time, and he was resolved that she should not pass another night
in the same house with his wife and his children.
Long after Wanda had gone to sleep he sat alone, thinking and
perplexing himself with many a scheme, each of which he dismissed as
impracticable and likely to draw that attention from his household
which he most desired to avoid. He slept ill, scarcely at all, and rose
before daybreak. When he was dressed he sent his man to ask Greswold to
come to him. The old physician, who usually got up before the sun, soon
obeyed his summons, and anxiously inquired what need there was of him.
'Dear Professor,' said Sabran, with that gracious kindliness which
always won his listener's heart, 'you were my earliest friend here; you
are the tutor of my sons; you are an old man, a wise man, and a prudent
man. I want you to understand something without my explaining it; I do
not desire or intend the Countess Brancka to be the guest of my wife
for another day.'
Greswold looked up quickly: he knew the character of Stefan Brancka's
wife, he guessed the rest.
'What can I do?' he said simply. 'Pray command me.'
'Do this,' said Sabran. 'Make some excuse to see her; say that the
chaplain, or that my wife, has sent you, say anything you choose to get
admitted to her rooms in the visitors' gallery. When you see her alone,
say to her frankly, brutally if you like, that _I_ say she must leave
Hohenszalras. She can make any excuse she pleases, invent any despatch
to recall herself; but she must go. I do not pretend to put any gloss
upon it; I do not wish to do so. I want her to know that I do not
permit her to remain under the same roof with my wife.'
The old physician's face grew grave and troubled; he foresaw difficulty
and pain for those whom he loved, and to whom he owed his bread.
'I am to give her no explanation?' he said doubtfully.
'She will need none,' said Sabran, curtly.
Greswold was mute. After a pause of some moments he said with
hesitation:
'By all I have heard of the Countess Brancka, I am much afraid she will
not be moved by such a message, delivered by anyone so insignificant
as myself; but what you desire me to do I will do, only I pray you do
not blame me if I fail. You are, of course, indifferent to her certain
indignation, to her possible violence?'
'I am indifferent to everything,' said Sabran, with rising impatience,
'except to the outrage which her presence here is to the Countess von
Szalras.'
'Allow me one question, my Marquis,' said Greswold. 'Is our lady, your
wife, aware that the presence of her cousin's wife is an indignity to
herself?'
Sabran hesitated.
'Yes and no,' he answered at last. 'She knew something in Paris, but
she does not know or imagine all, nor a tithe part; of what Madame
Brancka is.'
'I go at once,' said the old man, without more words, 'though of course
the lady will not be awake for some hours. I will ask to see her
maids. I shall learn then when I can with any chance of success get
admittance. You will not write a word by me? Would it not offend her
less?'
'I desire to offend her,' said Sabran, with a vibration of intense
passion in his voice. 'No; I will not write to her. She is a woman who
has studied Talleyrand; she would hang you if she had a single line
from your pen. If I wrote, God knows what evil she would not twist out
of it. She hates me and she hates my wife. It must be war to the knife.'
Greswold bowed and went out, asking no more.
Sabran passed the next three hours in a state of almost uncontrollable
impatience.
It was the pleasant custom at Hohenszalras for everyone to have their
first meal in their own apartments at any hour that they chose, but he
and Wanda usually breakfasted together by choice in the little Saxe
room, when the weather was cold. The cold without made the fire-glow
dancing on the embroidered roses, and the gay Watteau panels, and
the carpet of lamb-skins, and the coquettish Meissen shepherds and
shepherdesses, seem all the warmer and more cheerful by contrast. Here
he had been received on the first morning of his visit to Hohenszalras;
here they had breakfasted in the early days after their marriage; here
they had a thousand happy memories.
Into that room he could not go this morning. He sent his valet with
a message to his wife, saying that he would remain in his own room,
being fatigued from the sport of the previous day. When they brought
him his breakfast he could not touch it. He drank a little strong
coffee and a great glass of iced water; he could take nothing else. He
paced up and down his own chambers in almost unendurable suspense. If
he had been wholly innocent he would have been less agitated; but he
could not pardon himself the mad imprudences and follies with which he
had pandered to the vanities and provoked the passions of this hateful
woman. If she refused to go he almost resolved to tell all as it had
passed to his wife, not sparing himself. The three or four hours that
went by after Greswold had left him appeared to him like whole, long,
tedious days.
The men came as usual to him for his orders as to horses, sport, or
other matters, but he could not attend to them; he hardly even heard
what they said, and dismissed them impatiently. When at last the heavy,
slow tread of the old physician sounded in the corridor, he went
eagerly to his door, and himself admitted Greswold.
The Professor spread out his hands with a deprecating gesture.
'I have done my best. But may I never pass such a quarter of an hour
again! She will not go.'
'She will not?' Sabran's face flushed darkly, his eyes kindled with
deep wrath. 'She defies me, then?'
'She evidently deems herself strong enough to defy you. She laughed
at me; she spoke to me as though I were one of the scullions or the
sweepers; she menaced me as if we were still in the Middle Ages. In a
word, she is not to be moved by me. She bade me tell you that if you
wish her out of your wife's house you must have the courage to say so
yourself.'
'Courage!' echoed Sabran. 'It is not courage that will be any match
for her; it is not courage that will rid one of her; she knows the
difficulty in which I am. I cannot betray her to her husband. No man
can ever do that. I cannot risk a quarrel, a scandal, a duel with the
relatives of my wife. I cannot put her out of the house as I might do
if she had no relationship with the Vàsàrhely and the Szalras. She
knows that; she relies upon it.'
'My lord,' said the physician very gently, 'will you pardon me one
question? Is the offence done to the Countess von Szalras by Madame
Brancka altogether on her side? Are you wholly (pardon me the word)
blameless?'
'Not altogether,' said Sabran, frankly, with a deep colour on his face.
'I have been culpable of folly, but in the sense you mean I have been
quite guiltless. If I had been guilty in that sense, I would not have
returned to Hohenszalras!'
'I thank you for so much confidence in me,' said Greswold. 'I only
wanted to know so far, because I would suggest that you should send
for Prince Egon and simply tell him as much as you have told me. Egon
Vàsàrhely is the soul of honour, and he has great authority over the
members of his own family. He will make his sister-in-law leave here
without any scandal.'
'There are reasons why I cannot take Prince Vàsàrhely into my
confidence in this matter,' said Sabran, with hesitation. 'That is not
to be thought of for a moment. Is there no other way?'
'See her yourself. She imagines you will not, perhaps she thinks you
dare not, say these things to her yourself.'
'See her alone? What will my wife suppose?'
'Would it not be better frankly to say to my lady that you have need
to see her so? Pardon me, my dear lord, but I am quite sure that the
straight way is the best to take with our Countess Wanda. The only
thing which she might very bitterly resent, which she might perhaps
never forgive, would be concealment, insincerity, want of good faith.
If you will allow me to counsel you, I would most strongly advocate
your saying honestly to her that you know that of Madame Brancka which
makes you hold her an unfit guest here, and that you are about to see
that lady alone to induce her to leave the castle without open rupture.'
Sabran listened, stung sharply in his conscience by every one of the
simple and honest words. When Greswold spoke of his wife as ready to
pardon any offences except those of falseness and concealment his soul
shrank as the flesh shrinks from the touch of caustic.
'You are right,' he said with effort. 'But, my dear Greswold, though
I am not absolutely guilty, as you were led for a moment to think, I
am not altogether absolutely blameless. I was sensible of the fatal
attraction of an unscrupulous person. I was never faithless to my wife,
either in spirit or act, but you know there are miserable sensual
temptations which counterfeit passion, though they do not possess it;
there are unspeakable follies from which men at no age are safe. I
do not wish to be a coward like the father of mankind, and throw the
blame upon a woman; but it is certain that the old answer is often
still the true one, "The woman tempted me." I am not wholly innocent;
I played with fire and was surprised, like an idiot, when it burnt me.
I would say as much as this to my wife (and it is the whole truth) if
it were only myself who would be hurt or lowered by the telling of it;
but I cannot do her such dishonour as I should seem to do by the mere
relation of it. She esteems me as so much stronger and wiser than I am;
she has so very noble an ideal of me; how can I pull all that down with
my own hands, and say to her, "I am as weak and unstable as any one of
them"?'
Greswold listened and smiled a little.
'Perhaps the Countess knows more than you think, dear sir; she is
capable of immense self-control, and her feeling for you is not the
ordinary selfish love of ordinary women. If I were you I should tell
her everything. Speak to her as you speak to me.'
'I cannot!'
'That is for you to judge, sir,' said the old physician.
'I cannot!' repeated Sabran, with a look of infinite distress. 'I
cannot tell my wife that any other woman has had influence over me,
even for five seconds. I think it is S. Augustine who says that it is
possible, in the endeavour to be truthful, to convey an entirely false
impression. An utterly false impression would be conveyed to her if I
made her suppose that any other than herself had ever been loved by me
in any measure since my marriage; and how should one make such a mind
as hers comprehend all the baseness and fever and folly of a man's mere
caprice of the senses? It would be impossible.'
Greswold was silent.
'You do not see how difficult even such a confession as that would be,'
Sabran insisted, with irritation. 'Were you in my place you would feel
as I feel.'
'Perhaps,' said Greswold. 'But I believe not. I believe, sir, that you
underrate the knowledge of the world and of humanity which the Countess
von Szalras possesses, and that you also underrate the extent of her
sympathy and the elasticity of her pardon.'
Sabran sighed restlessly.
'I do not know what to do. One thing only I know--the wife of Stefan
Brancka shall not remain here.'
'Then, sir, you must be the one to say so or to write it. She will heed
no one except yourself. Perhaps it is natural. I am nothing more in the
sight of a great lady like that than Hubert or Otto would be. She does
not think I am of fit station to go to her as your ambassador.'
'You would disown her if she were your daughter!' said Sabran, with
bitter contempt. 'Well, I will see her; I will say a word to the
Countess von Szalras first.'
'Say all,' suggested Greswold.
Sabran shook his head and passed quickly through the suite of sleeping
and dressing chambers to the little Saxe salon, where he thought it
possible that Wanda might still be. He found her there alone. She had
opened one of the casements and was speaking with a gardener. The
autumnal scent of wet earth and fallen leaves came into the room; the
air without was cold, but sunbeams were piercing the mist; the darkness
of the cedars and the yews made the airy and brilliant grace of the
eighteenth-century room seem all the brighter. She herself, in a sacque
of brocaded silk, with quantities of old French lace falling down it,
seemed of the time of those gracious ladies that were painted on the
panels. She turned as she heard his step, a red rose in her fingers
which she had just gathered from the boughs about the windows.
'The last rose of the year, I am afraid, for I never count those of the
hothouses,' she said, as she brought it to him.
He kissed her hand as he took it from her; he suddenly perceived the
expression of distress and of preoccupation on his face.
'Is there anything the matter?' she asked; 'did you overstrain yourself
yesterday on the hills?'
'No, no,' he said quickly; then added, with hesitation: 'Wanda, I have
to see Madame Brancka alone this morning. Will you be angered, or will
you trust me?'
For a moment her eyebrows drew together, and the haughtier, colder look
that he dreaded came on her face; the look which came there when her
children disobeyed or her stewards offended her, The look which told
how, beneath the womanly sweetness and serenity of her temper, were the
imperious habit and the instincts of authority inherited from centuries
of dominant nobility. In another instant or two she had controlled her
impulse of displeasure. She said gravely, but very gently:
'Of course I trust you. You know best what you wish, what you are
called on to do. Never think that you need give explanation, or ask
permission to or of me. That is not the man's part in marriage.'
'But I would not have you suspect--'
'I never suspect,' she said, more haughtily. 'Suspicion degrades
two people. Listen, my love. In Paris I saw, I heard more than you
thought. The world never leaves one in ignorance or in peace. I neither
suspected you nor spied upon you. I left you free. You returned to me,
and I knew then that I had done wisely. I could never comprehend the
passion and pleasure that some women take in hawks only kept by a hood,
in hounds only held by a leash. What is allegiance worth unless it be
voluntary? For the rest, if the wife of my cousin be a worse woman than
I think, do not tell me so. I do not desire to know it. She was the
idol of my dead brother's youth; she once entered this house as his
bride. Her honour is ours.'
A flush passed over her husband's face. 'You are the noblest woman that
lives,' he said, in a hushed and reverent voice. He stooped almost
timidly and kissed her; then he bowed very low, as though she were a
queen and he her courtier, and left her.
'That devil shall leave her house before another night is down!' he
said in his own thoughts, as he took his way across the great building
to Olga Brancka's apartments. He had the red autumn rose, she had
gathered in his hand as he went. Instinctively he slipped it within
his coat as he drew near the doors of the guests' corridor; it was too
sacred for him to have it made the subject of sneer or of a smile.
Wanda remained in the little Watteau room. A certain sense of fear--a
thing so unfamiliar, so almost unknown to her--came upon her as the
flowered satin of the door-hangings fell behind him, and his steps
passed away down the passages without. The bright pictured panels of
the shepherds in court suits, and the milkmaids in hoops and paniers,
smiling amidst the sunny landscapes of their artificial Arcadia; the
gay and courtly figures of the Meissen china, and the huge bowls filled
with the gorgeous deep-hued flowers of the autumn season; the singing
of a little wren perched on a branch of a yew, the distant trot of
ponies' feet as the children rode along the unseen avenues, the happy
barking of dogs that were going with them, the smell of wet grass
and of leaves freshly dropped, the swish of a gardener's birch-broom
sweeping the turf beneath the cedars--all these remained on her mind
for ever afterwards, with that cruel distinctness which always paints
the scene of our last happy hours in such undying colours on the memory
of the brain. She never, from that day, willingly entered the pretty
chamber, with its air of coquetry and stateliness, and its little gay
court of porcelain people. She had gathered there the last rose of the
year.